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I feel like I'm tired of everything I'm stressed out about school and can't focus on anything. Although I've got friends in my city, I'm a student now and have no life as far as campus is concerned. I've spent two months trying to have a normal life as far as friends and dating goes but failed miserably. I'm decent at ... | self.offmychest |
An open letter to my former coworker, a teacher who committed statutory rape. Maybe it's because you're female and he is male, maybe it's because you are well connected, maybe it's because you're claiming to be pregnant, but I don't give a shit. The admin want to pretend that nothing is happening, they want us to be qu... | self.offmychest |
I am 16 but can't seem to find a reason why not to die. I'm a failure My entire life has been one failure after another I never joined any clubs for school even when my mom wanted me to. I was the reason my parents separated. I am failing all my classes because I can't even find a reason to get up in the mornings. I sp... | self.SuicideWatch |
I either have low energy and low anxiety, or high energy and high anxiety I'm never in a "middle ground" state. For example, I had to work on something really important this week and my anxiety was through the roof. My anxiety allowed me to focus, but it was stressful.
Now that I'm not working on it, I'm less anxi... | self.Anxiety |
Something No One Has Ever Said Or Will Ever Say I failed out of school. I got fired. I have no job, no money, and no way of getting either. I have never had consensual sex. My ankle is probably broken and I cannot afford to call a *taxi* to get to urgent care, let alone calling an ambulance. Even typing and postin... | self.SuicideWatch |
Compulsions under control for this shopaholic! I just realized it's been about a year since I made any outrageous purchases or binge shopped. The meds must be doing something right. 😀 | self.bipolar |
Breaking up leading to self reflection I don't know if I miss him as much as I miss having someone be there stroking my ego...
I have friends. I have family. I'm not bad at everything. And I'm not depressed ALL the time. I just seem to go through my days alone feeling like a giant pile of dogshit. I don't have many hob... | self.Anxiety |
What do you do when someone obviously doesn't want to spend time with you but still insists that they do I have this friend who helped me with my depression and I guess it was a bit too much because any time I try and speak to him or ask to do something with him he brushes me off with some excuse or another.
Yet he a... | self.depression |
This time of year Hey, shout out to all my bipolar friends, and friends I don't know.
I know this time is rough for a lot of us. Been there, done that, doing that.
We got this. See you on the other side of Christmas :)
Msg me if you want to talk, I'm almost always around! | self.bipolar |
My mom slept with my friends. My dad abused me psychologically and physically. Most of this happened when I was growing up in the 70's. I just need to get it out there.
My dad used to beat me every week. He would come home in a bad mood, or come home looking for a fight and come right to me and pick one. He would scre... | self.offmychest |
How does someone with social anxiety go to interviews? I [25M] have been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder about 6 or 7 years ago. I have had it for as long as I can remember. The only thing that helped was taking Xanax.
It doesn't help unless I take a really huge amount. So, feeling a little less anxious require... | self.Anxiety |
Lies, deception Over the years I actually managed to make some friends that would keep me afloat in those times of despair. Unfortunately, as someone wise said "All good things must come to an end.". And I am no exception to this. Friends no longer taking my side, isolating me, roasting me and so on. Betrayal is one of... | self.depression |
Can you feel depression coming? I posted a few weeks ago because I started to get suspicious about my moods (since then, I learned that my parents both in the past thought it could be bipolar). Well, I don't know but since I definitely more relate to this sub than the one for depression, I wanted to ask this here.
I h... | self.bipolar |
Please read if you have a moment. I don’t want to reveal my age, but you should know that I’m a minor. I’ve made an awful mistake over and over. I never meant to send those photos of myself. In every moment I thought that I wouldn’t regret it, only to have it haunt me every single day. It just felt good in the mome... | self.SuicideWatch |
Is this the end 8 years ago my ex fck another guy. and i saw it infront of my eye when she went inside the guy's house, i beg for her to come back. Ingot another gf 6 years ago and she too fck other guy. i beg for her to come back too. And here i am learning perfecting my noose tying skills. waiting for the strenght to... | self.depression |
Uncomfortable with male therapists? So, I’m planning on attempting therapy. As terrified as I am about therapy, I feel as if I need it. So, a lot of the therapists who can handle my insurance are male therapist, being a male myself, I’m not sure how I feel about that.
Do any males here have experience with male thera... | self.Anxiety |
Honestly whats the point? I cant control my anxiety & therapy might not help. So I have Generalised Anxiety Disorder, severe Hypochondria along with panic attacks and obsessions & compulsions and I have been trying to seek help.
I have been on meds for a few months & it's the best decision iv made, howeve... | self.Anxiety |
Oh how badly I wish I had the courage to end it once & for all. No matter what I do, I always come back to the same thoughts & feelings. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to do this. I didn't sign up for it! [deleted] | self.depression |
Anybody down to talk to me I just feel alone and bored | self.depression |
Last night I experienced some of the worst pain I ever felt. I'm laying awake in bed again, dreading the day. Yesterday was an incredible struggle. The chaos and the pain and the confusion grew and grew and grew until I couldn't take it anymore, and my version of 'can't take it anymore' comes out in violence against my... | self.depression |
What do I do Hi I just need a little advice from you guys I would really appreciate it. I've had depression for about a year now and I've just dealt with it for the most part. Never really got any professional help and never really saw the need to. Anyway I've noticed that everything I once loved to do for hobbies such... | self.depression |
Having a good day is giving me anxiety? hi. i posted this in r/depression; but i wanted to post here too and ask you all as well...
i have chronic depression and anxiety. i am seeing a therapist, no medication.
i wanted to know, if anyone has had good days?
this past week has been mellow for me. (minimal crying, no... | self.Anxiety |
Medication recommendations / warnings? I have GAD and am wondering who else has had success or failures with which medications? | self.Anxiety |
The line between being okay and wanting to kill myself is so thin I just need to get this out guys. Some days i'm okey, other i wanna kill myself, the past days have been the latter, a girl i was snapchatting with and have hooked up with the past weekend doesn't seem interested in me anymore. we hooked up at my place, ... | self.depression |
I need to talk to someone. My Snapchat is grimis_cares. My girlfriend and I got in a fight and she’s been ignoring me. I’m having a mental breakdown and need to talk to someone. Preferably a female so they can help me understand what she’s thinking. | self.depression |
Depressed, yet productive? Background: I have a history of depression and anxiety. Went to therapy and took meds for some years a while back, felt like i was "all better" so phased that stuff out. Was good for about 5 years, then started feeling very depressed and anxious again - not consistently, but kind of sporadica... | self.depression |
im young dumb, a bit careless at times but 2k17 has been the year where i just want to end it all. i have had more fucked up shit happened to me in the past but now its like im just being fucking thrown around like a ragdoll and my family "tries to support me" but you cant just throw someone in a mental hospital for ha... | self.SuicideWatch |
What do you think caused your depression? I know for me I came to realize by my late teenage years that I have developed dual brain consciousness. What I mean is I alternate between two states at any given moment. Around friends and family I "turn on" my visual hemispheres. I actively look to be creative and funny and ... | self.depression |
I want to play games with someone & just talk I'm looking for someone who plays minecraft or terraria even D2 or Overwatch. Maybe we can just chill & you can vent to me etc. If interested PM Or leave Psn below | self.depression |
Fuck it! I’m gonna get up from bed, shower, get dressed and go out to a bar and celebrate New Years all by my self. | self.depression |
Having wisdom teeth removed. Scared to death about anesthesia. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Someone help me, either kill myself or save me [deleted] | self.depression |
AHH, hypomania, my long lost friend Holy moly, this is totally going to be a manic post and may be triggering?
I feel on top of the world. I catch myself being very impulsive and off-kilter. I went shopping and spent way more money than what was necessary on things that weren't needed and am filled with hypersexual t... | self.bipolar |
Newly single at 25 I’m newly single at 25. I’m female. Feel stuck in a rut. Any others newly single at 25? After a year long relationship I thought may be the one.
Gr | self.offmychest |
Once again, I want to kill myself This is my third time coming to this reddit. I don't want to explain all the details again, so I'll keep it short: My ex had left me for some other guy in August. Things were going great between us, and I never got a real answer as to why. I have been battling with depression since Oct... | self.SuicideWatch |
ED recovery and type 2 [below will detail instances of disordered eating and ED behaviors that may disturb]
i don’t like to have a “fuck it” attitude about much of anything, but starving myself to fit into half a dozen pairs of pants has lost its charm. i lost 45 pounds three years ago and since then i’ve been manic t... | self.bipolar |
Mixed feelings about my best friend helping me speak up about my eating disorder. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I can feel myself dwindling away day by day i post a lot on here and I’m sorry but it’s the only place I can vent and not feel AS crazy when I tell people in person who don’t understand
Nothing has gotten better and I’ve tried hard to control it and tell myself I’m fine and I’m okay and I’m going to get better but I ... | self.Anxiety |
I’m pretty sure I’m bipolar but super scared to see someone about it. [deleted] | self.bipolar |
just wanted to say goodbye. I am going to shoot myself. I am tired of being broke,i am tired of having no where to put my stuff,and I am tired of living with my parents. No matter how hard I try I can't get ahead. | self.SuicideWatch |
Anxiety at school How do you deal with anxiety at school and in classes in which discussion and participation matters? | self.Anxiety |
Type 1 Can anyone PM me and help advise about my bipolar friend please? | self.bipolar |
I experience social depression online, have become suicidal as a result of discord bans etc. I know it's so pathetic. But I participate (or did participate) in online communities that see me as annoying and and a shithead. I have autism which makes it hard to interact with people and I would often try to meme or stir d... | self.depression |
I can I die now? I know for a fact all the good times in my life are behind me.I want to kill myself. I don't want to over think it. I just need this to be over. I never talk to people, I live in dorms at my university and I don't have a single friend. My grades are terrible I have no future. But everytime I get close ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Is it fair to get into a relationship with someone when your bipolar isn't well managed? As the title says. I've been thinking about this a lot lately.
I've found someone I very much enjoy and want to be with, but I'm not sure if I can responsibly enter a relationship with someone when I know my illness affects me so... | self.bipolar |
I lost my job today. I've never been fired before. Just a new feeling, I guess. | self.offmychest |
Surprise guest visit. One ativan already down. Gonna be an interesting night | self.Anxiety |
Finding a Job? I'm a 20 year old who just moved across several states to live with my partner, and I haven't had a job since I was 17. Back then I was very depressed, anxious, and starting to develop suicidal thoughts partially due to the job at hand. I think my bad experience at the grocery store I worked at mentally ... | self.Anxiety |
For anyone with MRI now or in future, a helpful post from someone who just had one. Hey everybody.
So I had an MRI on my brain today, I have general anxiety disorder and panic disorder and as you can imagine I've been freaking out all week about this MRI and having panic attacks every day.
My tips to get through it ... | self.Anxiety |
nothing I decided a while ago that my life was going down hill. I don't know what caused me to decide this but I couldn't get it out of my head. Worthless. That's what I am. I haven't contributed anything in my time being here. I've tried putting my best foot forward, and getting out of my comfort zone, making new frie... | self.SuicideWatch |
Turns out I was an accident Well it is my bday today, and I found out that my mom wanted to abortion me, and I also later found out that I could have had a brother but as you could have guessed he was the abortion. So overall worst 22nd bday ever. At least it explains why my mum finds me as the biggest disappointment i... | self.depression |
A Bit Of A Vent Hey, everyone, I’m new to this subreddit so I don’t know if this is the right place to talk about my shit life but I’ll give it a try. This will mainly be a kid whining about everything in list form.
I’m in high school right now, which is bad enough, but almost everything that can be wrong is wrong for... | self.depression |
DAE have experience with Pristiq? I was on Abilify, it made me super shaky, and I've been getting more depressed lately so just switched my meds | self.bipolar |
I can't make myself shower for ANYTHING I hate showering. It takes so much energy, mentally and physically, and frankly i don't care much about my personal hygiene. How can i get the willpower to shower??? How can i just force myself to? I'm literally undressed w the water running and CANNOT just get in | self.depression |
[Question] At 22 years old, I have come to realize i have struggled from social anxiety for the better part of my life. What steps do i take moving forward? Long story short, in middle school I changed from being very outgoing, to afraid to talk to most people for whatever reason. While I could still bring myself to ta... | self.Anxiety |
We don't have food for you. I am working overtime on a different shift than my own in a couple hours. I dont celebrate Christmas so I don't mind working it so others can be with their families.
Last week, one of my coworkers said that on Christmas day they will be having food for everyone. I asked if I could bring any... | self.offmychest |
Nonstop Impulses I always thought my BP2/ADD (?) was all about *distractions*. Shiny things, and all that. A partly external problem that I just suck at filtering out. I never considered my overpowering urges and habits to be impulse-based, and it is revolutionizing the way I’m seeing things.
I Googled around to lear... | self.bipolar |
Update to needing perspective The verdict is in- bipolar I.
Whee?
Added Abilify to my mix. I hope it helps me level out. I'd love to be somewhat functional again.
I gotta say, though, mania is thrilling. Until it's not. Then it just sucks.
Ugh.
Thanks for the feedback on my previous post. Really helped m... | self.bipolar |
Love, suicide and existentialism I'm not big on relationships I often avoid them just because of the heartache I seem to cause others.
A girl in a different country really makes me happy...
This situation just amplifies my desire to die.
I've never done anything to myself, I'm probably too afraid.
But I always go ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Small Victory Saturday 11.4.17 What did you accomplish this week? Let's celebrate our victories together! | self.bipolar |
Pitch perfect 3 made me smile for the first time in a long time. It's the only thing keeping me alive right now. I love those movies. I use entertainment to escape my shitty life. My movies, Tv shows, music and porn are the only reason why I'm alive for this long. I lived longer than i expected. Am I the only one who i... | self.depression |
Anxiety not allowing me to breathe well. What can I do? Getting in stressful situations is a bit common for me but it seems like lately my anxiety is taking over my chest, there’s a pressure and it makes breathing feel very labored. I started to attempt to do relaxed breaths by breathing in through my nose out through ... | self.Anxiety |
Is it bad to just tell a girl .... Is it bad to just tell someone your seeing that you just want to “F#ck” , let’s get straight to the point. I understand that sometimes you need to take them out 2-3 even 4 Times , but sometimes literally you just want to F#ck no dinner , no drinks just good clean f#cking .... so quest... | self.offmychest |
I have no direction in life and I may be growing complacent. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
DAE Frequently Ruin Things For Themselves? This is something I do frequently. I feel anxiety whenever I'm trying to enjoy something, which leads to me not enjoying it. Then I feel worse about the whole thing later on. So many moments that I should be able to look back on fondly are ruined because I was feeling anxiety ... | self.Anxiety |
Weekly Reminder - What I've Learn About this Community This is a bit of a different post, I want to try something out, so please bare with me.
Firstly, to explain what weekly reminder deal is. I think we all get distracted, have our thoughts in which we get lost and due to that we forget to take our meds, we forget th... | self.bipolar |
I've started being depressed when I was a kid and it has never stopped. Its gotten so bad that I don't know what fun is. When I was around 5 years old, I remember my parents talking in the hallway next to my bedroom about why I never smile or react to anything.
When I have free time I usually just go on youtube and wat... | self.depression |
I wish I could scrub my brain with soap [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Strained relationships and Yom Kippur I had a bit of a revelation during a Yom Kippur service last night. The holiday is all about forgiving those who have wronged you and seeking forgiveness from those you have wronged and from God. It's always been a very hard holiday for me because during my childhood my mom would i... | self.bipolar |
Scared to go back to hospital, already attempted, going to try again Been battling depression, bulimia, anxiety, psychosis, for most of my childhood. I've been in hospital on off for most of this year but I can't do it anymore. I already tried overdosing again last week but it didn't work. I know if my mum finds out th... | self.SuicideWatch |
Is today the day? I’m debating on ending it. I don’t fit in to this world. I look around and I’m not a carefree partier like all the other college age kids. I suck at being my age. I’ll never have anyone special. I look at all these spoiled housewives who’s husbands do any and everything for them (work, pay for th... | self.SuicideWatch |
So my sister just told me that I never think about death [deleted] | self.depression |
Why is it seen as wrong to want to commit suicide? | self.SuicideWatch |
Any depression simulator like depression quest? (but not depression quest) | self.depression |
I just wanna be heard. I have no real issues, I'm just sad I am not having true problems like almost everyone who posts here. The only thing that's happening to me is that lately have been these days when you feel sad and hollow and lonely. Now I've been trying it all to take it off. Games, movies, social interaction t... | self.offmychest |
I had a pretty bad panic attack for the first time I think the healthiest thing to do is to write down what I experienced and gather my thoughts. I just need to vent a little.
I just finished my last final this Tuesday, but for the past two days I keep waking up thinking I still have an exam to go to. I haven't slept ... | self.Anxiety |
I’m just tired, worn out and done with this. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Hello guys Does anyone ever get the feeling of just feeling tired. Like eyes are heavy, chest has this little fear type tingle that is hard to explain and also just thinking that u have cancer or something and your convinced it’s something serious like that. It’s also hard to put words in to sentences kinda feeling stu... | self.Anxiety |
My girlfriend asked why I buy do much expensive stuff I never use and I couldn't help but laugh I finally realized they'll never understand.
😂😂😂😂
So whats the most expensive/weird stuff you got while on a episode?
I have 3 sunglasses that combined are worth about as much as all my other clothes together and on... | self.bipolar |
Today is one of those days when I feel like if I could get out of this Earth and leave, I would. My next thought was... "okay but what would I take with me?" And the beautiful notion of just letting everything go fell apart. -_- | self.depression |
21mg of Ativan isn't lethal right? That's not a very high dose and if mixed with alcohol I would just sleep for a while? I just need sleep | self.bipolar |
How do you cope when you have no support network? The girl I loved cut me off completely today. I have no shoulders to cry on and am extremely closed off from people. I am failing and feel myself being pulled into destructive habits which will only lead me down a darker path.
All i want is for someone to care about me... | self.depression |
I don’t think I can be saved I think that I’m long gone. I’ve seek for help, but it’s been a temporary fix. Counselling. Therapy. Medication. Exercise. Positive thinking. Making things happen. But nothing has gotten me out of this hell.
Throughout my life I’ve been on the other. People on this outside would think I ha... | self.SuicideWatch |
Mirtazapine ( Remeron) Is anyone on here taking mirtazapine? I've just been prescribed it, along with my usual quetiapine (Seroqel), to help depression. | self.bipolar |
PROTIP: Buy an eye mask for sleeping A friend of mine recently got blackout curtains for their bedroom and my anxious brain noticed how nice it was when the lights were off and the room was well and truly a safe dark place. I'm not in a situation where I can hang up a curtain rod and install new curtains in the space I... | self.Anxiety |
How is it to have sex when u suffer from anxiety? When I think about me having sex, all I can see in front of me is when I think about something completely else and how everything goes wrong
But mainly thinking about something else | self.Anxiety |
I have a morbid curiosity for reading YouTube comments [deleted] | self.depression |
Lonely but I may have found the love of my life. 19 Year old guy in college, Just been doing my thing, taking classes toward my degree. I'm 6'0, 190lbs and overall I think I'm cool. All the girls at my college are so uninteresting and I've been unable to find a good relationship. None of the girls at my campus like to ... | self.offmychest |
Need help finding therapist I have panic attacks about once or twice a week so I went to my doctor and now I'm trying to find a therapist. Do therapists work and how can I find one? | self.depression |
My best friend Sorry for formatting and spelling, I'm on mobile.
I've been... In a terrible place. Honestly debating suicide and overall feeling very trapped and just horrible.
Yet my best friend... When I went to another friend's last night, she wrote me a note. About how... She was so lucky to have met me, and how ... | self.offmychest |
DAE feel anxious when you don't have your razor? I feel so anxious when I don't have my blade close to me, I dont have to be using it, I just have to know that it's close to me... | self.depression |
loneliness begets more loneliness It seems to be that people hate the lonely. When you’re lonely, you are so desperate for attention. You just want people to like you. You just want someone to have some sort of connection with. It’s this desire that you feel like you will do anything for. But, people hate this. People ... | self.depression |
I regret not being a better friend to her. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Given up on enjoying anything Having a massive family party as we always do on christmas eve. In past years, its been the best day of the year. This time i cant bring myself to talk to anyone, and they dont talk to me because they know im a miserable shit. Now im upstairs trying not to gash my arm. Makes it even worse ... | self.depression |
How do some depressed people not give up and consistently work hard? How do they remain responsible (don't mean it condescendingly), productive, achieving, driven, ambitious, gritty, industrious, conscientious, resilient, committed...
I'm not blaming my inertia, defeatism and indolence on my conditions like ADHD and... | self.depression |
No family. No friends. What is there to live for? I find it harder to have a reason to even wake up in the morning. I have nothing.
I have no career to hold onto and nothing interests me anymore. No family, no children, and a slew of heartbreaks over my whole life which probably helped break me down to nothing.
My mo... | self.SuicideWatch |
Tried telling my husband how I’m feeling, and he fell asleep It’s fine. I don’t like me either.
I can’t stop feeling like everything is meaningless, and I don’t want that for my children. My biggest mistake was convincing my husband to marry me. He never wanted to. He never wanted kids, and now he has two. I want to... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm losing control of anxiety. Getting desperate and considering my options. Medication, therapy, etc. Hi all. I've never posted here before. I'm getting really desperate to help myself but I just don't know how. I'm going to give some short background first.
I've had anxiety issues for as long as I can remember. I ha... | self.Anxiety |
All i can think about is going home after work and killing myself. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
when the one person you want to care about you doesn’t I don’t know if this is the sub for this kind of post but I’m going to write it here anyways.
A few days ago I tweeted about wanting to end my life. I was having a horrible day and someone I loved committed suicide a few days before. All of my mutuals tweeted and... | self.SuicideWatch |
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