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i don t quite remember the dream part of it wa strange like all dream the place and the people who were with me changed and i don t know exactly who they were a bit like all dream but i remember that at one point i came to my room i saw a girl reading one of my book i sat next to her i gave her a kiss and she told me that she loved me i ve been awake for hour and i m still holding back the urge to cry | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
when you lay down to sleep and your head keep running thought which either give you guilt or anxiety and you can not stop and reach a state when you have to smack your head with head which cause some pain but give relax for sometime a now your brain focus on pain you have caused by smacking instead of running those stupid thought | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dropped one of the earbuds of my sennheiser in my tea i really hope it gon na work again | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my heart is abused with so many hurtful lie and truth i hate being sappy about these kind of thing i hate it gold for syf k | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
childhoodflames whats wrong | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
being a short man in america is terrible it is terrible how we r treated in the dating world for something we can t change people say oh well suck it up but they don t know how it feel to watch your crush in h laugh u off a u ask her to prom to just go out with the tall d football kid i ve honestly thought of ending it all at this point because there s no point in living this life i don t even want to have kid if they end up being short this cruel world will just chew them up and spit them out | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
got the ebay blue item i want jumped from no bidder to over 00 in an hour still ha hour to go i d better not get my hope up | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
think i need to start buying and using wrinkle cream | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
even today it s a strain on society people thinking people with depression are over acting lazy making excuse even with the people who believe in it they still don t know how bad it get thinking you can change that everything will be okay or my own personal favorite a lot of people have it worse i remember finally reaching out for help on the hotline only to have the police knock on my door handcuff me and take me to the hospital i wa next to the ambulance triage door and saw multiple people enter and exit while screaming and a patient in front of me decided to do perverted act in front of me i m more traumatized by the help i got also where i live the mental health place for teen is a death trap there are many one star review for one of the few main mental health place where i live it suck that i want to get help but society just literally treat me like i m wrong or that the place where i want to get help aren t safe i do have a therapist but i still don t feel safe around her | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im sooo sad right now i need a hug | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tomorrow is another day damn tomorrow is already today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi together i m working up a lot with myself lately a it s difficult to get help in my country in europe right now long waiting time and little chance to get good therapy i wa diagnosed with a mild depressive episode a few year ago however i have not been well for several year therefore i think that this is not the whole truth stress feeling i have noticed that a lot of my behavior can be traced back to feeling stressed this feeling of stress is in my opinion triggered by a high internal pressure this arises for example from the fear of being abandoned or not doing something right for someone which could also lead to interpersonal punishment unfortunately i learned in my childhood that if i criticize my mother or say something wrong i am quickly punished psychologically she would get loud not talk to me for a while the stress also come from the outside of course time pressure self made time pressure fear of failure i am doing my phd and have been moving up quite fast in management consultancy the last two year have been a sprint and it ha left it mark behavior back to that stress feeling it take on different dimension i unconsciously hurt myself by delicately biting my arm or scratching my nail bed often i just see the mark afters and think oh i did it again i can reproduce it e g by playing a difficult game e g dark soul a soon a i die against a bos fight i unconsciously bite my arm in the loading time i get an extreme craving for sex masturbation multiple time a day and would describe it a compulsive sexual behavior the orgasm is then no fun and i feel exhausted and bad afterwards still i do it i behave in a clingy way and thus ruin relationship because i ask several time in a short time if everything is okay or write message to get confirmation e g that i miss my partner i am completely exhausted after a few day but can not sleep | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im trying to make a chicken soup like my mother but without a recipe this will be interesting and i cant find matzah | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am year old and 9 pound and for the past few day i ve been having this weird chest pain it s right in the center of my chest kind of lower tho like in between my breast and it feel like a dull ache discomfort feeling it s not burning at all and doesn t hurt a lot but it feel strange like a little ache with some tightness it only last le than a minute but happens about three time a day it happens when i m sitting down and it happened this morning when i wa laying in bed about to get up i suffer from bad health anxiety and am scared that this is angina based on what i ve heard about it and there is something wrong with my heart i had holter monitor and ecg s in the past that came out normal but im scared thing changed from there this keep happening and i m so scared | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
spring break in plain city it s snowing | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am sorry i could not make it until june i have tried i am not strong enough this school is too unforgiving i am sorry | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
schnicklefritz omg i have the same problem i lent it to someone and they never gave it back | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
one hour late bad plumber | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im so tired this morning and there wa only cold shower water not happy | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
anybody else have anxiety about having an allergic reaction to a food even when they don t have a food allergy | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i want to hurt myself to feel the suffer and hate towards myself for the pain i want to cry so hard i choke and get one of the worst death i want to regret when it s to late so it could hunt me down when i m dying i despise myself and want the worste for me but since i m too pathetic i will not do it also i feel like the only way to see a psychiatric is to survive death i want a dig i want more med i want stronger one | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ellendeg ellen do my message not get to you if you didn t notice i m sad i try so hard to communicate wif u | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been on med for a few year now which have worked for the most part up until last year i contracted an illness which gave me stomach problem and the issue ha kind of persisted ever since my health ha never been great eating disorder and weight issue mainly a well a really unsightly skin but this stomach issue ha taken what life i had away and now a much a i m not screaming and cry about wanting to die it almost feel like a logical step at this point i want to live i want to have a life and live it freely to the fullest but i m trapped now in this body and have to cancel most plan i do make if i couldn t work from home i d probably be jobless and the work that is site based i let people down on a lot which i hate i feel like a failed experiment of a human that should just be put in the bin i feel guilty because of the somewhat privilege i do have but that s still not been enough i ve failed myself and now my body is failing me there s also a history of cancer and tumour in my family which make me scared that i ll lose the ability to use my limb just like my mom and i don t have anyone in my life to take care of me like she doe what s the point in just sitting around and waiting for that time to come every week is a fight to get back on track but it s always step forward and or back i m scared to die but i don t feel like i have a choice i m just putting off the inevitable i don t even know the best way to do it i m even too much of a coward there s always been this one little bit of hope holding me back but that light of hope is getting dimmer by the day | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
let s hope the sore throat clear up before the break and is not a pre cursor to illness over the holiday | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
for most of my life i haven t had many significant relationship friendship i used to sit alone at lunch in high school sometimes i would even go to the restroom stall and just stand so i wouldn t have to face the embarrassment i would make good grade and work a lot to keep myself busy looking back i kept myself busy to distract myself from the fact that i m lonely i m 0 year old now and i still don t have a social life i ve only had one best friend in the entirety of my life and that friendship ended junior year of high school i ve also never had a boyfriend i ve dated someone before but that s the past sadly that situation ship further reinforced the idea of unworthiness that i feel i am coming to the realization that i have low self esteem i feel incapable of being loved and undeserving of it for some reason it always felt like i never fit in i would always overthink thing and not know what to say and how to keep the conversation going this lead to me thinking people will get tired bored of me eventually so there is no point i m literally cry because it s so frustrating when you want to change but these thought eat you up and prevent you from taking the necessary step to change i want to be able to go out without it feel draining to dress nice do my hair converse with others etc everything just feel exhausting and i have chosen not to picture myself being married one day or even having child because it s just how am i going to have a healthy everlasting marriage if i haven t had any experience so far | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can t seem to get over the dissapointment of haveing absolutly no one notice i am gone sad i must not be boring i must not be boring | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
metalgearobama people with depression should not | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m had a suicide attempt around month ago and am struggling to move on after it i tried to overdose on my antidepressant i wa in the hospital for day on the psych floor until i got released since then i moved across the country and am living back at my parent s house in my childhood bedroom i applied for medical disability from my h teaching job am currently in therapy twice a week and thinking of outpatient program my antidepressant were increased along with adding a mood stabilizer all my life i ve never taken medicine and now i am on pill each day i am back at home and have no friend here i use no other social medium other than reddit due to my social anxiety i just adopted a cat for company but he hide from me all day i just feel so stuck and alone i ve been depressed for so long and am not sure how to move on i feel like i have regressed so much everything that i feared for my life when i wa young ha come true i am with no partner gay no job and no close friend my self esteem is shot and last night i cried for an hour when my dad sat beside my bed some day i feel ok but most day at some point i feel hopeless again honestly i don t know what to do with myself each day all my interest are gone and it is hard to just get out of bed anyone who ha been through this how do you move on i still feel i haven t completely processed the attempt | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel sick too much icecream | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is hungover and just want to stay in bed all day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
anti p longtemps j ai cru que mon mec tait un enfoir la veille de me r gles j ai fait aussi une d pression post partum parait que c tait li le hormone montent progressivement puis s croulent d un coup pr sent je consulte mon agenda qd c est la fin du monde | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
that wa it folk spring s gone and winter is back it s snowing outside | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
feel like i m stuck in a rut waiting to hear back from school is killing me also decided to take a break from wow for awhile | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
man my internet is slow atm | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i started seroquel week ago and i don t feel like myself all i want to do is sleep i work hour shift a week and it s all i can do to get through them i keep reminding myself i can t quit because i need my health insurance so i can get my antidepressant i m so tired my parent deserve a better daughter my friend deserve a better friend my boyfriend deserves a better girlfriend | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wish my iphone would let me do the thing it would be so much easier | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
do you remember when you joined twitter i do mytwitteranniversary depression http t co ooprmbtxhu | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
pietrofelix good luck enduring the tiring journey | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wish i were playing reindeer game up at fowler | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i f attempted to take my life five day ago it wa my second serious attempt i took a couple of pill and alchohol and walked out on my ledge living on the fifteenth floor made it so much more easier i spent all night out there on call w a friend who managed to keeo me safe till i passed out my dad wa woken up at am by another friend of mine who tried entering my apartment and they pulled my back into my room unconscious my parent haven t spoken to me about it theyve nailed my window shut and don t let me stay alone in my room i m getting a new psychiatrist i m not allowed out or allowed to hang w my friend after school they also didn t let me skip school this whole week even though im still not fully recovered i feel like a prisoner in my own house i get why they re doing it but they way they ve gone about it only make it worse to make matter worse it drove most of my friend away a discord server that i considered my main support group won t let me back in unless i get better most of my irl friend decided to give up on me they told me they re done trying to help someone who doesn t wan na be helped i feel like i have nothing good left in my life and i m forced to live only cause my parent want me to everyone know about my attempt at school and they don t seem to care either they just look at me like i m crazy and many of my classmate barely talk to me anymore i ve already been treated bad because of my selfharm scar and rumour about my sex life and alchoholism i m forced to be sober i m grounded and have no privacy or freedom no safe place no one i can fully trust and i m still expected to be a fully functional person and do well at school by my parent i don t know what to do anymore i feel hopeless and alone and just want it to end | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
je t ai sauv de la rue tu l a sauv de la d pression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
leaving koh tao start of journey back to bangkok http twitpic com y uv | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
syekr is myki really horrible | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just sitting waiting | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
augh eff sarth i stole some of mil s nail polish it pretty o | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s 0am i ve been awake for nearly hour | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
everyone say it get better i have wanted to kill myself since i m now and i wish i had done it then i wish i wa brave back then because thing are only worse now | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
cheekybeer document management system always a good idea although rarely seems to happen in practice | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
louislucci i usually only sleep hour a night or so going to bed now have to get up at am | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
whf t scc killed derek reese brian austin green i actually liked that character | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
bradiewebbstack sway sway tour in julyyyyy exitedd muchh follow me pleaseeee i need more followers | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
but it s hard when your heart randomly start beating out of your chest all the time and your stomach feel fluttery and you can t sleep or if you do fall asleep you wake up panicking for no apparent reason | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
a i write this it feel so attention seeking like i am looking for a reason to stay a reason to feel i have all the reason right in front of me my girlfriend my best friend my dog however none of it matter i m drunk and all i want to do is die i m scared i m scared of how that will make my friend family and girlfriend feel how can i put them through that i wish i didn t care i wish i didn t care about their feeling i wish i could just go get a gun or in my car and resume back to the chapter before my birth sometimes surviving an event is the hard part me surviving life is the hard part it feel like i could go in forever forever knowing that it s just chemical in my brain that make me want to blissfully enjoy the enteral slumber that awaits u all medicine scare me what if it change who i am the last time i wa on the medicine i slept for the majority of the day unable to get out of the blissful slumber that carried away my thought and sorrow eventually i ll have the gut if i rid myself of everyone who care | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
long story short i haven t been feeling well for the past two week i think it s a depressive episode the day befroee yesterday i wa already damn done with life but yesterday wa my final straw i have only seriously had suicidal thought time in my life and have never wanted to do actually do it before i have a fear of death but yesterday wa horrible i wa actively searching for stuff to kill me and a i expected my family s first reaction is to scold me saying that even during school holiday they have to worry about my as and i m not even in school right now what do i have to be suicidal about they just straight up scolded me did not give a fuck otherwise it s been a day and idk everyone s pissed at me and i m at my wit end i m actively asking to be hospitalised but the people who actually ha the authority to do that are too pissed at me to want to do that and complaining about how it cost so much to go u are hurting all of u what happens if it s in the record for the rest of your life first of all what life my whole life my family dynamic is fucking bullshit it s not abusive or even manipulative it s just that no one communicates with each other probably because we know when we do fighting will ensue so no one talk to one another idk what i can do all the time the rule change all the time idk how to talk to them idk what they want from me this cycle is just gon na continue until day i eventually snap at them or snap at myself if i snap at them i m gon na get scolded i knew the only reason they would actually not scold me is if i actually did it but i know if i did it i would have let them won and i will most likely survive and i hate that only if i actually did it would they actually care about me i do not know what i ll do for the next few day and i don t trust myself i actually wan na go to the hospital but no one let me for fuck sake idk what to do anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my stomach is feeling satisfied now been starving for hour | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jesmayhemwa still trying to sell the prelude | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
no one care literally no one care even the mental health service they discharged me because i wasn t engaging with them enough and my case is too difficult for them i wa on a waiting list and wasn t even receiving any therapy i tried to appeal their decision but they re not listening and at this point i already accepted the fact that i must unalive myself i don t have any friend family i don t have a job because nobody want me due to my mh problem what s the point of trying i ve been trying to change myself but it seems like my depression is winning and nothing will ever change i know i have to do this i m 9 and i know i m young but i don t have a choice i already decided i will od next week on my 0th birthday my problem started when i wa born and will finally end next week i m scared but i hope i ll never wake up | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lately all i basically is sleep i just don t have the energy for anything else these day i wa told i need more intensive treatment but i just don t have the energy for that a sad a that sound lmao i just want to end this | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i need a hug | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
a miscommunication happened which caused my grade to not appear in the record everyone is blaming me for it calling me a liar saying i didn t go to class they want to expel me i admit it i skip a lot but if i have a test i swallow my tongue and go no one will believe me even with the evidence because i m a bad student and a delinquent i ve been the subject of whole as council meeting because of me being trans which is considered very disrespectful to the school i m seriously considering suicide my whole family hate me my friend are all doing better than me i need to go to med school i need to fix this but it seems impossible please i need someone to tell me i can do it i need someone to tell me it s not too late for me please tell me i still have time to fix this for the first time in my life i need to hear something because i feel like i m going insane please just tell me it will be ok | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
http twitpic com y vn remember these day neither do i siiiiike i miss my old body someday soon u shall be miiiiine | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am a work martyr give me chocolate coffee and sympathy and now my cat s decided she s dying | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
going through a depressive phase probably will last for a week to the least i picked up project when i wasn t in this depressive episode and now i cut of any communication with those people a the time is passing my anxiety is rising so a to why i am not communicating what they will think judgement etc what are your thought | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wqs wondering after i remember myself trying lot of med im currently on risperidona 0mg and it working like a charm what dose do you guy use of your med and what type of med for profound psychotic depression | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m missin my baby really needed to talk to him today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nicolerichie yes we had the vhs i cried when the old man died | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
exmi hey doll sorry to hear bout ur doggie hope he come home soon would help u look if i weren t so far away | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ryanseacrest is it just me or she hate anoop i mean seriously she s kinda mean to him | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i know big love true blood and united state of tara have too long of wait between season | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi so can anxiety stress make a person physically ill like shivering dizzy throwing up nauseous no appetite drastic weight loss i need serious help i ve always had alittle anxiety who doesnt i have been biting my nail my whole life but recently i ve been having health issue going to the hospital and doctor constantly and they find nothing wrong i eventually got diagnosed with ibs but isn t ibs linked to stress my symptom have been getting worse i lost both my grandpa in 0 i got accepted into school which is exciting but maybe stressful i constantly feel like i need to puke i m not really eating i m losing weight when im on a date with my boyfriend i ruin the whole thing cuz i just need to go home and lay down someone please help me i have a doctor appointment to discus this but i just want outsider opinion i feel lost confused and scared | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i know it s getting to a low point again i don t want to leave my bed my grade are low my mom is worried and if she doesn t bring me food to my room i would eat i can t shower i can t help myself from sleeping i told my boyfriend and i feel like he is not here for me not with this depression stuff i don t want to do all i do is cry and sleep i m so tired and i don t even move to go to the bathroom i hate being in this loop i just hate everything and i don t want to talk to anyone but i know i need help i thought i wa doing better but i m at my lowest again | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
afters year i finally had contact with a person i like i sleepover at her house quite often i like her alot and day ago she told me that she is getting sent to psychiatry why cant i just be happy why is it all getting taken away from me | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
big blue wolf not yet no doubt i ll get a chance to until tonight work s mental thanks to bt cutting off 0 000 customer today | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
skynicmac shame | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been feeling lightheadedness for at least two week it s starting to make my anxiety worse i m feeling thing like chest and neck pain and it s making me freak out i used to have really bad panic attack and i still have a couple xanax from when my doctor gave me a few to deal with the worst of it i know one of the side effect of xanax is dizziness should i be taking it if i m already feeling lightheaded | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hey guy i currently need some help figuring out what to do recently i ve been feeling a lot of anxiety it started a week ago when my spring break wa ending and the night before leaving for school i started having major anxiety i am a little worried about school i guess but i know i m good with grade and will be fine till the end of the semester but still i just felt this major anxiety like an aching in my chest and couldn t sleep the whole night when i got back to school i thought everything would be fine but around or 9 pm i started getting that feeling again like i wa panicking and having a tightness in my chest that wouldn t go away i don t think i wa even thinking about anything at the time to cause it that night i didn t fall asleep till or in the morning even during the day sometimes i ll start getting that same anxious feeling but it s ha been consistently happening every night around the same time and i have trouble falling asleep i m in a good place in my life i have friend and family who care about me and i m doing well in school but i can t shake this anxiety i m having any advice would be great | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate when the sadness creep in on me depression b like time to over think about and worry about everything and remember how alone u are u are a huge disappointment it take so much out of me to build myself up sometimes | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gross i have a pimple | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
chrissyxchi sorry that come across a if depression isn t real if it s not at that point everyone is different and depression take many form and affect u differently look after yourselves | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
laurwee boo im ok i guess had a hard day | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
neevd know of any more site to play game on i ll never get past the second footpath on frogger | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wanted to share some of what i ve written because i find that writing is an outlet that help me to calm down sometimes i sit in a room full of people and stay quiet the loud chatter and the chaos of laughter will fill the room fill my head yet i keep my opinion and question to myself i keep my thought contained in my mind i watch a the girl who betrayed me smile and continues to talk i watch a my friend all happily converse with one another i watch a the boy throw their head back unable to control their laughter they ask if i am okay more quiet than usual and all i can say is that i am tired what they do not know is that i am not physically tired but mentally exhausted my mind is constantly racing overthinking every word that leaf my tongue every move i make and every awkward gesture that display itself during conversation with people i need a rest | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
not even a god damn crisis line want to help me well fuck me then i m done i can t deal with this pain anymore it s too much for me so many people have it so much worse but i can t get through my stupid little bull shit i m such a fucking coward i m sorry but i m done with this shit | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
duckling in famous child s book stolen from boston s public garden the boston globe http tinyurl com dc htx via sharethis oh no | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
that one week wa the best in a long time around month of constant depression ha quite honestly made me want to kill myself but i have too many people in my life for that i m grateful for having supportive friend and family member but i just want to die | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
passed out last night while mum wa puttin cream on my tattoo | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my friend coco chris had a party this weekend and it seemed to have been awesome fail i wasnae there | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can not find her phone | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gon na try to get some sleep in this hotel room | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m don t know how to explain it but any affection make me genuinely sick to my stomach it s weird because i m a loving person i try to be kind to everyone and help a much a i can maybe sometimes a little too much even with the smallest thing i try to come through and help because something inside me genuinely just say i should do it i can never respond correctly to any compliment and always try to find a way move around it or i just quickly think of a way to compliment them back so it doesn t feel one sided is that weird the only time i don t feel a way about it is when my mom dad or sister compliment me i try to interact with people but feel like they genuinely don t care about what i have to say and a lot of the time i don t know if it s in my head or if it s true when i get invited to meet i want to say something but never do and kind of just stay there silent listening a lot of the time i feel like i make my friend super uncomfortable too i can only come up with so much to say and usually just hope there s is more than one person there when i do talk i never know what to say or stumble over my word figuring out how to say it to the point where they interrupt me to conclude the conversation or move on don t get me started with romantic stuff every time i think about being in a relationship i genuinely want to vomit i feel so sick my stomach hurt it s also terrible because i really want to be in one someone to have loving bond with a two sided support system ups and down all that good stuff sometimes i imagine it too but when i do i physically get so ill like i m gon na throw up kinda feel like i m rambling but i don t understand what all this is tldr simple affection make me feel sick or uncomfortable even though i m a person who love to make others feel great and do my best to help them all | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
octolinz it it count idk why i did either you never talk to me anymore | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
re newing my twitter | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i think i have medical problem that will never go away and that if it wasn t for them i could be so much more than i am from personal reflection i m actually really happy with the progress i ve made with myself and in my life since a couple year ago but thing like my anxiety are horrible and if my life will always have it i d rather be dead than continue living not to mention i ve already done most of all my life ha to offer so what s left really amp x 00b i m sorry if this post sound pretentious but i can t find any other post that i can relate to so i ve put it here | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
thakre aarya wd9 9 stats feed explain to me then why white people feel more depression like give me an article that scientifically explains it | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel like i m in a simulation game movie etc when i wa doin intake at helen ross mcnabb the lady told me it wa depersonalization i don t kno how to feel abt it but i also don t want to be one of those ppl who say they have something when they don t yk idk if that s what it is or whatever it kinda scare me inna way bc i think about stuff from the past n think did that rlly happen like could this rlly be all fake i m kinda stuck the only thing that help in when i m on the game or something | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
swoyer you don t understand depression whatsoever it s not something you have a universal method to fight against suicide isn t the first choice it s the last it s when the year of fighting constant suffering and lack of hope finally outweigh the fear of taking your own life | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
going for a shower amp brush my teeth don t wan na go to work | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
alliana0 it didn t make any sense to me the suicide thing i refuse to believe that that is actually what happened | normal | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have a small business we got a meeting with our biggest client ever and i called them by their competitor name i m so scared i cost u the deal | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve rewritten this time within the past hour it s already am and yet still had the patience for it i want to kill myself and i m stupid if i end up doing it my reasoning it wa for a boy and my effortless attempt at making him happy without me in the picture he ha reddit so i m hoping he doesn t see this due to the fact we follow each other but if he doe thanks for everything thanks for the laugh on the voicecall today and for making me smile everytime i open up the chat i love you and i could only pray that you d love me too | depressed | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |