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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cant stop thinking mistakeslast year school bullied constantly kid group friends would call fag tell kill myself threaten life kids would even get physical hit me every day shoved locker five starred enough bullying went teachers school teachers absolutely nothing kids made lie saying used nword completely false racist never racist teachers bought suspended school caused emotional strain parents never really got trouble school known smart kid upon day suspension over called meeting teachers school told could admit lied risk expulsion kids bullied happened influential school one last name athletic center held ground refused cave teachers questions said dishonest needed revaluate situation got news expelled days later devastated loved school learning felt like harming myself depressed weeks wanted kill myself mother impacted stress put her health problems feel fault even though happened year ago cannot stop thinking it |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | anyone nothing rn hey guys wants join group chat cuz boredd im bored anyone group chat discord yeeee comment link |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | job interview tonight thats all wish luck bois |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im scared call hotline afraid ofwhy call fear pain whatever now get it |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | like thiswhy like this think know im feeling sad depressed im relatively successful decent group friends know care me im union electrician drive dreamcar loving family recently feel like im drowning pitch black ocean light coming through think know feelings coming hate it ex girlfriend handful months ago dated probably weeks always pretend perfect spent much time energy unfortunately money her spent everyday weeks staying trying get open talk problems even though wake morning go work try help her do starts dating best fucking friend done anything her drive hours straight pick best friend up spent bucks hotel rooms gas time missed work hurts fucked room paid got hear entire fucking thing worst part reason braking me said mature her accepting understanding her anything serious one worry me feel like needed say something none friends know account sorry wall text formatting first post reddit thanks reading |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | convince parents let transfer seriously hateeeee school im right constantly get talked shit about lost almost friends want fresh start im incoming sophomore parents keep saying switching schools like running away problems anyone experience transferring schools do |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cool facts number according research done mit number common randomly chosen number isnt completely random occurrence either mit tested theory number times result time seventh prime number prime number number divided number number prime number though add first four prime numbers together sum also prime number made four consecutive prime numbers numbers french catalan italian languages first compound number compound number number made two different sets numbers case dixsept disset diciassette meaning respectively uk turn youre granted whole new level freedom age start taking driving lessons well able drive van car many newfound freedoms turn us too reach age youre allowed apply private pilot license rent rrated movies enlist armed forces only parents consent well able rent buy mrated video games number incredibly common song title wellknown artists song titled either seventeen including number way include prince kings leon smashing pumpkins jimmy eat world stevie nicks sex pistols beatles hit song saw standing originally going called seventeen theres character hit japanese manga anime series dragonball z called android cyborg plays role villain end season tv show periodic table elements arranged different groups group made halogens includes five elements chemically similar chlorine one halogens atomic number followers islamhttpswwwthefactsitecomislamfacts must perform rakaahs set prayers movements daily times prayer people world would consider number unlucky number isnt case everywhere italy number instead considered unlucky goes back age romans roman numeralshttpswwwthefactsitecomhistoryofromannumerals xvii rearranged becomes vixi latin vixi means lived essentially means dead alitalia italian airline doesnt row reason hotels room youngest person ever played football soccer world cuphttpswwwthefactsitecomworldcupfacts final brazilian superstar edson arantes nascimento otherwise known pel time youngest recipient highly sought nobel prize malala yousafzai time awarded nobel peace prize struggles advocating rights young women children fair access education according ancient egyptian legends death osiris god death resurrection happened thof month legends predate decent calendar systems gets little vague point although apparently happened day clear see full moon over its proven solvable game popular number puzzle sudoku completed must least different clues th birthday trap may reach step thnks red simply jumped fact |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hi phase depression makes really desperate years neglecting depression thinking cool cured starting realize shit going come back change life fundamentally want unsuccessfully hunting moneyi waiting therapy wondering books recommend helped understand condition better way find hard distinguish thoughts the depressions thoughts point trust thoughts feelings anymore question basically anything think feel do books depressed people |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | every time see attractive woman want kill myselffirst intense feelings longing intense anxiety thought trying talk her intense pain partner arrives leaves overcome anxiety try talk get rejected thoughts redflag |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | stepford wife fetish thing im sure even describe it sort dutiful housewife baking cookies laundry thats kind bimboish sexually available kind keep tummy full balls empty attitude emphasis balls empty coming across cleaning something there feels like could bdsm thing even irl thing porn fantasy rarely see played with probably related men things hands carrying kids know even name know search theres community even thought much terms sexual fantasy mostly think lifestyle either something avoided revered standard im trying codify masturbation scenario really turns reason |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | show awesome thought two episodes paul died sad actually cried shows awesome kerry favorite character the dark side also thought bridget funny perky also thought guy played kyle really really cute loved kerry made sarcastic remarks everything guy played rory cute paul played john ritter really funny whole entire tv show funny wish still showed tv show tv though watched every single time on next time shows watch again |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im thinking asking girl im seconds thoughts ok ive known girl fairly certain feelings things ive noticed example goes physical contacts sit next class sometimes randomly punch thigh its like tease hurt change tone voice around me laugh crappy jokes somehow got hold hand one time mind lasted longer shouldve actually clue really nice obviously telling likes me need advices yall atleast encouragements ill enough confidence tell feel thanks reading |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | suddenly deeply depressed dont know whyi teacher crying class faculty meetings middle night reason work stressful inner city school always case making plans stop hurting something think deep dread future severe urges hurt myself please help someone |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | wrote note babyi wrote goodbye note last night two plans figured out dying scares me dying part whatever hell comes after wanna die see nothing feel nothingnothing christian believe heaven hell obviously wanna go heaven id rather die go nowhere baby cant leave note follow |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | feel abandoneddue mental illnesses dropped school felt people cared actual care existence since about months ive realized one cared people texted time thought general interest wrong needed homework dropped one texted me yesterday cake day single person texted me would understand know social media snapchat facebook ect realized one texting figured busy decided text closest friends none seemed interest talking me one said youre alive figured dead feel like maybe good option |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | good friend m several breakdowns distancing fh myself hes close know dofh fear one good friends close going it hes confided us long time ago hes suffered depression suicidal thoughts long time weve several scares dealt withwitnessed handful breakdowns fell radar little year ago solid day half emotional break went far breaking house check him find car there turns self harmed called ambulance himself recent break weeks ago since last break basically stopped talked fh they work together thats kind big deal think went office twice worked home times since hes also taken completely quite bit top that talk fh hes real jerk based fh told conversations ive suffered depression myself considered redflag used self harm familiar lot this recent actions dick fh basically spelled me hes ready hes pushing away order push us life therefore make easier fh giving want help know how turnaround yesterday came place couple hours now shop garage fh work coming unannounced going straight shop uncommon came home though inside watching tv fh hung another hour say much know positive want know else do lunch mentor figure yesterday discuss everything several us know hes going basically on watch asked far hes thought skip beat saying knows would it help lives alone try get come come us much possible pushing us away put hard stop that please need help know else do night last breakdown sat talked privately confides trusts fh ive told past dealings this fh is admittedly ideal person help someone state mind everyone involved aware that thats bad thing hes kind person talked able help calm really tell whys hows hes looking committed relationship long time nothing ever works know one reasons admit it thats something help either help someone dealing much hes intelligent good looking individual praised work good core group friends anything everything family intact supportive even this hes depressed thinks low himself dwells relationship status lot even drink lot does twice week gamenight guys join theyll drink home that fridays regular spot go regular group guys great guys that hes drinking heavily smoke dog home know helps im growing afraid none going enough hes closer id like believe im sorry im rambling please help us help him go see professional were has |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | never gotten rid rope recently got diagnosed schizoaffective disorder coming sad reality something ill live rest life already dealt years torture paranoia delusions hallucinations always there add top negative symptoms wishing dead constantly feeling alone isolated world getting pleasure anything list goes on think need use last bit money left buy another rope fucked |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | comment ur browsing new rn yes even ur lurking pls comment see |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want sea want drown peoplemy friend suicidal exhausting yes needs help support always expects get it talk parents get therapist call fucking hotline dump every fucking time really friends whod listen im starting understand why care cant deal practically week burning out even supposed tell him everything complains true yes one likes one cares whether live die exception people maybe yes fat ugly yes unable keep even stupid min wage job yes failing school yes life pointless meaningless theres nothing that sends pics gun tells brain going wall makes feel like hostage helpless afraid leave wants talk listen broken record story night till am hes drunk enough pass out sleep hours afford it hes unemployed give fuck school i hand wake function well hours sleep all think im reaching point soon burnt out tired sleepdeprived enough tell go it almost convinced would best option him anything improve situation change anything makes depressed cant care anymore chipping away remains sanity |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | imma give hentai shot ruin me idekkkk im nervous usually watch regular porn |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | day electric boogaloo ive left delivered days now suspect maybe shes busyi hope pain |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | words seriously enough convey emotional power film one wrenching ever see yet ending one loving tender emotionally fulfilling could hope for every actor every role terrific especially wise understated jamie lee curtis tightly wound anguished ray liotta heartstopping turn tom hulce every award book hes pick s best actor danny pearys alternate oscars last half hour borders melodrama film earns every one tearsand unless made stone plenty them |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | black wasnt imposter black wasnt imposter |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hate myselfive become ridicule everyone school every time try something serious friends laugh mock it used hand them exclude hang outs privileges slipping away used work concessions stand school incident longer work there every time hear someone mention it want punch something im thinking head collision end all cant go living like |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | anyone know write apa format school district usually us use mla history teacher wants us write essay apa |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | update failed morei finally able talk girlfriends parents conversation ready stick knife chest feels like thousand years passed since death especially since gotten hours sleep since then finally spoke parents disgusted want see ever again also tagged responsible saying worthless save her knew right knew thrown way died knew failed chance good human moment even care anything anymore literally nobody turn to cant stand sight people anymore always somewhat misanthrope perversion humans supposed be people smile laugh feel sick self harmed felt physical pain seen strife others smiled inwardly know typing all probably going end stain civilization hours goodbye hopeful sw community society miss me |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | company knows something wrong mei work since august know something wrong me probably suspect im suicidal cant anything due lack reasonable cause every day get uplifting texts companys line every day ask name positive thing happened day today asked administrative employees better things send texts boss says care checking falls better things do category kind feel bad im wasting company time need it otherwise id probably kill myself |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | first thanks everyone submitted request lot great requests wish could fulfill all win time please keep visiting rredflag im sure well back laptops giveaway near future winners announced subject verification details outlined original post replied im received within hours disqualified another person need selected |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | thoughts feelings every day wall detailed text inbound hey guys going long one going read way end might want get comfy would first like disclose immediate distress sort making plans snuff anytime soon least yet ive lurking subreddit little now ive got say actually refreshing see people getting helpful answers comfort rather typical know feel classic help there even better people spam redflag hotlines number everywhere look im knocking redflag hotline anything like that helps someone immediate crisis power them knocking friends really know better help distressed state like that personally redflag hotline never effective parrot back things im telling add im sorry must tough everything say offense mirror effective people need someone listen thats okay im need well bit point ive seen others getting things chest guess thats im right now things ive seen people post similar thoughts others not one similar things intent taking immediate action quite people basically accepted likely going die redflag one people already method mind one messy mostly painless make easy clean authorities find body likely thing eventually get sick given familys medical history father brain cancer got treatment got witness slow decline new wife leaving she one destroyed relationship first place nursing home possibly dementia one thins lot cancer survivors talk toll takes loved ones medical costs constant treatments doctor visits spite strong person withering away shell former self ive already decided something similar happens me start putting plan motion loved ones assuming even still alive taken care of going way nah takes courage however something conflicted by long mother father alive cant put that circumstances went far en extreme would ever even consider that slowly developed toxic trait wish harm loved ones find wishing would go freak accident would pass away sleep something effect longer world could finally give permission take life thoughts feelings like make feel like real piece shit course past couple years distanced away acquaintances even closest friends hoping think little bit less and less day way reason end taking life hurt badly forget wrote it said person dies once first time physical body twice name spoken aloud last time last fleeting thought crosses someones mind last time know mean well friends is things say annoys hell me professional help there situation wouldve gotten long time ago thats things though took long time realize this want help already takes much motivation te bare minimum get by im going go someone ive never met develop trusting relationship break barriers put brick brick tell entire uncensored life story theyre going tell slowly start working things like thought process give pills keep among things work next years life away pray major catastrophe happen mean time die yay besides really much go far religious beliefs afterlife feel like magic words pills could put would magically make believe santa clause god change views world matter know probably thinking that point seen way certain situations play out way sociological constructs work cant really unsee it past ive told people things run mind daily basis im told need grow thats life quite frankly never asked begin with thinking way im ungrateful selfish immature person fuck that no whats selfish people claim would miss shit like that go says months time without talking eachother staying here thoughts feelings suffering worth minutes interaction eachother interactions even give second thought go sleep night im selfish one right ive come realize humans one shittiest things happen earth know good ones there humansare cutthroat species ever exist one going friend unless something gain use you nice something people edge bets society taught way theyre suppose act behind closed doors kind remarks love hospitality vanishes cant okay find comfort fact way society is future ahead me one riddled bullshit always struggling make ends meet im tired trying giving all pushing feelings thoughts putting happy face draining always struggling make ends meet im tired best never enough started new job month half ago keep saying iwas great im good everything do hire new person thats fill pick extra shifts okay thought lets see goes im pretty sure know going lets see low behold sudden getting shifts would normally get later find lot experience already front desk agent hotel im basically getting two days night audit lady off rest basically played ear helping house keepers shit like that matter put little euphemisms such busy work sure might lending hand makes jobs little easier helps cut time take clean rooms im part time guy now matter job im doing try try again amazing work ethic always time im great customers im professional time personal engaging guess understand always second choice know happy even job right now swift kick balls finally found something like doing im always pushed aside people makes feel like failure cant even thought adequate basic level jobs like front desk agent holiday inn express making hour half decent job always picks people me trying best applying never good enough places decide give chance take in point highlight day getting work watching bit youtube take ungodly amount counter sleep aids pass out theres something love much warm fuzzy feeling get kick in fighting bit enjoy finally kick in really wish could give life someone would actually use it someone would actually enjoy it way intend going out maybe call authorities right it get time organs able donated need them way death could give someone new lease life hell ever robbery something someone tried mug id everything power get killed ive even thought something horrible ended dying result loved ones miss much even bring that putting weight moms shoulders especially would bury child mother guy decided shootout police gun full blanks redflag cop also messy even though job would go home sit dinner table remember shot guy earlier today one deserves live weight shoulders stupid decisions want go sleep wake up slowly forgotten everyone elses lives go normal maybe even better perhaps someone scientific mindset imagine death like going sleep never wake again believe afterlife reincarnation heaven hell anything effect think trying imagine anything death would like trying remember birth time spent womb speaking biological son barely knows existence tried there mother see good father man god fine dandy though since found someone ended two kids married him signed rights full custody best regardless bringing churchgoing godfearing christian didnt loving siblings something wanted did stable family father figure couldve actually taught things things could never do lot friends think want know older strongly disagree honestly thats best disrupt natural order things make suggestions get told tell raise child made right decision seeing watch grow sidelines place polar opposite person spiritual beliefs hanging around hes happy thats whats import me hes happy without me take chance confusing fucking things up theres much could type make damn bit difference im ready end time im terrified it reasons know best guess would death permanent thing cant comprehend existing like explaining earlier really like reason fear it since going happen us eventually embrace it made far wall text would like thank patience so another day life suicidal nutcase someone take comfort knowing alone way feeling thinking maybe afraid say aloud type out know word right way even anonymity bunch strangers reddit applies you best say take one day time think many ahead end eventually |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im giving uptoday woman call mother said waste life cant take anymore |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want alive anymorei cant stop thinking baby wouldve one years old come th hate much ive handled past year completely screwed everything life ruined relationships had nothing going anymore ive plans come th past year think going follow through |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | know feelcan someone please message rant life |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | originally saw film working musician musical theatre summer stock ever done work theatre especially summer stock theatre really enjoy filmbr br yes moments really bad writing film overall lovely tribute theatre people love it |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im going sooni know anymore cant hold even call centre job causes extreme panic attacks future career prospects family see failure disappointment lie constantly burden problems way anymore know theyre going think im selfish killing really way anymore go away end week im going nobodys stop me |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | committing redflagif believe afterlife think happens next punished read many ndes really curious wish could assure ok know family okay without me need know ok mm grapefruit wont hurt |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | theres handful people make want dieits years ive moved past overwhelming urges kill myself abuse emotional trauma self hatrednow struggling climb insurmountable mountain introversion said people make want kill myself world evil ignorant makes sick know theres nothing make better idea living life place unappealing cant watch everyone tearing apart would rather die im empathi feel people quite overwhelming surrounded much suffering one day going get me |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | would stay sign things would get better things bad last three years keep getting worse tough feel im cursed im bipolar many months doctors thought schizophrenic because psychotic episodes present way disorders dealing stressful project work noticed imagination getting vivid period months thinking technicolor started getting paranoid people trying set failure take advantage me compounded stress family member experiencing serious liferuining illness landed hospital extended stay snapped stopped able cope reality invented imaginary world escape extremely overactive imagination filled blanks delusion matrix existed created illuminati went many lifetimes trying find way out began believe psychic communicating around either helping supporting illuminati even difficult delusion tied whole life story experiences like perfect web lies get own lived like months incredible stress pretending normal trying figure do got point continue working acted work meeting w superior called hr told take weeks off took months work doctors identify bipolar reaction medication schizophrenia included month long hospital stay surprise doctor thought schizophrenic first bipolar bad untreated bipolar takes long treat lithium kill increase slowly blood tests course months took years go reach stability spent lot time hospital laying bed taking walks nurses checking couple times day nice time relax fraught even delusions still going hospital took two three weeks antipsychotics thoughts calm down return work eventually lessstressful role per occupational therapists suggestion months occupational therapist said could return normal work work never put back normal projects im assuming want client facing chance could happen again little less year almost weekly doctors visits told need role anymore position terminated want pursue human rights claim even though occupational therapist said should saw exhausting taking time away job search ruining possibility key references thats story mental illness stealing sanity job independence course several years wonder people turn drugs life fall apart year year absolutely ptsd flashbacks daily im extremely lucky parents support this become homeless bipolar people commits redflag right cant afford independent humiliating living situation certainly nontoxic would great universe gave sign continue part society really need positive momentum reserves empty hope involves finding good job become independent again interviews coming january wish luck please need it things turn around im planning make exit |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | looked mirror tidy dayimproved |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im stuck gym waiting mum hours d im bored someone text me friends busy |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | wanna buy pocket psy self want parents parents finding out yall give ideas |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | thing guys figured pajama pants underwear comfortable thing ever |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im trying get better editing streaming uploaded new vid today hoping could get specific feedback it stream twitch well use streams vids one hr stream did like min look improve skillz link vid want watch httpswwwyoutubecomwatchvpoqkftzyhttpswwwyoutubecomwatchvpoqkftzy ps please make feedback seem harsh im bit sensitive guess rude mean criticism |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | past week phone bill payment process called bank automated recording asked confirm recent transactions attempting pay phone bill confirmed them went through cant catch break though got fixed |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | teachers fuck em seriously teachers think spend entire free time schoolwork things like know besides argument you plenty time work it like subjects thing maam want become teacher later stop it right fing okidoki ly babes bye |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | work pressure mental tormenthello all struggled suicidal thoughts throughout entire college years studied medicine germany work junior cardiologist challenging top tier university research hospital germany getting bullied colleagues mentally tormented failed many research projects get bullied heavily this social interactions besides going work gym friends never girlfriend kind physical contact opposite sex worst part work failed projects enjoy life know many people worse precarious situations want exist hate every moment reason living family brother want feel sad die want exist hate life existence itself |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cicadas northeast bros get ready year cicada season |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im sick want get alreadyi feel like belong home anymore everyone forgets im even door wide open died tonight one would notice except dog bf would better without though bc bring everyone down wonder everyone else forgets me depressing piece shit wish could get suicidal thoughts past plan stage start working implementing shit im tired alive im tempted relapse cutting pills tonight made promise would try hardest to wish never promised hard trying pretend everythings okay not wish normal think like this wish friends wish loving family wish happy instead sad miserable every single day |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | boys skinny enough need skinnier filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | botter get hit car years ago injured knee getting beach torn meniscus surgery meniscus repair work took year doctors acknowledge appeared mri get second second last january learn got worst torn meniscus cartilage defect compensate leg knee hurting swelling stand currently waiting mri knee cant go out used lot sports know gonna possible anymore beginning law school good uni september kind dream got involved student gov models stuff good job based merit uni work could possibly published scientific journals still feel like best days life behind me since cant much except staying home pt school stuff swim more thinking ending life soon bad knee problems seems get worst literally feel like life quality gonna go downhill here help |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | dream hot im going buy merch wank |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | people know say weakness animated filmsbr br to fair people half right actual weakness exceptionally welldone animated films vintage family flick max david fleischerbr br you may thinking yourself well great heard it fair question movie released week attacks pearl harbor unavoidably bad timing caused film sink relative obscurity things looking up though finally released dvd title bugvillebr br its funny film went this kind mirrors actual plot although people claim movie trying send environmental message ugh personally think movies main idea perseverance adversity hard times after all country barely pulled depression timebr br our grasshopper hero hoppity desperately wants help endangered community problem time tries whether illwill others simple bad luck fails miserablyand slowly begins earn disdain people hes trying save although best maintain notredflag outlook occasionally breaks encouragement support friends gets back feet fights good fight healthy reminder that said done one really selfsufficientbr br okay saying it good message two actually really make exceptionally welldone br br my answer partiallybr br its message makes movie special characterization one films see personality cast member animation almost even need spoken lines good way sum energetic lively lot movies used selling point lovable cast characters whenever hear line always makes think moviebr br case point bad guys swat fly smack mosquito many movies lovable villains think find entertaining endearing fellows forget stooges cartoon s swat smack closest thing animated version moe curly but sadly larry ever find virtually funniest moments somehow involve gruesome twosome yeah theyre rotten nogoodniks still care them thats kind power see really talented writer director crewbr br the movie two brief jokes revolving around racial stereotypes native americans chinese think intended malicious theyre there regardless bother me itd pretty unfair warn someone potentially would bothered thembr br so share weakness and think do give one go |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | tell roommatelong story short extremely suicidal got considerably better weird kind break morning back seriously suicidal want make sure something stupid like throw dorms fourth floor window like ive thinking of know talk help roommate know depression two people campus know tell roommate hey buddy hide rope sharp objects get back want something happen suggestions help talk friends status break need help |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ive dumped someone pure fear bonding hey yall problem wich would be one girl told today loves pure fear bonding someone dumped her dont even know it especially liked alot too kinda did tried tell gently yall probably know turns time kinda feel like ahole anyone advice could handle situation |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | contemplating redflagmy waiting marriage knew much commitment god means her anniversary things got hand went far stopped seconds knew wrong spent hour bathroom crying keeps trying say fault mine shouldve stopped me fucking promised would never make break promise god fucking anyway almost driving work morning swerved back lane last second like pathetic waste life am im really sure posted this feel like kill myself somebody able know why |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cant imagine bigger piece shit myselfmy family loves done literally every single fucking thing could possibly help me people fucking angels put bullshit despite ive managed convert fucking biomedical engineering degree renowned school fucking cashier job grocery store im wondering point minimize pain feel end killing next weeks ampxb ampxb |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | one word supurrrrb think see anything like long time network cable television watching show like taking breath fresh air amid tv schedule filled reality shows boring reruns br br i say reservations all critics almost unanimous crying foul downgrading show half hour by way thank you nbc running commercialfree show left feeling instant love love first glance true love one feels guts everything show screamed excellencebr br graphics show least good finding nemo shrek small feat considering movies took years developedbr br cast marvelous partial john goodmans voice rest team certainly par john special mention lisa kudrows guest appearance top game creating neurotic pudgy lovable panda jewish streak her panda brooklyn show br br script funny lot inside adult jokes sharp yet tacky note parents children show never advertised such theres reason set pm pm like complain objectionable context save breath adults deserve comedy made them father pride it br br not everything perfect bit puzzled siegfried roys characters sense stereotype comes them yes gay yes flamboyant yes speak german accents thats yesterdays news give us something new something fresh something funny putting old jokes new show definitely wrong approach understand creators show wanted use star power guys have thats fine me please dwell something everybody already knows heart hopefully rest show going play old record over br br in general show definitely mustseetv funny witty unexpected twists comedy good since seinfeld certainly looking forward next episode |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | day random questions timesaving gadget wish someone would invent |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | tried kill myself didnt work thought sign ive laid offwednesday night failed redflag attempt third life first time id tried years genuinely took sign get shit together today found im laid job really think emotional capacity find new one ill move back emotionally abusive mother since ill lose health insurance able go therapy anymore wanted rant bit sure ill try kill ill keep trudging unhappily life get thoughts out |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | muchive rough couple months recently lost mom live abusive father emotionally tears apart whenever talk telling death fault failure etc result speaking terms all child without relatives really family talk to sort exist school close friends all alone ive really bad person lately demons hate myself want kind person nobody returns favor give up forgetting love feels like ever expanding void heart used be im tired feeling like nobody cares mostly know true going tie loose ends tomorrow leave |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | worst year life lol even joking fucking shitty lmao |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want get macbook sorted need update travel card rest term save much time mornings evenings also help work home without needing use local library travel campus im university student able repay via nd student finance instalment th january would help repay interest think highest id comfortable paying also part time job however repayment would essentially made january student finance instalment would enough |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | alot redflag people expectations me work morning evening car workshop colleagues mean still learning one friend hangs bigger group hate reason hanging pull make fun friend want interfere stole dads booze got drunk crying bed really want kill myself please help fucking tired |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | confusedi hate think im negative dont want get better someone talk say need love accept things reason cant way think like im trapped mind mind convinced im even going successful life sometimes feel like im making feel way dont know anyone would want that hating mind well cannot even look naked long period time feel disappointed theres lot feel wrong want know anyone else feel way |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hi want friends pls idc u r b friend |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cant anymore dont know whats gonna stop timeshit never get better never get better im enough anyone im enough myself hot enough smart enough diligent enough athletic enough smooth enough lets face im fucking failure honestly people around better without around im done hope left gone college ur gonna fail relationships ur gonna fail life rollercoaster never fucking end unless myself everything bleak damp dark prison mind fucking fault ill leaving soon enough ruin people cannot stand never good them ruin everybody everything cant think cant care soon wont breathe im something drastic one ever understand help eternal extra plot others throwaway line two dont matter im thought all im joke im meme im mocked ridiculed rightfully so cant shit college hope thats fucking erased gonna drive away get fuck good start new life got damn way never happy bc look back things negatively subconsciously every remotely positive memory always dashed people tell problems im one venting like dont time me dont matter anyone thats ever wanted asked help millions times like one cares make much fucking worse ive lonely long like cant bring talk anyone anymore imma go kill now nice knowing u |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | tomorrow seem like nice dayi think right day me ill end lonely day special day |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | finished writing last words time eventually comesive dealing thoughts years gotten point dont even feel happiness sadness anymore havent told anybody know due deep rooted trust issues fear telling secrets fear burden others definitely cant tell parents im even sure tell friends want able confide someone close honestly think possible demons mind cloudy right honestly want let win point im confused empty lonely right now even though good people life dont think anybody truly lean give shoulder cry on end day dont think commit soon as im still young thought always mind feel like one day thoughts end consuming me |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | feel isolated friends cant see much im work tour colleges cant talk much talk dont respond |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im doneim going end life lock over live ive never experienced something positive parents hate every day wake making life hell one cares abusive relationships bad friends adhd autism spectrum disorder tried follow religion get relief cant see any tried taking hobbies cant see any get free access dorms uni parents rent place find job theyll dictating making life hell im walking punching bag nothing else |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | going doctor tomorrowive wanting go doctors awhile get professional help depression gotten worse throughout months im honestly scared tomorrow know whats going happen doctors office anyone gone doctors depression normally visit |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | day asking everyone filler filler filler idkeri filler filler filler |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im seriously fucked person absolutely deserve livethank caring enough click post means lot ill warn you though really really long done absolutely morally reprehensible things people absolutely deserved chronically past even know long ive always outward image helpful easygoing generally pleasant fellow im sure unconsciously shaped exterior personality convey harmlessness moral fiber make disgusting predation easier myself since young absolutely terrifying temper suspect ive got intermittent explosiveness disorder although ive never diagnosed im oldest five children workingclass background often left charge watching little sisters parents away love dearly general got along quite well always tendency fly right fuck handle pathetically trivial annoyances demonstrated horrific lack patience poor girls usually would verbally venomous reduce tears occasionally would become physically abusive fucking reason im grips rage tend grab throats remorse would set id exceptionally nice sisters while never prevented relapse im sure actions longterm effects poor girls opinion reason enough deserve death theyre good people naturally outburts lived absolute disgust myself veered severe bouts depression periods compensating false confidence joviality absolutely motivation school whole way through rarely actually work poor father concerned academic performance stepmom came life later bent backwards try stop completely fucking life up reaction take personal offence build shell indignance judgements christ im asshole began lying them lying began ways excuse responsibility homework similar things quickly escalated fullblown pathology realized feel bad horrific person believe lies that fuck lied everything became incredibly manipulative sometimes would lie sheer hell it made difference lied affected them got drugs alcohol early teens course lied teeth times possibly count stole hell lot booze remember workingclass father course teen years theyd finally found out kicked house im getting ahead myself though met soulmate beloved fiancee online young innocent full love life ready pledge heart anyone asked it love everything much way responded interest love kindness completely misrepresent ways face name made ridiculous persona without really realizing it time noticed fuck doing stack lies included heroin addict i even try drug years incredibly promiscuous genders i never much held someones hand id made several redflag attempts as much hated myself much coward even consider it among many many others month relationship told girl would come visit her sent presents mail id moving soon able actually string along occasionally cut contact pick right back like nothing happened supplying outlandish vicious lies explain poor poor there ranging imaginary stays mental hospitals fictitious death dad stringing along two girls similar bullshit course came crashing around girls all internet friends found other one wanted nothing cut contact permanently let one two girls soulmate graciously took back wanted work relationship obviously ton resentment us that even though initially commit relationship completely even kind idiot realizes theyre lucky way dealt stress resented put christ im asshole talk girl whose heart totally broken little again eventually stringing along again soulmate found again took back the poor sweet woman repaid generosity instead moving across country high school put ton debt attend local university got heavily drugs alcohol frequently ignored soulmate party assholes whose names cant even remember fell back old habit telling outragous lies cover ass swallowed completely one college buddies noticed going conscience inform it broke me then spiraled rock bottom failed college one semester stayed dad time stole much booze asked leave house spent summer drug dealer remember little it engaged ultimate selfishness felt good me eventually psychotic break acid forced actually honest myself begged dad forgiveness accepted back house think fair invite back soulmates life reestablished contact girl yet again shortly thereafter soulmate talked again confronting things put manner never before hopes actually salvaging relationship tried hardest ignore her would denied never ever given me way repaid preserverence continue masturbating webcam girl time though girl playing me intentionally got lower guard could break heart told herself soulmate still loved me could believe lucky person wonderful woman life love much absolutely deserve moved crosscountry this two years ago live her since ive here ive made constant conscious attempts better person her theres one obstacle cant overcome iedlike illness plagued since childhood totally ordinary everyday arguments become horribly abusive fly rage become indignant believe anything justified scream top lungs call horrible names sometimes even beat her got bad last year time got arrested domestic abuse begged police take me paid exorbinant fees talk jail took back without second thought soon got out knows im consumed remorse something like that knows genuinely love pieces continues stay even though outbursts continue generally become physically abusive often although recently clearly piece shit angel wasting life on deserve completely killed it cannot believe disgusting human am expressed numerous times though shed rather dead without me loved much patiently selflessly long endeavor stay alive keep getting better her try make happy despite this need stay alive love way deserves loved know keep living burden conscience anymore importantly knowledge im shitty violent rageaholic snap lose completely never leave me never felt hopeless tldr im abusive piece shit longsuffering wonderful fiancee cant seem defeat mental disease trouble seeing way situation except death |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | dont wanna feel betteri dont wanna get point life im better dont feelings anymore wanna die move next life whatever suicidal depressed anxious dont know dont want want exist |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | women reddit friends say right hit girl think |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | protected im currently junior high school im feel like ive wasted life think issue parents parents essentially control every aspect life im allowed use social media do want see everything post like follow im using reddit website phone clear history using time parents dont even let play multiplayer games xbox ps cant even play friends without sit right listen say them cant go anywhere without texting parents arrive location also track phone find iphone theyve forced im studying place work clubs join essentially dont use email anything dont even control bank account either friends ive never girlfriend want kill myself im older im going never speak parents never visit them issue |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im arguing im explaining million wasnt enough |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | wanna diei want stop living |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | wonder iter became wonder iter became french nuclear fusion reactor construction really see anything know isits basically nuclear reactor except use fusion instead fissionthat prevents exploding easily fueled uses molecules find water im wrong know projects like countries like russia usa remember name know anything recent it guess may pandemic guys bit tech nerds idk sure lets talk comments idk writing |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | students lil cousins kids worked withworking guys probably one best parts life say guys keep guys safe happy all little turds helped helped bet made feel like worth something like purpose sort of shit job would able make feel safe happy could manage make smile laugh felt least accomplished something guys always joy around honest sure knew drive crazy sometimes bet guys intentionally trying make upset still loved like little siblings maybe thats good teacher view students like part family well guys never read sure pray dont actually almost none read worries eh quite sure already forgotten since got fired since longer want work church either rely bunch little kids feel belong planet truth is guys make feel important even though truly believed worthless maybe worthless considering keep getting fired nearly every job get oh well know least able make guys happy sometimes feel safe times suppose good something every then none remember know happened me thats good miss guys constantly sucked every time one moved away cousins miss guys time time really wish could spend time yall guys always fun around know writing this sad many things really intended anyone even cousins students sorta rambling now want friend back miss much friends meant world like students did lost many them fuck even saying anymore writing want die hate myself writing deleting things hour believe probably mess fuck it posting mess want die bad |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | experience covid far brother got covid like symptoms week ago got tested then came back negative symptoms go test day ago come back positive basically meaning first place fucked idk happened isnt fault everyone whos come contact likely strong chance leads personal experience since im sure too far experiences really lack energy really weird feeling headache us hasnt felt painful guess like annoyance nothing worth complaining about lots congestion aches thats really it way hes felt past week feel mean used bathroom kitchen ya know whatever else house week pretty sure luckily far lesser spectrum |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | get political dont think women black people property anymore |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | lmao ugly im ugly believe pedophile wouldnt come dumb enough fall pedo tricks also pedo thats subreddit stub toe brick care hes shit head |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | society brainwashed blinded accept genital mutilation babies genital mutilation legal every single country world also known circumcision baby boys condemn circumcision baby girls call fgm whereas blatantly accept boys st century humans rights havent even established men women given right vote fgm banned decades ago yet boys opening genitally mutilated reasons circumcision barbaric cruel procedure cut pierce babys natural genitals knives scissors crosses limits humanityethics circumcision absolute violation human rights violation babys body arent consenting cruel surgery permanently alters body life talk consent abortion sex im pretty sure cutting genitals also violates choice foreskin natural fully functional part penis contains blood vessels nerve endings sensory neurones circumcision decreases sensitivity destroys natural function penis foreskin also acts natural lubricant protective layer fact women equivalent foreskin clitoris hood however considering cutting female foreskin fgm male foreskin circumcision genital mutilation main points |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | slow deathjacob drank rest bottle emptied much life could this wished better wasnt tried best alleviate suffering distraction work birthday week hed years old life would meaningless time spent alive wasted literally figuratively wanted meds work didnt pain still there suicidal thoughts overrode him erased little left alcohol made honest least done unforgivable deserved suffer deserved pain least could make right could control suffering suffered years enough could sweet release redflag save him deserve die well afraid death subconscious decided kill instead eating slow painful one day free one day suffering end one day dead |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | exam today cant even get bed mild ventingive struggling selfconfidence matter much put never achieve it want anymore hate hate myself im good enough this yesterday okay day fine stressed fine ive relationship almost year im still shit gf cant believe says make happy cheer ever remember pissing off sometimes even believe says i love you |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | guilti talk today therapist parents mother said stopped putting energy relationship im negative father thinks getting job fix problems because ill get physically tired feel lazy toxic like given me times talked gave basically guilt trips everyone tells committing redflag easy planning redflag takes much energy afraid fail really hate life right now |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | name junei struggled depression social redflag since gotten worsei exposed internet learned well everything know nowjust diagnosed learning disorder depression social redflag diagnosed struggle severe social redflag depressioni friends years earlier yearthey assholes glad left themin may admitted special ed school forced attending summer camp following weekit terrible one day tell make outi friend online friendmy family could never know would person trust taken away mei struggle suicidal thoughts wanted die since turned hatched plan october never able toi want diethe things keeping alive friend genshin impact lose friend fall apart loud yelling banging screamingit everywhere house loud want everyone shut up family could never understand iti came non binary omnisexual parents early i felt made fun them never ended using correct pronouns me try never actually happensi want kill myself cannot tell anyone elsetldr non binary kid rants abt life want kts lowest point |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | inauguration day feels like holiday holiday ive year everything else like feel like something actually happening |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | impressionable youth first experiencing gundam wing series upon rewatching series reconfirmed belief series beautifully animated plot gundam design character design character depth masterfully executed first appearing like boy band sorts stylish attractiveness characters partly credited great art individual personalities creating clear endearing distinctions among characters consequently extremely easy become drawn particular character personally liked heero stoic personality may biased sentimental attachment show childhood objectively say gundam wing addresses deeper questions war life general how obtain peace providing action packed battles large robot suits which say least excellent |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | fuck man want watch cyberchase anyone watch little pbs kids cable gang wanna go back watch fucking cyberchase |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | finally opened therapist cried lol kinda feel bad like dumping much stuff one person fuck person gave much trauma |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cant anymorei always felt place everyone friend groups always feel like im spectator rather player guess im bad person deserve feel way even people try say nice things me deep know bullshit think last much longer |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | sing meme song tay em ang run run nhng anh th c rt anh khng n em l khi anh khng ht ly ung thm vi ly mnh chng khi vui nc thm vi chai v anh em chng khi gp li |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | weird contract myselfsometimes thing gives comfort idea cant get job end year sign time leave stress life worth theres nothing look forward life expensive familyfriendspartnerdependents anyway wouldnt affect anyone |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im pretty bored yalls hobbies started playing quitar |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | throwaway think make next daysi life roller coaster cannot take anymore started college two years ago time life started relationship would first girlfriend things went while came back down finished year gpa depression leaving school friends summer combined enter long distance relationship girlfriend occured one year ago month affected job years camp counselor love working children passion job anymore depression got point affected job performance hired back summer diagnosed officially depression last august put medication never followed psychiatrist fall brought controlling behavior end regret fully understand wrong ok anyway so parent boss acted girlfriend never again december last year broke u third final time mess sent three angry text messages never threatened hurt her regret messages er suicidal times month end month asked girlfriend meet talk said no thaat night climbed ladder next apartment window knocked it never attention break in hoping would come outside realize wrong called police parents picked rushed hosital cops could get me admitted self psych ward stayed days diagnosed bipolar found wrong medication before months left hopsital set go back school past spring continue education major filed harrament tresspassing warning entereed database told would record go back skibum winter dream always had fun many nights spent alone knowing friends life many people liked considered good friend minutes away would text asking come visit not would taken one thing warning would become criminal would record unable work kids contacted anyone since night knocked window life seemed head again came home reconnected every friend blew last summer due depression got job working kids finished first week past week running background check cops said notices would show up local station entered database made clear phone stressed everyday show lose job signed lease apartment good friends fall school estactic thought back longer going back plan anyway days ago found ex filed protection abuse order me knew planning attending school fall months since called police contact anyone her want nothing her go court days there going back school help case certain thrown contacted able say going back important note contacted weeks got hospital respond made descion go back leave behind friends due mess sucks broke heart track attend school again not days see her angry past understand called police want see ever scared death see her gained pounds worked winter look good still scared see dont want bring back bad memories ten days find order thrown away finally move live life peace never see hear again order permanent go record ruin chance becoming teacher helping kids life goal scars self harm thoughts redflag rampant go work next handful days give best cant let affect cost another job affable benign thoughtful compassionate made mistake regreet learned it want live life scars self harm thoughts redflag rampant great this cant handle stress anxiety next ten days want see her dont know do |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | posted yet everyone probably experienced redflag one isolating conditions even adult surrounded adults school feel isolated really disappointing students class cant seem grasp concept redflag people veterans fundamental lack understanding resulted alienation reason dissociations sufferers former military unacceptable |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hey dont celebrate christmas help me get k likes tik get free jersey rn like help algorithm dont need follow anything like recent sorry comes self promotion havent able get much recently want chance bestnfl |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | know go anymorethis hard explain im going start beginning around time two months ago first started noticing symptoms know depression thought nothing it figuring combination stress school martial arts bsa future graduating high school june despite come home several days semester could make day without breakdown still decided thats figured would get better months wrap school scouts get ready college problem didnt made summer hiding everything family slacked near july thought right all august moved freshman year college everything came back fullforce again attributed school new experience want one those people tried selfdiagnose problems got worse first harmed november know why cant explain why started stop january alone attempted end all finish it know weak attached was could put away make sure one knew happened last year constant fight keep going many mornings woke nothing get going nights spent awake silently crying wake roommate writing notes last head officially diagnosed february school psychologist made sure would reveal information want therapist majority spring semester helped day time wanted make summer thought family would make better none makes sense me ive got guaranteed job future great family strong friends almost fullride school got eagle scout progressed belts quickly martial arts get good grades everything going right far am im going theres else go cant go family friends told abandoned lost contact even made second profile case brother ended found me cant get meds better help oneway ticket army lose dream know whatd id do theres nothing am austria far distance states tried run away problems coming europe ended happening im far home little comfort gives alcohol makes feel nothing cant go route know happens end make thats person want be used video games escape thats temporary get off everything still there may sound stupid music admittedly helps moment everything still temporary think anymore constant fight keep alive wearing down want hurt family friends two choices here either get help lose dream lose life want hurt people care for do supposed put everything worked life away im weak supposed choose life future feel like everything try ends failing even not every day night filled thoughts giving up point find actively looking painless quiet way out im tired feeling like shit know theres still part thats holding on cant keep going like this think im going make semester alive im scared |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | i dont access lot things anymore fucked last attempt family taken stuff trying kill going harder days since last attempt life sucks |