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im just a visitor .
the warped one snickered .
visitor , he says .
dont we all wish ?
so youre anomalous .
why do folks keep saying that ?
mistakes happen , said the asian .
souls sometimes arrive here a little messed up .
we should have known better .
color doesnt always mean anything .
dont worry kid .
youre in good company , said the warped one .
youre not alone .
somehow , i found that remark deeply comforting .
the asian gazed out across the dunes .
oh shit .
theyre on the move again .
coming after us .
hashers got a longbow .
without a word or even a glance , the pair again took off running , scales clinking with each stride .
i followed off after them without a second thought , trusting my fate would be better off with them than with the wranglers managing that mob .
and somehow , even though we were being pursued by an armed gang , my desire to leave this place became a tad less urgent .
the deeps didnt seem quite so intimidating now that i had some companions .
chapter 31 : lady an we hurtled though the dunes , my mind a storm of confusion .
in quick succession i had been honored , worshiped and feared by a mob of souls .
they had cast me out and now a detachment of their overseers were trying to hunt me down .
all because of the color of my skin .
this probably put a fork in my search for karla .
how was i supposed to find her if i couldnt go near any crowds ?
and the fact was , i had long lost heart .
i was a coward and a weakling .
i didnt deserve to find her .
she deserved better .
though , now that was a moot point .
so i was relegated to tagging along with this odd couple of warrior infidels in tinkling armor .
i had no idea where we were going .
they spoke very little to me or even to each other .
they just hummed and mumbled brief snatches of song that sounded like prayers .
they had a casual , disinterested air about them that i found oddly comforting .
i could tell that i interested them , but they were not invested in me following them or not , which made me want to follow them all the more .
i was like one of those stray dogs that attaches its loyalty to random strangers .
they gave up their names only after considerable prodding .
taro , the asian , hailed from manila .
brian had grown up and passed away in a suburb of san francisco .
both were clearly veterans of the deeps , though neither could say how long they had roamed these wastes .
years meant nothing to them now .
neither were suicides , so they had no knowledge of root apart from what they had heard from other souls .
taro , surprisingly , had the rougher life .
he had entered the deeps directly , after a criminal and violent existence cut short by an accidental overdose of heroin and alcohol .
brians path to the deeps was a bit more circuitous .
he was more reticent about his lives and deaths .
that he had been a pizza chef was about all he would say about his first life .
his first death was accidental and had involved a fall from a ladder .
before death number two , he had spent time on an island swaddled in fog , a place called lethe , apparently another kind of threshold world like root .
his time there had ended abruptly .
after an injury had left him immobile , a man with a scythe had come and cut him in two .
there was obviously more to his story , but that was all he would say .
we passed up the rumpled flank of the valley , which was basically a ramp of dunes piled on dunes .
we wound our way through a sinuous maze of sand , following their creases , trying to keep our heads out of sight of anyone who might be tracking us .
we kept finding footprints which i could swear were our own .
i was certain we were walking in loops , yet brian and taro never faltered , fully confident in their navigation .
we finally emerged from the dunes onto to a wind-scoured plateau .
there were no boulders or canyons , no place to hide , but at least we could spot any pursuers from afar .
we headed for the largest in a group of broad , gentle hills that looked like shields laid flat .
the curve of its domed summit was interrupted by lines and indentations where the natural contours had been modified by human hands .
it seemed to be some sort of settlement .
we paused when we reached its base , not because we needed to rest , but because the guys were nervous about a swirl of dust on the plateau that was obscuring the view back to the dunes .
that them behind that ?
said brian .
they using a screen ?
wouldnt doubt it , said taro .
doesnt look natural .
better get trucking .
there !
said taro , pointing to a dot and another curl of dust on a nearby hill .
a runner , said brian .
cmon .
lets get our ass home .
we slogged up a long , smooth incline .
about halfway up , we passed between two igloo-like structures of stone , with exits in the back and slotted windows arcing around their outer walls .
taro sang a brief , lilting phrase .
the melody was returned by someone in the nearest igloo , and then echoed and propagated down a series of other igloos stretching around the curve of the hill .
the igloos were bunkers and the song was apparently some sort of a pass code .
were inside the perimeter , said taro .
were safer now .
relatively .
though , if theres trouble coming , wed better get up and under cover .
got a tip for you , said brian .
get yourself on lady ans good side early , volunteer for picket duty .
lady who ?
an , said taro .
she heads the quorum .
the old souls that look after us infidels .
seriously , said brian .
take the watch soon as you can .
its the best way to convince the quorum to let you stay .
show them youre a good fit .
yeah , well .
im not actually planning on sticking around .
oh ?