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“After my stigmatisation by public service as outcast with adhd, I am pushed more and more to the edge of society.” | stigmatisation by public service, pushed more and more to the edge of society, outcast with adhd, | 5 | 324 |
“I want children, I want to be married. I’m over being single” | Want to be married, over being single, | 5 | 370 |
“She said no she doesn’t want to stay in our house and I know it’s because of her germ phobia so I never ended up getting the therapy because I had nobody else to look after our daughter.” | Nobody else to look after our daughter, | 5 | 369 |
“I have no motivation I am crying all the time I hardly leave the house except for work and essentials." | no motivation, crying all the time | 6 | 412 |
“Everything is getting harder. Im scared of what my next step down will look like.” | harder, scared | 1 | 36 |
“I cry every day, struggle to get out of bed in the morning” | cry every day, struggle | 3 | 196 |
“Im ok for now, but scared for my future. Im young so maybe i can change and make things better but i’m scared its too late - other people my age are independent and doing well but i’m behind I don’t know what to do" | Scared, future, independent | 2 | 139 |
“I feel so lost, sad and alone and I don't know what to do.” | So lost, sad and alone, | 5 | 351 |
"It's disorienting because I no longer care, which is unusual for me." | disorienting, no longer care, unusual | 3 | 225 |
“trauma bonding? I think this is what I have with my husband which is why I am unable to leave him even though I know he abuses me...” | Trauma, | 4 | 274 |
“I’ve tried keeping up exercising and making friends but my energy has dropped and I feel like I can’t be bothered anymore.” | keeping up exercising, energy has dropped, | 4 | 275 |
Then was sent here to Australia as an international student at a university I hate which has no groups or social events and I failed almost 10 courses and am taking 5 years to finish my bachelors. | university, failed, courses bachelors | 1 | 59 |
“Instead I have less than five grand and I am 24! I have now only just managed to get two jobs, both of which I haven’t started. This has deeply depressed me,” | Jobs, depressed | 2 | 111 |
"I’m tired of holding it all in." | tired of holding it all in | 3 | 238 |
“I need to talk to people but I have no one to talk to.” | Have no one to talk to, need to talk to people, | 5 | 378 |
"I've seen so many therapists and I'm tired of being a burden on my family." | Burden | 1 | 6 |
“My issue is that because they are so supportive, I feel like I’m letting them down.” | Letting them down, | 5 | 347 |
"She told me she can't do a relationship right now, that the depression is taking up all her energy and she isn't capable of supporting someone else's needs." | Can’t do a relationship right now, isn’t capable of supporting someone else’s needs, | 5 | 333 |
“I ran as quick as I could from my job.” | Job | 2 | 158 |
“My boss is the reason I want to leave (one eg. she blames me for everything - even customers turning up late).” | Boss, leave | 2 | 150 |
“I have so much regret about not spending their last day with them and not being there in their final hours.” | so much regret | 3 | 177 |
“no one understands me, or cares or takes the time to really know how I am feeling,” | No one understands me, | 5 | 379 |
“But I feel like I’m drowning but I don’t know how to swim. ” | Drowning | 3 | 184 |
"I've not cone to the understanding I have autism cptsd, OCD, anxiety, severe depression." | autism, cptsd, OCD, anxiety, severe depression, | 4 | 272 |
“There was just so much stress and expectation placed on study around me that I took a significant dip in both my mental health and my marks.” | Stress, expectation, dip, marks | 1 | 10 |
“last year I was having relationship problems and ended up in hospital with severe stress.” | Relationship problems, severe stress, | 5 | 367 |
“I’m unemployed cos I went to TAFE and no one will give a job. I am trapped .” | Unemployed, job, trapped | 2 | 103 |
“I’m exhausted everyday and battle just to get ready for work." | exhausted everyday, battle, work | 2 | 81 |
“never got my 'P's, dropped out of University and I don't have any hard or soft skills.” | dropped out, university, hard, soft skills | 1 | 38 |
"I can't find people who actually understand without crying." | Cant find people who actually understand without crying, | 5 | 392 |
“I am so unmotivated, it's stepped up since Covid... I feel I have cried almost every day at the same stage during day for 2 years." | So unmotivated, cried | 3 | 167 |
"Once or twice I heard her sigh in presumed impatience as I was explaining something. I am feeling downhearted about working with her." | Sigh in presumed impatience, feeling downhearted | 6 | 449 |
“I have bad anxiety and I constantly have like a knot in my stomach, everything is magnified 100 per cent and I am in a constant state of worry it's affecting my sleep terribly ” | knot in my stomach, affecting my sleep, | 4 | 299 |
“i'm just suffocating in my own life, my own body.” | suffocating in my own life | 3 | 198 |
“I’ve just changed antidepressants and the cost has increased from $15 to $75 per script. I’m finding myself cutting them in halves sometimes to save money.” | antidepressants, | 4 | 286 |
"I haven’t been able to eat or to sleep longer than 2 hours in the last 2 days." | haven’t been able to eat or to sleep longer, | 4 | 316 |
“But internally, I feel like I’m crumbling.” | crumbling | 6 | 446 |
“I have been feeling so many feelings at once, i can't keep up anymore.” | can't keep up anymore | 3 | 194 |
“I’m not in the financial position to pay $300 per session a week" | financial position | 2 | 89 |
"We separated our accounts when we separated, and he now holds that against me as I work, earn and save more, and pay most of the bills." | Accounts, work, earn, save, bills | 2 | 146 |
"I feel stressed. I feel overwhelmed. I feel emotionally tapped out.” | Stress, overwhelmed, emotionally tapped out | 3 | 163 |
"I wake up, I am so tired it is hard to get up from the bed.” | so tired, hard to get up from bed, | 4 | 247 |
"I also don't like the economy today and the expense of living or with education." | Economy, expense | 2 | 147 |
“I also compare myself to others. They can do it. Why can’t I?” | Compare myself | 1 | 2 |
“After a year of job searching and no success I can't keep things the way they are.” | Job searching, no success | 2 | 92 |
“my long past childhood experience of being punished (not sure what for) keeps coming up in my mind and I guess I am thinking it must affect my life day to day” | Punished | 6 | 416 |
when I get to my desk I'd start procrastinating, franctically scrolling through social medias and kpop vids while torturing with the stress of assignments. Every morning I'd wake up and know that I'd need to study but am struggling to even get up off bed. | Procrastinating, stress, struggling | 1 | 69 |
“I sometimes have dreams about him and wake up crying and when I think about him, it makes me emotional, like right now.” | wake up crying, emotional | 6 | 450 |
“I'm 24 and have finished my university degree which i forced myself to do out of fear of not having a career in the future. Now that I’m finished I'm really struggling to find a purpose in my life. I don’t want to do anything. Nothing interest me. Every job i apply for, if I get an interview i choose to not go as i no longer want the job, feel incompetent ” | University, degree, career, future, struggling, purpose, job, interview, incompetent | 2 | 123 |
"My wife has asked for a separation, and I'm after some perspectives from anyone who has gone through something similar." | My wife has asked for a separation, | 5 | 355 |
"I've been getting an inner feeling that my management isn't very good.” | Management | 2 | 96 |
"Yesterday I had a bad day at work and received a disgruntled parent phone call that could have been avoided if I had handled a situation a different way." | Bad day, work | 2 | 143 |
"Constantly on the edge. This life is exhausting. Trying is exhausting. I want to give up. I want to lose my mind. I don’t want to try. I can’t be perfect I cant, please just stop." | Constantly on the edge, life is exhausting, Trying is exhausting, want to give up, want to lose my mind, don’t want to try, can’t be perfect | 3 | 239 |
"I have told him I need some space away and I am staying with my mum atm." | Need some space away, | 5 | 364 |
"I have been suffering stress and anxiety for most of this year and since a couple of months I feel I have just reached my limit." | suffering stress and anxiety, just reached my limit | 6 | 418 |
“My mum has severe enough OCD but refuses to talk about it or get help” | severe OCD , | 4 | 262 |
"Another bad thing is sometimes I feel my management is all show & no substance." | management, no substance | 2 | 97 |
“I am visiting her during the day... I work full-time, she has a niece who lives next door however not everyone is available full time for care, medication, home maintenance.” | Not everyone is available full time, | 5 | 383 |
“I keep making mistakes at work, each day I mess up things a newbie would know not to do, and I just know I’m getting on everyone's nerves that I keep making these silly mistakes and forgetting things I should already know.” | Work, mistakes, mess up, newbie, nerves | 2 | 122 |
“Why can't I just get peace? It's my brain that's broken so why can't my brain fix it?” | Peace, brain that’s broken, | 3 | 183 |
“for some reason i continue to put things in place that i think i enjoy doing but then realise that i don't like doing this activity that i maybe used to enjoy and ultimately end up hating myself more after.” | end up hating myself more | 3 | 202 |
"I am just constantly so tired. More than tired. I am physically and mentally exhausted.” | Constantly so tired, physically and mentally exhausted, | 4 | 246 |
“I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety and depression, but I’m really struggling.” | diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety and depression, | 4 | 294 |
“she has always suffered depression, self medicates with alcohol mainly but does use other drugs if available to her.” | suffered depression, self medicates with alcohol, does use other drugs, | 4 | 287 |
"I feel bad to admit that I am relieved when he leaves the house, and bummed out when he comes home." | Relieved when he leaves the house, | 5 | 338 |
“Today again I got bad news regarding my health.” | bad news regarding my health, | 4 | 289 |
“She still talks and acts well but is fearful of living by herself." | Fearful of living by herself, | 5 | 381 |
Even when I try to stay positive, sadness creeps in, making me question if I will ever truly feel happy again. | Sadness creeps | 6 | 425 |
“I’m starting a new job soon and worry about all of it. I feel like an imposter and like they are going to be disappointed by me. I had to resign my previous job due to burnout and I don’t want to go down that road again." | Job, worry, imposter, disappointed, burnout | 2 | 125 |
“I wake up every day feeling nauseated for as long as I can remember, I honestly feel awful on waking but I'm not sure why.” | wake up every day feeling nauseated, feel awful on waking, | 4 | 291 |
"I'm constantly disconnected from reality, engaged in a daily struggle to comprehend my triggers and navigate through relentless mood swings" | disconnected, daily struggle, triggers, relentless mood swings | 3 | 223 |
“I am so upset and anxious and I guess I just want someone to make that decision for me” | upset, anxious | 6 | 403 |
“I feel this is the massive wake up call I need but I also feel it’s just too late." | massive wake up call, feel it’s just too late | 3 | 219 |
“I'm wanting to enjoy the rest of my life by not having the pressure of work.” | Pressure, work | 2 | 129 |
"It feels like his depression has skyrocketed to the point I'm scared he might seriously harm himself." | depression has skyrocketed, seriously harm | 6 | 405 |
“I’ve had a return of physical symptoms I had recur throughout last year - shortness of breath and feeling very unwell.” | physical symptoms, shortness of breath, very unwell, | 4 | 278 |
"I can’t eat, I feel sick." | can’t eat, feel sick, | 4 | 317 |
"I feel guilty about my past, like I was a bad person." | feel guilty about my past | 6 | 478 |
“I had repeat instances of verbal and physical abuse which were quite extreme and left me with nowhere to go but to lie on my bed in a frozen state, often beyond the point of being able to cry.” | physical abuse, lie on my bed in a frozen state, | 4 | 280 |
“I am trying to have them understand that the way they communicate with me just doesn’t work.” | The way they communicate with me just doesn’t work, | 5 | 342 |
“I wish everyday I would go to sleep and not wake, crazy how it all works.” | Sleep and not wake, crazy how it all works | 6 | 469 |
“My psychologist says she finds the way my parents talk to me sad (they would sometimes come with me to appointments) and that I should try making my own family with friends but I really struggle making friends too” | Struggle making friends too, | 5 | 353 |
“It is just an emotional rollercoaster.” | emotional rollercoaster | 6 | 427 |
“I really wish I got a job when I was 14 or even 15 and stayed with it! I would have had a much better Resume and found it easier to get other jobs.” | Job, jobs | 2 | 112 |
“My bf broke up with me 5 months ago and I’m still struggling to recover. Most mornings I wake up and think about him and everything that went wrong. I also think what am I doing here, what’s the point, and feel very fearful about the future without him.” | struggling to recover, feel very fearful about the future | 3 | 179 |
“I had multiple skull fractures, bleeding on the brain quite badly and many broken bones.” | multiple skull fractures, bleeding on the brain, broken bones, | 4 | 296 |
"I'm the only one in my friendship group that has lost a parent, let alone both... I find it hard to talk to my friends about this because they haven't experienced something similar." | Find it hard to talk to my friends about this, lost a parent, | 5 | 354 |
"If we don't "nag" her, she won't shower or eat properly." | won't shower, eat properly, | 4 | 318 |
“i am feeling very desperate lately. Im just so tired of fighting.” | feeling very desperate, so tired of fighting | 6 | 461 |
"Trying to be the Rock to support my wife, kids, mum and my 96-year-old nanna." | Trying to be the rock to support my wife, kids, mum, | 5 | 346 |
"I feel a mix of Anxiety, Depression, and PTSD all rolled into one" | feel a mix of Anxiety, Depression, and PTSD | 3 | 233 |
“I’ve been single for 6 years now, no romantic prospects and my love life is just a string of one night stands.” | No romantic prospects, my love life is just a string of one night stands, | 5 | 373 |
"Could understand if he had died a natural death but the unknown is killing me.” | Unknown, killing me | 3 | 164 |
“I'm not living and life seems to hard. I haven't worked for 6 years, after having a back injury, I was a nurse of 20 years.” | Hard, worked | 2 | 136 |
“I feel there is nothing i can do too help myself." | nothing i can do too help myself | 3 | 197 |
“My self harm has escalated, it's more frequent and worse atm." | Self harm has escalated, | 4 | 258 |
"I just want my life to end, it's not worth this pain." | want my life to end, it's not worth this pain | 3 | 232 |
“I dislike driving alone and not fond of the idea of going to uni classes not knowing anybody, which cause me to have breakdowns about it. I just want to live peacefully and become finally stable. But i know that it won't happen without having hardships and challenging moment in my life to get there.” | Stable, hardships, challenging moment | 2 | 115 |
“She also said that if I’m not coping, then my hours will be cut back to 8 hours/ week, currently I do around 20 hours/ week due to other health issues. She then waved me out, said rest up and Ill see you in a week” | Not coping, cut back | 2 | 120 |
"I have a family member who is going through a separation of relationship of 11 years and they have small children." | Separation of relationship of 11 years, | 5 | 336 |
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