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driven redflagi think partners negativity driving redflag started months ago depression past two weeks reaching help get supportive remarks followed negative conversation example happened today asking last week could help get bed mornings im up wanted make sure wasnt laying left work could get daughter school asked didnt said shouldnt mothering you far worse said past weeks thats started episode said daughter living around needs im school last week trying open talk struggles jokingly said maybe kill already laughed isnt dramatic sounds since said cant get head offers support never gives it im quickly going hill dont eat drink water sleep maybe hours night havent seen friends months grades going down interest around daughter anymore feel like burden someone help

dont wanna feel betteri dont wanna get point life im better dont feelings anymore wanna die move next life whatever suicidal depressed anxious dont know dont want want exist

somebody talkim attempt right something urgent need somebody talk feel alone

need help finding meme meme roblox guys one says something along lines rat fat cant find anywhere

dedicate thosewho kept going posting darkest moments even though clue thats doing especially dedicate trying times know redditors big country music one countryish maybe could bear long enough hear message one day willhttpwwwyoutubecomwatchveyyctljoo

know originally film box office hit light recent hollywood releases most decidedly formularidden plot less pointless savetheblondechicknomatterwhat drivel feast saints certainly sorry context deserves second opinion filmlike bookloses anchoring historical background depicts uniquely american dilemma set uniquely horrific american institution human enslavement tragic and funny touching consequencesbr br and worthy singling youthful robert richard cast leading figure marcel whose idealistic enthusiasm truly universal sets beginning coming age cruelly disappointed turns become true education ways southern plantation world louisiana apex antebellum period saw previews featuring dreaded blondhaired richard expected buffoon fop caricaturei pleasantly surprisedbr br ossie davis ruby dee late ben vereen pam grier victoria rowell even jasmine guy lend vivid imagery formidable skill actors backdrop tapestry placage voodoo creole aristocracy haitian revolt woven tale human passion hate love family racial perplexity society supposedly gone yet somehow still us

literally escape brainthis really really really really long one ive always great mentally tried commit redflag several times mostly pills bad times blood loss simply tried coke overdose went maybe years since teens stuff happened maybe warrantedvalidated felt i dont mean diminish anyone elses feelings warranted head ended horrible relationship wanted help sort of girlfriend brother committing redflag gave black eye time excused somehow ended married despite abusive behaviour changing lost nan complications regular surgery mum cancer space month mother law who gentlest caring person ive ever known and helped wife less abusive died miss fucking much years finally sense push divorce switched antidepressants fellhad first time seizure possibly new antidepressants brain haemorrhage lost hearing playing musicbandplaying shitty gritty clubs etc everything me made lose sense smelltaste i loved food cooking brain isnt was aside music thing made feel useful writing joking cant spell read well find words easily get stuck part way joke makes people laugh scramble wrong words thats funny itself head injury ive developed epilepsy seizures landed hospital get dizzy nauseous cant leave bed sometimes even get stairs get frequent night terrors ive without headache since three nearly four years ago head injury three years headache headache bad makes want smash face wall genuinely mean literally theres nothing else pain despite every sensible pain treatment cant take pain supposed stop childhood home divorce got married early s previously mentioned older woman supposed stop till found another place haemorrhage im stuck childhood bedroom incapable anything able contribute anything cant leave cant sleep cant taste cant smell cant hear well struggle understand words conversation alwayshaveanexcruciatingheadache night terrors make sleep rest awful cant help it fall asleep part way work in job im blagging takes long understand im readinghearing wake up desk feeling fucking terrified push day im lucky enough working home dont feel like it genuinely wish seizure would take out way noone feel responsible take cocktail epilepsypain meds four times day every time think miss one skip day time stop breathing indefinitely instead paramedics round inject put mask on dad said reason brother got sectioned psychotic depression seizure kept night depressingly paragraphs took long write ive look spelling spelling literally taken hours write doesnt even feel real dont even feel real im leaning tablets dont want leeching people shouldnt accommodate someone barely formulate sentence real time im completely lost mentally physically person cant mentally physically function pain specialist told xmany years pain isnt going do do im stuck every sense word youve got way far youre fucking trouper lol know everyones struggling know many people much much much grapple with make feel proud

suicidal where start know exactly lets discuss present situation lost job staying lonely friends family busy lives cant disturb talk them started nonsense things harm physically since yesterday evening even took medicines instead taking two dont worry alright without side effects feel good whenever increasing think low self esteem understand would future consequencesif continues

crush said interested like guy know like tho bad im sure next chance make like do were friends classmates connection least simply know

fuck yeawelp didnt plan succeed leaving uni

take story snapchat posted happy birthday_name person_ didnt look story didnt click it didnt say thank didnt look message anything why take story cause embarrassing avoided it

go doctors go doctorsso basically im pretty sure anxiety depression lot stress im mainly depressed stressed past like years im girl live uk ive whole therapy thing million different people never really helped feel fine im talking ive left room feel always shitty havent seen therapist year hate it hate speaking answering questions hate telling stupid life story reading load files hate everything it like really nice people dont hate hate therapy really doesnt help me basically want try taking medication im dont know whether prescribe anything ive given pills sleep even though didnt really need problem wasnt couldnt get sleep avoided completely past week ive basically slept day watched netflix night havent really gone all want try pills see help want kill almost day dont want go doctor tell feel talk someone months dont know tbh cant deal bullshit anymore oh yeah also im actually diagnosed things thats part problem bc idk actually diagnosed first what

cant face failure againthrowaway etc im final year med school struggled mental health issues long remember ive professionals tried meds tried therapy pattern every time get overwhelmed right im middle final exams failed ones ive taken far year genuinely would rather die go another year repeating thats pretty much im facing university unsupportive cant stand around family members anymore keep pointing mood asking questions hate want out cant stand anymore worth

banger anyone else point life sick caring find headbanging songs hate like know hate them know dancing fuck isnt something still end doing

first day want die everthats it thats post want fucking die

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april dont got friends living marvel movie marvel movie isnt enough cant recover grades done dealing anxiety depression think years enough pretty sure isnt slump life gonna stop trying school quit job write screenplay gonna see infinity war opening night kill self

physics exam got cancelled hell yeah dont need study anymore

need penis music would sell anything ability order get super speed using it penis music follows trail blasting non existent speakers full volume

made lemon tea lemon feel boujee yall gonna pay euros

friend would needed them maybe feel suicidal againim much better used be ive tried hard get am feel like progress anymore feel like im stuck forever now stuck feeling depressed every month so feel better again back depression endless cycle ive reached friends told need someone ive lonely depressed told ive suicidal care im always theyre going something want someone talk hang with one wants help know cant normal life compromise mental health order occasionally happy

advice intrusive thoughtshi m cutting it intrusive thoughts redflag days week kind creep thought process ill sitting desk work get daydreams walking door traffic example another example picturing driving sunset throwing severn bridge ill good time friends switch picture drowning cant stop it understand keeps happening someone suffered depression growing stressful disruptive childhood thats behind became fully independent moved messed childhood home trying really invest ever since socially friendships trying online dating not really gone anywhere serious economically im training low level lawyer personally taking music trying read more still struggle combat background feeling vapid apathy alive got better since becoming independent feel like im treading water mental health wise words wisdom would appreciated

word autocorrect freshness hell lol

need helpi feel like failure nobody wants me idk im wrong cant handle anymore rejection moved bigger city way far away friends family ok need find new place live next days nobody wants me im good enough anyone even got denied air bnb cant go home everyone see much failure am know anymore want die think redflag almost everyday simultaneously dont want fall asleep never wake up wrong everyone hates me

help think started war cult full apple enthusiast anyways join kingdom rbanana_kingdom_

think need actual help okay depress lately everything going downhill mental breakdowns crying past hour life beginning meaningless dont really know anymore im afraid ask parents always busy feel like failure

normal start day asked was card worth wait answered yes cried park jokingly said of course did tiny tears x asked did take photos chocolates said yes babe sent photo still online last messages wasnt read next message sent day wasnt sent anymore offline thought getting ready work phone died network hour got worried sent messages social media has know

dont belong anywhereive tried years fit depression anxiety feels like im fundamentally different peers try fit people always end fucking never happy dont belong here one energy put depressing bullshit drag people make life worse im gonna make past highschool hate much deserve rot

guys believe this clever selfworth lowering punchline friends meant relatable

lovely movie it deeply reflects chinese underground bands current lives chinese culture traditionaled rock n roll music go highly recommend one but one thing wondering whether movie showed mainland sorta doubt d

everyday wake think really shit againjesus fucking christ many days there like today yesterday get break feel like ive alive years wanna wrap shit days counting

kill without hurting family friendive needing long time now without hurting them anything put note lessen pain

wait wait wait telling me women pedophiles rteenagers mature body ready molest teenager oh no fixing hair oh thats bad oh putting perfume mouth spray watching im good mirror bbut thats like bad society i reallllly hope non even dares reach me would hoooorrible fixes flannel

im arguing im explaining million wasnt enough

storytime sorry fellow meme lords might post meme this little sister friends sister antisocial introvert good luck making friends classmates like clipped american movie like clipped mothers womb kinda cold competitive lowkey karen friends two boys thats share passion star wars not saying bad also like mostly action plot two boys mostly buddies play recess yes really best friend friend girl girl many bestfriends really want get friends girls relate lot get lot support opinion least girls met yet overall way funnier boys disclaimer im talking people met im sure good boys rude ones hang told many times might nice find girls befriend never listened stopped ago new school year starts new students join class one girl guess what new girl gets seat sister one bully sidekicks finally chance get real friend told us setup seats dinner immediately started talk befriend her said even approach her bully sidekick already got her together time sidekick bully always made sure new girl close little sister would start talking new girl sidekick would immediately come collect new girl she even makes new girl watch play basketball little sister said immediately got idea sidekick playing basketball sister chance talk new girl excitedly tell plan instead going made frowny face said back um i want play basketball too im sorry wanted giant tea spill drama anything else really sorry find hilarious actually chose basketball friend knew competitive this meant hate anybody wanted tell anybody

good advice gave become cursei made post another account years ago saying get girlfriend alot things like that guy made big comment stuff said big advice gave look girlfriend try build confidence first get career get money go gym clean first tried followed advice successfully avoided women much could get tempted ask out saw girl approaching would try avoid her still use advice even though know ive basically completed advice maybe girls like like instinct avoid girls cursed never love

keep going whatwhy keep miserable suffer yet one wants help cant work cant afford daycare cant find better job cant afford school cant find job fucking cycle want end day day think done family adopted mom died leaving someone took money kicked shitty ever since started fundraiser one gives shit bipolar depression cant afford health insurance cant afford services meds without it dental insurance left side mouth hurts filling came out need new glasses cant afford without insurance go without im underweight eat maybe calories day im stressed money feel like eating im gall bladder issues cause pain cant afford surgery removed also complications child birth starting cause problems daily life im scared bones starting jut out know cant gain weight mental issues having years trying cope stay childs father homeless friends car penny name son taken care financially father nothing left really since rent gone up qualify assistance small income states standards poor enough going get better me years suffering one giving fuck never able dig darkness cant even get hand none clinics accepting insurance accepting new patients cant afford stay hospital cant afford get strep cant afford survive botched redflag attempt think im starting finally sink trying keep head water long

hasnt day havent thought redflagthere hasnt day dont think wanting kill myself hurt way hard pick knife ya know idk nothing was life doesnt want happy thats even life cares dont know im supposed anymore feel fucking bad ones going read one going care

im sorry everyoneim fucking failure mom spent hundreds dollars tutors yet im still failing algebra class betrayed best friend somebody whos supporting long im going hurt anybody else care about im usually talkative today really quiet grandmother kept asking ok instantly able notice something wrong went bathroom crying thinking much id miss shed react finding dead cant stand letting everybody care down im much failure live today im it im going od pills im sorry grandma

ideas dangerous comment one intervieweebr br dvd rating b worth timebr br a great story adults teen boaters children none stupid violent crime stuff often mistaken hollywood days quality work and used trainer film proper boating preparation about about prior sailing seven seas movie starts somewhat slowly develop story documentaries do draws viewer saga emotions begin percolate ones head emotions include anger sadness disbelief era late sbr br that solo sailing around globe dangerous surprising surprising twists viewers expect average group guys sailing race boat different allowed race rules solo sailor different levels ability allowed race rules well known sailors among well known one considered mystery man nobody seemed knowledge ability all boat allowed depart long underway certain date was course prior modern electronics allow boaters communicate shore vicious storms etcbr br actual video audio recordings interspersed interviews family members others involved mood interviewees always somber despite years passedbr br the main character don focus attention journey relates wanted beat but due circumstances creation beat win story circumstance life moved south west across atlantic ocean years time alone waterbr br do fail view special features section dvd film finished entire saga fully understood wo viewing bonus stuffbr br in end watched everything dvd likely shake head exclaim wow keep mind story remained alive last yearsbr br spoiler fail view special features section dvd film finished one sailor headed back england circumnavigating globe decided fly that no going another spin film records spouses opinions decision opposite story unfolds another sailor wishes race allowed two board could take wife along photos demonstrate warm union them interview burley ex paratrooper actually rowed boat across atlantic friend prior solo sail race incredibly funny described even knowing sail thought bad things happening normal many people think setting sail open sea romantic adventure without mishap one

feels like already diedi deactivated social media little week ago im guy scrolls fb several hours day found making matters worse deactivated rather tense time several people try escape well im bored know nobody notice reactivate minute check everybody doing way everybody gone lives new profile pictures hardly recognizing people one week offline best friends never even noticed gone suddenly havent spoken since sharing regular posts every hours big girl got haircut seems getting fine cousins mom sister family sharing memes jokes normal crush sharing events things important arent really bag distancing getting courage talk her feels like died missed things regular old new would really like could take fucking step tell nobody cares all know guys do say feel like support find keeps going guess thats whats important drained low this

got downvoted guys one subs yesterday saying not cool man post saying ammonium nitrate go brr fuck wrong people someone even made fun comment saying brrr shit

im fan tv movies general one good ones cast performances throughout pretty solid twists see coming commercial kind like medium meets csibr br did anyone else think certain lights daughter looked like young nicole kidman related way id definitely watch agin rent ever comes videobr br dedee great seen lot things job convincinglybr br if tv mystery movies check one chance

sad time year againi stocked vitamin fish oil forget anything time year always pretty rough alone feel same

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cant morehonestly feel like ive enough this feel alone many ways life seems grim cruel worth fighting even special life gift something given us force eventually return it death inevitable way avoid longer feel comfort thinking fragile life bullshit end feeling dread overwhelming cant believe ive using fiction cope reality believe simple characters screen words paper one barriers keeping ending all also want fall low enough drugs shit mind long way access since know dealers want cry right since want live deep inside im afraid die ill take chances hope whatever waiting worse this please someone there know even know self sometimes feel like attention feels wrong want know quickest painless method use know bullet head quick enough noose overdose would painful many types medical pills disposal knife neck also seems painful

choke ropeits lonely here loves theres girls want whole ass world thats never happening though never will lonely friends bail me life getting shittier yet nobody fucking cares irl anxiety without meds everything fucking else better choke fucking rope lol

need help telling fiance im suicidali really want leave feel like to every second ticks overwhelming im trying really hard hurt myself want go hospital make huge deal need help want tell fiance work want worry them person trust say tell them even wait get home im afraid theyll overreact

first day work earnt bucks washing dishes helping pub tonight doesnt sound like much feel like ive accomplished much due social awkwardness enough me everyone elses day going hope yous good

click post thank you tell day im work responses may slow

answer question previous reviewer asked name us official mentioned lumumba name character mr carlucci frank carlucci reported time second secretary us embassy congo subsequently among assignments appointed us ambassador portugal deputy director central intelligence agency secretary defense chairman carlyle group hardly surprising carluccis biographical sketch wwwcarlylegroupcom web site fails credit service belgian congo name deliberately censored hbo version lumumba may avoid possibility hbos sued us courts carluccis name however clearly mentioned theatre version lumumba saw recently event expect would deny involvement lumumbas murderbr br others commented evenhandedness film lumumba treats parties concerned lumumbasupporters congolese even belgians somewhat sinister view emerges think bbc documentary entitled who killed lumumba based book the murder lumumba belgian historian ludo de witte examined closely films demonstrate fate lumumba history congo matter black white lumumbas murderers believe that

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want put thoughts therenot really expecting anyone care reply nobody really ever did ive read peoples posts thought could feel better myself too nobody around understand im feeling even though im really alone i family girlfriend would never understand feel tell would hurt make feel weird me feel like im even living life now stranger trying make things work somebody else know feel like im wearing mask im allowed show real self anyone otherwise would hurt them ive thoughts lately hoping die way manner would do im much coward myself im looking thinking way end life way would interfere lives everyone around think is want disappear feel like im worthless pathetic look mirror want spit face im looking at am live and now almost month theres single day thought killing hoping die deserve life theres people world want live normal lives cant medical condition id like disappear give chance life could finally something good instead volunteering helping people way contemplating redflag hoping death come deserve shit things happened life worse im thinking it seriously fucking hate asked why would know answer question matters course would still hate myself today ive magnetic resonance brain dysfunction hormones doctors wanted sure pituary gland tumor giving treatment hope ive read highly unlikely die it im want live anymore apologize anyone took time read ungrammatical piece shit english first language

im doneim done im tired im done trying im autistic tranny morbidly obese loser teenager im every popular fucking joke meme right wrapped one package nobody would miss me im sick trying normal im sick find shit wear immediately make meltdown im sick person people go need help leave theyre done me im sick joke im sick me bye guys good years wish luck

think im donei honestly know carry on start want say tomorrow might different today last friday could think switching off used want using addict since ive clean sober years ive always coped pretty well even back ever thought wanted stop using kids one severe complex needs makes difficult deal guilt feeling way cant abandon them head full conflict guess conflict thats keeping here head battered im tired managing coping happiness days real hard work fabricated time around enjoy version tolerate hate living skin hate taking breathes one effort days im sounding here please dont offer support sympathy need guess need say loud

weve come far give up were night get lucky

ive remembering old childhood crushes freaking guy yo gabba gabba farkle girl meets world gay awakening

reviewed world premiere screening sept isabel bader theatre toronto international film festival tiffbr br this interesting premise seemed go long many shots piles ewaste recycled computers keyboards cables etc shipped china ton sorted remade new products sell back desolationbr br the filmmakers tried get people interviews boost human element frequently prevented due chinese censorship still interesting bits shanghai high end real estate agent preening strutting around showing luxurious mansion gardens intercut scenes others living medieval conditions especially striking opening tracking shot m factory floor quite something well scenes activity three gorges dam project also complement jia khangje films tiff the feature still lifesanxia haoren documentary dong also built around subjectbr br director jennifer baichwal producer nick de pencier cinematographer peter mettler subject edward burtynsky stage qa world premiere producer noah weinzweig introduced audience thanked key person assisted ground access china itself

anyone think valve knew theyed creating whole new category porn made portal hindsight could have dont think wouldve thought

fear hell thing stopping mei dont understand god makes us depressed much pain ask pain end punished eternally burning fucking unfair

want die know wont anythinglike many posts ive contemplating redflag ive felt way long time sometimes ups sometimes downs year especially down lost mom partner recently broke im glad graduating soon never wanted go college staying home wouldve hell too family awful since passing honestly would rather sleep outside go home dont like either side family right now moms half toxic talks other never really fond dads half family hadnt felt excited graduating days cause actually liked college hell lot better high school one really liked didnt friends actually friends now college gave place stay also put years debt never wanted go though dont even know want do fucking long

havent power hours really actually upset this pseampg says th return power currently car charging phone

long story short mdd gad bpd since late depression kicking arse suffered depressive episodes years never bad long last depressive episode birth son great success nd ssri tried managed establish good routine get out currently th antidepressant sectioned twice year si intent marginally better getting worse again zero motivation get bed appetite crying etci also intensive group therapy since february really invested end day feel exhausted options way without ending it

one cares drank water today

shoud tell school counselor selfharm suicidalhi dont really know dos donts u say counselor yes cant afford therapist yet im still college student wanna ask let parents know told selfharm im suicidal okay tell therapist told it wanna seek help dont know kind information thanks

favorite lines tonight poor boys in least racist person room everytime biden laughed seconds fracking good

strength anymoreday ive feeling like seems like long time almost every day past year contemplated ending life ive selfharmed somehow slitting wrists open watching blood trickle calmed down ive done everything promised wouldnt night went sleep theres something inherently wrong that wanting kill myself despite everything kid age needs around months ago started slipping college wouldnt attend days stretch days turned weeks weeks turned months knew wasnt good head space id hiding something parents while sent counselling lied woman well couldnt tell anyone one night however mother caught crying sleep told honest said would support matter was told time inappropriately touched grown man almost two years ago ever since like this felt depressed wrong disgusting always called mother best friend literally nothing havent shared her everything sixteen year old girl indian household remains silent about able discuss freely her quite understanding mother much shell go lengths defend argument father still doesnt know doubt would even understand speaking father never hit me hurls abuses me never physically hurt me reminds every day failure wasted investment useless impure negative slacking reminds best hope life job call centre boss yell ill suck desperate money ill husband berate ill mercy dont bring joy im meant anything good regrets giving things has ruin everything touch complete utter disappointment then hours later sweet words usual want whats best you know does person says things every single day start believe it first words pinched would cry listen him scared explain ive become mess am started screaming back pretending dont care calls rude shameless way know block out cry leaves room say is ever finds this im sorry know expected promise tried ive thought months know people worse problems maybe im selfish mine cant live like this strength anymore know im writing this wanted see could put thoughts together theres dayweek rule one must follow committing redflag day one well see happens tomorrow

wanting twitch streamer remember watching one boring person get boring nobody like me oh wait know people partner pain

saw film sep cambridge film festival br br the beagles couple short flashbacks whole thing darwins life ensconced kent growing family pages origin already drafted wondering whether complete book br br the script based randal keyness book annies box annie charless daughter died mostly family drama include sex scenes however participants married screen exciting much science wellmade film thats pleasant watch pushes right emotional buttons bit romantic weepie actually suppose conclusion agnostic freethinking scientist atheist family background still emotional romantic well excellent father br br some characters darwin state wonder whether killed god viewer able doubt that beyond doubt given deadly struggle survival web predation meadowbank wellknown darwin completely uncontroversial failure darwins prayers idea kind providential god loves his creatures untenable br br i really cannot see many americans objecting much may problems title probably controversial thing film fact bettany horns tail pitchfork

people learned lucid dream long take want learn im lowkey lazy biotch little motivation

respond hey sc added guy whos like friend friend sent hey without anything else im probably thinking id feel bad felt bad left opened dont know well also hes probably hitting bc barely know havent posted anything story

therapy stopped thought getting better moving returned state depression redflag obsessive thinking feel unable cope difficulty lifei appointment online therapist obviously cannot say anything suicidal bad thoughts yo young know life always bad cannot stand world works sick societyi regularly go phases suffer feel miserable enjoy anything anymore food socializing meeting people hobbies etci really want try commit suicide fail may deal side effect horrible health problems caused method pity peoplei far away home abroad want family suffer hear death even managed fuck real bad cannot vent anyone suicidal irl

today birthday cant live onhi reddit today birthday cant seem feel anything anymore count hours work get home get bed etternally without sleeping therapist im also taking meds for month everyday seems get worse im think life me im failure

anyone ever questioned achievement notification minecraft achievement get like understand conveying fact short

soon feel comfortable life get sent another rabbit hole existential dread feel dumb thinking anything death hopeful nobody else cares like filled new emptiness instead escaping want sit live it normal depression hope going go away soon really bad lows before even going about understand happening want fix gets worse confused

feel like giving upokey im yo guy feel like theres point living anymore periods throughout life depression never felt bad might something stupid feel goddamn useless education friends still kissless virgin still live parents top ive gotten acne back starts bleeding evertime sleep life worth much anyway might well die young

hate people feel need remind dont dick like idc still suck metaphorical dicc like inches long choke

speak french ive prepared guide speak french fluently baguette wee doublevay trois noir vert mademoiselle well thats learned french class anyways seem like work

got less hour till bed help sleeptonight rough me man need relief either cut bash head wall guys need go hospital think make family ashamed im lost do

nooce chair setup nearby forestsometimes stand chair nooce around neck cry minutes building courage everyday passes finally inch little chair finally commit redflag decided im going douse gasoline set hideous atrocious absolutely horrifying ugly self fire pain much ill jump hang myself least way closed casket funeral one able see face

whats trouble rkod guy like got concussion shit

wanting grow normal get sad around time year birthday soon im approaching im nervous confused life

realized tell irs anyone fans get audited fans snapchat premium anything like pay taxes some lot dont tell irs theyll audit them holes yall tell

yes ways rip gus van sants elephant students dealing problems leading suicide one them yes full clichs thats life cant deny creepy nerds disabled persons popular students who despite popularity problems existing real worldbr br but thats not film about life highschool misery life itselfbr br if look beneath surface beneath soaplike social relationships shown find gripping thoughtprovoking criticism societybr br why people committing suicide really understand motives trying understand already late always someone would never expected bebr br this movie answer question raises it intense way way keeps guessing whose blood might be see beginning following paths students less good reason end lives forced watch gruesome act finalebr br did know would be caught surprise like real lifebr br the message verbalized one surviving kids end always fixed problems forget see others might someone colleague friend want live anymore but open eyes never know latebr br this movie delivers well might flaws matter anymore over either see reflection society blind reality

english teacher watches anime yoyoyoyoyo holy fucking h english teacher something year old korean man got discussion class anime hahahaha animes weird discussion guy knows h talked haikyuu food wars hunter x hunter jojo even fucking hentai even recommended gurren lagann him holy fucking hell

seriously think might next week two nobody cares me facing reality unbearable time it never really feel alive anyway number years ive done absolutely fuck lie around feeling sad front laptop ive ruined physical health too nobody cares constant and mean every second fight keep life going steam honest ive enough struggle miss alive nobody else miss me maybe world run little smoother without way merry christmas wish everything gone differently

happy right nowi everything going right now caring family girlfriend car place live good school amazing job seems like feel anything car crash recently car totalled people would distraught upset wasnt like another thing happened day get milk go work crash car get coffee etc sometimes driving think veering road running building hitting pole thinking would kill would mutilated beyond recognition getting suicidal thoughts week desire commit them need help think

stimulus alienation feeling kinda annoyed us government giving every kid independent adults leaves gap dependent yearolds get money whatever reason seems like oversight give money year old dependents me could use cash get school supplies college save for anyone else see weirdness dumb

loved movie like everyone said bits developed enough thought personally girls vapid landed prison sure supposed innocent american girls stilli felt like lacked bond best friends supposed have example montage theyre sightseeing way held photograph awkwardlookingbr br then parts ambiguous think pretty much understood danes character it see could confusing also camera dwell manat bearing grim expression put bags taxi trunk thought suggesting something turned nothingbr br apart that movie great cried claire danes took blame great actressbr br also wanted see bitchy thai inmate get ass kicked talk lack closure

since people become careless coldi told suicidal last night mean hurtful reply happened us thought best friends

damn bus weird spent ish minutes talking another driver like buddy forget route

saw something forever changed man police officer stopped teen black male anything wrong cop told tie tied correctly teen told way date never learned propperly orphan police officer steps car redoes young males tie tells looks nice look teens face thanks officer gave hope life full good people

gay hard make brain hurt gf im gay love much cant fuck guy fuck hand gf dude hand fuck hand

im bored coins comment want candycorn

atlantis much better anticipated ways better story come films aimed higher age although film demand solid attention span times great film ages noticed younger audience expected comedy got adventure think everyone tired endless parade extreme parodies lot kids seen nothing parodies short time everyone seemed intensely watching atlantis

commit alive im market guy thick accent asked line hear say hi usupremeseby dead heard name responded hi yea dont wanna live hes still behind line yall

would happen diedif killed would able watch friends familys reaction death above

anyone witness justice system lack thereof find film truly satisfying many shades gray regard characters plot virtually every character film epitomized best worst society popularity film probably due fact us one time another deal scumbags along nambypamby lilylivered meleemouthed bureaucrats empower name political correctness br br the performances across board compelling sympathized rape victim same found gratifying see wipe smug vicious arrogance faces former attackers particular found dyke one ugliest characters films ive seen nice see former victim shut mouth good lead rapist psychopath equally ugly fitting dirty harry offed loud grotesque fashion end sequel dirty harry saga equaled first

today finally broke cheating lying manipulative mean girlfriend told dad talked said decision mine tearing eyed nodded yes sent message said thought loved hard weve together since september th year crazy year today gonna crazy day hard think as well girlfriend lmao id say made right call people change understand much nicer stuff first met shes become mean shit even cheating me now thank reading

needed say somethingtheres probably people problems much worse feel incredibly guilty posting feel option left id like put bit backstory things make sense hopefully im diagnosed bpd something like say quite honestly one really knows it left home parents divorced jumping houses ate lot coping mechanism put weight result fault entirely one blame that bpd surfaced pleasant person around mother hated thus reasons leaving home father drinking addict thus susceptible angered outbursts hate quite frankly fast forward years shifting sleeping friends beds finally living one rooms grandmothers house dad lives too hes living past years rent free taking total advantage her much money try help form chores taking out offered money various occasions declined decided tonight kick sort self my depression put streets himself threatened believe made worse occasion felt unjustly pointed answered back instead sitting silence made things worse tried explain bpd hes adamant kicking out terrified want end life cannot go back cannot live streets tired burden everyones life everyone ive live with seem feel way cant cant anymore know ill do know im scared crying wish close eyes awaken cant face tomorrow cant see tomorrow anyhow like said im sorry know theres people much worse apologies always told im guilt tripping people probably im now im sorry