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Please capitalize it - you're ruining the narrative!

There's no need to scream...

I will be honest with you, and I expect the same from you. Please.

I must be nothing like the model protagonist at all, huh?

To be honest, I haven't read many visual novels.

Sometimes I regret it, because now it costs me a lot of effort just to distinguish between letters and words.

By the way...

If you don't mind, I'd rather not name my diagnoses.

Let at least you be the one who sees me for who I am.

Even though I made you up... don't take that away from me, okay?

Don't ask me for too much.

How stupid does this all seem...

From the very beginning you've been following me, reading my delusional thoughts, hearing my silly conversations...

I must seem crazy and weird to you...?

Haha...

What is it like to see the world through my eyes?

Ever since... ahem... something happened, all I see is red. Red blood, everywhere.

No, don't worry about me, I got used to it a long time ago! Admittedly, I'd even forgotten what other colors look like.

Come on, haha...

Those monsters from the store... they didn't scare me at all. After all, I know they won't hurt me.

Sometimes I think that they themselves are afraid of me...

Can you imagine that?

By the way, if you want to ask me 'what happened?' - please, don't.

Really?

Really?

Promise me!

Promise me!

I'm serious!

Of course, you couldn't help but ask...

In the end, I'm just talking to myself. Sooner or later I would have brought it up.

So you're really that interested in what happened to me?

I won't waste time.

Right.

Right.

Right.

Right.

Are you sure?

Anyway...

This is my dad.

Some of his parts, at least.

We do have a very difficult family...

But despite all the problems... I n-never would have thought...!

Sorry, I shouldn't have raised my voice.

Anyway... he jumped out the window and died.

This is my last memory. Then - a long gap.

Strange, very strange...

Today is the first time I've ever been able to buy something in a store without a major incident.

Of course, the medicine helped me, however...

I think it's more your merit.

I kept thinking, 'we mustn't screw up in front of the reader!' or 'oh my God, what will he think? Haha!

I don't know why I decided to become a visual novel character for the sake of going to the store today... but it clearly paid off!

Thank you!

By the way...

It seems to me that there are some boundaries in our communication...

That's how I like it! Haha!..

And yet, I've been so sad lately...

I've been thinking more and more about what my life has become. Ever since my dad...

... well, you know.

Day after day, it's the same thing.

I've tried so many medications that I hardly feel any difference between them anymore.

As long as they help keep me on my feet, I'm happy, haha...

But you know what?

Today is a special day, because I have you!

There's so much I want to tell you, you can't even ima

Oh no...

I understand.

Well, dear reader, shall we go?

When I get to my floor, I hang over the railing.

Repeating this action every day, like a ritual, I stopped being afraid of heights altogether.

A few minutes ago, the effects of the medicine finally wore off, so I just enjoy the blissful silence.

When I am under the influence of drugs, terrible and unpleasant melodies sound in my head. Mixing with the sounds of the world around me, they create a terrible dissonance in my head.

I turn around and go to my apartment.

Did you bring the milk?

Hi, Mom.

Did you bring the milk?

Yes, Mom.

Did your new medicine help?

Yes, Mom.

Go to bed.

Yes, Mom.

Looks like '' doesn't help me at all...

I guess I'll try something else next time.

Looks like '' doesn't help me at all...

I guess I'll try something else next time.

Write down your name.

Who are you talking to?

Shut up and go already.

What game?

old ...

Wow, that's a whole word more!

I think this time the 'l' sound was longer than usual...

Who knows...

Don't worry!

By the way, you've been walking with your left foot on the pavement and your right foot on the grass for a full minute now...

Fifty steps on the pavement and fifty-one in the grass.

You have to undo the previous step.

He-he-he...

It's not the first time this has happened.

You've been taught the right way, haven't you? Come on...

You're so stupid.