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Im tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Dont know what youre expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Cant you see that youre smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know, I may end up failing too
But I know, you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there |
Yeah!
Atom bombs, somethings wrong
D.E.A sent to Guam
Acid trips, big fat chicks
Purple Flintstone Vitamins
All the needy, rich are greedy
I find out you dont need me
Berlin Wall starts to fall
I trip out to the wall
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
You think Im stupid?
Stay out of my way
You think Im stupid?
Ku Klux Klan makes a plan
To destroy the Black man
Air pollution, no solution
What is causing this confusion?
Anarchism, satanism
Anti-christ, socialism
A mans brain is deranged
So we think hes insane
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
Hooray / hoorah
You think Im stupid?
Stay out of my way
You think Im stupid?
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah!
You think Im stupid?
Stay out of my way
You think Im stupid?
Hey, yeah |
Where should I start? Disjointed heart
Ive got no commitment to my own flesh and blood
Left all alone, far from my home
No one to hear me, to heal my ill heart
I keep it locked up, inside
I cannot express to the point Ive regressed
If angers a gift, then I guess Ive been blessed
I keep it locked up, inside
Keep my distance from your lies
Its too late to love me, now
You have never shown me
Its too late to love me, now
You dont even know me
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Keep it locked up, inside
Keep my distance from your lies
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Spit drips from the jaw of the witless witness
Cryptic colloquialisms shift your mid rift
Dog paddle through a bog of shadows and smog
With my thought catalog, analogue rap battle log
Keep my distance and fear resistance
Hurt by persistence, the twisted web of tangled lies
Strangles my hope to waste and numbs the taste
And Im forced to face these hate crimes
Against the state of being
Feeling the weightlessness press me to the ceiling
Reeling around rooms, riding a bubble of sound
Tuned to the frequency making your chest shake
With every boom
Involuntary muscle contraction
Ignoring your necks breaking, musical gas fume euphoria
The sound pounds to make the dead flush
To hand you a head rush with read rhymes and said stuff |
She cant hide, no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguise behind the lies
And at night, she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight, staring at her inside
All her friends know why she cant sleep at night
All her family asking if shes alright
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
Well, all shes gotta do is stop kidding herself
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
When it comes to how to live his life, he cant be told
Says hes got it all under control
Thinks he knows its not a problem hes stuck with
But in reality, itd be a problem to just quit
An addict and he cant hold the reigns
The pain is worse cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem hes got
But cant get off the carousel until he makes it stop
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
Fly with me, under the wings I gave you
Try to be closer to me and Ill save you
Fly with me, under the wings I gave you
Try to be closer to me and Ill save you
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me |
I will be waiting
With a song in my soul
A fortunate weakling
Which I have foretold
He raises his arms tied
Above the opressed
Singing this sweet song
His melody opens up the sun
And freedom rained
God has come
With the rivers of blood
Pushed back in my veins
She sleeps with her eyes closed
To dream of the past
Her mind has gone blind now
While Her memory closes up the sun
And freedom rained
God has come
With the rivers of blood
Pushed back in my veins
I will be waiting
With a song in my soul
A fortunate weakling
Which I have foretold |
Sometimes, things just seem to fall apart
When you least expect them to
Sometimes you want to pack up and leave behind
All of them and their smiles
I dont know, what to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe...
Sometimes, people surprise you
And people surprise me
Well I guess thats the price we pay
For wanting so badly
I dont know, what to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe...
I dont know, what to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe
Maybe, yeah...
Sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes |
Part of me wont go away
Every day, reminded how much I hate it
Weighed it against the consequences
Cant live without it, so its senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with the gaping hole
Take control of my life and wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause its part of me
You hardly see right next to the heart of me
Hurting me, the wounds soon scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now Im sick of this
I cant stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
I rather not even be
Than the man thats staring in the mirror through me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
Freedom can be frightening if youve never felt it
Once its been dealt with
You feel like youve been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the calm when the problems all gone
And then you start to see
Another piece of yourself that you cant let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Taken to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know that you can choose
To lose the part in your heart where your insides bruise
You can live if youre willing to
Put a stop to just whats killing you
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
This part of me wont go away
Part of me wont go away
Everywhere I look around, I see how everything ought to be
Every time I see myself, theres always something wrong with me
Everywhere I look around, I see how everything ought to be
Every time I see myself, theres always something wrong with me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me |
You fell away
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved
I wont let it out
I cant replace
Your screaming face
Feeling the sickness inside
Why wont you die?
Your blood is mine
Well be fine
Then your body will be mine
So many words
Cant describe my fate
This feelings evolved
So soon to break out
I cant relate
To a happy state
Feeling the blood run inside
Why wont you die?
Your blood is mine
Well be fine
Then your body will be mine
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
Keep me down to what you think I should be
Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry?
Keep on trying, I’m not dying so easily!
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
Why wont you die?
Your blood is mine
Well be fine
Then your body will be mine
Why wont you die?
Your blood is mine
Well be fine
Then your body will be mine |
In this desert, in darkness
Lying with the gun across his chest
Pretending hes heartless
As the fire flashes in the sky
He was fragile and frozen
When the bullet took away his friend
And now hes somehow more broken
Hes pulling his weapon to his side
Loading it full of his goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
Hes pulling his weapon to his side
Loading it full of his goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
Sweating and shaking
Lying with her hands across her chest
She wakes with her cravings
As the fire flashes in her eye
She was fragile and frozen
When the needle took away her friend
But now shes somehow more broken
Shes pulling her weapon to her side
Loading it full of her goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
Shes pulling her weapon to her side
Loading it full of her goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
With every battle hes chosing
With every fight hes losing
His enemys not far behind
With every promise shes broken
With every lie shes spoken
Her enemys not far behind
Its your time
Its your time
Its your time
Its your time!
Hes pulling his weapon to his side
Loading it full of his goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
Shes pulling her weapon to her side
Loading it full of her goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
With every battle hes chosing
With every fight hes losing
His enemys not far behind
With every promise shes broken
With every lie shes spoken
Her enemys not far behind |
Whats in the eye, can you tell me?
Watching the time pass me by
Theres so much locked up inside
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Whats in the eye that I cannot catch?
Is it me? I want to know
Why its so hard to let go?
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, why? |
And the tears fall like rain, down my face again
Oh the words you wouldnt say
And the games you played with my unfoolish heart
Oh I should have known this from the start
Oh the winter and spring
Going hand in hand just like my love and pain
How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein
This brand new skin stretched across scarred terrain
Said, I dont wanna be let down
I dont wanna live that life again
Dont wanna be led down the same old road
Said, I dont wanna be let down
I dont wanna live my lies again
Dont wanna be led down the same old road
All those years down the drain
Love was not enough when you want everything
What I gave to you, and now the end would start
Oh, I shouldve listened to my heart
Cause, I dont wanna be let down
I dont wanna live my life again
Dont wanna be led down the same old road
Said, I dont wanna be let down
I dont wanna live my lies again
Dont wanna be led down the same old road
Oh...
Cause, I dont wanna be let down
I dont wanna live that life again
Dont wanna be led down the same old road
Said, I dont wanna be let down
I dont wanna live my lies again
Dont wanna be led down the same old road
I dont wanna be let down the same old road
X |
I will be myself
Until its time
For me to fly
And I will walk away
From this message on my board
I will walk away, yeah
You must be yourself
Until its time
For us to fly
And I will walk away
From this message on my board
I will walk away, yeah
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
Calling from all sides, they surround all around
You cant see a thing, but you can hear the sounds
Falling from the sky, upside-down
To the beat of heart as your whole head pounds
Calling from all sides, they surround all around
You cant see a thing, but you can hear the sounds
Falling from the sky, upside-down
To the beat of heart as your whole head pounds
I will be myself, yeah
And I will walk away
From this message on my board
I will walk away, yeah
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Is where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Is where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
The night in the corner at the back of the hall
Is where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall |
Crawling in my skin
Crawling in my skin
Without a sense of confidence
Consuming, confusing
Crawling in my skin
Without a sense of confidence
Im convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Crawling in my skin, crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal, these wounds wont heal
Fear is how I fall, fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
Confusing what is real
Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control, I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can’t seem
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I cant seem
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real |
I have a dream of a scene between the green hills
Clouds pull away and the sunlights revealed
People dont talk about keeping it real
Its understood that they actually will
And intoxicated and stimulated MCs
Staring in the trees, paranoid, are gone in the breeze
Watch them flee, hip-hop heads
Take a walk with me and what youll see
Is a land where the sand is made up of crushed up wax
And the sky beyond you is krylon blue
And everybody speaks in a dialect of rhyme
And MCs have left materialism behind them
Meanwhile, I just grip my mic
And hope me and my team make it through alright
Because say what you will and say what you might
But dont ignore who its for at the end of the night
Because this is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same ol same
And dedicated to the people advancing the game
Whats real is the kids who know that somethings wrong
Whats real is the kids who think they dont belong
Whats real is the kids who have nowhere to run
Who are hiding in the shadows, waiting for the sun
Ive seen a lot of , Ive talked to a bum
Out on Sunset Strip, he asked me, How would you feel
If everybody acted like you didnt exist?
Youd lose your grip, probably eventually flip
So let it be known, the only reason that we do this
Is so you can pick it up and just bang your head to it
While MCs fight to see who can be the commonest
Be floating overhead like a space odyssey monolith
Over seeing the game, over being part of the same old thing
Its all gonna change in a hurricane of darkness and pain
And acidic rain and promises that you wont do it again
Meanwhile, I just grip my mic
And hope me and my team make it through alright
Because say what you will and say what you might
But dont ignore who its for at the end of the night
Because this is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same ol same
And dedicated to the people advancing the game
Whats real is the kids who know that somethings wrong
Whats real is the kids who think they dont belong
Whats real is the kids who have nowhere to run
Who are hiding in the shadows, waiting for the sun
Pulling me close, the shadow is warm inside
This is where I feel at home, this is my place to hide
Pulling me close, the shadow is warm inside
This is where I feel at home, this is my place to hide
This is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same ol same
And dedicated to the people advancing the game
Whats real is the kids who know that somethings wrong
Whats real is the kids who think they dont belong
Whats real is the kids who have nowhere to run
Who are hiding in the shadows, waiting for the sun
This is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same ol same
And dedicated to the people advancing the game
Whats real, everybody who doesnt feel safe
Whats real, everybody who knows theyre out of place
Whats real, anybody with nowhere to run
Who hides in the shadows, waiting for the sun |
I don’t like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
Wanna let go but there’s comfort in the panic
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
Thinking everythings about me
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
Cause I can’t escape the gravity
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
You say that Im paranoid
But I’m pretty sure the world is out to get me
It’s not like I made the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything’s about me
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy? |
Come on!
I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering Im pretending to be where Im not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And Im left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
Even though youre so close to me
Youre still so distant and I cant bring you back
Its true, the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if youre not with me
Im with you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes
With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes
I hit you and you hit me back
And we fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
But when things go wrong, I pretend the past isnt real
Now Im trapped in this memory
And Im left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
Even though youre close to me
Youre still so distant and I cant bring you back
Its true, the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if youre not with me
Im with you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes
With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes
I won’t let you control my fate
While I’m holding the weight of the world on my conscience
I won’t just sit here and wait
While youre weighing your options, you’re making a fool of me
You didn’t dare try to say that you don’t care
And solemnly swear not to follow me there
It ain’t like me to beg on my knees
Oh please, oh baby, please, that’s not how I’m doing things
No, I’m not upset, no, I’m not angry
I know love is love, love and sometimes it pains me
With or without you, I’ll always be with you
You’ll never forget me, I’m keeping you with me
No, I won’t let you take me to the end of my rope
While you burn it and torture my soul
No, I’m not your puppet
And, no, no, no, I won’t let you go
No, no matter how far we’ve come
I cant wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far weve come
I, I cant wait to see tomorrow
With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes
With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
With you
You, now I see, even when I close my eyes |
Alone again
You go away
What do you mean that you dont know
Its obvious you think you do
You think its best to choose loneliness
Afraid of whats right in front of you
What can I do when you turn away except close the door
Figure out how Im gonna try again
Play it through to be with you
But alone again is how its gonna end
Making my moves so carefully
Feel it when you stare at me
Making my moves so carefully
Feel it when you stare at me
Making my moves so carefully
Feel it when you stare at me
Making my moves so carefully
Feel it when you stare at me
We could have been so long
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
I cant do anything that would say
It wont be the same as yesterday
Say youre afraid to be with me
And I just pray you let the fear go away
And I cant see you as a friend
So now I know how this has got to end
Make it so nobody wins
Ending this before it begins
Making my moves so carefully
Feel it when you stare at me
Making my moves so carefully
Feel it when you stare at me
Making my moves so carefully
Feel it when you stare at me
Making my moves so carefully
Feel it when you stare at me
We could have been so long
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
Alone again
We go away
We could have been so long
We could have been so long
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find—
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
But I guess youll never find out
And I know youll never find out
But I know youll never find out
And I know youll never find out
But I know youll never find out |
I am original DJ Jazzy Jay from
The mighty mighty Zulu Nation
First off, Im gonna say my name is
Original scratch creator Grand Wizard Theodore
For those who dont know, I started back out in the 74
Afrika Bambata, Disco King Mario
Cool Herc, Grand Master Flash
And you know some of the pioneers
That did it back then, ya know
Hip hop is universal man, it all depends upon what ya do it
Hip hop is like what you call a bastard child of
A lot of different forms of music
I just feel good, that a lot of rock bands are like
Are like, recognizing, ya know, the culture
We used to play these beats because
They used to drive us on the dance floor
And people dont really know that as a rock record
Until like the guitars come in and stuff like that
We didnt have no hip hop beats back in the days
We had to take it from everywhere, we can get it from
Its just trying to take it to another level
That what keeps the music new and keeps it fresh
As far as, ya know, rock is concerned man
I think rock is, ya know, a big part of hip hop man
Rock helped influence hip hop
Hip hop helped influence the world
La la la
La la la
La la la
Shh, yeah, hey
Shh, you hear me
Okay, listen
Yo, its like a triple stage darkness, listen and drift
Every muscle in your skin starts to shake and shift
You can hate the gift but my phrase is dazed
Ya click spray your face when I spit, I mean it
Youre just too conceited, repeatin and repeatin
Youre a thugged out gangsta pimp till you believe it
Seems like theres too much Pac, we dont need it
Im cool on your heat, you can keep it
Its not a big secret, this is a game you cant win
Youre singin the same thing
Though were bringin the yen
So just close your eyes and pretend again
That your skin isnt as thin
As the skin youre in bitch
Give me a second just to spell it out
So nobody can twist what Im talkin about
I dont have to fake anything I feel because
We both know every word is real
So give me a second just to spell it out
So nobody can twist what Im talkin about
I dont have to fake anything I feel because
We both know every word is real
Right about now, the funk soul brother
Check it out now, the funk soul brother
Right about now, the funk soul brother
Check it out now, the funk soul brother
I got the skills of titanium, straight to the cranium
Try to play me, and we could go to war like Iranians
The deep cat, I speak rap
As long as the beat phat, my shitll be off the meat rack
Lord Finesse, dont harass the god
Spit four bars and piss on, like half your squad
So the savage, I dont gay bash
I dont harass if you niggas
Playin Russian roulette with automatics
See, on the street, Im top in rank
Three words, when I get the dice, stop the bank
Bet against me, you get your cash to me
My street team, promote nothin but ass whoopins
Hard headed, handsome boys, the lost niggas
The type that sport the chicks on their arm like John Ritter
The bomb niggas, being stabbing the third
Better play like Jehovah witness, and spread the word
This sky opens wide, swallowing again
Once I am inside, Im lost and cant pretend
These pictures in my mind are not a part of me
These memories all the time till I can hardly breathe
I can hardly breathe, I can hardly stop the memories
Nothing I can say or do
Will take away what Ive been through
What you were is what Ive come to be
Nothing you can say to me
Will take away these memories
What you were is what Ive come to be
La la la
La la la
La la la
{They taught me to look beyond
The superficial at the Handsome Boy Modeling School
One of the things that I look for in a woman is you know, personality
And I look for a sense of humor
And you know knockers, Im just kidding
Like I said, I, I used to look at a woman
You know, chestal area first}
{I mean, the things that I look for now
Is that I look for a woman with money
I look for a woman with long legs
Whereas before I used to focus on, knockers or}
{Wait one second my illegitimate son is here
Yes, yes son, you want one of these?
Well, you have to go to the Handsome Boy Modeling School
Where you can get one okay?
Okay, daddys got to work some more now
You go back over there and sit in the trailer} |
Let me take you back to high school, 94
When at least when a nigga had time to go
Walk to the bus stop, selling rocks on the way
Little bad motherfucker with a pocket full of yay
Fell in love with a shorty that was bad
I would go and skip class just so I could see that ass
But she was too fast, and I was too slow
Cause she wanted a nigga who already had dough
She found her a man who was like 24
But what she didnt know that he had plenty hoes
She was too young, so now he got a new one
Cause shorty went and bought her a new gun
See when she catch this nigga she gon do something
Not fight, but shorty gon shoot something
But she never got a chance, a change of plans
Shot herself in the back putting the gun in her pants
Live life young nigga, quit trying to be grown
You gon miss momma when she dead and gone
So {slow your roll}, slow down, my nigga
{Slow your roll}, slow down my, nigga
Live life little mama, quit trying to be grown
You gon miss daddy when he dead and gone
So {slow your roll}, you gotta slow down
{Slow your roll}, you gotta slow down
I got a graveyard tatted on my arm
So Ima just start with my uncle William Hahn
My momma only brother, he served in the Navy
He lost his life because the war made him crazy
My nephew Shannon, 15 years old
When I think how he died I get real cold
Cause they found him in a field with some crack stones
There was no flesh, it was just bones
I was just home, with my cousin Craig
And then I got a phone call said they found him dead
So whats next, aint went to Bizz funeral yet
Instead of one casket I need two of them shits
It dont quit, just when you think Im seeing better days
My auntie just find that she got AIDS
And its fucked up, cause her life dont end
And she locked up, so she dying in the pen, damn
Live life young nigga, quit trying to be grown
You gon miss momma when she dead and gone
So {slow your roll}, slow down, my nigga
{Slow your roll}, slow down my, nigga
Live life little mama, quit trying to be grown
You gon miss daddy when he dead and gone
So {slow your roll}, you gotta slow down
{Slow your roll}, you gotta slow down
This cant be life, were living
Cause I dont wanna live no more
I dont wanna live no morrrrrre
This cant be life, were living
Cause I dont wanna live no more
I dont wanna live no morrrrrre
This cant be life were living
Cause I dont want it no morrrrrre, no morrrrrre
This cant be life were living
Cause I dont want it no morrrrrre
No mooooooo-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrre!!!!!!!!
Live life young nigga, quit trying to be grown
You gon miss momma when she dead and gone
So {slow your roll}, slow down, my nigga
{Slow your roll}, slow down my, nigga
Live life little mama, quit trying to be grown
You gon miss daddy when he dead and gone
So {slow your roll}, you gotta slow down
{Slow your roll}, you gotta slow down |
Youve been faking it all this time
You left my trust on the firing line
As the promises break, the only mistakes
Giving you what was mine
Your words are clear but their meanings gone
The notes are right but the tunings wrong
And when you tell me again that I should give in
I can only take it so long, long, long, long
Youre terrified, terrified
Youd rather throw it all away, all away, all away!
Youre terrified, terrified
Youd rather throw it all away!
Fear is dancing inside your lies
Exposing secrets that youve disguised
And Im biting my tongue as you become
Victim of a compromise
Cause I know who you really are
Not a scratch where you pretend youre scarred
And its time that you seek the truth without me
I can only get you so far, far, far, far
Youre terrified, terrified
Youd rather throw it all away, all away, all away!
Youre terrified, terrified
Youd rather throw it all away!
Throw it all away, all away, way!
Throw it all away, all away, all away, way!
Throw it all away, all away, all away, way!
Throw it all away, all away, all away, way!
Throw it all away, all a—!
Youre terrified, terrified
Youd rather throw it all away, all away, all away!
Youre terrified, terrified
Youd rather throw it all away, all away, all away!
Youre terrified, terrified
Youd rather throw it all away, all away, all away!
Youre terrified, terrified
Youd rather throw it all away! |
Its cold and dark
I think Im going insane
The end is coming - its true
Im all alone and I am screaming your name
It seems thats all I can do
But its too late to turn back now
Its too loud to hear a sound
Im so lost, I cant be found
Its too late to turn back now
Its hard to focus when your life is a blur
Its hard to see the truth
How can I move on when theres so much to learn
And every road comes back to you
But its too late to turn back now
Its too loud to hear a sound
Im so lost, I cant be found
Its too late to turn back now |
Quiet
Everyones sleeping through life
Afraid that their questions
Just might have answers
Quiet
Everyone shut off their mind
So Ill turn on mine
Alone in a world
With millions of souls
Walking in circles
Trapped in their dreams
Unhealthy, unclean
Walking in circles, now
Do not disturb
Scream in silence
Everyones sleeping
Quiet
Were living inside of our mouths
Afraid someone just might
Hear what were thinking
Quiet
Careful of what you might say
Cause theyll put you away
Alone in a world
With millions of souls
Walking in circles
Trapped in their dreams
Unhealthy, unclean
Walking in circles, now
Do not disturb
Scream in silence
Everyones sleeping
Alone in a world
With millions of souls
Walking in circles
Trapped in their dreams
Unhealthy, unclean
Walking in circles, now
Do not disturb
Scream in silence
Everyones sleeping
Alone in a world
With millions of souls
Walking in circles
Alone in a world
With millions of souls
Walking in circles, now
Do not disturb
Scream in silence
Everyones sleeping |
Smoke another cigarette, it kills the pain
Thats all thats left of me anymore
Choke on all of my regrets feeling the strain
In every breath stumble as I crawl
Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade
Like a crutch you carry me without restraint
Back to a place where I am not alone
Im a man whose tragedies have been replaced
With memories tattooed upon my soul
Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade
You said time to tear down the walls
You know not every things your fault
Put it away our mistakes have brought us here today
You say just look how far youve come
Despite all the things youve done
Youll always be the one to catch me
When I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade
Say goodbye to yesterday
I made it through
I made today
Despite what I was told
You were there to rescue me
You shine your light so I could see
Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade
I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade |
Riding with a head full of buckets of red
And when they said still stuck in the head
A thoroughbred thoroughly bled
And led to the land of the mental combats
Following a front attack so you can never run from that
Dark planetary signs rising over the horizon
Smaller than a fly stand, Im a lyrical lamp
The power that I got on my cynical hand
With a pen, once again
Swimming in the center of the hit or the miss
A list of the thoughts getting lost in the mist
Realizing one not the size of the fist
And the killing of the killer with a flick of the wrist
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I lived for them
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
The second its gone
The weapon of time is stronger than a nuclear bomb
Eternity-you have not- Something that math cant write, you cant fight nor flee
Still be around if it wasnt for me
Way back first whatever my friends
That you see the attraction of the payback
Dont mean to say that, playback the thing now
Getting lost in the chaos tossing it down
Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Set this to the tempo to be on time
An addict to the panic of my confine
Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Set this to the tempo to be on time
An addict to the panic in my confine
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I lived for them
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I lived for them
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Burn! Burn! Burn!
Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Accept this, doing double-duty on time
Adding to the panic in my confine
Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Accept this, doing double-duty on time
An addict to the panic of my confine |
Myself! Myself!
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin
I make the right moves, but Im lost within
I put on my daily facade, but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself , I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
, I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
I cant look around, its too much to take in
I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin
I cant slow down, watching everything spin
I cant look back, starting over again
If I turn my back, Im defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then theyll take from me til everything is gone
If I let them go, Ill be outdone
But if I try to catch them, Ill be outrun
If Im killed by the questions like a cancer
Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer
By myself , I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
, I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
I cant look around, its too much to take in
I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin
I cant slow down, watching everything spin
I cant look back, starting over again
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside |
I wanna cut through my skin
And pull you within
My heart burns like the sun
As our flesh becomes one
In the darkness
My heart aches at the sight of you
Trembles and quakes within sight of you
In the darkness
Our bodies burning
Tides are turning
Somehow stopping time
What is becoming of my heart and mind?
All that you want from me is all I have to give
Coming so easily, learning how to live
I will surrender my soul
And give you control
Make me a martyr for love
To the heavens above
In the darkness
My heart aches at the sight of you
Trembles and quakes within sight of you
In the darkness
Our bodies burning
Tides are turning
Somehow stopping time
What is becoming of my heart and mind?
All that you want from me is all I have to give
Coming so easily, learning how to live |
Time, why must it fly so slow
Waiting, is something thats easy for you
Pull the plug, send it down the drain
Pain is easy to get used to
Whats in me, is in you
Whats got me, has got you
And everything told, must come true
Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are
Sin, is always at my door
Slice the vein, blood spilled on the floor
Light shining in my eyes
Death greets me with a smile
Yeaaah...
Pain
So much pain
Pain
So much pain
Ooh, ooh...
Ooh, ooh...
Ooh, ooh...
Ooh, ooh...
Ooh, ooh... |
Ive lived through things I cannot say, back then we dreamt of yesterday
It seemed as if the only way, and now we look for hope and pray
If I had a second chance, Id make amends
Only to find myself losing in the end
If I had a second chance, Id make amends
Only to find myself losing, losing
It came up from the deepest sea, God gave it life and reason to be
His Shadow rose above the highest tree, and still His face we could not see
If I had a second chance, Id make amends
Only to find myself losing in the end
If I had a second chance, Id make amends
Only to find myself losing, losing
Yeah
If I had a second chance, Id make amends
Only to find myself losing in the end
If I had a second chance, Id make amends
Only to find myself losing, losing
Ive lived through things I cannot say, back then we dreamt of yesterday
Oh, it seemed as if the only way, yeah, and now we look for hope and pray, yeah |
No need to hear your voice
Or see your face
To know that you are with me
No need to kiss your lips
Or hold your hand
To know that you can feel me
I know that you can feel me
When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
Youre looking down upon me
When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
Youre looking down upon me
No need to get locked up
Inside the past
I know that isnt changing
No need to let you go
Or say goodbye
I know that youll be waiting
I know that youll be waiting
When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
Youre looking down upon me
When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
Youre looking down upon me
On the other side!
On the other side!
Ive got to
Find a way
To keep my pain from burning
Down to the bone
Ive got to
Find a way!
To keep my pain from burning!
Down to the bone!
Down to the bone!
When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
Youre looking down upon me
When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
Youre looking down upon me |
Sometimes I look at my own face
And I dont know who I am
I see a piece of everyone I know
Buried underneath my skin
I dont want to be like them
I wanna crawl back in!
Its hard to think of anything
That I havent heard before
I hear these voices in my head
They could be mine, but Im not sure
I hear them telling me
Who they think I should be
Why wont they leave me alone?
I cant deny it
I try to fight it
But Im losing control
I dont want to be like them
I wanna crawl back in!
Dont want to lose my innocence
Dont want the world second guessing my heart
Wont let your lies take a piece of my soul
Dont want to take your medicine
I wanna crawl back in!
Sometimes I lie
Sometimes I crawl
Sometimes I feel like
I wanna die!
I dont wanna be like them!
I wanna crawl back in!
Dont want to lose my innocence
Dont want the world second guessing my heart
Wont let your lies take a piece of my soul
Dont want to take your medicine
I wanna crawl back in!
I wanna crawl back in!
I wanna crawl back in!
Hey! |
This is that post apoc, post Pac
Punks on the block
Supposed to be close
But I swear right now
They close to be not
Put the gold in the pot
Put em on, bring em on
Nigga hope that they drop
But I bomb on them all
On with their the bongs
They be hopin I pop
You open the knot
You openly admittin you not
You openly be spittin shit you dont be givin a lot
You all be givers givin these women the rings and the style
Im Michael Tyson, Bison, relivin the villainous plot
My vision of rock, my vision is caught
Killer cobra, Nest-ce pas
Feel us a who, feela real is enough
Im callin your bluff
Ill slaughter all your borders you trust
They wont be carryin your orders automatically dust
Im automatically rush, plus grammatically tough
Trust the elephant tusk, trunk, and go for the top
Punk, who want it?
Im guaranteed to get it and flaunt it
Im playin Buckley as my intro and I exit on ballin
Skin to bone / steel to rust
Ash to ashes / dust to dust
Will tomorrow have its way
With the promises we made
Skin to bone / steel to rust…
You cant stop it, all you can do it watch it while its happenin
Like a tragic accident, rappers go and get your coffin
Skin to bone, the high raw biff of this rap shit
My legacy set in stone, fo sho no asterisk
Concept immaculate, start to finish
Im Lil Waynes dentist, looking at platinum plaques Im gettin
Its not an accident you flew off the roof
You said you was fly, so I just wanna see if its true
I got the juice like GQ, but I wish it was Grey Goose
Let it mix with my prescriptions and I turn into Keith Moon
A T two, Terminator, Demigod, Jesus
Fort Minor: We Major, lets take it to phase two
The mission isnt finished yet, I been on the internet
Hearin fans talk and maybe we should consider it
Ah
Skin to bone and steel to rust
Ah . . Yeah
Skin to bone and steel to rust
Im on some taxidermy rap shit, talk about some raw game
Youre nothing but a trophy mounted on my door frame
I spit that propane, light you with a slow flame
And watch you burn until theres nothin but a gold chain
Yeah youll be some crispy critters
Youll wish you with us
Youll wish what we did, you did it
You cant, you kiddin? I dont have a shoe you fit in
Youre as soft as a motherfuckin newborn kitten
Im an animal, tearing flesh into bone
Randomly rippin everything gone
Unless they forget what then let it be known
Ill bury every competitor, every predator
Anyone ever forget it, youll regret it forever
Never been nothing short of a legend, you peasants will learn
Ill stay standin in the front like Im forgetting my turn
For these matchstick rappers, this is meeting adjourned
I aint even gotta match them, Im just letting them burn! |
Give me a smile, give me your name girl
Give me a sign to get my way
And get what I came for, you
Cause you dont come easy
Give me your hand, come walk with me girl
Nothings that far when youre near
So come even closer to me
Something so easy to do
And I fall into the ocean
Inside of your arms, taking me deeper where all the pain goes
Give me a smile, give me your name girl
Let them know that youre mine
And Ill do the same for you
Cause our love comes easy
And I fall into the ocean
Inside of your arms, taking me deeper where all the pain goes
And I fall into the ocean
Inside of your arms, taking me deeper where all the pain goes
With a smile into the ocean
Inside of your arms, taking me deeper giving me new life
You are my whole life
You are my whole life |
I feel my time is slipping away
Ill never get back the things I lost along the way
What the hell is wrong with me?
This isnt who Im supposed to be
I feel all alone everyday
And just so far away
I know somethings got to change
Inside of me!
What is it that Im running from?
Every thought is trapped inside this web Ive spun
What the hell is wrong with me?
This isnt who Im supposed to be!
I feel all alone everyday
And just so far away
I know somethings got to change
Inside of me!
I feel all alone everyday
And just so far away
I know somethings got to change
Inside of me!
Me!! |
People come around
People let you down
Anywhere you go
Anywhere you see
Its real
Its up to you to make it happen
Its up to you to make it real
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
Tell me what you know
Tell me how you feel
It doesnt matter when youre down
And when you look at me with your eyes
That smile on your face seems happy
Are you happy?
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
Yeah..
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some |
Ahh! I hate you so much right now
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is powerful
Confusing what is real
Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming , confusing
This lack of self-control, I find so overwhelming
Controlling , I cant seem
To find the strength within, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence and Im convinced
That theres just too much pressure to take
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is powerful
Confusing what is real
This comfort endlessly has made itself upon me
Distracting , reacting
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection
Its haunting how I cant seem
To find the strength within, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence and Im convinced
That theres just too much pressure to take
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Raindrops put the rhythm on the pavement
And drip from the blacktop into the basement
Traces of the rain pervade this
To erase your hate and take this from the fakeness
Raindrops put the rhythm on the pavement
And drip from the blacktop into the basement
Traces of the rain pervade this
To erase your hate and take this from the fakeness
Raindrops put the rhythm on the pavement
And drip from the blacktop into the basement
Traces of the rain pervade this
To erase your hate and take this from the fakeness
Raindrops put the rhythm on the pavement
And drip from the blacktop into the basement
Traces of the rain pervade this
To erase your hate and take this from the fakeness
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is powerful
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is powerful
Confusing what is real |
Theres a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and its bringin me out the dark
Finally, I see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out, while Ill lay your shit bare
See how Ill leave with every piece of you
Dont underestimate the things that I will do
Theres a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and its bringin me out the dark
The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinkin that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I cant help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it to the beat
Baby, I have no story to be told
But Ive heard one on you and Im gonna make your head burn
See me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there cause mine sure wont be shared
The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinkin that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I cant help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it to the beat
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it with a beating
Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what youre looking for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
Pay me back in time and reap just what you sow
Youre gonna wish you never had met me
Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep
Youre gonna wish you...
You could have had it all
You could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it, you played it, you played it
You played it to the beat |
Shouldve stayed, were there signs, I ignored?
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?
We saw brilliance, when the world, was asleep
There are things that we can have, but cant keep
If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In the sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someones time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
The reminders, pull the floor from your feet
In the kitchen, one more chair than you need, oh
And youre angry, and you should be, its not fair
Just cause you cant see it, doesnt mean it, isnt there
If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In the sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someones time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In the sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someones time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
Well I do |
People come around
People let you down
Anywhere you go
Anyone you see
Its real
Its up to you to make it happen
Its up to you to make it real
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
Tell me what you know
Tell me how you feel
It doesnt matter when youre down
And when you look at me with your eyes
That smile on your face it seems happy
Are you happy?
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
To bleed some
Bleed some, need some
Are you happy?
Yeah, yeah!
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
Are you happy? |
Caught up against the wall again
Tied and chained to the ball again
Never seems to amaze my mind
So I just sleep ...sleep ...sleep
Please dont
Wake me til the morning after
Wake me til the morning after
Cut and bruised by the fall again
Lick my wounds like a dog again
Is that a light at the end of the tunnel
That I see I see
Please let it be but dont
Wake me til the morning after
Wake me til the morning after
Wake me til the morning after
Im so tired
There has got to be an end
To the pain I feel when Im awake and alive...alive...alive
Alive and Im dreamin
Caught up against the wall again
Tied and chained to the ball again
Never seems to amaze my mind
So I just sleep
Sleep
Sleep
Please dont
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after
Im so tired there has got to be an end
To the pain I feel
When Im awake and alive...alive...alive
Alive and Im dreamin |
I cannot take this anymo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ore
Saying everything Ive said befo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ore
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear, the less you say
Youll find that out anyway
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to brеak
You can tell me if you’ve had еnough
Dirty dishes, counter tops
Sit in bed and wash my brain out
My tummy’s turning into boulders
Clenching up my shoulders
And I don’t know what to tell you
I’m moving closer to the edge
Can’t hear what you said
Loud pack to my head
Can’t hear what you said
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to
Break
Shut up when Im talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up when Im talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Im about to break!
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to
Break |
Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for paths left alone
Cause beyond every bend is a long blinding end
Its the worst kind of pain Ive known
Give up your heart left broken
And let that mistake pass on
Cause the love that you lost wasnt worth what it cost
And in time, youll be glad its gone
Well, its our life and its our time, and its our place and its our choice
These are all our thoughts with our views, out of our minds with our voice
Its our oath to this generation, they call it fake, we call it fate
You see, they dont like us or understand us, and they just hope we all fall away
But we wont stop, and we wont quit, and we wont settle for what they give
And well keep on standin, keep on fightin no backin down, thats how were livin
Our minds are made up and were focused no more believin what weve been told
Cause our bags are packed, theres no turnin back, we walk alone on these winding roads
Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for sights unseen
May your love never end and if you need a friend
Theres a seat here alongside me
May your love never end and if you need a friend
Theres a seat here alongside me |
Everything you say sounds forced and fake
How long will it take before you make everything
Break down around you?
Everything that you do reminds me of why it is I cant stand you
Everything I thought was real was not
Everything I remembered you forgot
Everythings a joke to you
I hope sometime you get hit by the punchline
In everything I do, I see a little bit of you
Reminding me of what you put me through
Cause everything that goes up must come down
And everything you do hurts worse whеn it comes back around
Now I see what I have, and I want you
To be with me, but youll just stick and move
See what I have, and I want you
To be with me, but youll just stick and move
Nothing you say could make me stay
All the lies disguised have done nothing but make me ask why
Nothing is what Ive got
After all of the same pain
Youve brought I thought would never stop
Nothing has changed
All the things you said to me then have begun to follow me again
Even though I know theres nothing to be afraid of
The same place the shape came from is making me hide
Inside a place where everythings gray
Constantly forcing the night over the day
Where nothing exists but the things that you say
And nothing could make me want to be further away
Now I see what I have, and I want you
To be with me, but youll just stick and move
See what I have, and I want you
To be with me, but youll just stick and move
Now I see what I have, and I want you
To be with me, but youll just stick and move
See what I have, and I want you
To be with me, but youll just stick and move
See what I have, and I want you
To be with me, but youll just stick and move
See what I have, and I want you
To be with me, but youll just stick and |
If everything would just stop
Then maybe I could collect my thoughts
If everything would stand still
I couldve hidden how lost I feel
I shouldve said what I hear
I shouldve let myself fear
I shouldve made myself clear
So this is how we fall apart
This is how the ending starts
And when we find we lost our marks
We fake what we dont know
I never asked to let go
I never thought I could sink so low
I never let myself down
Until the second I did right now
I shouldve said what I hear
I shouldve let myself fear
I shouldve made myself clear
So this is how we fall apart
This is how the ending starts
And when we find we lost our marks
We fake what we dont know
So this is how we fall apart
This is how the ending starts
Cause when our heads betray our hearts
We fake what we dont know
Cause all we are is everything weve done
All we are is how quickly we run
And all we are
We are
This is how we fall apart
But this is how beginnings start
Cause when our heads betray our hearts
We fake what we dont know
And if our doubt begins again
The answers find us in the end
So in the meantime, well pretend
And fake what we dont know
This is how we fall apart
But this is how beginnings start
Cause when our heads betray our hearts
We fake what we dont know
And if our doubt begins again
The answers find us in the end
So in the meantime, well pretend
And fake what we dont know |
She shines like a flower
In my head
Everybody
Wants to pick her dead
She said she loved me
And lied to me
She was by the river
And lied to me
She shines like a flower
In my head
Everybody
Wants her in their bed
She said she loved you
And lied to you
She was by the river
And lied to you
So eager
So eager |
In the dark days, Ill part ways with the blame
Trying to maintain, but its still all the same
Its all a game, hear my name in the rain
And the pain I wear on my face with a tear stain
You feign fondness
Honestly, its time to give you a piece of my mind
And show you that youre blind
And in the design of the world I call mine
Know that you cant stand on both sides of the line
Everything is my fault
Its all the same, just pass me the blame
The problems have two faces
Everything is my fault
Its all the same, just pass me the blame
The problems have two faces
Pass all the blame over to me
It will come, eventually
Take the time out to examine
All these questions, honestly
With my eyes shut, Im seeing the truth in your words
The absurd slurred into beauty to be heard
You swim through deceit, the lies that you tell
The stories you sell, knowing you well, I keep distance
And every instance, you keep your thoughts concealed
What I feel, just another spoke in the wheel
All or nothing, thrown down and trampled by your heel
And eaten away by my own version of the real
Everything is my fault
Its all the same, just pass me the blame
The problems have two faces
Everything is my fault
Its all the same, just pass me the blame
The problems have two faces
Pass all the blame over to me
It will come, eventually
Take the time out to examine
All these questions, honestly
Whos to blame?
Nothing thrown down
Trampled by your heel
Eaten by my own
Version of the real
Nothing thrown down
Trampled by your heel
Eaten by my own
Version of the real |
Riding with the head full of buckets of red
And what I said still stuck in my head
But misled thinking the things that you would make you never wanna come back
But an on front attack
So you could never run from that
Being trapped in this with you
Something that I never wanted to do
But through it all, you got to see
That where I want to be is over the pen again
Letting it out of me
In the center of the day, in a dream
Seeing all my thoughts
Getting lost in between
Realizing one not the way that it seems
And the killing of the killer with a head full of screams
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Were gonna be crushed when it all falls apart
Knowing no matter how low
Hoping that you wont know the strain it puts to me
Seeing what youve done inconsequently
Ive run away, just hidden again
Within the boundaries of an anguish
Dont want me to say this
But youre dragging me down
Lost in the chaos, being tossed around
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that someday youll regret this
Everythings the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic in my confine
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that someday youll regret this
Everythings the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic of my confine
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Take
A
Way
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that someday youll regret this
Everythings the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic in my confine
Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that someday youll regret this
Everythings the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic in my confine |
Ive reached the end, and I dont know
Theres something crazy runnin wild inside my brain
Ive seen the truth become my lie
Ive crossed the line and I know theres no turning back!
You kiss away all of my pain!
You wash away these bloody stains
You are to blame; my suffering
You kiss away all of my pain!
You wash away these bitter stains
You are to blame; my suffering
Ive seen the devil in a smile
My happy ending exists only in my dreams!
You kiss away all of my pain!
You washed away these bloody stains
You are to blame; my suffering
You kiss away all of my pain!
You washed away these bitter stains
You are to blame; my suffering
My suffering!
You kiss away all of my pain!
You washed away these bloody stains
You are to blame; my suffering
You kiss away all of my pain!
You washed away these bitter stains
You are to blame; my suffering
You kiss away all of my pain!
You washed away these bloody stains
You are to blame; my suffering
My suffering
My suffering
My suffering |
Silent criminals analyzed
Through psychic waving tears
Superstitious minds collide
As silence fills the hall
Silence moving proclamations
This silence proving lies
Speechless cries, emotions dull
Shouting out across the hall
Didnt mean to let you down
Im shouting out, so ashamed
Didnt mean to run from you
I didnt mean to
Shouting out
Showing weakness in your eyes
Youre crawling on your knees,
Roaming aimless through skies lost
As silence shakes the halls
Creeping past all illusions
Searching thoughts that hide
Silence brakes in weeping hands
Shouting out and in again
Didnt mean to run from you
Im shouting out, so ashamed
Didnt mean to rush you down
I didnt mean to
Shouting out
Shouting out La de dum
Shouting out La de dum
La de da la de da da hum... |
Oh my sun it wont shine
It wont light up the back of my mind
And these fires they wont burn
But to blacken the memories Ive earned
And these walls are so thin
But they somehow keep holding me in
Cause Ive pushed and I know
Whats to come at the end of this road
Cause it goes through, ooh, ooh, ooh
Well, my sun it wont shine
It wont light up the back of my mind
And these fires they dont burn
Except to blacken the memories Ive earned
And these walls are so thin
But they keep on holding me in
Cause Ive pushed and I know
That theres nowhere left to go
Cause it goes through, ooh, ooh, ooh
Cause it goes through, ooh |
Wed like to play something for you that we worked up today
In the dressing room
Mama always told me dont you run
Dont you run with scissors, son
Youre gonna hurt someone
Mama told me look before you leap
Always think before you speak, watch the friends you keep
Stay along the beaten path, never listened when she said
Sharp Edges have consequences, I
Guess that I had to find out for myself
Sharp Edges have consequences, now
Every scar is a story I can tell
Shouldve played it safer from the start
Loved you like a house of cards
Let it fall apart
But all the things I couldnt understand
Never couldve planned
Made me who I am
Put your nose in paperbacks
Instead of smoking cigarettes
These are years youre never getting back
Stay along the beaten path, never listened when she said
Sharp Edges have consequences, I
Guess that I had to find out for myself
Sharp Edges have consequences, now
Every scar is a story I can tell
We all fall down
We live somehow
We learn what doesnt kill us makes us stronger
We all fall down
We live somehow
We learn what doesnt kill us makes us stronger
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh
Put along the beaten path, never listened when she said
Sharp Edges have consequences, I
Guess that I had to find out for myself
Sharp Edges have consequences, now
Every scar is a story I can tell
We all fall down
We live somehow
We learn what doesnt kill us makes us stronger
We all fall down
We live somehow
We learn what doesnt kill us makes us stronger
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh
Man, playing guitar and singing is really hard
Dude, Mike is back here, like, playing drums, playing keyboards, guitars, rapping, and Im like, all five thumbs
Laughter
You wanna take a break from playing guitar and singing for a minute then?
Whats that?
You wanna take a break from it, then?
Oh, no, I like playing guitar, its super fun
I mean if you cant have fun doing this, youre doing it wrong, you know what I mean? |
This is the first line here
This is the first line again
Watch as it disappears
I know the last line
The last line will never pull me in
This is the next line here
This is the next line again
You can forget that Im here
As if the last line
The last line is slowly closing in
This is the last line here
This is the last line again
Watch as I disappear
And the last line
The flat line that goes here at the end |
In the center of the silence
Violent thoughts are thrown through the thick smoke
And flickering lights that brighten the room
All the things that you wanted to say get lost and thrown away
You can fade and hesitate to speak your mind
Cant turn back when you cross the line
Sometimes, its someone you know who just doesnt care
Has to see you go to know you were there
This is the sun behind the rain
Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute
Mayve begun to run an endless race
But I never looked back when I begin it
I know that this is the sun behind the rain
Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute
Mayve begun to run an endless race
But I never looked back when I begin it
I know all of this will soon be gone
You dont really have to prove them wrong
Sometimes, youve got no control of where you go
Taking down a road you dont know
And you feel so lost that you wanna hide your face
You dont recognize the place youre in
Sometimes, the sun doesnt shine your way
Sometimes, the night doesnt turn to day
But sometimes, the lights so bright, it burns through the night
And keeps the darkness at bay
This is the sun behind the rain
Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute
Mayve begun to run an endless race
But I never looked back when I begin it
I know that this is the sun behind the rain
Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute
Mayve begun to run an endless race
But I never looked back when I begin it
I know all of this will soon be gone
You dont really have to prove them wrong
I know soon enough, youll make them see
Youll be far away from them with me
Follow the link in the chain without a name
Seal the light and the darkened days remains
Taken away from the place youve been trapped
Break all you know, then bring it all back
This is the sun behind the rain
Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute
Mayve begun to run an endless race
But I never looked back when I begin it
I know that this is the sun behind the rain
Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute
Mayve begun to run an endless race
But I never looked back when I begin it
I know all of this will soon be gone
You dont really have to prove them wrong
I know soon enough, youll make them see
Youll be far away from them along with me |
When my time comes, forget the wrong that Ive done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Dont resent me, when youre feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving, when Im done here?
So, if youre asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that Ive done
Help me leave behind some reason to be missed
And dont resent me, and when youre feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Dont be afraid, Ive taken my beating
Ive shared what Ive made
Im strong on the surface, not all the way through
Ive never been perfect, but neither have you
So, if youre asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that Ive done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And dont resent me, and when youre feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside
Youve learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else
Can come and save me from myself
I cant be who you are
When my time comes, forget the wrong that Ive done
Help me leave behind some, reasons to be missed
And dont resent me, and when youre feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting, all the hurt inside
Youve learned to hide so well
Pretending, someone else
Can come and save me from myself
I cant be who you are, I cant be who you are
Thank you |
:
I cant seem to focus, its hopeless unless the sky opens
Look you in the eyes and all I see is a blur hoping
That my previous mindstate, could be resurrected
To the old me; its like you had me injected with imperfection
How could you be so reckless? I initially meant it
Seems like you put your effort into me, what am I left with?
Nothin but a canvas with a black and white portrait
Of me and you, in a burnin garden of scorchin orchards
Simple beauty thats bein torn down by your power
That constantly pounds on my soul hour after hour
Now I can hardly breathe, get rid of these memories
Continually haunting me, cant change who Ive come to be
The darkness only ends as soon as you open your eyes
And you hope to realize that hope is cloaked in disguise
Again I look you in the eyes and all I see is a blur
But when I look in the mirror I can see who you were
:
Nothing I can say or do
Will take away what Ive been through
What you were is what Ive come to be
Nothing you can say to me
Will take away these memories
What you were is what Ive come to be!
The sky opens wide, to swallow me again
Once I am inside, Im lost and cant pretend
These pictures in my mind, are not a part of me
These memories hold me tight, till I can hardly breathe
)
I can hardly stop the memories
:
Now I can hardly breathe
Get rid of these memories
Continually haunting me
Cant change who Ive come to be
:
Now I can hardly breathe
Get rid of these memories
Continually haunting me
Cant change who Ive come to be
Now I can hardly breathe |
Ladies and gents, sorry to keep yall waiting
This goes out to everybody still hating
For those that fake, yall can keep on fakin
Im cooking a plate for you to stick your whole face in
Tastes good, dont it cousin?
Just so you know its nothin
I get you buggin like some Codiene in some Robitussin
Its just the way that I approach each time
I slap the track and turn around and choke each rhyme
Broadcast to the nation like NBC
With pages of 16s like an MPC
Deliver an ass-whipping via MP3
Giving you people more reality than MTV
Do it PPV, snap necks with the pressure
Make a mess then carry you out on a stretcher
You could sue but, oh, the law wont protect ya
Even the court room sketcher could not sketch ya
Youre not following me, I got your number like caller ID
Try it, you can holler at me
I promise you pain, I will chop your body in threes
And youll be sitting there stuttering P-p-probabably
Follow me, I got styles, you can copy one
Back of your mind, I know you wanna stop me son
But heres news for you fucker, that can not be done
You can think that Im finished, I have not begun
Im grinding, putting these kids to bed
You think youre hard-boiled, fucker youre an easter egg
You got a pastel shell and a soft inside, squash your pride
You think I fucking lost my mind, Im not playing
I might as well be making a bomb
I lay you down to foundation when Im taking you on
Bet the farm on the rhyme for the sake of my mom
Shes like, Mike, show these pigs what kind of bacon youre on
Its funny but dont laugh, money with no cash
The villain of vocab, Im killing this notepad
The realest I wrote, man, you dont even know half
Im banking a full tank, youre running on low gas
Take that, Im cutting off your fun
Youre nothing but a butter knife stopping a gun
We can dance but your chances are slim to none
And you can think that Im finished, I have not begun
Got a razor-blade tongue and I get this done
No running, just dumping on your clique for fun
Machine Shop got it locked like the games a joke
Say something funny get the whole gang provoked
Better buckle down fucker, go get your own
We been working ten years just to get this known
The people on the block start to get numb
They expect that its fresh when the new shit come
Here it goes let em know they can fix the frown
Railroad rap hot tracks running you down
And they ask and repeat how I do this now
Like Im really gonna tell em how I get this sound
We just do what we do give you that fix
We come in the back like we run this bitch
Turn the lights down low and we start the show
When I give it to ya, give it right back and it goes
Take that, take that, cutting off your fun
Youre nothing but a butter knife stopping a gun
We can dance but your chances are slim to none
You can think that Im finished, I have not begun
Follow me, I got styles, you can copy one
Back of your mind, I know you wanna stop me son
But heres news for you fucker, that can not be done
You can think that Im finished, I have not begun
Finished, I have not begun
No |
Time, why must it fly so slow
Waiting, is something thats easy for you
Pull the plug, send it down the drain
Pain is easy to get used to
And everything told, must come true
Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are
And everything told, must come true
Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are
Sin, is always at my door
Slice the vein, blood spilled on the floor
Light shining in my eyes
Death greets me with a smile
And everything told, must come true
Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are
And everything told, must come true
Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are
Ooh, ooh...
Forgetting who you are
Pain, so much pain
Forgetting who you are
And everything told, must come true
Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are
And everything told, must come true
Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are
Ooh, ooh...
Ooh, ooh...
Ooh, ooh...
Ooh, ooh... |
Atom bombs, somethings wrong
D.E.A. sent to Guam
Acid trips, big, fat chicks
Purple Flintstone vitamins
All the needy, rich are greedy
I found out you dont need me
Berlin Wall starts to fall
I trip out to the wall
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
You think Im stupid?
Stay out of my way
You think Im stupid?
Yeah
Ku Klux Klan makes a plan
To destroy the black man
Air pollution, no solution
What is causing this confusion?
Anarchism, Satanism
Anti-Christ, socialism?
A mans brain is deranged
So we think hes insane
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
Hooray, hoorah
You think Im stupid?
Stay out of my way
You think Im stupid?
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah
Atom bombs, somethings wrong
D.E.A. sent to Guam
Acid trips, big, fat chicks
Purple Flintstone vitamins
All the needy, rich are greedy
I found out you dont need me
Berlin Wall starts to fall
I trip out to the wall
You think Im stupid?
Stay out of my way
You think Im stupid?
Yeah
You think Im stupid?
Stay out of my way
You think Im stupid?
Yeah
You think Im stupid?
You think Im stupid? |
Darker Than Blood
Dont you hold your breath cause Im not coming down
The battlefields have left me only scars
And floating in the dark, Im swimming in the sound
Of voices that should never been apart
[Chorus: Chester Bennington
Darker than the blood
Higher than the sun
This is not the end
You are not the only one
A LIGHT THAT NEVER COMES
The nights go on
Waiting for a light that never comes
I chase the sun
Waiting for a light that never comes
Oh, oh, oh
Waiting for a light that never comes |
Im a whore and Im feeling sorry for myself
In your arms and I am drowning like the child I was
I need more, can you help me?
Feed my sin, come and kill me
Its calling
Calling
Calling
Calling me
Endless skies falling freely down upon my head
So much for hopeless dreaming, frustration settles in
I need more, can you help me?
Feed my sin, come and kill me
Its calling
Calling
Calling
Calling me
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah! |
Just like heroin
It cant be me, bring us to our passage
Show me my new skin, so I can see what Ive let in
Standing here, my thoughts
Low and sound hard to understand
No one can ever bring everyone to see
Its my time to fade, dying on the floor
See myself as I am, excuses are just excuses
Just like heroin
Just like heroin, yeah
Just like heroin
Just like heroin
Its my time to fade, dying on the floor
See myself as I am, excuses are just excuses |
I will be waiting
With a song in my soul
A fortunate weakling
Which I have foretold
He raises his arms tied
Above the oppressed
Singing his sweet song
His melody opens up the sun
Freedom rain
God has come
The rivers of blood
Pushed back in my veins
She sleeps with her eyes closed
To dream of the past
Her mind has gone blind now
While her memory closes up the sun
Freedom rain
God has come
The rivers of blood
Pushed back in my veins
I will be waiting
With a song in my soul
I will be waiting
With a song in my soul
His melody opens up the sun
Freedom rain
God has come
The rivers of blood
Opens up the Sun
Freedom rain
God has come
The rivers of blood
The rivers of blood |
Forfeit the game, stop the talk show
Product of what youre taught to know
Forfeit the game, cause tomorrow
When its all done, you reap what you sow
You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life, my pride is broken
You like to think youre never wrong
You live what you learn
You have to act like youre someone
You live what you learn
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what you learn
You want to share what youve been through
You live what you learn
You love the things I say I do
The way I hurt myself again, just to get back at you
You take away, when I give in
My life, my pride is broken
You like to think youre never wrong
You live what youve learned
You have to act like youre someone
You live what youve learned
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what youve learned
You want to share what you have been through
You live what youve learned
Forfeit the game, stop the talk show
Product of what youre taught to know
Forfeit the game, cause tomorrow
When its all done, you reap what you sow
Forfeit the game, stop the talk show
Product of what youre taught to know
Forfeit the game, cause tomorrow
When its all done, you reap what you sow
You like to think youre never wrong
You live what youve learned
You have to act like youre someone
You live what youve learned
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what youve learned
You want to share what you have been through
You live what youve learned
You like to think youre never wrong
You live what youve learned
You have to act like youre someone
You live what youve learned
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what youve learned
You want to share what you have been through
You live what youve learned |
Puncture me, make me feel like I am real
Torture me, drag me under you
Tide, lifts me up and down
Tide, makes me shut up!
Life, is much too short to be intoxicated
Life, is much too short to be a drag
Please treat me like I am a fallen angel
Suppress me, tell me lies!
Life, is much too short to be intoxicated
Life, is much too short to be a drag
You can tell me lies...
Life, is much too short to be intoxicated
Life, is much too short to be a drag
Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeah!
Drag...
Drag...
Drag... |
Happiness for misery
Cut me up and leave me
Sacrifice a simple life
Kiss the wife and kids goodbye
Come on, beat me
Im not a man
Go on and kill me
Condemned
Use me as a chemical
Love me like a suicide
Treat me like an animal
Put me on my leash again
Suck the soul right out of me
Happiness for misery
Come on, beat me
Im not a man
Go on and kill me
Condemned x2
Happiness for misery
Cut me up and leave me
Sacrifice a simple life
Kiss the wife and kids goodbye
Come on, beat me
Im not a man
Go on and kill me
Condemned
Condemned x |
Losing, losing
Losing, losing
Ive lived through things I cannot say
Back then we dreamt of yesterday
It seemed as if the only way
And now we look for hope and pray
If I had a second chance
Id make amends
Only to find myself losing in the end
If I had a second chance
Id make amends
Only to find myself losing, losing
Losing, losing
Losing, losing
It came up from the deepest sea
God gave it life and reason to be
His shadow rose above the highest tree
And still His face we could not see
If I had a second chance
Id make amends
Only to find myself losing in the end
If I had a second chance
Id make amends
Only to find myself losing, losing
Losing, losing
Losing, losing
If I had a second chance
Id make amends
Only to find myself losing in the end
If I had a second chance
Id make amends
Only to find myself losing, losing
Losing, losing
Losing, losing
What do you think, Dave? |
How did this all come back around?
Left for dead when I hit the ground
After everything, now Ive found
That you set me up just to knock me down
Here and now is where this begins
I dont know what your sickness is
But I do know what the difference is
Just show that face for your witnesses
Just talk and talk and talk and lie
With every little word, you rot inside
Youre not really gonna stop and try
To make right of the wrong you caught me by
So, I know whats happening
I see that web you trapping in
You can kid yourself now, all you want
Im not falling for that, again
To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no
Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no
To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no
Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no
Shi ga na ba na na no
Shi ga na ba na na no
Forget about all that who and when
The hurt you knew that drew me in
The dirt you rubbed my bruises in
The guilt that I felt when the rules were bent
This is where the brand new begins
This is where the confusion ends
I dont care if I lose or win
I just know that I dont want to pretend
Just talk and talk and laugh and grin
Here we go, just like that again
Back to get stabbed in the back again
Like the last time was just practicing
This time, heres whats happening
I see that web you trapping in
You can kid yourself now, all you want
Im not falling for that, again
To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no
Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no
To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no
Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no
Shi ga na ba na na no
Shi ga na ba na na no
Na na na na / Da na na na na na
Na na na na / Na
Na na na na / Da na na na na na
Na na na na / Na na
Na na na na / Da na na na na na
Na na na na / Na
Na na na na / Da na na na na na
To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no
Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no
To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no
Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no
Shi ga na ba na na no
Shi ga na ba na na no
To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no
Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no
To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no
Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no
Shi ga na ba na na no
Shi ga na ba na na no
This time, heres whats happening
I see that web you trapping in
Kid yourself now, all you want
Im not falling for that, again
This time, heres whats happening
I see that web you trapping in
Kid yourself now, all you want
Im not falling for that, again |
Id like to introduce...
We here at the sound institute have invented a reliable audio weapons system
Lets try, lets try, lets, lets try
Lets try something else
Folks, we have a very special guest
For you, tonight, night, night
Break it down
Cut it up
Using the waves of sound
A true master paralyzes his opponent
Leaving him vulnerable to attack
Mr. Hahn |
I would have sailed away, if Id known that nothing would change
Staring out my window sill, in my wasted prison cell
And I know what you want, and I know what you feel
As I cradle your loving, and watch you disappear
And I feel your heart beat, pounding in my head
I like to control you, cause I cant control myself, myself
Rain, come my way, mold my head like a ball of clay
Softly wither into my grave, never to see the sun again
And I feel your heart beat, pounding in my head
I like to control you, cause I cant control myself, myself
All alone in a crowd by myself, so sorry wish I could find a way
Back into your hole again, but Ill become your enemy, yeah
And I feel your heart beat, pounding in my head
I like to control you, cause I cant control myself, myself
Hole, hole, hole, hole |
Save me now
From this mess that Ive created
All the souls have gone
And Im stranded here with doubt and fear alone
Tell me how
Im in fault for all this madness
I dont know whats wrong
But I cannot help but try to push it
So far away
So hard to say
Save me now
Im the mess I have created
And my soul has gone
For some reason, all I do is push it
So far away
So hard to say
So far away
Its so far away
So hard to say
So far away
So hard to say |
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
Silent criminals analyzed
Through psychic waving tears
Superstitious minds collide
As silence fills the hall
Silence moving proclamations
This silence proving lies
Speechless cries, emotions dull
Shouting out across the hall
Didnt mean to let you down
Im shouting out, so ashamed
Didnt mean to run from you
I didnt mean to
Shouting out
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
Showing weakness in your eyes
Youre crawling on your knees
Roaming aimless through skies lost
As silence shakes the halls
Creeping past all illusions
Searching thoughts that hide
Silence brakes in weeping hands
Shouting out and in again
Didnt mean to run from you
Im shouting out, so ashamed
Didnt mean to rush you down
I didnt mean to
Shouting out
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum... |
When you read the news
Does it make you sick?
Murder, money, politics
Gonna fill you up
Get your bullshit fix
Its the end of the world
Grab your crucifix
And fall to your knees
And beg God please
Have mercy on me
When you turn on the TV
What do you get?
Sex, lies, scandal, violence
Like the end of a gun
Pressed against your lips
Its the end of the world
Grab your crucifix
And fall to your knees
And beg God please
Have mercy on me
When you cant buy gas
And you cant pay rent
And what youve got left
Is the Governments
No win
No future
No benefit
Its the end of the world
Grab your crucifix
And fall to your knees
And beg God please
Have mercy on me
Coming out of the hypocrisy
Coming out of the bureaucracy
Coming in to lead a war
Theyre a SHAME!
You can ignore what you cannot see
You can believe in a lie
You can run away from anything
Until you open your eyes
No rest for the wicked
Yeah they never quit
Watchin, waiting
For the next trick
We wont be celebrating
When the atoms split
Its the end of the world
Grab your crucifix
And fall to your knees
And beg god please
Have mercy on me
Coming out of the hypocrisy
Coming out of the bureaucracy
Coming in to lead a war
Theyre a SHAME!
You can ignore what you cannot see
You can believe in a lie
You can run away from anything
Until you open your eyes
Coming out of the hypocrisy
Coming out of the bureaucracy
Coming in to lead a war
Theyre a SHAME! |
Just like heroin
It cant be me, bring us to our passage
Show me my new skin, so I can see what Ive let in
Standing here with my thoughts
Slow and sound, hard to understand
No one can ever bring everyone to see
Just like heroin, just excuses
Just like heroin, just excuses
Standing here with my thoughts
Slow and sound, hard to understand
No one can ever bring everyone to see
Just like heroin, just excuses
Just like heroin, just excuses
Just like heroin
Just like heroin
Its my time to fade, dying on the floor
See myself as I am, excuses are
Just like heroin, just excuses
Just like heroin
Just excuses |
Take me down to the river bend
Take me down to the fighting end
Wash the poison from off my skin
Show me how to be whole again
Fly me up on a silver wing
Past the black where the sirens sing
Warm me up in the nova’s glow
And drop me down to the dream below
’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
For you to see
Take me down to the river bend
Take me down to the fighting end
Wash the poison from off my skin
Show me how to be whole again
Fly me up on a silver wing
Past the black where the sirens sing
Warm me up in the nova’s glow
And drop me down to the dream below
’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
For you to see
’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see |
I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything Ive said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear, the less you say
Youll find that out anyway
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to brеak
Everything you say to me
Takes mе one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to break
I find the answers arent so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
And Im about to
Break!
Shut up when Im talking to you!
Shut up when Im talking to you
Shut up when Im talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up when Im talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Im about to break! |
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
Matter, matter, matter...
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
Matter, matter, matter..
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
But in the end, it doesnt even matter |
Landing in the Devils drop
I walked out in the snow
And climbed up to the mountain top
A push from death below
Brother fell protecting us
Somewhere far from home
Lay him down to rest with us
In fields of earth and coal
Oh, whoa
Oh, whoa
Sailing out away from this
To ports of foreign shores
Let us not forget to miss
The ones we cannot hold
Oh, whoa
Oh, whoa
Landing in the Devils drop
I walked out in the snow
And climbed up to the mountain top
A push from death below
Brother fell protecting us
Somewhere far from home
Lay him down to rest with us
In fields of earth and coal |
Thoughts deep, four a.m. with no sleep
Watch and wait, I dont eat
In my mind theres no peace
Got a voice, but no reach
Joe Budden, powerless control freak
Chronicle heart bleed over slow beats
Truth I speak til I cant breathe
Untouchable as I may seem, powerless as I leave
And you held it all
But you were careless to let it fall
You held it all
And I was by your side...powerless
Looking in the mirror like thats not me
Argued with myself until I fought me
Do it for the fans, why? nobody cops me
Did it for love, but what you know, she dropped me
Made enemies, made them want to off me
When I address them everyone want to cop pleas
So the truth I speak, as long as I breathe
Untouchable I may seem, Im powerless as I leave
And you held it all
But you were careless to let it fall
You held it all
And I was by your side...powerless |
So, what do you think?
What do I do to ignore whats behind me?
Do I follow my fate to escape blindly?
Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I let it go and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust none and live life in loneliness?
The sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men
I make the right turns but Im lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself , I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
, I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on put in against you, I cant win
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I turn my back, Im defenseless
And to give in to fate seems senseless
If I hide my pride, I lie sleepless
And wont be able to cope with my weakness
If I let them go, Ill be outdone
But if I try to catch them Ill be outrun
If Im killed by the questions like a cancer
Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer by myself
By myself , I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
, I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on put in against you, I cant win
With thoughts of failure sinking in
How do you think that Ive lost so much
Always afraid that Im out of touch
How do you expect Ill know what to do
When all I know is what you tell me to
Dont you know
I cant tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I cant seem to convince myself why
Im stuck on the outside
Dont you know
I cant tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I cant seem to convince myself why
Im stuck on the outside
I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on put in against you, I cant win
With thoughts of failure sinking in
I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on put in against me, I cant win
With thoughts of failure from with- |
Looked in the ocean, looked in the sea
Found her often watching for me
Left the door open, left the door wide
And she often kept it inside, oh
And if youre badder than fact phone z
Phend it back to me
Sitting front pitter badder than b
Even badder than phint to phone badder
Than the patter in friends
Who gutter the prat
The friday on the patter you plumped
Youre getting thrown even badder than bomb
Dont trust
If you dont, then your fighting for what?
Were fighting for a place we can call home
Looking for a way not to be alone
Were fighting for a place we can call home
Looking for a way not to be alone
Not to be alone
Da na na, da na-na, na na, na-na, na na na na
Da na na, da na-na, na na, na-na, na na na na
Da na na, da na-na, na na, na-na, na na na na
Da na na, da na-na, na na, na-na, na na na na
Da na na, na-na na
Were fighting for a place we can call home
Looking for a way not to be alone
Were fighting for a place we can call home
Looking for a way not to be alone
Not to be alone |
She had never really understood
She demanded her respect
Twenty years of falling under foot
Twenty reasons to regret
You would look for what you couldnt see
Scared to be what she became
She would tell you what you couldnt be
And why you had yourself to blame
Alone again, you try to disappear
And hold it in, pretending not to hear
This voice without a sound
Voice that tears you down
Youre trying not to fear, saying this is in your head
But it whispers in your ear, saying this is what you get
She was ready with your penalty
When eventually, youd fall
She was there, inside your memory
Saying this was all your fault
Alone again, you try to disappear
And hold it in, pretending not to hear
This voice without a sound
Voice that tears you down
Youre trying not to fear, saying this is in your head
But it whispers in your ear, saying this is what you get
Alone again, its all becoming clear
You hold it in, pretending not to hear
This voice without a sound
Voice that tears you down
Youre trying not to fear, saying this is in your head
But it whispers in your ear, saying this is what you get
This voice without a sound
Voice without a sound
This voice without a sound
Voice without a sound |
Listen, my blood feels like its sitting still in my veins
My motivation was gone before it even came
Today and yesterday, they both seem the same
And no matter how I try, I just cant change
Give me one reason I should go outside
Everythingll be the same no matter what I try
Some peoplell live and some peoplell die
Some peoplell build their whole life on a lie
I used to blame you for the things that I thought youd say
So now, I cant blame you for going away
Cause these memories are the blood beating under my skin
Repeating the same thoughts again and again
Again and again
You said we couldnt last long enough
Or be strong enough
Again and again
You said our voices werent loud enough
But weve had enough because
We want our future back
We want our own mistakes
To take our own path
We wanna do it again
Again and again
You said we couldnt last long enough
Or be strong enough
Again and again
You said our voices werent loud enough
But weve had enough because
We want our future back
We want our own mistakes
To take our own path
We wanna do it again
Again and again
You said we couldnt last long enough
Or be strong enough
Again and again
You said our voices werent loud enough
But weve had enough because
We want our future back
We want our own mistakes
To take our own path
We wanna do it again and again
You said we couldnt last long enough
Or be strong enough
Again and again
You said our voices werent loud enough
But weve had enough because
We want our future back
We want our own mistakes
To take our own path
We wanna do it again |
So eager
She shines like a flower
In my head
Everybody
Wants to pick her dead
She said she loved me
And lied to me
She was by the river
And lied to me
She shines like a flower
In my head
Everybody
Wants her in their bed
She said she loved you
And lied to you
She was by the river
And lied to you
So eager
She said she loved me
And lied to me
She was by the river
And lied to me
So eager
She said she loved you
And lied to you
She was by the river
And lied to you
So eager |
Sometimes, things just seem to fall apart
When you least expect them to
Sometimes you want to pack up and leave behind
All of them and all their smiles
I dont know what to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe, maybe
Sometimes, people surprise you
And people surprise me
Well I guess thats the price we pay
For wanting so badly
I dont know what to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe, maybe
I dont know what to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe, maybe
I dont know what to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe, maybe
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes |
You say that youre proud of me, oh
Then you take something out of me
So predictable
Why do I have to see this through?
Why do I have to take this?
Isnt there something I can do
To make myself finally say this?
No, youve taken this too far
Exposing who you are, for all to see
Youre not the one that you pretend to be
You start with apologies, oh
Then take another shot at me
So predictable
Why do I have to see this through
Why do I have to take this
Isnt there something I can do
To make myself finally say this
No, youve taken this too far
Exposing who you are, for all to see
Youre not the one that you pretend...
This, no, youve taken this too far
Exposing who you are, for all to see
Youre not the one that you pretend to be
No, youve taken this too far
Exposing who you are, for all to see
Youre not the one that you pretend...
This, no, youve taken this too far
Exposing who you are, for all to see
Youre not the one that you pretend to be |
This ones called Nobody Can Save Me
Im dancing with my demons
Im hanging off the edge
Storm clouds gather beneath me
Waves break above my head
Headfirst hallucination
I wanna fall wide awake now
You tell me its alright
Tell me Im forgiven, tonight
But nobody can save me now
Im holding up a light
Chasing out the darkness inside
Cause nobody can save me
Stared into this illusion
For answers yet to come
I chose a false solution
But nobody proved me wrong
Headfirst hallucination
I wanna fall wide awake
Watch the ground giving way now
You tell me its alright
Tell me Im forgiven, tonight
But nobody can save me now
Im holding up a light
Im chasing out the darkness inside
Cause nobody can save me
Been searching somewhere out there
For whats been missing right here
Ive been searching somewhere out there
For whats been missing right here
I wanna fall wide awake now
So tell me its alright
Tell me Im forgiven, tonight
And only I can save me now
Im holding up a light
Chasing out the darkness inside
And I dont wanna let you down
And I dont wanna let you-
Been searching somewhere out there
For whats been missing right here |
You know I’m a dreamer
But my heart’s of gold
I had to run away and hide
Cause I couldnt go home
Just when things went right
Suddenly it all went wrong
Just take this song and you’ll never feel
Left all alone
Take me to your heart
Feel me in your bones
Just one more night
And I’m comin’ off this
Long & winding road
I’m on my way
I’m on my way
Home sweet home
Tonight, tonight!
I’m on my way
I’m on my way
Home sweet home
You know that I seen
To many romantic dreams
Up in lights, fallin’ off
The silver screen
My heart’s like an open book
For the whole world to read
Sometimes nothing, keeps me together
At the seams
I’m on my way
I’m on my way
Home sweet home
Tonight, tonight!
I’m on my way
Just set me free
Home sweet home
I’m on my way
I’m on my way
Home sweet home
Tonight, tonight!
Im on my way
Just set me free
Home sweet home
Just take this song and youll never feel
Left all alone |
I know the answers from the words of the prophet
Ive seen the light through the fingers made of magic
Ive seen an image of the future, its a vision
And I know who you are, yeah
Go away. Cant you see youre not real?
Open your eye some place far away
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im startin to fly, yeah
I met a poet tonight behind the masses
I sang a song bout my many true addictions
I saw myself in a hole, down belo-o-ow
And I know who you are, yeah
Im alright, no reason to fee-e-el
Open your eye some place far away
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im startin to fly, yeah
Open your eyes, look to the sky-y-y-y
Grab your wings and start to fly-y, yeah
Open your eyes, look to the sky-y-y-y
Grab your wings and start to fly-y, yeah
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im startin to fly-y-y
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im startin to fly-y, yeah
Whoa, Im startin to fly-y-y
Yeah, Im startin to fly-y-y
Whoa, Im startin to fly-y-y
Yeah, Im startin to fly-y, yeah, hey-ey-ey, yeah
Startin to fly-y-y
Startin to fly-y-y
Startin to fly-y-y |
All these things I could not say
Made me so much more afraid
Just too scared of what Id find
To look behind, to look behind
All these things I could not say
Made me so much more afraid
Just too scared of what Id find
To look behind, to look behind
If you go, theres no turning back
If you go, theres no turning back
If you go, theres no turning back
Theres no turning back
No, no, no, no, no, no...
No, no turning back!
No, no turning back!
No, no turning back!
No, no turning back!
All these things I could not say
Made me so much more afraid
Just too scared of what Id find
To look behind
All of these things I could not say
Made me so much more afraid
Just too scared of what Id find
To look behind, cant look behind! |
Longing is the animal inside you when you bleed
Suffering is critical in finding what you need
Deliverance is evidence there’s more than what you say
Pain is there the moment that you wake up from your dreams
Oh, I know you can’t tithe
Oh, when you look inside yourself
Youve got to cross that line
Yeah, you’re running out of time
Loneliness is beautiful, it leads you home again
Happiness is overrated, joy is infinite
Liberate the hate you feel before it’s permanent
Smile when it hurts, it works like mother’s medicine
Oh, I know you can’t tithe
Oh, when you look inside yourself
Youve got to cross that line
Yeah, you’re running out of time
Youve got to learn your lesson to see what youve been missing
Youve got to cross that line
Yeah, youve got to look inside
Yeah, it’s time that you decide
Yeah, youve got to cross that line
Yeah, youre running out of time |
Should I have a taste of this run across your lips and start all over aga-ain?
Could this all just be a dre-e-e-e-a-am?
If I should fall to stormy weather, wake me, wake me, yeah-ah
Maybe this time, I can do it all right, without my foot in my mouth
Without that blind in my sight
Could this all just be a dre-e-e-e-a-am?
If I should fall to stormy weather, wake me, wake me, yeah-ah
If I should fall to stormy weather, wake me, wake me
Me, yeah-ah, hey, yeah
Go
Too scared to lose the one I tried so hard for
Too scared to lose the one I never ha-ad
Too scared to lose the one I tried so hard for
Too scared to lose the one I never ha-ad
Yeah |
I watch how the moon sits in the sky on a dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
Sun doesnt give light to the moon assuming
The moon’s gonna owe it one
Makes me think of how you act to me
You do favors then rapidly
Just turn around and start asking me
About things that you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place, to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A Place for My Head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you and
Step on people like you do and
Run away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
Used to be calm, used to be strong
Used to be generous but you should’ve known
That you’d wear out your welcome
And now you see how quiet it is, all alone
Im so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
Im so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A Place for My Head
You try to take the best of me
You try to take the best of me
You try to take the best of me
You try to take the best of me, go away!
You try to take the best of me, go away!
You try to take the best of me, go away!
You try to take the best of me, go away!
You try to take the best of me, go away!
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A Place for My Head
Ugh!
Shut!
Up!
Why!
I am so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
Im so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest |
You take, you take
Away, away
Why does it feel like night, today?
Something in heres not right, today
Why does it feel like night, today?
Paranoias all I got left
You take, you take
Away, away
This is so fun
This whole project is, like, fun
Did that sound good?
Thats right |
Black hearts coming, he’s a cold machine
Cuts like a knife, gentle and clean
Face like an angel, mind of a killer
Nobody else going to love her better
Lay down now stay down
Took her life with a quick pull trigger
Well I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Said I don’t mind if you don’t mind
The color is all but faded
Out of a dead mans eyes
Down to his blackened heart
Black hearts kicking like a beating drum
Shooting her down the sound of his gun
No compassion, hard as an assassin
Falling deeper still in that reckless fashion
Lay down now stay down
Deeper and deeper with a blind mans passion
Well I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Said I don’t mind if you don’t mind
The color is all but faded
Out of a dead mans eyes
Down to his blackened heart
Rescue me
Rescue me
Rescue me
If you dont mind
The color is all but faded
Out of a dead mans eyes
Down to his blackened heart
(Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah) |
In this farewell, theres no blood, theres no alibi
Cause Ive drawn regret from the truth of a thousand lies
So let mercy come, and wash away what Ive done
Ill face myself, to cross out what Ive become
Erase myself, and let go of what Ive done
Put to rest what you thought of me
While I clean this slate with the hands of uncertainty
So let mercy come, and wash away what Ive done
Ill face myself, to cross out what Ive become
Erase myself, and let go of what Ive done
For what Ive done, Ill start again, and whatever pain may come
Today, this ends, and forgiving what Ive done
Ill face myself, to cross out what Ive become
Erase myself, and let go of what Ive done
What Ive done
Forgiving what Ive done |
Whats in the eye, can you tell me?
Watching the time pass me by
Theres so much locked up inside
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Whats in the eye that I cannot catch?
Is me I want to know?
Why its so hard to let go?
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, why? |
Im tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Dont know what youre expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Cant you see that youre smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know, I may end up failing too
But I know, you were just like me with someone disappointed in you
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there |