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Your Personal Brian Everybody had a Brian. Sometimes one’s Brian is big, sometimes it’s small, all Brians have their uses though. Your Brian can learn. If you teach it right. Some Brians like school. Some Brians like video games. No Brians ever get credit where deserved. Treat your personal Brian with respect and care, do not be mean to Brian or your Brian will make you sad. All Brians should be nurtured and taken care of. They should be trained daily. All Brians should exercise. Make sure your Brian exercises often enough or they will start rotting. Keep your Brian healthy.	[]	[ "Your Personal Brian Everybody had a Brian.Sometimes one’s Brian is big, sometimes it’s small, all Brians have their uses though.Your Brian can learn.If you teach it right.Some Brians like school.Some Brians like video games.No Brians ever get credit where deserved.Treat your personal Brian with respect and care, do not be mean to Brian or your Brian will make you sad.All Brians should be nurtured and taken care of.They should be trained daily.All Brians should exercise.Make sure your Brian exercises often enough or they will start rotting.Keep your Brian healthy." ]	131	Tu Brian personal Todo el mundo tenía un Brian.A veces el Brian de uno es grande, a veces es pequeño, todos los Brians tienen sus usos sin embargo.Tu Brian puede aprender.Si lo enseñas bien.Algunos Brians les gusta la escuela.Algunos Brians les gustan los videojuegos.Ningún Brians obtiene crédito donde se merece.Trata a tu Brian personal con respeto y cuidado, no seas malo con Brian o tu Brian te pondrá triste.Todos los Brians deben ser nutridos y cuidados.Deben ser entrenados diariamente.Todos los Brians deben hacer ejercicio.Asegúrate de que tus ejercicios de Brian a menudo o comenzarán a pudrirse.Mantener a tu Brian sano.
Going to try again ✌🏽Found a longer belt	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Going to try again ✌🏽Found a longer belt" ]	11	Voy a intentar de nuevo Encontré un cinturón más largo
Relatives and suicideI know it's a sensitive topic but i'm interested in what it was like for people which had others in their family or close friend group commit suicide.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Relatives and suicideI know it's a sensitive topic but i'm interested in what it was like for people which had others in their family or close friend group commit suicide." ]	37	Familiares y suicidioSé que es un tema sensible pero estoy interesado en cómo era para las personas que tenían otros en su familia o grupo de amigos cercanos cometer suicidio.
Who tf is vegene and why people tryna fuck em? ew	[]	[ "Who tf is vegene and why people tryna fuck em?ew" ]	19	¿Quién es Vegene y por qué la gente intenta follar?
Work related burnout and suicidal thoughts?I'm happy, I'm married, I have a nice two bedroom apartment, I have a game room (basically a man cave), I'm furthering my education and I'm doing well. Things are good. In another year I can probably start a family but there is this god damn fucking voice, going "whats it matter, sure the book is good but you can just close it and not have to deal with any of this bullshit". I hate working. I hate waking up every morning, having to leave the house, and do literally anything. It's one thing when its going to classes, I enjoy that, learning/etc. But my experiment? It has me literally wanting to fucking off myself because I'm so god damn tired of doing it. I'm tired of coming in on holidays, I'm tired of dealing with my emotional problems and mental crap (I'm autistic, ocd and have severe ADHD). It feels weird being happy and having suicidal thoughts. I know it'll end. I'll move onto something else, but this burnout is still there nonetheless and I don't know what to do.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Work related burnout and suicidal thoughts?I'm happy, I'm married, I have a nice two bedroom apartment, I have a game room (basically a man cave), I'm furthering my education and I'm doing well.Things are good.In another year I can probably start a family but there is this god damn fucking voice, going \"whats it matter, sure the book is good but you can just close it and not have to deal with any of this bullshit\".I hate working.I hate waking up every morning, having to leave the house, and do literally anything.It's one thing when its going to classes, I enjoy that, learning/etc.But my experiment?It has me literally wanting to fucking off myself because I'm so god damn tired of doing it.I'm tired of coming in on holidays, I'm tired of dealing with my emotional problems and mental crap (I'm autistic, ocd and have severe ADHD).It feels weird being happy and having suicidal thoughts.I know it'll end.I'll move onto something else, but this burnout is still there nonetheless and I don't know what to do." ]	254	Estoy feliz, estoy casado, tengo un bonito apartamento de dos dormitorios, tengo una sala de juegos (básicamente una cueva de hombre), estoy promoviendo mi educación y estoy haciendo bien.Las cosas están bien.En otro año probablemente puedo empezar una familia, pero hay esta maldita voz de Dios, diciendo "lo que importa, seguro que el libro es bueno pero puedes cerrarlo y no tener que lidiar con ninguna de estas tonterías".Odio trabajar.Odio despertarme todas las mañanas, tener que salir de la casa y hacer literalmente cualquier cosa.Es una cosa cuando va a clases, me gusta eso, aprender/etc.Pero mi experimento?Me tiene literalmente queriendo joderme a mí mismo porque estoy tan malditamente cansado de hacerlo.Estoy cansado de venir de vacaciones, estoy cansado de lidiar con mis problemas emocionales y mi mierda mental (estoy autista, ocd y tengo TDAH).Se siente raro estar feliz y tener pensamientos suicidas.
I feel really insignificant in peoples lives I know people are worried about themselves the most but I just wanna be someone’s favorite. I just wanna know what that’s like. I don’t think anyone really hates me (that happened to me before but I think we’re good now.) I’m just this random person that no one thinks twice about. I don’t even feel like a real person that can actually affect people. I feel like I don’t even have that kind of power. People don’t take me seriously and I barely talk to the people I thought were my friends. I don’t know if that’s a me problem or a them problem. I don’t wanna get in to that though. In my closet friendships I’ve ever had I’m never the favorite or there’s always someone better than me that they’d rather hang out with. I just wish someone would actually acknowledge my existence, I hate this	[]	[ "I feel really insignificant in peoples lives I know people are worried about themselves the most but I just wanna be someone’s favorite.I just wanna know what that’s like.I don’t think anyone really hates me (that happened to me beforebut I think we’re good now.)I’m just this random person that no one thinks twice about.I don’t even feel like a real person that can actually affect people.I feel like I don’t even have that kind of power.People don’t take me seriously and I barely talk to the people I thought were my friends.I don’t know if that’s a me problem or a them problem.I don’t wanna get in to that though.In my closet friendships I’ve ever had I’m never the favorite or there’s always someone better than me that they’d rather hang out with.I just wish someone would actually acknowledge my existence, I hate this" ]	201	Me siento realmente insignificante en las vidas de la gente Sé que la gente está preocupada por sí misma más, pero sólo quiero ser el favorito de alguien.Sólo quiero saber lo que es como.No creo que nadie realmente me odia (que me pasó antes, pero creo que somos buenos ahora.)Soy sólo esta persona al azar que nadie piensa dos veces.Ni siquiera me siento como una persona real que realmente puede afectar a la gente.Siento que ni siquiera tengo ese tipo de poder.La gente no me toma en serio y apenas hablo con la gente que pensé que eran mis amigos.No sé si eso es un problema para mí o un problema para ellos.No quiero entrar en eso sin embargo.En mis amistades en el armario nunca he tenido que nunca soy el favorito o siempre hay alguien mejor que yo que prefieren pasar el rato con.Simplemente deseo que alguien realmente reconocería mi existencia, odio esto
Serious Answers Only Please, unless it’s funny. I started talking to this girl recently, but now she’s all I can think of. I can’t even play games or masturbate, I just sit and stare at space wondering if I’m approaching her right or if things will work out. Is this normal or am I just down bad?	[]	[ "Serious Answers Only Please, unless it’s funny.I started talking to this girl recently, but now she’s all I can think of.I can’t even play games or masturbate, I just sit and stare at space wondering if I’m approaching her right or if things will work out.Is this normal or am I just down bad?" ]	76	Sólo respuestas serias Por favor, a menos que sea gracioso.Comencé a hablar con esta chica recientemente, pero ahora ella es todo lo que puedo pensar.Ni siquiera puedo jugar juegos o masturbarme, simplemente me siento y miro fijamente al espacio preguntándome si me estoy acercando a ella correctamente o si las cosas van a funcionar. ¿Es esto normal o estoy mal?
I'm going home. We're all going home.Non-existence, we were there for eternity. Life is simply a vacation, one that I am growing tired of each day. But, it's ok, the pain will cease. Each and every one of us, we'll get there, we all go home. I love you.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "I'm going home.We're all going home.Non-existence, we were there for eternity.Life is simply a vacation, one that I am growing tired of each day.But, it's ok, the pain will cease.Each and every one of us, we'll get there, we all go home.I love you." ]	73	Me voy a casa.Todos nos vamos a casa.No-existencia, estuvimos allí por la eternidad.La vida es simplemente unas vacaciones, una de la que me estoy cansando cada día.Pero, está bien, el dolor cesará.Cada uno de nosotros, llegaremos allí, todos iremos a casa.Te amo.
I'm heading back into that direction...Sorry about the length. A little back story. I spent 3 years working as a nursing assistant where I worked nights, drove my GPA into the ground and spent most of my time binge drinking. One day I tried to drink myself to death by drinking three bottles of vodka. I don't remember much about that night. I blindly texted a few friends but I was told it was incomprehensible. I woke up to a trashed apartment. I gave my landlord my 30 day notice, submitted a request to be switched to evening shifts at my job, told my psychatrist what I did who promptly increased the dosage of a mood stabilzer he was giving me (for a mild case of type two bipolar he had diagnosed me with) and recommended a cognative therapist who specializes in alcohol abuse. I started seeing him reguarly and I thought I was doing good. I started hitting the gym and I ate healthier. I made a miscalculation though. I thought that switching to evening shifts would make me less moody. Instead I was overwhelmed by the number of coworkers, supervisors, and politics I had to deal with. I got into nasty fights with my long distance girlfriend who had stuck with me through all this. We broke up twice in a three month period due to my insecurities and lack of trust. I'm afraid to tell her anything now because I'm afraid I'll lose the support I had when I was binge drinking. I'm in the same rut I was before, I feel desperately alone and depressed. The therapy has made sense and has helped a little but its only been able to go so far in two months. Its hard to not beat yourself up when you've lived alone, isolated from about a dozen people for three years. I feel like all my hard work has been futile now. I stopped going to the gym, I only recently stopped heavily smoking pot to escape. (The constant introspection began to drive me mad.). I feel like nothing has changed. I'm still miserable and I'm still afraid to go back to school even though I want to become a therapist or a social worker. I haven't felt this terrible since I trashed my apartment. I'm worried if it gets worse I may take up drinking heavily again and try to drink myself to death. tl;dr Was in a rut, tried to kill myself. Got help, and now I'm crawling back into my hole.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "I'm heading back into that direction...Sorry about the length.A little back story.I spent 3 years working as a nursing assistant where I worked nights, drove my GPA into the ground and spent most of my time binge drinking.One day I tried to drink myself to death by drinking three bottles of vodka.I don't remember much about that night.I blindly texted a few friends but I was told it was incomprehensible.I woke up to a trashed apartment.I gave my landlord my 30 day notice, submitted a request to be switched to evening shifts at my job, told my psychatrist what I did who promptly increased the dosage of a mood stabilzer he was giving me (for a mild case of type two bipolar he had diagnosed me with) and recommended a cognative therapist who specializes in alcohol abuse.I started seeing him reguarly and I thought I was doing good.I started hitting the gym and I ate healthier.I made a miscalculation though.I thought that switching to evening shifts would make me less moody.Instead I was overwhelmed by the number of coworkers, supervisors, and politics I had to deal with.I got into nasty fights with my long distance girlfriend who had stuck with me through all this.", "We broke up twice in a three month period due to my insecurities and lack of trust.I'm afraid to tell her anything now because I'm afraid I'll lose the support I had when I was binge drinking.I'm in the same rut I was before, I feel desperately alone and depressed.The therapy has made sense and has helped a little but its only been able to go so far in two months.Its hard to not beat yourself up when you've lived alone, isolated from about a dozen people for three years.I feel like all my hard work has been futile now.I stopped going to the gym, I only recently stopped heavily smoking pot to escape.(The constant introspection began to drive me mad.).I feel like nothing has changed.I'm still miserable and I'm still afraid to go back to school even though I want to become a therapist or a social worker.I haven't felt this terrible since I trashed my apartment.I'm worried if it gets worse I may take up drinking heavily again and try to drink myself to death.tl;dr Was in a rut, tried to kill myself.Got help, and now I'm crawling back into my hole." ]	269	Me fui de vuelta a esa dirección...Lo siento por la longitud.Un poco de historia atrás.Me pasé 3 años trabajando como asistente de enfermería donde trabajé por las noches, llevé mi GPA al suelo y pasé la mayor parte de mi tiempo bebiendo.Un día traté de beberme hasta la muerte bebiendo tres botellas de vodka.No recuerdo mucho acerca de esa noche.Le mandé un mensaje a ciegas a unos amigos pero me dijeron que era incomprensible.Me desperté a un apartamento destrozado.Le di a mi casero mi aviso de 30 días, le presenté una solicitud para cambiar a turnos de noche en mi trabajo, le dije a mi psiquiatría lo que hice que rápidamente aumentaba la dosis de un estabilizador de humor que me estaba dando (para un caso leve de tipo dos bipolar que me había diagnosticado) y le recomendé a un terapeuta cognativo que se especializaba en abuso de alcohol.Empecé a verlo reguarly y pensé que estaba haciendo bien.Empecé a golpear el gimnasio y me comporté más saludablemente.Sin embargo, pensé que cambiar a turnos de noche me haría mal humor.
My teacher played some Christmas songs today. jUST BECAUSE IT STARTED SNOWING, DOES NOT MEAN YOU GET TO JUMP INTO THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT. KEEP IT SPOOKY, SPOOKY!! SHUT UP MARIA CURRY	[]	[ "My teacher played some Christmas songs today.jUST BECAUSE IT STARTED SNOWING, DOES NOT MEAN YOU GET TO JUMP INTO THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT.KEEP IT SPOOKY, SPOOKY!!SHUT UP MARIA CURRY" ]	57	Mi profesor tocó algunas canciones de Navidad hoy.JUST PORQUE COMENZÓ SNOWING, NO SIGNIFICA QUE JUGUES EN EL ESPÍRITU DE LA NAVIDAD.¡MANTENLO SPOOKY, SPOOKY!
Who here likes oldies? (Music) Like 50s, 60s, 70s, 80s, ect. None of that gangsta rap crap. Me personally, I love oldies. And people can be real bigots about it.	[]	[ "Who here likes oldies?(Music) Like 50s, 60s, 70s, 80s, ect.None of that gangsta rap crap.Me personally, I love oldies.And people can be real bigots about it." ]	54	¿A quién aquí le gustan los viejos?(Música) Como los 50, 60, 70, 80, etc. Ninguno de esos gangsta rap mierda.Yo personalmente, me encantan los viejos.Y la gente puede ser muy intolerante al respecto.
should I study for my sat? yes no maybe no, idk, I'm sleepy, it's in like less than 2 weeks, I should tbh if I wanna leave florida	[]	[ "should I study for my sat?yes no maybe no, idk, I'm sleepy, it's in like less than 2 weeks, I should tbh if I wanna leave florida" ]	44	¿Debo estudiar para mi sat?sí no tal vez no, idk, tengo sueño, es como en menos de 2 semanas, debería tbh si quiero dejar Florida
Why are people afraid of the end of the world? Like if anything I'm hoping everyone dies at the same time because leaving people I love behind is wayy scarier than death	[]	[ "Why are people afraid of the end of the world?Like if anything I'm hoping everyone dies at the same time because leaving people I love behind is wayy scarier than death" ]	37	¿Por qué la gente tiene miedo del fin del mundo?Como si cualquier cosa espero que todos mueran al mismo tiempo porque dejar a la gente que amo es más aterrador que la muerte
i dont even know this isnt gonna be long &#x200B; im not suicidal or anything but sometimes i feel like not existing does anyone else ever feel this way	[]	[ "i dont even know this isnt gonna be long\n\n&#x200B;\n\nim not suicidal or anythingbut sometimes i feel like not existing does anyone else ever feel this way" ]	38	Ni siquiera sé que esto no va a ser largo &#x200B; im no suicida o nada, pero a veces me siento como si no existiera nadie se siente de esta manera
Anyone want to chat during school, I am bored, DM me or add me on discord UltraChad#8308. Anyone want to chat during school, I am bored, DM me or add me on discord UltraChad#8308.	[]	[ "Anyone want to chat during school, I am bored, DM me or add me on discord UltraChad#8308.Anyone want to chat during school, I am bored, DM me or add me on discord UltraChad#8308." ]	51	Cualquier persona quiere charlar durante la escuela, estoy aburrido, me DM o me añade a la discordia UltraChad#8308.Cualquiera quiere charlar durante la escuela, estoy aburrido, DM me o me añade a la discordia UltraChad#8308.
You know what, let’s be cowbois but it’s with the arrows This may be an epic trilogy, or this will fail like the rest of my shenanigans	[]	[ "You know what, let’s be cowbois but it’s with the arrows This may be an epic trilogy, or this will fail like the rest of my shenanigans" ]	40	Sabes qué, vamos a ser cowbois pero es con las flechas Esto puede ser una trilogía épica, o esto fallará como el resto de mis travesuras
I'm not actually pregnant! I didn't tell anyone about it, but I'm not pregnant. I thought I might have been for a bit, but I'm not, and it's amazing. Hopefully no one who I know finds this, I'll just delete it in a bit. I just wanted to share the good news	[]	[ "I'm not actually pregnant!I didn't tell anyone about it, but I'm not pregnant.I thought I might have been for a bit, but I'm not, and it's amazing.Hopefully no one who I know finds this, I'll just delete it in a bit.I just wanted to share the good news" ]	74	¡En realidad no estoy embarazada!No se lo conté a nadie, pero no estoy embarazada.Pensé que podría haberlo estado por un tiempo, pero no lo estoy, y es increíble.Espero que nadie que conozca encuentre esto, simplemente lo borraré en un poco.Solo quería compartir las buenas noticias.
Stop making suicide about you.I’m sorry to rant. I really am. I was just reading a post about a guy who had an acquaintance die by suicide and how he’s feeling overwhelmed and anxious. I know it’s a terrible thing, but what bothers me is that the comment section is all like “ohh I am so sorry for you and I can’t imagine what you are going through”. Are you fucking serious? This is not about him a human being has died and he’s thinking about his fucking self. God damn this just reaffirms my wanting to die. Like people don’t care. They only want to stop you from killing yourself and don’t care about the pain you’re in because they don’t want to feel bad about your death. This is it. No one wants to feel bad about your death so just stay alive and suffer endlessly. Gosh. Poor dude that killed himself. I really don’t want to imagine the type of pain and suffering that went through his head. If death brought him more peace than this life ever did then may he be in eternal peace. So fucking selfish. Everything.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Stop making suicide about you.I’m sorry to rant.I really am.I was just reading a post about a guy who had an acquaintance die by suicide and how he’s feeling overwhelmed and anxious.I know it’s a terrible thing, but what bothers me is that the comment section is all like “ohh I am so sorry for you and I can’t imagine what you are going through”.Are you fucking serious?This is not about him a human being has died and he’s thinking about his fucking self.God damn this just reaffirms my wanting to die.Like people don’t care.They only want to stop you from killing yourself and don’t care about the pain you’re in because they don’t want to feel bad about your death.This is it.No one wants to feel bad about your death so just stay alive and suffer endlessly.Gosh.Poor dude that killed himself.I really don’t want to imagine the type of pain and suffering that went through his head.If death brought him more peace than this life ever did then may he be in eternal peace.So fucking selfish.Everything." ]	240	Deja de hacer el suicidio sobre ti.Yo sé que es una cosa terrible, pero lo que me molesta es que la sección de comentarios es todo como “ohh, lo siento tanto por ti y no puedo imaginar lo que estás pasando”. ¿Estás jodidamente serio?Esto no se trata de él un ser humano ha muerto y él está pensando en su maldito yo.Dios me da a entender que esto sólo reafirma mi deseo de morir.Como la gente no se preocupa.Ellos solo quieren evitar que te mates y no te preocupes por el dolor en el que estás porque no quieren sentirse mal por tu muerte.Esto es todo.Nadie quiere sentirse mal por tu muerte así que simplemente permanece vivo y sufre sin fin.Gosh.Poor tipo que se mató a sí mismo.Yo realmente no quiero imaginar el tipo de dolor y sufrimiento que pasó por su cabeza.Si la muerte le trajo más paz que esta vida alguna vez pudo estar en paz eterna.
Am I the only one mad about this? Girls be calling each other sexy and hot on each other’s Instagram. But I remember that time last year where I gave my boy Kenneth a bro hug. Not a loving hug, like one you would give your mom, but just a simple bro hug. If you do not know, a guy hug is when you and the person you are hugging handshake, pull yourselves to each other, and pat the other guys back twice. I did that, and this girl and her group of friends called me and my boy gay. That same girl is the one who calls other girls sexy and hot in the Instagram comments. I cannot be the only one annoyed by this.	[]	[ "Am I the only one mad about this?Girls be calling each other sexy and hot on each other’s Instagram.But I remember that time last year where I gave my boy Kenneth a bro hug.Not a loving hug, like one you would give your mom, but just a simple bro hug.If you do not know, a guy hug is when you and the person you are hugging handshake, pull yourselves to each other, and pat the other guys back twice.I did that, and this girl and her group of friends called me and my boy gay.That same girl is the one who calls other girls sexy and hot in the Instagram comments.I cannot be the only one annoyed by this." ]	148	¿Soy el único loco por esto?Las chicas se están llamando sexy y caliente en Instagram de los demás.Pero recuerdo que el año pasado le di a mi hijo Kenneth un abrazo de hermano.No un abrazo amoroso, como uno que le darías a tu madre, sino sólo un simple abrazo de hermano.Si no lo sabes, un abrazo de chico es cuando tú y la persona que estás abrazando apretón de manos, jalarse el uno al otro, y dar palmaditas a los otros chicos dos veces.Yo hice eso, y esta chica y su grupo de amigos me llamaron a mí y a mi chico gay.Esa misma chica es la que llama a otras chicas sexy y caliente en los comentarios de Instagram.No puedo ser la única molesta por esto.
Enemy mindIve been suicidal for months now. I need to die and everything I touch turns to shit. My mind constantly tells me im worthless and dont deserve to live. That I am a drain to everyone around me. I am sorry but I have to leave so those who love me can move on and not worry about me	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Enemy mindIve been suicidal for months now.I need to die and everything I touch turns to shit.My mind constantly tells me im worthless and dont deserve to live.That I am a drain to everyone around me.I am sorry but I have to leave so those who love me can move on and not worry about me" ]	69	Enemigo mentalHe sido suicida por meses ahora.Necesito morir y todo lo que toco se convierte en mierda.Mi mente constantemente me dice im inútil y no merece vivir.Que soy un drenaje para todos a mi alrededor.Lo siento pero tengo que irme para que los que me aman puedan seguir adelante y no preocuparse por mí.
slugsoul adopted me 😎	[]	[ "slugsoul adopted me 😎" ]	9	slugsoul me adoptó
TherapyWhy does everyone say “you should go to therapy” as if it’s free and all I have to do is walk in. No but really is there free therapy out there for adults with no health insurance? or do I have to do something serious to myself and get committed to see somebody?	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "TherapyWhy does everyone say “you should go to therapy” as if it’s free and all I have to do is walk in.No but really is there free therapy out there for adults with no health insurance?or do I have to do something serious to myself and get committed to see somebody?" ]	61	Terapia¿Por qué todo el mundo dice "usted debe ir a la terapia" como si fuera gratis y todo lo que tengo que hacer es caminar adentro.No pero realmente hay terapia gratuita allí fuera para los adultos sin seguro de salud?¿o tengo que hacer algo serio a mí mismo y comprometerse a ver a alguien?
And here I am once again.Back to feeling extremely suicidal again. I made a post in /r/depression a few days ago, hoping I wouldn't get this suicidal again. I tried to kill myself a few weeks ago (not in a way I had to see a hospital) and I never told anyone in real life about it. My family knows I'm really depressed and they wish they could help me. My mother tried so hard to make me feel a little better, it just doesn't work out at all. I have too many repressed memories. I'm sick and basically stuck in bed, can't go out and do things, yet alone go to school or have a job. I'm alone. Well, I'm not "alone", I have many people around me, I'm lonely. I was dating a guy who was just like me. He left me, so I would get better. He thought he was dragging me down more. He was the only one who made me feel better. I miss him a lot. It's been 6 months and I still feel just the same way about him. I'm tired of people telling me "you will get over it" and telling me I will find someone better. I won't. I have never felt attracted to anyone ever before in my whole life, except for him. And he didn't leave me because he didn't love me anymore or for any other usual breakup reason. I can't forget about him. It's not the breakup, it's the loneliness combined with all of my problems. Things just keep getting worse for me day by day and I just feel lonely. I wish I still had him, it was all I needed. I just can't get through this alone. I can't. It's too much. Knowing that nobody else can give me this kind of support. Knowing that this post and all the replies won't make me feel any better. It just seems impossible.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "And here I am once again.Back to feeling extremely suicidal again.I made a post in /r/depression a few days ago, hoping I wouldn't get this suicidal again.I tried to kill myself a few weeks ago (not in a way I had to see a hospital) and I never told anyone in real life about it.My family knows I'm really depressed and they wish they could help me.My mother tried so hard to make me feel a little better, it just doesn't work out at all.I have too many repressed memories.I'm sick and basically stuck in bed, can't go out and do things, yet alone go to school or have a job.I'm alone.Well, I'm not \"alone\", I have many people around me, I'm lonely.I was dating a guy who was just like me.He left me, so I would get better.He thought he was dragging me down more.He was the only one who made me feel better.I miss him a lot.It's been 6 months and I still feel just the same way about him.I'm tired of people telling me \"you will get over it\" and telling me I will find someone better.I won't.I have never felt attracted to anyone ever before in my whole life, except for him.And he didn't leave me because he didn't love me anymore or for any other usual breakup reason.I can't forget about him.", "It's not the breakup, it's the loneliness combined with all of my problems.Things just keep getting worse for me day by day and I just feel lonely.I wish I still had him, it was all I needed.I just can't get through this alone.I can't.It's too much.Knowing that nobody else can give me this kind of support.Knowing that this post and all the replies won't make me feel any better.It just seems impossible." ]	316	Y aquí estoy una vez más.Volver a sentirme extremadamente suicida de nuevo.Hice un post en /r/depresión hace unos días, con la esperanza de no volver a tener este suicidio.Traté de suicidarme hace unas semanas (no de una manera que tenía que ver con un hospital) y nunca le conté a nadie en la vida real sobre ello.Mi familia sabe que estoy realmente deprimida y que desearían que me ayudaran.Mi madre intentó tan duro hacerme sentir un poco mejor, simplemente no funciona en absoluto.Tengo demasiados recuerdos reprimidos.Estoy enferma y básicamente atrapada en la cama, no puedo salir y hacer cosas, sin embargo, solo ir a la escuela o tener un trabajo.Estoy solo.Bueno, no estoy "sola", tengo mucha gente a mi alrededor, estoy sola.Estaba saliendo con un tipo que era como yo.Él me dejó, así que me mejoraría.Él pensó que me estaba arrastrando hacia abajo más.Él fue el único que me hizo sentir mejor.
I feel like everyone has given up on me, so why should I live anymore?Last week, I had a falling out with my girlfriend. I thought she was cheating, and in reality I was just way to suspicious and judgemental. She says we are fine, that it was an honest mistake, but she hasn't answered my calls or texts for a few days. My parents think I'm fucked up, that I have to steal from them. It's just small amounts of food, but they grounded me for a month. Now, I have to cancel all my plans and I'm too embarrassed to tell why. My bandmates have given up on me, they found someone better to replace me. My grades are falling fast. Is it better to just kill myself? I don't think anyone will care, and I won't have to face people anymore. I think I'm going to do it	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "I feel like everyone has given up on me, so why should I live anymore?Last week, I had a falling out with my girlfriend.I thought she was cheating, and in reality I was just way to suspicious and judgemental.She says we are fine, that it was an honest mistake, but she hasn't answered my calls or texts for a few days.My parents think I'm fucked up, that I have to steal from them.It's just small amounts of food, but they grounded me for a month.Now, I have to cancel all my plans and I'm too embarrassed to tell why.My bandmates have given up on me, they found someone better to replace me.My grades are falling fast.Is it better to just kill myself?I don't think anyone will care, and I won't have to face people anymore.I think I'm going to do it" ]	189	La semana pasada, tuve una pelea con mi novia.Pensé que ella estaba engañando, y en realidad era una forma de sospechar y juzgar.Ella dice que estamos bien, que fue un error honesto, pero ella no ha respondido a mis llamadas o mensajes de texto durante unos días.Mis padres piensan que estoy jodido, que tengo que robarles.Es sólo una pequeña cantidad de comida, pero me castigaron durante un mes.Ahora, tengo que cancelar todos mis planes y estoy demasiado avergonzada para decir por qué.Mis compañeros de banda me han abandonado, han encontrado a alguien mejor para reemplazarme.Mis calificaciones están cayendo rápidamente.¿Es mejor suicidarme?No creo que a nadie le importe, y ya no tendré que enfrentarme a la gente.Creo que voy a hacerlo.
Let’s be real...The only reason suicide is frowned upon and shown as “taking the easy way out” is because governing bodies don’t want to lose the revenue you will create with your taxes and “contribution” to society.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Let’s be real...The only reason suicide is frowned upon and shown as “taking the easy way out” is because governing bodies don’t want to lose the revenue you will create with your taxes and “contribution” to society." ]	50	Seamos reales... La única razón por la que el suicidio se frunce el ceño y se muestra como “tomando la salida fácil” es porque los órganos de gobierno no quieren perder los ingresos que crearán con sus impuestos y “contribución” a la sociedad.
Back here again...I don't know if this happened on its own or because I quit the meds that I don't think I need. They all say I'm bipolar and give me these bullshit placebo pills that have hardly done anything. I seriously doubt I am, and so I quit the meds that I don't need. I don't experience the very common triggers, nor do I experience the physiological and emotional extremes associated with that disorder. It's all a misdiagnosis. I know it. I don't care if three doctors agreed with it, it's all wrong. These are the wrong meds and they are going to ruin me. The thoughts came back. I keep going through almost cyclical periods of wanting to go through with a gender transition, only to completely lose interest weeks or months later. I don't know which side to trust. I was going through treatment for it, but I ended up quitting for some stupid fucking reason. Now it's flaring up again. When it flares up now, it flares up to an EXTREME extent. I can't make rational decisions, my emotions are very unstable, and I become suicidal and engage in self-harm. These periods can last from a week to a few months. I don't understand why it's so intense. I literally cannot focus on ANYTHING else besides the idea of transitioning. The thoughts plague me night and day. It haunts me in my sleep. I'm afraid to go to sleep now. I just can't do it. I don't want this to be any worse. It will only get worse as long as it's not being treated. I'm almost certain this is going to get worse and it's only the first day of this 'flare-up'. I'm in an incredible amount of distress right now. The suicidal thoughts are starting to come back. I can't relax and breathe. I can't get anything done. It's transition or die. There is no other option. I won't be able to transition in the near future. By then the treatment will have a minimized effect on me. I was fine before this two years ago. It worked. I was fine. Then I wasn't. I'm fucking done with this shit. I'm done. I want to end it. I don't give a shit about anything else at this point. I don't even know how to do it since anything I could use has been removed from the house after previous attempts. But I know I'll find a way if this gets worse. I don't know where this is going to go and I'm kind of scared. I don't want to end up back in the psych ward. It's not just this stupid transgender crap that's fueling this. I also have a bunch of other psychiatric problems that are keeping me from getting anywhere in life. My therapist even told me that out of all her patients I have the most problems. Thanks doc. I'm told I shouldn't expect to be able to sustain a real 9-5 job that pays well. It's either part-time min wage servitude or disability. Either way I won't be able to pursue the gender transition. This leaves me with no choice. It's going to end soon.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Back here again...I don't know if this happened on its own or because I quit the meds that I don't think I need.They all say I'm bipolar and give me these bullshit placebo pills that have hardly done anything.I seriously doubt I am, and so I quit the meds that I don't need.I don't experience the very common triggers, nor do I experience the physiological and emotional extremes associated with that disorder.It's all a misdiagnosis.I know it.I don't care if three doctors agreed with it, it's all wrong.These are the wrong meds and they are going to ruin me.The thoughts came back.I keep going through almost cyclical periods of wanting to go through with a gender transition, only to completely lose interest weeks or months later.I don't know which side to trust.I was going through treatment for it, but I ended up quitting for some stupid fucking reason.Now it's flaring up again.When it flares up now, it flares up to an EXTREME extent.I can't make rational decisions, my emotions are very unstable, and I become suicidal and engage in self-harm.These periods can last from a week to a few months.I don't understand why it's so intense.", "I literally cannot focus on ANYTHING else besides the idea of transitioning.The thoughts plague me night and day.It haunts me in my sleep.I'm afraid to go to sleep now.I just can't do it.I don't want this to be any worse.It will only get worse as long as it's not being treated.I'm almost certain this is going to get worse and it's only the first day of this 'flare-up'.I'm in an incredible amount of distress right now.The suicidal thoughts are starting to come back.I can't relax and breathe.I can't get anything done.It's transition or die.There is no other option.I won't be able to transition in the near future.By then the treatment will have a minimized effect on me.I was fine before this two years ago.It worked.I was fine.Then I wasn't.I'm fucking done with this shit.I'm done.I want to end it.I don't give a shit about anything else at this point.I don't even know how to do it since anything I could use has been removed from the house after previous attempts.But I know I'll find a way if this gets worse.I don't know where this is going to go and I'm kind of scared.I don't want to end up back in the psych ward.It's not just this stupid transgender crap that's fueling this.", "I also have a bunch of other psychiatric problems that are keeping me from getting anywhere in life.My therapist even told me that out of all her patients I have the most problems.Thanks doc.I'm told I shouldn't expect to be able to sustain a real 9-5 job that pays well.It's either part-time min wage servitude or disability.Either way I won't be able to pursue the gender transition.This leaves me with no choice.It's going to end soon." ]	286	De nuevo aquí...No sé si esto sucedió por sí solo o porque renuncié a los medicamentos que no creo que necesito.Todos ellos dicen que soy bipolar y me dan estas pastillas de placebo de mierda que apenas han hecho nada.Lo dudo seriamente, y así renuncié a los medicamentos que no necesito.No experimento los desencadenantes muy comunes, ni experimento los extremos fisiológicos y emocionales asociados con ese trastorno.Es todo un diagnóstico erróneo.Lo sé.No me importa si tres médicos estuvieron de acuerdo con ello, todo está mal.Estas son las medicinas equivocadas y me van a arruinar.Los pensamientos volvieron.Sigo pasando por períodos casi cíclicos de querer pasar por una transición de género, sólo que perder completamente el interés semanas o meses después.No sé en qué lado confiar.Yo estaba pasando por un tratamiento para ello, pero terminé dejando de lado por alguna maldita razón.Ahora se está volviendo loco.Ahora, no sé en qué lado confiar.Yo estaba pasando por un tratamiento para ello.
Don't scroll and read this because is for YOUIf you're reading this right now, I want you to feel proud of yourself because with all this b****** going on with all the people that hate on you with all the drama and all the craziness that goes on in this world. You're still living still breathing and you're still killing it and most importantly you're still trying they're still trying to understand this whole world thing and you're not giving up so easy To give up and it takes a really strong person not to give up if you're reading right now. I want you to know that things are going to fall into place. You're going to find out who you are. You're going to meet the love of your life. You're going to find amazing friends who support you are going to find a career choice that you love and you are going to be happy and you're going to find peace in yourself and in case nobody's told you over the last year or so you are amazing and I am so proud of you for not giving up. So keep pushing and keep trying because one day you're going to get the life that you deserve.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Don't scroll and read this because is for YOUIf you're reading this right now, I want you to feel proud of yourself because with all this b****** going on with all the people that hate on you with all the drama and all the craziness that goes on in this world.You're still living still breathingand you're still killing it and most importantly you're still trying they're still trying to understand this whole world thingand you're not giving up so easy To give up and it takes a really strong person not to give up if you're reading right now.I want you to know that things are going to fall into place.You're going to find out who you are.You're going to meet the love of your life.You're going to find amazing friends who support you are going to find a career choice that you love and you are going to be happy and you're going to find peace in yourself and in case nobody's told you over the last year or so you are amazing and I am so proud of you for not giving up.So keep pushing and keep trying because one day you're going to get the life that you deserve." ]	251	No te desplaces y leas esto porque es para TISi estás leyendo esto ahora mismo, quiero que te sientas orgulloso de ti mismo porque con todo esto b***** sigues con todas las personas que te odian con todo el drama y toda la locura que sucede en este mundo.Todavía estás viviendo respirando y aún estás matándolo y lo más importante sigues intentando que sigan tratando de entender todo esto del mundo y no te rindes tan fácil Para rendirte y se necesita una persona muy fuerte para no rendirte si estás leyendo ahora mismo.Quiero que sepas que las cosas van a caer en su lugar.Vas a descubrir quién eres.Vas a encontrar el amor de tu vida.Vas a encontrar a increíbles amigos que te apoyarán y que van a encontrar una elección profesional que amas y vas a ser feliz y vas a encontrar la paz en ti mismo y en caso de que nadie te lo diga durante el último año o de que seas increíble y estoy tan orgulloso de que no te rindas.Así que sigues empujando y tratando de ganarte la vida porque un día te vas a ganarte la vida.
Ppl who still buy disc games🤡🤡 (Does not apply if a game is disc only)	[]	[ "Ppl who still buy disc games🤡🤡 (Does not apply if a game is disc only)" ]	20	Ppl que todavía compra juegos de disco (No se aplica si un juego es sólo disco)
It feels like it's creeping up on me, not sure how much longer I can go on with it.It's been exactly a month since my mother died at the age of 51. I always considered myself to not have to worry about the scenario until I was in my 30's, but here I am dealing with it at the age of 19. I've been criticized and pointed out at how well I'm coping with all of this happening for me, but deep down inside I'm hurt like the rest of them, I'm just desensitized from all the quarrels, problems, and depression leading up to it, not to mention nightmares almost every single night since then. It used to be just my mother, myself, and my brother all living together. My father left because of a relationship dispute some time ago when I was younger, but he has still been there for me. But since this has all happened, it has felt like nothing but control over the situation. He doesn't want to support me and my brother financially while he's the only one with a job right now, and he can't support us socially because he lives in another city. The most he's done is tell us to get a job and start manning up to the responsibilities that my mother used to take care of, but to be fair, neither me or my brother have had the willpower to do anything since. I want to go and see a grievance counselor with my brother, but procrastination, depression, and anxiety has been getting the better of both of us, and I doubt my father would be willing to help in that regard. I feel really broken right now. Unable to work and keep up in today's society. Everyone's pushing us forward, telling us what to do, how to do, what we need. I feel it's only a matter of time before either me or my brother hatches an idea and it plays out like some sort of dramatic movie. I asked my brother today how is he feeling today, on a scale from 0 being like any other day, to 10 being that he knows today is his last. He replied 8, I replied 6, although that's probably just the desensitization talking, and I'm probably more closer to 8 or 9. I feel like this is all revolving around money. It doesn't feel right at all, especially considering that my mother used to get paid spousal support, and she'd spend that money on me and my brother. It now goes all back to my dad and haven't seen anything since. I've tried speaking up against my dad about this, but the most he does is hold what little he supports us on right now over our heads and asks if we want his support or not. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to live. I definitely don't know how to help myself. A lot of these things, I would have asked my mother to hold my hand and help me do them. She would give me so much support through it until I was able to do it myself, but now all I get is tough love.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "It feels like it's creeping up on me, not sure how much longer I can go on with it.It's been exactly a month since my mother died at the age of 51.I always considered myself to not have to worry about the scenario until I was in my 30's, but here I am dealing with it at the age of 19.I've been criticized and pointed out at how well I'm coping with all of this happening for me, but deep down inside I'm hurt like the rest of them, I'm just desensitized from all the quarrels, problems, and depression leading up to it, not to mention nightmares almost every single night since then.It used to be just my mother, myself, and my brother all living together.My father left because of a relationship dispute some time ago when I was younger, but he has still been there for me.But since this has all happened, it has felt like nothing but control over the situation.He doesn't want to support me and my brother financially while he's the only one with a job right now, and he can't support us socially because he lives in another city.", "The most he's done is tell us to get a job and start manning up to the responsibilities that my mother used to take care of, but to be fair, neither me or my brother have had the willpower to do anything since.I want to go and see a grievance counselor with my brother, but procrastination, depression, and anxiety has been getting the better of both of us, and I doubt my father would be willing to help in that regard.I feel really broken right now.Unable to work and keep up in today's society.Everyone's pushing us forward, telling us what to do, how to do, what we need.I feel it's only a matter of time before either me or my brother hatches an idea and it plays out like some sort of dramatic movie.I asked my brother today how is he feeling today, on a scale from 0 being like any other day, to 10 being that he knows today is his last.He replied 8, I replied 6, although that's probably just the desensitization talking, and I'm probably more closer to 8 or 9.I feel like this is all revolving around money.It doesn't feel right at all, especially considering that my mother used to get paid spousal support, and she'd spend that money on me and my brother.", "It now goes all back to my dad and haven't seen anything since.I've tried speaking up against my dad about this, but the most he does is hold what little he supports us on right now over our heads and asks if we want his support or not.I don't know what to do anymore.I don't know how to live.I definitely don't know how to help myself.A lot of these things, I would have asked my mother to hold my hand and help me do them.She would give me so much support through it until I was able to do it myself, but now all I get is tough love." ]	245	Se siente como si me estuviera asustando, no estoy seguro de cuánto tiempo más puedo seguir adelante con él.Ha pasado exactamente un mes desde que mi madre murió a la edad de 51 años.Siempre me consideré a mí mismo no tener que preocuparme por el escenario hasta que tenía 30 años, pero aquí estoy tratando con él a la edad de 19 años.He sido criticado y señalado a lo bien que estoy enfrentando todo esto sucediendo para mí, pero en el fondo estoy herido como el resto de ellos, sólo estoy desensibilizado de todas las peleas, problemas y depresión que conducen a ella, sin mencionar las pesadillas casi todas las noches desde entonces.Solía ser sólo mi madre, yo y mi hermano viviendo juntos.Mi padre se fue debido a una disputa de relaciones hace algún tiempo cuando yo era más joven, pero él todavía ha estado allí para mí.Pero desde que esto ha sucedido, todo ha sentido que no hay nada más que control sobre la situación.Él no quiere apoyarme financieramente y a mi hermano mientras él es el único con un trabajo derecho, y él no puede apoyarnos socialmente porque él vive en otra ciudad.
In 2016 I was really sick, I wasn’t supposed to survive. I really wish I hadn’t. My pain would have been over then.In 2016 I had both MRSA and pneumonia at the same time. I spent a month in a room where people had to wear masks, face shields, aprons and gloves. Even when people came in to feed me. I didn’t see faces for a month. Each cough brought up blood and mucus. All those coughs, From the first to the last were like knives in my rib cage. After I was released I was coughing up junk for almost 2-3 weeks. I was treated with large amounts of mucinex, prednisone, levofloxacin and inhaling water like it was air. I was on large doses of Narco with an anti nausea medication for the pain. Why didn’t I die then? I later found out I wasn’t supposed to survive according to my doctors. It has lasting effects, I’m immune compromised, I’ve got scar tissue in my lungs. I wish I’d died. By dying then, so many things would have ended. Things world be peaceful.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "In 2016 I was really sick, I wasn’t supposed to survive.I really wish I hadn’t.My pain would have been over then.In 2016 I had both MRSA and pneumonia at the same time.I spent a month in a room where people had to wear masks, face shields, aprons and gloves.Even when people came in to feed me.I didn’t see faces for a month.Each cough brought up blood and mucus.All those coughs, From the first to the last were like knives in my rib cage.After I was released I was coughing up junk for almost 2-3 weeks.I was treated with large amounts of mucinex, prednisone, levofloxacin and inhaling water like it was air.I was on large doses of Narco with an anti nausea medication for the pain.Why didn’t I die then?I later found out I wasn’t supposed to survive according to my doctors.It has lasting effects, I’m immune compromised, I’ve got scar tissue in my lungs.I wish I’d died.By dying then, so many things would have ended.Things world be peaceful." ]	247	En 2016 yo estaba realmente enfermo, no se suponía que sobreviviera.Realmente me hubiera gustado no haberlo hecho.Mi dolor habría terminado entonces.En 2016 tenía tanto MRSA como neumonía al mismo tiempo.Pasaba un mes en una habitación donde la gente tenía que usar máscaras, escudos faciales, delantales y guantes.Incluso cuando la gente venía a darme de comer.No veía caras durante un mes.Cada tos sacaba sangre y moco.Todas esas tos, desde la primera hasta la última eran como cuchillos en mi caja torácica.Después de ser liberado estuve tosiendo basura por casi 2-3 semanas.Me trataron con grandes cantidades de mucinex, prednisona, levofloxacina e inhalando agua como si fuera aire.Estaba en grandes dosis de Narco con una medicación antináusea para el dolor. ¿Por qué no morí entonces?Más tarde descubrí que no iba a sobrevivir según mis médicos.Tiene efectos duraderos, soy inmune comprometido, tengo tejido cicatricial en mis pulmones.
How to say would you like a slap in pigeon (modern Hawaiian/ broken English) Ho you like one slap	[]	[ "How to say would you like a slap in pigeon (modern Hawaiian/ broken English)Ho you like one slap" ]	23	¿Cómo se dice que te gustaría una bofetada en paloma (hawaiano moderno / Inglés roto)Ho te gusta una bofetada
ight who wanna vibe with me to some Filipino music? -Ron The Almighty Rat King [https://youtu.be/TeHVwy8V3vI](https://youtu.be/TeHVwy8V3vI)	[]	[ "ight who wanna vibe with me to some Filipino music?-RonThe Almighty Rat King [https://youtu.be/TeHVwy8V3vI](https://youtu.be/TeHVwy8V3vI)" ]	59	¿Quién quiere vibrar conmigo a algo de música filipina?-RonThe Omnipotente Rat King [https://youtu.be/TeHVwy8V3vI](https://youtu.be/TeHVwy8V3vI)
it’s horny hours bonking me is pointless because im invincible to bonking	[]	[ "it’s horny hours bonking me is pointless because im invincible to bonking" ]	20	son las horas cachondas que me bonking es inútil porque im invencible a bonkking
Lied my way out of the psych ward.So a week ago I made a post asking if I should tell guidance about my failed suicide attempt. Someone said I should and I decided to do it. I ended up going to a psych ward as I thought I would and I just got out yesterday. I was telling them that I felt better, when in reality I still feel like killing myself. I just didn't want to be in there anymore because the doctor didn't give a shit. I told him that I wasn't feeling good when he asked how I was doing, and he said "If I went to the grocery store, and asked how the clerk was doing, I expect them to say good, because that's the polite thing to do. I don't want to hear their whole life story all I want to do is pay for my thing" which made no fucking sense because it's not a grocery store it's a fucking psych ward. I'm supposed to be honest with how I am feeling. After that he quickly wrapped the conversation up and the next day he would talk about his life. He clearly didn't give a fuck. I want to tell my therapist that I am thinking of trying suicide again but I am scared to go back and I don't know what to do. Any help would be greatly appreciated	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Lied my way out of the psych ward.So a week ago I made a post asking if I should tell guidance about my failed suicide attempt.Someone said I should and I decided to do it.I ended up going to a psych ward as I thought I would and I just got out yesterday.I was telling them that I felt better, when in reality I still feel like killing myself.I just didn't want to be in there anymore because the doctor didn't give a shit.I told him that I wasn't feeling good when he asked how I was doing, and he said \"If I went to the grocery store, and asked how the clerk was doing, I expect them to say good, because that's the polite thing to do.I don't want to hear their whole life story all I want to do is pay for my thing\" which made no fucking sense because it's not a grocery store it's a fucking psych ward.I'm supposed to be honest with how I am feeling.After that he quickly wrapped the conversation up and the next day he would talk about his life.He clearly didn't give a fuck.I want to tell my therapist that I am thinking of trying suicide again but I am scared to go back and I don't know what to do.Any help would be greatly appreciated" ]	281	Alguien me dijo que debía hacerlo y decidí hacerlo.Acabé yendo a una sala de psiquiatría como pensé que lo haría y salí ayer.Les estaba diciendo que me sentía mejor, cuando en realidad todavía tenía ganas de matarme a mí mismo.Yo simplemente no quería estar allí porque al médico no le importaba una mierda.Le dije que no me sentía bien cuando me preguntó cómo estaba haciendo, y él dijo: "Si fui a la tienda de comestibles, y le pregunté cómo lo estaba haciendo, esperaba que dijeran que era bueno, porque eso es lo que debía hacer.No quiero escuchar toda su historia de vida todo lo que quiero hacer es pagar por mi cosa", lo que no tenía ningún sentido porque no es una tienda de comestibles, porque es una maldita sala de psiquiatría.Se supone que no quiero escuchar toda la historia de mi vida todo lo que quiero hacer es pagar por mi cosa", lo que no tenía sentido porque no era una tienda de comestibles lo que es una puta cosa que quería decir.
I know I gotta get back in the groove of school But damn when your little sister beats your Wii Sports Resort golfing record you can't let that stand	[]	[ "I know I gotta get back in the groove of schoolBut damn when your little sister beats your Wii Sports Resort golfing record you can't let that stand" ]	34	Sé que tengo que volver al surco de la escuela, pero cuando tu hermanita venza tu récord de golf del Wii Sports Resort, no puedes dejar que eso se aguante.
I'll never do anything meaningful with my lifeI have no skills, no motivation, no talent, nothing really. The thought of not doing something meaningful with my life makes me just want to give up, which I realize is totally counterintuitive, but it just makes me hopeless. I just quit my job as a dishwasher(again) last night, and I just feel like I'll never do something I'll feel is good enough in my life. I'll be a fucking dishwasher or some shit my whole life, serving people that actually have their shit together. Fuck that, I'd rather just die now, and I just might.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "I'll never do anything meaningful with my lifeI have no skills, no motivation, no talent, nothing really.The thought of not doing something meaningful with my life makes me just want to give up, which I realize is totally counterintuitive, but it just makes me hopeless.I just quit my job as a dishwasher(again) last night, and I just feel like I'll never do something I'll feel is good enough in my life.I'll be a fucking dishwasher or some shit my whole life, serving people that actually have their shit together.Fuck that, I'd rather just die now, and I just might." ]	136	Nunca voy a hacer nada significativo con mi vida.No tengo habilidades, no tengo motivación, no tengo talento, nada en realidad.La idea de no hacer algo significativo con mi vida me hace simplemente querer rendirme, lo cual me doy cuenta que es totalmente contraintuitivo, pero me hace irremediable.Acabo de dejar mi trabajo como lavaplatos (otra vez) anoche, y siento que nunca voy a hacer algo que me parezca lo suficientemente bueno en mi vida.Seré un puto lavaplatos o alguna mierda toda mi vida, sirviendo a personas que realmente tienen su mierda juntos.Al diablo con eso, preferiría morir ahora, y podría.
Damn a bitches ass looks fat in these pajamas I need to get more tight pants for my own comfort 🥴	[]	[ "Damn a bitches ass looks fat in these pajamas I need to get more tight pants for my own comfort 🥴" ]	26	Maldita perras culo se ve gordo en estos pijamas Tengo que conseguir pantalones más apretados para mi propia comodidad
pronhub deleted all my favourite videos somebody please send help this is an emergency	[]	[ "pronhub deleted all my favourite videos somebody please send help this is an emergency" ]	17	pronhub borró todos mis videos favoritos alguien por favor envíe ayuda esto es una emergencia
do you watch YouTube videos at 1.5x or are you normal?	[]	[ "do you watch YouTube videos at 1.5x or are you normal?" ]	13	¿Ves vídeos de YouTube en 1.5x o eres normal?
[Important] TikTok is NOT for kids. TikTok is a shady and mostly unmoderated area place with porn. So this is just plain bad. Kids in GRADE FUCKING THREE are using TikTok and have (probably) seen porn before because of TikTok. Types of porn on TikTok include people showing off their bare butt, full body cam of naked people, and girls showing boobs. So TikTok is a place if you're willing to see porn. Otherwise go elsewhere safer because you're not supposed to go on TikTok at school. However, our school district not only blocks the website but also the API so TikTok is blocked, even on the mobile app. While TikTok might be an "excitement" during the COVID pandemic, TikTok is NOT a safe place. Make sure to read the reviews of the app, website, or product before downloading/accessing it.	[]	[ "[Important] TikTok is NOT for kids.TikTok is a shady and mostly unmoderated area place with porn.So this is just plain bad.Kids in GRADE FUCKING THREE are using TikTok and have (probably) seen porn before because of TikTok.\n\nTypes of porn on TikTok include people showing off their bare butt, full body cam of naked people, and girls showing boobs.So TikTok is a place if you're willing to see porn.Otherwise go elsewhere safer because you're not supposed to go on TikTok at school.However, our school district not only blocks the website but also the API so TikTok is blocked, even on the mobile app.While TikTok might be an \"excitement\" during the COVID pandemic, TikTok is NOT a safe place.Make sure to read the reviews of the app, website, or product before downloading/accessing it." ]	220	[Importante] TikTok NO es para niños.TikTok es un lugar turbio y en su mayoría unmoderado con porno.Así que esto es simplemente malo.Los niños en GRADE FUCKING TRES están usando TikTok y han (probablemente) visto porno antes debido a TikTok.Los tipos de porno en TikTok incluyen a personas mostrando su culo desnudo, la cámara de cuerpo completo de personas desnudas, y las niñas mostrando tetas.Así que TikTok es un lugar si estás dispuesto a ver porno.De otro modo ir a otro lugar más seguro porque se supone que no debes ir en TikTok en la escuela.Sin embargo, nuestro distrito escolar no sólo bloquea el sitio web, sino también la API para que TikTok esté bloqueado, incluso en la aplicación móvil.Mientras que TikTok podría ser un "excitante" durante la pandemia COVID, TikTok NO es un lugar seguro.