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Im tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface Dont know what youre expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow Every step that I take is another mistake to you Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware Im becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Cant you see that youre smothering me? Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control? Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow Every step that I take is another mistake to you Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow And every second I waste is more than I can take Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware Im becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know, I may end up failing too But I know, you were just like me With someone disappointed in you Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware Im becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Yeah! Atom bombs, somethings wrong D.E.A sent to Guam Acid trips, big fat chicks Purple Flintstone Vitamins All the needy, rich are greedy I find out you dont need me Berlin Wall starts to fall I trip out to the wall Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah You think Im stupid? Stay out of my way You think Im stupid? Ku Klux Klan makes a plan To destroy the Black man Air pollution, no solution What is causing this confusion? Anarchism, satanism Anti-christ, socialism A mans brain is deranged So we think hes insane Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah Hooray / hoorah You think Im stupid? Stay out of my way You think Im stupid? Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah! You think Im stupid? Stay out of my way You think Im stupid? Hey, yeah
Where should I start? Disjointed heart Ive got no commitment to my own flesh and blood Left all alone, far from my home No one to hear me, to heal my ill heart I keep it locked up, inside I cannot express to the point Ive regressed If angers a gift, then I guess Ive been blessed I keep it locked up, inside Keep my distance from your lies Its too late to love me, now You have never shown me Its too late to love me, now You dont even know me Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Keep it locked up, inside Keep my distance from your lies Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Keep my distance Keep my distance Keep my distance Keep my distance Spit drips from the jaw of the witless witness Cryptic colloquialisms shift your mid rift Dog paddle through a bog of shadows and smog With my thought catalog, analogue rap battle log Keep my distance and fear resistance Hurt by persistence, the twisted web of tangled lies Strangles my hope to waste and numbs the taste And Im forced to face these hate crimes Against the state of being Feeling the weightlessness press me to the ceiling Reeling around rooms, riding a bubble of sound Tuned to the frequency making your chest shake With every boom Involuntary muscle contraction Ignoring your necks breaking, musical gas fume euphoria The sound pounds to make the dead flush To hand you a head rush with read rhymes and said stuff
She cant hide, no matter how hard she tries Her secret disguise behind the lies And at night, she cries away her pride With eyes shut tight, staring at her inside All her friends know why she cant sleep at night All her family asking if shes alright All she wants to do is get rid of this hell Well, all shes gotta do is stop kidding herself She can only fool herself for so long She can only fool herself for so long She can only fool herself for so long She can only fool herself I never know just why you run So far away, far away from me I never know just why you run So far away, far away from me When it comes to how to live his life, he cant be told Says hes got it all under control Thinks he knows its not a problem hes stuck with But in reality, itd be a problem to just quit An addict and he cant hold the reigns The pain is worse cause his friends have it the same Tries to slow down the problem hes got But cant get off the carousel until he makes it stop He can only fool himself for so long He can only fool himself for so long He can only fool himself for so long He can only fool himself I never know just why you run So far away, far away from me I never know just why you run So far away, far away from me Fly with me, under the wings I gave you Try to be closer to me and Ill save you Fly with me, under the wings I gave you Try to be closer to me and Ill save you I never know just why you run So far away, far away from me I never know just why you run So far away, far away from me I never know just why you run So far away, far away from me I never know just why you run So far away, far away from me
I will be waiting With a song in my soul A fortunate weakling Which I have foretold He raises his arms tied Above the opressed Singing this sweet song His melody opens up the sun And freedom rained God has come With the rivers of blood Pushed back in my veins She sleeps with her eyes closed To dream of the past Her mind has gone blind now While Her memory closes up the sun And freedom rained God has come With the rivers of blood Pushed back in my veins I will be waiting With a song in my soul A fortunate weakling Which I have foretold
Sometimes, things just seem to fall apart When you least expect them to Sometimes you want to pack up and leave behind All of them and their smiles I dont know, what to think anymore Maybe things will get better Maybe things will look brighter Maybe, maybe... Sometimes, people surprise you And people surprise me Well I guess thats the price we pay For wanting so badly I dont know, what to think anymore Maybe things will get better Maybe things will look brighter Maybe, maybe... I dont know, what to think anymore Maybe things will get better Maybe things will look brighter Maybe, maybe Maybe, yeah... Sometimes Sometimes Sometimes
Part of me wont go away Every day, reminded how much I hate it Weighed it against the consequences Cant live without it, so its senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with the gaping hole Take control of my life and wash out all the burnt taste I made the problems in the first place Hang my head low cause its part of me You hardly see right next to the heart of me Hurting me, the wounds soon scar New cuts cover where the old ones are And now Im sick of this I cant stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity I rather not even be Than the man thats staring in the mirror through me Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me I feel it every day I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside Swell up inside, swallowing me Freedom can be frightening if youve never felt it Once its been dealt with You feel like youve been touched by something angelic And then melted down into a pool of peace Cease to be the animal you used to be Remove the broken parts you know were wrong And feel the calm when the problems all gone And then you start to see Another piece of yourself that you cant let be Memories of the last fight to free yourself Taken to the depths of the bottom of the well And now you know that you can choose To lose the part in your heart where your insides bruise You can live if youre willing to Put a stop to just whats killing you Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me I feel it every day I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside Swell up inside, swallowing me This part of me wont go away Part of me wont go away Everywhere I look around, I see how everything ought to be Every time I see myself, theres always something wrong with me Everywhere I look around, I see how everything ought to be Every time I see myself, theres always something wrong with me I feel it every day I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside Swell up inside, swallowing me I feel it every day I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside Swell up inside, swallowing me I feel it swell up inside Swell up inside, swallowing me I feel it swell up inside Swell up inside, swallowing me
You fell away What more can I say? The feelings evolved I wont let it out I cant replace Your screaming face Feeling the sickness inside Why wont you die? Your blood is mine Well be fine Then your body will be mine So many words Cant describe my fate This feelings evolved So soon to break out I cant relate To a happy state Feeling the blood run inside Why wont you die? Your blood is mine Well be fine Then your body will be mine Why is everything so fucking hard for me? Keep me down to what you think I should be Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry? Keep on trying, I’m not dying so easily! Why is everything so fucking hard for me? Why is everything so fucking hard for me? Why wont you die? Your blood is mine Well be fine Then your body will be mine Why wont you die? Your blood is mine Well be fine Then your body will be mine
In this desert, in darkness Lying with the gun across his chest Pretending hes heartless As the fire flashes in the sky He was fragile and frozen When the bullet took away his friend And now hes somehow more broken Hes pulling his weapon to his side Loading it full of his goodbyes Holding an enemy across the line Hes pulling his weapon to his side Loading it full of his goodbyes Holding an enemy across the line Sweating and shaking Lying with her hands across her chest She wakes with her cravings As the fire flashes in her eye She was fragile and frozen When the needle took away her friend But now shes somehow more broken Shes pulling her weapon to her side Loading it full of her goodbyes Holding an enemy across the line Shes pulling her weapon to her side Loading it full of her goodbyes Holding an enemy across the line With every battle hes chosing With every fight hes losing His enemys not far behind With every promise shes broken With every lie shes spoken Her enemys not far behind Its your time Its your time Its your time Its your time! Hes pulling his weapon to his side Loading it full of his goodbyes Holding an enemy across the line Shes pulling her weapon to her side Loading it full of her goodbyes Holding an enemy across the line With every battle hes chosing With every fight hes losing His enemys not far behind With every promise shes broken With every lie shes spoken Her enemys not far behind
Whats in the eye, can you tell me? Watching the time pass me by Theres so much locked up inside Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Whats in the eye that I cannot catch? Is it me? I want to know Why its so hard to let go? Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, why?
And the tears fall like rain, down my face again Oh the words you wouldnt say And the games you played with my unfoolish heart Oh I should have known this from the start Oh the winter and spring Going hand in hand just like my love and pain How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein This brand new skin stretched across scarred terrain Said, I dont wanna be let down I dont wanna live that life again Dont wanna be led down the same old road Said, I dont wanna be let down I dont wanna live my lies again Dont wanna be led down the same old road All those years down the drain Love was not enough when you want everything What I gave to you, and now the end would start Oh, I shouldve listened to my heart Cause, I dont wanna be let down I dont wanna live my life again Dont wanna be led down the same old road Said, I dont wanna be let down I dont wanna live my lies again Dont wanna be led down the same old road Oh... Cause, I dont wanna be let down I dont wanna live that life again Dont wanna be led down the same old road Said, I dont wanna be let down I dont wanna live my lies again Dont wanna be led down the same old road I dont wanna be let down the same old road X
I will be myself Until its time For me to fly And I will walk away From this message on my board I will walk away, yeah You must be yourself Until its time For us to fly And I will walk away From this message on my board I will walk away, yeah The night in the corner at the back of the hall Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall The night in the corner at the back of the hall Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall The night in the corner at the back of the hall Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall The night in the corner at the back of the hall Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall Calling from all sides, they surround all around You cant see a thing, but you can hear the sounds Falling from the sky, upside-down To the beat of heart as your whole head pounds Calling from all sides, they surround all around You cant see a thing, but you can hear the sounds Falling from the sky, upside-down To the beat of heart as your whole head pounds I will be myself, yeah And I will walk away From this message on my board I will walk away, yeah The night in the corner at the back of the hall Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall The night in the corner at the back of the hall Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall The night in the corner at the back of the hall Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall The night in the corner at the back of the hall Is where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall The night in the corner at the back of the hall Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall The night in the corner at the back of the hall Is where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall The night in the corner at the back of the hall Where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall The night in the corner at the back of the hall Is where we sit all alone and listen to the rainfall
Crawling in my skin Crawling in my skin Without a sense of confidence Consuming, confusing Crawling in my skin Without a sense of confidence Im convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Crawling in my skin, crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal, these wounds wont heal Fear is how I fall, fear is how I fall Confusing, confusing what is real Confusing what is real Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self-control, I fear is never ending Controlling, I can’t seem To find myself again, my walls are closing in Without a sense of confidence Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take Ive felt this way before, so insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection It’s haunting how I cant seem To find myself again, my walls are closing in Without a sense of confidence Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take Ive felt this way before, so insecure Without a sense of confidence Without a sense of confidence Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take Without a sense of confidence Without a sense of confidence Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take To find myself again, my walls are closing in Without a sense of confidence Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take Ive felt this way before, so insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing, confusing what is real
I have a dream of a scene between the green hills Clouds pull away and the sunlights revealed People dont talk about keeping it real Its understood that they actually will And intoxicated and stimulated MCs Staring in the trees, paranoid, are gone in the breeze Watch them flee, hip-hop heads Take a walk with me and what youll see Is a land where the sand is made up of crushed up wax And the sky beyond you is krylon blue And everybody speaks in a dialect of rhyme And MCs have left materialism behind them Meanwhile, I just grip my mic And hope me and my team make it through alright Because say what you will and say what you might But dont ignore who its for at the end of the night Because this is dedicated to the kids Dedicated to wherever music lives Dedicated to those tired of the same ol same And dedicated to the people advancing the game Whats real is the kids who know that somethings wrong Whats real is the kids who think they dont belong Whats real is the kids who have nowhere to run Who are hiding in the shadows, waiting for the sun Ive seen a lot of , Ive talked to a bum Out on Sunset Strip, he asked me, How would you feel If everybody acted like you didnt exist? Youd lose your grip, probably eventually flip So let it be known, the only reason that we do this Is so you can pick it up and just bang your head to it While MCs fight to see who can be the commonest Be floating overhead like a space odyssey monolith Over seeing the game, over being part of the same old thing Its all gonna change in a hurricane of darkness and pain And acidic rain and promises that you wont do it again Meanwhile, I just grip my mic And hope me and my team make it through alright Because say what you will and say what you might But dont ignore who its for at the end of the night Because this is dedicated to the kids Dedicated to wherever music lives Dedicated to those tired of the same ol same And dedicated to the people advancing the game Whats real is the kids who know that somethings wrong Whats real is the kids who think they dont belong Whats real is the kids who have nowhere to run Who are hiding in the shadows, waiting for the sun Pulling me close, the shadow is warm inside This is where I feel at home, this is my place to hide Pulling me close, the shadow is warm inside This is where I feel at home, this is my place to hide This is dedicated to the kids Dedicated to wherever music lives Dedicated to those tired of the same ol same And dedicated to the people advancing the game Whats real is the kids who know that somethings wrong Whats real is the kids who think they dont belong Whats real is the kids who have nowhere to run Who are hiding in the shadows, waiting for the sun This is dedicated to the kids Dedicated to wherever music lives Dedicated to those tired of the same ol same And dedicated to the people advancing the game Whats real, everybody who doesnt feel safe Whats real, everybody who knows theyre out of place Whats real, anybody with nowhere to run Who hides in the shadows, waiting for the sun
I don’t like my mind right now Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary Wish that I could slow things down Wanna let go but there’s comfort in the panic Yeah, I drive myself crazy Thinking everythings about me Yeah, I drive myself crazy Cause I can’t escape the gravity Im holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on To so much more than I can carry I keep dragging around whats bringing me down If I just let go, Id be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy? You say that Im paranoid But I’m pretty sure the world is out to get me It’s not like I made the choice To let my mind stay so fucking messy I know Im not the center of the universe But you keep spinning round me just the same I know Im not the center of the universe But you keep spinning round me just the same Im holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on To so much more than I can carry I keep dragging around whats bringing me down If I just let go, Id be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy? I know Im not the center of the universe But you keep spinning round me just the same I know Im not the center of the universe But you keep spinning round me just the same Yeah, I drive myself crazy Thinking everything’s about me Im holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on So much more than I can carry I keep dragging around whats bringing me down If I just let go, Id be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy? Why is everything so heavy? Why is everything so heavy?
Come on! I woke up in a dream today To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor Forgot all about yesterday Remembering Im pretending to be where Im not anymore A little taste of hypocrisy And Im left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react Even though youre so close to me Youre still so distant and I cant bring you back Its true, the way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if youre not with me Im with you You, now I see, keeping everything inside With you You, now I see, even when I close my eyes With you You, now I see, keeping everything inside With you You, now I see, even when I close my eyes I hit you and you hit me back And we fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still Fine line between this and that But when things go wrong, I pretend the past isnt real Now Im trapped in this memory And Im left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react Even though youre close to me Youre still so distant and I cant bring you back Its true, the way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if youre not with me Im with you You, now I see, keeping everything inside With you You, now I see, even when I close my eyes With you You, now I see, keeping everything inside With you You, now I see, even when I close my eyes I won’t let you control my fate While I’m holding the weight of the world on my conscience I won’t just sit here and wait While youre weighing your options, you’re making a fool of me You didn’t dare try to say that you don’t care And solemnly swear not to follow me there It ain’t like me to beg on my knees Oh please, oh baby, please, that’s not how I’m doing things No, I’m not upset, no, I’m not angry I know love is love, love and sometimes it pains me With or without you, I’ll always be with you You’ll never forget me, I’m keeping you with me No, I won’t let you take me to the end of my rope While you burn it and torture my soul No, I’m not your puppet And, no, no, no, I won’t let you go No, no matter how far we’ve come I cant wait to see tomorrow No matter how far weve come I, I cant wait to see tomorrow With you You, now I see, keeping everything inside With you You, now I see, even when I close my eyes With you You, now I see, keeping everything inside With you You, now I see, even when I close my eyes
Alone again You go away What do you mean that you dont know Its obvious you think you do You think its best to choose loneliness Afraid of whats right in front of you What can I do when you turn away except close the door Figure out how Im gonna try again Play it through to be with you But alone again is how its gonna end Making my moves so carefully Feel it when you stare at me Making my moves so carefully Feel it when you stare at me Making my moves so carefully Feel it when you stare at me Making my moves so carefully Feel it when you stare at me We could have been so long But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out I cant do anything that would say It wont be the same as yesterday Say youre afraid to be with me And I just pray you let the fear go away And I cant see you as a friend So now I know how this has got to end Make it so nobody wins Ending this before it begins Making my moves so carefully Feel it when you stare at me Making my moves so carefully Feel it when you stare at me Making my moves so carefully Feel it when you stare at me Making my moves so carefully Feel it when you stare at me We could have been so long But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out Alone again We go away We could have been so long We could have been so long But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find— But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out But I guess youll never find out And I know youll never find out But I know youll never find out And I know youll never find out But I know youll never find out
I am original DJ Jazzy Jay from The mighty mighty Zulu Nation First off, Im gonna say my name is Original scratch creator Grand Wizard Theodore For those who dont know, I started back out in the 74 Afrika Bambata, Disco King Mario Cool Herc, Grand Master Flash And you know some of the pioneers That did it back then, ya know Hip hop is universal man, it all depends upon what ya do it Hip hop is like what you call a bastard child of A lot of different forms of music I just feel good, that a lot of rock bands are like Are like, recognizing, ya know, the culture We used to play these beats because They used to drive us on the dance floor And people dont really know that as a rock record Until like the guitars come in and stuff like that We didnt have no hip hop beats back in the days We had to take it from everywhere, we can get it from Its just trying to take it to another level That what keeps the music new and keeps it fresh As far as, ya know, rock is concerned man I think rock is, ya know, a big part of hip hop man Rock helped influence hip hop Hip hop helped influence the world La la la La la la La la la Shh, yeah, hey Shh, you hear me Okay, listen Yo, its like a triple stage darkness, listen and drift Every muscle in your skin starts to shake and shift You can hate the gift but my phrase is dazed Ya click spray your face when I spit, I mean it Youre just too conceited, repeatin and repeatin Youre a thugged out gangsta pimp till you believe it Seems like theres too much Pac, we dont need it Im cool on your heat, you can keep it Its not a big secret, this is a game you cant win Youre singin the same thing Though were bringin the yen So just close your eyes and pretend again That your skin isnt as thin As the skin youre in bitch Give me a second just to spell it out So nobody can twist what Im talkin about I dont have to fake anything I feel because We both know every word is real So give me a second just to spell it out So nobody can twist what Im talkin about I dont have to fake anything I feel because We both know every word is real Right about now, the funk soul brother Check it out now, the funk soul brother Right about now, the funk soul brother Check it out now, the funk soul brother I got the skills of titanium, straight to the cranium Try to play me, and we could go to war like Iranians The deep cat, I speak rap As long as the beat phat, my shitll be off the meat rack Lord Finesse, dont harass the god Spit four bars and piss on, like half your squad So the savage, I dont gay bash I dont harass if you niggas Playin Russian roulette with automatics See, on the street, Im top in rank Three words, when I get the dice, stop the bank Bet against me, you get your cash to me My street team, promote nothin but ass whoopins Hard headed, handsome boys, the lost niggas The type that sport the chicks on their arm like John Ritter The bomb niggas, being stabbing the third Better play like Jehovah witness, and spread the word This sky opens wide, swallowing again Once I am inside, Im lost and cant pretend These pictures in my mind are not a part of me These memories all the time till I can hardly breathe I can hardly breathe, I can hardly stop the memories Nothing I can say or do Will take away what Ive been through What you were is what Ive come to be Nothing you can say to me Will take away these memories What you were is what Ive come to be La la la La la la La la la {They taught me to look beyond The superficial at the Handsome Boy Modeling School One of the things that I look for in a woman is you know, personality And I look for a sense of humor And you know knockers, Im just kidding Like I said, I, I used to look at a woman You know, chestal area first} {I mean, the things that I look for now Is that I look for a woman with money I look for a woman with long legs Whereas before I used to focus on, knockers or} {Wait one second my illegitimate son is here Yes, yes son, you want one of these? Well, you have to go to the Handsome Boy Modeling School Where you can get one okay? Okay, daddys got to work some more now You go back over there and sit in the trailer}
Let me take you back to high school, 94 When at least when a nigga had time to go Walk to the bus stop, selling rocks on the way Little bad motherfucker with a pocket full of yay Fell in love with a shorty that was bad I would go and skip class just so I could see that ass But she was too fast, and I was too slow Cause she wanted a nigga who already had dough She found her a man who was like 24 But what she didnt know that he had plenty hoes She was too young, so now he got a new one Cause shorty went and bought her a new gun See when she catch this nigga she gon do something Not fight, but shorty gon shoot something But she never got a chance, a change of plans Shot herself in the back putting the gun in her pants Live life young nigga, quit trying to be grown You gon miss momma when she dead and gone So {slow your roll}, slow down, my nigga {Slow your roll}, slow down my, nigga Live life little mama, quit trying to be grown You gon miss daddy when he dead and gone So {slow your roll}, you gotta slow down {Slow your roll}, you gotta slow down I got a graveyard tatted on my arm So Ima just start with my uncle William Hahn My momma only brother, he served in the Navy He lost his life because the war made him crazy My nephew Shannon, 15 years old When I think how he died I get real cold Cause they found him in a field with some crack stones There was no flesh, it was just bones I was just home, with my cousin Craig And then I got a phone call said they found him dead So whats next, aint went to Bizz funeral yet Instead of one casket I need two of them shits It dont quit, just when you think Im seeing better days My auntie just find that she got AIDS And its fucked up, cause her life dont end And she locked up, so she dying in the pen, damn Live life young nigga, quit trying to be grown You gon miss momma when she dead and gone So {slow your roll}, slow down, my nigga {Slow your roll}, slow down my, nigga Live life little mama, quit trying to be grown You gon miss daddy when he dead and gone So {slow your roll}, you gotta slow down {Slow your roll}, you gotta slow down This cant be life, were living Cause I dont wanna live no more I dont wanna live no morrrrrre This cant be life, were living Cause I dont wanna live no more I dont wanna live no morrrrrre This cant be life were living Cause I dont want it no morrrrrre, no morrrrrre This cant be life were living Cause I dont want it no morrrrrre No mooooooo-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrre!!!!!!!! Live life young nigga, quit trying to be grown You gon miss momma when she dead and gone So {slow your roll}, slow down, my nigga {Slow your roll}, slow down my, nigga Live life little mama, quit trying to be grown You gon miss daddy when he dead and gone So {slow your roll}, you gotta slow down {Slow your roll}, you gotta slow down
Youve been faking it all this time You left my trust on the firing line As the promises break, the only mistakes Giving you what was mine Your words are clear but their meanings gone The notes are right but the tunings wrong And when you tell me again that I should give in I can only take it so long, long, long, long Youre terrified, terrified Youd rather throw it all away, all away, all away! Youre terrified, terrified Youd rather throw it all away! Fear is dancing inside your lies Exposing secrets that youve disguised And Im biting my tongue as you become Victim of a compromise Cause I know who you really are Not a scratch where you pretend youre scarred And its time that you seek the truth without me I can only get you so far, far, far, far Youre terrified, terrified Youd rather throw it all away, all away, all away! Youre terrified, terrified Youd rather throw it all away! Throw it all away, all away, way! Throw it all away, all away, all away, way! Throw it all away, all away, all away, way! Throw it all away, all away, all away, way! Throw it all away, all a—! Youre terrified, terrified Youd rather throw it all away, all away, all away! Youre terrified, terrified Youd rather throw it all away, all away, all away! Youre terrified, terrified Youd rather throw it all away, all away, all away! Youre terrified, terrified Youd rather throw it all away!
Its cold and dark I think Im going insane The end is coming - its true Im all alone and I am screaming your name It seems thats all I can do But its too late to turn back now Its too loud to hear a sound Im so lost, I cant be found Its too late to turn back now Its hard to focus when your life is a blur Its hard to see the truth How can I move on when theres so much to learn And every road comes back to you But its too late to turn back now Its too loud to hear a sound Im so lost, I cant be found Its too late to turn back now
Quiet Everyones sleeping through life Afraid that their questions Just might have answers Quiet Everyone shut off their mind So Ill turn on mine Alone in a world With millions of souls Walking in circles Trapped in their dreams Unhealthy, unclean Walking in circles, now Do not disturb Scream in silence Everyones sleeping Quiet Were living inside of our mouths Afraid someone just might Hear what were thinking Quiet Careful of what you might say Cause theyll put you away Alone in a world With millions of souls Walking in circles Trapped in their dreams Unhealthy, unclean Walking in circles, now Do not disturb Scream in silence Everyones sleeping Alone in a world With millions of souls Walking in circles Trapped in their dreams Unhealthy, unclean Walking in circles, now Do not disturb Scream in silence Everyones sleeping Alone in a world With millions of souls Walking in circles Alone in a world With millions of souls Walking in circles, now Do not disturb Scream in silence Everyones sleeping
Smoke another cigarette, it kills the pain Thats all thats left of me anymore Choke on all of my regrets feeling the strain In every breath stumble as I crawl Then I fall into you And I fade away I fall into you And I fade Like a crutch you carry me without restraint Back to a place where I am not alone Im a man whose tragedies have been replaced With memories tattooed upon my soul Then I fall into you And I fade away I fall into you And I fade You said time to tear down the walls You know not every things your fault Put it away our mistakes have brought us here today You say just look how far youve come Despite all the things youve done Youll always be the one to catch me When I fall into you And I fade away I fall into you And I fade Say goodbye to yesterday I made it through I made today Despite what I was told You were there to rescue me You shine your light so I could see Then I fall into you And I fade away I fall into you And I fade I fall into you And I fade away I fall into you And I fade
Riding with a head full of buckets of red And when they said still stuck in the head A thoroughbred thoroughly bled And led to the land of the mental combats Following a front attack so you can never run from that Dark planetary signs rising over the horizon Smaller than a fly stand, Im a lyrical lamp The power that I got on my cynical hand With a pen, once again Swimming in the center of the hit or the miss A list of the thoughts getting lost in the mist Realizing one not the size of the fist And the killing of the killer with a flick of the wrist I wanna live in another place Where no one can say that I lived for them I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head The second its gone The weapon of time is stronger than a nuclear bomb Eternity-you have not- Something that math cant write, you cant fight nor flee Still be around if it wasnt for me Way back first whatever my friends That you see the attraction of the payback Dont mean to say that, playback the thing now Getting lost in the chaos tossing it down Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch Hungry for a head full of hectic Set this to the tempo to be on time An addict to the panic of my confine Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch Hungry for a head full of hectic Set this to the tempo to be on time An addict to the panic in my confine I wanna live in another place Where no one can say that I lived for them I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds Soon, the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds I wanna live in another place Where no one can say that I lived for them I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head Burn! Burn! Burn! Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch Hungry for a head full of hectic Accept this, doing double-duty on time Adding to the panic in my confine Singing again to myself, electric neck twitch Hungry for a head full of hectic Accept this, doing double-duty on time An addict to the panic of my confine
Myself! Myself! What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness? Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin I make the right moves, but Im lost within I put on my daily facade, but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself , I ask why But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself , I ask why But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself I cant look around, its too much to take in I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin I cant slow down, watching everything spin I cant look back, starting over again If I turn my back, Im defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on Then theyll take from me til everything is gone If I let them go, Ill be outdone But if I try to catch them, Ill be outrun If Im killed by the questions like a cancer Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer By myself , I ask why But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself , I ask why But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself I cant look around, its too much to take in I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin I cant slow down, watching everything spin I cant look back, starting over again Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you Know! I cant tell you how to make it Go! No matter what I do, how hard I Try! I cant seem to convince myself Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you Know! I cant tell you how to make it Go! No matter what I do, how hard I Try! I cant seem to convince myself Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you Know! I cant tell you how to make it Go! No matter what I do, how hard I Try! I cant seem to convince myself Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you Know! I cant tell you how to make it Go! No matter what I do, how hard I Try! I cant seem to convince myself Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you Know! I cant tell you how to make it Go! No matter what I do, how hard I Try! I cant seem to convince myself Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you Know! I cant tell you how to make it Go! No matter what I do, how hard I Try! I cant seem to convince myself Why! Im stuck on the outside
I wanna cut through my skin And pull you within My heart burns like the sun As our flesh becomes one In the darkness My heart aches at the sight of you Trembles and quakes within sight of you In the darkness Our bodies burning Tides are turning Somehow stopping time What is becoming of my heart and mind? All that you want from me is all I have to give Coming so easily, learning how to live I will surrender my soul And give you control Make me a martyr for love To the heavens above In the darkness My heart aches at the sight of you Trembles and quakes within sight of you In the darkness Our bodies burning Tides are turning Somehow stopping time What is becoming of my heart and mind? All that you want from me is all I have to give Coming so easily, learning how to live
Time, why must it fly so slow Waiting, is something thats easy for you Pull the plug, send it down the drain Pain is easy to get used to Whats in me, is in you Whats got me, has got you And everything told, must come true Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are Sin, is always at my door Slice the vein, blood spilled on the floor Light shining in my eyes Death greets me with a smile Yeaaah... Pain So much pain Pain So much pain Ooh, ooh... Ooh, ooh... Ooh, ooh... Ooh, ooh... Ooh, ooh...
Ive lived through things I cannot say, back then we dreamt of yesterday It seemed as if the only way, and now we look for hope and pray If I had a second chance, Id make amends Only to find myself losing in the end If I had a second chance, Id make amends Only to find myself losing, losing It came up from the deepest sea, God gave it life and reason to be His Shadow rose above the highest tree, and still His face we could not see If I had a second chance, Id make amends Only to find myself losing in the end If I had a second chance, Id make amends Only to find myself losing, losing Yeah If I had a second chance, Id make amends Only to find myself losing in the end If I had a second chance, Id make amends Only to find myself losing, losing Ive lived through things I cannot say, back then we dreamt of yesterday Oh, it seemed as if the only way, yeah, and now we look for hope and pray, yeah
No need to hear your voice Or see your face To know that you are with me No need to kiss your lips Or hold your hand To know that you can feel me I know that you can feel me When I look to the stars I know just where you are Youre looking down upon me When I look to the stars I know just where you are Youre looking down upon me No need to get locked up Inside the past I know that isnt changing No need to let you go Or say goodbye I know that youll be waiting I know that youll be waiting When I look to the stars I know just where you are Youre looking down upon me When I look to the stars I know just where you are Youre looking down upon me On the other side! On the other side! Ive got to Find a way To keep my pain from burning Down to the bone Ive got to Find a way! To keep my pain from burning! Down to the bone! Down to the bone! When I look to the stars I know just where you are Youre looking down upon me When I look to the stars I know just where you are Youre looking down upon me
Sometimes I look at my own face And I dont know who I am I see a piece of everyone I know Buried underneath my skin I dont want to be like them I wanna crawl back in! Its hard to think of anything That I havent heard before I hear these voices in my head They could be mine, but Im not sure I hear them telling me Who they think I should be Why wont they leave me alone? I cant deny it I try to fight it But Im losing control I dont want to be like them I wanna crawl back in! Dont want to lose my innocence Dont want the world second guessing my heart Wont let your lies take a piece of my soul Dont want to take your medicine I wanna crawl back in! Sometimes I lie Sometimes I crawl Sometimes I feel like I wanna die! I dont wanna be like them! I wanna crawl back in! Dont want to lose my innocence Dont want the world second guessing my heart Wont let your lies take a piece of my soul Dont want to take your medicine I wanna crawl back in! I wanna crawl back in! I wanna crawl back in! Hey!
This is that post apoc, post Pac Punks on the block Supposed to be close But I swear right now They close to be not Put the gold in the pot Put em on, bring em on Nigga hope that they drop But I bomb on them all On with their the bongs They be hopin I pop You open the knot You openly admittin you not You openly be spittin shit you dont be givin a lot You all be givers givin these women the rings and the style Im Michael Tyson, Bison, relivin the villainous plot My vision of rock, my vision is caught Killer cobra, Nest-ce pas Feel us a who, feela real is enough Im callin your bluff Ill slaughter all your borders you trust They wont be carryin your orders automatically dust Im automatically rush, plus grammatically tough Trust the elephant tusk, trunk, and go for the top Punk, who want it? Im guaranteed to get it and flaunt it Im playin Buckley as my intro and I exit on ballin Skin to bone / steel to rust Ash to ashes / dust to dust Will tomorrow have its way With the promises we made Skin to bone / steel to rust… You cant stop it, all you can do it watch it while its happenin Like a tragic accident, rappers go and get your coffin Skin to bone, the high raw biff of this rap shit My legacy set in stone, fo sho no asterisk Concept immaculate, start to finish Im Lil Waynes dentist, looking at platinum plaques Im gettin Its not an accident you flew off the roof You said you was fly, so I just wanna see if its true I got the juice like GQ, but I wish it was Grey Goose Let it mix with my prescriptions and I turn into Keith Moon A T two, Terminator, Demigod, Jesus Fort Minor: We Major, lets take it to phase two The mission isnt finished yet, I been on the internet Hearin fans talk and maybe we should consider it Ah Skin to bone and steel to rust Ah . . Yeah Skin to bone and steel to rust Im on some taxidermy rap shit, talk about some raw game Youre nothing but a trophy mounted on my door frame I spit that propane, light you with a slow flame And watch you burn until theres nothin but a gold chain Yeah youll be some crispy critters Youll wish you with us Youll wish what we did, you did it You cant, you kiddin? I dont have a shoe you fit in Youre as soft as a motherfuckin newborn kitten Im an animal, tearing flesh into bone Randomly rippin everything gone Unless they forget what then let it be known Ill bury every competitor, every predator Anyone ever forget it, youll regret it forever Never been nothing short of a legend, you peasants will learn Ill stay standin in the front like Im forgetting my turn For these matchstick rappers, this is meeting adjourned I aint even gotta match them, Im just letting them burn!
Give me a smile, give me your name girl Give me a sign to get my way And get what I came for, you Cause you dont come easy Give me your hand, come walk with me girl Nothings that far when youre near So come even closer to me Something so easy to do And I fall into the ocean Inside of your arms, taking me deeper where all the pain goes Give me a smile, give me your name girl Let them know that youre mine And Ill do the same for you Cause our love comes easy And I fall into the ocean Inside of your arms, taking me deeper where all the pain goes And I fall into the ocean Inside of your arms, taking me deeper where all the pain goes With a smile into the ocean Inside of your arms, taking me deeper giving me new life You are my whole life You are my whole life
I feel my time is slipping away Ill never get back the things I lost along the way What the hell is wrong with me? This isnt who Im supposed to be I feel all alone everyday And just so far away I know somethings got to change Inside of me! What is it that Im running from? Every thought is trapped inside this web Ive spun What the hell is wrong with me? This isnt who Im supposed to be! I feel all alone everyday And just so far away I know somethings got to change Inside of me! I feel all alone everyday And just so far away I know somethings got to change Inside of me! Me!!
People come around People let you down Anywhere you go Anywhere you see Its real Its up to you to make it happen Its up to you to make it real And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some Tell me what you know Tell me how you feel It doesnt matter when youre down And when you look at me with your eyes That smile on your face seems happy Are you happy? And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some Yeah.. And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some
Ahh! I hate you so much right now Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is powerful Confusing what is real Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming , confusing This lack of self-control, I find so overwhelming Controlling , I cant seem To find the strength within, my walls are closing in Without a sense of confidence and Im convinced That theres just too much pressure to take Ive felt this way before, so insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is powerful Confusing what is real This comfort endlessly has made itself upon me Distracting , reacting Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection Its haunting how I cant seem To find the strength within, my walls are closing in Without a sense of confidence and Im convinced That theres just too much pressure to take Ive felt this way before, so insecure Raindrops put the rhythm on the pavement And drip from the blacktop into the basement Traces of the rain pervade this To erase your hate and take this from the fakeness Raindrops put the rhythm on the pavement And drip from the blacktop into the basement Traces of the rain pervade this To erase your hate and take this from the fakeness Raindrops put the rhythm on the pavement And drip from the blacktop into the basement Traces of the rain pervade this To erase your hate and take this from the fakeness Raindrops put the rhythm on the pavement And drip from the blacktop into the basement Traces of the rain pervade this To erase your hate and take this from the fakeness Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is powerful Confusing what is real Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is powerful Confusing what is real
Theres a fire starting in my heart Reaching a fever pitch and its bringin me out the dark Finally, I see you crystal clear Go ahead and sell me out, while Ill lay your shit bare See how Ill leave with every piece of you Dont underestimate the things that I will do Theres a fire starting in my heart Reaching a fever pitch and its bringin me out the dark The scars of your love remind me of us They keep me thinkin that we almost had it all The scars of your love, they leave me breathless I cant help feeling We could have had it all Rolling in the deep You had my heart inside of your hand But you played it to the beat Baby, I have no story to be told But Ive heard one on you and Im gonna make your head burn See me in the depths of your despair Making a home down there cause mine sure wont be shared The scars of your love remind me of us They keep me thinkin that we almost had it all The scars of your love, they leave me breathless I cant help feeling We could have had it all Rolling in the deep You had my heart inside of your hand But you played it to the beat We could have had it all Rolling in the deep You had my heart inside of your hand But you played it with a beating Throw your soul through every open door Count your blessings to find what youre looking for Turn my sorrow into treasured gold Pay me back in time and reap just what you sow Youre gonna wish you never had met me Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep Youre gonna wish you... You could have had it all You could have had it all Rolling in the deep You had my heart inside of your hand But you played it, you played it, you played it You played it to the beat
Shouldve stayed, were there signs, I ignored? Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore? We saw brilliance, when the world, was asleep There are things that we can have, but cant keep If they say Who cares if one more light goes out? In the sky of a million stars It flickers, flickers Who cares when someones time runs out? If a moment is all we are Or quicker, quicker Who cares if one more light goes out? Well I do The reminders, pull the floor from your feet In the kitchen, one more chair than you need, oh And youre angry, and you should be, its not fair Just cause you cant see it, doesnt mean it, isnt there If they say Who cares if one more light goes out? In the sky of a million stars It flickers, flickers Who cares when someones time runs out? If a moment is all we are Or quicker, quicker Who cares if one more light goes out? Well I do Who cares if one more light goes out? In the sky of a million stars It flickers, flickers Who cares when someones time runs out? If a moment is all we are Or quicker, quicker Who cares if one more light goes out? Well I do Well I do
People come around People let you down Anywhere you go Anyone you see Its real Its up to you to make it happen Its up to you to make it real And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some Tell me what you know Tell me how you feel It doesnt matter when youre down And when you look at me with your eyes That smile on your face it seems happy Are you happy? And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some To bleed some Bleed some, need some Are you happy? Yeah, yeah! And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some Are you happy?
Caught up against the wall again Tied and chained to the ball again Never seems to amaze my mind So I just sleep ...sleep ...sleep Please dont Wake me til the morning after Wake me til the morning after Cut and bruised by the fall again Lick my wounds like a dog again Is that a light at the end of the tunnel That I see I see Please let it be but dont Wake me til the morning after Wake me til the morning after Wake me til the morning after Im so tired There has got to be an end To the pain I feel when Im awake and alive...alive...alive Alive and Im dreamin Caught up against the wall again Tied and chained to the ball again Never seems to amaze my mind So I just sleep Sleep Sleep Please dont Wake me till the morning after Wake me till the morning after Wake me till the morning after Im so tired there has got to be an end To the pain I feel When Im awake and alive...alive...alive Alive and Im dreamin
I cannot take this anymo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ore Saying everything Ive said befo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ore All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear, the less you say Youll find that out anyway Just like before Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause Im one step closer to the edge Im about to brеak You can tell me if you’ve had еnough Dirty dishes, counter tops Sit in bed and wash my brain out My tummy’s turning into boulders Clenching up my shoulders And I don’t know what to tell you I’m moving closer to the edge Can’t hear what you said Loud pack to my head Can’t hear what you said Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause Im one step closer to the edge Im about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause Im one step closer to the edge Im about to Break Shut up when Im talking to you! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up when Im talking to you! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Im about to break! Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause Im one step closer to the edge Im about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause Im one step closer to the edge Im about to Break
Weep not for roads untraveled Weep not for paths left alone Cause beyond every bend is a long blinding end Its the worst kind of pain Ive known Give up your heart left broken And let that mistake pass on Cause the love that you lost wasnt worth what it cost And in time, youll be glad its gone Well, its our life and its our time, and its our place and its our choice These are all our thoughts with our views, out of our minds with our voice Its our oath to this generation, they call it fake, we call it fate You see, they dont like us or understand us, and they just hope we all fall away But we wont stop, and we wont quit, and we wont settle for what they give And well keep on standin, keep on fightin no backin down, thats how were livin Our minds are made up and were focused no more believin what weve been told Cause our bags are packed, theres no turnin back, we walk alone on these winding roads Weep not for roads untraveled Weep not for sights unseen May your love never end and if you need a friend Theres a seat here alongside me May your love never end and if you need a friend Theres a seat here alongside me
Everything you say sounds forced and fake How long will it take before you make everything Break down around you? Everything that you do reminds me of why it is I cant stand you Everything I thought was real was not Everything I remembered you forgot Everythings a joke to you I hope sometime you get hit by the punchline In everything I do, I see a little bit of you Reminding me of what you put me through Cause everything that goes up must come down And everything you do hurts worse whеn it comes back around Now I see what I have, and I want you To be with me, but youll just stick and move See what I have, and I want you To be with me, but youll just stick and move Nothing you say could make me stay All the lies disguised have done nothing but make me ask why Nothing is what Ive got After all of the same pain Youve brought I thought would never stop Nothing has changed All the things you said to me then have begun to follow me again Even though I know theres nothing to be afraid of The same place the shape came from is making me hide Inside a place where everythings gray Constantly forcing the night over the day Where nothing exists but the things that you say And nothing could make me want to be further away Now I see what I have, and I want you To be with me, but youll just stick and move See what I have, and I want you To be with me, but youll just stick and move Now I see what I have, and I want you To be with me, but youll just stick and move See what I have, and I want you To be with me, but youll just stick and move See what I have, and I want you To be with me, but youll just stick and move See what I have, and I want you To be with me, but youll just stick and
If everything would just stop Then maybe I could collect my thoughts If everything would stand still I couldve hidden how lost I feel I shouldve said what I hear I shouldve let myself fear I shouldve made myself clear So this is how we fall apart This is how the ending starts And when we find we lost our marks We fake what we dont know I never asked to let go I never thought I could sink so low I never let myself down Until the second I did right now I shouldve said what I hear I shouldve let myself fear I shouldve made myself clear So this is how we fall apart This is how the ending starts And when we find we lost our marks We fake what we dont know So this is how we fall apart This is how the ending starts Cause when our heads betray our hearts We fake what we dont know Cause all we are is everything weve done All we are is how quickly we run And all we are We are This is how we fall apart But this is how beginnings start Cause when our heads betray our hearts We fake what we dont know And if our doubt begins again The answers find us in the end So in the meantime, well pretend And fake what we dont know This is how we fall apart But this is how beginnings start Cause when our heads betray our hearts We fake what we dont know And if our doubt begins again The answers find us in the end So in the meantime, well pretend And fake what we dont know
She shines like a flower In my head Everybody Wants to pick her dead She said she loved me And lied to me She was by the river And lied to me She shines like a flower In my head Everybody Wants her in their bed She said she loved you And lied to you She was by the river And lied to you So eager So eager
In the dark days, Ill part ways with the blame Trying to maintain, but its still all the same Its all a game, hear my name in the rain And the pain I wear on my face with a tear stain You feign fondness Honestly, its time to give you a piece of my mind And show you that youre blind And in the design of the world I call mine Know that you cant stand on both sides of the line Everything is my fault Its all the same, just pass me the blame The problems have two faces Everything is my fault Its all the same, just pass me the blame The problems have two faces Pass all the blame over to me It will come, eventually Take the time out to examine All these questions, honestly With my eyes shut, Im seeing the truth in your words The absurd slurred into beauty to be heard You swim through deceit, the lies that you tell The stories you sell, knowing you well, I keep distance And every instance, you keep your thoughts concealed What I feel, just another spoke in the wheel All or nothing, thrown down and trampled by your heel And eaten away by my own version of the real Everything is my fault Its all the same, just pass me the blame The problems have two faces Everything is my fault Its all the same, just pass me the blame The problems have two faces Pass all the blame over to me It will come, eventually Take the time out to examine All these questions, honestly Whos to blame? Nothing thrown down Trampled by your heel Eaten by my own Version of the real Nothing thrown down Trampled by your heel Eaten by my own Version of the real
Riding with the head full of buckets of red And what I said still stuck in my head But misled thinking the things that you would make you never wanna come back But an on front attack So you could never run from that Being trapped in this with you Something that I never wanted to do But through it all, you got to see That where I want to be is over the pen again Letting it out of me In the center of the day, in a dream Seeing all my thoughts Getting lost in between Realizing one not the way that it seems And the killing of the killer with a head full of screams I wanna live in another place Where no one can say that I live for them I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head Were gonna be crushed when it all falls apart Knowing no matter how low Hoping that you wont know the strain it puts to me Seeing what youve done inconsequently Ive run away, just hidden again Within the boundaries of an anguish Dont want me to say this But youre dragging me down Lost in the chaos, being tossed around Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic Hope that someday youll regret this Everythings the wrong place, the wrong time Adding to the panic in my confine Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic Hope that someday youll regret this Everythings the wrong place, the wrong time Adding to the panic of my confine I wanna live in another place Where no one can say that I live for them I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away You try to take the best of me Go away I wanna live in another place Where no one can say that I live for them I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head Take A Way Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic Hope that someday youll regret this Everythings the wrong place, the wrong time Adding to the panic in my confine Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic Hope that someday youll regret this Everythings the wrong place, the wrong time Adding to the panic in my confine
Ive reached the end, and I dont know Theres something crazy runnin wild inside my brain Ive seen the truth become my lie Ive crossed the line and I know theres no turning back! You kiss away all of my pain! You wash away these bloody stains You are to blame; my suffering You kiss away all of my pain! You wash away these bitter stains You are to blame; my suffering Ive seen the devil in a smile My happy ending exists only in my dreams! You kiss away all of my pain! You washed away these bloody stains You are to blame; my suffering You kiss away all of my pain! You washed away these bitter stains You are to blame; my suffering My suffering! You kiss away all of my pain! You washed away these bloody stains You are to blame; my suffering You kiss away all of my pain! You washed away these bitter stains You are to blame; my suffering You kiss away all of my pain! You washed away these bloody stains You are to blame; my suffering My suffering My suffering My suffering
Silent criminals analyzed Through psychic waving tears Superstitious minds collide As silence fills the hall Silence moving proclamations This silence proving lies Speechless cries, emotions dull Shouting out across the hall Didnt mean to let you down Im shouting out, so ashamed Didnt mean to run from you I didnt mean to Shouting out Showing weakness in your eyes Youre crawling on your knees, Roaming aimless through skies lost As silence shakes the halls Creeping past all illusions Searching thoughts that hide Silence brakes in weeping hands Shouting out and in again Didnt mean to run from you Im shouting out, so ashamed Didnt mean to rush you down I didnt mean to Shouting out Shouting out La de dum Shouting out La de dum La de da la de da da hum...
Oh my sun it wont shine It wont light up the back of my mind And these fires they wont burn But to blacken the memories Ive earned And these walls are so thin But they somehow keep holding me in Cause Ive pushed and I know Whats to come at the end of this road Cause it goes through, ooh, ooh, ooh Well, my sun it wont shine It wont light up the back of my mind And these fires they dont burn Except to blacken the memories Ive earned And these walls are so thin But they keep on holding me in Cause Ive pushed and I know That theres nowhere left to go Cause it goes through, ooh, ooh, ooh Cause it goes through, ooh
Wed like to play something for you that we worked up today In the dressing room Mama always told me dont you run Dont you run with scissors, son Youre gonna hurt someone Mama told me look before you leap Always think before you speak, watch the friends you keep Stay along the beaten path, never listened when she said Sharp Edges have consequences, I Guess that I had to find out for myself Sharp Edges have consequences, now Every scar is a story I can tell Shouldve played it safer from the start Loved you like a house of cards Let it fall apart But all the things I couldnt understand Never couldve planned Made me who I am Put your nose in paperbacks Instead of smoking cigarettes These are years youre never getting back Stay along the beaten path, never listened when she said Sharp Edges have consequences, I Guess that I had to find out for myself Sharp Edges have consequences, now Every scar is a story I can tell We all fall down We live somehow We learn what doesnt kill us makes us stronger We all fall down We live somehow We learn what doesnt kill us makes us stronger Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh Put along the beaten path, never listened when she said Sharp Edges have consequences, I Guess that I had to find out for myself Sharp Edges have consequences, now Every scar is a story I can tell We all fall down We live somehow We learn what doesnt kill us makes us stronger We all fall down We live somehow We learn what doesnt kill us makes us stronger Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh Man, playing guitar and singing is really hard Dude, Mike is back here, like, playing drums, playing keyboards, guitars, rapping, and Im like, all five thumbs Laughter You wanna take a break from playing guitar and singing for a minute then? Whats that? You wanna take a break from it, then? Oh, no, I like playing guitar, its super fun I mean if you cant have fun doing this, youre doing it wrong, you know what I mean?
This is the first line here This is the first line again Watch as it disappears I know the last line The last line will never pull me in This is the next line here This is the next line again You can forget that Im here As if the last line The last line is slowly closing in This is the last line here This is the last line again Watch as I disappear And the last line The flat line that goes here at the end
In the center of the silence Violent thoughts are thrown through the thick smoke And flickering lights that brighten the room All the things that you wanted to say get lost and thrown away You can fade and hesitate to speak your mind Cant turn back when you cross the line Sometimes, its someone you know who just doesnt care Has to see you go to know you were there This is the sun behind the rain Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute Mayve begun to run an endless race But I never looked back when I begin it I know that this is the sun behind the rain Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute Mayve begun to run an endless race But I never looked back when I begin it I know all of this will soon be gone You dont really have to prove them wrong Sometimes, youve got no control of where you go Taking down a road you dont know And you feel so lost that you wanna hide your face You dont recognize the place youre in Sometimes, the sun doesnt shine your way Sometimes, the night doesnt turn to day But sometimes, the lights so bright, it burns through the night And keeps the darkness at bay This is the sun behind the rain Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute Mayve begun to run an endless race But I never looked back when I begin it I know that this is the sun behind the rain Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute Mayve begun to run an endless race But I never looked back when I begin it I know all of this will soon be gone You dont really have to prove them wrong I know soon enough, youll make them see Youll be far away from them with me Follow the link in the chain without a name Seal the light and the darkened days remains Taken away from the place youve been trapped Break all you know, then bring it all back This is the sun behind the rain Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute Mayve begun to run an endless race But I never looked back when I begin it I know that this is the sun behind the rain Even though, sometimes, I feel I cant stand another minute Mayve begun to run an endless race But I never looked back when I begin it I know all of this will soon be gone You dont really have to prove them wrong I know soon enough, youll make them see Youll be far away from them along with me
When my time comes, forget the wrong that Ive done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Dont resent me, when youre feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared But no one would listen, cause no one else cared After my dreaming, I woke with this fear What am I leaving, when Im done here? So, if youre asking me, I want you to know When my time comes, forget the wrong that Ive done Help me leave behind some reason to be missed And dont resent me, and when youre feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Dont be afraid, Ive taken my beating Ive shared what Ive made Im strong on the surface, not all the way through Ive never been perfect, but neither have you So, if youre asking me, I want you to know When my time comes, forget the wrong that Ive done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed And dont resent me, and when youre feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside Youve learned to hide so well Pretending someone else Can come and save me from myself I cant be who you are When my time comes, forget the wrong that Ive done Help me leave behind some, reasons to be missed And dont resent me, and when youre feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting, all the hurt inside Youve learned to hide so well Pretending, someone else Can come and save me from myself I cant be who you are, I cant be who you are Thank you
: I cant seem to focus, its hopeless unless the sky opens Look you in the eyes and all I see is a blur hoping That my previous mindstate, could be resurrected To the old me; its like you had me injected with imperfection How could you be so reckless? I initially meant it Seems like you put your effort into me, what am I left with? Nothin but a canvas with a black and white portrait Of me and you, in a burnin garden of scorchin orchards Simple beauty thats bein torn down by your power That constantly pounds on my soul hour after hour Now I can hardly breathe, get rid of these memories Continually haunting me, cant change who Ive come to be The darkness only ends as soon as you open your eyes And you hope to realize that hope is cloaked in disguise Again I look you in the eyes and all I see is a blur But when I look in the mirror I can see who you were : Nothing I can say or do Will take away what Ive been through What you were is what Ive come to be Nothing you can say to me Will take away these memories What you were is what Ive come to be! The sky opens wide, to swallow me again Once I am inside, Im lost and cant pretend These pictures in my mind, are not a part of me These memories hold me tight, till I can hardly breathe ) I can hardly stop the memories : Now I can hardly breathe Get rid of these memories Continually haunting me Cant change who Ive come to be : Now I can hardly breathe Get rid of these memories Continually haunting me Cant change who Ive come to be Now I can hardly breathe
Ladies and gents, sorry to keep yall waiting This goes out to everybody still hating For those that fake, yall can keep on fakin Im cooking a plate for you to stick your whole face in Tastes good, dont it cousin? Just so you know its nothin I get you buggin like some Codiene in some Robitussin Its just the way that I approach each time I slap the track and turn around and choke each rhyme Broadcast to the nation like NBC With pages of 16s like an MPC Deliver an ass-whipping via MP3 Giving you people more reality than MTV Do it PPV, snap necks with the pressure Make a mess then carry you out on a stretcher You could sue but, oh, the law wont protect ya Even the court room sketcher could not sketch ya Youre not following me, I got your number like caller ID Try it, you can holler at me I promise you pain, I will chop your body in threes And youll be sitting there stuttering P-p-probabably Follow me, I got styles, you can copy one Back of your mind, I know you wanna stop me son But heres news for you fucker, that can not be done You can think that Im finished, I have not begun Im grinding, putting these kids to bed You think youre hard-boiled, fucker youre an easter egg You got a pastel shell and a soft inside, squash your pride You think I fucking lost my mind, Im not playing I might as well be making a bomb I lay you down to foundation when Im taking you on Bet the farm on the rhyme for the sake of my mom Shes like, Mike, show these pigs what kind of bacon youre on Its funny but dont laugh, money with no cash The villain of vocab, Im killing this notepad The realest I wrote, man, you dont even know half Im banking a full tank, youre running on low gas Take that, Im cutting off your fun Youre nothing but a butter knife stopping a gun We can dance but your chances are slim to none And you can think that Im finished, I have not begun Got a razor-blade tongue and I get this done No running, just dumping on your clique for fun Machine Shop got it locked like the games a joke Say something funny get the whole gang provoked Better buckle down fucker, go get your own We been working ten years just to get this known The people on the block start to get numb They expect that its fresh when the new shit come Here it goes let em know they can fix the frown Railroad rap hot tracks running you down And they ask and repeat how I do this now Like Im really gonna tell em how I get this sound We just do what we do give you that fix We come in the back like we run this bitch Turn the lights down low and we start the show When I give it to ya, give it right back and it goes Take that, take that, cutting off your fun Youre nothing but a butter knife stopping a gun We can dance but your chances are slim to none You can think that Im finished, I have not begun Follow me, I got styles, you can copy one Back of your mind, I know you wanna stop me son But heres news for you fucker, that can not be done You can think that Im finished, I have not begun Finished, I have not begun No
Time, why must it fly so slow Waiting, is something thats easy for you Pull the plug, send it down the drain Pain is easy to get used to And everything told, must come true Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are And everything told, must come true Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are Sin, is always at my door Slice the vein, blood spilled on the floor Light shining in my eyes Death greets me with a smile And everything told, must come true Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are And everything told, must come true Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are Ooh, ooh... Forgetting who you are Pain, so much pain Forgetting who you are And everything told, must come true Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are And everything told, must come true Pretending to be real, forgetting who you are Ooh, ooh... Ooh, ooh... Ooh, ooh... Ooh, ooh...
Atom bombs, somethings wrong D.E.A. sent to Guam Acid trips, big, fat chicks Purple Flintstone vitamins All the needy, rich are greedy I found out you dont need me Berlin Wall starts to fall I trip out to the wall Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah You think Im stupid? Stay out of my way You think Im stupid? Yeah Ku Klux Klan makes a plan To destroy the black man Air pollution, no solution What is causing this confusion? Anarchism, Satanism Anti-Christ, socialism? A mans brain is deranged So we think hes insane Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah Hooray, hoorah You think Im stupid? Stay out of my way You think Im stupid? Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah Atom bombs, somethings wrong D.E.A. sent to Guam Acid trips, big, fat chicks Purple Flintstone vitamins All the needy, rich are greedy I found out you dont need me Berlin Wall starts to fall I trip out to the wall You think Im stupid? Stay out of my way You think Im stupid? Yeah You think Im stupid? Stay out of my way You think Im stupid? Yeah You think Im stupid? You think Im stupid?
Darker Than Blood Dont you hold your breath cause Im not coming down The battlefields have left me only scars And floating in the dark, Im swimming in the sound Of voices that should never been apart [Chorus: Chester Bennington Darker than the blood Higher than the sun This is not the end You are not the only one A LIGHT THAT NEVER COMES The nights go on Waiting for a light that never comes I chase the sun Waiting for a light that never comes Oh, oh, oh Waiting for a light that never comes
Im a whore and Im feeling sorry for myself In your arms and I am drowning like the child I was I need more, can you help me? Feed my sin, come and kill me Its calling Calling Calling Calling me Endless skies falling freely down upon my head So much for hopeless dreaming, frustration settles in I need more, can you help me? Feed my sin, come and kill me Its calling Calling Calling Calling me Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah!
Just like heroin It cant be me, bring us to our passage Show me my new skin, so I can see what Ive let in Standing here, my thoughts Low and sound hard to understand No one can ever bring everyone to see Its my time to fade, dying on the floor See myself as I am, excuses are just excuses Just like heroin Just like heroin, yeah Just like heroin Just like heroin Its my time to fade, dying on the floor See myself as I am, excuses are just excuses
I will be waiting With a song in my soul A fortunate weakling Which I have foretold He raises his arms tied Above the oppressed Singing his sweet song His melody opens up the sun Freedom rain God has come The rivers of blood Pushed back in my veins She sleeps with her eyes closed To dream of the past Her mind has gone blind now While her memory closes up the sun Freedom rain God has come The rivers of blood Pushed back in my veins I will be waiting With a song in my soul I will be waiting With a song in my soul His melody opens up the sun Freedom rain God has come The rivers of blood Opens up the Sun Freedom rain God has come The rivers of blood The rivers of blood
Forfeit the game, stop the talk show Product of what youre taught to know Forfeit the game, cause tomorrow When its all done, you reap what you sow You love the way I look at you While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through You take away if I give in My life, my pride is broken You like to think youre never wrong You live what you learn You have to act like youre someone You live what you learn You want someone to hurt like you You live what you learn You want to share what youve been through You live what you learn You love the things I say I do The way I hurt myself again, just to get back at you You take away, when I give in My life, my pride is broken You like to think youre never wrong You live what youve learned You have to act like youre someone You live what youve learned You want someone to hurt like you You live what youve learned You want to share what you have been through You live what youve learned Forfeit the game, stop the talk show Product of what youre taught to know Forfeit the game, cause tomorrow When its all done, you reap what you sow Forfeit the game, stop the talk show Product of what youre taught to know Forfeit the game, cause tomorrow When its all done, you reap what you sow You like to think youre never wrong You live what youve learned You have to act like youre someone You live what youve learned You want someone to hurt like you You live what youve learned You want to share what you have been through You live what youve learned You like to think youre never wrong You live what youve learned You have to act like youre someone You live what youve learned You want someone to hurt like you You live what youve learned You want to share what you have been through You live what youve learned
Puncture me, make me feel like I am real Torture me, drag me under you Tide, lifts me up and down Tide, makes me shut up! Life, is much too short to be intoxicated Life, is much too short to be a drag Please treat me like I am a fallen angel Suppress me, tell me lies! Life, is much too short to be intoxicated Life, is much too short to be a drag You can tell me lies... Life, is much too short to be intoxicated Life, is much too short to be a drag Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Drag... Drag... Drag...
Happiness for misery Cut me up and leave me Sacrifice a simple life Kiss the wife and kids goodbye Come on, beat me Im not a man Go on and kill me Condemned Use me as a chemical Love me like a suicide Treat me like an animal Put me on my leash again Suck the soul right out of me Happiness for misery Come on, beat me Im not a man Go on and kill me Condemned x2 Happiness for misery Cut me up and leave me Sacrifice a simple life Kiss the wife and kids goodbye Come on, beat me Im not a man Go on and kill me Condemned Condemned x
Losing, losing Losing, losing Ive lived through things I cannot say Back then we dreamt of yesterday It seemed as if the only way And now we look for hope and pray If I had a second chance Id make amends Only to find myself losing in the end If I had a second chance Id make amends Only to find myself losing, losing Losing, losing Losing, losing It came up from the deepest sea God gave it life and reason to be His shadow rose above the highest tree And still His face we could not see If I had a second chance Id make amends Only to find myself losing in the end If I had a second chance Id make amends Only to find myself losing, losing Losing, losing Losing, losing If I had a second chance Id make amends Only to find myself losing in the end If I had a second chance Id make amends Only to find myself losing, losing Losing, losing Losing, losing What do you think, Dave?
How did this all come back around? Left for dead when I hit the ground After everything, now Ive found That you set me up just to knock me down Here and now is where this begins I dont know what your sickness is But I do know what the difference is Just show that face for your witnesses Just talk and talk and talk and lie With every little word, you rot inside Youre not really gonna stop and try To make right of the wrong you caught me by So, I know whats happening I see that web you trapping in You can kid yourself now, all you want Im not falling for that, again To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no Shi ga na ba na na no Shi ga na ba na na no Forget about all that who and when The hurt you knew that drew me in The dirt you rubbed my bruises in The guilt that I felt when the rules were bent This is where the brand new begins This is where the confusion ends I dont care if I lose or win I just know that I dont want to pretend Just talk and talk and laugh and grin Here we go, just like that again Back to get stabbed in the back again Like the last time was just practicing This time, heres whats happening I see that web you trapping in You can kid yourself now, all you want Im not falling for that, again To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no Shi ga na ba na na no Shi ga na ba na na no Na na na na / Da na na na na na Na na na na / Na Na na na na / Da na na na na na Na na na na / Na na Na na na na / Da na na na na na Na na na na / Na Na na na na / Da na na na na na To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no Shi ga na ba na na no Shi ga na ba na na no To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no To sha na ba ba ba ba ba na na no Lo ba na na ba ba ba ba na na no Shi ga na ba na na no Shi ga na ba na na no This time, heres whats happening I see that web you trapping in Kid yourself now, all you want Im not falling for that, again This time, heres whats happening I see that web you trapping in Kid yourself now, all you want Im not falling for that, again
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I would have sailed away, if Id known that nothing would change Staring out my window sill, in my wasted prison cell And I know what you want, and I know what you feel As I cradle your loving, and watch you disappear And I feel your heart beat, pounding in my head I like to control you, cause I cant control myself, myself Rain, come my way, mold my head like a ball of clay Softly wither into my grave, never to see the sun again And I feel your heart beat, pounding in my head I like to control you, cause I cant control myself, myself All alone in a crowd by myself, so sorry wish I could find a way Back into your hole again, but Ill become your enemy, yeah And I feel your heart beat, pounding in my head I like to control you, cause I cant control myself, myself Hole, hole, hole, hole
Save me now From this mess that Ive created All the souls have gone And Im stranded here with doubt and fear alone Tell me how Im in fault for all this madness I dont know whats wrong But I cannot help but try to push it So far away So hard to say Save me now Im the mess I have created And my soul has gone For some reason, all I do is push it So far away So hard to say So far away Its so far away So hard to say So far away So hard to say
La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum Silent criminals analyzed Through psychic waving tears Superstitious minds collide As silence fills the hall Silence moving proclamations This silence proving lies Speechless cries, emotions dull Shouting out across the hall Didnt mean to let you down Im shouting out, so ashamed Didnt mean to run from you I didnt mean to Shouting out La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum Showing weakness in your eyes Youre crawling on your knees Roaming aimless through skies lost As silence shakes the halls Creeping past all illusions Searching thoughts that hide Silence brakes in weeping hands Shouting out and in again Didnt mean to run from you Im shouting out, so ashamed Didnt mean to rush you down I didnt mean to Shouting out La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum La de da la de da da dum...
When you read the news Does it make you sick? Murder, money, politics Gonna fill you up Get your bullshit fix Its the end of the world Grab your crucifix And fall to your knees And beg God please Have mercy on me When you turn on the TV What do you get? Sex, lies, scandal, violence Like the end of a gun Pressed against your lips Its the end of the world Grab your crucifix And fall to your knees And beg God please Have mercy on me When you cant buy gas And you cant pay rent And what youve got left Is the Governments No win No future No benefit Its the end of the world Grab your crucifix And fall to your knees And beg God please Have mercy on me Coming out of the hypocrisy Coming out of the bureaucracy Coming in to lead a war Theyre a SHAME! You can ignore what you cannot see You can believe in a lie You can run away from anything Until you open your eyes No rest for the wicked Yeah they never quit Watchin, waiting For the next trick We wont be celebrating When the atoms split Its the end of the world Grab your crucifix And fall to your knees And beg god please Have mercy on me Coming out of the hypocrisy Coming out of the bureaucracy Coming in to lead a war Theyre a SHAME! You can ignore what you cannot see You can believe in a lie You can run away from anything Until you open your eyes Coming out of the hypocrisy Coming out of the bureaucracy Coming in to lead a war Theyre a SHAME!
Just like heroin It cant be me, bring us to our passage Show me my new skin, so I can see what Ive let in Standing here with my thoughts Slow and sound, hard to understand No one can ever bring everyone to see Just like heroin, just excuses Just like heroin, just excuses Standing here with my thoughts Slow and sound, hard to understand No one can ever bring everyone to see Just like heroin, just excuses Just like heroin, just excuses Just like heroin Just like heroin Its my time to fade, dying on the floor See myself as I am, excuses are Just like heroin, just excuses Just like heroin Just excuses
Take me down to the river bend Take me down to the fighting end Wash the poison from off my skin Show me how to be whole again Fly me up on a silver wing Past the black where the sirens sing Warm me up in the nova’s glow And drop me down to the dream below ’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass Hardly anything there for you to see For you to see Take me down to the river bend Take me down to the fighting end Wash the poison from off my skin Show me how to be whole again Fly me up on a silver wing Past the black where the sirens sing Warm me up in the nova’s glow And drop me down to the dream below ’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass Hardly anything there for you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see ’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass Hardly anything there for you to see ’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass Hardly anything there for you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see For you to see ’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass Hardly anything there for you to see ’Cause I’m only a crack in this castle of glass Hardly anything there for you to see
I cannot take this anymore Saying everything Ive said before All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear, the less you say Youll find that out anyway Just like before Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause Im one step closer to the edge Im about to brеak Everything you say to me Takes mе one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause Im one step closer to the edge Im about to break I find the answers arent so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Just like before Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause Im one step closer to the edge Im about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And Im about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause Im one step closer to the edge And Im about to Break! Shut up when Im talking to you! Shut up when Im talking to you Shut up when Im talking to you! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up when Im talking to you! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Im about to break!
I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesnt even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesnt even matter I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesnt even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesnt even matter Matter, matter, matter... I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesnt even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesnt even matter I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesnt even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesnt even matter Matter, matter, matter.. But in the end, it doesnt even matter But in the end, it doesnt even matter
Landing in the Devils drop I walked out in the snow And climbed up to the mountain top A push from death below Brother fell protecting us Somewhere far from home Lay him down to rest with us In fields of earth and coal Oh, whoa Oh, whoa Sailing out away from this To ports of foreign shores Let us not forget to miss The ones we cannot hold Oh, whoa Oh, whoa Landing in the Devils drop I walked out in the snow And climbed up to the mountain top A push from death below Brother fell protecting us Somewhere far from home Lay him down to rest with us In fields of earth and coal
Thoughts deep, four a.m. with no sleep Watch and wait, I dont eat In my mind theres no peace Got a voice, but no reach Joe Budden, powerless control freak Chronicle heart bleed over slow beats Truth I speak til I cant breathe Untouchable as I may seem, powerless as I leave And you held it all But you were careless to let it fall You held it all And I was by your side...powerless Looking in the mirror like thats not me Argued with myself until I fought me Do it for the fans, why? nobody cops me Did it for love, but what you know, she dropped me Made enemies, made them want to off me When I address them everyone want to cop pleas So the truth I speak, as long as I breathe Untouchable I may seem, Im powerless as I leave And you held it all But you were careless to let it fall You held it all And I was by your side...powerless
So, what do you think? What do I do to ignore whats behind me? Do I follow my fate to escape blindly? Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I let it go and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness? Or do I trust none and live life in loneliness? The sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men I make the right turns but Im lost within I put on my daily façade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself , I ask why But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself , I ask why But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin Its all too much to take in I cant hold on put in against you, I cant win With thoughts of failure sinking in If I turn my back, Im defenseless And to give in to fate seems senseless If I hide my pride, I lie sleepless And wont be able to cope with my weakness If I let them go, Ill be outdone But if I try to catch them Ill be outrun If Im killed by the questions like a cancer Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer by myself By myself , I ask why But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself , I ask why But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin Its all too much to take in I cant hold on put in against you, I cant win With thoughts of failure sinking in How do you think that Ive lost so much Always afraid that Im out of touch How do you expect Ill know what to do When all I know is what you tell me to Dont you know I cant tell you how to make it go No matter what I do, how hard I try I cant seem to convince myself why Im stuck on the outside Dont you know I cant tell you how to make it go No matter what I do, how hard I try I cant seem to convince myself why Im stuck on the outside I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin Its all too much to take in I cant hold on put in against you, I cant win With thoughts of failure sinking in I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin Its all too much to take in I cant hold on put in against me, I cant win With thoughts of failure from with-
Looked in the ocean, looked in the sea Found her often watching for me Left the door open, left the door wide And she often kept it inside, oh And if youre badder than fact phone z Phend it back to me Sitting front pitter badder than b Even badder than phint to phone badder Than the patter in friends Who gutter the prat The friday on the patter you plumped Youre getting thrown even badder than bomb Dont trust If you dont, then your fighting for what? Were fighting for a place we can call home Looking for a way not to be alone Were fighting for a place we can call home Looking for a way not to be alone Not to be alone Da na na, da na-na, na na, na-na, na na na na Da na na, da na-na, na na, na-na, na na na na Da na na, da na-na, na na, na-na, na na na na Da na na, da na-na, na na, na-na, na na na na Da na na, na-na na Were fighting for a place we can call home Looking for a way not to be alone Were fighting for a place we can call home Looking for a way not to be alone Not to be alone
She had never really understood She demanded her respect Twenty years of falling under foot Twenty reasons to regret You would look for what you couldnt see Scared to be what she became She would tell you what you couldnt be And why you had yourself to blame Alone again, you try to disappear And hold it in, pretending not to hear This voice without a sound Voice that tears you down Youre trying not to fear, saying this is in your head But it whispers in your ear, saying this is what you get She was ready with your penalty When eventually, youd fall She was there, inside your memory Saying this was all your fault Alone again, you try to disappear And hold it in, pretending not to hear This voice without a sound Voice that tears you down Youre trying not to fear, saying this is in your head But it whispers in your ear, saying this is what you get Alone again, its all becoming clear You hold it in, pretending not to hear This voice without a sound Voice that tears you down Youre trying not to fear, saying this is in your head But it whispers in your ear, saying this is what you get This voice without a sound Voice without a sound This voice without a sound Voice without a sound
Listen, my blood feels like its sitting still in my veins My motivation was gone before it even came Today and yesterday, they both seem the same And no matter how I try, I just cant change Give me one reason I should go outside Everythingll be the same no matter what I try Some peoplell live and some peoplell die Some peoplell build their whole life on a lie I used to blame you for the things that I thought youd say So now, I cant blame you for going away Cause these memories are the blood beating under my skin Repeating the same thoughts again and again Again and again You said we couldnt last long enough Or be strong enough Again and again You said our voices werent loud enough But weve had enough because We want our future back We want our own mistakes To take our own path We wanna do it again Again and again You said we couldnt last long enough Or be strong enough Again and again You said our voices werent loud enough But weve had enough because We want our future back We want our own mistakes To take our own path We wanna do it again Again and again You said we couldnt last long enough Or be strong enough Again and again You said our voices werent loud enough But weve had enough because We want our future back We want our own mistakes To take our own path We wanna do it again and again You said we couldnt last long enough Or be strong enough Again and again You said our voices werent loud enough But weve had enough because We want our future back We want our own mistakes To take our own path We wanna do it again
So eager She shines like a flower In my head Everybody Wants to pick her dead She said she loved me And lied to me She was by the river And lied to me She shines like a flower In my head Everybody Wants her in their bed She said she loved you And lied to you She was by the river And lied to you So eager She said she loved me And lied to me She was by the river And lied to me So eager She said she loved you And lied to you She was by the river And lied to you So eager
Sometimes, things just seem to fall apart When you least expect them to Sometimes you want to pack up and leave behind All of them and all their smiles I dont know what to think anymore Maybe things will get better Maybe things will look brighter Maybe, maybe, maybe Sometimes, people surprise you And people surprise me Well I guess thats the price we pay For wanting so badly I dont know what to think anymore Maybe things will get better Maybe things will look brighter Maybe, maybe, maybe I dont know what to think anymore Maybe things will get better Maybe things will look brighter Maybe, maybe, maybe I dont know what to think anymore Maybe things will get better Maybe things will look brighter Maybe, maybe, maybe Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
You say that youre proud of me, oh Then you take something out of me So predictable Why do I have to see this through? Why do I have to take this? Isnt there something I can do To make myself finally say this? No, youve taken this too far Exposing who you are, for all to see Youre not the one that you pretend to be You start with apologies, oh Then take another shot at me So predictable Why do I have to see this through Why do I have to take this Isnt there something I can do To make myself finally say this No, youve taken this too far Exposing who you are, for all to see Youre not the one that you pretend... This, no, youve taken this too far Exposing who you are, for all to see Youre not the one that you pretend to be No, youve taken this too far Exposing who you are, for all to see Youre not the one that you pretend... This, no, youve taken this too far Exposing who you are, for all to see Youre not the one that you pretend to be
This ones called Nobody Can Save Me Im dancing with my demons Im hanging off the edge Storm clouds gather beneath me Waves break above my head Headfirst hallucination I wanna fall wide awake now You tell me its alright Tell me Im forgiven, tonight But nobody can save me now Im holding up a light Chasing out the darkness inside Cause nobody can save me Stared into this illusion For answers yet to come I chose a false solution But nobody proved me wrong Headfirst hallucination I wanna fall wide awake Watch the ground giving way now You tell me its alright Tell me Im forgiven, tonight But nobody can save me now Im holding up a light Im chasing out the darkness inside Cause nobody can save me Been searching somewhere out there For whats been missing right here Ive been searching somewhere out there For whats been missing right here I wanna fall wide awake now So tell me its alright Tell me Im forgiven, tonight And only I can save me now Im holding up a light Chasing out the darkness inside And I dont wanna let you down And I dont wanna let you- Been searching somewhere out there For whats been missing right here
You know I’m a dreamer But my heart’s of gold I had to run away and hide Cause I couldnt go home Just when things went right Suddenly it all went wrong Just take this song and you’ll never feel Left all alone Take me to your heart Feel me in your bones Just one more night And I’m comin’ off this Long & winding road I’m on my way I’m on my way Home sweet home Tonight, tonight! I’m on my way I’m on my way Home sweet home You know that I seen To many romantic dreams Up in lights, fallin’ off The silver screen My heart’s like an open book For the whole world to read Sometimes nothing, keeps me together At the seams I’m on my way I’m on my way Home sweet home Tonight, tonight! I’m on my way Just set me free Home sweet home I’m on my way I’m on my way Home sweet home Tonight, tonight! Im on my way Just set me free Home sweet home Just take this song and youll never feel Left all alone
I know the answers from the words of the prophet Ive seen the light through the fingers made of magic Ive seen an image of the future, its a vision And I know who you are, yeah Go away. Cant you see youre not real? Open your eye some place far away Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky Ive got my wings and Im startin to fly, yeah I met a poet tonight behind the masses I sang a song bout my many true addictions I saw myself in a hole, down belo-o-ow And I know who you are, yeah Im alright, no reason to fee-e-el Open your eye some place far away Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky Ive got my wings and Im startin to fly, yeah Open your eyes, look to the sky-y-y-y Grab your wings and start to fly-y, yeah Open your eyes, look to the sky-y-y-y Grab your wings and start to fly-y, yeah Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky Ive got my wings and Im startin to fly-y-y Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky Ive got my wings and Im startin to fly-y, yeah Whoa, Im startin to fly-y-y Yeah, Im startin to fly-y-y Whoa, Im startin to fly-y-y Yeah, Im startin to fly-y, yeah, hey-ey-ey, yeah Startin to fly-y-y Startin to fly-y-y Startin to fly-y-y
All these things I could not say Made me so much more afraid Just too scared of what Id find To look behind, to look behind All these things I could not say Made me so much more afraid Just too scared of what Id find To look behind, to look behind If you go, theres no turning back If you go, theres no turning back If you go, theres no turning back Theres no turning back No, no, no, no, no, no... No, no turning back! No, no turning back! No, no turning back! No, no turning back! All these things I could not say Made me so much more afraid Just too scared of what Id find To look behind All of these things I could not say Made me so much more afraid Just too scared of what Id find To look behind, cant look behind!
Longing is the animal inside you when you bleed Suffering is critical in finding what you need Deliverance is evidence there’s more than what you say Pain is there the moment that you wake up from your dreams Oh, I know you can’t tithe Oh, when you look inside yourself Youve got to cross that line Yeah, you’re running out of time Loneliness is beautiful, it leads you home again Happiness is overrated, joy is infinite Liberate the hate you feel before it’s permanent Smile when it hurts, it works like mother’s medicine Oh, I know you can’t tithe Oh, when you look inside yourself Youve got to cross that line Yeah, you’re running out of time Youve got to learn your lesson to see what youve been missing Youve got to cross that line Yeah, youve got to look inside Yeah, it’s time that you decide Yeah, youve got to cross that line Yeah, youre running out of time
Should I have a taste of this run across your lips and start all over aga-ain? Could this all just be a dre-e-e-e-a-am? If I should fall to stormy weather, wake me, wake me, yeah-ah Maybe this time, I can do it all right, without my foot in my mouth Without that blind in my sight Could this all just be a dre-e-e-e-a-am? If I should fall to stormy weather, wake me, wake me, yeah-ah If I should fall to stormy weather, wake me, wake me Me, yeah-ah, hey, yeah Go Too scared to lose the one I tried so hard for Too scared to lose the one I never ha-ad Too scared to lose the one I tried so hard for Too scared to lose the one I never ha-ad Yeah
I watch how the moon sits in the sky on a dark night Shining with the light from the sun Sun doesnt give light to the moon assuming The moon’s gonna owe it one Makes me think of how you act to me You do favors then rapidly Just turn around and start asking me About things that you want back from me I’m sick of the tension, sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place, to feed your greed While I find a place to rest I want to be in another place I hate when you say you don’t understand I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy A Place for My Head Maybe someday I’ll be just like you and Step on people like you do and Run away the people I thought I knew I remember back then who you were Used to be calm, used to be strong Used to be generous but you should’ve known That you’d wear out your welcome And now you see how quiet it is, all alone Im so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place to feed your greed While I find a place to rest Im so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place to feed your greed While I find a place to rest I want to be in another place I hate when you say you don’t understand I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy A Place for My Head You try to take the best of me You try to take the best of me You try to take the best of me You try to take the best of me, go away! You try to take the best of me, go away! You try to take the best of me, go away! You try to take the best of me, go away! You try to take the best of me, go away! I want to be in another place I hate when you say you don’t understand I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy A Place for My Head Ugh! Shut! Up! Why! I am so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place to feed your greed While I find a place to rest Im so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place to feed your greed While I find a place to rest
You take, you take Away, away Why does it feel like night, today? Something in heres not right, today Why does it feel like night, today? Paranoias all I got left You take, you take Away, away This is so fun This whole project is, like, fun Did that sound good? Thats right
Black hearts coming, he’s a cold machine Cuts like a knife, gentle and clean Face like an angel, mind of a killer Nobody else going to love her better Lay down now stay down Took her life with a quick pull trigger Well I don’t mind, I don’t mind Said I don’t mind if you don’t mind The color is all but faded Out of a dead mans eyes Down to his blackened heart Black hearts kicking like a beating drum Shooting her down the sound of his gun No compassion, hard as an assassin Falling deeper still in that reckless fashion Lay down now stay down Deeper and deeper with a blind mans passion Well I don’t mind, I don’t mind Said I don’t mind if you don’t mind The color is all but faded Out of a dead mans eyes Down to his blackened heart Rescue me Rescue me Rescue me If you dont mind The color is all but faded Out of a dead mans eyes Down to his blackened heart (Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah)
In this farewell, theres no blood, theres no alibi Cause Ive drawn regret from the truth of a thousand lies So let mercy come, and wash away what Ive done Ill face myself, to cross out what Ive become Erase myself, and let go of what Ive done Put to rest what you thought of me While I clean this slate with the hands of uncertainty So let mercy come, and wash away what Ive done Ill face myself, to cross out what Ive become Erase myself, and let go of what Ive done For what Ive done, Ill start again, and whatever pain may come Today, this ends, and forgiving what Ive done Ill face myself, to cross out what Ive become Erase myself, and let go of what Ive done What Ive done Forgiving what Ive done
Whats in the eye, can you tell me? Watching the time pass me by Theres so much locked up inside Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Whats in the eye that I cannot catch? Is me I want to know? Why its so hard to let go? Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Dont go too fast, my friend Or youll lose control Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, why?
Im tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface Dont know what youre expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes Every step that I take is another mistake to you Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware Im becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Cant you see that youre smothering me? Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control? Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you Every step that I take is another mistake to you And every second I waste is more than I can take Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware Im becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know, I may end up failing too But I know, you were just like me with someone disappointed in you Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware Im becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there