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august th prediction arg tiktok live people saying today government going announce fake alien invasion new world order thoughts
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seems really bittersweet getting better last year lot sad things still happen like daft punk man im gonna miss them
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thank you @deinha_ny, @noellhyman, @LifeByChocolate and @veganism for the recipe spreading love! made my day!!
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@lady__croft maybe you forget you re in Canada
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i feel so lost and out of control with my emotion i don t know what to do with my free time nothing seems to bring me joy i keep thinking of way to end it all without impacting my family and child but who will find me i don t want to traumatize someone i fight with my wife all the time i don t feel wanted or loved
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@italktoomuch92 putting my shoes on
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want let gothe day waiting train standing close end platform considering dealing depression years years since ive dealt suicidal idealization scary im scared think maybe ive depressed whole life people told itd better got older could make decisions change environment therapy medication throughout college chronically miserable long prospects got job another country im still happy think ive ever really happy people told would get better hasnt cant handle prospect hang on longer im tired try nice people help however can someone asks help literally stop im doing possible give every time flip side think people know im struggling know that ive asked people help walked on people taken advantage me want bother anyone im dying kind connection contradictory is even people true friends connections have cannot deal rejection want trying settle days like today get frustrated want talk someone scared send another message ignored know problems big people want someone know work stresses out service job try really hard well think good work evaluation last month along lines great customers say smile enough please smile more cant want to things got bit bad weeks ago friend coworker got drunk sexually assaulted me people saw one anything it talked anyone whos taken seriously feel silly upset because yknow way rape police anything situation even reported it cry shower used look forward since catharsis lately dread wash hair comes clumps probably eating disorder now days im motivated eat one goodsized meal happen usually end puking ive lost much weight replace wardrobe second time eight nine months anyhow im still considered fat country one cares dread work since dealing people dislike people really like helping fake connections wear out im super introvert every day exhausting skills though days like today try study make marketable end crying half day instead im scared ill mess work get gloomy something get fired certainly kill forced go back country savings live family environment terribly toxic lately ive thinking methods like inconviencing people id ideally like arrange affairs unobtrusive again part angry much pain like one cares want everyone know yes bad want people stop think moment maybe even feel little sorry probably much coward go way though people would likely want continue living feel like alive profoundly unhappy perhaps way am persisting problem me like since kid whether working shutin social solitary sides planet got long im sorry appreciate anyone whos read entire thing ive wanted say things long considering next steps
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want kill nowok got poor evaluation work low raise come home dad yells me family leaves without go fish fry please help feeling dead
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could live without pain would much easier cannot reached help many times one concern it know anymore wish pain would go away
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think already diedlife real way
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im sure whether cant survive again cant take trauma failure cant risk arrested police surviving keep told services capacity kill stop me surely capacity way achieve need way id know going work
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@jonasbrothers my favorite song its about the new cd: paranoid, hey baby, and bout the other cds: video girl, bb good, shelf, tonight
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perfect date update first post page girl went meteor shower update so instead prom dresses ended wearing cute outfits skirts talked around fire laid blanket watched stars even saw couple meteors night friends listened music including dodie clark sang along one friends leave friend bf saying goodbye turned old show choir performance whole minute dance it afterwards finally decided go home meteor shower otw back house got stuck behind train like minutes spent time jamming music laughing talking lot fun even went little bit drive backroads near house finally getting home watched others tik toks and showed one shirt shower shoulders omg attractive family went sleep decided smoke together ended getting high ass somehow inhaling wrong used half kart trying get high pen died i let use much love kart temporary future girlfriend forever fell asleep couch others arms seriously cuddling left next morning promised wed get high together another time sure she got home day found indeed inhaling wrong trying essential oil vape since weve hanging much texting frequently fun conversations even made joke said id whisk away house called knight shining armor said gonna write story ab ended drawing picture knight suit princess dress sent her loved it even called princess morning form of good morning princess brings us today asked wanted us stop work us friend driving around said sure otw asked also wanted get sweet frog works right across one said shed get shift over it got excited said yes didnt ride back home back sweet frog asked could stay job said sure closed id wait outside it freezing btw obliged meant time her got around friend said hi friend leave left alone crush job hour half really fun talking bit helped stock everything customer needed help like cookbook smh said id watch cart left ended getting busy bit waited aisle good minutes looking crayola products twirling kid batons came back came back got excited show something shed gotten walking around apparently one regular customers named santa who looks like santa signed postcard gave her shared enthusiasm showing book aisle read gone made animal noises stuff leave alone bored announced store closing went front walk out found already locked doors one employees come unlock me decided let know id staying outside case got curious said ill sitting waiting fot someone know im weirdo waiting here worker told could stay inside waiting happily accepted stood front waited another minutes crush ready go got work walked car drove sweet frog got car walked inside decided match froyo flavors get different toppings bcs im indecisive ash left eat car sat watched tokomaru compilations cosplaying characters making ship content soon hehe talked favorite shows school stuff quarantine finished froyo headed home raining pretty hard heater way windows foggy trouble driving made back house alive lol got back unbuckled put empty froyo containers dash excitedly leaned hug embraced arms way around buried head crook neck seconds hug froyo containers fell ruining moment went pick up debated whether hug again decided to leaned another hug head neck groaned wanna leave said aww finally pulled away looked eye tell butterflies mean it seriously thought second kiss even made like smooch sound blew kiss go gets nervous driving super late grabbed froyo containers promised hang asap made smooch sound blew kiss back her said i love you other walked house tldr meteor shower went great girl hung today dropped hugged broke hug pick fallen trash continued hug seprated made eye contact could feel tension air eventually blew kisses other said love you left
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just came home from market market. watched jash's cheerdance competition. Fun!
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theekween heart break trauma anxiety depression and pain of losing a loved one thelmasherbs
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epic woke set alarm went back bed woke saw time decided go back bed again basically missed half classes thing happened yesterday too fucking hate online school
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@neondeception ur avatar is so cute im trying to set this blog thing up and see what its all about lol
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feeling excess amount give life cry last weekend yelled getting la job get good grades yada yada happens time get sad better today different im feeling hopeless scared sad that normal part teenager
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its birthday today turned im tired month ago tried kill myself didnt want let live another year am happy birthday lol ive thinking everyday couldnt bring it really wish did come point really dont know want anymore feel like ill let go soon everything seems fucking pointless ive made peace that
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dark thoughts think redflag live first floor balcony work would leave dad work mom meeting room taking bath cant go rooftop balcony since locked would jump highest place adjacent stairs know explain place every floor clearly remember view there beautiful used something ugly right know would go see beautiful view stop know would go back give excuse left tell taking picture locked door redflag survivors said immediately regret jumpingtaking pill would too right damn easy wouldbe mom dad would soo mad killed myself live society now would many rumors would remembered someone ruined life talking inconvenient funeral would would sister attend it would mom dad force sister attend pathetic would right would come news quickly people move say covid since easy explanation relatives wonder tuition teachers would reactthey remember maybe would girl died maybe would think simply stopped coming tuition since obviously cut it tuition teachers would sad right care tho hope die impact dont hope still survive would dogs find body first since one leaving house suspect maladaptive daydream dreaming disorder syndrome would night day night would solve problem beautiful view curfew streetlights dogs would definitely find body first case would sad like would amounted anything ever like one light goes out sky billion stars quicker would care would would mom would dad would grandfather would maid would friends would guys say like me would guys suspect crush would school friends would childhood school friend would tuition friends would tuition teachers would school teachers would school friends would dentistfav youtube fav music group etc hope later energy share little backstory looking sympathy kinda wrote dairy wanted share since show family members sharing sorry paragraph hope u nice daynight
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trapped buried alive brings us resort opened soon closebr br we start guy gear blowing drifts avoid possibility avalanches somehow make sense anyways hes blow away one particularly big one notices resort open despite best efforts higher authority tells day overbr br soon everyone expects avalanche hitsbr br look im gonna reveal more say bmovie designed family channel which saw on fact commercials proves bmovie anyways pretty decent film partially unrealbr br firsthand people buried ice snow theyre buried traced powder or cd screwdriver possible finally cant stress enough explosion cannot stop avalanche guaranteedbr br furthermore worth rental tv viewing owning br br the movie rated pg maybe received something little strong boy nearly loses foot elevator leg cut around ankle guy toasted electricity diesel weight room dead people laying aroundbr br enjoy
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im tiredthe past three weeks ive many days actually think would make alive help im undiagnosed mental illnesses professional help cant afford it today first ever session free sponsored therapist asked talk things liked think anything spent mins trying come things kept saying things dislike well thats point girl college committed redflag months ago situation isnt nearly bad terms financial stability social standing etc keep thinking get it see way out would much easier around truly would miss on positives life theyre far worth pain ive lying bed crying two hours head hurts nothing worth this
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want run awayi cant go vicious cycle bingingpurgingstarving anymore along fact reason live mum completely given me nobody talk cant deal constant thoughts self harm pity killing anymore plan running away possibly kill wherever end at much pain mentally years enough guess going make years all
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@DVDsnapshot thanks I see you've watched StarTrek twice already and really enjoyed it
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graemearcher i am sad about innocent selling out too
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dont know turn toi want die im trying best happy stay positive cant want reach someone dont know who appointment therapist next week dont think wait long want end now dont know keep thinking thoughts cant happy hurts live way want over
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hoping my new kitten is well a she isn t eating or drinking hopefully just stress of a new place
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hb4 - cyberia - hb2 - cyberia - new food court - hb4 --> CENDOL SEDAP!!! T'baekkk!!! eheheehee..
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@Kal_Penn I just read about your new job, CONGRATULATIONS! That's fantastic.
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THREAD A few months ago, I took steps to address my mental health. I think I've known for a long time that I've had anxiety and depression issues I just chose to ignore them, to lean into them, to just turn my nose up at them like I was superior somehow. I wasn't, I'm not. (1/23)
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byeive realized way win play goodbye
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@em_c Good try Well done with the painting by the way.
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wish way make look like accidenti dont want anyone feel guilty feel like hard kill without happen fuck
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people get comfortable point makes others uncomfortable comes personality people hating dark humor gotta wake pop ibuprofen numb everyone hurtin feelings mean bully people unless bash making joke cultures food cook something real one gonna eat like yams vagina
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watching film explore turkish music also explore city istanbul wonderful pictures scenes important regions citythere lots delightful conversations sorts musicians thoughts musicculturethere also discussions mixture east west like istanbul hashow make music see comparing countrys musiciansit consists music cezadumanbaba zulaaynurmzeyyan senarorhan gencebaythe turkish queen music sezen aksuan important work art
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@SakuraTbh I saw it! It great! I'm reading the book
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first got n five sixi fell love itand first game super mario and loved itthe graphics great timea good plotgreat courses allthe best music heard nintendo gamebr br i remember plot completelybut think princess peach kidnapped bowserand mario rescue herthe object game get stars curses castleeach five six challnges get starsthere secert parts castlewhere get starsbut courseyou beat bowseri think three levels beat bowser on lets start charactersmario main characterand gets helpful advice toadso basically one alliancesi heard luigi yoshi game towards endthe main villain bowserand bunch characters like boo goombathe characters really greatbr br nexthow graphicspeople say gameplay important graphicsand agree completelybut great plotthere great graphicsespecially timei whole bunch nintendo games like graphics compare super mariobright colorsgreat effects awesome sound effectsi found graphics water courses goodnext bowser world onesit best graphics gamebr br nowthe musicthis favorite part gamegrowing upwhen played young ageid gladly leave game night music would put sleepespecially music jolly roger baywhich peaceful wonderfulthere others great tooespecially inonce againthe worlds bowserare ones stick favoritesbr br this game favorite past time developing gamerand love itthis game gets go play game
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Gr 5 is making their first collaborative website to share their info from the recent PYP Exhibition. Will publish it soon
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advice needed hardly talk crush amp never told anything recently blue removed fb amp insta etc sending request amp deleting fb still see status whatsapp oo question is know how way rejecting people rejected ff kinda new thing
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done reallylifes getting much thinking writing help thoughts lingering starting feel comforted idea existing cant tell anyone embarrassment cant go nowhere seek help people responsible downright refuse issues anyone knew felt would able face world
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@TuckerGoodrich @japantimes Autonomic and emotion regulation in bereavement and depression https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/11943236/?i=4 …
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hi guy pls who know how to overcome depression i m dying slowly
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everything gets taken away mei rose high loved hard dared much tried grasp star overreached fell
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hate myselftoday im goin g friends house goes back home viist parents im saaing night work whether want start dating dont hes coming back said friends made depressed suicidal dont know todo wish fucing dead im piece shit anyway im sick hurting people hate sorry writing yself mcuh id ont know feel fucking bad
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lonely cool not lied
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captain goes shipi major fuckup work today caught power line dump truck caused fire jumped truck caught fire for moment considered staying truck let get engulfed flames instead fleeing like coward everyone says glad im ok im glad like captain im ultimately responsible happens fire department showing time would destroyed business dumping at jobs there dignity left im fucking dolt walking hazard seems feel hard pressed continue life
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@BigSyke69 lol yea 2ish sounds about right, i love my sleep but why would you get up at 9 if you don't have to? lol.
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depression ruining peoples lives point idea start getting better seems like tried everything personally helped manage improve depression redflag anything even seems silly welcome helped manage depression
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one great ones works beautifully hardly notice miscasting year old dana andrews drugstore soda jerk goes war comes back four years later would been most then else played him
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seen film different occasionson first occasioni bowled filmit appeared kind film mei hated film sentimental garbage second viewinghowever third viewing reasserted belief good filmthere lot emotional power film especially scenes emotional confrontation mr kramer madam kramerthere scenes meryl streep appears cruel person despite fact beauty real lifedustin hoffman appears lost hero unable grapple recent task childs custodythere even controversy sets filmaccording master cameraman nestor almendros shot escaped getting hurt character mrkramerin order show intensity angerdecides break glass hardluckily nothing happened nestorkramer versus kramer shows destruction family structureit also tells family must maintained kids involved
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got chance see movie early screening brea crazy ever since film based shakespeares twelfth night read loved seen stage times certainly liked references whether like shakespeare matter movie stands on super funny witty charming amanda bynes hilarious david cross actually whole cast great happen huge david cross fanatic cast hot soundtrack kicks lots cool bands heard know cd coming definitely buy it everyone audience laughed start finish age groups
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heidimontag i love the hill but i missed the show tonight
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want someone talk to feeling stronger evermy liver problems getting worse really care bottle vodka right near want drink die many things gone wrong summer cant get job area stuck home manic depressed mother always get fight verbal physicalmainly physical her try protect myself family extremely close financial ruin college got accepted transfer aka dream college denied financial aid basically gave hope something life said nope able fulfill dream matter hard try liver acting yet again bf college left starting love years able feel ex cheated me thing set though recent ex toying heart hurts fucking much taken xanaxs already calm put sleep hurt disappointment runs deep
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wow wonderful film script nearly perfect appears film written minglun weii hope stories himbr br the acting sublime renying zhou doggie amazing natural talent xu zhu delight believable jaded old traditionalist br br the soundtrack effective guiding without overwhelming br br if movies like made whether hollywood hong kong family friendly well acted well written well directed near perfect gem
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im going tomorrowtheres point waiting shit get better never will theres point trying know full well one miss im free it im pussy im sure ill manage comes ill try best
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@SusanCalman 2/2 brothers suicide when I was 30. I would welcome a chance to share my story of survival of severe depression and trauma. @AKCounsellor knows who I am
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.@mmbc @matthewmelnyk I'll pass an email along to my contacts at Facebook re: FacebookGate, Canadian style.
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need music suggestion need song made globalization somewhat clean
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looking application idk sign somewhere psych wards included reminded end like perhaps someone check every maybe remind much damage times manage suicide ideation times literally impossible think anything anyone else suicide want it really want it sure lot relate need help think good idea reach friend family member worried either panic think trying pathetically seek attention scenarios equally bad kind suicide watch applicationsservices
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Hi there <Emoji: Waving hand sign (medium dark skin tone)><Emoji: Waving hand sign (medium dark skin tone)><Emoji: Waving hand sign (medium dark skin tone)>, my name is Yasmin. Are you struggling with disappointment, depression, suicidal thoughts, anger, or do you feel lost and left behind in life? I have also been in situations in which I needed someone to talk to. You can definitely talk to me. DM me!
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Follow @mattsmind 10 Followers away from 700. Help out.
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explaining mike mike one ocs made post showing facts trivia him post trying explain existence mike biology ask everything ill answer
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i am feeling sick
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point someone go hospitaltheres difference wanting disappear stop existing bit come back wanting die actual planwriting noteetc theres also nebulous inbetween phase person acts impulse maybe die maybe not spectrum someone go hospital im terrified commitment mental hospital ive heard terrible things them especially one area walk er nearby happen send there want go
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dont try get helpobviously question directed try treat depression why think redflag tragic thing mind boggling someone sad even deepest urge strongest directive survive disregarded tragic whoever experiences feeling support redflag understand someone would want it depression once nothing like guys terrible state years infact months years even leave home constantly contemplate redflag without even trying get help question why got lose
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hmmmm..What are you doing?...im singing a very awesome song and ima go see a movie called...TERMINATOR SALVATION!!!!!!! OH YEA! BITCH! xD
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jojo fans still exist yall go outside touch grass
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day random questions much u wanna go back school
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@HarvardBiz Very true in most cases managers misread the signals / symptoms as depression or other, also requires managers that understand their teams in terms people management. Very informative article, <Emoji: Person with folded hands>.
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dale wood i love uni coffee bet you won t get this one ilpc oh p uni tomorrow pick u up at p 000 word assignment arg
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@WhatIsKiss The interwebs twerent a thing when the betrayal hit, then the depression, rise and fall, continued depression and the acceptance of semi-sociopathism because so many humans do shit that makes no fucking sense to me that as long as I dont act on thoughts or voice them Im ok
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i really want to play singstar but all my singstar disc are scratched
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im cringe even day passed since started talking asked out fuck
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dead endi feel life cant get better everything feels like reached dead end kill self end all
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let's go yankees! almost summer, 2 more weeks!
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Can i go to your school? What are the requirements other than peer pressure and anxiety followed by depression? https://twitter.com/aJackieLarsen/status/988820882717003776 …
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bipolar ii disorder bipolar ii disorder involves period of hypomania but depression is often the dominant state for a diagnosis of bipolar ii disorder a person must have had one or more episode of depression at least one hypomanic episode no other diagnosis
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johnnybeane me too i ll see on amazon uk otherwise they make me pay custom tax if i order it from the u
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o have too much on my mind and is trying to write it all down so maybe i can get some sleep before class it s not really working
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tried make everything stop last night found time move thisthings hard past years keep going downhill college frustrating im stuck major like anymore much debt quitting would feel like failure positive change im stuck minimum wage job going anywhere best friend years falling month ago like lost brother im still love exboyfriend recently found slept someone swore hadnt though says wishes hes remorseful it pain still strong love me really hes justified loving me ruined relationship towards end checking early avoid pain made worse apparently find nearly impossible even lift bed every day happened fast came home spending work shift sobbing back office walked apartment share ex could think cold was got warm bath mind shut off wanted sleep decades took vicodin more must fallen asleep bath ex came home work found me naturally freaked out helping throw dry off called mum really remember much except taken familys house later night purging lot grandma cried lot mum upset yelled lot ex keeps calling every hour ask am friends filled happened lost help even know say feel empty plan trying again seeing everyone care distraught did guess need help figuring move past this im ashamed myself never wanted hurt anyone im exhausted friend suggested reach have im delusional think im one felt do want hide move on ever looked like before moment define rest life expect miracles quick fixes know im trouble guess need guidance
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new article from obmintegrativeandcomplementarymedicine covid on the brain anxiety sensitivity and mindful awareness mediate the relationship between covid 9 obsession and anxiety http t co vfegm9dpzf http t co wkkexnjdys covid 9 anxiety depression http t co u pembdvcm
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im peer pressured watching jojos prepared resist drugs smoking anime
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i ve had depression since i wa it come and it go but it came back around 0 and never really left just gradually got worse i dont enjoy anything anymore i dont look forward to anything i just wait for the day to end knowing there another one anyway all my day bleed together at this point insomnia doesnt help to where everything just feel like a long long loop my girlfriend of 9 year left me recently it got to be too much for her i wa trying but i guess not enough i only have a handful of friend but theyre either all going through something or dont quite understand how i put what im feeling into word so i dont feel like i can really talk to anyone i use talkspace but even that feel hollow no goal no aspiration i work in a job where there really no advancement im barely able to keep myself standing financially overall i just feel like a loser im i dont connect with people i feel like im just going to be alone forever the last few month pre and post break up i find myself sitting in my car alone in an empty parking lot till early morning talking to myself hoping that something will help but im just talking into an empty void im agnostic i want so badly to believe that there something somewhere that hears me but i know thats just not realistic i ve contemplated suicide several time but im to weak to go through with it too scared i ll screw it up or worse disappointing my family i really dont know what to do it like im just sleepwalking through life i find my moment to distract me whether it going to the gym or focusing on my other venture but at the end of the day it all just come back to this i had everything and i pissed it away like i always do i dont see my value
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@TroyNel16190599 Sucking my dick cures depression
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noti reasons to mom brother would destroyed brother sick mind way mom brother nobody me im little sister know hes stayed before im meant anymore maybe im built afterlife here fair still fair need ok guys ill let know hanging im huge fast wish luck
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never kind person life much done
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@mmwine Morning sir
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bother staying aliveeveryone constantly mean reason always get lots girls would want live cant like that tried best years get anywhere think give up wish died infancy waste life life amazing me watch others good life
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gunhello everyone write saying head much time want kill myself gun would dead already afraid feeling pain dying thats need gun tbh ive also considered shocking wires dont die instantly that im years old french guy dont feel whole purpose life feel like life simply me hapiness pretty much depends humans dont feel time dont understand keep staying alive nothing stops getting everything dont trust religions death fact not existing heres question exist simply exist keep feeling pain could simply exist red posts people lot troubles lifes felt like problem yo guy supposed nothing compared them mean asking im alive could dead lets admit gotta wait years finaly enjoy life whatever try waiting enjoy simply turn forever think brain sick really mean it dont wanna exist anymore thanks ready far tho
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u ever get new book good makes want read fast get know characters plot finished book feel remorse sadness never able experience full magic book ever again already know plot
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@oxofamilydad I can tell you're from a thespian background....... ruthless the lot of you!
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@Emskie1 tell him i said hi
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No tropical depression gonna steal my sun away.Mm, I feel lucky today.<Emoji: Multiple musical notes>
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the american psychiatric association apa state that depression is a common and severe mental illness that affect how individual feel think and act http t co arsp syayj
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hotline help related phonesi know silly question is really cant make calls severe social phobia cant use phone even good day im well im runing coping mechanisms fast feel like theres anyone help me cant afford therapist right now ones ive seen past able help me nobody else close family bunch anxious people love simply make matters worse panic comfort pretending im better calm down cant make calls ive gone metanoia site many times effect anymore yes ive waited time ive permanent crisislike state hours hours since least last night right everyone family left work afraid edit thank everyone expect people caring helpful moment im imminent danger keep mind links places posted
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heatherlibby oh well she seems like trouble christian slater is trying to kill her at the moment
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feel like nothing live forim almost college student graduate end schoolyear almost one live miles away family support group pretty good group friends months transferred school theyve completely abandoned me know incredibly suicidal am care brush give worthless platitudes want feel wanted somebody one makes feel wanted im school club actually prominent member know killed myself id missed duties personal presence seem close im never let group like nothing big party im invited to ive gone counseling therapy even antidepressants nothing gets better matter do let shyness take over stay im miserable overcome shyness try connect someone im eventually abandoned feel miserable sad thing probably best ill ever it college much monetary burden not yet anyway surrounded people age graduate know itll go shit degree european history equal job family struggling this would killed months ago want dead tie preventing taking life family feel like cant last forever want want content matter do cant be
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loving lady G's new song
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know anymorei feel like im failure think im brink fired current job got nepotism like previous jobs one part though every single relationship ive seems fizzle out like leave everyone feeling unhappy unsatisfied me think people keep lives feel sorry make feel better comparison fucking failure existence think id use everyone ending it kind morbid juxtaposition success functional person probably make sense right now im pretty fucked up alcohol thing keeping sane
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