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the sound sang in his blood . |
she turned toward him then . |
beneath the high spirits her eyes were haunted and sad . |
`` perhaps he 'd like you more if you talked to him-and listened . '' |
daemon wanted to say something light and cheerful to take away the look in her eyes , but there was something about the way the stallion suddenly twitched his ears and seemed to be listening to them that pricked his nerves . |
`` people talk to him all the time . |
he probably knows more of the stable lads ' secrets than any other living thing . '' |
`` yes , but they do n't listen to him , do they ? '' |
daemon kept quiet , trying to steady his breathing . |
`` he 's blood , daemon , but just a little . |
not enough to be kindred , but too much to be ... '' jaenelle made a small gesture with her hand that took in the mare and the ponies . |
daemon licked his lips , but his mouth was too dry . |
he remembered cook 's story about the dogs . |
`` what do you mean , kindred ? '' |
`` blood , but not the same . |
blood , but not human . |
kindred is ... like but not like . '' |
daemon looked up . |
a few fluffy clouds floated in the deep blue autumn sky , and the sun shone down with its last warmth . |
no , the physical day had n't changed . |
that 's not what made him shiver . |
`` he 's half-blood , '' he finally said , reluctant to know the truth . |
`` half blood , half landen , forever caught in between . '' |
`` yes . '' |
`` but you can understand him , talk to him ? '' |
`` i listen to him . '' |
jaenelle urged dancer into a trot . |
daemon held the mare back and watched the girl and horse circle the field . |
`` damn . '' |
it hurt . |
dark dancer was a brother , and knowing that hurt worse than knowing about the human half-bloods daemon had seen over the years who were too strong , too driven , and too aching with an unanswered need to fit into the life of a landen village yet were still left standing on the other side of a great psychic ravine from where the weakest of the blood stood because they were n't strong enough to cross over . |
but humans could at least talk to other humans . |
who did this four-footed brother have ? |
no wonder he took such care with her . |
suddenly jaenelle and dancer hurtled toward andrew as he flung himself off the pony and frantically adjusted the stirrups . |
daemon put his heels into the mare and galloped over to join them . |
`` andrew- '' `` hurry ! |
get dancer 's stirrups down ! '' |
daemon dropped the mare 's reins and hurried over to the stallion . |
`` easy , dancer , '' he said , stroking the horse 's neck before reaching for the stirrups . |
`` miss jaenelle . '' |
andrew grabbed her by the waist and tossed her up onto the pony . |
he turned in a circle , his eyes sweeping the ground . |
`` your hat . |
damn it , your hat . '' |
`` here . '' |
jaenelle held the hat up and put it on her head . |
her hair still flowed down her back , tangled by her ride . |
wilhelmina glanced at jaenelle , all the color gone from her face . |
`` graff 's going to be mad when she sees your hair . '' |
`` graff is a bitch , '' jaenelle snapped , her eyes on the path where it took a bend through some trees . |
the ponies must be mares , daemon thought as he adjusted the stirrups . |
all the males had flinched at the knife-edge in her voice . |
`` that 's it , '' andrew said , sliding under dancer 's neck . |
`` stay on the mare . |
there 's no time to do more . '' |
he mounted , gathered the reins , and started walking forward . |
the stallion was furious , and showed it , but kept moving toward the path . |
wilhelmina followed behind andrew , trying to calm the nervous pony and only upsetting it more . |
daemon mounted , started forward , and then stopped . |
jaenelle sat perfectly still , her eyes fixed on the bend in the path . |
pain and anger filled those eyes , a hurt that went so deep he knew he had no magic to help her . |
beneath the childish features was an ancient face that seared him , froze him , wrapped silk chains around his heart . |
he blinked away tears , and there was miss jaenelle with her childish face and her not-too-intelligent summer-sky blue eyes . |
she gave him a little-girl smile and urged her pony to a trot just as philip and leland rounded the bend and stopped . |
across the field , philip stared first at daemon , then at jaenelle . |
he said nothing when they reached the group , but he maneuvered his horse so that jaenelle was riding beside him all the way back to the stable . |
* * * daemon fastened the ruby cuff links onto his shirt and reached for his dinner jacket . |
he had n't had a moment to himself since leaving the stable that morning . |
first leland had needed an escort for an extended shopping trip on which she 'd bought nothing , then alexandra suddenly decided to visit an art gallery , and finally philip insisted they needed to go over invitation by boring invitation all the possible social functions daemon might have to escort leland or alexandra to . |
something in the field this morning had made them all nervous , something that had swirled and crackled like mist and lightning . |
they wanted to blame him , wanted to believe he 'd done something to upset the girls , wanted to believe that the scent of the restrained violence was male and not female in origin . |
more than that , they wanted to believe they were n't the cause of it , and that was possible only if he was the source . |
ladies like to seem mysterious . |
not lady jaenelle benedict . |
she did n't try to be mysterious , she simply was . |
she walked in full sunlight shrouded in a midnight mist that swirled around her , hiding , revealing , tantalizing , frightening . |
her honesty had been blunted by punishment . |
perhaps that was for the best . |
she was good at dissembling , had some understanding about her family 's reaction if they learned some of the truths about her , and yet she could n't dissemble enough because she cared . |
how many people knew about her ? |
daemon wondered as he brushed his hair . |
how many people looked upon her as their secret ? |
all the stable lads as well as guinness knew she rode dark dancer . |
but philip , alexandra , leland , robert , and graff did n't know . |
cook knew about her ability to heal . |
so did andrew . |
so did a young parlor maid who 'd had her lip split by the senior footman when she refused his amorous advances . |
daemon had seen her that particular morning with her lip still leaking blood . |
an hour later she had passed him in the hallway , her lip slightly swollen but otherwise undamaged , a stunned , awed expression in her eyes . |
so did one of the old gardeners , who now had a salve for his aching knees . |
so did he . |
but philip , alexandra , leland , robert , and graff did n't know . |
wilhelmina knew her sister disappeared for hours at a time to visit unnamed friends and an unknown mentor , knew how the witchblood had come to grow in that alcove . |
he knew about her midnight wandering and her secret reading of the ancient craft texts , knew there was something terrifying and beautiful within the child cocoon that , when it came of age and finally emerged , would no longer be able to live with these people . |
but philip , alexandra , leland , robert , and graff did n't know . |
they saw a child who could n't learn simple craft , a child they considered eccentric , strange , and fanciful , a child willing to speak brutal truths that adults would never speak and did n't want to know , a child they could n't love enough to accept , a child who was like a pin hidden in a garment that constantly scratched the skin and yet could never be found . |
how many beyond chaillot knew what she was ? |
but not philip or alexandra or leland or robert or graff . |
not the people who should protect her , keep her safe . |