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What is it about them? I must be missing something They just keep doing nothing Too intoxicated to be scared Better off without them Theyre nothing but unstable Bring ashtrays to the table And thats about the only thing they share Im in their secondhand smoke Still just drinking canned Coke I dont need a Xanny to feel better On designated drives home Only one whos not stoned Dont give me a Xanny, now or ever Can you check your Uber rating? Oh my god Wakin up at sundown Theyre latе to every party Nobodys ever sorry Too inebriated now to dance Morning as they come down Their pretty heads are hurting Theyre awfully bad at learning Make the same mistakes, blame circumstance Im in their secondhand smoke Still just drinking canned Coke I dont need a Xanny to feel better On designated drives home Only one whos not stoned Dont give me a Xanny, now or ever Please dont try to kiss me on the sidewalk On your cigarette break I cant afford to love someone Who isnt dying by mistake in Silver Lake What is it about them? I must be missing something They just keep doin nothing Too intoxicated to be scared Hmm, hmm Hmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm Come down Hurting Learning

You can pretendi you dont miss me You can pretend you dont care All you wanna do is kiss me Oh, what a shame, Im not there You can pretend you dont miss me You can pretend you dont care All you wanna do is kiss me Well, what a shame, Im not there What is it you want? You can lie, but I know that youre not fine Every time you talk Its all bout me, but you swear Im not on your mind You can pretend you dont miss me You can pretend you dont care All you wanna do is kiss me Oh, what a shame, Im not there Everybody knows You and I are suicide and stolen art Pretty mama sews Stitches into all your bitches broken hearts You can pretend you dont miss me You can pretend you dont care All you wanna do is kiss me Oh, what a shame, Im not there Somebody new is gonna comfort you Like you want me to Somebody new is gonna comfort me Like you never do Every now and then, it hits me That Im the one that got away But I guess being lonely fits me And you were made for begging, stay

{Background Vocals/Sample= Billie Eilish} I’m sorry, I couldn’t give you what you wanted, I couldn’t tell you what you needed, but I need you, I Promise that I know, I’ve learned from mistakes, I hope that you know, you didn’t make the list of regrets, that I keep on my mind I’m sorry, if I don’t meet expectations I know you’re not into relations, I Promise, you’ve made that clear I hope that, you can forgive me, when the sun goes down, there isn’t anybody else around, that makes me feel like you, dear I Promise, that I won’t hurt you anymore, babe, I know it’s bad for me but I still stay with you, I can’t forget About you, I just don’t know what I’m supposed to do, please baby tell me what I can do, just to be there with you Because I’m sorry, I don’t care what I have to do, I just wanna tell you that I need you I need you, I need you, please.. I’m sorry, I couldn’t give you what you wanted, I couldn’t tell you what you needed, but I need you, I Promise that I know, I’ve learned from mistakes, I hope that you know, you didn’t make the list of regrets, that I keep on my mind

Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday to you! Ok blow out your candles! Laughing Shh, blow out your candles Go head Shawn and blow out on the cake Everybody’s Watching, it’d be rude to make them wait Make a wish but tell no one so it’d become true Now everybody asking like I’m supposed to tell you I wish that I was happy again I wish that the smile on my face wasn’t pretend I wish that I could go blow my own candles out I wish I could live a day without getting the noose out But happy birthday to me Hold up black balloons for all to see Told me read the cake text in a grown-up voice Said our favorite second choice Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Yeah Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Yeah Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Yeah Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Shh, blow out your candles I wish my mother really gave a shit Wasn’t so damn occupied with getting money and dick Said she put this party together just for me But ended up charging an entrance fee I wish I didn’t find happiness in liquor I wish but I don’t wish these pills would kill me quicker I wish I was first choice to my only lover I’m the only kid at dis party without a father But happy birthday to me Hold up black balloons for all to see Told me read the cake text in a grown-up voice Said our favorite second choice Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Yeah Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Yeah Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Yeah Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Happy birthday to me Shh, blow out your candles People can try to help me and you know talk to me and whatever But its like, it doesnt, thats, it doesnt change anything. The only person that can change the way that I feel is me

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what youd think And if Im bein honest It mightve been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly So I stepped off the Golden Nobody cried Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like Im not just somebodys daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I dont wanna let anybody know Cause everybody wants something from me now And I dont wanna let em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted And you say, As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you If I knew it all then, would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?

Ive been watchin you for some time Cant stop staring at those ocean eyes Burning cities and napalm skies Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes Your ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Falling into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes Ive been walking through a world gone blind Cant stop thinkin of your diamond mind Careful creature made friends with time You left her lonely with a diamond mind And those ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Falling into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Falling into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes

Bite my tongue, bide my time Wearing a warning sign Wait til the world is mine Visions I vandalize Cold in my kingdom size Fell for these ocean eyes You should see me in a crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one Count my cards, watch them fall Blood on a marble wall I like the way they all scream Tell me which one is worse Living or dying first Sleeping inside a hearse You say, Come over, baby I think youre pretty Im okay, Im not your baby If you think Im pretty You should see me in a crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one Crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one

White shirt now red, my bloody nose Sleepin, youre on your tippy toes Creepin around like no one knows Think youre so criminal Bruises on both my knees for you Dont say thank you or please I do what I want when Im wanting to My soul? So cynical So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy, duh Im the bad guy I like it when you take control Even if you know that you dont Own me, Ill let you play the role Ill be your animal My mommy likes to sing along with me But she wont sing this song If she reads all the lyrics Shell pity the men I know So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy, duh Im the bad guy, duh Im only good at being bad, bad I like when you get mad I guess Im pretty glad that youre alone You said shes scared of me? I mean, I dont see what she sees But maybe its cause Im wearing your cologne Im a bad guy Im, Im a bad guy Bad guy, bad guy Im a bad

Billie What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go? Come here Say it, spit it out, what is it exactly Youre payin? Is the amount cleanin you out? Am I satisfactory? Today, Im thinkin about the things that are deadly The way Im drinkin you down Like I wanna drown, like I wanna end me Step on the glass, staple your tongue Bury a friend, try to wake up Cannibal class, killing the son Bury a friend, I wanna end me I wanna end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go? Listen Keep you in the dark, what had you expected? Me to make you my art and make you a star And get you connected? Ill meet you in the park, Ill be calm and collected But we knew right from the start that youd fall apart Cause Im too expensive Its probably somethin that shouldnt be said out loud Honestly, I thought that I would be dead by now Calling security, keepin my head held down Bury the hatchet or bury a friend right now The debt I owe, gotta sell my soul Cause I cant say no, no, I cant say no Then my limbs all froze and my eyes wont close And I cant say no, I cant say no Careful Step on the glass, staple your tongue Bury a friend, try to wake up Cannibal class, killing the son Bury a friend, I wanna end me I wanna end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

Dont be cautious, dont be kind You committed, Im your crime Push my button anytime You got your finger on the trigger, but your trigger fingers mine Silver dollar, golden flame Dirty water, poison rain Perfect murder, take your aim I dont belong to anyone, but everybody knows my name But I know the people around you say Just do what it takes to make it all the way Are all the same things I did Youre a copycat Trying to cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat trying to cop my glamour Why so sad, bunny, you cant have mine? Obsessed with power Call mе calloused, call me cold Youre italic , Im in bold Call mе cocky, watch your tone You better love me, cause youre just a clone But I know the people around you say Just do what it takes to make it all the way Youre a copy cat You take it then you leave it, honey Just like that, just like that Youre falling flat You find someone like me to bring you up right back Up right back Copycat trying to cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat trying to cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny, you cant have mine? Find someone else to leech on, lady My bloods for me, not for you, baby College, estate and all your savings My bloods for me, so no more taking Anything you can do, I can do better In prison for stealing, gon write you a letter Courageous and clever Creative director I raised the bar higher, Sir I broke the record Im hot as peppers, spent more time in leather Scuffed up my boots, boy Ill stomp you in Sketchers They wanna build like their first name is Hector Back against wall, bitch I am a projector Im so sorry, now you know Sorry Im the one that told you so Sorry, sorry, Im sorry, sorry Sike Youre a copy cat You take it then you leave it, honey Just like that, just like that Youre falling flat You find someone like me to bring you up right back Up right back Copycat trying to cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat trying to cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny, you cant have mine?

My Lucifer is lonely Standing there, killing time Cant commit to anything but a crime Peters on vacation, an open invitation Animals, evidence Pearly Gates look more like a picket fence Once you get inside em Got friends but cant invite them Hills burn in California My turn to ignore ya Dont say I didnt warn ya All the good girls go to Hell Cause even God herself has enemies And once the water starts to rise And Heavеns out of sight Shell want the Devil on hеr team My Lucifer is lonely, mmm Look at you needing me You know Im not your friend without some greenery Walk in wearin fetters Peter should know better Your cover up is caving in Man is such a fool, why are we saving him? Poisoning themselves now Begging for our help, wow Hills burn in California My turn to ignore ya Dont say I didnt warn ya All the good girls go to Hell Cause even God herself has enemies And once the water starts to rise And Heavens out of sight Shell want the Devil on her team My Lucifer is lonely Theres nothing left to save now My god is gonna owe me And theres nothing left to save now All the good girls go to Hell Cause even God herself has enemies And once the water starts to rise And Heavens out of sight Shell want the Devil on her team

No matter how many times I tell people Its nothing Hey Im not okay Only you know the way That I break Hey Im not okay Only you know the way That I break Its nothing Its nothing Its nothing Hey Im not okay Im not o- Im not o- Im not o- Im not okay Only you know the way That I break Hey Im not okay Im not okay Im not okay

Verse: Baby, I dont feel so good Six words you never understood Ill never let you go Five words you never say I laugh alone like nothings wrong Four days have never felt so long If threes a crowd and two was us One slipped away Chorus: I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way, mm I cant tell you how much I wish I didnt wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way, mm I cant tell you how much I wish I didnt wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Bridge: {Instrumental} I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way, mm I cant tell you how much I wish I didnt wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Chorus: I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way, mm I cant tell you how much I wish I didnt wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Outro: I just kinda wish you were gay

Act One Intro: Eilish is hanging up from the bed lifted before as she later falls from it. Every line from the chorus of bury a friend is played individually next, as the penultimate line gets more distorted before the Where do we go? phrase is played as the last one. First song: bury a friendSecond song: you should see me in a crown + extended outro Third song: my strange addiction Fourth song: ocean eyes Fifth song: COPYCAT + extended outro performed by FINNEAS Sixth song: WHEN I WAS OLDER Seventh song: 8 Eighth song: wish you were gay Ninth song: xanny Act Two

Ive been watchin you for some time Cant stop staring at those ocean eyes Burning cities and napalm skies Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes Your ocean eyes No fair Those ocean eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those, give me those, give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those, give me those, give me those eyes Ive been walking through a world gone blind Cant stop thinkin of your diamond mind Careful creature made friends with time You left her lonely with a diamond mind And those ocean eyes No fair Those ocean eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those, give me those, give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those, give me those, give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those, give me those, give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those, give me those, give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those eyes When you give me those, give me those, give me those eyes

I shouldve known Id leave alone Just goes to show That the blood you bleed is just the blood you owe We were a pair But I saw you there No time to die Too much to bear You were my life but life is far away from fair Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else? I let it burn Youre no longer my concern Faces from my past return Another lesson yet to learn That Id fallen for a lie You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now youll never see me cry Theres just no time to die No time to die No time to die, ooh-ooh Theres just no time to die Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now youll never see me cry Theres just no time to die

White shirt now red, my bloody nose Sleepin, youre on your tippy toes Creepin around like no one knows Think youre so criminal Bruises on both my knees for you Dont say thank you or please I do what I want when Im wanting to My soul? So cynical So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Im the bad guy Im the bad guy Im the bad guy Duh

Okay, one, two If teardrops could be bottled Thered be swimming pools filled by models Told, A tight dress is what makes you a whore If I love you was a promise Would you break it, if youre honest? Tell the mirror what you know shes heard before I dont wanna be you Anymore Hands, hands getting cold Losing feeling is getting old Was I made from a broken mold? Hurt, I cant shake Weve made every mistake Only you know the way that I break If teardrops could be bottled Thered be swimming pools filled by models Told, A tight dress is what makes you a whore If I love you was a promise Would you break it, if youre honest? Tell the mirror what you know shes heard before I dont wanna be you I dont wanna be you I dont wanna be you Anymore

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what youd think And if Im bein honest It mightve been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly So I stepped off the Golden, mm Nobody cried Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like Im not just somebodys daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I dont wanna let anybody know Cause everybody wants something from me now And I dont wanna let em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you If I knew it all then, would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead? If I knew it all then, would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?

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I wanna be alone Alone with you - does that make sense? I wanna steal your soul And hide you in my treasure chest I dont know what to do To do with your kiss on my neck I dont know what feels true But this feels right so stay a sec Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec And let me crawl inside your veins Ill build a wall, give you a ball and chain Its not like me to be so mean Youre all I wanted Just let me hold you Like a hostage Gold on your fingertips Fingertips against my cheek Gold leaf across your lips Kiss me until I cant speak Gold chain beneath your shirt The shirt that you let me wear home Golds fake and real love hurts And nothing hurts when Im alone When youre with me and were alone And let me crawl inside your veins Ill build a wall, give you a ball and chain Its not like me to be so mean Youre all I wanted Just let me hold you Hold you Like a hostage

Dont be cautious, dont be kind You committed, Im your crime Push my button anytime You got your finger on the trigger, but your trigger fingers mine Silver dollar, golden flame Dirty water, poison rain Perfect murder, take your aim I dont belong to anyone, but everybody knows my name By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine Call me calloused, call me cold Youre italic, Im in bold Call me cocky, watch your tone You better love me, cause youre just a clone By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine Mine I would hate to see you go Hate to be the one that told you so You just crossed the line Youve run out of time Im so sorry, now you know Sorry Im the one that told you so Sorry, sorry, Im sorry, sorry Psych By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine

Bite my tongue, bide my time Wearing a warning sign Wait til the world is mine Visions I vandalize Cold in my kingdom size Fell for these ocean eyes You should see me in a crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one Count my cards, watch them fall Blood on a marble wall I like the way they all scream Tell me which one is worse Living or dying first Sleeping inside a hearse You say, Come over, baby I think youre pretty Im okay, Im not your baby If you think Im pretty You should see me in a crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one Crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one

Thank ya. Alright, um, the next one were gonna play is-is very long and very sad. So, I dont know if you wanna, like, sit down on the floor, or some shit? I dont know if thats even possible, dont worry about it. Anyway, just relax, think about whatever you wanna think about. Um, just-just let this one be like one you dont worry about anything, yes? Okay.​ Its not true Tell me Ive been lied to Crying isnt like you, ooh What the hell did I do? Mm Never been the type to Let someone see right through, ooh Mmm-mm-mm-mm Maybe wont you take it back? Say you were tryna make mе laugh And nothing has to change today You didnt mean to say I love you I lovе you and I dont want to, ooh Up all night on another red-eye I wish we never learned to fly Maybe we should just try To tell ourselves a good lie Didnt mean to make you cry Mmm-mm-mm-mm Maybe wont you take it back? Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didnt mean to say I love you I love you and I dont want to, ooh The smile that you gave me Even when you felt like dying Do-do-do We fall apart as it gets dark Im in your arms in Central Park Theres nothing you could do or say I cant escape the way I love you I dont want to, but I love you, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh

Woo, I love the energy in here Mmm, mm-mm, da-da-da Ive been watchin you for some time Cant stop starin at those ocean eyes Burning cities and napalm skies Fifteen flares inside your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Fallin into your ocean eyеs Those ocean eyеs Ive been walkin through a world gone blind I cant stop thinkin of your diamond mind Careful creature made friends with time He left her lonely with a diamond mind And those ocean eyes No fair, no fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes, those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never, never, never, ooh Mmm Those ocean eyes Ba-da-da-da-da, da-da-da-ba-ba-da-da-da Ba-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Ba-da-da-da-da Ba-da-da-da-da Ba-da-da-da-da No fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Fallin into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes

Thank you, tee-hee-hee Ah, this is a—an oldie, mm Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da Dont be that way Fall apart twice a day I just wish you could feel what you say Show, never tell But I know you too well Got a mood that you wish you could sell If teardrops could be bottled Thered be swimming pools filled by models Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore If I love you was a promise Would you break it, if youre honest? Tell the mirror what you know shes heard before I dont wanna be you Anymore Da-na-na-na-na Hands getting cold Losing feeling is getting old Was I made from a broken mold? Hurt, I cant shake Weve made every mistakе Only you know the way that I break, uh If teardrops could bе bottled Thered be swimming pools filled by models Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore If I love you was a promise Would you break it, if youre honest? Tell the mirror what you know shes heard before I dont wanna be you I dont wanna be you I dont wanna be you Anymore

I wanna be alone Alone with you Does that make sense? I wanna steal your soul And hide you in my treasure chest I dont know what to do To do with your kiss on my neck I dont know what feels true But this feels right, so stay a sec Yeah, this feels right so stay a sec And let me crawl inside your veins Ill build a wall Give you a ball and chain Its not like me to be so mean Youre all I wanted So let me hold you Like a hostage Gold on your fingertips Fingertips against my cheek Gold leaf across your lips Kiss me until I cant speak Gold chain beneath your shirt The shirt that you let me wear home Golds fake and real love hurts But nothing hurts when Im alone When youre with me and were alone And let me crawl inside your veins Ill build a wall Give you a ball and chain Its not like me to be so mean Youre all I wanted So let me hold you Hold you Like a hostage Like a hostage Oh

Dont be cautious, dont be kind You committed, Im your crime Push my button anytime You got your finger on the trigger, but your trigger fingers mine Silver dollar, golden flame Dirty water, poison rain Perfect murder, take your aim I dont belong to anyone, but everybody knows my name By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine Call me calloused, call me cold Youre italic, Im in bold Call me cocky, watch your tone You better love me, cause youre just a clone By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine Mine I would hate to see you go Hate to be the one that told you so You just crossed the line Youve run out of time Im so sorry, now you know Sorry Im the one that told you so Sorry, sorry, Im sorry, sorry Psych By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine

Hey, leave a message Hey - call me back when ya get this Or when youve got a minute We really need to talk Wait - you know what? Maybe just forget it Cause by the time you get this Your number might be blocked Stay and blah blah blah You just want what you cant have No way Ill call the cops If you dont stop, Ill call your dad And I hate to do this to you on your birthday Happy birthday by the way... Its not you its me and all that other bullshit You know thats bullshit Dontcha, babe Im not your party favor Look - now I know we coulda done it better But we cant change the weather When the weathers come and gone Books dont make sense if ya read em backwards Youll single out the wrong words Like you mishear all my songs You hear stay and blah blah blah You just want what you cant have No way Ill call the cops If you dont stop, Ill call your dad And I hate to do this to you on your birthday Happy birthday by the way Its not you its me and all that other bullshit You know thats bullshit Dontcha, babe Im not your party favor

Thats right, alright. Oh, we back. Okay, you ready for this next one? Im ready. Yall it is fall, it is November, it is going to be December soon and its time for this one to come back Mm-mmm Wake up and smell the coffee Is your cup half full or empty? When we talk, you say it softly But I love it when youre awfully quiet Quiet, mm You see the piece of paper It could be a little greater Show me what you could make her Youll never know until you try it Hmm-mm And you dont have to keep it quiet Hmm-mm And I know it makes you nervous But I promisе you, its worth it To show em everything you kеpt inside Dont hide, dont hide Too shy to say, but I hope you stay Dont hide away Come out and play Look up, out of your window See snow, wont let it in though Leave home and feel the wind blow Cause its colder here inside in silence, mm-mm And you dont have to keep it quiet Yeah, I know it makes you nervous But I promise you, its worth it To show em everything you kept inside Dont hide, dont hide Too shy to say but I hope you stay Dont hide away Come out and play

Da-da-da-da-da, you must know this song White shirt now red, my bloody nose Sleepin, youre on your tippy toes Creepin around like no one knows Think youre so criminal Bruises on both my knees for you Dont say thank you or please I do what I want when Im wanting to My soul? So cynical So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that sad—what? Hahahaha Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Uh, duh Da-da, da-da-da-da-da Im the sad type, what? Uh, mm Da-da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da I like it when you take control Even if you know that you dont Own me, Ill let you play the role Ill be your animal My mommy likes to sing along with me But she wont sing this song If she reads all the lyrics Shell pity the mеn I know So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant gеt enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Duh Ba-da, da-da-da-da-da Da-da, da-da-da-da-da, uh Im the bad guy, duh Im only good at bein bad, bad Da-da, da-da-da-da-da-da

INTRO! Vogue, work, love hurts, work that ×2 Down on your beat and I’m moving to the beat, mmm I don’t know what to do now Say you want some more well I’m ready play for keeps, ooh I’m stepping out here with you now You spin me, around here we go ×2 You spin me on your nine inch vinyl Like an animal…..ooohhhhh im out of control You spin me right round, baby baby baby Like a record record record Right round round Neck, thighs, lips, eyes…. Want to taste? Gotta work that! ×2 Grab my hand and waste, pulled me closer to his face Only one thing left to do now, we can go back to my place Tag baby, its a race, its just too much saucе and too much juice now Won’t you stay oh baby won’t you stay here and sеt me free By the way oh baby by the way that love of yours of yours just wont let me be, ooooh You spin me, around here we go ×2 You spin me on your nine inch vinyl Like an animal…..ooohhhhh im out of control You spin me right round, baby - work Like a record - work Right round - work that Stay, baby wont you lay, rest me down to pray Stay, baby wont you lay, trapped you in my dirty ways Right round ×8 You spin me, around here we go ×2 You spin me on your nine inch vinyl Like an animal…..ooohhhhh im out of control You spin me right round, baby baby baby Like a record record record Right round round

I cant seem to focus And you dont seem to notice Im not here Im just a mirror You check your complexion To find your reflections all alone I had to go Cant you hear me? Im not comin home Do you understand? Ive changed my plans Cause I, Im in love With my future Cant wait to meet her And I, Im in love But not with anybody else Just wanna get to know myself I know supposedly Im lonely now Know Im supposed to be unhappy Without someone But arent I someone? Id like to be your answer Cause youre so handsome But I know better Than to drive you home Causе youd invite me in And Id be yours again But I, Im in lovе With my future And you dont know her And I, Im in love But not with anybody else Just wanna get to know myself But not with anybody else Just wanna get to know myself

Baby, I dont feel so good Six words you never understood Ill never let you go away Five words you never wanna say I laugh alone like nothings wrong Four days has never felt so long If threes a crowd and two was us One slipped away Mmm, yeah I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I cant tell you how much I wish I didnt wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay You know very well That I am not your type Then why’d you lead me on To make me feel otherwise? If I was dreaming Then don’t wake up Cause I just wanna be in this for the long run And oh look, you said that you love me Or did I hear something else? Sirens all around me sound like wedding bells And I didn’t think it over You were speaking a lot Thought u were talking to me, but guess you’re talking to your dog How I’m supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I cant tell you how much I wish I didnt wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what youd think And if Im being honest It mightve been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly So I stepped off the Golden Nobody cried Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up I see You with me And you say As long as Im here No one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here But you can learn to If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like Im not Just somebodys daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like They were right there And it feels like yesterday Was a year ago But I dont wanna let Anybody know Cause everybody wants Something from me now And I dont wanna let em down As long as Im here No one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here But you can learn to If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you If I knew it all then Would I do it again Would I do it again If they knew what they said Would go straight to my head What would they say instead If I knew it all then Would I do it again Would I do it again If they knew what they said Would go straight to my head What would they say instead

I shouldve known Id leave alone Just goes to show That the blood you bleed Is just the blood you owe Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else? That Id fallen for a lie You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now youll never see me cry There is just no time to die I let it burn Youre no longer my concern Faces from my past return Another lesson yet to learn That Id fallen for a lie You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now youll never see me cry Theres just no time to die No time to die, ooh No time to die, ooh Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now youll never see me cry Theres just no time to die

In the last year, Billie Eilish scored five Grammys, went multiplatinum eight times, released the new Bond theme, and had to cancel a world tour. Then, she turned 19.Before I ever meet Billie Eilish, I feel like I know her. I have already watched her ride a pinto across a New Zealand beach, get her sprained ankle wrapped, grind on a bag of bagels, blow a slobbery raspberry into hеr brother Finneas’s face, mimic hеr mother, expound on the seriousness of the coronavirus, shoot water out one nostril while using a neti pot, and fit much of an Oscar Schmidt Aloha ukulele headstock into her mouth. I know what a Billie Eilish burp sounds like, and also a sneeze. Here, in the trailer for a forthcoming documentary about her life, is blond-haired toddler Billie Eilish Pirate Baird O’Connell perched on a piano bench. Here she is a few years later, singing at a talent show. I have listened to her perform at the Democratic National Convention, the Academy Awards, the Grammys , Coachella, SNL, Howard Stern, NPR’s Tiny Desk, Ellen, The Tonight Show, and in a car with James Corden. The muchness of Eilish’s online presence is overwhelming and kaleidoscopic, her own posts and performances spawning fan accounts and compilation videos and ecstatic reaction videos and memes, so many memes, refractions of Billie Eilish ad infinitum. There is the Baader-Meinhof effect too; once you are aware of Eilish, she really is everywhere. She’s trending on Twitter, her emotive face shows up in a group text, her beautiful voice Dopplers out of a passing car. In the four short years since she signed with Darkroom/Interscope Records, she has risen to mind-boggling stardom: Her 49-show Where Do We Go? arena tour, which had just kicked off in March and would have run through September had it not been for the pandemic, sold out days after tickets went on sale. In October, when we first speak, her music video for the deliciously delinquent pop-trap tune “Bad Guy” hits a billion views; a couple weeks later, she drops “Therefore I Am,” a single from her forthcoming album, and it’s watched 12 million times in the first 24 hours. And she isn’t yet 19. Because of all this preconditioning—to profile a celebrity is to dip a toe into the waters of extreme fandom—it is both thrilling and banal to see Eilish pop up on Zoom. She’s wending her way through her family’s home in Highland Park, Los Angeles, where she’s filmed so many clips for Instagram and conducted almost all of her interviews over the last four years. “I just made a magnificent breakfast,” Eilish tells me as she props her phone against a mirror in the little blue bathroom. This, too, seems normal. Eilish has few if any pretenses. Her hands smell like garlic and onions, she says. “I have to wash them now.” She makes a show of it, finishing with a little ta-da! move, as though she should be wearing a top hat. I half expect her to start singing. Alas, she does not. She’s in an oversize black T-shirt emblazoned with the rapper Duckwrth’s face. She’s embraced the body-obscuring street style pioneered by female artists like Missy Elliott and TLC. “Earlier this year my album Igor was the number one album in the country,” Tyler, the Creator growled at the 2019 American Music Awards, “and then this 17-year-old girl who dresses like a quarterback decided to change that.” At five feet three, she’s almost always dwarfed by whoever she’s with, be it one of her burly bodyguards or her lanky six-foot-tall brother, Finneas, who is also her producer and collaborator—but she could be any height onscreen, and throughout our conversations she’s either got the phone placed somewhere around her knees so she’s looming above me, backgrounded by the black and red motif of her childhood bedroom, or I’m looking down at her as she lolls on her bed amid Blohsh pillows. With her enviable eyebrows, button nose, and heavy-lidded eyes, she looks not unlike a fresh-faced Marilyn Monroe—albeit with a two-tone dye job, the raven black pushed out by neon-green roots. In photos she smolders or glowers or sulks. Her music videos are awash in black liquids streaming from her eyes, oil spills, burn marks, tarantulas, disembodied hands clawing at her face. Finneas has worked the sickening whiz of a dentist’s drill and the wet suck of Eilish removing her Invisalign into her songs. There is an extreme teen-ness to her, which elicits the same sort of rebukes bestowed upon other young stars who haven’t taken fondly to instant fame. A screenshot of Eilish, her lip curled in what appears to be confused derision, went viral seemingly nanoseconds after she made the expression during Kristen Wiig and Maya Rudolph’s performance at the 2020 Academy Awards, drawing instant ire for her apparent dis of our comedic lords and saviors. But the Twitter takedowns left out context: Eilish had been smiling up at the performance until she caught sight of herself on a giant screen. At the Grammys, following her sweep of every other major category, the camera caught her mouthing “Please don’t let it be me,” like a shy overachiever on school awards day, before they called album of the year. Billie is a member of the unique moment in history,” says R.J. Cutler, who directs the forthcoming Apple TV+ documentary Billie Eilish: The World’s a Little Blurry, which filmed from 2018 into early 2020, “where perhaps every second of her life has been recorded in some form or another.” Cutler, director of The War Room and executive producer of ABC’s Nashville, had been immediately drawn to the project. “Those stories of teenage life are so interesting to me. It’s such a fascinating time of life, where you were both child and adult; one foot in childhood, one foot in adulthood. And especially for somebody who’s going through what Billie was going through and who was such a remarkable talent.” Eilish was excited about the prospect of the documentary from the beginning. “I just have always loved cameras,” she says, that moment at the Oscars aside, “and I loved being on camera, and I’ve always loved watching videos of myself, since I was a little kid. I remember being 10 and being like, ‘Mom, can I watch home movies?’ ” Eilish is sentimental about memory, and she fills boxes under her bed with mementos: receipts from a trip to Japan, keys to old diaries, a beanie that belonged to the first person she fell in love with. “I have perfumes in that box. Small little vials of perfumes that smell exactly the way I smelled in that relationship,” she says, and another one “that smells like somebody that was abusive to me, mentally.” For all her professional Sturm und Drang, in conversation she’s animated and smiley, her big blue eyes often crinkling at the corners. “In our creative life and minds,” she says of herself and Finneas, “we’re just at an all-time good.” She was 16 when she recorded When We All Fall Asleep, and “parts of it were great and I love that album, but I was,” she says, “not in a great mental place.” Since then, she’s started seeing a therapist. She’s more settled. She laughs a lot—a midsentence hiccup when she’s making fun of her own earnestness; a throaty chuckle when she’s proud of and/or flabbergasted by her trajectory, like when I ask where she keeps her Grammys and she says, “Right on the shelf, right on the shelf, heh-heh.” But the ultimate Eilish laugh is an open-mouth-grinning, eyebrows-raised ha-haaa! that falls somewhere between a chortle and a squawk—it is a laugh that might belong to a very charming cartoon chicken. The music she’s working on now, she says, “feels exactly how I want it to. There isn’t one song, or one part of one song, that I wish was this or that I wish it was that.” An early single, “Therefore I Am,” thrilled fans and critics with its can’t-touch-this vibe coupled with Descartes’s “cogito, ergo sum” reflections on being, the lyrics a decoder ring of references. Eilish describes it as “a pretty solid fuck-it type song.” In the music video, filmed at the Glendale Galleria on an iPhone at 4 a.m., she acts out a universal fantasy of any budding American consumer, running through the mall’s empty fluorescence, collecting junk food from various stalls. Even without the documentary, aspects of the Eilish origin story have been so well-chronicled as to achieve a kind of mythic status: that her parents homeschooled both her and Finneas, in part because their father was inspired when he learned that the Hanson brothers had been taught at home and allowed to pursue whatever creative endeavors most struck their fancy, paving the way for “MMMBop.” That Finneas and Eilish recorded the mesmeric, ethereal “Ocean Eyes” for her dance class, and when they uploaded it to SoundCloud in November 2015, it went viral overnight. That a growth-plate injury soon after would end her dance aspirations, and around the same time she wouldn’t make it into the exclusive chamber choir in the Los Angeles Children’s Chorus, which she’d been singing with since age eight. That in summer 2016, then 25-year-old Justin Lubliner signed her to his label Darkroom in partnership with Interscope Records. Her appeal transcends generations—she’s found admirers in Alicia Keys, who recorded a cover of “Ocean Eyes”; Julia Roberts, who has said she “is everything”; and Dave Grohl, who called her “unbelievable.” Woody Harrelson, who hosted the 2019 season premiere of SNL for which she was the musical guest, calls her “a little bit otherworldly.” But, unsurprisingly, it’s teen girls who make up the most vocal contingent of her fan base. Harrelson had to keep the fact that Eilish was performing at the show from his teen daughter, because he knew she’d insist on coming to the show . “A great deal of it has to do with how much loves the music. Also, there’s something about Billie that just feels genuine,” he says. “She’s just herself, which is very hard to be.” “She’s direct and unaffected,” her father, Patrick O’Connell, says. “It’s disarming and visible to anyone who sees it, but I think it’s so appealing and magnetic to her fans.” There is a typical Billie Eilish fan experience, he says, channeling it: “ ‘Oh my gosh, she’s just like me. Oh my God, we could be friends if we only knew each other. Oh my God, she’s saying exactly what I would say.’ ” The teenage years are often fueled by big emotions, an enormous and self-critical solipsism, and the feeling that nobody understands, nobody sees, that every terrible, confusing, embarrassing aspect of life is happening to you and you alone. Art is the thing that saves us, that teaches us early lessons in empathy: Others can and do experience the same feelings of lust, of sadness, of shame. It’s a sense of being seen, a first taste of deep love. The looks on the faces of Eilish’s fans—so many of them young, so many of them girls—as they stare up at her onstage and weep is so universal, so visceral. It’s earthshaking. That kind of devotion, Eilish says, “makes you kind of crazy. We all know the feeling of seeing yourself and being like, What is going on with me, I’m acting insane. When you’re excited about something, you forget boundaries and you forget what’s polite and what’s kind of not polite. I’ve had a lot of weird situations—people will kiss me and pick me up, spin me around.” For meet-and-greets, back when those were still happening, members of her team started briefing the kids in line about how to behave. “It is definitely important to have the boundaries and also have people around you that can help in a situation like that,” Eilish says. “I never want to push away somebody that’s showing me only love. And even if it’s coming from a place of crazy love, I don’t ever want to push that too far away.” “I think Patrick and I, in a way, get to benefit from it a little bit more than Billie does, because we can see the beautiful effect she’s having on people’s lives,” says Baird. “It’s hard for her to take that in. You can easily feel like you’re letting people down.” Part of her connection with her fans, Eilish says, is because she understands them so well, and describes herself as “a fan type person.” Her own musical obsessions are well-cataloged, in particular her early infatuation with Justin Bieber, for which her mother once considered putting her into therapy. In April 2019, they met for the first time, at Coachella. Eilish stood speechless in front of him for a full 30 seconds before falling into his arms for an airport-terminal-grade hug. They danced to a surprise NSYNC performance of “Tearin’ Up My Heart,” a song recorded more than four years before Eilish was born. Three months later, Bieber recorded a verse for a “Bad Guy” remix; the accompanying art is a photo of Eilish at age 12 surrounded by the Bieber posters taped to her bedroom walls. While a generation of teenage girls may be channeling their angst and vicarious rebellions through Eilish’s moody lyrics, the concerned parent can take comfort in the fact that Eilish is a teetotaler. At 15, one of her friends ended up in rehab following an overdose, others close to her have died. The motif of “burying” friends and lovers “not dying by mistake” appears throughout her music. In a sea of anthems to the glory of getting fucked up, Eilish’s “Xanny,” sung with a jazzy, benzo-laced ennui, is actually about the sadness of being among people who can’t stay sober. “When I was growing up and I was around my group of friends back then,” says Eilish of her own sobriety, “and they would all be drinking and smoking and doing drugs and whatever, I think because of the way that my personality is—I’m a very strong-willed person, and I think at the time I was very alpha—I’m coming to realize that I may have felt a feeling of superiority.” These days, she says, as long as her friends are steering clear of hard drugs and being safe with everything else, she’s not worried—besides which, the issue comes up less. “I’m not out here going to parties and also,” she slows down, “I’m me, so I can’t really go…anywhere.” I must have made an expression of sympathy, because she follows with “But it’s okay!” as though trying to reassure me. The world has no shortage of child stars hewn by parent managers—Britney, Beyoncé, Lindsay—whose relationships, as the children inevitably turn into adults, follow varying rocky trajectories. From a distance, Baird and O’Connell bear the hallmarks of stage parents: They’re both actors who had fine but less than dazzling careers; the Hanson inspo could’ve been a red flag. But the ingredients haven’t concocted trouble. While Baird, who taught the kids, does serve as a sometime manager for her daughter, she’s more of a tour mom, and O’Connell, who worked construction for Mattel, started out as a handyman at his children’s shows; now he does the lights. “ seems to have such an even keel, and I credit it to her extraordinary, very tight family,” says Harrelson, who went to lunch with them the day after the SNL broadcast. “They’re looking after each other, they love each other immensely. And so there’s not the same kind of head games.” And a sibling rivalry is meanwhile hard to imagine. Finneas has a full-blown musical career in his own right, putting out a solo EP in 2019 and producing songs for Selena Gomez and Camila Cabello. “He has this special and unique ability to work with Billie that nobody else has,” says O’Connell. “He’s her older brother. He’s seen it all from the start. She’s seen it all. So they have this honesty with each other and they can be very frank. They can tell each other that they suck. They also have great respect for each other’s individual talents.” Her pretty, mournful song, “Everything I Wanted” is about the comfort and stability of their relationship. I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, “As long as I’m here No one can hurt you…” As the Eilish operation scales exponentially up, moving from the single bus and motel rooms of its early tours to the arenas, first-class flights, and full security detail that it is today, on a basic musical level it has retained its DIY roots: Eilish and Finneas still record all of their songs themselves, most often in Finneas’s childhood bedroom, his multiple keyboards jammed between Murakami flower pillows. The homespun production has lent them a nimbleness that proved useful pre-pandemic, when they spent so much time on tour. In 2019, when longtime James Bond producer Barbara Broccoli invited Eilish and Finneas to work on a No Time to Die theme, they wrote it on the road and recorded it in the quietest place they could find: their tour bus. “The bus was off, so it was completely pitch-black,” Eilish says, “and I was sitting hunched over in my bunk and Finneas was sitting in his bunk across the aisle.” Hans Zimmer himself plucked the song from the list of options—going against the sensibilities, he’s said, of other decision makers—calling it “hugely personal,” “really well crafted,” and “lean.” The morning after Eilish’s 18th birthday they traveled to London, and following a jet-lagged viewing, they recorded “No Time to Die” with Zimmer’s orchestra at Sir George Martin’s AIR Studios. It, too, garnered a nomination at this year’s Grammys. If a Google search turns up scant paparazzi shots of one of the world’s most popular musicians, it’s because she makes herself vigorously unavailable. She doesn’t eat out and no longer takes spins around Trader Joe’s, where she once hoped to become a checker. Weeks before I met her, a pap snapped a photo of her in the few seconds it took to get from her car to her brother’s house. She was wearing a tank top, on the way to the beach, and the image spawned a range of opinions, from the celebratory to the vile. “I think that the people around me were more worried about it than I was, because the reason I used to cut myself was because of my body. To be quite honest with you, I only started wearing baggy clothes because of my body,” says Eilish. “I was really, really glad though, mainly, that I’m in this place in my life, because if that had happened three years ago, when I was in the midst of my horrible body relationship—or dancing a ton, five years ago, I wasn’t really eating. I was, like, starving myself. I remember taking a pill that told me that it would make me lose weight and it only made me pee the bed—when I was 12. It’s just crazy. I can’t even believe, like I—wow. Yeah. I thought that I would be the only one dealing with my hatred for my body, but I guess the internet also hates my body. So that’s great.” I posit that the internet might hate all women’s bodies. “The internet hates women,” Eilish says. Last year, she made a short film in which she very slowly disrobes from a black hoodie to a bra and sinks into thick black liquid. “Do you know me?” her voiceover asks. “Really know me? You have opinions about my opinions, about my music, about my clothes, about my body.” The pandemic has tightened her already tight-knit circle; she spends most of her time with her family and a few close friends, many of whom work for her. On our first call, two publicists and one of her managers, Laura, whom she calls her “best friend,” unexpectedly joined us—a publicist has been present for every cover interview, they say, “since day one”—but a week later, it’s just us, as requested. “I am sitting here and napping with the ugly little dog,” she says at the start of our second Zoom: “He is snoring and smells terrible.” She moves the phone so I can take in Shark, her jowly 10-month-old blue nose pit bull rescue, adopted toward the beginning of the pandemic, who is going through a rebellious phase. At the moment he is luxuriating on his back, his face tucked into her armpit, making a noise that could be warped into a background track on one of her songs. During the pandemic, she has discovered the joys of ordering online. “I don’t know what things cost because I’ve never been an adult before,” she says. “And, you know, I grew up with no money.” Then she crash-landed into the adult world as a multiplatinum artist selling out arena tours. When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? sold 3.9 million units. “It’s a really weird position I’m in. I feel kind of stupid because I’m like, I don’t know how much Froot Loops are. I tried to order one box of Froot Loops and I was like, Oh yeah, sure. It’s $35. I didn’t know that that’s expensive.” She raises her eyebrows. “I ordered 70 boxes.” She also finished watching The Office—for the 15th time. When I ask about her devotion to the show, which she sampled on “My Strange Addiction,” she says, “I’ve got a lot going on in my head and my brain really can’t shut the fuck up unless there’s something else going on. It takes me out of my thoughts. And I like that it’s just, like, realistic shit. It’s the most average people’s lives, and I love that.” Eight months into the pandemic, Finneas and Eilish managed a feat few have attempted: They gave a live concert to thousands of fans. At 3 p.m. PT, as the lights came up on Eilish’s Los Angeles stage, the words “the show is best on a bigger screen” appeared at the corner of my laptop, a reminder for a generation of teenagers raised on smartphones. The show setup looked simple enough: Finneas at his keyboard, Eilish with a mic, and Andrew Marshall on drums, each occupying their own third of the stage. But then the VR kicked in. During the set’s opener, “Bury a Friend,” a song from the perspective of the monster under your bed, Eilish’s shadow stretched nightmarishly up the backboard into a looming Tim Burton-esque bogeyman. A three-dimensional wall-spanning spider, the platonic ideal of every arachnophobe’s worst anxieties, skittered and stomped around Eilish as she sang “You Should See Me in a Crown.” A cute forest bloomed; a shark devoured her; she and her brother soared skyward on a pillar, surrounded by stars and backed by the moon. It was magical in a very 21st century kind of way. And mega-graphics aside, the clapping from the crew between songs lent a sense of intimacy to the proceedings. It was “to give me a little something,” Eilish says, “because it’s weird to not have the crowd. All of my performance energy comes from the crowd.” Still, the energy was there. Growing up, Eilish watched concert videos of her favorite rappers. “I envied them because they get to just take their shirts off, because they’re men, and jump around the stage, and the whole crowd is jumping around and spraying water, and moshing and they’re dirty and they don’t care!” she says. “I have pretty much been channeling that energy for years.” During rehearsals and performances, Eilish’s bombast has racked up a torn hip flexor, shin splints, and sprained ankles. As damaging as her profession has been to her body, it’s been productive exercise for her mind. Eilish, who has an auditory processing disorder, was also diagnosed with Tourette’s syndrome around the time “Ocean Eyes” took off. “I think music is a great therapy for her, but it’s her own music and it’s her performing,” says O’Connell. “She doesn’t suffer from Tourette’s during performance.” An unexpected pleasure of the livestream is hearing nearly 19-year-old Eilish singing songs recorded at ages 14, 15, 16, and realizing just how much her voice has matured. “It’s been five years since ‘Ocean Eyes’ came out, and I thought she had an incredibly beautiful voice then,” Finneas says. “I would liken it to the way that an Olympic trainer might see a 15-year-old Apolo Ohno and think, This is a really good speed skater for a 15-year-old—imagine how good they’ll be at 20.” He says that the new album, which he calls “a continuation of Billie’s life story,” has grown with her. “Even just little moments of variety, like on ‘No Time to Die,’ she has a big belt moment that a couple of years younger Billie might not have had the training or the stamina to do.” On songs like “Ocean Eyes,” spanning two octaves and arranged for a 13-year-old’s fluty vocal cords, Eilish’s voice now often dissolves into a haunting whisper in that highest register; everywhere else is richer, fuller. The timing of the livestream, just 10 days before the election, was no accident. “That was a big part of making sure that we were taking advantage of the reach,” Eilish says. In the hour before kickoff, the preshow included messages from Jameela Jamil, Eilish’s “surrogate dad” Steve Carell, and Alicia Keys encouraging fans to exercise their right to vote. During “All the Good Girls Go to Hell,” with its line “hills burn in California,” scenes of climate disaster—Eilish’s soapbox bugbear—spun over the soundstage. “Vooote, for God’s sake,” she said as she left the stage at the end of the show, her head tipped back in the universal expression of adolescent irritation. “I think it’s human to care, and I just don’t really get why people don’t care,” she says. “I want to have kids and I want those kids to have kids. Like, I don’t—” she stops and gives a sad non-laugh. “We’re going to die.” Young people become catalysts in times of political and social unrest, when the future, their future, is uncertain. In the ’60s, the Vietnam War and the fight for civil rights saw uprisings on college campuses. In the last four years, a new activist generation has come of age, from Greta Thunberg fighting for climate action; to 13-year-old Flint, Michigan, resident Mari Copeny raising hundreds of thousands of dollars for nationwide water filters; to teenage TikTokers pulling a prank on a Trump rally. At the beginning of the pandemic, Baird launched Support + Feed, which partners with local restaurants to provide plant-based meals to those experiencing food insecurity, a venture that she says Eilish has supported “emotionally, financially, and social media-wise.” Baird, who grew up “in Colorado with a Democratic family in a very Republican state and area” , says that politics have always been important in the O’Connell-Baird-Finneas-Eilish household. In 2016, “I think Billie and Finneas and every one of their age group, to be honest, had a real blow, because your parents are supposed to make you feel safe, and your parents are supposed to say everything’s going to be okay. And when Trump won, we just kind of fell apart,” she says. “I always think that maybe that had a lot to do with them making the album that they made.” In the lead-up to the election, following her performance at the DNC, Eilish received a callout from President Biden on Twitter: “I’ll just say what @billieeilish said: vote like your life depends on it.” The week before, she’d posted a short video call with Vice President Kamala Harris to talk about climate change. The outgoing Trump administration highlighted her name in a document as an artist who should not be used in a coronavirus ad campaign. “I was very proud of myself,” she says. “Tons of my friends texted me and they were like, I’m so proud of you! Trump is afraid of you! I was like, Damn right.” A week after the election, I checked in. “I was up with a bunch of horses all day,” she says of Election Day—she’s been riding on and off since her early teens. “I was trying to distract myself, giving my energy to the horses, which was honestly so nice.” When the networks called the election for Biden and Harris, Eilish says she “immediately started howling and cheering at eight in the morning. And so did the rest of the neighborhood.” She grabbed some leftover fireworks from the Fourth of July and “I lit the bitches.” “There’s still a million things we need to do better,” she says, “but just getting that orange piece of shit out of that White House is the best thing that could happen right now.” It feels like I’m catching her in a relative calm before a storm. As she barrels through her final year of the teen age, the release of The World’s a Little Blurry is about to put on display aspects of her life she’d never planned on sharing, including the intimate details of a romantic relationship that she’d never wanted to talk about publicly. “That was a huge part of my life,” she says. “And nobody knew it. It was this main thing that was taking control of my life.” When I ask whether she’s in a relationship now, I get a direct, “Girl, no.” I point out that she’s said this before and later took it back. She thinks for a moment. “I am glad every day that I’m single, but I’m also like, not out here pushing people away. I’d be fine to have somebody, but I don’t.” “The fundamental theme of Billie’s story,” says Cutler, is “empathy, connection.” When Eilish finally watched an early cut of the documentary, she had a hard time getting through it. “It’s really about my life, me, in such a way that I was not expecting, and was pretty brutal to relive.” But that experience has been ultimately rewarding—and it gave her something equally unexpected. “I was going through hell in certain parts of my life, and I had no idea anyone was seeing it,” she says. “The fact that they have footage of it and you can see my emotions…. It’s like, I can’t help but think about the last episode of The Office when Erin was like,” she paraphrases, “How did you do it? How did you really get how we felt and what we were doing? How did you do it? I used to watch that episode and be like, That would be amazing if somebody did that and you could rewatch those parts of your life from a different perspective. And I did it!”

I shouldve known Id leave alone Just goes to show That the blood you bleed Is just the blood you owe Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else? That Id fallen for a lie You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now youll never see me cry There is just no time to die I let it burn Youre no longer my concern Faces from my past return Another lesson yet to learn That Id fallen for a lie You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now youll never see me cry Theres just no time to die No time to die, ooh No time to die, ooh Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now youll never see me cry Theres just no time to die

Ooh, mm Dont be cautious, dont be kind You committed, Im your crime Push my button anytime You got your finger on the trigger, but your trigger fingers mine Silver dollar, golden flame Dirty water, poison rain Perfect murder, take your aim I dont belong to anyone, but everybody knows my name By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine Call me calloused, call me cold Youre italic, Im in bold Call me cocky, watch your tone You bеtter love me, causе youre just a clone By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine Mine I would hate to see you go Hate to be the one that told you so You just crossed the line Youve run out of time Im so sorry, now you know Sorry Im the one that told you so Sorry, sorry, Im sorry, sorry Psych, bitch By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamor Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine

Uh-uh-uh Da-da-da-da-da Sittin all alone Mouth full of gum In the driveway My friends arent far In the back of my car Lay their bodies Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Theyll be here pretty soon Lookin through my room For the money Im bitin my nails Im too young to go to jail Its kinda funny Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Maybe its in the gutter Where I left my lover What an expensive fake My V is for Vendetta Thought that Id feel better But now I got a bеllyache Everything I do The way I wеar my noose Like a necklace I wanna make em scared Like I could be anywhere Like Im reckless, oh But I lost my mind I dont mind, sing it Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Maybe its in the gutter Where I left my lover What an expensive fake, mm My V is for Vendetta I thought that Id feel better But now I got a bellyache, a bellyache Maybe its in the gutter Where I left my lover What an expensive fake, uh My V is for Vendetta I thought that Id feel better But now I got a bellyache

Dont be cautious, dont be kind You committed, Im your crime Push my button anytime You got your finger on the trigger, but your trigger fingers mine Silver dollar, golden flame Dirty water, poison rain Perfect murder, take your aim I dont belong to anyone, but everybody knows my name By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamour Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine Call me calloused, call me cold Youre italic, Im in bold Call me cocky, watch your tone You better love me, cause youre just a clone By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamour Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine Mine I would hate to see you go Hate to be the one that told you so You just crossed the line Youve run out of time Im so sorry, now you know Sorry Im the one that told you so Sorry, sorry, Im sorry, sorry Psych By the way, youve been uninvited Cause all you say are all the same things I did Copycat tryna cop my manner Watch your back when you cant watch mine Copycat tryna cop my glamour Why so sad, bunny? Cant have mine

Thank you. Okay, so Ima do one more song and then Im gonna go. But, um, I wanna thank you guys for coming and listening. Um, and, uh, thank you so much to Jack White for having us and here being a boss, um, and-and inspiring a whole generation of people to do what they want. Um, and this place is so cool, its like such an honor to get to be here and to do this. Its like the coolest thing ever. Do you see that? Theyre like making my voice onto a thing, like, thats crazy. Like, right now, its crazy, heh. Um, so for this last one, um all I say—all I wanna say and all I ask is that just we all to just try to be, um, just try to be, um, just happy that were alive and happy that were breathing and that were here and were safe and, um, thats pretty much it. Just be—just for us to all be grateful that were here right now on this Earth. Um, yeah, so thank you for having me. Lets do it. And thank you so much for giving me the energy youve been giving me Dont you know Im no good for you? Ive learned to lose you, cant afford to Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin But nothin ever stops you leavin Quiet when Im coming home and Im on my own I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that Dont you know too much already? Ill only hurt you if you let me Call me friend, but keep me closer, call me back And Ill call you when the partys over Quiet when Im coming home and Im on my own And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that Yeah, I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that But nothin is better sometimes Once weve both said our goodbyes Lets just let it go Let me let you go Quiet when Im coming home and Im on my own I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that Thank you guys, thank you, I love you. And thank you to my brother, Finneas whos my best friend in the whole world

I wanna be alone Alone with you - does that make sense? I wanna steal your soul And hide you in my treasure chest I dont know what to do To do with your kiss on my neck I dont know what feels true But this feels right so stay a sec Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec And let me crawl inside your veins Ill build a wall, give you a ball and chain Its not like me to be so mean Youre all I wanted Just let me hold you Like a hostage Gold on your fingertips Fingertips against my cheek Gold leaf across your lips Kiss me until I cant speak Gold chain beneath your shirt The shirt that you let me wear home Golds fake and real love hurts And nothing hurts when Im alone When youre with me and were alone And let me crawl inside your veins Ill build a wall, give you a ball and chain Its not like me to be so mean Youre all I wanted Just let me hold you Hold you Like a hostage

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Help, I lost myself again But I remember you Dont come back, it wont end well But I wish youd tell me to Our love is six feet under I cant help but wonder If our grave was watered by the rain Would roses bloom? Could roses bloom Again? Retrace my lips Erase your touch Its all too much for me Blow away Like smoke in air How can you die carelessly? Our love is six feet under I cant help but wonder If our grave was watered by the rain Would roses bloom? Could roses bloom? Theyre playing our sound Laying us down tonight And all of these clouds Crying us back to life But youre cold as a knife Six feet under I cant help but wonder If our grave was watered by the rain Bloom Bloom Again Help, I lost myself again But I remember you

No, Billy, I havent done that dance since my wife died Theres a whole crowd of people out there who need to learn how to do the Scarn Dont ask questions you dont wanna know Learned my lesson way too long ago To be talkin to you, belladonna Shoulda taken a break, not an oxford comma Take what I want when I wanna And I want ya Bad, bad news One of us is gonna lose Im the powder, youre the fuse Just add some friction You are my strange addiction You are my strange addiction My doctors cant explain My symptoms or my pain But you are my strange addiction Im really, really sorry I think I was just relieved to see that Michael Scarn got his confidence back Yeah, Michael, the movies amazing Its like, one of the best movies Ive ever seen in my life Deadly fever, please dont ever break Be my reliever cause I dont self medicate And it burns like a gin and I like it Put your lips on my skin and you might ignite it Hurts, but I know how to hide it, kinda like it Bad, bad news One of us is gonna lose Im the powder, youre the fuse Just add some friction You are my strange addiction You are my strange addiction My doctors cant explain My symptoms or my pain But you are my strange addiction Bite my glass, set myself on fire Cant you tell Im crass? Cant you tell Im wired? Tell me nothin lasts Like I dont know You could kiss my askin about my motto You should enter it in festivals Or carnivals Thoughts? Pretty good reaction Pretty cool, right? You are my strange addiction You are my strange addiction My doctors cant explain My symptoms or my pain But you are my strange addiction Did you like it? Did you like that? Um, which part?

Oh, boy, we bout to bomb the next one. Oh, oh. Alright, hee-hee, you cute, heh-heh, heh-heh Mm, what do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Ba-ba-ba Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go? Say it, spit it out, what is it exactly Youre payin? Is the amount cleanin you out? Am I satisfactory? Today, Im thinkin about the things that are deadly The way Im drinkin you down Like I wanna drown, like I wanna end me Step on the glass, staple your tongue, ahh Bury a friend, try to wake up, ahh Cannibal class, killing the son, ahh Bury a friend, I wanna end me I wanna end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go? Keep you in the dark, what had you expected? Me to make you my art and make you a star And get you connected? Ill meet you in the park, Ill be calm and collected But we knew right from the start that youd fall apart Cause Im too expensive Its probably somethin that shouldnt be said out loud Honestly, I thought that I would be dead by now, wow Calling security, keepin my head held down Bury the hatchet or bury a friend right now The debt I owe, gotta sell my soul Cause I cant say no, no, I cant say no Then my limbs all froze and my eyes wont close And I cant say no, I cant say no, mm Step on the glass, staple your tongue, ahh Bury a friend, try to wake up, ahh Cannibal class, killing the son, ahh Bury a friend, I wanna end me [Pre-Chorus I wanna end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go? Hee-hee

Oh~ Haa~ In the end, when theyre all gone When the world is silent and the days are long Just you and I, well be alive We made it on our own Oh~ I dont wanna be scared Anymore Help me Cause everybody makes it till they dont Ooh~ And everybody wants to think they wont Cause everybody makes it till they dont Ooh~ And everybody wants to think they wont Maybe Im still alive but my heart is beating slow Baby, tell mе I gotta know Are you okay? You seem too far gone Infectеd, standing there all alone Haa~ Cause everybody makes it till they dont And everybody thinks they wont, they wont, they wont Cause everybody makes it till they dont And everybody thinks they wont, they wont, they wont Is an emergency I have my fingers crossed While they they swing to the melody Their perfume? Rotten Lacoste Runnin to the shore Till I cant no more Stealing in the stores Run for evermore Oh The best of me, the best of me was you?, or is you? The best of me, the best of me is you?, Was you Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa... Ladum, badum, mmmm, mmm...

As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself As long as Im here, no one can hurt you As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself As long as Im here, no one can hurt you As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself As long as Im here, no one can hurt you As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself As long as Im here, no one can hurt you

Dont you know Im no good for you? Ive learned to lose you, cant afford to Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin But nothin ever stops you leavin Quiet when Im coming home and Im on my own I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that Dont you know too much already? Ill only hurt you if you let me Call me friend, but keep me closer And Ill call you when the partys over Quiet when Im coming home and Im on my own And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that Yeah, I could lie, say I likе it like that, like it like that But nothin is bеtter sometimes Once weve both said our goodbyes Lets just let it go Let me let you go Quiet when Im coming home and Im on my own I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that

Everybody is looking at me, Its 1AM No eyes in the room are looking at anything else I cant seem to be able to move Not even a single finger Hands coming down from the ceiling And the fan has stopped spinning Every eye turned What have I done? Sweat on my back but it doesnt move Soldier sleeping is wrong, doctor The paintings on the wall are melting But all I did was get a midnight snack Time has seemed to have stopped And each of the eyеs were looking at each othеr Im frozen solid but cant feel the cold I cant tell who that is in my closet Sweat on my back but it doesnt move Soldier sleeping is wrong, doctor The paintings on the wall are melting But all I did was get a midnight snack (Mi-mi-mid-nigh-night -sn-sna-snack) (Mi-mi-mid-nigh-night -sn-sna-snack) And Im trying so hard to move Till it finally lets me break free Like that its all gone As I see the sun rise from the horizon Sweat on my back but it doesnt move Soldier sleeping is wrong, doctor The paintings on the wall are melting But all I did was get a midnight snack But all I did was get a midnight snack

Its a reason I dont care about a call back In most cases, I know I wouldnt even talk back Im not your friend or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am Im not your friend or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am On again, off again, energy Fall on my face, right back on my two feet Two cents? keep’em. Change don’t need’em Frontline needs more options, less opinions For example How does one get past the fear of being nothing? In the process pick enough of these pieces, to build something worth keeping Past two taps on a timeline, these days it’s a fine line Blue jays, blue faces, bird feeders on both sides I mean I only have like 1 minute, to make you feel like I can do this Before you cancel my rhythm, and throw your plate at my lyrics No matter the topic, I speak in ways that trigger your spirit Inspire your thinking, or remind you better days are coming By the way, you should prolly replay this, save it in your playlist Proof that you knew I was coming, long before I made it Before I landed here from Libreville, pockets full of Yankee dreams Accent thicker than no maskers in stadiums I speak truth encrypted It doesn’t really matter if you understand me Non C’est pas la fin du monde Mais non, mais non, mais non... This here is for whoever doesn’t need a lane Don’t really care to explain What’s for me, what’s for you, it’s all so vain I’m trynna bring a thousand keys to the homeland My ego left the conversation for a higher plane They do whatever works for them to me it’s all the same Please man give them my best, but just know I’m not you’re friend About me long before I made it Im not your friend or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am Im not your friend or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am

Hey, leave a message Hey, call me back when ya get this Or when youve got a minute We really need to talk Wait, you know what? Maybe just forget it Cause by the time you get this Your number might be blocked Stay and blah blah blah You just want what you cant have No way Ill call the cops If you dont stop, Ill call your dad And I hate to do this to you on your birthday Happy birthday, by the way Its not you, its me and all that other bullshit You know thats bullshit Dontcha, babe? Im not your party favor Look, now I know we coulda done it better But we cant change the weather When the weathеrs come and gone Books dont make sеnse if you read em backwards Youll single out the wrong words Like you mishear all my songs Youll hear stay and blah blah blah You just want what you cant have No way Ill call the cops If you dont stop, Ill call your dad And I hate to do this to you on your birthday Happy birthday by the way Its not you, its me and all that other bullshit You know thats bullshit Dontcha, babe? Im not your party favor

I cant seem to focus And you dont seem to notice Im not here Im just a mirror You check your complexion To find your reflections all alone I had to go Cant you hear me? Im not comin home Do you understand? Ive changed my plans Cause I, Im in love With my future Cant wait to meet her And I, Im in love But not with anybody else I just wanna get to know myself I know supposedly Im lonely now Know Im supposed to be unhappy Without someone Arent I that someone? Id like to be your answer Cause youre so handsomе But I know better Than to drive you home Cause youd invite me in And Id be yours again But I, Im in love With my future And you dont know her But I, Im in love But not with anybody here Ill see you in a couple years

Bite my tongue, bide my time Wearing a warning sign Wait til the world is mine Visions I vandalize Cold in my kingdom size Fell for these ocean eyes You should see me in a crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one Count my cards, watch them fall Blood on a marble wall I like the way they all scream Tell me which one is worse Living or dying first Sleeping inside a hearse You say, Come over, baby I think youre pretty Im okay, Im not your baby If you think Im pretty You should see me in a crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one Crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one

Did you think Id show up in a limousine Had to save my money for security Got a stalker walking up and down the street Says hes Satan, and hed like to meet I bought a secret house when I was seventeen Havent had a party since I got the keys Had a pretty boy over, but he couldnt stay On his way out made him sign an NDA Yeah I made him sign an NDA Cause I dont want him having - to say You couldnt save me but you cant let me go I can crave you but you dont need to know Thirty under thirty for another year I can barely go outside, I think I hate it herе Maybe I should think about a new career Somewhеre in Kuai where I can disappear Like Im havin fun, Gettin older now Didnt change my number, made him shut his mouth At least I gave him something I can cry about I thought about my future, but I want it now You couldnt save me but you cant let me go I can crave you but you dont need to know Did I take it too far Now I know what you are You ran so hard I saw stars Think I took it too far When I sold you my heart Howd it get so dark I saw stars Star

Thought I found a way Thought I found a way out But you never go away So I guess I gotta stay now Oh, I hope some day Ill make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I can’t find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I cant fight my fear Isnt it lovely, all alone Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Walking out of town Looking for a better place Something’s on my mind Always in my head space But I know someday Ill make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I cant find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I cant fight my fear Isnt it lovely, all alone Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home

Sittin all alone Mouth full of gum In the driveway My friends arent far In the back of my car Lay their bodies Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Theyll be here pretty soon Lookin through my room For the money Im bitin my nails Im too young to go to jail Its kinda funny Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Maybe its in the gutter Where I left my lover What an expensive fate My V is for vеndetta Thought that Id feel better But now I got a bеllyache Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind? Wheres my mind?

Thought I found a way Thought I found a way, out But you never go away So I guess I gotta stay now Oh, I hope someday Ill make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I cant find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I cant fight my fear Isnt it lovely, all alone? Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Walkin out of town Lookin for a better place Somethings on my mind Always in my headspace But I know someday Ill make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I cant find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I cant fight my fear Isnt it lovely, all alone? Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin and bone Hello, welcome home Ah, ah, ah Hello, welcome home

Somethings in the air right now Like Im losin track of time Like I dont really care right now But maybe thats fine You werent even there that day I was waitin on you I wonder if you were aware that day Was the last straw for me and I know I sent you flowers Did you even care? You ran the shower And left them by the stairs Ooh-ooh-ooh, a-a-a-ayy Thought you had your shit together, but damn, I was wrong You aint nothin but a lost cause And this aint nothin like it once was I know you think youre such an outlaw But you got no job You aint nothin but a lost cause And this aint nothin like it once was I know you think youre such an outlaw But you got no job I used to think you were shy But maybe you just had nothing on your mind Maybe you were thinkin bout yourself all the time I used to wish you were mine But that was way before I realized Someone like you would always be so easy to find So easy Hee, mm-mm-mm, mm Gave me no flowers Wish I didnt care Youd be gone for hours Could be anywhere Ooh-ooh-ooh Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Thought you wouldve grown eventually, but you proved me wrong You aint nothing but a lost cause And this aint nothing like it once was I know you think youre such an outlaw But you got no job You aint nothing but a lost cause And this aint nothing like it once was I know you think youre such an outlaw But you got no job

Throw his stone in and it will make the Her collections getting so much bigger She really thought you If you ask her to Tell me why Im dying Tell me why Im lost in my mind, again Just save me from this time, why ? Tell me why, tell me why

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Bite my tongue, bide my time Wearing a warning sign Wait til the world is mine Visions I vandalize Cold in my kingdom size Fell for these ocean eyes You should see me in a crown I’m gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by Count my cards, watch them fall Blood on a marble wall I like the way they all scream Tell me which one is worse Living or dying first Sleeping inside a hearse You say, Come over, baby I think you’re pretty Im okay, Im not your baby If you think Im pretty You should see me in a crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by Crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make ’em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make ’em bow One by one by one One by one by one

We’re turning around ourselves Like a carousel, the horses never come close You won’t hold my hand , too warm for yours You said Shiny eyes, confess yourself Don’t lie, i can read your mind Pay attention with my thoughts Lately i’ve been praying the lord Only my heart can know I’m holding my breath Tryna disappear Maybe I’ll met you there And we’ll be “us” again But please let me forget october Never liked bare trees Dont remind me its over Erase me from the dark Please let me forget October and make me wanna be live

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what youd think And if Im bein honest It mightve been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly So I stepped off the Golden, mm Nobody cried Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like Im not just somebodys daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I dont wanna let anybody know Cause everybody wants something from me now And I dont wanna let em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you If I knew it all then, would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead? If I knew it all then, would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?

White shirt now red, my bloody nose Sleepin, youre on your tippy toes Creepin around like no one knows Think youre so criminal Bruises on both my knees for you Dont say thank you or please I do what I want when Im wanting to My soul? So cynical So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Im the bad guy I like it when you take control Even if you know that you dont Own me, Ill let you play the role Ill be your animal My mommy likes to sing along with me But she wont sing this song If she reads all the lyrics Shell pity the men I know So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Im the bad guy Wall Im the bad guy

White shirt now red, my bloody nose Sleepin, youre on your tippy toes Creepin around like no one knows Think youre so criminal Bruises on both my knees for you Dont say thank you or please I do what I want when Im wanting to My soul? So cynical So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy... Oh! Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me— Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me do Hey, how you doin, lil mama? Lemme whisper in yo ear Tell ya sumthin that you might like to hear You got a sexy lil body, and yo booty look soft Mind if I touch it, and see if it soft? Naw, Im just playin, less you say I can And Im known to be a real nasty man And they say a closed mouth dont get fed So baby girl, dont be scared You heard what I said, we need to make our way to the bed And you can start gettin ahead You like to cut, give it to me, dat freaky stuff Do it up, dont be scared if it gets too rough Make a decision, we need to get down to business So you can see what youve been missin You might had some but you never had none like this Just wait til I show you this So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy... Oh! Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me— Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me— Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me— Ooh, look what you made me do Look what you made me do Look what you just made me do Look what you just made me do I dont trust nobody and nobody trusts me Ill be the actress starring in your bad dreams I dont trust nobody and nobody trusts me Ill be the actress starring in your bad dreams

من دوست شما نیستم یا هر چیز دیگری ، لعنتی شما فکر می کنید که شما مرد هستید من فکر میکنم پس هستم من دوست شما نیستم یا هر چیز دیگری ، لعنتی شما فکر می کنید که شما مرد هستید من فکر میکنم پس هستم متوقف شوید ، چه جهنمی صحبت می کنید؟ ها نام زیبا من را از دهان خود خارج کنید با و بدون آن یکسان نیستیم با من صحبت نکن ، مثل این که می توانی احساس من را بدانی برترین های جهان ، اما دنیای شما واقعی نیست ایده آل دنیای شما پس برو تفریح ​​کن واقعاً نمی توانستم کمتر مراقب باشم و شما می توانید بهترین آنها را به من بدهید ، اما فقط بدانید من دوست شما نیستم یا هر چیز دیگری ، لعنتی شما فکر می کنید که شما مرد هستید من فکر میکنم پس هستم من دوست شما نیستم یا هر چیز دیگری ، لعنتی شما فکر می کنید که شما مرد هستید من فکر میکنم پس هستم من نمی خواهم فشار دهم تا نام تو در کنار نام من قرار گیرد ما در خطوط مختلف هستیم ، بنابراین من می خواهم به اندازه کافی خوب باشم ، آنها بلوف من را صدا نمی کنند چون من از پیدا کردن متنفرم مقالات ، مقالات ، مقالات در عوض شما قابل توجه نیستید مصاحبه ، مصاحبه ، مصاحبه وقتی آنها نام شما را می گویند ، من فقط گیج رفتار می کنم به شما خوش گذشت؟ واقعاً نمی توانستم کمتر مراقب باشم و شما می توانید بهترین آنها را به من بدهید ، اما فقط بدانید من دوست شما نیستم یا هر چیز دیگری ، لعنتی شما فکر می کنید که شما مرد هستید من فکر میکنم پس هستم من دوست شما نیستم یا هر چیز دیگری ، لعنتی شما فکر می کنید که شما مرد هستید من فکر میکنم پس هستم متاسفم فکر نکنم اسم تو رو گرفتم متاسفم فکر نکنم اسم تو رو گرفتم من دوست تو نیستم یا هر چیز دیگری ، لعنتی شما فکر می کنید که شما مرد هستید من فکر می کنم ، بنابراین ، من هستم من دوست تو نیستم یا هر چیز دیگری ، لعنتی شما فکر می کنید که شما مرد هستید من فکر می کنم ، بنابراین ، من هستم

I should have known Id leave alone Just goes to show That the blood you bleed is just the blood you owe We were a pair But I saw you there Too much to bear You were my life, but life is far away from fair Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else? That Id fallen for a lie And you were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now youll never see mе cry Theres just no time to diе

White shirt now red, my bloody nose Sleepin, youre on your tippy toes Creepin around like no one knows Think youre so criminal Bruises on both my knees for you Dont say thank you or please I do what I want when Im wanting to My soul? So cynical So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Duh Im the bad guy I like it when you take control Even if you know that you dont Own me, Ill let you play the role Ill be your animal My mommy likes to sing along with me But she wont sing this song If she reads all the lyrics Shell pity the men I know So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Duh Im the bad guy, duh Im only good at bein bad, bad I like when you get mad I guess Im pretty glad that youre alone You said shes scared of me? I mean, I dont see what she sees But maybe its cause Im wearing your cologne Im a bad guy Im, Im a bad guy Bad guy, bad guy Im a bad

Tell me love is endless, dont be so pretentious Leave me like you do Woke up its a curse Facedown in the dirts Cant help this is hurts Dont wanna a say words Blood is running down Never felt so numb Deep down, I feel cursed Hear that blade in your veins My hearts tears down gone I havent been in love I walked on the new roads She fuck me up, its worst Touch my skin and make me jump Give me a hope and lick me up Destroy and fuck me up If you wanna try.... BREAK! İts motherfucin black list HURT! İts motherfucin Black Smith MURK! In the sunlight SPOT! We gon break up WAKE! From dreamlife HATE! I had a get enough DeepSide! Im a dead now

Try not to lost your power I know we didn’t choose the change You might not was lose your power but having it’s so strange She said you were a hero you played the part but you ruined her in a year you swear you didn’t know I wonder why you didn’t ask she Was sleeping in the clothes but she got to get to class and have could you will you only feel bad when they find out? Take it all back try not to lose your power and I know we didn’t Choose the change you might you might not wanna lose your power

Im not your friend Or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am Im not your friend Or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am Stop, what the hell are you talking about? Ha Get my pretty name out of your mouth We are not the same with or without Im not your friend Or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am Im not your friend Or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am Stop, what the hell are you talking about? Ha Get my pretty name out of your mouth We are not the same with or without Dont talk bout me like how you might know how I feel Top of the world, but your world isnt real Your worlds an ideal So go have fun I really couldnt care less And you can give em my best, but just know Im not your friend Or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am Im not your friend Or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am I dont want press to put your name next to mine Were on different lines, so I Wanna be nice enough, they dont call my bluff Cause I hate to find Articles, articles, articles Rather you remain unremarkable Interviews, interviews, interviews When they say your name, I just act confused Did you have fun? Im not your friend Or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am Im not your friend Or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am Im not your friend Or anything, damn You think that youre the man I think, therefore, I am

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what youd think And if Im bein honest It mightve been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly So I stepped off the Golden, mm Nobody cried Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care And you say, As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you I tried to scream But my head was undеrwater They called mе weak Like Im not just somebodys daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I dont wanna let anybody know Cause everybody wants something from me now And I dont wanna let em down

Billie... What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go? Come here... Say it, spit it out, what is it exactly? Youre payin? Is the amount cleanin you out Am I satisfactory? Today, Im thinkin about The things that are deadly The way Im drinkin you down Like I wanna drown, like I wanna end me Step on the glass, staple your tongue Bury a friend, try to wake up Cannibal class, killin the son Bury a friend, I wanna end me I wanna end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna еnd me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna– What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What arе you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go? Listen... Keep you in the dark, what had you expected? Me to make you my art And make you a star and get you connected? Ill meet you in the park Ill be calm and collected But we knew right from the start That youd fall apart cause Im too expensive Your talkll be somethin that shouldnt be said out loud Honestly, I thought that I would be dead by now Callin security, keepin my head held down Bury the hatchet or bury your friend right now For the debt I owe, gotta sell my soul Cause I cant say no, no, I cant say no Then my limbs all froze and my eyes wont close And I cant say no, I cant say no Careful... Step on the glass, staple your tongue Bury a friend, try to wake up Cannibal class, killin the son Bury a friend, I wanna end me What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

Ive been watchin you for some time Cant stop starin at those ocean eyes Burning cities and napalm skies Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes Your ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Fallin into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes You really know how to makе me cry When you give mе those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Fallin into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes

Try not to abuse your power I know we didnt choose to change You might not wanna lose your power But havin’ its so strange She said you were a hero, you played the part But you ruined her in a year, dont act like it was hard And you swear you didn’t know No wonder why you didnt ask She was sleeping in your clothes But now shes got to get to class How dare you? And how could you? Will you only feel bad When they find out if you could take it all back Would you? Try not to abuse your power I know we didnt choose to change You might not wanna lose your power But havin its so strange I thought that I was special You made me feel Likе it was my fault You were the dеvil, lost your appeal Does it keep you in control For you to keep her in a cage And you swear you didn’t know You said you thought she was your age How dare you? And how could you? Will you only feel bad if it turns out That they kill your contract? Would you Try not to abuse your power I know we didnt choose to change You might not wanna lose your power But power isnt pain Ooh La-la-la-la-la, hmm La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la

Thought I found a way Thought I found a way out But you never go away So I guess I gotta stay now Oh, I hope some day Ill make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I cant find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I cant fight my fear Isnt it lovely, all alone Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Walking out of time Looking for a better place Somethings on my mind Always in my head space But I know someday Ill make it out of hеre Even if it takes all night or a hundrеd years Need a place to hide, but I cant find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I cant fight my fear Isnt it lovely, all alone Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home

Baby, I dont feel so good, six words you never understood Ill never let you go, five words youll never say I laugh along like nothings wrong, four days has never felt so long If threes a crowd and two was us, one slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I cant tell you how much I wish I didnt wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason were not through? Is there a 12 step just for you? Our conversations all in blue 11 heys Ten fingers tearin out my hair Nine times you nevеr made it there I atе alone at 7, you were six minutes away How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I cant tell you how much I wish I didnt wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation Dont say Im not your type Just say that Im not your preferred sexual orientation Im so selfish But you make me feel helpless, yeah And I cant stand another day Stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way, hmm I cant tell you how much I wish I didnt wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay

What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go? Come here Say it, spit it out, what is it exactly Youre payin? Is the amount cleanin you out? Am I satisfactory? Today, Im thinkin about the things that are deadly The way Im drinkin you down Like I wanna drown, like I wanna end me Step on the glass, staple your tongue Bury a friend, try to wake up Cannibal class, killing the son Bury a friend, I wanna end me I wanna end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go? Listen Keep you in the dark, what had you expected? Me to make you my art and make you a star And get you connected? Ill meet you in the park, Ill be calm and collected But we knew right from the start that youd fall apart Cause Im too expensive Its probably somethin that shouldnt be said out loud Honestly, I thought that I would be dead by now Calling security, keepin my head held down Bury the hatchet or bury a friend right now The debt I owe, gotta sell my soul Cause I cant say no, no, I cant say no Then my limbs all froze and my eyes wont close And I cant say no, I cant say no Careful Step on the glass, staple your tongue Bury a friend, try to wake up Cannibal class, killing the son Bury a friend, I wanna end me I wanna end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… end me I wanna, I wanna, I wanna… What do you want from me? Why dont you run from me? What are you wondering? What do you know? Why arent you scared of me? Why do you care for me? When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

I cant seem to focus And you dont seem to notice Im not here, Im just a mirror You check your complexion To find your reflections all alone I have to go Cant you hear me, Im not coming home Do you understand, Ive changed my plans Cause I, Im in love with my future Cant wait to meet her And I, Im in love But not with anybody else Just wanna get to know myself I know supposedly Im lonely now Know Im supposed to be unhappy without someone But arent I someone I Like To be your answer Cause youre so handsome I know better than to drive you home Cause youd invite me in And Ill be yours again But I , Im in love with my future And you dont know her ooh And I, Im in love But not with anybody here Ill see you in a couple years

I shouldve known Id leave alone Just goes to show That the blood you bleed is just the blood you owe We were a pair But I saw you there Too much to bear You were my life But life is far away from fair Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else? That Id fallen for a lie You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death, or paradise? Now youll never see me cry Theres just no time to die Theres just no time to die Theres just no time to die Theres just no time to die I let it burn Youre no longer my concern mm Faces from my past return Another lesson yet to learn That Id fallen for a lie You were never on my side Fool me once Fool me twice Are you death Or paradise Now youll never see me cry Theres just no time to die No time to die, Hmm No Time to die, ooh Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise Now youll never see me cry Theres just no time to die

White shirt now red, my bloody nose Sleepin, youre on your tippy toes Creepin around like no one knows Think youre so criminal Bruises on both my knees for you Dont say thank you or please I do what I want when Im wanting to My soul? So cynical So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Duh Im the bad guy I like it when you take control Even if you know that you dont Own me, Ill let you play the role Ill be your animal My mommy likes to sing along with me But she wont sing this song If she rеads all the lyrics Shell pity the mеn I know So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Duh Im the bad guy, duh Im only good at bein bad, bad I like when you get mad I guess Im pretty glad that youre alone You said shes scared of me? I mean, I dont see what she sees But maybe its cause Im wearing your cologne Im a bad guy Im, Im a bad guy Bad guy, bad guy Im a bad

White shirt now red, my bloody nose Sleepin, youre on your tippy toes Creepin around like no one knows Think youre so criminal Bruises on both my knees for you Dont say thank you or please I do what I want when Im wanting to My soul? So cynical So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Duh Im the bad guy I like it when you take control Even if you know that you dont Own me, Ill let you play the role Ill be your animal My mommy likes to sing along with me But she wont sing this song If she rеads all the lyrics Shell pity the mеn I know So youre a tough guy Like it really rough guy Just cant get enough guy Chest always so puffed guy Im that bad type Make your mama sad type Make your girlfriend mad tight Might seduce your dad type Im the bad guy Duh Im the bad guy, duh Im only good at bein bad, bad I like when you get mad I guess Im pretty glad that youre alone You said shes scared of me? I mean, I dont see what she sees But maybe its cause Im wearing your cologne Im a bad guy Im, Im a bad guy Bad guy, bad guy Im a bad

کمک ، من خودم را دوباره گم کردم اما من تو را به یاد دارم برنگرد ، ختم به خیر نخواهد شد اما کاش به من می گفتی عشق ما شش فوت زیر است نمی توانم تعجب نکنم اگر قبر ما از باران سیراب شد آیا گلها گل می دهند؟ آیا گلها می توانند شکوفا شوند؟ از نو؟ لبهایم را پس بگیرید ، لمس خود را پاک کنید این همه برای من بیش از حد است مثل دود در هوا منفجر شود چگونه می توان بی خیال مرد؟ عشق ما شش فوت زیر است نمی توانم تعجب نکنم اگر قبر ما از باران سیراب شد آیا گلها گل می دهند؟ آیا گلهای رز می توانند شکوفا شوند؟ آنها در حال پخش صدای ما هستند امشب ما رو دراز بکش و همه این ابرها ما رو به زندگی گریه کن اما مثل یک شب سردی شش فوت زیر نمی توانم تعجب نکنم اگر قبر ما از باران سیراب شد شکوفه شکوفه از نو کمک ، من خودم را دوباره گم کردم اما من تو را به یاد دارم

What is it about them? I must be missing something They just keep doing nothing Too intoxicated to be scared Better off without them Theyre nothing but unstable Bring ashtrays to the table And thats about the only thing they share Im in their secondhand smoke Still just drinking canned Coke I dont need a Xanny to feel better On designated drives home Only one whos not stoned Dont give me a Xanny, now or ever Can you check your Uber rating? Oh my god Wakin up at sundown Theyre latе to every party Nobodys evеr sorry Too inebriated now to dance Morning as they come down Their pretty heads are hurting Theyre awfully bad at learning Make the same mistakes, blame circumstance Im in their secondhand smoke Still just drinking canned Coke I dont need a Xanny to feel better On designated drives home Only one whos not stoned Dont give me a Xanny, now or ever Please dont try to kiss me on the sidewalk On your cigarette break I cant afford to love someone Who isnt dying by mistake in Silver Lake What is it about them? I must be missing something They just keep doin nothing Too intoxicated to be scared Hmm, hmm Hmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm Come down Hurting Learning

Ive been watching you for some time Cant stop staring at those ocean eyes Burning cities and napalm skies Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes Your ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Falling into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes Ive been walking through a world gonе blind Cant stop thinking of your diamond mind Careful creature madе friends with time He left her lonely with a diamond mind And those ocean eyes

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what youd think And if Im being honest It mightve been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly So I stepped off the golden, mm Nobody cried Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up I see You with me And you say As long as Im here no-one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I can change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you. I tried to scream, But my head was underwater They called me weak Like Im not just somebodys daughter It couldve been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there (right there, right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I dont wanna let anybody know Cause everybody wants something from me now And I dont wanna let em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up I see You with me And you say As long as Im here no-one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I can change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you. If I knew it all then would I do it again Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead? If I knew it all then would I do it again, Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?

Ive been watchin you for some time Cant stop starin at those ocean eyes Burning cities and napalm skies Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes Your ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Fallin into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes Ive been walkin through a world gone blind Cant stop thinkin of your diamond mind Careful creature made friends with time He left her lonely with a diamond mind And those ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Fallin into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes No fair You really know how to make me cry When you give me those ocean eyes Im scared Ive never fallen from quite this high Fallin into your ocean eyes Those ocean eyes

Thought I found a way Thought I found a way out But you never go away So I guess I gotta stay now Oh, I hope some day Ill make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I cant find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I cant fight my fear Isnt it lovely, all alone? Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Walking out of time Looking for a better place Somеthings on my mind Always in my head space But I know someday Ill makе it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I cant find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I cant fight my fear Isnt it lovely, all alone? Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Woah, yeah Yeah, ah Woah, woah Hello, welcome home

I lost my grandad my sisters can’t even see him And if that was yo blood , why would you 6 feet deep em Ever since you left this earth you left my momma grieving We were supposed to come this summer , ain’t knew you was leaving It was 2013 the first time that I seen him The first time that you left my momma wasn’t eating My mom not sleeping My momma ain’t even dreaming We was supposed to come this summer we ain’t know that you was leaving But I wanna be alone, alone with you if that makes sense Can’t even sleep at nights Ain’t been the samе since my grandpa died I’ve seen you oncе, can I see you twice ? Want me to marry he won’t , see my wife Now I’m thinking about your death I can’t even stop this feeling You were peaceful when you died , you were okay with leaving I think my mom okay , I’m thinking momma healing Wanted me to do right I guess that’s what he seeking I remember you was on the phone I didn’t even want to talk to you I regret it every second I want to to talk to you You always by my side I know you watching me If no one gon be I know you proud of me I lost my grandad my sisters can’t even see him And if that was yo blood , why would you 6 feet deep em Ever since you left this earth you left my momma grieving We were supposed to come this summer , ain’t knew you was leaving But I wanna be alone, alone with you if that makes sense

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what youd think And if Im bein honest It mightve been a nightmare To anyone who might care I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care I had a dream I got everything I wanted When I wake up I see You and me I got everything I wanted When I wake up I see You and me And you say, As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you I got everything I wanted I got everything I wanted Wanted wanted everything everything You and me I got everything I wanted

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what youd think And if Im bein honest It mightve been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly So I stepped off the Golden, mm Nobody cried Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like Im not just somebodys daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I dont wanna let anybody know Cause everybody wants something from me now And I dont wanna let em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, As long as Im here, no one can hurt you Dont wanna lie here, but you can learn to If I could change the way that you see yourself You wouldnt wonder why you hear They dont deserve you If I knew it all then, would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead? If I knew it all then, would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?

Bite my tongue, bide my time Wearing a warning sign Wait til the world is mine Visions I vandalize Cold in my kingdom size Fell for these ocean eyes You should see me in a crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one Count my cards, watch them fall Blood on a marble wall I like the way they all scrеam Tell me which one is worsе Living or dying first Sleeping inside a hearse You say, Come over, baby I think youre pretty Im okay, Im not your baby If you think Im pretty You should see me in a crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one Crown Im gonna run this nothing town Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by You should see me in a crown Your silence is my favorite sound Watch me make em bow One by one by one One by one by one

Hmm-mm Wake up and smell the coffee Is your cup half full or empty? When we talk, you say it softly But I love it when youre awfully quiet Hmm-mm, quiet Hmm-mm You see the piece of paper Could be a little greater Show me what you could make her Youll never know until you try it Hmm-mm And you dont have to keep it quiet And I know it makes you nervous But I promise you, its worth it To show em everything you kept inside Dont hide, dont hide Too shy to say, but I hope you stay Dont hide away Come out and play Look up, out of your window See snow, wont let it in though Leave home, feel the wind blow Cause its colder here inside in silence And you dont have to keep it quiet Yeah, I know it makes you nervous But I promise you, its worth it To show em everything you kept inside Dont hide, dont hide Too shy to say but I hope you stay Dont hide away Come out and play