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last dayim living day day seen alot ggb redflag jumpers videos envy people live close enough it getting medication stop throwing soon shop opens get drunk swallow mg lorazepam pills would th birthday next week
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almost year anniversary im thinking sooner please help melast year march th abuser left me werent abuser time well yes were favorite person loved lot woke morning message skype saying good bye need leave me removed contact im gonna go much detail almost day cried nonstop couldnt it person liked fucking left me then became abuser would want talk them would call names partner would literally describe wanted maim me wanted murder cold blood happened spam id say months nightmares happened turned still going on attempted kill using childrens liquid ibuprofen remember taste it burning throat nothing happened though much shit happened want repress bad know fresh mind im panic attack cried sleep would cut oh god cutting remember total cuts got home school one day incredibly unstable then earlier year got called everything post one exfriends made tumblr said everything did every disgusting creepy thing did screenshots provided abuser friends boyfriend contributed post saying stuff ex stuff didnt want revealed stuff happy do people reblogged it saying oh god disgusting wrote redflag letter public saying would steal bottle robittusin drink night didnt it oh god memories oh god im fucking scared someone love leave march th year one week away want memories repressed bad im abuser im fucking abuser shit did fucking creepyass shit unstable shit deserved it didnt i wrote fic drew art didnt care didnt care ruined ruined ruined oh god im crying im crying im scared im fuckign scared please god exist let march th average day please dont let leave like dont desreve thus anymroe im trying hard survive im home alone could literally take one dads belts hang right second everything would finally over would finally everything ever would lead moment know wont affected theyll shrug theyll go oh well deserved it go life im crying im fucking scared didnt desreve time dont want dont want this please god help edit went throguh tumblr archives march see could find anything th found face wnant throw also found posts exact time got ruined httpsgyazocombbdeedade
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writing suicide notes family friends months every time meant it written last one said need to actually ok dying time part still wants live done trying given up done hurting done alone good bye
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whats long hard unbearable life
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im tired waking upi genuinely think ending life lot ive thought years sucks ive therapy ive medicated nothing seems pull head trauma every years fall deep depression complete misery cry everyday hardly eat filled sadness kind go numb feel empty thats comfort away sadness days nobody knows ive started isolating friends family feel like burden everyones life want distance far dont feel guilty dont like person anymore abuse drugs alc daily drinking taking something else started self harming almost everyday look wrists body represents scars inside pain outside now look makes hate more feels good one control pain once point tell thats hurts really want die peacefully sleep ive thought mixing pills alc taking sleeping medicine hoping stop breathing time sun goes up ive thought carbon monoxide poisoning didnt ask born didnt ask put trauma fair forced stay tortured every single day thoughts feelings head life would go people die everyday thats life get choose amp thats difference wishing life away feel content anymore sleep hate feeling way cant help it want know feels like happy wake anxiety attack first minutes awake day asking manage escape today repeats living im simply existing dont even want to im much pain wouldnt say anyone real life anymore deserve better begin remove easier really remove myself
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passed drivers test today posting reddit keep basically like forever trophy passed license test really actually it super excited feels like f r e e youre taking soon need advice dm me first try passed too
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never proper doctors could diagnose me theres long story there suffer redflag abused entire life physically abused teacher years old mother physically mentally emotionally abused me left house
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anxiety thru roofi cant deal it dont fucking cry lot cant deal
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caught movie tv watched again said myself long time since watched movie not movie thrilled me easy watchable human know people dislike it br br john travolta shines michael his dance every move angel hardly related word smokes drinks eats like savage hes got big heart way michael helps people meets dorothy winters andie macdowell singing finding right man frank quinlan william hurt developing good decent man michael even helped dear old pansy milbank jean stapleton last scene beautiful dance streetbr br travolta great help actors andie macdowell beautiful likable william hurt great usual late robert pastorelli shows talent jean stapleton teri garr also good favorite supporting actor movie bob hoskins tabloid ownerbr br so weve got solid movie people warm story also attractive cast take movie seriously guarantee fun
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want die peacefullylife senseless nothing life worth living for weird confusing dream point it life good guess get good grades roof house loving family thing sucks life im it put torturing world energy anything fixing life itd much easier die see therapist months parents made stop seeing get evaluation hospital perhaps stay week so truly even help even point strength cope feelings itd easier let eat up death would ideal everyone knows me cant die certain people would get hurt lot im cutting compensate desire kill myself death would ideal solution really
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umegathiccc umegathicccc havent seen need know doing
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lost faith hope deserve goti spent pretty much whole life computer parents never let used live dodgy neighborhood moved somewhere nice become really introverted prefer spending gamingstudying spending time pc literally fucked up pretty suicidal never reason too edgy something stupid sincerely regret police comes takes electronics life onward comes crumbling down dignity gone deserve happening me cant carry living it even care life name face comes news anything getting rope asap cant live friends everyone knowing ive done fucking cringe roll ball stabbing thinking it even worse losing religious faith fuck life stress losing faith fucking intense like living lie whole life care hell exists not want there seeing tragedy going world kills even more dream going cambridge longer possible parents optimistic forget everything thats happened tell carry aiming it well know theres point working hard anymore always aced top grades exams without even studying know much potential ill homeless scum streets people thinking im loser failed school cant find job ugly long beak nose get stared quite bit im public reading propaganda nazi racist islamophobic comments internet made selfconscious try hide face public like looking floor covering face car drives past put hood etc people said look ugly face wear glasses look groucho disguise mask uglified without moustache remember kid friend laughing look stopped looking mirror stressful look go thought process ive grown love nature like want travel world course longer possible try optimistic possible cant carry like this dwelling like freak bedroom day want commit redflag courage cant sister thinking falling unimaginable tears completely shreds apart im stilling waiting see sentencing ill get final outcome either humiliated hated homeless shit job relationships end quick go all always go one lifes quote anything happen stage look so admittedly deserve wanted let feelings out
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would rather buy nuggets ampxb tear bill
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relaxing night well last years please blow know kidding phone going silent disturb so bye ok quite surrounded darkness one awake comfortable little bored care like night might go bed soon sonight
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saw part film scifi channel missed ending bought dvd see whole movie im glad didbr br a young mother two daughters move house backwoods area inherited husband died illness run down three women make best it teen daughter scout taylorcompton warned local boy zombies come night ignores him since cute friend joins group meanwhile younger daughter chloe grace moretz makes friend zombie girl age named mary turns mary several kids died mine working child labor zombies attack kill anyone whos blood relative br br this movie directed js cardone whose previous films include slayer shadowzone two movies like slightest bit surprised actually enjoyed movie film deliberately paced liked allows get know main characters likable child zombies used least since george romeros classic night living dead still found toolusing child zombies movie interesting would seem cardone finally found right script cast stereotypical scenes teens smoking drinking making parked car boring mebr br taylorcompton also appears halloween remake moretz appeared amityville horror horror film room
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run away find brighter day run away find brighter day
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go motions find body walking taking places really presenttravelling going classesit like and try remember got certain place find loss days even feel like
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wake feeling sickly morning constant feeling emotional breakdown go hide bedroom minutes cry cannot cry feel emotionally constipated children around want see crying know going me honestly never felt like before distract feel heartbeat increase scared panic attack bath night though heart attach drowned children find next morning could relax got out thoughts time sometimes thoughts children murdered assaulted soon fall sleep oh sleep able sleep long time feel soo alone today cannot call family friends even say them explain understand really hurting today hurting
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hate everyone world generaleveryone know trusted let way world worth everyone says liar world giant piece shit hate anything know im good person tried best hate everyone else even get good things life make happy thought living even years world like incomprehensible me every time try right thing liars morally bakrupt people try turn around get even trouble every time tried turn garbage life around get dragged right back down could order hitman kill would it one needs reply fact im expecting anyone to would typical life
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guys guys guys wait scroll past favorite joke here always make smile seagulls fly sea cause flew bay theyd bagels
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hey yall wassup also u play kerbal space program huge kerbal space program fan love aspects
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ayo leave aight used crush dude bio classes quite talkative sweet funny lot things common asked out excited get go first date someone really like buuuut actually got know himjesus hes expected all brags anything literally anything mind bragging brags cheating someonehe makes lot lewd jokes im dark humor jesus christ things said took ice cream shop thingy im introverted digress skating rink fun kinda made feel safe kinda knew skatebut honestly feel like right person me
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microwaves heating food fact microwaves work shooting microscopic waves food warm up fact screaming shooting sound waves vocal chords lets skip middle man warm food screaming it
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think im ready gostarting think share pain disappointment best get regards socialization romantic love
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cant watch film history lesson first heard barker saga could tell almost immediately facts way off little internet research realized course right barker sure hell sexy calculating woman movie portrays as apparently orchestrate bank robbing schemes kiddnappings murders criminal boys carried outbr br but expect brilliant crime drama script acting adequate gunfights excessive mostly unrealistic laughable slow motion death scene give br br because damn entertaining gunfights fun watch deeper themes emerge them movie strong sense ego intimidation among cast alpha males agenda appreciate minimal use swears period set pieces great reproducing convincing s erabr br so watch film like would cult film take excessive bloodiness ruthlessness stride cheesy ultra serious comments fbi man wants take barkers cost inotherwords take seriously fun it like this love serial mom
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ok quick question good app recommendations get bored easily need games play im ipad use apple appstore cant find good ones also im going record today taco trilogy day
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winters day th december two bored year olds hire movie hmmmm police story looks interesting who jackie chan never heard him two hours later watching film daze wanted know more years later and severely pocket collecting jc movies film still grabs like other ok maybe soft spot first cannonball run count jc movie excellent movie classic jc elements action humour action heart action comments say dated made course dated must jaws casablanca singin rain godfather without movies like police story would hollywood action today ps set standards many scene stolen use movies really fully appreciate must see widescreen miss much movie otherwise yes really fall bus going round corner already see movie nowbr br
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hey wanna know something forgot
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wish humans could euthanisedthe reason arent continue paying shitty treatment
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rabbit died rabbit named thumper died fell garden pot broke neck really nice bunny fearless scared anyone add insult injury happened right birthday idk posting sad
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resent kids daysi keep thinking robe belt have efficient assume would be keeps getting easier imagine finish this stars aligning make happen say goodbye thing preventing kids guess yet feel like would much better without me eventually forget me right fudge probably not mom would them days resent them keeping alive
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hey broettes im natsuu nice meet ya ampxb already met da bros seemed cool
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tomorrow shall attempt reaching freedomit took lot convincing courage post this goes cant take torment anymore dealing mental illnesses years mother damaged further dad left behind soak mothers nearlyconstant rage years ago started seeing therapy parents fighting diagnosed array illnesses panic disorder anxiety depression schizoaffective disorder soon that dad take fighting anymore left twin mother live somewhere else mother still mad leaving us behind without financial support still letting fury me im scared live decent day long time cant go day without auditory hallucinationspanic attacks andor getting yelled sometimes even hit attempted redflag twice past overdoses first time hardly affected second time close cigar attempted redflag since two years ago thank best friend two years managing give reason live shame hardly contact anymore miss much almost much dad thankfully ill get see dad one last time tomorrow birthday say last time plan attempt redflag way tried two times manage succeed well guess mother finally happy waste space around anymore bothering inch life sister worry ruining plans panic attacks and dad least hell happy around mother anymore guess hope best friend miss much is doubt hell heal quickly succeed hope get thrown away hospital like last time hospital made worse gained habit staying several nights end there everyone scared there traumatized event vivid nightmares almost every night horrid place succeed want go back hellhole school ever since people heard go hospital people called horrible names friends left feared friends someone a freak mentally unstable want face ridicule im sorry bother ill update anyone wants know fail chicken out thank spending time listen
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little virusrelated calculation seeing meme killing thousand people would planting million trees asked sister pull number covid deaths worldwide google million stick simple formula get number trees covid saved million trees ill leave guys figure moral compasses
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wheres post harry potter quotes replaced wands peniss ive looked everywhere cant find remember saving checked saved save one teens could send link awesome
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please help understandeverything seems pointless well two online courses finish associates degree something name maybe go bachelors saved money thing stopping knowing major want choose want waste money currently job mind going people good often mind staying late help good relations family members keep touch often good friends know me people ask sometimes flattering want relationship guess ive never really wanted one feel close anyone ive tried couple see future want string along relationships everything predictable got tired wouldve rather friend go often meet family members often meals im initiater planner go friend group friends to mainly keep busy stay touch them like board game nights karaoke pick sports games bowling swimming ect social media except facebook go gb data month im almost never phone things like right learning juggle couple minutes day im getting better everyday messing around keyboard acoustic guitar couple minutes hour couple times week take dog dog park walk around neighborhood often often listen focus surroundings walks even general time posses array narcotics never really enjoyed drugs people experience like event planned trip get high whatever see taking future anymore even people think im going throw away give away stopped vigorously exercising became lenient exercise used religious workout routines right actually liquid diet called soylent i eat kinds different foods im people saves money stress eat helps eat excess calories meal plan went doctor physical said blood tests came back normal im healthy weight good blood pressure healthy underlying thought wanting go away like soul wants released body want freedom ultimate freedom want continue living know feel happy sad everything between know failure like know success feels like theres point anymore things middle it often thought im okay died moment actually often get feeling im happy elated state want die happy talking friend asked me what want life answer actually shut down said know stopped talking answering questions stared space changed subject silence exposed desire wanting die course want tell that put spot want life end it im capable anything cant everything im hopeless know potential world help people feel people mostly take advantage ulterior motives relationship know everyone know do almost everything jack trades still learning everything anyone anything trying everything open anything took dialectal behavioral therapy know mindful often use skills come back middle emotions become overwhelming me im seeeing counselor talk stuff week another person trying help another person job maybe right professional councilor enjoy talking her mother wants medication knows thoughts often used prescribed want that want feel again want substances think theyre bad think lot people benefit them personally feel like want altered state mind get it im things trying new things constantly meeting people even moving states soon job things are per say good eyes everyone like want release like im tired tired living see future myself im hopeless know potential want anything anymore want death everything meaningles irrelevant unnecessary ect me know feelings im things always there feeling end near want release expected life feel already foresee get married not kids not employed unemployed everyone else living like said everything predictable turn way expected mind ive thoughts since little theyre occurring becoming increasingly prominent thoughts get older know feel im tired loop like thing interests death know desire death
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one mean care hurt family one day commit redflag tbh one reasons want it
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entire family enjoyed film including small children great values without sex violence drugs nudity profanity also zillion dollar special effects added try misdirect viewers poorly written storyline simple little family fun movie especially like songs movie got hear portion songs mostly end credits would love buy sound track cd movie th bill hillman movie guidelines mentioned above movies want kids watch hillman fella risk rating love movies
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redflag basically way go memy family bullying day long failure school im sick often job either redflag someday living bridge need think way dont damage things want destroy worthless thing room pc manga actually value unlike
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hopeless alcoholicplans hang today
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hi yall bro good chess tbh filliwgshdhdhdh
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completely hopeless life never gets bettermoney extremely tight left thats overdrafted student loans stepdad took pity me amazing boyfriend worries constantly money me burden everybody know love desperately wish even month im applying disability due extreme disability takes fucking long need help bad none sight redflag seems attractive every single fucking day fuck do car broke down got scammed tow place cant even drive cant get job anyway due depression even could could fuck disability application fucking hopeless
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paedo netflix film changed pedophile movie description try make conservatives look bad imply liberals pedophiles woooooo imma get downpointed heck
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feel goodi kind figured future id end killing myself oddest foreign feeling instead really feeling sad depressed exclusively feel also sense philosophical rationality comes wanting kill yourself all suffer entire life instead suffering lot little never suffering again entire life revolved around failure many times life ever genuinely good coping mechanism emanating sense fake happiness joy morbid jokes im sure someone shoes probably see bright future ahead either im depressed suffering mental illness final year high school likely getting colleges universities want again entire experience school fucking horrible matter hard try always fucking fail school worst fucking thing ever happened me want go near another institution again literally even know want life even want anything it life fucking garbage want anymore this hope sound like anything menial fear life fear want end midlate s jobless or fucking horrible broke worthless actually helpless literally one even parents around help figured killed sooner bad compounded depression turning even deeper utter sense failure guilt regret comes living ive relatively high achiever life feeling low really fucking hurts makes question value existence literally cannot connect anyone cannot talk anyone want talk anyone pseudo bullshit hotlines web services fucking horrible making lose faith humanity makes hate existence even more ive depressed several years gone it acid summer kind changed life better reality life hitting me shitty forseeable future showing again ever since born life actually shit abused young kid til now immense levels neglect throughout entire areas life want contribute something great things past weeks realized thinking could ever thing delusion everyone around telling im delusional thinking make anywhere realized right im sure believe either shoes really potential im stupid fucking dreamer wanna help impact guess deserve much im always known things really extreme insane fashion want go bang make chances living really low want quick never temporary looming long time since young ive tried several support groups counsellors lot stuff im done here unfortunately im really good lying nooses proper rope long drop system place potassium cyanide pills gauge shotgun im looking help guidance cant really neglect longer really thought would fade away im also curious would humans ever feel like killing themselves dogs animals that mean humans much better quality life compared dogs humans resources get yet still decide cost alive exceeds benefit value extracted enhanced quality life
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moneywhen die money bank go daughters want know go them
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trusting peoplehey i uh want share story well first redflag attempt mine last summer details matter thing went rambling venting friend mine internet friend one considered dearest that mightve mistake supportive first ignored time rambling depression tough understand never told fine it nowhere your redflag attempts make laugh ass off was know apparently joke joke see ill react see serious suicidality not know stab someone sorry wanted see react many things said way gtdo even know much hurt me gtget shit together already gtugh know whats problem go fix it duh gtoh cant fix it well continue onwards slump currently are waiting miracle happen gtlook couldve told irl friends that didnt last one racket going chantage dealing suicidal person wrong them well half year passed still fixed that still want friends person really do talked one time recently either want hear all hostile hurts cant leave it well dear friends great ones turn back supported thanks them im still here unfortunately incident even want tell parents mental state im scared wish one would face someone like that
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dont knowno one loves much likes die
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im donei really am need cant tell anyone try stop me many mistakes much shut cant anymore trying hard hang girls reached fail them fail everything nothing hope im tired tired waiting trying failing gonna change meant happiness good meant anything im tired sucking got dealt ive done ive done cant
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issue people dont relationships teenagers really imo ur teenager period growth ppl develop different rates ppl insecurities ppl expose hence bullies ppl dont self confidence project girls dont like looks factor youre average somewhere close really matters
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please blame anyone else fact unbelievably lucky make far parents always caring brother sister always wanted best me malfunctioning brain makes unhappy time even happy means something terribly irresponsible stupid hurt close me best thing everyone involved bow now say selfish move couple weeks would rather condemn lifetime misery id like send big fuck guys in case interested still love tessa high school girl called bara met drumming circle summer anonymousps daughters abbey amp zoey never you love much want feel like would fault course not people tend blame themselves guess sticking around love abs lt amp zo lt decided not end life today
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reviewing water every day get boyfriend day day today im reviewing normal water bottle good temperature ok not cold would liked still kinda nice plastic bottle tho polluting earth im taking point that overall think im giving
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saw last night fort lauderdale general funny liked characters especially sabrina acting good story line ok except ending left way many strings dangling like what wanted know happened characters strange ending could done much betterbr br the film portray rule life really well laughed throughout flaws sure first time film ash christian thought good might want wait dvd one get chance see give shot
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thinkeri feel like might petty others keep thinking life late i amazing gf back broke mutual terms going alot text broke still friends kind added depression job well fun went hell feel tho friends family far close use hang one bestfreinds would tell give face aggg sorry thinking much shows facewhat im saying feel like would easier end day day think impact would ppl around
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happen often occasionally one man make difference big differencebr br george criles best seller charlie wilsons war fascinating eyeopening account unlikely difference maker imaginable relatively obscure congressman second district texas good time charlie known libertine lifestyle libertarian legislation likable licentious even politician charlie wilson served constituency well since good folks lufkin really wanted two things guns left alone easy street replete bevy beltway beauties known appropriately enough charlies angelsbr br when asked entire office staff composed attractive young aides response classic you teach em type cant teach em grow tits argument therebr br but even rakish rapscallion conscience lurking somewhere underneath charlie wilson unimaginable atrocities committed afghanistan moved muster entire political savvy toward funding utter humiliating defeat russian military and possibly even help hasten end cold war result fat chance huhbr br under skillful direction mike nichols smart snappy screenplay adam sorkin charlie wilsons war sparkling sophisticated satire chronicles behindthe scene machinations three colorful characters comprising charlies teambr br the onscreen team composed three marvelous actors four academy awards nine nominations them charlie beautifully portrayed tom hanks solid slightly understated fashion among best work years hes aided abetted abedded joanne herring wealthy houston socialite played stillslinky julia roberts hey else bikini scene let world know this accounts ms roberts looks good holds own screenplay never gives us even hint kabul country important character maybe two afghan hounds usually side know audience never do third member team philip seymour hoffman steals every scene appears gust aurakotos smart street wise ie non ivy league graduate cia malcontent knows score agencys boardroom wilsons bedroombr br for mujahideen succeed important assistance us provide ability shoot dreaded mi helicopter gunships rule skies takes money lots money eventually charlies team covertly coerces congress fund effort tune billion dollars advanced weaponry arm afghan rebels includes topoftheline stateoftheart antiaircraft antitank rockets well highly sophisticated killing devices nasty nasty stuffbr br that kind multibillion dollar illicit activity take place behind congressional doors truly alarming every american see movie read book reveals truly frightening aspect businessasusual political scene rarely seen outside walls government oh momma wish sobr br even though initial outcome team charlie unqualified success unimaginable unanticipated final result sophisticated weapons used troops taliban others since funding entirely covert young generation part world idea fall soviet oppression end russian barbarity direct result american intervention yes russkies left aid zip schools zip infrastructure zip maintaining meaningful relationships afghan people result overall consequence unmitigated disaster like forerunner mission accomplishedbr br as nichols film pointedly points out the ball set motion keep bouncing even lost interest it mike krzyzewski knows this eva longoria parker knows this little lateesha lafayette knows this typical american politician doesnt go good guys bad guys let world know good guys talk catch another mike nichols filmbr br perhaps charlie wilson said best we fked end gamebr br again
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ex pisses alright go gonna fun background asked friend ive known since kindergarten gf january said yes proceeded break valentines day didnt speak months asked friend mine tell wanted talk talked bit said sorry wasnt best frame mind call bullshit that didnt really talk while decided id try work things out thought persistent messaging twice roughly every three four days started getting little chill this around thanksgiving asked thanksgiving said going cousins house asked couple days later thanksgiving was blocked me ever run her really wanna make pay tldr ex broke valentines day talked couple times next months blacked polite hasnt talked since
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yayyy text post weekend happy hour
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painless ways diei planning taking life soon afraid going feel pain die soo want see anyone knows painless ways die
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dad wants monitor boy sister security camera room two flights stairs up im getting new room painting today dad starts bringing security cameras core details title defense if sister changes room when im course looking camera another way getting close underage nudity defense change closet got temperature light gun you point walls floors check temperatures one closet degrees celsius also wants least two get angles room creaking door open heat stroke going impossible best part isthe room two flights stairs climb anything regular cameras oh dark out wanna go outside two flights stairs check us no hard him soshould get one and hes even legal
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must continue must live according societyi born life must graduate get degree get job get drivers license start family say created here must normal labeled insane mentally defective must listen masters mean nothing extremely masculine rich successful smart tough must love material world it im going hang going free endless cycle dread try best spread joy love end efforts meaningless mocked time time again sorry childish rant truly life nothing suffering illusion happiness
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give reason go try live lifesee always dreamed getting school starting family nice job seems pointless see people things love actually making living like touring playing music playing professional football basketball soccer theres even huge gaming competitions like millions dollars prize pools love friends getting paid way enough cant see successful hobby hate idea ending normal job ill go everyday waste life away need talked mindset please
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sleeping forever sounds really attractive right nowi many problems one visit hospital trying kill myself diagnosed several disorders back february week july things seemed get worse im best friend left me cant anything all thing even find remotely enjoyable playing video games even like playing im trash multiplayer games im bad internet bad people tell kill bad im really lonely friends parents care me tell long spend night home nights week even care sit home look window wishing could go there anxiety attacks stop me im smart all fail classes go im lazy know anything try go home spend hours trying homework know parents help me want go online because im going fail class anyways want truly get smarter without help answer sheet online
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give up tonight nightin yo female rant anything dont need advice people telling itll get better wont im selfish iive done evrything ive talked counsellors gonr hospital voluntarily times another one wasnt choice posice also called times friends hate me ive assaulted many times blackmailed it yeah night planned
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anybody else get text message email link woke morning im like oh sick got text message open link thought maybe university advisory clicked link and saw pussy half asleep
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saying film depressing necessarily bad thing im willing watch depressing film point made one certainly one often heartbreaking story chinese man family experience many years hardship plenty but must warn might depressing film come hollywood sbecause peasant life china tough say least prepared watch segments famine death diseasebr br about negative persistent tone misery lead played paul muni exceptionally talented man real shame hollywood always cast people european descent play asian leads era paying attention all pretty obvious muni wrong part
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somebody talk time hey im german guy somebody talk please feel free dm me honestly im hella bored however im also good listener would love get know people different countries different cultures chat life and well work improving english so anyways nice day andor night
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psychologist promised would never leave told promise that insisted still ended it whyshe also refer anyone know im unlucky feel like whole universe wants die month wound still healed cant seem make peace it eat sleep care anything time low honestly want rot away anything anymore im dead would therapist me especially knew bpd triggered abandonment rejection understand someone try give opinion may happened close one day decided would ask advice i remember right terminology used seemed like seeked therapist advice something canceled appointments one specific date day told going appointments me normal even want go therapist this trust already damaged previous experiences decided give one last chance trust happens im done this college psychologist even referred anyone supposed do even really patience issue lawsuit her either now alone cant afford private psychologist add whole pile accepted college year also psychiatrist sick canceled appointments indefinitely happening im tired
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helpi dont know much longer keep this im afraid die im afraid live dont know
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greetings mlady looking real man treat right well look further found prince
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word thx pronounced like thixx answer amp never asked
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chaplin doughboy final film doughboy seem get marching straight spends time over there world war one trenches several gags stand out limburger cheese makeshift grenade one cramped quarters barracks trenches chaplin mates washed bunks flooding highlights chaplin ends capturing several german soldiers singlehanded spanks german commander refusing cigarette asked it chaplin replies surrounded them chaplin hides behind enemy lines tree things scenes funny escapes bombed house meets french girl played edna purviance hes tracked german soldiers escapes again purviance arrested assisting him chaplin able pull fast one bopping soldier using soldiers uniform ends saving purviance course capturing kaiser process along way chaplin employs sight gags slapstick turning back german soldiers film chaplin explored location possibilities filming maintaining audiences attention closer feature length time something contract mutual film corporation disallowed him film also allowed poke fun enemy something would greater effect great dictator stars
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female need help depressionchronic fatigueim difficult place right now ive struggled depression life currently pretty high suicidal ideation im worried could kill end summer things improve main point post recommendations support get good life graduate degree job starting end summer supportive boyfriend good family great physical health negatives life really dont many friends less strong depression work weightlift cardio almost every day effort combat depression also eat relatively healthy diet im also three medications depression adhd trintellix mg vyvanse mg abilify mg work education last school year id go office take short naps exhausted continue working primary worry right exhaustion tend sleep hours day without really wanting get things im good do im worried depression make cant effectively complete work feel anxious want start feeling better end july time new job starts advice
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cant work fail year alternativetold weeks ago id get work hard exams end may spent past weeks fuck all completely unable put pen paper slightest get university would needed put working get going die might seem extreme perhaps even plain stupid ive given lot thought simply inevitable why well start off immediate implications succeeding take heavy toll first off id leave home possibly move grandparents temporarily even ive led sheltered sheltered existences kill would end mutilating performing kind menial task complete lack real world experience combined unable actually venture survive independently due personal nature would quickly lead worsening mental state eventual redflag chance gaining kind meaningful employment not really desire working slavery alternative cannot speak people without protection afforded internet obviously without job cant eke decent existence im far proud person stomach homeless came would kill heartbeat basically cant run uni spend another years hiding real world alternative dying and quite frankly means would long gone now im really sure posting simply bitch unfair personally perceive opposed actually seeking help main reason posting honest simply say tried get help would completely understand post ignoredremoved read far thanks im sorry inevitable spellinggrammar errors
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stop letting people convince school important mental healthfuck people happiness comes first cant go school thats fine live fucking life want fuck whoever else says differently
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want run away home cant really like living family really hate starting get there explain situation dad left mom alone brother time fine left exchange when came back year later everything went sht mom never home neither brother home yell stuff even do always clean brother plus cook hes home leave one dirty cup table thinks yell mom always chooses side ive known long time mom favored brother become really obvious lately top that brother horrible girlfriend reference threatened kill suggested move party people could make it anyway cant take anymore today mom threatened send dog away even kill her want run away cant take dog cause dont want leave mother also money soon start college mom pays dorm rent also scared leave dog home leave college reason previously mentioned
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still feeling like shit still bored go saw guy im gonna steal idea whats impression me going profile alone
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alone dark think took much music indicator sadness usually music one answering think it oh
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think im doneim ive meds therapy ect years ive come conclusion solution cant live normal life cant feel love successful going societies definition im tired im broken last love took hope her know anymore
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truly fucked girl morei graduated high school year far terrible me gotten diploma certificate cause parents havent yet paid school fees cant attend college family lot debt taken two huge loans amounting well two houses already defaulted might lose bank end year fathers business failed owe lot money people too aside developed feelings bestfriend whos girl told so rejected saying wasnt looking relationship immediately stopped talking me used talk everyday night month later found tinder fucking older dudes much stuff happening cant deal see way out alone want end it please help
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ive watching stick poke tutorials think im going it know body already pretty fucked up going effect badly im pretty good making sure wounds get infected think pretty safe it im going start getting allowance soon think ill buy right type ink small first aid kit think want couple small flowers stars upper thighs
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helpfor past year ive writing dates thought committing redflag enough dates make month dates really thought killing myself thought getting car running wall full speed freeway lot more wonder people would affect reason cant help feel would make lives easier im confused ive begun hate dont want go back way days hope wake next morning dont want live pain regret feel cant talk anyone try see talk redflag end day feel alone im fighting myself dates become consistent yelling something cant wrap around feeling happy again dont know do someone please help me
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going kill appeal rejectedim student us high school school limit absences per year ive dealing lot depression stuff like that ended going because well days gets bad cant even leave bed write appeal school board excuse them otherwise wontt get credits classes ive taken year even though im passing them doubt school board accept appeal personally dealt people it theyre legitimately kind assholes real reason guess like feel powerful appeal gets rejected id repeat year high school really reason already enough deal personal life isolating socially people age making take extra year high school really going help all really im left three options dropping out taking extra year redflag attendance thing im even bad student consistently as im going take extra year drop reason really third option redflag left appeal isnt accepted school board im going hang myself meet june st wont hear anything then wont know meet pretty sad im musician enjoy lot compose lot perform public can really want appeal accepted continue want do going kill event rejected ultimately would best option
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reason live tired life feel like living anymorehi reading article made feel depressed like killing tired life believing god afterlife im black cant level people want get gun shoot brains out theres god afterlife want hell rather called loving god made life hell cant math disabled wanted engineering ill post get response httpswwwbloombergcomfeaturesrichestfamiliesintheworldutm_sourcepocketnewtabhttpswwwbloombergcomfeaturesrichestfamiliesintheworldutm_sourcepocketnewtab
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rlly random but anyone play cold war xbox youtube collab subs think would fun
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im always second choice no even thatand sucks much like nobody cares ill always one people get stuck with ill never good enough anything anybody im going crazy it world would better gone one
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watch fcking video u dont actually understand trig functions httpsyoutubepndlihsh ive trig since like years ago get wth
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feel even worse used bear mind english isnt native languageso hanging friends today good came back home noticed dont take joy anything dont think im able live like that please help idea do sorry lack context im good writing
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hullo name zach im one wanna friends like music anime dm me
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guys excellent anything put public first class musicianship band amazing thankful live world rush exists future generations never able see mastery live person get dvd enjoy throughly recently able see incredible musicians play houston tx blown away missed show since power windows say better ever everyone embrace guys teach others real musicianship is never tight well put together trio lifetime lets hope pray retire anytime soon
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fellow teenagers want know everything alright much love you
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fucking hate nword rword im neither black mentally ill im white brazilian though signs autism depression adjustment disorder borderline disorder etc ive never time money diagnosis gotta assume im neurotypical therefore even right use rword hate nword rwordeven black mentally person uses them believe reclaiming bullshit seems like roundabout way encourage discrimination heard one celebrity say black people rough get worse jobs treated like shitso please let one word like uhfair enough guess still like anyone using word
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tonighti give im done bs depression ive years gonna detail came decision nobody really cares im killing tonight thats final decision bye
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intent redflag mattersif genuinely believe redflag best method afterlife take pity circumstances im sure said commit redflag selfish reasons though
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call american committed tax fraud least one helpful tip avoid taxes want buy game ps set location montana dont got taxes games there
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random discussion think f eaglestrike eagle think f nice bird high twr means good one best bvr c version single seat dcs low fidelity module mention data link jhmcs currently fe strike eagle dcs still development far nice bird askin me even killed satellite low earth orbit sayin
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intend toover year ago made irreversible mistake expect going cost life found friends i imagine thats karma works reap sow fucked up ran far away live side state could outrun mistake carry immense shame remorse guilt happened reeks im shitstain surround with think worst possible thing person could do multiply im trying grow every day shame gets worse feel like shot moment take shot everyone says im good person just inhuman acted impulse cost everything cant go back change did intend die like fucking character me forever cursed ive given ambitions artist incase chance actually get somewhere though doubt it banana piece sold really art word spreads friend mentor found put spot read eyes liar said i it watched cry disappointed me knew im trying move come halt know itll come bite ass someday could tomorrow later life im going gun license shoot spot ever hear come up point feel blessed life go way sleep streets immense damage feel worthy happiness comes way people nice me feel immense shame like im fucking fraud deceiving nice persona like knew happened theyd throwing stones me would abolished live absolute fear every single day happened coming light im sure will deserve live time dying easy way out intend make life harder guess actually rotting
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hate feeling suicidal suicidal timesometimes ill go walks dog feel like everythings going okay moment dishes mind focused cleaning them ill get triggered one little thing get flashback bad memory become suicidal again hate sensitive knowing ill feel suicidal again mind always alert mode never rests forget like suicidal even though wasnt years ago
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this love song brilliant example chase genre many people think underlying meaning love two main characters may fraternal believe heaton love spike spike naive see thisbr br i really feel portrayed scenes blow back letter writing sequences heaton shows great intimacy towards spike intense facial expressions takes great care writing spikes name top lettersbr br one thing ive noticed looking external reviews film slated reviewer seems fully understood film even mentioned possibility heaton sexual feelings spike also get feeling reviewers recognised it use phrases like who heaton whats retard like spike person however may hit nail head remark spike shows noticeable signs add although think person realised this seems using word retard derogatory termbr br i really enjoyed film although faint hearted film exceedingly character based shooting end much dialogue two antiheroes unless used watching deep gritty films stay well away