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non-suicide | I am about to sleep. Put random crap in the comments for me to wake up to. (Night 11) I've said it ten times and I'll say it again. I am pretending to write something so this does not get deleted. I am pretending to write something so this does not get deleted. | sleep random crap comment wake night say time pretend write not delete pretend write not delete |
suicide | My life is awful and I don't know how to cope. I am 22 and I dropped out of college and moved back in with my parents last year. I hate living with my parents because they are very stressed (a lot of this is because of how my life is going). I just feel like a burden and I feel guilty. I feel like the only honorable thing to do is to kill myself. I am just so tired all the time and my living environment is so negative. Everyone tries to help but words are just so meaningless and have been for so long. Platitudes and cliches just make me angry now..idk I just want to feel better now or die nothing else is acceptable to me. | life awful not know cope drop college move parent year hate live parent stress lot life go feel like burden feel guilty feel like honorable thing kill tired time living environment negative try help word meaningless long platitude cliche angry now i not know want feel well die acceptable |
suicide | COVID can help me dieIf I do it soon, less of a chance they'll want to save me or even be able to. Hospital ICU beds are filling up again because of another pandemic surge in my area; they are probably running out of ventilators soon. Maybe they would let me die this time. I've been brainstorming what to write in my note to the hospital staff in a sealed envelope that I'll have on me when I'm found. I'm in healthcare, too. Or was? Even in my death I'll be a waste of breath, effort and space. Just how I lived my life. Maybe if my letter is good enough, they won't hate me as much after. I'm not doing it tonight though, don't worry guys (if anybody even reads this) | ovid help die if soon chance want save able hospital ice bed fill pandemic surge area probably run ventilator soon maybe let die time brainstorm write note hospital staff sealed envelope find healthcare death waste breath effort space live life maybe letter good not hate not tonight not worry guy anybody read |
non-suicide | Day 4 of reminding people to wear a mask Can't post a picture atm for obvious reasons. Please remember to wear a mask in public as it would not be very cool for covid to keep the world on hold any longer | day remind people wear mask not post picture atm obvious reason remember wear mask public not cool ovid world hold longer |
suicide | People got what they wantedThey alway told me I would do nothing in life. And now I’m here , I cannot do my math homework if not in certain conditions, but these conditions are not okay, lets say: you can’t have music, nor use a calculator; not even for homework and I’m at my home.
They made me into that ugly human they pictured me, and this doesn’t help let say
I want to die | people get wanted they a way tell life not match homework not certain condition condition not okay let not music use calculator not homework home ugly human picture not help let want die |
non-suicide | Day 1 of doing pushups every day so I can stop being a fat fuck and look more like a man For context I'm a bit overweight (but not American) and I am a transgender guy. To help me look more like a guy I want to lose some weight. It's also to improve my health, but looking like a guy is higher priority.
My friend told me I should start doing pushups, starting with 5 (because I'm just starting out after years of not excersizing properly) but will probably add more in the future.
I have done my pushups for today! I'll post again when I do them tomorrow. | day pushup day stop fat fuck look like man context bit overweight not american transcend guy help look like guy want lose weight improve health look like guy high priority friend tell start pushup start start year not excessive properly probably add future pushup today post tomorrow |
non-suicide | What r some songs that are so bad they are funny or just meant to be funny. Pls share funny songs not songs that are just bad. Pls don’t share popular songs I’ve probably already heard it. If you don’t know any funny songs feel free to share your favorite song! :) | a song bad funny mean funny plus share funny song not song bad plus not share popular song probably hear not know funny song feel free share favourite song |
non-suicide | Someone loves me They’re going through and downdooting all my posts
Finally, the love I deserve~ | love go down note post finally love deserve |
non-suicide | when there is three people left in among us so you sabotage reactor and start venting but somehow they call a meet [https://www.google.com/search?q=destruction+100&rlz=1C1EJFC\_enUS854US854&tbm=isch&source=iu&ictx=1&fir=GNhO0Ib5hNhVKM%252CJOpLUi2x\_NO\_2M%252C\_&vet=1&usg=AI4\_-kRt2IsW16CqWXDhu1jJlvx0yU2yYA&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwil9aXEzc3tAhWIMd8KHa\_9CZEQ9QF6BAgQEAE#imgrc=GNhO0Ib5hNhVKM](https://www.google.com/search?q=destruction+100&rlz=1C1EJFC_enUS854US854&tbm=isch&source=iu&ictx=1&fir=GNhO0Ib5hNhVKM%252CJOpLUi2x_NO_2M%252C_&vet=1&usg=AI4_-kRt2IsW16CqWXDhu1jJlvx0yU2yYA&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwil9aXEzc3tAhWIMd8KHa_9CZEQ9QF6BAgQEAE#imgrc=GNhO0Ib5hNhVKM) | people leave sabotage reactor start vent meet |
suicide | A poem I made.Title: Black
Poem #1, Black
As he walks this lonely road, on this cold, bitter, yet inviting night
He sees a different world than his peers
A world devoid of all color
A world lacking in real meaning or depth
A place without love
A place without meaning
Not a glimmer of light is present yet he still persists
No matter how much he dreams of a future of light and prosperity
He never progresses
Walking along this path has tired him to a certain degree
He continues
He then encounters a very slippery, wet terrain
He struggles to stand
And regardless of his efforts
He falls | poem made title black poem black walk lonely road cold bitter invite night see different world peer world devoid color world lack real meaning depth place love place mean not glimmer light present persist no matter dream future light prosperity progress walk path tire certain degree continue encounter slippery wet terrain struggle stand regardless effort fall |
suicide | fuck anxietyI kept posting here on other acc w/ the same problem Thinking things 'get better' as everyone here says...it didnt...I just want to kill myself but I don't know how and I'm afraid to.I never thought I would be as low as I am in life, but whatever. I'll be off this place soon enough | fuck anxiety keep post acc a problem think thing well says it not want kill not know afraid to i think low life place soon |
non-suicide | I’m willing to make a investment, shredded cheese for affection Benefits of giving affection to me me: I won’t move when cuddling and I constantly wear hoodies so I’ll be warm
Un-benefits of giving affection to me: I’ll still cry myself, I’m me and I won’t give you my hoodie
I have shredded cheese any offers are accepted | willing investment shred cheese affection benefit give affection not cuddle constantly wear hoodie warm a benefit give affection cry not hoodie shred cheese offer accept |
suicide | Sick of the gameWhy is it that we have to pretend to be someone we are not to fit in? | sick game why pretend not fit |
suicide | I want to start overtheres nothing left I haven't ruined. It doesn't matter what it is, if I'm involved it will go wrong. I have no one I can turn to and it isn't fair for me to push my problems onto internet strangers. I can't afford a therapist. I'm honestly so calm right now and I don't like it. It's so easy to sit here and hurt myself. I can't get back all the things I ruined or the things I wanted to do and never did. Ok young enough I guess but most of it is gone forever. People keep giving me platitudes about how it will get better but I've been hearing them for 8+ years now. It's only gotten worse. I've ruined myself too. I'm so tired of being alone | want start over there leave not ruin not matter involve wrong no turn not fair push problem internet stranger not afford therapist honestly calm right not like easy sit hurt not thing ruin thing want of young guess go forever people give platitude well hear year get bad ruin tired |
non-suicide | i'll comment nothing if you want me to. i'll show you my power | comment want power |
non-suicide | Goodnight, world. Going to go hibernate in an industrial shipping crate. Here's what I need you to do.
**Find your favorite inspirational quote, and then use Google Translate to translate it through like 500 different languages, and then back to English. Doesn't have to be an exact number. But make sure the quote is** ***just*** **mistranslated enough that some of the meaning gets lost in the gibberish when it's translated back to English. Whatever that advice is, no matter how stupid or incomprehensible it may be, I will follow that advice and tell you where it lead me at the end of the day. Goodnight <3** | goodnight world go hibernate industrial shipping crate need find favourite inspirational quote use google translate translate like different language english not exact number sure quote mistranslated meaning get lose gibberish translate english advice no matter stupid incomprehensible follow advice tell lead end day goodnight it |
suicide | I want to dieI’m an unwanted piece of shit. Useless no purpose. Everyone who meets me feel sorry me because my life is full of miserable shit and trauma.... when i meet ‘normal’ ppl i feel so abused so missing out so wrong and unfit to live. I’m just damaged and broken, not a single person i met can remotely relate to me.... i feel so disconnected why am i here? | want diem unwanted piece shit useless no purpose meet feel sorry life miserable shit trauma meet normal pal feel abused missing wrong unfit live damage break not single person meet remotely relate feel disconnected |
non-suicide | Anyone wanna chat? Idc what it about the only rule which is probably everyone’s #1 rule is no pedo people I just wanna casually talk about stuff In life | want chat i d rule probably rule no pedro people want casually talk stuff life |
non-suicide | Hi it’s me again, offering to do your homework. Maybe I’ll do it. Idk. | i offer homework maybe not know |
suicide | im embarrassedi posted something on instagram a while back saying how i was gonna kill myself, i later attempted, i’m not sure why i did that and i still stand by it but someone i knew from school called a cop to my house and i had to talk to my parents about it, i think about this moment often and im still so embarrassed and wish i would’ve just went through with it without saying anything publicly. | embarrassed post inst gram say go kill later attempt not sure stand know school call cop house talk parent think moment embarrassed wish go say publicly |
suicide | Any good pills to take to off myself?!I know this aint exactly the right place, but there is nowhere else i know where i can ask this. I just want to know what pills to mix to off myself. | good pill myself know not exactly right place know ask want know pill mix |
non-suicide | Hey Guys Have You Seen My New YouTube video? I have put a lot of effort
https://youtu.be/-mLpe7KUg9U | hey guy see new youtube video lot effort |
non-suicide | I hate my school No matter how "good" my board of education claims we are handling the pandemic, we're not. Almost 180+ students went home in a single day, my favorite teacher had to transfer hospitals + in the icu + on a ventilator, and my best friend just got it meaning imma have to quarantine. I thought when that many students left, we would close school but NO! I can't understand how stupid people can be over this | hate school no matter good board education claim handle pandemic not student go home single day favourite teacher transfer hospital ice ventilator good friend get meaning emma quarantine think student leave close school no not understand stupid people |
suicide | Should I go back to counseling?I get constant mood swings and in a happy one I decided to go and quit. Now (month later) I've relapsed and my depression is through the roof. Don't know how I'll survive till the end of this week tbh.But I don't wanna go back to counselling. I feel guilty for taking up his time, don't want to accept I'm a failure and I quit and told him I won't be coming back. I don't want to seem dependent or weak by going back either. Don't know which way to go. | counselling constant mood swing happy decide quit month later relapse depression roof not know survive till end week to but not want counselling feel guilty take time not want accept failure quit tell not come not want dependent weak go not know way |
suicide | Please give me ways to end it.I’m sick of being nothing. I’m sick of being inferior. I’m sick of being so sick all the time with no cure. I need a way to end it fast because I don’t want to deal with myself anymore, I don’t want to defile this planet with my cursed existence. Trust me, it’s for the best. | way end it i sick sick inferior sick sick time no cure need way end fast not want deal anymore not want defile planet curse existence trust good |
non-suicide | Posting dad Jokes until I get a gf , Day 2 I own a pen that can write when it rans out of ink
it can write other words too | post dad joke of day pen write ran ink write word |
suicide | i have OCD, i feel like never im not going to get betteri have anxiety everyday, i feel pain by thinking. Almost all the time my head is torturing me. I started taking antidepressants recently (sertraline, a ssri).
If this does not work, I am really considering killing myself, this disease ruined all my relationships and ruins me, it has ruined me for many years. I feel very weak for this world, it's full of people with the power to be, but i can't.
I feel alone in my head with all of this. | old feel like not go better anxiety everyday feel pain think time head torture start take antidepressant recently serra line sri not work consider kill disease ruin relationship ruin ruin year feel weak world people power not feel head |
suicide | Tried to kill myself for the third time this yearI feel so helpless and pathetic. I have no direction in my life and don't know where I'm going.
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I've tried to hang myself by tying a cord to a doorknob, but I can't go all the way through with it. I always end up shaking, crying and having a panic attack afterwards.
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I've posted before hoping for some advice, but at this point I'd settle for a stranger on the internet telling me that I'm not a pathetic piece of shit. | try kill time year feel helpless pathetic no direction life not know go amp try hang tie cord doorknob not way end shake cry have panic attack amp post hope advice point settle stranger internet tell not pathetic piece shit |
suicide | I think I'm readyAfter years of trying to break down the wall I've built around my mind, I've given in. It's time I guess. | think read after year try break wall build mind give time guess |
non-suicide | Judge me based off of my post/comment history Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck | judge base post comment history fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck |
suicide | I Called A Suicide Hotline And It Made Things Worse. I Made A Post Here And the Moderators Deleted ItIt's clear that people really don't care and I really have nowhere else to turn.
I want to say thank you to everyone here that posted comments in that thread before it was deleted. I'll never be able to see them unfortunately.
I have less than 30 hours to live now. It's better this way. Nobody cares about me; not even the people who pretend to be there to help.
I'm sorry for being such a failure. | call suicide hotline thing bad post moderator delete it it clear people not care turn want thank post comment thread delete able unfortunately hour live well way care not people pretend help sorry failure |
suicide | How to secretly hurt myselfI don’t want to upset my boyfriend so I need to think of something else besides cutting. He will see it. I just hit myself a bunch but want more pain. I deserve more, I’m fucking up those around me. After my rape I haven’t been the same. I deserve to punish myself like how he did. Help me numb my anger. Help me fix this all. Sometimes I think I would be less of a burden if I wasn’t in his life. Thinking more about ending it so I wouldn’t feel the pain of him leaving. | secretly hurt myself not want upset boyfriend need think cut hit bunch want pain deserve fuck rape not deserve punish like help numb anger help fix think burden not life think end not feel pain leave |
suicide | Can't Keep Going OnI'm so tired of relapsing. I don't have anybody that cares about me. I mi9ss my old online friend. I've had such a shitty start, I have no energy and I can't keep going. My Dad never talks to me unless he needs me to clean some room for him. This time he asked me to clean the bathroom and honestly I don't even have the energy anymore. I just lie in bed all day, I've never been this depressed and tonight I was sitting on a stool with a belt wrapped around my neck, ready to kick it. | not go anim tired relapse not anybody care miss old online friend shitty start no energy not go dad talk need clean room time ask clean bathroom honestly not energy anymore lie bed day depressed tonight sit stool belt wrap neck ready kick |
non-suicide | Im not enjoying anything It has been like this for a month. I still have sleeping problems. I wake up wanting to vomit and most of the time i feel like i cant breathe. | not enjoy like month sleep problem wake want vomit time feel like not breathe |
non-suicide | is it weird wearing a slingbag and a backpack to school? idk if this is the right sub or not but there is a slingbag i wanna buy, the adidas map bag and my friend told me that it would be weird if i wear one to school while im also wearing a slingbag. | weird wear sling bag backpack school not know right sub not sling bag want buy adidas map bag friend tell weird wear school wear sling bag |
suicide | I really should just do itI'm never going to change, I'm never going to get better. It's not ideal but I just don't see the point anymore. | item go change go well not ideal not point anymore |
suicide | Sigh.I just need to talk. I'm a gay teenager in America (not going to divulge age for personal reasons) and I just don't want to live anymore. I have a small group of friends but we're not really close, I can't tell any of them about how I'm feeling inside. I have to put on a mask every day and pretend like it's all okay, when it's not.
My parents love me, my family loves me, but I can't help but feel really, really lonely. I don't talk to anyone I know in real life, they don't want to talk to me. I'm overweight, I'm not attractive, and I can't help but think that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. That's just too much to bear.
Am I just being selfish? I just don't know anymore. | sight need talk gay teenager america not go divulge age personal reason not want live anymore small group friend not close not tell feel inside mask day pretend like okay not parent love family love not help feel lonely not talk know real life not want talk overweight not attractive not help think go rest life bear selfish not know anymore |
non-suicide | For anyone who had antidepressants before I started taking my meds today and after about an hour of taking one of the pills I feel so powerless and relaxed, did you experience the same thing? | antidepressant start take med today hour take pill feel powerless relaxed experience thing |
suicide | I have nothing. No job, no degree, no friends, no motivation, no hope.Just a nonstop cycle of emptiness and pain. I am an absolute failure of a human. | no job no degree no friend no motivation no hope just nonstop cycle emptiness pain absolute failure human |
non-suicide | Any Indian on this Sub? FillerFillerFillerFiller | indian sub |
suicide | UrgesI just have the urge to take my tool and slice my arm vertically and my skin actually tingles and aches for it but i can’t do it because i have to keep my arms clear.
i just want to die but oh well | urges urge tool slice arm vertically skin actually tingle ache not arm clear want die of |
suicide | Someone encourage me to kill myselfI need someone to encourage me to kill myself. I’m ready to go. I’m all ready too kill myself, too, I just need someone to set me free. | encourage kill myself need encourage kill ready ready kill need set free |
non-suicide | Its been a year since I joined reddit I've seen a lot here thank you guys | year join geddit see lot thank guy |
suicide | bananabananananananananananananananan :) | bananabananananananananananananananan |
suicide | (x-post r/depression) how do you cope?Its been almost a year since my last post. Here I am in almost am identical situation, listening to music drinking my night away. I feel like I've done nothing and cant move forward. Everyday is a struggle to tread water. Sometimes the only thing keeping me afloat is my guilt for what it would do to those around me. I don't know what to do. | post depression cop it year post identical situation listen music drink night away feel like not forward everyday struggle tread water thing keep afloat guilt not know |
suicide | why is it so hard to kill yourselfdid my fifth attempt today and i can’t even succeed at fucking hanging myself. been prepping and researching for weeks now and can’t stand being here any longer | hard kill yourself did fifth attempt today not succeed fuck hang preppy research week not stand longer |
suicide | Struggling on a psych wardWell, I'm posting this so I failed my suicide. Long story short, I'm on a section and I have never wanted to die more. I'm so on edge and anxious from things kicking off. My situation hasn't changed in the slightest and I'm getting no treatment. I'm trying to get off my section to go home and finish what I started. It's getting worse in here. | struggle psych ward well post fail suicide long story short section want die edge anxious thing kick situation not change slight get no treatment try section home finish start get bad |
non-suicide | Late night tired galaxy brain go If you have to deal with a vampire werewolf would you use a silver stake, or a wooden bullet? | late night tired galaxy brain deal vampire werewolf use silver stake wooden bullet |
non-suicide | it’s fun knowing multiple languages, even if you only have basic understandings of some of them cuz now i can say le arsch was muy optimus & no one will know what i just said | fun know multiple language basic understanding cut be arch my optimum amp no know say |
suicide | I shouldn't have to feel like this, maybe its your actions, maybe its my mental illness talking...I just don't think I can do this anymore, I've had a history with suicidal thoughts before and I;m so sick and tired of them invading every other thought I have.
I am tired over obsessing over things you enjoy or currently have, just to remember the good ole' days. It hurts me so much, you don't physically how heartbreaking it is to wake up some days. I csan't take it anymore. Some nights it gets to me too much, even to the point where i have to take some Benadryl in order to get a good nights rest.
I miss you, I am a hollow void. I'm sorry | not feel like maybe action maybe mental illness talking not think anymore history suicidal thought be sick tired invade thought tired obsess thing enjoy currently remember good ole day hurt not physically heartbreak wake day ca nt anymore night get point benadryl order good night rest miss hollow void sorry |
suicide | I've Lost, I want out. I'm done.
I can't anymore. I tried my best. luckiky, I was able to get some opiods. | lose want not anymore try good luckily able opioid |
non-suicide | Tutor thinks he is more important than grandma Hello, my name is Konstantin. I'm 16, I live in Russia. Time 11 a.m. Today is a holiday in Russia. We are not learning. Today at 10:20 a.m. I HAD to go to my grandmother. Therefore, I wrote to the tutor about the cancellation of the lesson. She, in turn, wanted to abandon me. Like. What? In her opinion. Is she more important to my grandmother? "Да иди ты нахуй" I would say, if not for my mom. The whole situation is very dumb. A holiday, everyone is resting. And I'm fucking doing math. As a result, I gave it up | tutor think important grandma hello constant in live russia time today holiday russia not learn today grandmother write tutor cancellation lesson turn want abandon like opinion important grandmother a ii to nashua not mon situation dumb holiday rest fuck match result give |
non-suicide | Cheese and onion flavoured bubblegum 🤤 Cheese and onion flavoured bubblegum 🤤 | cheese onion flavour bubblegum cheese onion flavour bubblegum |
non-suicide | I wanna start a lyrics chain I'm going to put a song lyric in the comments. You all got to go from the next line and go from there. Ok | want start lyric chain go song lyric comment get line of |
suicide | Get me the fuck out of my skinDoes anybody get in a mindset where they just want to fucking rip off their skin. Peel it away and run away? I have thoughts about fucking covering my body in tattoos head to toe, piercings... whatever the fuck. I hate having a body. | fuck skin doe anybody mindset want fucking rip skin peel away run away thought fuck cover body tattoos head toe piercing fuck hate have body |
non-suicide | There is no Better Ravioli Than Costco Brand Ravioli. Chefboy'rd brand is inferior to Costco brand in many ways. Costco doesn't taste like soggy noodles and wet beef. Rather than having soggy beef, Costco has crumbly cheese inside the well-done noodles, covered by spaghetti sauce and more cheese. Move aside Chefboy'rd, I only accept Costco brand as my ravioli. | no better ravioli costco brand ravioli chef board brand inferior costco brand way costco not taste like soggy noodle wet beef have soggy beef costco crumbly cheese inside well done noodle cover spaghetti sauce cheese aside chef board accept costco brand ravioli |
non-suicide | guys im so disappointed my period is really light so no snacks for later😔
girls u know what im talking about | guy disappointed period light no snack later girl know talk |
non-suicide | Alright goodnight I'm going to bed I'll reply to your comments tomorrow | alright goodnight go bed reply comment tomorrow |
non-suicide | Should I move to Austin Texas for three months? It would be more expensive and farther away BUT I would have my own freedom in a place that I know I like and am more familiar with
Maybe would be able to make my own new friends ! Or maybe I would be alone and lonely ?? I have a few friends there but not a ton
Idk what does everyone think? | austin texas month expensive farther away freedom place know like familiar maybe able new friend maybe lonely friend not ton not know think |
non-suicide | I have a day left to do all of my homework that I didn't do AAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAQAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA | day leave homework not a a aqua |
suicide | it’s my birthday and no one will respond to meno ones told my happy birthday, i invited the “few” friends i know to come over for some snacks and hang out; they never answered.
i’ve been left on read.
i’m alone
why do i bother always being nice to people and surprise them in their birthdays but no one ever wants to do the same.
no one ever treats you like you have treated them
maybe i am a piece of shit
maybe i don’t deserve anything nice
i’m 26 and i no longer want to be alive
i want to be set free
i can’t stop hurting... | birthday no respond me no one tell happy birthday invite friend know come snack hang answer leave read bother nice people surprise birthday no want no treat like treat maybe piece shit maybe not deserve nice no longer want alive want set free not stop hurt |
non-suicide | matchmaker form! ok hi! the purpose of this form is essentially you fill it out and i'll dm you with a redditor that has similar interests to you! enjoy! [form :)](https://forms.gle/5ppxcav7gQy9Fk888) | matchmaker form of i purpose form essentially fill do redd tor similar interest enjoy form |
non-suicide | Anyone else’s parents hate when you talk to strangers on games I’ve been playing lots of valorant and other games with voice chat and according to my mother they are all weirdos online. Anyone else’s parents like this. Also no I’m not giving out my personal info | else parent hate talk stranger game play lot val rant game voice chat accord mother weirdo online else parent like no not give personal info |
suicide | Dear College Part 2Thank you for giving me even more nights without sleep, and making my sleep schedule/diet go to complete shit. I'm tired of throwing up :( kill me 'm dead anyways au revouir
mop ie rop dop a :
whale of a time | dear college thank give night sleep make sleep schedule diet complete shit tired throw kill a dead anyways a renoir mop in top do whale time |
non-suicide | I want to draw some video game characters I want to build my art style and I want to draw video game characters so can you give suggestions from games like Mario, Kirby, undertale, hollow knight, etc. | want draw video game character want build art style want draw video game character suggestion game like mario kirby undertake hollow knight etc |
suicide | Contemplating asking people who hate me with a passion to kill me and make it look like a non-assisted suicideIn the past I have made several women uncomfortable by harassing them in different ways. At least one woman is still traumatized by my harassment after over half a decade. Her friends hate me with a passion for harassing her and she refuses to accept my apologies. I can't live with myself knowing that I have hurt her and the other women (among other reasons). I'm thinking about asking her friends to kill me and make it look like a non-assisted suicide since it would be giving them what they want as well. | contemplate ask people hate passion kill look like no assisted suicide in past woman uncomfortable harass different way woman traumatize harassment half decade friend hate passion harass refuse accept apology not live know hurt woman reason think ask friend kill look like no assisted suicide give want |
non-suicide | alright y'all should i ask her if she listens to girl in red or sweater weather? she does already cuff her jeans and wear eccentric earrings... what are we thinking ladies and gents and all others? | alright ask listen girl red sweater weather cuff jean wear eccentric earring think lady gent |
non-suicide | Questions for boys and girls (Boys) 1. Have you ever had a girlfriend (be honest)
(Girls) 2. Why do you like to break boys hearts.
(Everyone) 3. Why do girls hate guys 😭. | question boy girl boy girlfriend honest girl like break boy heart girl hate guy |
non-suicide | Has anybody else lost all their friends? I'm just so lonely these days, I don't feel like living don't feel like committing suicide and hurting my family. don't know why I'm posting this to reddit, but thank you if you're reading this, I really appreciate it. 👍 | anybody lose friend lonely day not feel like live not feel like commit suicide hurt family not know post geddit thank read appreciate |
non-suicide | I had to set one of those timers that people usually do when they quit smoking but with going back to my toxic friends I have a history with a toxic group of friends and i’ve been known to leave many times but always come back, the sole reason being there the only people i’ve talked to for 5 years of my life and I have no other friends.
After a fight broke down yesterday I told myself i’m leaving for good and set a timer to force myself not to go back. I just wanted to share | set timer people usually quit smoking go toxic friend history toxic group friend know leave time come sole reason people talk year life no friend fight break yesterday tell leave good set timer force not want share |
suicide | wierd motivation to live.are you feeling like a waste of space? well even if you died you still would be, so you might as well live and be able to move around than to just be there.
thats what ive been thinking about and so far i havnt had actual suicidal thoughts or plans. | weird motivation live are feel like waste space die live able think far haunt actual suicidal thought plan |
suicide | I have to go off for a whileHey, I’ve made a few posts like this, but everyone who’ve I’ve messaged on Reddit, I have to take a break from Reddit, I will still check up on you, and message you every so often to ensure you’re all okay, I hate it, and I’m sorry you’re all suffering, but you’re all so so brave, please stay safe and know you’re loved, goodbye. | while hey post like message geddit break geddit check message ensure okay hate sorry suffer brave stay safe know love goodbye |
non-suicide | Feeling sad right now for no reason Anyone have any tips on how to feel a bit better? None of my friends are replying to my texts and it’s late at night so I can’t do much stuff outside. I’d really appreciate it if you gave a bit of advice if you have any. If any of you need any help with anything I’ll be here for ya :) | feel sad right no reason tip feel bit well friend reply text late night not stuff outside appreciate give bit advice need help a |
suicide | Im so sad and miserableIm so alone and i want someone to just say hi to me even if i go to work everyone avoids me or stares and at me judging me. No one even cares about my existance. I tries to stay home from work to get my family to even ask how i was doing i was waiting in my room for a response but instead I get scolded. No one looks at me like a human i hate myself and everyone. There is no one in the world i admire or like cause im hated, Im deciding if i just off a bridge and drown. Granted ill probably be in hell but who knows. I hate being sad i hate no one caring for me SOMEONE PLEASE ASK HOW IM DOING OR JUST WAVE DONT IGNORE ME PLEASE IM VERY FRAGILE SOMEONE PLEASE CARE FOR ME | sad miserable want i work avoid stare judge no care existence try stay home work family ask wait room response instead scold no look like human hate no world admire like hate decide bridge drown grant ill probably hell know hate sad hate no care ask wave not ignore fragile care |
non-suicide | add my snap jove.luna im really bored and i have nothing better to do. please be 15+ and not dry | add snap jove luna bored well not dry |
suicide | Anyone talk to me tonightToday was such a shitty day...I feel suicidal | talk tonight today shitty day i feel suicidal |
non-suicide | My controller broke :( I know y’all don’t care but I just needed somewhere to bitch
I was yelled at for some bullshit and got pissed and decided to throw my switch controller because it was the closes thing to me and now the stick broke
I now have no other controllers for my switch because I broke the other ones for the exact same reason not too long ago
That is all | controller break know not care need bitch yell bullshit get piss decide throw switch controller close thing stick break no controller switch break one exact reason not long ago |
suicide | I've thought of every single way I can kill myself I can pick one.that's it. the title says it all.
I have 6 unique ways and I can currently perform every one of them.
I would love it if someone could calm me down a little. | think single way kill pick one that title say unique way currently perform love calm little |
suicide | It feels inevitableEvery road looks like it leads to suicide nowadays. I've tried tgerapy, meds, everything I can to get better but I still just sink deeper. Like I'm an untreatable case. And I think there's a part of me now that's accepting it. That no matter what I do, my premature death is the only way this is gonna end. I come a bit closer each day, and I know it's only a matter of time. My desire for an end is gonna outweigh my guilt over how much it'll hurt the people I care about sooner or later. I know it's selfish. But I'll stop caring about it eventually | feel inevitable very road look like lead suicide nowadays try therapy med well sink deep like untreatable case think accept no matter premature death way go end come bit closer day know matter time desire end go outweigh guilt hurt people care sooner later know selfish stop care eventually |
non-suicide | Don’t be scared to talk to girls A lot of dudes are too scared to hit up girls and spark a convo because someone painted the picture that they’ll expose you for sexual assault if you try flirting/shoot your shot, this is just unrealistic and stupid, and it’s what leads to incels
Anyways that’s my pro life tip of the day | not scare talk girl lot dude scared hit girl spark congo paint picture expose sexual assault try flirting shoot shot unrealistic stupid lead intel anyways pro life tip day |
non-suicide | i have too many reddit husbands for being straight i promise im straight | geddit husband straight promise straight |
suicide | Worried about a friend of mine. Help?
I'm going to tell a condensed story.
So my friend (not the one i am worried about) (we'll call her Sarah.) Get's into a relationship with a fellow (we'll call him James, he is who I am worried about.). Sarah is in the U.S. and James is in the U.K. Everything is fine for about a month, until Sarah gets a job with this Carnival. Long story short, Sarah cheats on James and James is considering suicide. I don't know James very well, but I am still worried.
He says he tried killing himself two nights ago, and that he called a hotline earlier that stopped him from jumping in a river | worried friend help go tell condensed story friend not worried sarah get relationship fellow james worried sarah yous james you fine month sarah get job carnival long story short sarah cheat james james consider suicide not know james worried say try kill night ago call hotline earlier stop jump river |
non-suicide | I'm making scones who wants some? If you wants some I'll tag you in my post when the scones are made :] | make scone want want tag post scone |
non-suicide | respect. peoples. pronouns or. i. will. cum. on. your. face.
but. my. cum. is. acid. | respect people pronoun cum face cum acid |
non-suicide | Let me ask yall a question WHATS A MAN GOTTA DO TO GET SOME EEL DICK AROUND HERE
^I’ve ^been ^watching ^alot ^of ^sam ^O’Nella ^don’t ^question ^it | let ask question man get eel dick watch a lot salmonella not question |
non-suicide | I HATE MY FUCKING BROTHER HE MADE ME RUIN A BAG OT PERFECTLY GOOD ORANGES I AM GOING TO LOSE IT ON HIM | hate fucking brother ruin bag of perfectly good orange go lose |
non-suicide | When I first came to this sub, I was worried about being openly trans. I had heard that this sub was really transphobic, so I was hesitant at first. But I met some really cool people and got a lot of support. I started to think that they were wrong about this sub. It turns out that I was the one who was wrong.
Seriously. This place is disgusting sometimes. I know it's not everyone, in fact, it's only a small portion. But it's so much worse than I expected.
Don't be surprised if I leave soon. | come sub worried openly trans hear sub trans phobic hesitant meet cool people get lot support start think wrong sub turn wrong seriously place disgusting know not fact small portion bad expect not surprised leave soon |
non-suicide | That awkward moment you block someone and You can't find their reddit account in your dms anymore so you can't block them again. If your wounding why I blocked them they sent a nude | awkward moment block not find geddit account dos anymore not block wounding block send nude |
suicide | I don't know what to do.Im 16 and i dont know what to do, I am suicidal. But i dont know if i want to wait until i head off to a different country for university or just take my life in the next year.
Even though my parents dont accept me as a gay person and try to change every part of me, i still dont want to leave them in a situation like that and i dont want to have a religious funeral either. On the other hand I can kill myself while im here and just be done with it already. They dont like me either way so why does it matter.
I have some close friends but im sure they will forget about me after a month or two.
I dont want to die, but i cant do anything either. My grades are terrible and i lost all hope for a succesful life. I had dreams but they seem so unlikely i just accepted that im a pile of rubbish. | not know do i not know suicidal not know want wait head different country university life year parent not accept gay person try change not want leave situation like not want religious funeral hand kill not like way matter close friend sure forget month not want die not grade terrible lose hope successful life dream unlikely accept pile rubbish |
non-suicide | Aight guys, imma head off to sleep Spam me with any question you want, don't feel shy to ask me anything. | right guy emma head sleep spam question want not feel shy ask |
suicide | A burden to othersJust lost another friend. Another person told me that I just stress them out since I'm constantly depressed and suicidal. That just goes to show how all I do is drag ppl down and how I'm a toxic person.
Ppl would be better off with me dead. | burden others just lose friend person tell stress constantly depressed suicidal go drag pal toxic person pal well dead |
non-suicide | i’m sober, i’m sober not i have so many tattoo ideas and now money anyway
mmmmm can’t decide if i want to date this plug or not. do u know how much fun that would be because i don’t. lil hook up or a lil date. csnt decide | sober sober not tattoo idea money my not decide want date plug not know fun not oil hook oil date cent decide |
suicide | This is where it endsI've tried to do this so many times but held on for one person. Because he loved me and cared about me. Just found out he doesn't and never did so I have nothing to lose. Nobody ever needs me as much as I need them. The one person I needed didn't need me. I can't fucking live anymore. Everyone would be better off without me. I've lost so many fucking people and he was the last one and it turns out he doesn't give a shit. I can't wait to fucking leave this world. I've been wanting to do this since I was 12 years old. It's about fucking time. I'm sorry. It's better this way | endive try time hold person love care find not lose need need person need not need not fucking live anymore well lose fucking people turn not shit not wait fucking leave world want year old fucking time sorry well way |
non-suicide | Hopefully the NRA gets sued outa existence That would be great, hopefully the lack of the NRA’s existence will make passing gun control easier, I don’t know about that but we shall see | hopefully era get sue out a existence great hopefully lack bras existence pass gun control easier not know shall |
suicide | Trigger warning!!(ED)I used validation from other girls to feed my eating disorder while dating someone I truly loved, my mental illness has taken my life over and I might pull the trigger, I’m a POS for it, nothing was physical, but during that time I drank so much I don’t even remember what I said, I’m worthless. | trigger warning i validation girl feed eat disorder date truly love mental illness take life pull trigger pos physical time drink not remember say worthless |
suicide | I'm afraid the ER won't believe meI've been planning to end it and have all the details worked out. I'm planning for tomorrow. But I've been thinking about maybe showing up to the ER instead just to see if I can be helped at all; I figure I have nothing left to lose, literally. Even if it is just for a day
The thing is that the thought of going to the ER even if it's for a day calmed me down a small bit but now I feel like they won't believe me if i go because i don't look like I'm panicking. I just feel like I'm a problem nobody wants to deal with and I'm 50/50 about wanting to live but it's like i ran out of options at this point and not even the emergency option is an option | afraid or not believe live plan end detail work plan tomorrow think maybe shower instead help figure leave lose literally day thing thought go or day calm small bit feel like not believe not look like panic feel like problem want deal want live like run option point not emergency option option |
suicide | only thing that’s stopping me is the painif there was a pill i could swallow to end it all without any pain it would be down my throat in five seconds, no hesitation. but as a premed student, i know too much about this stupid body. that no matter how i try to end myself its going to hurt a lot | thing stop pain if pill swallow end pain throat second no hesitation premed student know stupid body no matter try end go hurt lot |
non-suicide | holy fuck i thought I got banned r/teenagers wasn't showing up anywhere, like at all.I couldnt search, clikc on notifs, ANYTHING. it was a scary for me :( | holy fuck think get ban teenager not show like all i not search click notify scary |
non-suicide | I dont like emojis But i can make exceptions for this ones
🚹🕎🔯♻️🧼 | not like emo is exception one |
suicide | I have an assignment due in less than 24hrs, that I need to do, that is of course if I don't kill myself tonight.I can't do any of this anymore, I feel like the world is closing in on me and nobody cares and nobody would even notice.
Nobody has noticed that I'm depressed, or stockpiling painkillers. I just can't take it anymore. I tried to explain this to a teacher they said it would be stupid to drop out with only 3 months of high school left.
I don't want to drop out, I want to die. | assignment hrs need course not kill tonight not anymore feel like world close care notice notice depressed stockpile painkiller not anymore try explain teacher say stupid drop month high school leave not want drop want die |