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With eyes wide open, I see each person for the content of their character and not their judgments of the external. I see within, to the interpersonal struggles we all may wrestle in our daily lives.
This awareness brings me an empathy and understanding of the human condition that I would not otherwise be capable of espousing.
***
Despite all extrinsic factors, we are in this together.
During times of difficulty one may find it beneficial to consult the oracle within.
This is not a pleasant process and stems from a basic need for connection with the beauty of creation, which may be inaccessible in one鈥檚 waking life. This journey should not be taken lightly, with heavy consideration given to timing, obligation, and possible psychic damage endured during its undertaking.
The desired outcome is a revitalization of the enthusiasm directed towards the path that one鈥檚 life may take. However, the caution required cannot be overstated, as such consultation may ignite myriad neuroses within.
***
Under ideal circumstances, self-reflection alone may be enough to overcome any barriers to personal development. The oracle should only be utilized when the obstruction becomes insurmountable after much contemplation.
By adhering to a strict reluctance to bypass the mundane aspects of the work, one ensures success in surmounting the principle predicament of their query.
Wisdom is not granted by the oracle itself. Integration requires a careful study of the resulting attainments.
Have you allowed yourself to become the victim of your own desire to be accepted by people with which you perceive a common ground?
***
Perhaps your perception has become distorted and you must work through this issue in a meaningful and solitary way.
Maybe you are enraptured by the allure of a lifestyle you have never lived, or more likely, it is carnal passion rearing its head in an otherwise hopeless time in your life.
We must realize that these sources of external approval and rushing endorphins do not represent a significant and meaningful development in the evolution of our psyche.
The approval we seek is unimportant, a physical validation that would be meaningless or perhaps even detrimental to the ongoing development of our inner self.
As I seek in others the changes I wish to make within myself, it becomes clear that the work of developing discipline in the face of temptation requires more effort.
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Is there a means by which I may be able to support and cherish these external sources while maintaining enough solidarity to do what must be done in my own life?
Perhaps by the mere acknowledgement of the query, I have already made some progress along the lines of distancing my inner self from such egoistic impulse.
More likely, the ego is attempting to hijack the efforts of the self to further its own unthinking agenda.
***
Once again, I have allowed myself to become the victim of my own desire to be accepted by people with which I perceive a common ground. My perception may be distorted and it is important for me to work through this issue in a meaningful and solitary way.
Perhaps I am enraptured by the allure of a lifestyle I have never lived, or more likely, it is carnal passion rearing its head in an otherwise hopeless time in my life. I must realize that these sources of external approval and rushing endorphins do not represent a significant and meaningful development in the evolution of my psyche.
The approval I seek here is unimportant, a physical validation that would be meaningless or perhaps even detrimental to the ongoing development of my inner self. As I seek in others the changes I wish to make within myself, it becomes clear that the work of developing discipline in the face of temptation requires more effort.
***
Is there a means by which I may be able to support and cherish these external sources while maintaining enough solidarity to do what must be done in my own life?
Perhaps by the mere acknowledgement of the query, I have already made some progress along the lines of distancing my inner self from such egoistic impulse.
More likely, the ego is attempting to hijack the efforts of the self to further its own unthinking agenda.
I am facing a crucial trial in my journey, and I have been this way before. I must now learn new methods by which to limit the influence of external factors on my own development without resorting to segregation.
This is the greatest trial that I have yet faced in my lifetime.
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Am I truly hopeless to carry this dream in my heart of meeting the one who would complete the pieces I鈥檝e been putting together for the better part of my lifetime?
Is it wrong to believe that there is a relation that could carry my own sentiment and complement my worldview in times of darkness and light?
Is this the dragon that men like me chase into the grave?
Whatever the answer may be, you are sure to find out more about yourself in pursuit of this ideal. As such, I would not consider it a wasted effort despite any lack of lasting result. Without the knowledge of self granted by knowledge of others, you would be utterly incapable of making progress along the lines of your own convolution.
Pursuit of the idealized form awakens the idealized form within yourself.
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You must choose not to give this up for the simple comforts. You must seek meaning in a purpose greater than the release of earthly pleasures on demand.
You will find your place among the greatness within, so long as your appetites will allow.
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Sometimes we meet people that alter the course of our lives in ways that we could not foresee. It is difficult to remain dispassionate and distant from individuals who affect so much change in our psyche, but as time has progressed, I have learned that some of us must maintain that distance.
It is hardly beneficial to become wrapped up in the affairs of another, despite how deeply they may impact our sense of self. It serves us well to maintain some artificial boundaries as a means to eliminate the pain of loss should such an influence be taken away.
Developing the discipline of discerning the correct ratio of ego to apply to the perception of others is a long and arduous task, but only through its mastery can one begin to feel complete despite the chaos of outside influences.
Which is to say: I am not me, but we both benefit from interactions which are beneficial to our psyche.
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The most important element to remember is that despite all else, your self and ego will still be retained after separation from the external source of your happiness.
Fostering self love may seem a pointless endeavor in times of joy, but maintaining such love for yourself in times of trial can only serve you well.
Take care to feed the good in you and it will take care of you in turn.