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really need somebody talk right nowim lonely fuck desperate anybody talk to struggling big time tonight think im abusive relationship entered way early ending previous one lasting years big troubles communication current partner result storming out leaving hours even days without contact makes suicidal unable think anything else im therapy two months really working at yet im ideas do tonight feels like end relationship feel defeated tried calling mental help hotlines cant reach anybody there know im breaking rules posting im sorry am really need somebody talk guess even know exactly im expecting character me ive never posted reddit before even tho ive lurking like years so obviously throwaway | [
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"really need somebody talk right nowim lonely fuck desperate anybody talk to struggling big time tonight think im abusive relationship entered way early ending previous one lasting years big troubles communication current partner result storming out leaving hours even days without contact makes suicidal unable think anything else im therapy two months really working at yet im ideas do tonight feels like end relationship feel defeated tried calling mental help hotlines cant reach anybody there know im breaking rules posting im sorry am really need somebody talk guess even know exactly im expecting character meive never posted reddit before even tho ive lurking like years so obviously throwaway"
] | 121 | Realmente necesito que alguien hable ahora mismo, solitario, mierda, desesperado, cualquiera que hable con la lucha a lo grande esta noche, creo que la relación abusiva entró de manera temprana, terminando años anteriores, grandes problemas de comunicación, socio actual, resultado asaltando horas, incluso días sin contacto, hace suicidas, incapaz de pensar en cualquier otra cosa, im terapia, dos meses, realmente trabajando en, sin embargo, Im ideas hacer esta noche se siente como final, la relación se siente derrotado, intentado llamar a las líneas de ayuda mental, no se puede llegar a nadie allí, sé que estoy rompiendo las reglas de publicación, lo siento, realmente necesito alguien hablar, supongo que incluso sé exactamente, esperando personaje meive nunca publicado reddit antes de que incluso tho ive merodeando como años, así que obviamente tirar |
know girl wants talk me girl talking bit friends weve worked projects together were introverts social weve texting bit pretty sided conversation im sure replying talking rude actually wants talk bit hard read body language emotions text anyone tips determine trying polite like start conversations | [] | [
"know girl wants talk me girl talking bit friends weve worked projects together were introverts social weve texting bit pretty sided conversation im sure replying talking rude actually wants talk bit hard read body language emotions text anyone tips determine trying polite like start conversations"
] | 53 | sabe chica quiere hablarme chica hablando bit amigos hemos trabajado proyectos juntos fueron introvertidos sociales weve texting poco bastante lado conversación im seguro responder hablando grosero en realidad quiere hablar poco duro leer cuerpo lenguaje emociones texto cualquiera consejos determinar tratando educadamente como iniciar conversaciones |
constant anxietyi first anxiety attack entire body went numb hard time breathing scared ever time coping fine felt little normal around going lot changes gaining responsibilities work never asked for im also getting paid responsibilities feel like stuck dont belong time feel like dont belong anywhere fantasize going sleep waking up dont like thoughts cant shake them quit talking family friends get drunk almost every night searching something sure exactly want move away now somewhere thats always warm anyone else anxiety advice feel like normal human | [
"selfharm"
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"constant anxietyi first anxiety attack entire body went numb hard time breathing scared ever time coping fine felt little normal around going lot changes gaining responsibilities work never asked for im also getting paid responsibilities feel like stuck dont belong time feel like dont belong anywhere fantasize going sleep waking up dont like thoughts cant shake them quit talking family friends get drunk almost every night searching something sure exactly want move away now somewhere thats always warm anyone else anxiety advice feel like normal human"
] | 96 | constante ansiedadi primer ataque de ansiedad todo el cuerpo se adormeció duro tiempo respirar miedo siempre tiempo hacer frente bien bien se sentía poco normal alrededor de ir mucho cambios ganar responsabilidades trabajo nunca se le pidió im también recibir responsabilidades pagadas sentir como atascado no pertenece tiempo sentir como no pertenece a ningún lugar fantaseo ir a dormir no como pensamientos no puede sacudirlos dejar de hablar amigos de la familia se emborrachan casi todas las noches buscar algo seguro exactamente querer alejarse ahora en algún lugar que siempre caliente cualquier otra persona consejo de ansiedad se siente como humano normal |
hate everything day even celebrate day put here fake wishes stupidly cringe posts instagram fake well written messages love makes believe people care me false humiliating want birthday also death day poetically started raining hate hate every day spend earth birthday | [
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"hate everything day even celebrate day put here fake wishes stupidly cringe posts instagram fake well written messages love makes believe people care me false humiliating want birthday also death day poetically started raining hate hate every day spend earth birthday"
] | 47 | odio todo el día incluso celebrar el día poner aquí falsos deseos estúpidamente cringe posts instagram falsos mensajes bien escritos amor hace creer que la gente me cuida falsa humillante deseo cumpleaños también muerte día poéticamente comenzó a llover odio odio cada día pasar la tierra cumpleaños |
more dir barbet schroeder br br for film viewers agreed pretty average im impressed quite many differing interpretations offered it ive scoured web quite briefly ive already informed more is th centurystyle romance allusion story icarus plain film full dull people interest pink floyd completists fair say then critical reception mixed would argue wildly disparate readings barbet schroeders directorial debut proof enough more anything pretty average filmbr br neither masterpiece course approached more easy rider antonionis blowup timecapsule film snapshot era despite differences pace style content movies similar flaws either vague downright unlikeable characters acting seems slightly adrift reality relaxed editing abrupt endings left viewers indignant movies never try persuasive meet audience half way are man problem long left souvenir experience thankfully more offers several truly memorable images sounds suggestions viewer saves itbr br stefan young man arrives paris fresh studies germany first part film follows falls group french hipsters accompanies devastatingly cool selfconscious parties bars meeting estelle two characters become sexually romantically involved promises follow ibiza advice friend charlie icarus thing comes play sun pursuing her may able guess endsbr br ibiza idyll far away bustling urgency overpopulated paris naive stefan knows must good thing estelle remains elusive erratic island less desirable underbelly cared little either characters unfocused pursuit somewhere really free action pared two film becomes poignant quite suddenly one single wistful exchange dialogue remote villa inhabit place volatile love crystallises went watching fading optimism utterly enraptured cant think many films done thisbr br the relationship stefan estelle real human see go lifedefining intimacy disillusionment cruel coldness take lot drugs cavort naked terraces rocks beaches lives revolve around nothing beautiful mediterranean surroundings while situation essence freedom emotional openness experience sake stefan control downfall future ibizabr br pink floyds score perfect fit exoticism intimacy foreboding more one memorable inclusions along mosquito netting around estelles bed hallucinogenic exuberance around windmill which appears soundtrack albums front cover scene take acid escape heroin withdrawal illustrative fundamental flaws couple cannot land without crash maybe theyve come close wantedbr br stefan never makes contact family friends arrival paris left presume idea is s counterculture movies dwell debauchery excess media voyeurism schroeder instead presented us story focused upon one man backs little corner somewhere world quietly disappears | [] | [
"more dir barbet schroeder br br for film viewers agreed pretty average im impressed quite many differing interpretations offered it ive scoured web quite briefly ive already informed more is th centurystyle romance allusion story icarus plain film full dull people interest",
"pink floyd completists fair say then critical reception mixed would argue wildly disparate readings barbet schroeders directorial debut proof enough more anything pretty average filmbr br neither masterpiece course approached more easy rider antonionis blowup timecapsule film snapshot era despite differences pace style content movies similar flaws either vague downright unlikeable characters acting seems slightly adrift reality relaxed editing abrupt endings left viewers indignant movies never try persuasive meet audience half way are man problem long left souvenir experience thankfully more offers several truly memorable images sounds suggestions viewer saves itbr br stefan young man arrives paris fresh studies germany first part film follows falls group french hipsters accompanies devastatingly cool selfconscious parties bars meeting estelle two characters become sexually romantically involved promises follow ibiza advice friend charlie icarus thing comes play sun pursuing her may able guess endsbr br ibiza idyll far away bustling urgency overpopulated paris naive stefan knows must good thing estelle remains elusive erratic island less desirable underbelly cared little either characters unfocused pursuit somewhere really free action pared two film becomes poignant quite suddenly one single wistful exchange dialogue remote villa inhabit place volatile love crystallises went watching fading optimism utterly enraptured cant think many films done thisbr br the relationship stefan estelle real human see go lifedefining intimacy disillusionment cruel coldness take lot drugs cavort naked terraces rocks beaches lives revolve around nothing beautiful mediterranean surroundings while situation essence freedom emotional openness experience sake stefan control downfall future ibizabr br pink floyds score perfect fit exoticism intimacy foreboding more one memorable inclusions along mosquito netting around estelles bed hallucinogenic exuberance around windmill which appears soundtrack albums front cover scene take acid escape heroin withdrawal illustrative fundamental flaws couple cannot land without crash maybe theyve come close wantedbr br stefan never makes contact family friends arrival paris left presume idea is s counterculture movies dwell debauchery excess media voyeurism schroeder instead presented us story focused upon one man backs little corner somewhere world quietly disappears"
] | 58 | más dir barbet schroeder br br para los espectadores de cine bastante media im im im impresionado bastante diferentes interpretaciones le ofreció ive scoured web bastante brevemente ive ya informado es el estilo del siglo alusión historia icarus película plana completa gente aburrida interés |
glitch human body really strong ok evening trying cut something knife put left hand opposite side knife keep still pushed knife object hard ik im real dumbass anyways knife eventually went straight object went half way ring finger hit bone finger started dripping shit tone blood weird thing literally felt no pain like pain thankfully nobody kitchen rushed bathroom fast put rushing water sink still pain little bit underwater tested could perfectly move pain could literally see bone meat inside damaged knife too went hospital gave stitches tell think | [] | [
"glitch human body really strong ok evening trying cut something knife put left hand opposite side knife keep still pushed knife objecthard ikim real dumbass anyways knife eventually went straight object went half way ring finger hit bone finger started dripping shit tone blood weird thing literally felt no pain like pain thankfully nobody kitchen rushed bathroom fast put rushing water sink still pain little bit underwater tested could perfectly move pain could literally see bone meat inside damaged knife too went hospital gave stitches tell think"
] | 96 | glitch cuerpo humano realmente fuerte ok noche tratando de cortar algo cuchillo puso mano izquierda lado cuchillo sigue empujado cuchillo objethard ikim verdadero tonto de todos modos cuchillo finalmente fue derecho objeto fue medio anillo dedo golpeo hueso dedo comenzó goteo de mierda tono sangre cosa extraña literalmente no sentía dolor como dolor por suerte nadie cocina apresurada baño rápido poner hundido agua todavía dolor poco bajo el agua probado podría perfectamente mover el dolor podría literalmente ver carne de hueso dentro de cuchillo dañado también fue hospital dio puntos de cuenta pensar |
grew southern west virginia im age or maybe year older than homer hickam author the rocket boys book forming truestory basis heartwarming filmbr br and relate closely west virginia coalmining theme stunning effect sputnik time october us rocket boys went make great lives themselves went get degrees physics computer engineering sputnik woke lot young people science gap ussr us cold war daysbr br this wonderful film everyone ages grew west virginia late s itll touch core beingbr br everyone get it watch it recommend friends wholl thank many times | [] | [
"grew southern west virginia im age or maybe year older than homer hickam author the rocket boys book forming truestory basis heartwarming filmbr br and relate closely west virginia coalmining theme stunning effect sputnik time october us rocket boys went make great lives themselves went get degrees physics computer engineering sputnik woke lot young people science gap ussr us cold war daysbr br this wonderful film everyone ages grew west virginialate s itll touch core beingbr br everyone get it watch it recommend friends wholl thank many times"
] | 118 | Creció sur oeste virginia im edad o tal vez año mayor que homer hickam autor el cohete niños libro que forma la verdadera historia base animadora filmbr br y se relacionan estrechamente oeste virginia carbonmineing tema impresionante efecto sputnik tiempo octubre nosotros cohetes chicos fueron hacer grandes vidas fueron conseguir grados de física informática ingeniería sputnik despertar mucho jóvenes ciencia brecha ussr nosotros frío guerra díasbr br esta maravillosa película cada edad creció oeste virginialate s itll touch core bebr br todo el mundo conseguirlo ver lo recomienda amigos agradecérselo muchas veces |
still salty something guys two months ago told guys girl crush ranting feminism eventually led asking question think women allowed walk around top less like men know say said no would made look like misogynist frminism said yes thing rapist asked guys say not one comment hates said know honestly showed much bitch not feminis bitch im glad want anymore seriously supposed say | [] | [
"still salty something guys two months ago told guys girl crush ranting feminism eventually led asking question think women allowed walk around top less like men know say said no would made look like misogynist frminism said yes thing rapist asked guys say not one comment hates said know honestly showed much bitch not feminis bitchim glad want anymore seriously supposed say"
] | 75 | todavía salado algo chicos hace dos meses le dijo a chicos chica aplastamiento despotricar feminismo eventualmente llevó a hacer preguntas creo que las mujeres permitido caminar por la parte superior menos como los hombres saben decir dijo que no se haría ver como misógino frminismo dijo sí cosa violador preguntó chicos decir ni un comentario odios dijo saber honestamente mostró mucha perra no feminis perra contento querer más seriamente supuesto decir |
although alive feel like died long time agoi want anymore wish everyone life never knew existed could go peacefully wish spirit could watch family friends live happy lives without me | [
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"although alive feel like died long time agoi want anymore wish everyone life never knew existed could go peacefully wish spirit could watch family friends live happy lives without me"
] | 31 | Aunque vivo sentir como muerto hace mucho tiempo quiero más deseo que todos la vida nunca supo que existía podría ir pacíficamente deseo espíritu podría ver amigos de la familia vivir vidas felices sin mí |
wrote notes know how tomorrowive taken care will debts name go husband wrote friend check husband friend find hes good emotionally eventually process it cant let husband find me wrote notes solid plan plenty enough pills various categories one put sleep rest slow breathing ill fall asleep main issue funeral costs want cremated help lessen it weird ive never calm prepared before guess means it wish someone else though happier messed up im im tired guess wanted last words | [
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"wrote notes know how tomorrowive taken care will debts name go husband wrote friend check husband friend find hes good emotionally eventually process it cant let husband find me wrote notes solid plan plenty enough pills various categories one put sleep rest slow breathing ill fall asleep main issue funeral costs want cremated help lessen it weird ive never calm prepared before guess means it wish someone else though happier messed up im im tired guess wanted last words"
] | 85 | escribió notas saber cómo mañana cuidado se las deudas nombre marido escribió amigo cheque marido amigo encontrar hes bueno emocionalmente proceso que no puede dejar marido encontrar me escribió notas plan sólido suficiente píldoras varias categorías uno poner sueño descanso respiración lenta mal dormir principal problema los costos de funeral quieren cremado ayudar a disminuirlo raro ive nunca calma preparado antes de adivinar significa que desea a alguien más, aunque más feliz jodido im im cansado suposición quería las últimas palabras |
terrible day weeks months yearstoday favorite holiday worked ditched everyone caresweeks stuck car sullen teens grouchy husband visiting relatives introvert excruciating put smile managed scream anyonemonths prepared foster program trigger past bad prepared adjustments parenthood fucking hate parent every level cannot go back nowyears years struggling working better never enough soul exhausted know anymore empty empty ever life hate everyone regret everythingall want walk away common sense says that would make feel worse long runa stupid meme facebook kept calling sucide hotline felt like this alone world theripist disappointed mei special unique one cares everything nothing | [
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"terrible day weeks months yearstoday favorite holiday worked ditched everyone caresweeks stuck car sullen teens grouchy husband visiting relatives introvert excruciating put smile managed scream anyonemonths prepared foster program trigger past bad prepared adjustments parenthood fucking hate parent every level cannot go back nowyears years struggling working better never enough soul exhausted know anymore empty empty ever life hate everyone regret everythingall want walk away common sense says that would make feel worse long runa stupid meme facebook kept calling sucide hotline felt like this alone world theripist disappointed mei special unique one cares everything nothing"
] | 122 | Día terrible semanas meses todos los años vacaciones favoritas trabajaron desechado todos carweeks pegadas coche malhumorados adolescentes marido gruñón visitando parientes introvertidos poner sonrisa manejado grito cualquierameses preparado programa de acogida desencadenar pasados malos ajustes preparados paternidad mierda odio padre cada nivel no puede volver ahoraaños años luchando mejor trabajo nunca suficiente alma agotado saber más vacío vacío siempre la vida odian todo lo que todos quieren alejarse sentido común dice que haría sentir peor larga runa estúpido meme facebook seguía llamando a línea directa sucide se sentía como este solo mundo theripist decepcionado mei especial único se preocupa por todo nada |
one close friends mad do im assuming shouldnt talk bit tips | [] | [
"one close friends mad do im assuming shouldnt talk bit tips"
] | 12 | un amigo cercano loco do im suponiendo que no debe hablar de consejos de bits |
im losing myselfi cant fucking handle anything want throw wood chipper regret after beat piss thighs hands theyll bruise itll hurt walk again scratched hell scalp face fucked hair silently screamed screeched gods name him pent hardly act cant say anyone thats fucking dramatic feel like lunatic stuck head imagining getting ripped apart hurting fucking school work procrastinated fucking due tomorrow end term want eat shotgun shell paint wall red brain phone silently girlfriend couldnt bring say thing despite raving happened hung eat dinner silently stewing half hour even though help words away want beat legs grind crunch hydraulic press want rip hair scalp pieces im losing goddamned mind saw sticker teachers door said god gave life thought youd enjoy it shouldve thought twice end this end me | [
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"im losing myselfi cant fucking handle anything want throw wood chipper regret after beat piss thighs hands theyll bruise itll hurt walk again scratched hell scalp face fucked hair silently screamed screeched gods name him pent hardly act cant say anyone thats fucking dramatic feel like lunatic stuck head imagining getting ripped apart hurting fucking school work procrastinated fucking due tomorrow end term want eat shotgun shell paint wall red brain phone silently girlfriend couldnt bring say thing despite raving happened hung eat dinner silently stewing half hour even though help words away want beat legs grind crunch hydraulic press want rip hair scalp pieces im losing goddamned mind saw sticker teachers door said god gave life thought youd enjoy it shouldve thought twice end this end me"
] | 154 | Im perder a mí mismo no puedo manejar cualquier cosa quiero tirar madera astilla arrepentimiento después de latir pis muslos manos magullo le dolerá caminar otra vez rasgado infierno cuero cabelludo cara follada pelo silenciosamente gritado chillido dioses nombre él pent apenas acto cant decir a nadie eso es dramático se siente como lunático se pegó la cabeza imaginando hacerse pedazos daño maldito trabajo escolar postrastinado debido a mañana final término quieren comer escopeta concha pintura pared rojo cerebro teléfono silenciosa novia no podía traer decir cosa a pesar de raving sucedió horneando comer en silencio guisado media hora incluso aunque ayuda palabras de distancia quieren golpear piernas crujir prensa hidráulica quiero rasgar cuero cabelludo pedazos im perder maldita mente vio pegatina maestros puerta dijo dios dio vida pensó que le gustaría haber pensado dos veces final este final me |
difference betwen ass fridge fridge doesnt fart take meat | [] | [
"difference betwen ass fridge fridge doesnt fart take meat"
] | 14 | diferencia betwen culo nevera nevera no pedo tomar carne |
work makes depressed reminds fighting tooth nail till day die wage cannot get close affording rent anywherei affraid work want everything handed me want live want able stay warm eat without worrying money want able buy food necessities without equating price many therapy appointments wasi want live want want live want feel like walking trapi tired seeing articles job makes depressed bigger problem going on want exhausted time want energy despite chronic health issuesi want feel like deserved things adult scam | [
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"work makes depressed reminds fighting tooth nail till day die wage cannot get close affording rent anywherei affraid work want everything handed me want live want able stay warm eat without worrying money want able buy food necessities without equating price many therapy appointments wasi want live want want live want feel like walking trapi tired seeing articles job makes depressed bigger problem going on want exhausted time want energy despite chronic health issuesi want feel like deserved things adult scam"
] | 91 | trabajo hace que la depresión recuerda luchando uñas de dientes hasta el día de muerte salario no puede conseguir cerca de pagar el alquiler en cualquier lugar Miedo de trabajo quiero todo lo que me entregan quiero vivir quiero poder permanecer caliente comer sin preocuparse dinero quiero poder comprar alimentos necesidades sin igualar precio muchas citas de terapia wasi quiero vivir quiero vivir quiero sentir como caminar trapi cansado ver artículos trabajo hace más deprimido problema más grande va en el deseo agotado el tiempo quieren energía a pesar de problemas de salud crónicos quiero sentir como cosas merecidas estafa de adultos |
fuck dick going toaster toaster going bath | [] | [
"fuck dick going toaster toaster going bath"
] | 9 | mierda polla va tostadora tostadora va baño |
die dont fucking mourni fucking hate | [
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"die dont fucking mourni fucking hate"
] | 8 | ¡Muere! ¡No te entristezcas, maldito odio! |
went hours without pickingcutting lips honestly proud believe progressing incredibly hard stressful resist must better | [] | [
"went hours without pickingcutting lips honestly proud believe progressing incredibly hard stressful resist must better"
] | 17 | fueron horas sin cortar los labios honestamente orgulloso creen que progresar increíblemente duro estresante resistencia debe mejorar |
holy fuck im old like actual fuck two months im really dont know fuck whole life gone | [] | [
"holy fuck im old like actual fuck two months im really dont know fuck whole life gone"
] | 18 | Dios mío mierda viejo como real mierda dos meses realmente no sé mierda toda la vida se ha ido |
hollywood map centre cinematic world little decade become site multimillion dollar industry vertically integrated studio system established calmer quarters filmmaking factory taking time little selfreflection last command heart may classic story prestigious man fallen hard times frames tale within bleak look cinema unceremoniously recreates reality production process could mercilessly impersonal written lajos biro scene long enough knowbr br taking centre stage man time among hollywoods celebrated immigrants emil jannings coming states jannings worked mainly comedy master hammy yet hilariously welltimed performance often pompous authority figures doddering old hasbeens makes entrance last command latter first looks another janningss scenerychomping caricatures however story progresses actor gets demonstrate range showing turns delicate frailty serene dignity eventually awesome power presence finale never quite stops blustering exaggeration the german acting tradition knowing nothing subtlety constantly holds attention absolute control every facet performancebr br the director another immigrant albeit one around hollywood bit longer background european film industry nevertheless joseph von sternberg cultivated image artistic imperious teutonic kino meister the von made up way took distinctive approach craft note picture handling pace tone great example first russian flashback scenes open carefullyconstructed chaos movement converging directions audience become part camera pulls back extras dash across screen then jannings arrives everything settles down janningss performance incredibly sedate measured players around begin mirror effect mere presence restored orderbr br sternberg appears show distaste violence allowing grimmest moments take place screen yet implying happened flow images almost poetic fact really seems allround lack interest action scene prisoners revolt sternberg takes aloof objective stance camera eventually retreating flyonthewall position compare following scenes jannings evelyn brent complex medley pointofview shots intense closeups thrusting us right midst interactionbr br as personality set would seem sternberg much like cold callous director played screen william powell fact powells portrayal probably something deliberate parody even sternberg would on unfortunately harsh attitude make easy man work with coupled focus technical resources human ones smaller performances pictures leave little desired jannings displays classic hamming charles laughton mode works dramatically appears noone told costars comedy evelyn brent fairly good giving us good emoting overplaying there performance comes close jannings powell himself little odd see normally amiable star thin man great ziegfeld playing figure stern humourless like male ninotchka good job revealing smouldering emotional intensity beneath hardhearted exteriorbr br the last command could easily ruffled feathers studio offices tends happen disparaging commentary filmmaking process even relatively tame example like this least believe many studio heads would displeased behindthescenes view threatened mystique moviemaking still much alive point turned out impact picture jannings first ever academy award best actor well best writing nomination lajos biro according sources although issue little vague nomination best picture significant since academy tiny institution time first awards ever bit selfindulgent backslapping hollywood elite elite not recognised good material saw it willing reward it | [] | [
"hollywood map centre cinematic world little decade become site multimillion dollar industry vertically integrated studio system established calmer quarters filmmaking factory taking time little selfreflection last command heart may classic story prestigious man fallen hard times frames tale within bleak look cinema unceremoniously recreates reality production process could mercilessly impersonal written lajos biro scene long enough knowbr br taking centre stage man time among hollywoods celebrated immigrants emil jannings coming",
"states jannings worked mainly comedy master hammy yet hilariously welltimed performance often pompous authority figures doddering old hasbeens makes entrance last command latter first looks another janningss scenerychomping caricatures however story progresses actor gets demonstrate range showing turns delicate frailty serene dignity eventually awesome power presence finale never quite stops blustering exaggeration the german acting tradition knowing nothing subtlety constantly holds attention absolute control every facet performancebr br the director another immigrant albeit one around hollywood bit longer background european film industry nevertheless joseph von sternberg cultivated image artistic imperious teutonic kino meister the von made up way took distinctive approach craft note picture handling pace tone great example first russian flashback scenes open carefullyconstructed chaos movement converging directions audience become part camera pulls back extras dash across screen then jannings arrives everything settles down janningss performance incredibly sedate measured players around begin mirror effect mere presence restored",
"orderbr br sternberg appears show distaste violence allowing grimmest moments take place screen yet implying happened flow images almost poetic fact really seems allround lack interest action scene prisoners revolt sternberg takes aloof objective stance camera eventually retreating flyonthewall position compare following scenes jannings evelyn brent complex medley pointofview shots intense closeups thrusting us right midst interactionbr br as personality set would seem sternberg much like cold callous director played screen william powell fact powells portrayal probably something deliberate parody even sternberg would on unfortunately harsh attitude make easy man work with coupled focus technical resources human ones smaller performances pictures leave little desired jannings displays classic hamming charles laughton mode works dramatically appears noone told costars comedy evelyn brent fairly good giving us good emoting overplaying there performance comes close jannings powell himself little odd see normally amiable star thin man great ziegfeld playing figure stern humourless like male ninotchka good job revealing smouldering emotional intensity beneath hardhearted exteriorbr br the last command could easily ruffled feathers studio offices tends happen disparaging commentary filmmaking process even relatively tame example like this least believe many studio heads would displeased behindthescenes view threatened mystique moviemaking still much alive point turned out impact picture jannings first ever academy award best actor well best writing nomination lajos biro according sources although issue little vague nomination best picture significant since academy tiny institution time first awards ever bit selfindulgent backslapping hollywood elite elite not recognised good material saw it willing reward",
"it"
] | 98 | hollywood mapa centro cinemática mundo poco década se convierten en sitio multimillonaria industria integrado verticalmente estudio sistema establecido cuartos más tranquilos cine factoría toma poco tiempo autorreflexión último comando corazón puede clásico historia prestigioso hombre caído tiempos duros marco cuento dentro mirada sombría cine recrea sin ceremonias reality proceso de producción podría despiadadamente impersonal escrito lajos boro escena el tiempo suficiente knowbr br toma centro escenario hombre tiempo entre hollywoods famosos inmigrantes emil jannings venir |
finland fact sauli niinist alpha male | [] | [
"finland fact sauli niinist alpha male"
] | 10 | finland fact sauli niinist alfa macho |
hurtive depressed last years thanks medication supportive surrounding ive managed live it got worse last couple months friendsfamily always managed get killing myself indirectly directly yesterday someone love dearly assumed worst treated terribly say im hurt understatement feel terrible im surrounded supportive friends family just hurts much know possible mentally hurt much physically feel hurt wanna take life stop hurting also send message person hurt me you | [
"selfharm"
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"hurtive depressed last years thanks medication supportive surrounding ive managed live it got worse last couple months friendsfamily always managed get killing myself indirectly directly yesterday someone love dearly assumed worst treated terribly say im hurt understatement feel terrible im surrounded supportive friends family just hurts much know possible mentally hurt much physically feel hurt wanna take life stop hurting also send message person hurt meyou"
] | 72 | hirsivo deprimido los últimos años gracias medicamentos de apoyo alrededor de ive manejado vivir se puso peor los últimos dos meses amigos familia siempre logró matarme indirectamente directamente ayer alguien amor muy asumido peor tratado terriblemente decir dolido subestimación se siente terrible im rodeado amigos de apoyo familia sólo duele mucho saber posible daño mental mucho físicamente se siente herido querer tomar la vida dejar de doler también enviar mensaje persona me lastimó |
sick lifei friends bad relationship parents sister sick feeling depressed sad thought kill kill last week make move tomorrow day life aint me please say think parents care anything do | [
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"sick lifei friends bad relationship parents sister sick feeling depressed sad thought kill kill last week make move tomorrow day life aint me please say think parents care anything do"
] | 32 | vida enferma amigos mala relación padres hermana enfermo sentimiento deprimido pensamiento triste matar matar la semana pasada hacer movimiento mañana día la vida cont me por favor decir creo que a los padres les importa cualquier cosa |
fuck shit so next house retirement home type thing woth around people living it pretty cramped since ive help chores pre qurantine but last week so havent seen people living there originally thought taking quarantine seriously but turns covid one died yesterday week owners said anything till now worst part is neighbors come put said tests came positive likely due talking people retirement home fuck shit dude fuck owners fuck im pissed | [] | [
"fuck shit so next house retirement home type thing woth around people living it pretty cramped since ive help chores pre qurantine but last week so havent seen people living there originally thought taking quarantine seriously but turns covid one died yesterday week owners said anything till now worst part is neighbors come put said tests came positive likely due talking people retirement home fuck shit dude fuck ownersfuckim pissed"
] | 82 | mierda mierda tan próxima casa retiro tipo casa cosa woth alrededor de la gente que vive bastante apretado desde ive ayuda tareas pre qurantine pero la semana pasada así que no han visto personas que viven allí originalmente pensó tomando cuarentena en serio, pero se convierte covid uno murió ayer semana los propietarios dijeron algo hasta ahora peor parte es vecinos vienen poner dichos exámenes vinieron positivo probablemente debido a la gente hablando retiro casa mierda mierda tío mierda propietariosfuckim enojado |
lifes really weird right think like person school like crush know ill fail someone life hate soul seen get angry recently im switching career choice food choices im turning soldier main ive spent tf got weeks school | [] | [
"lifes really weirdright think like person school like crush know ill fail someone life hate soul seen get angry recently im switching career choice food choices im turning soldier main ive spent tf got weeks school"
] | 40 | vida realmente raro derecha pensar como persona escuela como el aplastamiento saber mal fallar alguien vida odio alma visto se enojó recientemente im cambio de carrera elección elección de alimentos im convertir soldado principal ive pasado tf tf tuvo semanas de escuela |
posted rdepression became aware belongs hereim tired life heading dark road unsure person consider friend shares opinion pretending satisfy feeling accomplishment im tired lies people say make feel better themselves im tired games people play regard feelings others im tired trying make friends someone hear person go misleading accounts obviously fake stories people one else world want partake bullshit stories exaggerations im also tired working ass pay child support woman loved cant afford live im tired trying everyday wish wake disappointed alarm ringing every morning know much handle already want handle anymore it hate became poor life plus decades alive im equipped decent life bent backwards called friends im done trying way tiring | [
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"posted rdepression became aware belongs hereim tired life heading dark road unsure person consider friend shares opinion pretending satisfy feeling accomplishment im tired lies people say make feel better themselves im tired games people play regard feelings others im tired trying make friends someone hear person go misleading accounts obviously fake stories people one else world want partake bullshit stories exaggerations im also tired working ass pay child support woman loved cant afford live im tired trying everyday wish wake disappointed alarm ringing every morning know much handle already want handle anymore it hate became poor life plus decades alive im equipped decent life bent backwards called friends im done trying way tiring"
] | 121 | posted rdepression se dio cuenta de que pertenece aquíim vida cansada rumbo camino oscuro persona seguro considera amigo comparte opinión fingir satisfacer sentimiento logro im mentiras cansado la gente dice sentirse mejor Im juegos cansados la gente juega respeto sentimientos otros estoy cansado intentar hacer amigos alguien oye persona ir cuentas engañosas obviamente historias falsas gente otro mundo quiere compartir historias de mierda exageraciones im también cansado trabajar culo pagar apoyo a los niños mujer amada no puedo permitirse el lujo de vivir estoy cansado tratando de diario deseo despertar decepcionado alarma sonando cada mañana saben mucho manejar ya quieren manejar más odio se convirtió en pobre vida más décadas vivos im equipado vida decente doblada al revés llamadas amigos im hecho tratar de manera agotadora |
need motivation study homework th grader started online school last week hate cant focus lessons shit comes homework either copy year really important cant get low grades cant bring work need advice motivation helped become better student anything motivate study | [] | [
"need motivation study homework th grader started online school last week hate cant focus lessons shit comes homework either copy year really important cant get low grades cant bring work need advice motivation helped become better student anything motivate study"
] | 44 | necesidad motivación estudio tarea th graduador comenzó escuela en línea la semana pasada odio no se centran lecciones mierda viene tarea bien copia año realmente importante cant obtener calificaciones bajas cant traer trabajo consejo motivación ayudó a convertirse en mejor estudiante cualquier cosa motiva estudio |
really struggling past year girlfriend slowly become distant today found affair older brother past year so lifes hard carry anymore point anybody anything live ready go | [
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"really struggling past year girlfriend slowly become distant today found affair older brother past year so lifes hard carry anymore point anybody anything live ready go"
] | 27 | Realmente luchando el año pasado novia lentamente se vuelven distantes hoy encontrado aventura hermano mayor año pasado así que las vidas duro llevar más punto cualquier cosa viva listo ir |
girlfriend hiding redflag attempthello all first off thank help community so gf early s lately case blues despite worries assured fine hindsight lot warning signs overly apologetic blaming many things tried get call professional resisted last week confided got really sick drinking assured things peaked felt better less spiteful herself got hill speak ive kept eye spent much time can yesterday found friend actually trying die night actually admitted publicly fact alternate social media accounts brought yet feel like ive probably making things unintentionally worse lately overly available vocal coming problems however brought either sitting together browsing account quickly scrolled post recognized see general communicative feelings im worried confused next let know knowwhat else do | [
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"girlfriend hiding redflag attempthello all first off thank help community so gf early s lately case blues despite worries assured fine hindsight lot warning signs overly apologetic blaming many things tried get call professional resisted last week confided got really sick drinking assured things peaked felt better less spiteful herself got hill speak ive kept eye spent much time can yesterday found friend actually trying die night actually admitted publicly fact alternate social media accounts brought yet feel like ive probably making things unintentionally worse lately overly available vocal coming problems however brought either sitting together browsing account quickly scrolled post recognized see general communicative feelings im worried confused next let know knowwhat else do"
] | 139 | novia ocultando redflag thinghello todo primero gracias ayuda a la comunidad tan gf temprano s últimamente blues caso a pesar de preocupaciones aseguradas buena retrospectiva lote señales de advertencia demasiado apologética culpa muchas cosas intentadas llamar profesional resistido la semana pasada confió se enfermó mucho beber seguro las cosas se sintió mejor menos rencorosa ella consiguió colina hablar ive mantenido ojo pasado mucho tiempo puede ayer encontrado amigo realmente tratando de morir noche realmente admitido hecho público alternativas cuentas de medios sociales traídos sin embargo se siente como ive probablemente hacer las cosas involuntariamente peor últimamente demasiado disponible problemas vocales que vienen sin embargo trajo o sentado juntos cuenta navegación rápidamente desplazado mensaje reconocido ver general sentimientos comunicativos im preocupado confuso siguiente dejar saber qué más hacer |
anyone like chili cheese tater tots want know im one | [] | [
"anyone like chili cheese tater tots want know im one"
] | 13 | cualquier persona como chili queso tater tots quieren saber im uno |
giggity giggity giggity giggity giggity giggity giggity | [] | [
"giggity giggity giggity giggity giggity giggity giggity"
] | 21 | giggity giggity giggity giggity giggity giggity giggity |
relief felt realised could itive meds years family built foundation lies ive given dreams practical cant even read book anymore whats point trying make sort future looking field marginal interest in coronavirus struck im stuck home parents welcomed home telling prepare arrival brother biggest abuser reason ive victims mentality got picked everywhere went went online searched final solution saw chemicals ill need readily available am never felt kind relief felt saw that never felt good peaceful used care loved ones seem important anymore know im trying say first message here im superstitious maybe sign | [
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"relief felt realised could itive meds years family built foundation lies ive given dreams practical cant even read book anymore whats point trying make sort future looking field marginal interest in coronavirus struck im stuck home parents welcomed home telling prepare arrival brother biggest abuser reason ive victims mentality got picked everywhere went went online searched final solution saw chemicals ill need readily available am never felt kind relief felt saw that never felt good peaceful used care loved ones seem important anymore know im trying say first message here im superstitious maybe sign"
] | 106 | alivio se sintió realizado podría meds años familia construido fundamentos mentiras ive dado sueños práctico no puede incluso leer libro más lo que está tratando de hacer ordenar futuro buscando campo marginal interés en coronavirus golpeado em casa padres bienvenidos a casa contándole a la llegada hermano mayor abusador razón víctimas de ive mentalidad fue elegido por todas partes fue en línea buscado solución final vio productos químicos mala necesidad fácilmente disponible soy nunca se sintió amable alivio se sintió visto que nunca se sintió bien pacífico uso cuidado seres queridos parecen importantes ya sé que estoy tratando de decir primer mensaje aquí im supersticioso tal vez signo |
hey everyone ive drifting back toward suicidal thoughts lately really need get something big chesti lot mean lot drugs quite opposite someone age would do ie say drugs never really any thats all thanks reading gonna go drugs | [
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"hey everyone ive drifting back toward suicidal thoughts lately really need get something big chesti lot mean lot drugs quite opposite someone age would do ie say drugs never really any thats all thanks reading gonna go drugs"
] | 43 | Hey todo el mundo a la deriva de nuevo hacia los pensamientos suicidas últimamente realmente necesita conseguir algo gran lote toxi significa mucho drogas muy opuestas a alguien edad haría es decir, las drogas nunca realmente ningún ques todo gracias lectura va a ir drogas |
goodbyeokay over im officially defeated things suck always continue get worse never gets better | [
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"goodbyeokay over im officially defeated things suck always continue get worse never gets better"
] | 16 | Adiosokay sobre im oficialmente derrotado las cosas chupan siempre continúan empeorando nunca mejoran |
alonei wake feeling sad go sleep feeling sad repeat try things take medication like should days go social things days go dr therapist days always start end way friends alone apartment probably ruined college ruined relationships alone tired building crash think time fell far think killing almost constantly | [
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"alonei wake feeling sad go sleep feeling sad repeat try things take medication like should days go social things days go dr therapist days always start end way friends alone apartment probably ruined college ruined relationships alone tired building crash think time fell far think killing almost constantly"
] | 49 | soldei despertar sentirse triste ir dormir sentirse triste repetir tratar las cosas tomar medicamentos como si los días ir cosas sociales días ir dr terapeuta días siempre empezar a terminar como amigos solos apartamento probablemente arruinado universidad arruinadas relaciones solos cansado edificio accidente pensar tiempo cayó lejos pensar matar casi constantemente |
robin hood men tights worth watching recently watched ive become cary elwes fan one leadroles moments really made crack hard expect know funny even nd time around still fall chair cast great course especially robin locksley himselfcary blinkin sheriff little john dont let name fool you veryy big lol everyone elsebr br there moments course film tried make comedic scene necessarily laugh it okbr br this second time cary elwes patrick stewart appeared film together way worked lady jane fun see them years later older awwwwbr br its definitely worth watching quite hilarious indeed | [] | [
"robin hood men tights worth watching recently watched ive become cary elwes fan one leadroles moments really made crack hard expect know funny even nd time around still fall chair cast great course especially robin locksley himselfcary blinkin sheriff little john dont let name fool you veryy big lol everyone elsebr br there moments course film tried make comedic scene necessarily laugh it okbr br this second time cary elwes patrick stewart appeared film together way worked lady jane fun see them years later older awwwwbr br its definitely worth watching quite hilarious indeed"
] | 128 | petitin capó hombres medias vale la pena ver recientemente ve ive convertirse en cary elwes fan un leadroles momentos realmente hecho crack duro esperar saber divertido incluso nd tiempo alrededor todavía caída silla elenco gran curso especialmente robin locksley selfcary parpadeo sheriff poco john no dejar que el nombre engañar muyy lol todo el mundo br br allí moments curso película tratado hacer escena cómica necesariamente reír okbr br esta segunda vez cary elwes patrick guistart apareció película juntos manera trabajada dama jane diversión verlos años más viejos awwwwbr br su definitivamente vale la pena ver bastante divertido de hecho |
im really fitting college even friend group im still one person friend group thats really kind there one person people dont care much about one people rarely acknowledge talk to guy kind hangs back tolerated hate it thats guess | [] | [
"im really fitting college even friend group im still one person friend group thats really kind there one person people dont care much about one people rarely acknowledge talk to guy kind hangsback tolerated hate it thats guess"
] | 43 | I realmente encajar universidad incluso grupo de amigos Im todavía una persona grupo de amigos que es muy amable allí una persona a la gente no le importa mucho acerca de una gente rara vez reconocer hablar con tipo tipo cuelga espalda tolerado odio eso es adivinar |
theres point human trash aliveim useless stupid ugly make nobody happy annoy everyone im boring im quiet make everybody hate me im ugly im fat everybody better without deserve die pathetic worthless im massive disappointment failure meant born would want die well knew real life thats okay deserve death pain around pills overdose on want fail end alive liver failure shit | [
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"theres point human trash aliveim useless stupid ugly make nobody happy annoy everyone im boringim quiet make everybody hate meim ugly im fat everybody better without deserve die pathetic worthlessim massive disappointment failure meant born would want die well knew real life thats okay deserve death pain around pills overdose on want fail end alive liver failure shit"
] | 64 | Theres punto basura humana liveim inútil estúpido feo hacer que nadie feliz molestar a todo el mundo im aburrido tranquilo hacer que todos odian meim feo im gordo todo el mundo mejor sin merecer morir patético inútilim fracaso de la decepción masiva significa que nacer querría morir bien conocido vida real que está bien merecer la muerte dolor alrededor de píldoras sobredosis en el fracaso de querer terminar con vida insuficiencia hepática mierda |
took lot whatever arms reach definitely whole new bottle mg strength ibuprofen along bottle tylenol unsure much lot benadryl oxycodone good news found passed bed hour later from last heard sounded normal taken hospital immediately max hour half passed treatment started doctors really saying actively counteracting medicine get worse gets better labs reflecting getting worse giving indication chances possible long term damage etc know fully come around anyone give real perspective realistic expectations best worst case scenarios please thank you brother overdosed last night | [
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"took lot whatever arms reach definitely whole new bottle mg strength ibuprofen along bottle tylenol unsure much lot benadryl oxycodone good news found passed bed hour later from last heard sounded normal taken hospital immediately max hour half passed treatment started doctors really saying actively counteracting medicine get worse gets better labs reflecting getting worse giving indication chances possible long term damage etc know fully come around anyone give real perspective realistic expectations best worst case scenarios please thank you brother overdosed last night"
] | 100 | tomaba mucho cualquier brazo alcance definitivamente nuevo botella nueva mg fuerza ibuprofeno a lo largo botella tilenol seguro mucho benadryl oxicodona buenas noticias encontrado pasó cama hora más tarde de la última oído sonó normal hospital inmediatamente máximo hora media pasó tratamiento comenzó los médicos realmente diciendo activamente contrarrestar la medicina empeora mejora los laboratorios reflejando cada vez peor dar indicaciones posibles daño a largo plazo etc saber que vienen completamente alrededor de cualquiera dar perspectiva real expectativas mejores escenarios de caso peor por favor gracias hermano sobredosis anoche |
bands lastest song indie kinda prog influenced httpsyoutubeborszg spotify also httpsopenspotifycomtracknlonolzfasrgnxtnsiwfllbcqfukpzuza listening feedback | [] | [
"bands lastest song indie kinda prog influenced httpsyoutubeborszg spotify also httpsopenspotifycomtracknlonolzfasrgnxtnsiwfllbcqfukpzuza listening feedback"
] | 53 | bandas lastest canción indie tipo prog influenciado httpsyoutubeborszg spotify también httpsopenspotifycomtracknlonolzfasrgnxtnsiwfllbcqfukpzuza feedback escucha |
idk want dominated girl or dominant girl horny times ahead | [] | [
"idk want dominated girl or dominant girl horny times ahead"
] | 12 | idk quieren dominada chica o dominante chica caliente tiempos por delante |
point idea life lol alittle tired thinking do wanna take break everything abit able to crazy times nice day everyone cheer d | [] | [
"point idea life lol alittle tired thinking do wanna take break everything abit able to crazy times nice day everyone cheer d"
] | 25 | punto idea vida lol un poco cansado pensamiento quiere tomar el descanso todo lo que sea capaz de locos tiempos agradable día todo el mundo animar d |
really want kill myselfim questioning long term relationship job friends family go times need physical mental health slowly deteriorating im done it years going nowhere made hit breaking point ive hospitals stayed mental facilities ive therapy ive seen psychiatrists ive exhausted every option life continues drastically go downhill tonight especially hard night one talk even get mind things friends family couldnt even find someone reddit talk to cant even get one person online wanna talk me fuck live for seen zero improvement life many years now im exhausted point think time call quits move onto whatevers waiting side | [
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"really want kill myselfim questioning long term relationship job friends family go times need physical mental health slowly deteriorating im done it years going nowhere made hit breaking point ive hospitals stayed mental facilities ive therapy ive seen psychiatrists ive exhausted every option life continues drastically go downhill tonight especially hard night one talk even get mind things friends family couldnt even find someone reddit talk to cant even get one person online wanna talk me fuck live for seen zero improvement life many years now im exhausted point think time call quits move onto whatevers waiting side"
] | 111 | Realmente quiero matar a mí mismo preguntas largo plazo relación trabajo amigos familia ir tiempos necesitan salud mental física poco a poco deterioro lo hice años va a ninguna parte hecho punto de ruptura hospitales ive estancia instalaciones mentales ive terapia ive visto psiquiatras ive agotados cada opción la vida continúa drásticamente cuesta abajo esta noche especialmente duro una charla incluso tener mente cosas amigos familia incluso no podía encontrar a alguien reddit hablar con cant incluso conseguir una persona en línea quiere hablar me mierda vivir por visto cero mejora vida muchos años ahora im punto agotado pensar tiempo llamar dejar de lado lo que sea que espera lado |
keep overthinking hesitating ft girl big argument something stupid wish never weeks ago arranged apology explanation everything did checked friends see solid know happened said perfect listen really care shes important dont wanna lose stupid drama misunderstood things felt like everyone hates isnt true fault never went people talked trash always tell defended say nice things always second guesses it talked little bit broke friendship cause knows depressed severely something dont know would still answer im glad does days ago finished apology tried asking ft always told cause busy couldnt asked question around oclock one time think asked like morning something said couldnt wasnt lying think shes starting go bed early now shes active instagram past pm see cause shes insta dms dont know makes hesitant nervous constantly overthink worse happen decline makes even want call her im thinking asking ft like dont know grab attention wanna say something thatll give chance speak her really wanna redeem myself wish could it hesitate dont know though shes instagram non stop day whenever get back something take break little shes always there get feeling chest give courage try least do patient dont like im feeling want talk her | [] | [
"keep overthinking hesitating ft girl big argument something stupid wish never weeks ago arranged apology explanation everything did checked friends see solid know happened said perfect listen really care shesimportant dont wanna lose stupid drama misunderstood things felt like everyone hates isnt true fault never went people talked trash always tell defended say nice things always second guesses it talked little bit broke friendship cause knows depressed severely something dont know would still answer im glad does days ago finished apology tried asking ft always told cause busy couldnt asked question around oclock one time think asked like morning something said couldnt wasnt lying think shes starting go bed early now shes active instagram past pm see cause shes insta dms dont know makes hesitant nervous constantly overthink worse happen decline makes even want call her im thinking asking ft like dont know grab attention wanna say something thatll give chance speak her really wanna redeem myself wish could it hesitate dont know though shes instagram non stop",
"day whenever get back something take break little shes always there get feeling chest give courage try least do patient dont like im feelingwant talk her"
] | 203 | Sigue pensando en exceso chica ft dudando gran argumento algo estúpido deseo nunca hace semanas arreglado disculpa explicación todo comprobado amigos ver sólido saber pasó dijo perfecto escuchar realmente cuidado ellasimportante no quiero perder estúpido drama mal entendido cosas se sentían como todo el mundo odio istnt verdadera culpa nunca fue la gente habló basura siempre decir defendido decir cosas buenas siempre segundo conjeturas que habló poco roto amistad causa sabe muy mal algo no sé todavía responder im feliz hace días terminado disculpa intentó preguntar ft siempre dijo causa ocupado no podía hacer pregunta alrededor de la hora una vez pensar preguntó como por la mañana algo dijo no podía mentir pensar que ella comienza a ir a la cama temprano ahora ella instagram activo pasado pm ver porque ella insta dms dont sabe hace vacilar nervioso constantemente pensar peor que sucede declive hace incluso querer llamar a su im pensamiento preguntar ft como no saben agarrar atención querer decir algo que realmente quiere redimirme deseo podría no saber aunque ella instagram no parar |
done deserve hellfuck world everyone living it im done | [
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"done deserve hellfuck world everyone living it im done"
] | 10 | mereció el infierno mierda mundo todo el mundo viviendolo im hecho |
byeif youre reading im either dead kill myself im sorry couldnt find happiness life anymore nothing left tried honestly im done one probably cares goodbye give | [
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"byeif youre reading im either dead kill myself im sorry couldnt find happiness life anymore nothing left tried honestly im done one probably cares goodbye give"
] | 30 | Byeif youre leer im ya sea muerto me maten lo siento no podía encontrar la vida de felicidad más nada izquierda intentado honestamente im hecho uno probablemente le importa adiós dar |
generation damn toxic people generations toxic im talking video games kinda irritating someone gets really mad toxic whenever something dont like happens | [] | [
"generation damn toxic people generations toxic im talking video games kinda irritating someone gets really mad toxic whenever something dont like happens"
] | 26 | generación maldita gente tóxica generaciones tóxico im hablar videojuegos un poco irritante alguien se vuelve realmente loco tóxico cuando algo no le gusta sucede |
always loved muppets though childrens entertainment likable muppets was muppets very funny probably likable childrens characters ever br br not muppets show also starred many films muppets christmas carol muppets treasure island first muppets movie muppet movie also like show films excellentbr br the muppet movie got started kermit frog used live swamp one day movie executive tells auditions frogs hollywood kermit takes hollywood along way runs lots people fozzie bear gonzo great miss piggy also evil man trying capture kermitbr br all muppet films highly enjoyable mean funny film many film appearances steve martin mel brooks elliot gould carol kane richard pryor orson welles muppet films enjoyable hear jason segel going star one soon cant wait see it | [] | [
"always loved muppets though childrens entertainment likable muppets was muppets very funny probably likable childrens characters ever br br not muppets show also starred many films muppets christmas carol muppets treasure island first muppets movie muppet movie also like show films excellentbr br the muppet movie got started kermit frog used live swamp one day movie executive tells auditions frogs hollywood kermit takes hollywood along way runs lots people fozzie bear gonzo great miss piggy also evil man trying capture kermitbr br all muppet films highly enjoyable mean funny film many film appearances steve martin mel brooks elliot gould carol kane richard pryor orson welles muppet films enjoyable hear jason segel going star one soon cant wait seeit"
] | 188 | siempre amó muppets aunque el entretenimiento de los niños muppets agradables eran muppets muy divertidos probablemente agradable niños personajes siempre br br muppets show también protagonizó muchas películas muppets Navidad carol muppets tesoro isla primeros muppets película muppets película también como show películas excelentebr br la película muppets comenzó kermit rana usado live pantano un día ejecutivo película cuenta audiciones ranas hollywood kermit lleva hollywood a lo largo de recorrido corre mucha gente fozzie oso gonzo gran señorita cerdito también malvado hombre tratando de capturar kermitbr br todas las películas muppets altamente agradable medio divertido película muchas apariciones película steve martin mel arroyos steve elliot gould carol kane richard pryor orson bienes muppets películas agradable escuchar jason segel va estrella uno pronto puede esperar veritit |
girlfriend keeps making comments redflagdear rsw girlfriend keeps making comments committing redflag things like i wonder much nail polish remover id drink die i spent hours class today wondering best way die is think best would slit wrists run heavy traffic know do ive told much love much hurts hear things like this keeps saying things recently started pill im worried something exacerbating it brushed suggestion talk doctor stopping pill do get this edit point reference college | [
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"girlfriend keeps making comments redflagdear rsw girlfriend keeps making comments committing redflag things like i wonder much nail polish remover id drink die i spent hours class today wondering best way die is think best would slit wrists run heavy traffic knowdo ive told much love much hurts hear things like this keeps saying things recently started pill im worried something exacerbating it brushed suggestion talk doctor stopping pill do get this edit point reference college"
] | 92 | novia sigue haciendo comentarios redflagdear rsw novia sigue haciendo comentarios cometer cosas redflag como me pregunto mucho esmalte de uñas removedor id drink die pasé horas de clase me pregunto mejor manera de morir es pensar que mejor se rajaría muñecas correr tráfico pesado knowdo ive dijo mucho amor mucho dolor escuchar cosas como esto sigue diciendo cosas recientemente comenzado píldora im preocupado algo exacerbando cepillado sugerencia hablar doctor parar píldora obtener este punto de edición referencia universidad |
females named callie here gf named callie went grandmas couple days ago weird thought | [] | [
"females named callie here gf named callie went grandmas couple days ago weird thought"
] | 18 | mujeres llamadas callie aquí gf llamado callie fueron abuelas hace un par de días pensamiento raro |
hopeit bad thing sensitive logical see good future eats alive short time ive learned everything fades time hold onto everything everyone leaves | [
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"hopeit bad thing sensitive logical see good future eats alive short time ive learned everything fades time hold onto everything everyone leaves"
] | 26 | Espero que lo malo sensitivo lógica ver buen futuro come vivo poco tiempo ive aprendido todo se desvanece tiempo aferrarse a todo lo que todo el mundo deja |
rainy day much do surfing movie network channels found one starting gave chancebr br the watched became engrossed story old story working class underdog trying make sport time think usually played wealthy upper class movie every bit interesting seabiscuit also based true storybr br the acting believable casting brilliant golfers please miss one golf individual sport would serve plot people golf works well story class distinction snobbery seem involve play gamebr br bottom line feel good movie well put together always fun see think better others get taken peg two | [] | [
"rainy day much do surfing movie network channels found one starting gave chancebr br the watched became engrossed story old story working class underdog trying make sport time think usually played wealthy upper class movie every bit interesting seabiscuit also based true storybr br the acting believable casting brilliant golfers please miss one golf individual sport would serve plot people golf works well story class distinction snobbery seem involve play gamebr br bottom line feel good movie well put together always fun see think better others get taken peg two"
] | 108 | día lluvioso mucho hacer surf canal de la red de películas encontrado uno a partir dio oportunidad br el reloj se convirtió en historia absorta historia vieja clase trabajadora undog tratando de hacer deporte tiempo pensar por lo general jugado rica película de clase alta cada poco interesante seabiscuit también basado verdadera historia br br la actuación creíble casting brillantes golfistas por favor falta un golf deporte individual servir a la gente de la parcela golf funciona bien historia clase esnobismo parece involucrar juego gamebr br fondo sentir buena película bien juntos siempre diversión ver pensar mejor otros se toman peg dos |
great cast great acting great music character movie stories personalities vivid great movie missed | [] | [
"great cast great acting great music character movie stories personalities vivid great movie missed"
] | 14 | gran elenco gran actuación gran música personaje películas historias personalidades vívidas gran película perdida |
back again tucking inside longlooks like urges die never really go away | [
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"back again tucking inside longlooks like urges die never really go away"
] | 15 | volver a meterse dentro de looks como los impulsos mueren nunca desaparecen. |
sorry thisdo tell tell kids around anymore | [
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"sorry thisdo tell tell kids around anymore"
] | 8 | Siento que esto le cuente a los niños que están por aquí. |
friend mostly ignoring week idk say m close friends f years texted pretty much every day much school year usually lot since covid started since stuck home past week taken anywhere hours ignoring texts whole day barely saying anything me long normal text conversations earlier week short conversations snapchat seems fine like theres significant difference snaps even little text serious mental health struggles idk related im generally confused honestly super weird sudden change almost year texting times day every daybasically question text asking shes taking literal days respond shes okay tldr friend basically ignoring many months talking tons every day confused say | [] | [
"friend mostly ignoring week idk say m close friends f years texted pretty much every day much school year usually lot since covid started since stuck home past week taken anywhere hours ignoring texts whole day barely saying anything me long normal text conversations earlier week short conversations snapchat seems fine like theres significant difference snaps even little text serious mental health struggles idk related im generally confused honestly super weird sudden change almost year texting times day every daybasically question text asking shes taking literal days respond shes okay tldr friend basically ignoring many months talking tons every day confused say"
] | 119 | amigo principalmente ignorando semana idk decir m amigos cercanos f años snapchat mensajes casi todos los días año escolar por lo general mucho desde covid comenzó desde que se quedó en casa la semana pasada horas ignorando textos todo el día apenas decir nada me largo conversaciones de texto normales hace una semana conversaciones cortas snapchat parece bien como Theres diferencia significativa snaps incluso poco texto serios problemas de salud mental idk relacionados im generalmente confundido honestamente super extraño cambio repentino casi año mensajes de texto veces día todos los días básicamente pregunta texto que ella toma días literales responder shes bien tldr amigo básicamente ignorando muchos meses hablando toneladas cada día confuso decir |
tell redflag answeryou cant plain simple life worthless die every single one us whats point prolonging inevitable hell matter die years now might say what loved ones would feel killed yourself well ill tell this nobody really cares anybody else themselves coming place angst truth human beings understand self know long certain self exists put simply parents would upset would feel arbitrary love me even simply love real chemical reaction brains top this every single thing life get rush dopamine literally nothing else throw feel good bullshit me go ahead try convince life worth living | [
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"tell redflag answeryou cant plain simple life worthless die every single one us whats point prolonging inevitable hell matter die years now might say what loved ones would feel killed yourself well ill tell this nobody really cares anybody else themselves coming place angst truth human beings understand self know long certain self exists put simply parents would upset would feel arbitrary love me even simply love real chemical reaction brains top this every single thing life get rush dopamine literally nothing else throw feel good bullshit me go ahead try convince life worth living"
] | 103 | Dile a Redflag respuesta que no puedes simplemente vida simple sin valor morir cada uno de nosotros lo que está punto prolongar inevitable materia infierno morir años ahora podría decir lo que los seres queridos se sentirían muertos bien mal decir esto nadie realmente se preocupa nadie que viene lugar angustia verdad seres humanos entender uno mismo sabe por mucho tiempo cierto yo existe simplemente padres se sentirían arbitrarios amor incluso simplemente amor real reacción química cerebros por encima de esto cada cosa que la vida se apresura dopamina literalmente nada más tirar sentir buena mierda seguir adelante tratar de convencer a la vida vale la pena vivir |
saw film boston internation festival womens cinema last night saddened hear ms troche tell us in qa screening expect see much us distribution due insistence including socalled gay content fantastically entertaining comedy seems american audiences might enjoy much way enjoyed the full monty really unfortunate kind ridiculous shots two boys kissing keeping away mainstream theaters wonderful cast fabulous script course rose troches direction make one funniest films ive seen | [] | [
"saw film boston internation festival womens cinema last night saddened hear ms troche tell us in qa screening expect see much us distribution due insistence including socalled gay content fantastically entertaining comedy seems american audiences might enjoy much way enjoyed the full monty really unfortunate kind ridiculous shots two boys kissing keeping away mainstream theaters wonderful cast fabulous script course rose troches direction make one funniest films ive seen"
] | 87 | ver película boston internacional festival mujeres cine anoche entristecido escuchar ms troche nos dicen en la proyección de qa esperar ver mucho nos distribución debido a la insistencia incluyendo el llamado contenido gay comedia fantásticamente entretenido parece público americano podría disfrutar mucho disfrutar de la plena monty realmente desafortunado tipo ridícula disparos dos chicos besos mantener alejados teatros convencionales maravilloso elenco fabuloso guión curso rose troches dirección hacer una película más divertida visto en directo |
dont afraidi wanted let know need help tell someone | [
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"dont afraidi wanted let know need help tell someone"
] | 11 | No tengo miedo de que le diga a alguien que necesita ayuda. |
australian chat lines closed need talkas title aussie lines closed spent skype minute phone call number lifeline irc here | [
"selfharm"
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"australian chat lines closed need talkas title aussie lines closed spent skype minute phone call number lifeline irc here"
] | 28 | Las líneas de chat australianas cerradas necesitan hablar como líneas australianas de título cerradas por skype minuto teléfono teléfono número de llamada de vida irc aquí |
okay pretty damn good episode much better credit receivesbr br the camera work splendid best yet love final shot atmosphere fantastic costumes great guest cast minus helpless victims strong br br what like episode many things left unexplained change sex whats purpose theyre aliens kind never shown later mythologybr br im giving episode high three stars one favorites yet plot holes bother me still gonna let ruin entertainment | [] | [
"okay pretty damn good episode much better credit receivesbr br the camera work splendid best yet love final shot atmosphere fantastic costumes great guest cast minus helpless victims strong br br what like episode many things left unexplained change sex whats purpose theyre aliens kind never shown later mythologybr br im giving episode high three stars one favorites yet plot holes bother me still gonna let ruin entertainment"
] | 79 | Vale bastante maldito buen episodio mucho mejor crédito recibebr br el trabajo de la cámara espléndido mejor aún amor final shot atmósfera fantásticos trajes gran invitado elenco menos víctimas indefensas br fuerte br lo que como episodio muchas cosas dejó sin explicación cambio sexo qué propósito son alienígenas tipo nunca se mostró más tarde mitologíabr br im dar episodio alto tres estrellas uno favoritos aún hoyos trama molestarme todavía va a arruinar entretenimiento |
movies made suffer loved it loved it haunted days think erika kind character simultaneously loathe lament terrifying sex scene ever caught film best hanekes work far living director redefine pace since kubrick violence film gorgeous word film selfhatred sentence film trying find love order stop hating finding hopeless hope | [] | [
"movies made suffer loved it loved it haunted days think erika kind character simultaneously loathe lament terrifying sex scene ever caught film best hanekes work far living director redefine pace since kubrick violence film gorgeous word film selfhatred sentence film trying find love order stop hating finding hopeless hope"
] | 60 | Películas hechas sufrir le encantaron los días embrujados pensar erika carácter amable simultáneamente detesta el lamento escena de sexo terrorífico nunca capturado película mejor hanekes trabajo lejos vivo director redefinir ritmo desde kubrick violencia película hermosa palabra película autoodio frase película tratando de encontrar orden de amor dejar de odiar encontrar esperanza desesperada |
someone give reasons live probably edgy cant finde right now someone wanna talk something | [] | [
"someone give reasons live probably edgy cant finde right now someone wanna talk something"
] | 18 | Alguien da razones para vivir, probablemente no pueda encontrar a alguien que quiera hablar algo. |
f wishi think hate black sades mm gaming headsets microphone noise cancellation music headphones blackgreen ps new xbox one laptop tablet pc mobile phones wired headphone bgic cause wish sucks | [
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"f wishi think hate black sades mm gaming headsets microphone noise cancellation music headphones blackgreen ps new xbox one laptop tablet pc mobile phones wired headphone bgic cause wish sucks"
] | 40 | f willi pensar odio negro sades mm juegos auriculares micrófono ruido cancelación de la música auriculares negro verde ps nuevo xbox una tableta portátil pc teléfonos móviles con cable auriculares bgic causa desea chupa |
got sexually abusedi cant take anymore ive literally treatment depression whole life guy forced sexual acts kind promise relationship said want full on sex later literally feel like stabbing knife throat | [
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"got sexually abusedi cant take anymore ive literally treatment depression whole life guy forced sexual acts kind promise relationship said want full on sex later literally feel like stabbing knife throat"
] | 36 | tiene abuso sexualdi no puede tomar más literalmente tratamiento depresión toda la vida chico forzó actos sexuales tipo promesa relación dijo querer completo en el sexo más tarde literalmente se siente como apuñalar la garganta del cuchillo |
fuck environment people go thru shit n im still going thru shit sorry u dont like except im not | [] | [
"fuck environment people go thru shit n im still going thru shit sorry u dont like except im not"
] | 22 | mierda medio ambiente la gente va a través de mierda n im todavía va a través de mierda lo siento no te gusta excepto yo no |
pros cons dating me pros cons youll date | [] | [
"pros cons dating me pros cons youll date"
] | 13 | pros contras saliendo conmigo pros contras youll date |
gender sexuality even need label ive crisis last hour kind realized things used think im bi preference women thinking realized im specific genderers like feminity im attracted girls trans girls femboys really care whole gender stuff also even tho im biologicaly girl almost completly happy it sometimes feel like crossdressing basically trying boy even day would make feel bit better im sorry offended anyone im confused keep looking answers ignore labels me | [] | [
"gender sexuality even need label ive crisis last hour kind realized things used think im bi preference women thinking realized im specific genderers like feminity im attracted girls trans girls femboys really care whole gender stuff also even tho im biologicaly girl almost completly happy it sometimes feel like crossdressing basically trying boy even day would make feel bit better im sorry offended anyone im confused keep looking answers ignore labels me"
] | 85 | género sexualidad incluso necesidad etiqueta crisis ive última hora tipo se dio cuenta de las cosas usadas pensar im bi preferencia mujeres pensar se dio cuenta im genderers específicos como feminity im atraídos niñas chicas trans femboys realmente cuidado cosas de género entero también incluso tho im biologicaly chica casi completamente feliz a veces se siente como travesti básicamente tratando chico incluso día haría sentir un poco mejor im lo siento ofendido alguien im confundido seguir buscando respuestas ignorar las etiquetas |
woman talk cbt phone minutes information | [] | [
"woman talk cbt phone minutes information"
] | 8 | mujer hablar cbt teléfono minutos información |
nightsit seems like nights im completely alone worst much time think one would care killed myself ill never anything life hurts breathe want go | [
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"nightsit seems like nights im completely alone worst much time think one would care killed myself ill never anything life hurts breathe want go"
] | 25 | noches parece como noches completamente sola peor mucho tiempo pensar que a uno le importaría matarme mal nunca nada la vida duele respirar quieren ir |
cpu aio cooling leak know water cooling systems pc often fail quite easily planning water cool cpu aio wanted know risk leakage aio problem full water cooled system | [] | [
"cpu aio cooling leak know water cooling systems pc often fail quite easily planning water cool cpu aio wanted know risk leakage aio problem full water cooled system"
] | 35 | cpu aio fuga de refrigeración saber sistemas de refrigeración de agua pc a menudo fallan fácilmente la planificación de agua fría cpu aio quería saber riesgo fuga aio problema sistema de refrigeración de agua completa |
killing tonight im sorryim sorry mom wanted strong cant anymore today lost everything someone looked to friends person loved everyone left fucking sooner keep looking something bright nothing here fucking die already | [
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"killing tonight im sorryim sorry mom wanted strong cant anymore today lost everything someone looked to friends person loved everyone left fucking sooner keep looking something bright nothing here fucking die already"
] | 34 | Matar esta noche lo siento lo siento mamá quería fuerte cant más hoy perdido todo lo que alguien miró a amigos persona amaba a todos izquierda follando más pronto seguir buscando algo brillante nada aquí mierda morir ya |
strangely version open eyes mature nuanced aided hindsight crowes screenplay lot tighter fleshed amenabars original spanish filmmaker get credit thinking story first theres doubt crowe improved slightly notice idea lead open eyes know almost everything lead vanilla sky thats mean fleshed out | [] | [
"strangely version open eyes mature nuanced aided hindsight crowes screenplay lot tighter fleshed amenabars original spanish filmmaker get credit thinking story first theres doubt crowe improved slightly notice idea lead open eyes know almost everything lead vanilla sky thats mean fleshed out"
] | 60 | extrañamente versión ojos abiertos madures matutinos ayudados retrovisores cuervos guión mucho más apretado carnoso amenabars original español cineasta obtener crédito pensando historia primero theres duda crowe mejora un poco aviso idea plomo ojos abiertos saber casi todo plomo cielo vainilla que significa pulida hacia fuera |
ive wasted hours life nothing today school received grades mine pretty good mediocre failed one angry teachers given worse grades deserved hate me means hours genuinely spent studying putting effort nothing afternoons nothing weekends lost nothing maybe youre asking yourself hey least passed majority classes although thats true parents dont seem understand worked ass trimester decent grades parents like asian parent stereotype european | [] | [
"ive wasted hours life nothing today school received grades mine pretty good mediocre failed one angry teachers given worse grades deserved hate me means hours genuinely spent studying putting effort nothing afternoons nothing weekends lost nothing maybe youre asking yourself hey least passed majority classes although thats true parents dont seem understand worked ass trimester decent grades parents like asian parent stereotype european"
] | 75 | En las horas perdidas la vida nada hoy escuela recibió calificaciones mías bastante buena mediocre fracaso uno profesores enojados dado peores calificaciones me merecían odio significa horas realmente pasados estudiando poner esfuerzo nada tardes nada fines de semana nada perdido tal vez te estás preguntando hey menos aprobado clases de mayoría, aunque eso es verdad padres no parecen entender trabajo culo trimestre grados decente padres como asiático padres estereotipo europeo |
scrolling reddit am asleep idk im tired playing much crash team racing today need sleep | [] | [
"scrolling reddit am asleep idk im tired playing much crash team racing today need sleep"
] | 20 | scrolling reddit estoy dormido idk im cansado jugando mucho choque equipo de carreras hoy necesita dormir |
almost killed myselfi loaded ruger mm head cold barrel tempting wife would fine kids tells every day shit help way hate myself life joke thinking funeral today people would would wifes family would feel obligated people want day work paid day work everyone redflag living twelve pounds force trigger needs pulled put lbs force mine close think ill start saving bullets see many times get close first time ive close like this tried hang tree limb broke ive also taken handful oxy ended throwing up documentary saw redflag forest japan base mt fuji bet view amazing ive always wanted go japan one way ticket sound bad maybe ill go actually it | [
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"almost killed myselfi loaded ruger mm head cold barrel tempting wife would fine kids tells every day shit help way hate myself life joke thinking funeral today people would would wifes family would feel obligated people want day work paid day work everyone redflag living twelve pounds force trigger needs pulled put lbs force mine close think ill start saving bullets see many times get close first time ive close like this tried hang tree limb broke ive also taken handful oxy ended throwing up documentary saw redflag forest japan base mt fuji bet view amazing ive always wanted go japan one way ticket sound bad maybe ill go actuallyit"
] | 131 | casi me mata a mí mismo cargado ruger mm cabeza frío barril tentadora esposa multa niños dice cada día mierda ayuda manera odio a mí mismo vida broma pensando funeral hoy la gente sería esposas familia se sentiría obligado personas quieren trabajo diario pagado trabajo todos Redflag vivir doce libras fuerza gatillo necesidades tirón puso libras fuerza mina cerca pensar mal empezar a salvar balas ver muchas veces se acercan por primera vez ive close como este tratado ahorcar miembro del árbol roto ive también tomó puñado de oxi terminó lanzando documental sierra Redflag bosque japan base mt fuji bet ver increíble ive siempre quería ir Japón una manera billete suena mal tal vez mal ir en realidad |
sure might taught turning light car meant certain death werent also taught rolling window really fast would make car fucking implode | [] | [
"sure might taught turning light car meant certain death werent also taught rolling window really fast would make car fucking implode"
] | 24 | seguro que podría enseñarse girando coche ligero significa que la muerte segura no se enseñaba también rodando ventana realmente rápido haría implosión de coche de mierda |
matador hitman movie liteif say hitman movie violence never really shown often introduced first scared another retread mids gangsterhitmanhipsterdark comedy happily surprised realized sweet humorous story friendship nothing terribly exciting happens film every bit kept grinning three leads best chemistry big screen offered recent years looks like great time making film together writing sharp though times felt script adapted stage play one set dialog scenes good film probably remember long time complete joy good film | [] | [
"matador hitman movie liteif say hitman movie violence never really shown often introduced first scared another retread mids gangsterhitmanhipsterdark comedy happily surprised realized sweet humorous story friendship nothing terribly exciting happens film every bit kept grinning three leads best chemistry big screen offered recent years looks like great time making film together writing sharp though times felt script adapted stage play one set dialog scenes good film probably remember long time complete joy good film"
] | 92 | Matador hitman película liteif decir hitman película violencia nunca se muestra a menudo a menudo presentado primero asustado otro mids gangsterhitmanhipsterdark comedia felizmente sorprendido realizado dulce historia humorística amistad nada terriblemente emocionante sucede película cada poco mantenido sonriente tres pistas mejor química pantalla grande ofrecido los últimos años parece un gran tiempo haciendo película juntos escritura agudo aunque los tiempos se sintió guión adaptado escenario juego un conjunto escenas de diálogo buena película probablemente recordar largo tiempo alegría completa buena película |
teacher stopped using protection accident started using protection again however damage done feel used protection like did wouldnt situation people say using protection embarrassing say safe plus relatively inexpensive dont see wouldnt want use protection iphone xs pristine weeks ago took case screen protector confident wouldnt drop it did back phone cracked corner since then started using case again wont change fact phone damaged ive always fan protection every phone collection iphone oldest phone own pride joy iphone xs max drop rated case tempered glass screen protector id rather deal damaged casescreen protector damaged phone | [] | [
"teacher stopped using protection accident started using protection again however damage done feel used protection like did wouldnt situation people say using protection embarrassing say safe plus relatively inexpensive dont see wouldnt want use protection iphone xspristine weeks ago took case screen protector confident wouldnt drop it did back phone cracked corner since then started using case again wont change fact phone damaged ive always fan protection every phone collection iphone oldest phone own pride joy iphone xs max drop rated case tempered glass screen protector id rather deal damaged casescreen protector damaged phone"
] | 112 | profesor dejó de usar protección accidente comenzó a usar protección de nuevo sin embargo el daño hecho sentir protección usada como no haría situación la gente dice usar protección embarazoso decir seguro más relativamente barato no ver no querría utilizar protección iphone xspristine semanas atrás tomó caso protector de pantalla seguro no caería hizo volver teléfono roto esquina desde entonces comenzó a usar caso otra vez no cambiar hecho teléfono dañado ive siempre protección del ventilador cada colección de teléfono iphone teléfono más antiguo propio orgullo iphone xs max gota caja caída clasificado protector de pantalla de vidrio templado id lugar trato dañado protector de pantalla de caja dañado teléfono |
mentally ill continue living much damage already done realistically sort opportunities even have plethora mental illnesses progressively getting worse worse abilities function work drive focus things conversations taken nosedive physical health started take tumble well metabolism noticeably slowed down im exhausted frequently moments brain fog forgetfulness im unable distract pacify entertainment im uninsured unable get type treatment issues almost went broke seeking therapy previously work slightest cannot afford type medication type hospital visit certainly insurance im danger losing job despite looking jobs place cant find would pay well plenty work experience relevant skills im underqualified real jobs aforementioned mental illnesses inability drive also major factor this due faculties getting worse im unable learn things learn skills ive tried number different creative hobbies avail ive tried getting computer programming music writing among things avail friends family relative parent live also mentally ill treats im sort highfunctioning special needs child im stuck toxic relationship draining energy me making exhausted anxious perpetual fear partner im getting old ive fraction life experiences knowledge people years younger do im constantly embarrassed age ive achieved amounted nothing compared peers compared teenagers point im sexually broken unable fully enjoy intimacy this relationship strained im deathly afraid prospect finding another relationship know nobody want deal someone like situation especially considered problems everything getting much worse short span time | [
"selfharm"
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"mentally ill continue living much damage already done realistically sort opportunities even have plethora mental illnesses progressively getting worse worse abilities function work drive focus things conversations taken nosedive physical health started take tumble well metabolism noticeably slowed down im exhausted frequently moments brain fog forgetfulness im unable distract pacify entertainment im uninsured unable get type treatment issues almost went broke seeking therapy previously work slightest cannot afford type medication type hospital visit certainly insurance im danger losing job despite looking jobs place cant find would pay well plenty work experience relevant skills im underqualified real jobs aforementioned mental illnesses",
"inability drive also major factor this due faculties getting worse im unable learn things learn skills ive tried number different creative hobbies avail ive tried getting computer programming music writing among things avail friends family relative parent live also mentally ill treats im sort highfunctioning special needs child im stuck toxic relationship draining energy me making exhausted anxious perpetual fear partner im getting old ive fraction life experiences knowledge people years younger do im constantly embarrassed age ive achieved amounted nothing compared peers compared teenagers point im sexually broken unable fully enjoy intimacy this relationship strained im deathly afraid prospect finding another relationship know nobody want deal someone like situation especially considered problems everything getting much worse short span time"
] | 115 | mentalmente enfermo continuar viviendo mucho daño ya hecho realísticamente ordenar oportunidades incluso tener plétora enfermedades mentales empeorar progresivamente peor capacidades función trabajo impulso foco cosas conversaciones tomadas narizdiva salud física comenzó a tomar caída bien metabolismo notablemente ralentizado im agotado con frecuencia momentos niebla cerebro olvido im incapaz distraer pacify entretenimiento im no asegurado incapaz conseguir tipo de tratamiento problemas casi rotos buscando terapia antes trabajo más mínimo no puede permitirse tipo medicamentos tipo hospital visita ciertamente seguro im peligro perder trabajo a pesar de buscar puestos de trabajo lugar no puede encontrar pagar mucho trabajo experiencia relevante im empleos reales subcalificados |
ending tomorrowi diagnosed depression anxiety years ago professional help work always say shit nothing changed feel even worse addicted xanax plan killing tomorrow see change anything wanted say goodbye feel like best place it | [
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"ending tomorrowi diagnosed depression anxiety years ago professional help work always say shit nothing changed feel even worse addicted xanax plan killing tomorrow see change anything wanted say goodbye feel like best place it"
] | 38 | terminar mañana diagnosticó depresión ansiedad hace años ayuda profesional trabajo siempre decir mierda nada cambió sentir peor adictivo xanax plan matar mañana ver cambiar cualquier cosa quería decir adiós se siente como mejor lugar |
know im able that since tell doctor truth begin with say doctor clearly believe follow appointment bf waiting room admit anything teary eyed however anyones experience worth go police | [
"selfharm"
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"know im able that since tell doctor truth begin with say doctor clearly believe follow appointment bf waiting room admit anything teary eyed however anyones experience worth go police"
] | 33 | Sé que soy capaz de que ya que decir la verdad doctor empezar con decir doctor claramente creer seguir cita bf sala de espera admitir cualquier cosa ojos llorosos sin embargo cualquiera experiencia vale la pena ir a la policía |
need support dealing lot stupid shit piling again worst problems head injury years ago still fucking day day basis get exhausted easily mentally physically cannot remember shit always pain unless take prescribed drugs drink people making feel bad it nothing do seeing neurologist friday right now need uplifting words please depressed today | [
"selfharm"
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"need support dealing lot stupid shit piling again worst problems head injury years ago still fucking day day basis get exhausted easily mentally physically cannot remember shit always pain unless take prescribed drugs drink people making feel bad it nothing do seeing neurologist friday right now need uplifting words please depressed today"
] | 57 | necesita apoyo traficando mucho mierda estúpida amontonando de nuevo los peores problemas lesión en la cabeza años atrás todavía jodiendo día base día se agotan fácilmente mentalmente físicamente no puede recordar mierda siempre dolor a menos que tomar drogas prescritas beber gente haciendo sentirse mal nada hacer ver neurólogo viernes en este momento necesita palabras edificantes por favor deprimido hoy |
successful lifea typical life work hard go school get good job usually means sitting cubicle day life like robot live paycheck paycheck get married couple kids send school can become drones tax revenue soon retire promise great life youve hoping for go florida live years unable much body worn die losing touch family along way lucky take week year get little piece experience a vacation beforehand fight little nuances struggle worry whole way through life constantly beating down life worth fighting for really easy change go different path some yes many others either gifted intelligence athleticism etc lucky | [
"selfharm"
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"successful lifea typical life work hard go school get good job usually means sitting cubicle day life like robot live paycheck paycheck get married couple kids send school can become drones tax revenue soon retire promise great life youve hoping for go florida live years unable much body worn die losing touch family along way lucky take week year get little piece experience a vacation beforehand fight little nuances struggle worry whole way through life constantly beating down life worth fighting for really easy change go different pathsome yes many others either gifted intelligence athleticism etc lucky"
] | 108 | vida exitosa vida típica trabajo duro ir escuela conseguir buen trabajo generalmente significa estar cubículo vida día como robot vivo salario cheque de pago casarse pareja hijos enviar escuela puede convertirse en drones ingresos fiscales pronto jubilarse promesa gran vida youve esperanza de ir florida vivir años incapaces de mucho cuerpo muerto perder contacto familia a lo largo de la suerte tomar la semana año obtener poca experiencia de unas vacaciones antes lucha poco matices lucha de todo el camino a través de la vida constantemente golpear la vida vale la pena luchar por realmente fácil cambio ir diferente camino sí muchos otros o dotado inteligencia atletismo etc suerte |
afraid brother he will kill andor othersmy brother severe depression years comes room eat tv dinners day go bathroom exception goes charter school twice week grades good failing dropped hobbies past months begun breaking treasured possions random room locks door smashes things hours refusing open even id pound scream outside door refused stop punching wall eventually taken emergency room broken hand contantly says future going kill himself also talks killing mother spanked him screamed him poured soup mouth form punishment when little mother refuses aknowledge anything abusive still live parents year old unemployed college student trying get job applied jobs week family friends financial resources parents brother refuse professional help live constant fear one day knock door refuses answer killed himself do | [
"selfharm"
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"afraid brother he will kill andor othersmy brother severe depression years comes room eat tv dinners day go bathroom exception goes charter school twice week grades good failing dropped hobbies past months begun breaking treasured possions random room locks door smashes things hours refusing open even id pound scream outside door refused stop punching wall eventually taken emergency room broken hand contantly says future going kill himself also talks killing mother spanked him screamed him poured soup mouth form punishment when little mother refuses aknowledge anything abusive still live parents year old unemployed college student trying get job applied jobs week family friends financial resources parents brother refuse professional help live constant fear one day knock door refuses answer killed himself do"
] | 140 | miedo hermano que va a matar a yu otros mi hermano depresión severa años viene habitación come cenas tv día ir baño excepción va escuela charter dos semanas grados buen fracaso caída hobbies meses pasados comenzó romper atesorado possions cuarto al azar cerraduras puerta rompe cosas horas rechazar abrir incluso id libra grito fuera puerta rechazó dejar de golpear pared finalmente tomó sala de emergencia roto mano constantemente dice futuro va a matarse también charlas matar madre le gritó vertió sopa boca forma castigo cuando la pequeña madre se niega a saber cualquier cosa abusivo padres años desempleados estudiante universitario tratando de conseguir trabajo aplicado semana familia amigos recursos financieros padres hermano rechazar profesional ayuda vivir constante miedo un día llamar puerta rechaza respuesta se mata a sí mismo |
humiliated ballet class lay stretches ballet class girl approached got hold legs spread apart proceeded stomp testicles girls class heard groaning gathered round watch audience watching crush nuts | [] | [
"humiliated ballet class lay stretches ballet class girl approached got hold legs spread apart proceeded stomp testicles girls class heard groaning gathered round watch audience watching crush nuts"
] | 33 | humillada clase de ballet lay estiramientos ballet clase chica se acercó tener piernas abiertas separadas procedieron estompa testículos niñas clase oído gemidos reunidos alrededor reloj audiencia viendo tuercas aplastamiento |
suffering depression redflag years made even basic daily activities interactions feel like chore since life going haywire finally decided seek professional help ecounselling sessions possibleare free online counselling services available india provide counsellings via calls emails video chats yes anyone help them also opt free counselling online rather paid ones which pretty expensive considering undergrad rn seeking help | [
"selfharm"
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"suffering depression redflag years made even basic daily activities interactions feel like chore since life going haywire finally decided seek professional help ecounselling sessions possibleare free online counselling services available india provide counsellings via calls emails video chats yes anyone help them also opt free counselling online rather paid ones which pretty expensive considering undergrad rn seeking help"
] | 70 | Los años de depresión en rojo hicieron que incluso las interacciones básicas de las actividades diarias se sintieran como tarea ya que la vida se vuelve loca finalmente decidió buscar ayuda profesional sesiones de ecoventa posibles son servicios gratuitos de asesoramiento en línea disponibles india proporcionar asesoramiento a través de llamadas e-mails chats de vídeo sí cualquier persona le ayuda también opte por asesoramiento gratuito en línea bastante pagados que bastante caro teniendo en cuenta undergrad rn buscar ayuda |
day random questions socks off u get mean | [] | [
"day random questions socks off u get mean"
] | 8 | día preguntas aleatorias calcetines de u obtener mezquino |
let explain happened today fight mom nowhere said if killed nobody would cry funeral already made post life anyway hearing went roof started crying screaming talking unfair treatment life given me new city friends nothing nobody talk to really want let hatred consume maybe already did really know lost | [
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"let explain happened today fight mom nowhere said if killed nobody would cry funeral already made post life anyway hearing went roof started crying screaming talking unfair treatment life given me new city friends nothing nobody talk to really want let hatred consume maybe already did really know lost"
] | 49 | que explicar sucedió hoy lucha mamá en ninguna parte dijo que si nadie mataba lloraría funeral ya hizo post vida de todos modos oír se fue techo comenzó a llorar gritando hablando tratamiento injusto vida me dio nuevos amigos de la ciudad nada nadie habla realmente quiere dejar que el odio consumir tal vez ya sabía realmente perdido |
ive set goal help motivate myselfi need something help motivate myself ive spent last months feeling basically lost time change that next months intend save least obtain sort employment provide least income annually surgery repair hip heart diagnosed treated get shape including regaining pack cutting body fat increasing total weight least lbs accomplish goal intend reward trip country love travel ive always wanted it always reason though whether financial otherwise im going put aside reasons go im going go it spend new years eve another country matter takes preferably someone accompany me | [
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"ive set goal help motivate myselfi need something help motivate myself ive spent last months feeling basically lost time change that next months intend save least obtain sort employment provide least income annually surgery repair hip heart diagnosed treated get shape including regaining pack cutting body fat increasing total weight least lbs accomplish goal intend reward trip country love travel ive always wanted it always reason though whether financial otherwise im going put aside reasons go im going go it spend new years eve another country matter takes preferably someone accompany me"
] | 99 | ive set meta ayudar a motivar a mí mismo necesito algo ayudar a motivarme a mí mismo he pasado los últimos meses básicamente sentir cambio de tiempo perdido que los próximos meses pretende ahorrar menos obtener tipo empleo proporcionar menos ingresos anuales cirugía reparación cadera corazón diagnosticado obtener forma incluyendo recuperar paquete cortar grasa corporal aumento de peso total menos libras lograr objetivo intención recompensa viaje país amor viaje siempre quise siempre la razón, aunque si financiera de otra manera voy a poner a un lado razones ir ir va pasar años nuevos ever otro país materia toma preferiblemente alguien me acompañe |
id like help seclet say consider current high risk redflag want advice things cant talk anyone know about year ago really bad place really want go detail lets say rejected everyone everything mattered time set deadline within month so number things didnt go way would go end it consider rational person spur moment thing taken months internal debate decide it extremely detailed plan avoid failure correct type pills place wouldnt found done forth was point least completely ready die obviously see things turned around theyre miles better still remember feeling planned death certain done deal cant describe feels exactly almost physical coldness thats need advice stop feeling like this | [
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"id like help seclet say consider current high risk redflag want advice things cant talk anyone know about year ago really bad place really want go detail lets say rejected everyone everything mattered time set deadline within month so number things didnt go way would go end it consider rational person spur moment thing taken months internal debate decide it extremely detailed plan avoid failure correct type pills place wouldnt found done forth was point least completely ready die obviously see things turned around theyre miles better still remember feeling planned death certain done deal cant describe feels exactly almost physical coldness thats need advice stop feeling like this"
] | 121 | id like help seclet say consider current high risk redflag want advice things cant speak any know about year ago realmente mal place really want go detail let say rechazed everyone everything everything importated time set delimited through month so number things god god god god end it consider racional person spire moment thing mess internal decide decide it extremely detail plan ever failing correct type pilps place wouldnt find outout was point below below below below below whover thing whover wels whover whore threy recording planed death death threat details se siente exactamente casi física frialness thats need advisory sentition sentition as this |
dont readi really sorry survived last time one knew tried ones leaving behind one could done anything fault trust better im gone one less idiot thats way repair things destroyed humans destroyed hope feels better without me course sorry changes nothing hope god tells take care loved ones | [
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"dont readi really sorry survived last time one knew tried ones leaving behind one could done anything fault trust betterim gone one less idiot thats way repair things destroyed humans destroyed hope feels better without me course sorry changes nothing hope god tells take care loved ones"
] | 51 | No readi realmente lo siento sobrevivió la última vez que uno sabía que los probados dejando atrás uno podía hacer cualquier culpa confianza betterim ido un menos idiota que la forma de reparación las cosas destruidas humanos destruido esperanza se siente mejor sin mí curso lamenta cambios nada esperanza dios le dice cuidar seres queridos |
attempted first uproots wins im playing dont vote anyone elseyou win medal im easily bribed edit make rules downvote didnt want easy | [] | [
"attempted first uproots wins im playing dont vote anyone elseyou win medal im easily bribed edit make rules downvote didnt want easy"
] | 28 | intento primero uproots gana im jugar no voten a nadie más que ganes medalla im fácilmente sobornado editar hacer reglas downvote no quería fácil |
end mei cannot cannot fucking it another year fuck fuck fuck social redflag friends redflag skipping lunch want seen eating alone fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck senior year starts month | [
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"end mei cannot cannot fucking it another year fuck fuck fuck social redflag friends redflag skipping lunch want seen eating alone fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck senior year starts month"
] | 40 | fin mei no puede follarlo otro año mierda mierda mierda social redflag amigos redflag saltarse el almuerzo quieren ver comiendo solo mierda mierda mierda mierda mierda mierda mierda último año comienza mes |
energy left meim almost thirty since graduated high school fucked everything life job job job moving over one fucked relationship another depressed lately today latest relationship disintegrated im steam thought ending everything seems like relief freeing | [
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"energy left meim almost thirty since graduated high school fucked everything life job job job moving over one fucked relationship another depressed lately today latest relationship disintegrated im steam thought ending everything seems like relief freeing"
] | 39 | energía dejó meim casi treinta desde graduada secundaria follada todo vida trabajo trabajo trabajo movimiento sobre una relación follada otro deprimido últimamente hoy última relación desintegrado im vapor pensamiento terminar todo parece como alivio liberando |
fragglerock excellent way schindlers list excellent great watch children adults genders big noses seen hinting towards phallic symbols way hr puff n stuff hinted towards marijuana smoking kids love movie enjoyed much child father showed movie child enjoyed well pointed exaggerated noses phallic symbols although time clue were movie comedy adventure storyline wacky cheerful shall enjoy together | [] | [
"fragglerock excellent way schindlers list excellent great watch children adults genders big noses seen hinting towards phallic symbols way hr puff n stuff hinted towards marijuana smoking kids love movie enjoyed much child father showed movie child enjoyed well pointed exaggerated noses phallic symbols although time clue were movie comedy adventure storyline wacky cheerful shall enjoy together"
] | 76 | Fragglerock excelente manera schindlers lista excelente gran reloj niños adultos géneros grandes narices vistos insinuando hacia símbolos fálicos manera h puff n cosas insinuadas hacia marihuana fumar niños amor película disfrutado mucho niño padre mostró película niño disfrutado bien apuntado nariz exagerada símbolos fálicos aunque el tiempo pista eran película comedia aventura historia loco alegre disfrutarán juntos |
comically large spoon im afraid using gt | [] | [
"comically large spoon im afraid using gt"
] | 9 | cómicamente cuchara grande im miedo usando gt |
want kill myself know really matter lowvalue male individualit nothing testement much wolrd wants shut feeling certain way want oversaturated mind logic point longer allowed feel emotions point kill yourself logical nothing works end life sense empowering too point empowerment emotions positive emotion ive allowed feel | [
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"want kill myself know really matter lowvalue male individualit nothing testement much wolrd wants shut feeling certain way want oversaturated mind logic point longer allowed feel emotions point kill yourself logical nothing works end life sense empowering too point empowerment emotions positive emotion ive allowed feel"
] | 55 | quiero matarme sé realmente materia bajo valor masculino individualit nada testement mucho wolrd quiere cerrado sentir cierta manera deseo sobresaturado mente lógica punto más tiempo permitido sentir emociones punto matar a ti mismo lógica nada funciona fin vida sentido empoderamiento demasiado punto empoderamiento emociones emoción positiva vida permitido sentir |
might run post voice subreddit wanna know good commentating voice actually | [] | [
"might run post voice subreddit wanna know good commentating voice actually"
] | 15 | podría ejecutar subreddit post voz quiere saber buena voz comentar en realidad |
alright waited long enough get egg nog time year get nog even kills damn it | [] | [
"alright waited long enough get egg nog time year get nog even kills damn it"
] | 18 | Bien esperó suficiente tiempo para conseguir ponche de huevo año conseguir nog incluso mata maldita sea |