"This place is curious, this place is a non place.  It’s not located in some secret corner of the soul, since there are no secrets; it’s actually devouring the entire inside, projecting itself on the outside… gaining substance, encouraging stings, thirst and hunger all around." 
- Natura Principia

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Saturday, November 15, 2014

White light and white noise;)

She
appeared out of thin air, materializing out of nowhere as if she had a secret
gadget in her tiny cute purse, dropping in as a tall gorgeous blonde delightful
treat.  I’m descendant of those alchemists of old, we still keep a secret or two
buried somewhere in the mists of the thought; and yet I can’t fully understand
how she actually did that… ah women;) How many qualities am I able to attach to
her right now; is she actually from the future, my cosmic girl…?  Nonetheless
she’s such a surprise, and I thought I was old for surprises.  I love that
feeling when I’m wrong.  And I’m not going to think for a second more how I got
this lucky, I’m not going to waste a moment not chasing her.  Oh, you just got
to have luck with women, and I do have my share… well, I enjoy the share for
several other guys, but who wants to think about that right now:)

Please,
just don’t listen to the voices in my head; who wants to enter in that wretched
labyrinth of twisted thoughts and depraved images… I know I wouldn’t dare to go
there…

So,
she sits in the chair right next to me, without even asking if she can join me,
sliding her derriere like that chair was actually made just for her.  She knows
me only too well, I like intrepid in an arrogant woman, she’s got guts… damn I
remember those:) She crosses her long legs, and in that tight short dress of
hers they do appear even longer.  Now, that’s the meaning of the phrase legs for
days… damn I thought I was old for learning, but you know that I like when I’m
wrong.  I couldn’t help to continue measuring her up for size, I needed a
remembrance of everything I’d lost when we left each other several months ago,
I wanted to suffer from jealousy, I needed this craving for self torture. 

Oh,
look right there… she’s becoming even more inviting, or is this in my head…? 
After all, I do have a condition... nonetheless I act on it.  I remembered her
ankles, so I lean in to her as if I want to whisper something gently in her
ear.  I adore to be indiscrete in discrete places, so I start moving my finger
tips gently on her skin from her ankles up to her inner thigh.  That soft within
soft, now I remember it again:) She’s uncomfortable, thinking we’re being
watched by others.  Then again, I’m one of those tall skinny apes; I know how to
appear decent in indecent places.  She sees that I conceal my hand under the
table so skillfully with my body, like a puppet master holding a dummy arm on
the side:) And she’s wrong… damn I like when a woman is wrong; for the obvious
reasons;) What can I say, the mask I have is only one, and practicing magic
does come from my interest in the occult.  Damn, now I can see she remembers the
occult, she blushes;) ah, women and blushing; so obvious to me:) And we talk
all this time, you know me... I can talk, and make even mining iron sound so
sexy and inviting;)

One
might say that this could be love that we both feel in this close excitement of
ours.  One might think that this is how second chances look like, with hope and
rebirth.  If you ask us both right now, we’d tell you that we’ll end up together
like in the end of Eraserhead (you know, the movie with that awkward looking
fella and his normal looking hair:) when the guy with the strange walk meets
the lady from the radiator… and they evolve into something better, brighter and
louder… when she becomes white light and he’s the white noise.  And they live
together until the end when everything becomes black and silent, all of a
sudden? 

Well
that’s not what it happened for the obvious reasons, well known to the both of
us.  We just ended up having some good, quality time;)

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Who we truly are and where we’re headed, has always depended on our
ability to dream, or even better, the ability to expedite dreams into
reality.  Knowledge and wisdom come from: creativity, imagination and
magic.  Human soul thrives in liberty and freedom, it is not a region of
conquest or enslavement.