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<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 3:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 3:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">150 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> My first time 'candy-flipping' was one of the the oddest drug experiences Ive ever had. <br> <br> To start with I took 2 hits of LSD at about one a.m. I immediately got extremly giggly and couldnt move bc I was laughing so hard. I thought that everything I looked at was alive and that I was having some sort of private joke with them that only I could understand. <br> <br> Our Ecstacy didnt arrive ontime so at about 4 oclock I took another hit. About 45 minuets later my senses felt completly overloaded. I had to remain sitting bc the visuals were so powerful and I felt dizzy. Everything was moving, and I felt very perceptive to peoples emotions. I *knew* I could sense what people were thinking, and even though my friends were being friendly I could read their thoughts and knew that they were thinking other things about me...20 minutes later I was sitting in the back of a moving vehicle. I felt like the whole world was revolving around me and it was at this time that the visuals got very intense. The clouds were forming shapes (which I could control) and i got very nervous and it was hard to breath. <br> <br> About 30 minuets later my friend and I took our e and 15 minuets after that I started feeling very nice and friendly and warm to everyone for a little over an hour. I felt cuddly and very open and honest. I went for a walk and suddenly its like all the drugs hit me again at once. I got very withdrawn and was overcome by the visuals I was having. I felt unable to talk and my thoughts were moving so fast that they wouldnt fit into words. Its like I was speaking a foreign launguage. I couldnt process anything that anyone was saying. My mind went completly blank. When my friend went to give me a hug, it was as if the LSD took over and I wanted to hug them back but I pushed them away in disquest. <br> <br> The rest of that day I felt very withdrawn and alone. I was in my own world and analyzing everything in my mind. It was a very melancholy feeling. I still couldnt talk for most of the day or express myself at all.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 6532</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Apr 28, 2001</td><td>Views: 6,038</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=6532&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=6532&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDMA (3), LSD (2) : Various (28), Difficult Experiences (5), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/syrian_rue/">Syrian Rue</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(extract)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">sublingual</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">130 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> This past weekend a couple of friends and I decided to have a LAN party with a little acid twist. I had brought a small vial of trips back with me from college, not the best stuff, kinda short. I got up to my friend's house at about 8:30 pm and we began setting up the computers. Once things were set up, we dropped at about 10:30. About an hour before that, one of my friends and myself ate some Syrian Rue resin that I had cooked up earlier in the week. <br> <br> It was an expirement. I had tried Rue with Shrooms before with very positive results, and was hoping for similar effects on LSD (with shrooms it was quite calming, and prolonged the expirence by a couple hours at least).. by 11:30 we were trippin pretty hard, we tested out our games, which consisted of Need for Speed 5: Porsche (Very FUN)... Quake 3 (Also quite enjoyable).. and Half-Life: Counter-Strike (My friends were completely clueless on this one. More funny than fun.. Watching them play with their flashlights and blast each other even though they were teammates)... In my opinion, cid and LAN games go quite well together, although it's not as introspective as just chillin to some music, it gives you something fun to do as a group. While the acid died down by about 5:00 am we stayed up all night racing and killing each other, with blatant disregard for sleep. <br> <br> Unfortunately, the rue seemed to have absolutely no effect on the trip, duration and effects were similar for all three of us, regardless. Take care, happy trippin.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 6987</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 22, 2001</td><td>Views: 5,700</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=6987&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=6987&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Syrian Rue (45), LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gel tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 8:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/oxycodone/">Pharms - Oxycodone</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">118 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Let me first say that unlike any of the other times I've candyflipped, this was very spur of the moment. I still had some time to get some things together, and plan the majority of the night, though. Also, because of the way I am on these two drugs combined, I usually feel safer doing it alone. Rather, having somebody with me while I candy flip, but having them either sober or on one or the other, but never both. <br> <br> The reason for this hesitation is because I was involved in a very serious car accident while on one dose of MDMA a little over a year ago. Since then, taking ecstasy has never been the same. My heart beats a little bit faster each time I take swallow that bitter taste. This time, my best friend Sebastian, who has never candlyflipped, decided to do it with me. Well, around 9:30 PM, we each consumed two hits of gel tab acid. Within a half of an hour, the LSD had pretty much kicked in. <br> <br> I had planned on listening to a certain set list of music that I had made earlier that evening. So I gathered myself and let the music just play. Around 10:30, my pill showed up. I have been told to be skeptical about green pills. I had never had one before, and I was faced with the situation of whether or not to take it, while my mind wasn't quite working properly. The funny thing is, there were about ten other people at this place with us, and none of them found out that I was on anything for about another hour (around 11:30). <br> <br> Well, I ended up getting the pill tested, and it tested to be MDMA, so I consumed the pill around midnight. [erowid note: the Marquis test sold as <a href="http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdma/mdma_faq_testing_kits.shtml">'ecstasy testing kits'</a> in 2000 & 2001 do not establish the presence of MDMA and can be used only as a negative test: if does NOT turn black/purple then it definitely doesnt contain MDMA, but turning black does not mean it contains MDMA.] <br> <br> I had not yet peaked from the acid. My mind was swirling in different directions. I was at my house in Phoenix, with a pool in our backyard. With your perception levels so high on acid, I instantly felt the pill start to work and I could feel what it was actually doing to my body. Within five minutes, I was sweating. At that point, I needed to smoke a bowl to calm me down. I was losing it more by the minute. After smoking a few bowls, I walked into the backyard with a sober friend, and we just talked. She walked inside after about ten minutes, and left me outside for a brief period of time. <br> <br> At that point, I laid on my back and stared up at the sky. The sky immediately began to spin in a million different directions. Usually, my visuals are not this intense on acid, and two hits is what I usually take. At that point, I began to wonder why this time I felt so much more fucked up than usual. I got scared, and I walked inside and instructed everyone not to leave me alone. At this point, Sebastian, too was feeling very disoriented. <br> <br> I have three animals in my house. Two cats, and one puppy. Sebastian and I decided to play with our animals to calm our nerves down, so we each brushed one of the cats for about thirty minutes. I have never been closer to actually communicating with an animal than I was at that point. I could feel their positive energy flowing through my hands as I brushed them. Their eyes seemed to be looking directly into mine. They seemed fascinated at the size of my and Sebastian's pupils. <br> <br> After calming down with the animals, I walked outside to smoke a cigarette. I put it into my mouth, and suddenly realized that I was about to vomit. I ran inside the house and tried to make it to my bathroom, and barely made it. There was vomit on my shirt, and a few spots on my floor. I continued vomiting for what seemed to be about five minutes, although I'm sure it was actually shorter. I was left to clean everything up by myself, because I didn't want anybody to know. <br> <br> I was scared again, because I have never vomited off of either of those drugs before. Either separately or combined, both of which I have done at least thirty times. After vomiting, I realized I had felt better. Even though I never realized that I was feeling bad, afterwards I just felt so much better. So, I asked Sebastian to go into the pool with me, and we swam for awhile. The feeling of the warm water against my body, the cooler breeze hitting my wet head, and the sound of the water as I swam was absolutely amazing. It was a bit overwhelming. <br> <br> Around 3:00 AM, everyone either left or went to bed, and that left Sebastian and I up for awhile. We turned off all of the lights in the house, shut all of the blinds, and turned on the three lava lamps and Pink Floyd. We sat there and listened to music, and thought about the things going on in our head for awhile. Then, we conversed about acid, about the cycles that we had seen that night, and life. <br> <br> Around 5:00 AM, we each took a muscle relaxer and a percocet. We then smoked another few bowls. This helped calm us down, and allowed us to sit and relax while we came down. The sun came up shortly after that, so we retired to my bedroom, where we covered all of my windows with thick towels to keep all sunlight from coming in the room. We continued laying in bed and talking until 8:00 AM, where we finally lost each other in the others golden slumbers. I never found out why I vomitted, but it didn't matter after I felt better. The green pill caused an intense roll, but I would have not taken it had I not tested it first. For anybody who has never candyflipped, I would strongly recommend it. But only if you enjoy both of the drugs enough to try to conquer them at one time first. Sebastian enjoyed his first time and said he would definitely do it again, as will I.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 7400</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 16, 2001</td><td>Views: 8,179</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=7400&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=7400&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDMA (3), LSD (2) : Large Group (10+) (19), Glowing Experiences (4), Difficult Experiences (5), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">6 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 4:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">6 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">152 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> This was my first trip, and I wanted it to be the hardcore euphoric experience that the hippies had. I did not realize that potency had decreased since then. I took 6 blotter tabs at first to have a HARD trip, as my veteran friend took 5 and I wanted to out do him. <br> <br> The setting is 4:20PM, Arizona desert on 4/20/01. The symbolism had something to do with it, but it was also just spontaneous that we came across this product. <br> <br> 4:45PM (same day): I am seeing and feeling the notes of Purple haze rolling like steam off of the car. I could taste the sand that was falling through my hands, much as Plato and Scorates did many years previous. <br> <br> I took 6 more hits of the same, time is 9:00PM I am still WAY up on my first trip, but I wanted to see how fucked I could get. <br> <br> And on the way home, the love of my life called me on my Cell phone, and I wrote this about our conversation, as soon as I returned home: <br> <br> Night Sky: <br> <br> You called tonight on your way home, <br> to ask me to go outside and share <br> the moon---his orb eerily red, <br> seducing you with glimpses, <br> between dark rain-filled clouds. <br> <br> Our life together has been driven <br> by the endless phases of the moon, <br> his ebb and flow silently pulling <br> us from night sky to night sky, <br> moments disappearing and reappearing <br> in his misty tide of stars; <br> glistening spots of light, <br> cool against a black marble sky. <br> <br> We have a brotherhood, <br> this moon and I, <br> an understanding of sorrow so cold, <br> and dark that time does not loosen <br> the grip of pungent memory. <br> <br> I first tasted your love in his presence, <br> when his star children whispered the secret, <br> that we were already caught in the current, <br> destined to ride his seasons, <br> until he calls us no more. <br> <br> <br> I went home and didn't sleep for 3 days. I noticed that Sex with my girlfriend has a much different feel to it, when on all of the substances that I was. It was almost if it had taken a gigantic step up. <br> <br> I loved the Ethereal feeling I received from this experience. <br> <br> I do, however, reccomend that you not take as big of a dose as I did, even if you are a pro. I came down VERY hard and had suicidal tendancies, because I was losing my high, and I wanted it to go on forever. This caused great sadness. But I quickly ran and got more LSD 1 week later. <br> <br> I trip on average 2-3 times a week, and I love it. Though, I have yet to achieve the effects I received with the first trip.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 7589</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 24, 2001</td><td>Views: 5,476</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=7589&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=7589&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Post Trip Problems (8), Sex Discussion (14), Glowing Experiences (4), First Times (2)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">165 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> It had been a typical night, one which had started off as usual. Many of us huddled around the bong, waiting for the LSD to arrive. Every person who entered who was not 'Junior' our dealer was a complete disappointment. After endless bongloads and beer, he finally walked in the door. The evening had begun. <br> <br> I am not a rookie to LSD, but this was definitely the most interesting experience I have ever had. After taking my first two tabs (paper) i sat down and we began to watch 'The Cell,' a movie we had been told was 'awesome when you are tripping.' After about a 1/2 hour, everyone was getting a little antsy and beginning to feel the effects coming on. We were in awe at the movie, but i was really wanting to hear Led Zeppelin the entire night. I requested it to be played, but 'ssshhhh! we're watching the cell' was always the answer. After a few more fans arrived, we eventually started with the boxed set. Our hippie friend Christine had brought up her color changing flower (the kind you buy at spencers), and we turned off the lights and the tv and stared at it, and watched the colors change with the music. To this day, i wonder if the colors of the flower actually change with the music. I was extremely intrigued at the flower, and began to have mild hallucinations. <br> <br> I thought the flower was a mailbox and was delivering this beautiful music and visualizations to us, and when i explained it to the rest of the friends, they seemed to agree. I was getting really freaked out because of the similarity of the music to the flower and decided to go outside and look at the sky. After i went out, i heard people saying 'what's wrong with greg? he wanted to hear zeppelin and now he's gone.' Outside i started to freak out. I looked at the sky, and saw a church in the distance which was not a hallucination. Hmm...the mailbox, the church? A similarity? It was too weird. Until i realized the night sky which the church inhabited. Near the church in the sky, was a pink cloud being colored by the sun, near what looked like the west--and there was a black cloud in what looked like the east. <br> <br> This is where i had my revelation...i envisioned that the east was hell, being the direction of the coke dealer where my friends had gotten into lately, and the west was heaven where my girlfriend the angel was at. I could not stop looking at the clouds and thinking of metaphors to describe it. When i went inside to tell everyone what i was thinking about...it was at the part of the cd, where it says 'there's a feeling i get, when i look to the west, and my spirit is crying for leaving.' It was all too eerie for me to deal with and i began really getting freaked out. The west, with my girlfriend, where i want to be (like in the song), and the east where i don't want to be, with the coke....it was interesting. <br> <br> This was all peaking in my trip for about two hours so i decided i should go to sleep and wake up in the morning and everything would be better. this is where the psychic moments happened. the apartment where i was earlier, across the complex had some people on the porch which i could see through my shut window. but not only could i see them, i could actually hear them. They were all, 'what is wrong with greg? is he ok? he was being weird and deep.' this all freaked me out even more so i began to wish that my friend melissa would be at my side, and i thought that if i thought of her enough she would appear in my doorway. as i thought and concentrated all my energy on her being there, i could feel her materialize in my pillow, her head, her mid-section, and her legs. It was almost as if she was there beside me, but at that moment, when she was almost fully complete in my bedsheets, the door opened and it was her. I started crying. It was unbelievable, and for the rest of the night we sat up talking about how weird LSD was, and how it takes you to a place that makes you understand consciousness. <br> <br> This may seem really far-fetched and unbelieveable, but it is %100 true. <br> thanks for believing <br> greg<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 8054</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 12, 2001</td><td>Views: 25,364</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=8054&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=8054&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Alcohol (61), Cannabis (1) : Music Discussion (22), Mystical Experiences (9), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">60 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I noticed after the first time I took acid (which was my first step to anything stronger than weed) that my vision was changed. Everything I looked at seemed to sort of shimmer in a way, it's hard to describe, everything just looked different. I didn't consider this a bad thing and by no means did it steer me away from LSD. <br> <br> It wasn't until after I experimented with mushrooms that I really noticed long term effects on my vision. The first time I had mushrooms we had picked a few shopping bags full, about a week later we went back to the forest and got more. Whilst tripping on shrooms everything I looked at would be moving. If I stared at a wall it would sort of sway back and forth, slightly moving in a circular motion. The floor would appear to be sink and rise, a picture on the wall seeming to get bigger then smaller. I still noticed these affects after the drug had completely worn off, especially after smoking a few pipes. I didn't really think much of it though, thinking of it as after-effects that will wear off with time. After mushroom season finished I grimly realised that this was not so. <br> <br> After not touching mushrooms for a good six months, everything I looked at still moved around. I told my friends about this and discovered that I was the only one to suffer these long term effects. They claimed that their vision was completely normal, and they had eaten as many mushrooms as I had. I still wasn't too worried, thinking this would eventually wear off. All the acid I was eating probably wasn't helping. For some reason I indulged in mushrooms again the following winter. Not long after that I moved away from the city, and for about a year I didn't do any drugs apart from smoking weed, drinking piss and the odd bit of speed here and there. <br> <br> Everything I looked at still swayed and shimmered. Just recently I got hold of a sheet of trips, not being able to help myself in the time span of about a month and a half I probably ate about 20. They got finished off about two weeks ago, and I notice some definate long-term effects. I see shadows where there aren't any shadows, which are also moving. I see a lot of static in my vision, more so at night. I think everything moves around a bit more after that little acid binge. Again, the friend who I ate those trips with says his vision hasn't changed at all. My bother has eaten a lot more acid and shrooms than me, he gets flashbacks but he doesn't hallucinate 24hrs a day like I do. <br> <br> Sometimes I think to myself 'why am I still taking these kinds of drugs?'. It can be frustrating at times, being an artist and musician I really enjoy psychedelic drugs but it seems this stuff really screws with my vision. Have I just plainly taking too much of the stuff, are these long term effects normal? After reading about HPPD, it appears I fit the criteria for the condition. In my experience LSD and psilocybin can have strong long-term effects.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 8348</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 26, 2001</td><td>Views: 28,038</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=8348&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=8348&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Mushrooms (39) : HPPD / Lasting Visuals (40), Retrospective / Summary (11), Not Applicable (38)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:59</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:59</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> My girlfriend and I elected to have our own little New Years 2K party by tripping our brains out in a nearby hotel. We succeeded, using a total of six hits of acid, splitting them between us. <br> <br> I had tripped a few times, but all at lower dosages (one or two hits), so was pretty prepared for an interesting experience. We downed one hit, with 1000mg of Vitamin C (I still don't know if it more greatly potentiates an experience, but it seemed to help.), waited one hour, and then downed hit #2, with another 1000mg of Vit. C. During this time, we had turned off all the lights in the room, lit a number of candles (most in hurricane glass - highly recommended) and relaxed. <br> <br> About an hour later, we were feeling the first two hits, VERY speedy, but OK.. and elected to imbibe the third hit, too. This particular batch of LSD-25 seemed to hit after about two hours, peak after about 4, and fade around 9 hours. <br> <br> We were already having very trippy psycholitic [sic] reactions (breathing ceiling, weird stucco, 3-D effects from the wallpaper edging, aural distortions from the Enigma and Deep Forest we were listening to), and proceeded to have delightful but not overly ecstatic sex. :) <br> <br> Time passed, first watching VERY awful but amusing porn on the hotel Spanktrovision, then with her painting watercolors and me waxing philosophically. The third hit was coming along well, and, after she showered, I was feeling frisky, so we had sex again. <br> <br> Oh my god. :) We had complete ego dissolution, and the best sex I've ever had. I came five times, something I hadn't expected was even physiologically possible. She was getting fantastic synesthesia, seeing splashes of color with every touch and caress, while I was in the midst of watching our loveplay sort of in slow motion, floating between being in my body, and loving her, and climaxing, and floating back out of myself while we continued to make love very swiftly and ecstatically. <br> <br> There was a lot of teeth clenching and a fair amount of paranoia (on my part), but the latter is normal for me with more than one hit. Teeth clenching seemed most treatable using 'Mixed Fruit MENTOS' -- but they taste awful. 'You think you want one, and you put the Mentos in your mouth, but by then, the Mentos has used you for its' purposes.' But they crunch well. I had massive synesthesia on one, with sounds happening, instead of tasting the Mentos 'goodness'. (yecch) <br> <br> Star Trek: The Next Generation 'The Best of Both Worlds' was on, and I mused how cheesy the Borg costumes were -- but still kind of spooky. I mused 'That must be when they know to stop spending money on effects. 'Don't spend more, sir -- it's good enough to fool the acidheads.'' <br> <br> There were some setting issues, due to a recent death in her family, but I was feeling very empathic, and we talked, and cried, and it was a very wonderful, bonding, and flat out fun experience. Sleep was VERY hard to obtain, even 17 hours after the first hit, but it finally came. <br> <br> Now if only LSD weren't so hard to come by here lately :)<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1999</td><td width="90">ExpID: 127</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 30, 2001</td><td>Views: 4,709</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=127&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=127&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Sex Discussion (14), Glowing Experiences (4), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:50</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">210 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Well the night started out like the average friday night. My friend moses we will say, and I picked up some acid. In the area we are from we are use to low potency acid. It is what we expect. Well this time we were wrong. Shortly after getting the acid we arive at Mary's house. We trade some acid for some pills.We all decide to Candy flip. <br> <br> 12:00am Mary drops 3 hits of acid and one roll. Moses drops 4 hits of acid and two rolls. I drop 4 hits of acid and two rolls. The mind set at the time was good. We were all happy to be doing such wonderful drugs. <br> <br> 12:30am We are all starting to feel the onset of our roll. <br> <br> 12:50am Im starting to trip by now. Im also peaking off the pills. I decide to eat 2 more hits of acid. Mary is also begining to peak on the acid. Her roll is also peaking. Moses tells us he is trippin really hard. And he can barely feel the pills because of the overwheling trip. <br> <br> 1:15am Well at about this time im trippin balls. Nothing out of the ordinary. The acid also over takes my roll. By now Moses and I are very concerned with Mary. She is mumbling something like 'Im over here cuz over there isnt fun, and fun isn't over here, etc' She is also talking about wanting to die. By now Moses and I are starting to go into bad trips worrying about mary. <br> <br> 1:25 from here on out i cannot speak for anyone else. In the next five hours the only words Moses and I said were 'Im trippin Balls.' Mary was still talking about dying. The only way to describe the rest of the trip was a severe mind fuck. I heard people throwing up in the next room. When no one else was there. People pounding on the door and walls. I also saw worms crawling under my skin. But the most frightening part of all was having my mind unravel. That is the only way to describe it. I saw things in a whole new way. All i could think is 'So this is how it is. If things dont change soon im going to kill my self' but then something inside of me said 'give it a few hours you'll be back to normal'. But then something even more shocking happened. I started to hear a voice in my head. All it said was 'in here, in here' over and over again. This went on for hours. <br> <br> 6:00am im starting to comedown thank god. Moses is also coming down. But mary was scaring us. She said she hasnt started coming down yet. And that she was going to trip for ever. <br> <br> 8:00am We all leave. Im still feeling the after affects of the acid <br> <br> 12:00pm Im at home still feeling the acid but it no way peaking. I get a phone call. Its Mary. She asks 'Hey are you still trippin?' She sounded really scared so i say 'yeah' She Says 'good so am i' <br> <br> Ever since that day Mary has not been the same. She is in no way perma-trippin but she is not the same person.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 8536</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 6, 2001</td><td>Views: 7,020</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=8536&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=8536&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), MDMA (3) : Bad Trips (6), Entities / Beings (37), Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">160 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I was on a ski trip down to West Virginia with a group of about twenty people in March 2001. I had bought a vial a few months back and had sold/eaten all of what looked like but a dose or two left. What would be better than to split two doses betweeen two friends and myself while everybody was getting drunk. I figured it would keep us up and permit us to finish off the keg with ease. Before this night the most acid I had taken was three doses of this very same liquid, and that proved to be a trip on the brink of insanity. We figured the best way to split this was to drop it into a bottle of orange juice and take turns gulping it down. We finished the bottle and went back out to join the party and have a few beers. About fifteen minutes after ingesting the orange juice I start to get that familiar feeling of the body buzz, but this was way to soon to be feeling the one dose I thought I had taken. Right then I knew that this wasn't going to be the calm trip I had planned. Around half an hour after injestion the visuals started to kick in, it was like nothing I had ever seen before. People would melt into the walls and then reappear from thin air. I turned to my one friend (who had experienced taking 9 hits) and asked him how many hits he thought that we took, he said, 'Feels like about four or five.' Things keep on getting more and more intense, the body buzz was so strong that it was painful. It felt as if my whole body were going to explode at any minute. I kept on yelling, 'I THINK I'M GONNA BLOW UP.' My two friends later told me that they were expecting me to blow up at any minute. About an hour and a half after injestion I again asked my friend how many hits he thought we took, he said, 'At least ten, probably more.' From that point on things get a little fuzzy, I remember that listening to techno music made me totally lose my mind (not in a good way). I also remember running outside the house in about a foot of snow and yelling, 'We have to run as fast as we can' at the moon. I eventually fell down in the snow far away from the house and looked up at the clear night sky, it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. The stars and the moon were all moving around changing colors like some crazy planetarium. For some reason I got really scared and ran back inside, it was then that I realized that I had taken (what my twisted mind believed) a lethal dosage and I was either going to trip forever or die. That was the scariest thing I have ever felt. That continued for about three hours of my seven hour peak. The one other thing I also remember is seeing time slow down to a stop, and then start going backwards. The next day my friends said that I was running through the party wearing only my boxer shorts saying, 'Its gonna be alright, thank you everybody for understanding.' They also said that at one point during the trip they came looking for me upstairs and found me in the corner of a pitch black room, hiding in the closet making some type of animal noises. I have learned that acid is one of the most unpredictable drugs that I have taken. A piece of advice, don't ever trust how much you think is in a vial because you could be totally taken by surprise and not prepared for an insane experience.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 8831</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 17, 2001</td><td>Views: 4,983</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=8831&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=8831&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Nature / Outdoors (23), Overdose (29), Difficult Experiences (5), Large Group (10+) (19)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">60 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I took mushrooms about 4 times and had very intense wonderful trips, and a few doses of LSD, also great experiences. This was many years ago, but the effects seem to be permanent in a positive way. I have tuned in and never dropped out! No hallucinations, trails or weird stuff like that thank God - but I see nature, life, the universe in a much more intense and trippy way ever since and it's wonderful. <br> <br> I've never had a flashback or any bad experiences. It seems to have changed my vision for the better. I never have to repeat the experience - it is with me forever. I think I would even be scared nowadays to fully trip out again - too intense! I would definitely recommend tiny doses. I took 1/4 acid once and it produced sharp vision and great interest in lifes tiny details without the psychedelic effects.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1991</td><td width="90">ExpID: 8853</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 17, 2001</td><td>Views: 32,826</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=8853&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=8853&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Mushrooms (39) : Various (28), Health Benefits (32), Retrospective / Summary (11)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:45</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">50 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 2:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 3:15</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3.0 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(dried)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 14:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">40 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">150 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I began planning on taking mdma at a very big rave the beginning of september. All my friends were planning on taking alpha-methyltryptamine. I took mdma for a while so my max dose was roughly 4 pills. I was dissatisfied with that so i abstained from using any drug use for about 4 months prior to the rave, The whole time pre-loading and taking b6, 5-htp, vitamin c... etc. The day of the rave came and i bought 5 pills of pure mdma from a trusted friend... thinking i would roll harder then i have in my life. once inside the rave (about 7:00 pm) my friends took their amt. around 8:45 i found someone with acid and bought and consumed 4 hits of liquid. <br> <br> 45 minutes later i felt a little more energy and set out to find my friends. about 5 minutes later i decided to take my E. I took 2 at once biting both of them. They were so fricken bitter, i knew they would be good. it was about 10 when i felt the effects of the mdma, the acid was also quite strong, i was was seeing very prominent visuals, and, felt extremely well and empathetic. i started to lose all sense of reality and started walking around totaly lost not even knowing i was lost. all of a sudden i found myself with my friends who happen to have K. I felt really well and thought 'what the hell... might as well.' i insufflated about 50mgs and went on my way feeling very unattached with the world... at that point i had no sense of what was real, or what was in my mind. open eye visuals were very intense, and when i closed my eyes to escape... i would find myself in another world full of colors and balls of light. it felt as though my eyes were closed for hours and upon opening them... i realized it had been only seconds. i spent another hour dancing and floating... then finding myself eating another pill. somehow i bought an 8th of shrooms from some guy out of nowhere and i ate them all... the time being probably around midnight. after 25-30 minutes after ingesting the shrooms... i felt strange (well a different strange) i could feel every drug i had consumed that night flowing through my body, flowing through my veins and start dripping out my pores... this led to the beginning of a bad trip. around 1 i started vomiting. i kept telling myself 'im dying... i took too many drugs. what have i done!' but i love my friends... while i was throwing up... one of them started cheering me on and saying i could do better... it made me feel better and i started thinking to myself...'i can throw up better! im the best!' it turned my bad trip into a good trip. i decided i need happy music, so i went to the happy hardcore area and started dancing. our little chill spot was right in front of the hardcore area though and when i was tired from dancing i would lay down in our group. the hardcore music started sounding really evil and i started tripping out again... i thought my ribs were ripping through my chest, and it seemed like my friends were crowding me so i kept pushing them away. i had to keep leaving to the happykore area to start feeling calmer. around 3:30 i started coming back to reality still seeing visuals... but the feeling of the mdma had worn off, or maybe it didnt and the shrooms (or acid?) had just overpowered it. i still had tons of energy and it was getting close to 5. everyone in my group had decided we should leave at 6 before all the thousands of people at the rave leave. i had made it out alive and by 8 i was practically back to base-line. on the way home i took a paxil which helps with depression from the mdma. i ended up throwing up really bad. i felt nauseous practically the whole time in the car. all my friends wanted something to eat so we stopped by a jack-in-the-box. i decided i was so hungry that i would just eat, get a bag, and throw up. after i ate a grip of food... my friend revealed to me he still had K. i asked if i could have it and he said yes. it was probably around 11am. so i took another bump(40mgs) and my nausea actually went away. i felt great the rest of the day. a little sleepy around 3pm... and i fell asleep, not to awaken until noon the next day, feeling fine, no hangover, or E-tard feeling. i wouldnt recomend doing all those substances at once like that... i dont know what would have prevented the vomiting cuz i dont know what made me throw up, i think it was the shrooms but i dont know. anyways i survived and thats whats important.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2000</td><td width="90">ExpID: 9359</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 10, 2001</td><td>Views: 10,730</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=9359&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=9359&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Mushrooms (39), Ketamine (31), MDMA (3), LSD (2) : Rave / Dance Event (18), Combinations (3), Difficult Experiences (5)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">150 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I thought I'd like to share this experiance as it was so clear and amazingly real. <br> <br> A beautiful still fullmoon night, myself and friend Marty planned to take a little of some recently aquired LSD. We had been told it was very clean and fresh. <br> <br> I road my pushbike to M's house at dusk and watched the huge moon rise over suburban Melbourne. We had decided to take the acid and then rehearse a few songs until it came on. It didn't take long before my hands became disengaged from my mind and magical vistas began to appear behind my eyes. The rehearsal was over. <br> <br> We retired to the lounge room for a beer and a smoke. I was feeling wonderful as we sat chatting about state of the world. We seemed to be in some mutal blissed 'love's the answer, love's the question' headspace. M talked his brother's suicide, and showed emotions I had never seen in him before. While this conversion was going on I noticed distortions in his face, I had seen these before when we had tripped on previous occasions and I always looked away as I thought it was some sort of sickness. But this time I concentrated on his face as his nose and chin grew into a gargoyle-like mask. <br> <br> As we continued to talk this mask took on even more hidious looking features (classic gargoyle and ghoul archtypes)until it reach the point where it was nearly impossible to look at. M's face was at a profile to me but these other ghoulish faces continued to look at me from out of the side of his head. Then he turned to face me and his eyes and the eyes of these hideous gargoyles became one. I was staring directly into his eyes and then room exploded into green and all I could see were his eyes in a thick green fog. I remember thinking then that his eyes were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. <br> <br> Then the green mist cleared and M had turned into a leprechaun and was lying in a field of mushroons. He was about 3 feet long with a long wispy red beard, large pointy ears, a little green hat, green suit and pointy shoes with buckles. Here I was sitting in the room with a beer talking with a leprechaun as real as the day was long. Then he began changing again first into a camouflaged, pointy eared earth warrior and then a parade of what was literally thousands of faces, pirates with eye patches, old black women and everything else in between. During this whole time we continued rapping. <br> <br> It was a truely magical trip and we gently came down over a few beers and joints. I felt truly privileged to have seen what I believe was my friends spirit. I had never beleived that I would ever in this life see a leprechaun, now I know one who lives just down the road. <br> <br> Thanks for opportunity to tell my little story. <br> <br> Charly<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 9698</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 28, 2001</td><td>Views: 4,849</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=9698&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=9698&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gel tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 bowl</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I first became interested in LSD when I accidently stumbled across an LSD article in the dentist's waiting room. The article told briefly of the commonly experienced psychadelics of LSD. I had never really given LSD a second thought in the past, but after cross-examining it I felt as if I was missing out on something. I decided to start researching the drug and also contacted a few individuals that I knew had used LSD. <br> <br> I've always been a very careful person when in comes to foreign chemicals. I would always research a drug thoroughly, seeking both users' and non-users' facts and opinions. After about 3 months of bi-daily research, I had decided I had read virtually every information-bearing LSD website I could find. Thus I decided I was informed enough to ensure safety and enjoyability in my experience. I went about obtaining some LSD by contacting a friend that I knew had used it in the past, and we planned a trip. My first LSD trip took place at his house, in which I ingested one sugar cube, and acheived somewhat of a trip. I was extremely giddy, and the experience as a whole was extremely positive. Unfortunately, the more cosmic, psychadelic effects that I'd expected were absent. <br> <br> The only hallucinations I experienced, besides the shadow of a branch that I saw as Medusa, were images I conciously manifested with my own imagination. One of such images were a 'lizard man', a velociraptor with knee joints as humans, that was cloaked and squatting in the corner, flicking his tounge fiercly at me. Once I manifested the image and it was in my vision, I felt an evil presence. However, I quickly snapped out of this by reassuring myself that the drug had surely induced the vision. Even though I'd say that the hallucinations were enough to tell about, I didn't experience the complete alteration of time, space, matter, and thought that I hoped for. I wondered if I didn't take enough LSD, and I presumed that perhaps I was more resistant to the drug than other people. I decided on trying it again, this time from a different person and in a different form. <br> <br> I decided that the way I could acheive the trip I wanted was through more potent form of LSD. Many people have told me their non-convincing experiences with paper-form LSD, and I decided I had to investigate for myself. A few months after the first experience, I obtained 4 paper hits, and with my friend, took 2 each. The effects were very familiar to the first trip. Once again, I was giddy but no significant mild-alteration was present. Just when I was ready to give up the quest for psychadelics my friend found another form. He had met somebody, and he had obtained a few geltabs, thin squares of gelatin spotted with LSD. I was given another hope. We called another friend, and planned a trip. It was to take place in some campgrounds we were to soon visit, a nice place with all the conveniences of the city (fresh water, heat, air condition) and all the wonders of nature. It was surrounded by woods and a nice pond was nearby the house area. <br> <br> When the time came, it was me and my two friends, D and F. I chose not to use their names because I haven't informed them of my plans to document the trip. We had 4 yellow geltabs, and decisively distributed them among us. Since F had never done LSD before, he would take 1, and me and D would take 1 1/2 each, us having some LSD experience. We decided to go inside and play cards while waiting for the wonders to come. After about 30-45 minutes of cards, I began to feel the same effects as my first two trips. I looked at the clock, thinking at least an hour had passed, but was wrong. I was roughly 35 minutes into the trip, and already was lost in thought. It was if every thought would start a chain reaction in my head, activating more and more thoughts to the point that I was pondering several very different topics at one time. About 1 hour into the trip, playing cards became extremely difficult, as I was being bombarded by abstract and fragmented thoughts and ideas. With all that was going on in my head, the last thing I was thinking about were the cards in my hand. Giving my hand to F, I decided to sit and try to calm my brainstorm restfully. <br> <br> I was only resting for about 10 seconds before I caught some movement in the corner of my eye. I saw the ceiling moving, taking on a flowing form, as if it was silk being blown by the wind. Being the first visuals I had ever experienced, I was awe-stricken. I sat and watched the movement spread onto more surfaces, noticing that the movement was stronger whenever I looked. I could see movement in the corner of my eye, but only when I looked directly at something would it shift and dance. After staring at the floor for several minutes, I decided to return to my friends. 'D,' I said. 'Are you feeling anything?' He gave me a blank look and cracked a smile at me. His pupils, almost completely dominating the blue of his eyes, were all I needed to see. <br> <br> It had only been a little over an hour, and we were all tripping. We decided to take a walk outside, to see the newfound wonders of the surrounding area, despite the fact that it was around 10:00pm and very dark. We walked through a dimly lit path in the woods, and each tree we passed seemed characterized. I felt as if I was walking among strangers, but an easy, relaxed feeling took over. Despite the fact that I was walking into the dark woods, under the influence of a drug I had little grasp on, I didn't have an ounce of fear in me. 'Is it just me, or are these trees covered with a dark blue fog.' D said. I stopped and looked up at the treetops. Among the almost pitch black treetops I saw beautiful patterns forming and changing, becoming more complex every second. D was talking to me, but I didn't notice. I was awe-stricken. <br> <br> A tap on my shoulder got me out of the trance. I turned around, and looked at D and F behind me. It was extremely dark, and I tried to focus on their faces, but it was not their faces that I saw when I squinted at their extremely dimly lit heads. As their faces came into view, they started taking on an evil, monster-like characteristic. I immediately thought back to reports I've previously read that described panic attacks upon seeing drug-induced and negative hallucinations. I told myself that it was impossible for them to be anything other than D and F, and despite what I saw I disregarded this and suggested we go back inside. We walked back inside, and upon arriving at the house I was overcome with another relaxing sensation. I sat down on the couch, and was put into a kind of a trance. <br> As I sat and pondered the situation, one thought branched into a chain of thoughts, followed by another branch of thoughts, and was thrown into a series of mental visualizations that simply blew my mind. I had a similar experience after eating 225 Heavenly Blue Morning Glory seeds and smoking cannabis about 3 hours later, 2 after my stomach rejected the seeds. <br> <br> 'Lets go to the pond.' I suggested. A quick walk through the woods would get us to our destination, a shining mirage of paradise in the moonlit night. I visualized the pond. I saw the bright moon shining on the water, its sandy, beach-like shore (only on one side of the lake), and benches on the sand to relax on. I smiled. 'Let's go.' We skipped over to D's care and extracted a few bowls of cannabis from his bag and headed blindly into the woods. We made our way through the woods, and upon doing this I noticed patterns on everything, and forming out of everything. The leaves on the ground formed patterns, and the clouds in the sky formed patterns. It was amazing. I was busy staring at the pattern, and we got there quicker than I expected. <br> <br> I looked out at the lake, and sure enough, the moon lit up everything. The reflection of the moon on the pond was shifting and moving. We walked over to a bench and sat down. D pulled out an 'irish' pipe and a bag of pot, and lit it accordingly. I took a couple of hits, and it wasn't until about 1 minute later that the peaking effects of the LSD returned in full effect. I noticed the colors of the leaves on the ground melt together, the intense and rapid thought process returned. It took me by surprise, for part of the reason I wanted to smoke was that I suspected the LSD was wearing off. I was mistaken however, because now I realize that they effects hadn't wore off at all, as if I was still on the trip's plateau. I was only getting used to effects of the LSD... becoming accustommed to the moving surfaces and not thinking of it as abnormal. I recognized how this could potentionally permanently damage my thinking process, and paid more attention to the psychadelia. <br> <br> I stood there for a couple of minutes, trying to remember the sequence of events preceeding the present time. It was then I remembered I had a few 'Sparklers' in my pocket. Sparklers are fireworks... you light the end of the long metal stick and sparks spew out of it for about 1 minute. I pulled a Sparkler out, and lit it. It took a few seconds to light, but once lit immediately exploded into a rage of sparks intensified by my hallucinations. As I moved it around my vision, tracers followed it in a very flowy motion, and the path of the sparkler in my vision was revealed until the sparkler went out. When it went out, my heart was racing. I was amazed. I turned around and looked at D and F, who were also left silent by the beautiful display of colors. I lit a few more, and we smoked another bowl before heading back inside. <br> <br> The walk back was similar to the other treks through the dark woods. Everything I could see was a part of a beautiful pattern. D and F also saw patterns. Upon returning to the house, we all agreed that 4:00am was a reasonable time to go to sleep. We went to bed, and though I'm still unsure whether they managed to go to sleep, I was in a complete state of insomnia. I laid in bed for an hour or so before the effects of the pot took its toll on me and I passed out. <br> <br> I hope this report shines some light on the LSD experience, as reports submitted before mine helped me to better understand something I had no knowledge of. I believe that knowledge and preparedness are essential when it comes to hallicunagenic experimentation.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2000</td><td width="90">ExpID: 326</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Oct 2, 2001</td><td>Views: 4,133</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=326&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=326&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Nature / Outdoors (23), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 bowls</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> O.K. It was about a month ago when my good friend K and I decided we would want to venture deeper into the world of hallucinogens after ingesting 1/8th an ounce of shrooms and desiring more from the experience. We ventured down our normal drug paths, and got nothing but empty promises. Finally, the following night, a good friend told us that his cousin makes acid up at school and has several sheets for sale. We immediately called him and purchased 7 hits (two for me, five for K, his sister, and his sister's friends). K decided he would wait until next weekend to drop, and we parted ways. I went with my friend B to get beers for the night's party at T's house (a girl I’ve always found attractive, but never had the balls to say anything). Upon entering the distributor, I decided not to drink. I was gonna drop acid for the first time. The little squares in the tiny bags in my pocket were just too much to resist. <br> <br> I got back in the car and informed B I was gonna drop and he told me he'd babysit me at the party. I opened one of the little bags, dumped the little square into my mouth, and began the long wait. It was now 8:42pm and T+0:00 <br> <br> We went to B's girlfriend's house to pick her up, and I sat on her bed waiting to feel the effects. T+0:30. Nothing. Having been sold bad drugs before, I was becoming skeptical. But I trusted my friend's cousin and remained confident. T+0:40, we arrive at the party and I decide it's probably best not to let it get around that I dropped because my friends tend to screw with people who are tripping out, and as far as I knew, I was the only one about to trip. I walked around, watching the clock, and watching everyone pound bud lights. I stepped outside to smoke a cigarette and confided in someone that I had dropped acid upon being questioned as to why I wasn't drinking. Within minutes, most people knew and they began to fuck with me: talking funny, walking funny, waving hands in front of my face, pretending to throw things... In other words, being assholes. <br> <br> My friend D and his gf H arrived and it was D's birthday, so I gave both of them a hit (screw T, he wasn't there.. they got one of his) and they dropped when I was at T+1:10. At this point, I was almost convinced the acid was a dud and was considering dropping another one when this girl L walked in (a frequent tripper) and she told me that if I went to smoke a bowl with her, got the blood pumping and so forth, I’d feel it. I went with her and another friend to a dimly lit school parking lot just down the block to smoke. We smoked two bowls and having a little asthma condition, I started coughing up a storm. I closed my eyes and coughed for about 30 seconds. Upon opening my eyes, I noticed that the pale yellow lights lighting the parking lot were flickering, almost strobing. L called out from what seemed like a good distance away: '-re yo- -eelin- it -et?' her voice strobed in and out with the lights and stars and moon. She repeated herself and this time I caught it. Yes, L. I was definitely feeling it. <br> <br> I realized that I had attended elementary school with both of them and it dawned on me how much we've changed since then. I commented out loud about how funny it would be to go back in time and show our past selves this moment. 'See here, little Adam and B and L... You'll be smoking bowls and tripping in the parking lots you once played baseball in.' The thought seemed very queer and slightly disturbing in some way. We began to walk back. <br> <br> B and L walked with a quicker pace than me and seemed to be gaining so much more ground, but my tenuous grip on reality told me that they were a step away, not the feet away it appeared to be. We walked back inside the house and I was tripping hard, and now everyone knew it. And subconsciously, I guess they were out to destroy me and my acid-addled brain. <br> <br> T+2:00? I can't seem to read the clock or my watch. I know I keep checking, but I also keep forgetting. I’ve got the holy bible on my lap and I’m trying to read revelations, for some reason. I get a really weird sense of something under the couch beneath me, so I drop to my knees and begin feeling under there. Apparently, I was doing this for quite some time because, upon emerging with T's kitten, a crowd of laughing people had developed. 'Dude! We thought you were just going nuts! Are you feeling it yet?' they said, followed by many waving hands and funny faces. I looked to the cat and nodded. It spoke something to me, not in words, but in thought and it knew. I was going on a bad trip and fast. <br> <br> Suddenly, I don't know what to do with myself. All the documents I’ve read on acid always informed on how to avoid a bad trip, and I had just been eager and not cared about set or setting, and now I was royally screwed. I could feel this sense of dread creeping up, and I went to go smoke a cigarette again. I re-entered the house and found the other two people who dropped and realized they'd be of no help. 'You have no idea where I am right now,' I kept saying to them. But they'd know soon enough. <br> <br> I sat down in the same spot on the couch I had previously and someone attempted to entertain me by juggling clementines. He was terrible. One dropped and rolled to my feet. I picked it up and took a bite out of it without even removing the rind. It didn't taste like much at first, but then I noticed how warm and syrupy it was in my mouth. I guess my hand kinda clenched and I was squeezed some juice onto my fingers. Everything disappeared but me and this fruit. It was bleeding on me. And I liked it. I rubbed it's blood all over my hands and arm, relishing the warm, slightly tacky quality of it's clear blood. Finally, I disposed of it somehow and continued on my trip. <br> <br> What time is it? I don't know. It doesn't matter. I can't find my watch. I know it's in my pocket because the band broke, but it's hiding. I’ll get it later. I walk around a bit more, and finally plop myself down on another couch in the same room I had been spending most of my time in. This time, people find me instead of me finding them. L sits on the couch I had sat on with the kitten under it, and the host of the party, T (the girl I lusted after), took a seat next to me on the couch. She seemed so close. <br> <br> I looked at T and then the ceiling, which had a funny pattern on it. Then I watched snakes of light trace this pattern and lunge at me like electric cobras. I covered my eyes and face, which I realize I’ve been doing alot. I calm down a bit with my eyes closed, but the couch feels so much more fluffy and huge and I fear I’m going to fall into it, so I open my eyes again and I see T staring at me with a slight smirk on her face which rapidly disappears. She looks into my eyes and I into hers, and I stare at her full lips which I know don't move but when I look back in her eyes, I can hear her voice, and it says many things at once, but the predominant one is, 'I’m sad.' <br> <br> I crook my head to one side and shift closer to her. 'Why are you sad?' I ask. She looks at me funny and laughs what seems to be nervous laughter. She speaks with her mouth, 'I’m not sad.' I don't believe her because her eyes are telling me she is. I probe deeper into those shiny blue balls of light. 'I’m concerned for you,' her voice says through her eyes. I put my hand on her forearm and begin stroking it as my head slides onto her shoulder. I gaze into her perfect eyes, and I say, 'Don't be concerned for me. I’ll be alright.' Again, she looks at me funny. I glance over at L and her mouth gets way too big for her head and her laughter cuts through me like a dentist drill. (Anyway, I don't know if I was actually reading her mind, or maybe my ultra-sensitivity to everything picked up subtle visual clues, but at the time, I definitely felt like I had peered into her mind.) <br> <br> I covered my face to block everything out and try to calm down a bit. I was getting very, very upset. I kept looking to T for comfort and solace, but every time her gaze met mine, I’d see this shadowy, red figure through the curtains behind her. This guy, C, walked into the room and I asked him to turn on the stereo which he informed me was on and was playing Guns 'n' Roses (yuck), but all I could hear was white noise which later sounded like crowd noise and very well could have been, but not for 10 minutes at a time (at least I hope not). C walked up to me funny, trying to trip me out (like I needed help), and asked me how I was feeling. <br> <br> Something told me to just open up. I, myself had not sat and actually thought about how I was feeling, so I became introspective for a moment, and instantly arrived with the closest comparison. 'C, I don't know whether I’m dreaming or awake. I can't tell if I’m dead or alive.' he looked at me funny and scurried away. T had since disappeared, apparently to help clean up because her parents were coming home that night. I looked for B who promised he would babysit me in hopes he could calm me down, but he had disappeared with his girlfriend and my jacket. Bastard. I went for the next best thing. <br> <br> My mind somehow concluded that I and T now had some sort of 'vulcan mind meld' and she'd be able to hold me, whisper to me, and tell me I’ll be fine. I found her outside cleaning up empty beer cans. I tried to help, but found myself only able to stack them or move them along their vertical or horizontal axis. I knew I didn't have to apply to those rules, but I felt it was a moral imperative and crucial to the cleanup process. I mostly just walked over to a cluster of beer cans and pointed them out for her, as if she couldn't see them in her well-lit backyard. She thanked me, obviously patronizing me, as I was doing more harm than good. She began telling me things. Things about how she felt towards me. I was hearing it, but I was shaking from the cold night air and I was scared. <br> <br> Scared of what? I don't know. I really just wanted to hold her. I needed her more than anything I’ve ever needed. I blink. She's in front of me. My vision goes screwy. She's kissing me. I’m kissing her back. There's someone watching. I can feel it. Oh shit. Did they see us kiss? Oh shit. I have a girlfriend, and that wasn't her who I was kissing. Oh shit. But I don't care anymore. Oh shit. I don't care. <br> <br> We reenter the house and I wander around a bit more, finding unrecognizable faces in the kitchen drinking hard liquor and rolling blunts. They look much older than me, and they scare me. They scare me alot. Why? I don't know. But they have weed and weed soothes. I want to smoke. Everything I’ve ever read about acid or how to survive a bad trip has now disappeared from my brain, and I know I’m utterly alone on this one. Somehow, I end up walking back to that parking lot with these strangers and one friend to smoke some more. I try to get my friend's attention, but he's on MDMA and too fascinated by the Christmas lights. I finally manage to bring him back to me and ask him, 'should I know these people? Are these our friends?' <br> <br> 'No,' he replies. 'It's M's boyfriend and his friends.' M then proceeds to tackle me (I didn't even see her with us) and wail like a banshee in my ears. I fall to the grass of someone's front yard, sure I must have pissed my pants from fright. She apologizes, holds me for awhile, helps me up, and we continue walking. I smoke more, and realize I’m too far gone. I’m nowhere. I can't get back. <br> <br> We return to the party. I have no idea what time it is, but once again, I kept having to keep up with these people who seemed to be walking waaay too fast for me. The party has died down significantly. I fall back down on the couch, only to be awoken by the most blackest words I’ve ever heard. 'Cops are here! Go out the back!' They know I’m on acid. They've come for me. They've come for me to inject me with their drugs and make me normal again. I don't want the cops to make me normal again because they'll tell my parents and it will ruin my life. <br> <br> I run for the backdoor as the cop enters. Something tells me to stop. I can hear T's voice. She's talking to the cop, but she's also talking to me. 'Come back, Adam. You're safe here.' I listen to her and try to play normal until he leaves. I go back to the couch and he departs. I close my eyes. T tells me everyone has left. I say goodbye and she offers to let me stay over. I decline, knowing her parents will be home, and knowing they will know I’m on acid because everyone knows you're tripping when you're tripping. <br> <br> I leave. But where am I going? I walk for what seems like an hour, poorly dressed for the bitter cold, only to arrive back at her house, which is a good thing, because someone stole my zippo and there's no way I’m walking that walk without butts. I reenter her house, much to her surprise and the remaining two people there. I request matches, and upon receiving them, venture back into the wilderness of my town's winding streets. I’m beginning to remember how to get home. I keep seeing headlights behind me and make sure I stay on the sidewalk because I can't tell when there are real headlights or not. <br> <br> Whenever I lift a butt to my mouth, my finger melts to my lips, but this only occurs when I’m smoking. I keep hearing the opening bass riff to limp bizkit's 'rearranged' in the distance and I think it's one of my friends creeping up to give me a ride home. There are people behind me. I can hear them. I whip my head around to see them, but the sudden motion blurs my vision every time. I’m so scared and so cold. At some point, I sit down on a curb and sob quietly to myself for a minute or so. I don't know. I felt humongous grief, like a close friend had died. Maybe I had died. Maybe I was weeping for myself. There's no way to tell. Finally, through some miracle, I arrive home. <br> <br> Thank god for something. My mom is out. Wait. Why is that bike in front of the garage? Is that my bike? Wait. I don't own a bike. I have a car. But that's not a car. That's a bike. Most definitely... A... Bike...hmmm...either way, I better put it in the garage. There's those headlights again. Only this time, they're real. And it's coming from my mom's car. She's home. Oh god. She'll know. <br> <br> I quickly put the bike down and enter the house. I run up the stairs, change into pajamas, shut and lock my door. I climb into bed and try to calm down, but she saw me and I can't pretend to be asleep and if she wants to talk to me, I’m dead. I hear her open the door and come up the stairs towards my room. I can feel her near my door. Then it's gone. I hear the door open again, I hear footsteps louder than before up the stairs. I know she's by my door. Then it's gone. This goes on for I’d estimate 10 minutes before I realize my brain is stuck on some loop and I can't figure out how to stop it. I look at the clock. It's 2:32am. I want this to end. Now. She's been entering the house and going upstairs for so long! Oh god! <br> <br> I close my eyes and roll over, and it gradually subsides. I roll back the other way to check the time. It's now 3:44am. Wow. I lost some major time there. Where's T? Oh god, I wish T was here. I don't know why, but she's become the center of my universe and the focal point of this trip. I wish T was here to hold me in her arms, stroke my hair, and tell me I’ll be alright. With that image firmly in place, I now feel calm enough to go to sleep, and I do. <br> <br> All in all, I learned a great deal from this experience. First, SET AND SETTING ARE NOT TO BE IGNORED. Never, EVER consider doing acid for the first time in unfamilar settings with unfamiliar people on the spur of the moment. I’m not kidding about this. Also, prepare to feel like shit the next day. I don't know if this was caused by my bad trip, but seeing as that is my only frame of reference, I’d have to assume you always feel like that. I felt chronically depressed, not wanting to eat or leave my bedroom. Although I’m sure I had many insights that night, most were overshadowed or completely forgotten... <br> <br> Except one. I realized that I did have feelings for T. At that point in time, though, I barely knew her, so maybe it was like a prophecy, because now I guess you could say we're seeing each other. Maybe that night we did bond, or maybe we didn't. It's hard to tell. But I definitely have to do acid one more time, at least. I refuse to allow this bad experience to be my only experience. Next time will be with experienced trippers in a comfortable location.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1999</td><td width="90">ExpID: 2297</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Oct 7, 2001</td><td>Views: 5,103</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=2297&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=2297&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Various (28), Difficult Experiences (5), First Times (2)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">60 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I had been going through some tough times during my young life. On top of many other problems, I had just ended a solid 16 month relationship with a girl I was very attached to, so all I wanted to do was go out and forget my worries. <br> <br> I met up with my brother, who suggested I go with him to get drunk. After a few bad experiences with liquor, in one instance going to hospital after going into a coma, I refused the offer but suggested going tripping. I had only had half a tab before, that being about 2 weeks prior to the experience. My brother and I got picked up by his dealer, who went out and got the LSD for us. About 15 minutes after sticking the blotter under my tongue, I chewed it up, swallowed it, and had a couple of tokes. <br> <br> Sitting in their lounge about another 15 minutes later, I began to notice the effects. Their lamp shade created patterns of shadows across the walls. These patterns became purple segments of colour, moving around as I moved my eyes. The next noticable thing was when I closed my eyes, and I would get a still picture of the last thing I had seen. The picture was dull and flat in colour, and within seconds, would gradually sharpen into bright vivid images. I enjoyed this effect and sat there amazed at it for possibly a good half an hour. <br> <br> 4 of us then decided to go into town for a walk, and we took one of the persons dogs with us. I was quiet for the first 10 odd minutes of the walk, until suddenly I looked down at this dog and just shouted at the top of my lungs 'Get the fuck out of my way!' I have no idea why I did it, I don't even recall it being in my way. The other 3 just laughed at this, but this uncontrollable anger continued. As we kept on walking, all I could think about was kicking this dogs head in and shouting at it, and I love dogs! <br> <br> As we got into town, I continued these bizarre outbursts, but began targeting them at strangers as they went by in their cars. I remember my brother telling me to shut up as I was going to get my head kicked in if I continued this, but I not only didn't care, I sort of didn't realise I was doing it. It was damn weird. So after about 2 or 3 hours in town, and shouting at people and dogs, we walked home. <br> <br> When we got there I sat down and began to settle down a bit. I lay back on the bed and started spinning out on the roof. It changed from white to a reddy pink colour, and a wave began running in a circle around the hanging light. I enjoyed this effect and spent most of the night just staring at the roof. <br> <br> I can't explain my spontaneous anger, as I was in more a depressed mood than a mad mood before I took the acid. Perhaps it was just a release of emotions.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 9863</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Oct 9, 2001</td><td>Views: 7,648</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=9863&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=9863&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Cannabis (1) : Various (28), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2.5 bowls</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(dried)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">115 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Well the night started off with me and a few pals taking a hit each of Paper LSD. The night grew tired and old, the LSD was not very good. So me and one friend decided to smoke some shrooms we had. We smoked about 2 1/2 bowls of caps shoved into the pipe. The taste reminded me of the smell that burning popcorn gives off. Nothing seemed to be happening at first, but when we started smoking the marijuana all of a sudden....WHOA!!!! <br> <br> I totally freaked out. My arms and legs went numb and it felt like i was sinking into the ground, I was in total panic. So i decided to lay down. Once i had gone into the house I layed down on the ground, and it felt like i was sinking into the ground. Then my whole body stiffened up, I thouhgt regamortis was sinking in. The experience was quite scary and since then i have not taken of mind altering substances. My opinion DONT SMOKE SHROOMS! They will kick your ass.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1999</td><td width="90">ExpID: 8783</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Oct 24, 2001</td><td>Views: 15,373</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=8783&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=8783&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Mushrooms (39) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">190 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> This is the story of my latest trip, which occured tonight and continues as I write this. I am 16 years old. <br> <br> I went to a friend's house this evening at about five o'clock. There, I dropped three hits of white blotter that remained from 20 I'd bought a few weeks before. I went with two of my friends to a restaurant, where I drank water and had nothing to eat. <br> <br> At around 6:30, I started getting the familiar queasiness in my stomach, but decided not to tell my friends yet. I went into the bathroom and looked at my pupils, and they were really big by this time. We wandered around a while, and they had a cigarette, before we decided to walk to our high school football game. We paid, went in, and sat down with some of my other friends. I immediately noticed the full moon, and the clouds that sometimes covered it. <br> <br> Throughout the game, I would notice the moon and its position in the sky. I talked to my friends for a while, and they still did not know I was definitely feeling the acid. I talked to one of them about the fourth dimension, and how difficult it is to comprehend something like that, even though it must exist (for reference, look up 'Flatland' and read it...insane). <br> <br> The moon, meanwhile, crawled across the sky, and it sometimes appeared as if someone had taken a huge eraser and smeared the moon's color across the black sky. By 8:30 or so, my friends knew I was tripping, because I said something about the huge dragon around the moon. We started discussing the Pillsbury Doughboy and how it would be funny if, instead of saying 'Whoo-hoo!' when you poked his stomach, he said 'Fuck you!' This conversation lasted until halftime, when the two friends I arrived with left (one has a curfew with his probation, and the other wanted to go home). I found a glowrod lying on the ground. I played with this and talked to some other people, and occasionally watched the game. The moon continued to creep and bleed across the sky, and shine its bright yellow light through the clouds. <br> <br> At around 10 o'clock, I went with a different friend to the dance, because the game had ended. I took my trusty glowrod, and took off my shoes. In the gym, I talked to many people and continued to twirl the glowrod. Its mystical green light entranced me, and my friend decided it was time to leave. I had thought we had been there about five minutes, but it was actually more like 45. We left, got in the car, and cruised around looking for a party. I was content to sit and listen to selected tracks from Tool, Sublime, and some other groups I can't recall now. <br> <br> We found a party: unfortunately, it sucked, so we left. I don't remember whether I even got out of the car or not, but we went to Wendy's and three of the five people got Frostys. We then drove back to the same party, and saw some people we knew, when some old guy told us we had to leave because we were blocking the cul-de-sac or something. Once more, we got into the car, and drove to one other place where a party was supposed to be. There was nothing there, so I was brought home at about 11:30. I talked to my mom for a while (which is always cool and scary at the same time), and then I watched some television. I had a Hotpocket and a Coke, which was the first thing I had eaten since about noon. <br> <br> I am now sitting here writing this, and I enjoyed my evening thoroughly.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2000</td><td width="90">ExpID: 3312</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 7, 2001</td><td>Views: 4,734</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=3312&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=3312&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Various (28), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gel tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">130 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Well, I've been wondering about doing acid for quite a while but what really got me to do it is when a kid came to school fried and he was telling me about all this shit he saw and how cool it was. So I did some research and asked lots of questions about acid. I asked him if he could hook me up with 2 tabs and I waited for about 2 weeks before he finally got them. I sort of had an understanding of what it would be like; Seeing colors, everything is all crazy looking so I wouldn't think it would be a big deal. <br> <br> I tried to find a place to do the acid for a while because i wanted to be sure that everything was cool and i wasn't going to get busted. Finally I asked my friend (Allen) if I could spend the night at his house and his parents weren’t home so everything would be perfect. My two other friends (Dave & Dan) came over to his to spend the night too. All of them weren’t really interested in trying acid and didn’t want me to either but I wanted to so they said all right whatever. They were drinking a lot though so they were already drunk when I got to his house. I also brought a big hunk of hydro chronic so we could get really fucked up. Anyways, I hesitated for a while before taking the tabs because the Allen didn’t know if his grandma was coming to pick him up since his parents were in Las Vegas. She called and he said everything is fine and I felt a little safer so I took 1 tab at a time. <br> <br> Nothing really happened for like half an hour so I decided to go smoke the weed with them. At this point I started trippin and I was fucked up. I wasn’t seeing things yet though. They started whispering to each other and I was like, “what the fuck is going on.” They all started fucking with me and told me that my eyes were bleeding and shit. They turned off all the lights in the house and I was scared as fuck. They all disappeared and I was searching all around the house for them. I felt like I was in a horror movie and they were the killers. I started walking around the house going, “you guys, come on stop fucking with me, this is scary shit.” But I still couldn’t find them. All of the sudden I turn around and the light turns on in the backyard. And I was freaking out. Then something jumps at the glass doors and bangs on them and I was scared as hell. There was banging everywhere and they kept making these scary sounds. Dave kept saying, “John, go to the light, John go now or you will die, and shit like that and I was freaking out. So I just did as he said and went toward the light by the stairs. Then they all came out wearing scary Halloween costumes and had baseball bats. <br> <br> I ran into the kitchen and grabbed a knife and said, “stay away from me or I’m going to do something crazy and I’m fucking serious, dude. You guys really don’t want to fuck with me right now!” I wanted to stab myself and get it over with because I was so scared, and I was fucking pissed and still a little scared now, but I didn’t know what to do. They tricked me into giving them the knife then they told me that they were going to kill me and all started talking at the same time. <br> <br> My mind was going crazy and I just fell to the floor and passed out for like I think 2 min. When I woke up I felt them dragging me outside and they threw me on the grass, ran inside and locked the door. I could hear them talking inside and laughing at how funny the shit was but I was fucking scared. I was trippin so bad and I kept asking them to let me in because it was freezing cold. I just sat there on the porch waiting. <br> <br> After about 15 minutes something just jumped at me and scared the fuck out of me. I saw that it was someone in a ski mask but I thought it was going to kill me and it had a baseball bat. So I ran away down the street and it was chasing me but I screamed, “I have had enough of this, I want to get out. Fuck this shit.” And I started charging at person in the ski mask and socked it like 10 times but then he took off the mask and I saw it was Allen and I was begging him to stop all of this and to stop fucking with me. He said ok and it was all a joke so I said ok thank you. We started walking towards the house, and then he started running inside but I tried to keep up. When I got there everyone was gone so I went everywhere and checked and it was all how it started. <br> <br> I opened the door to the garage where we smoked out to see if they were there and went inside. Then all of the sudden I hear the door slamming and I was like holy shit, nooooo!! They locked me in there and I kept begging them to let me out. I was really freaking out and I couldn’t understand reality. This is when the hallucinating begins. <br> <br> After about 20 minutes of being locked in the freezing cold garage talking to myself and begging them to let me out I looked at the wall and saw all of these patterns. They all started to get wavy and swirly. All of the pipes and wires were all dancing around the room and I was lovin it. It was so dope. The walls looked like they were breathing and kept going back and forth. I looked at this huge piece of wood with a bunch of holes in it. I think it is like a tool holder or something. Well, I saw 1 ant at first but all of the sudden they were everywhere and I got all freaked out. I yelled for my so called friends but they were laughing and everything started spinning. I looked at the door and saw a bunch of glowing paint and it looked pretty dope. I remembered that I brought a shit load of candy in my bag because I heard that it tastes so good when frying. So I put a starburst in my mouth and it was true. I could taste it 10 times more than if I was sober. I just started grubbing out on all my candies and it tasted sooooo good. I loved it. <br> <br> It seemed like there were two different kinds of hallucination-the scary kind where I saw really freaky shit that I didn’t want to see, and the trippy kind that was really dope. Glowing lights and neon shit look really cool. <br> <br> I asked my friends if they could at least throw me a blanket or jacket or something because I had no shirt on and it was freezing cold-seriously. They told me to go stand far away from the door and opened it. They threw me the jacket and a bag of chips. At that point, I realized that it was all just a trick or that’s what I was thinking along with a million other possibilities. I felt like I lost control of reality and I didn’t know what to believe. I thought that there were 2 sides of my friends; like evil twins. When they were really fucking with me with the baseball bats and shit-and when they told me everything’s cool. <br> <br> I talked to them through the door and they said that they are doing this for my own good, and they asked me if I wanted to try acid again and I said “no, just please let me out of here let me out, I just want to sit on the couch and chill with you guys. Why are you fucking with me so much?” I started to break a few tears because it was too much to handle—and I bet anyone would of done the same if they were in my situation. They thought that I would kill them if they let me out and said that I was too dangerous out there but I disagreed. <br> <br> They kept asking me what I would do if they let me out and I said, “I wont do anything I just want to go inside the house. I’m not going to kill you guys. Why would I do that? I just want to go in the warm house and go to sleep and get out of this tripp. Just leave me alone and stop fucking with my head. I want to see that this is all real and not just my imagination.” I didn’t know if I was dreaming or not but I just wanted to know the truth. Finally, I got them to open the door for me and I was so relieved when I got out. I talked to them for a while and told them about what I saw in the garage and everything and I was coming down now so I was sort of cool now. We went upstairs to Allen’s room and climbed out his window onto the roof. He had this really cool water balloon launcher so we started launching eggs and grapefruits at houses and after that we went teepeeing houses and it was dope. We stayed up all night long and had to wake up at 6:00 in the morning since they all had baseball games, so I called my dad to pick me up and slept until about 3:00p.m. <br> <br> After that crazy experience I don’t think that I will try acid in the near future and if I ever do it again then I suggest doing it with people I can trust—and I think everyone should take that advice.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2000</td><td width="90">ExpID: 3743</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 25, 2001</td><td>Views: 938</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=3743&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=3743&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Guides / Sitters (39), Bad Trips (6), First Times (2)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">160 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> [erowid note: report describes powerfully unpleasant heart-racing effects when taking cannabis on top of LSD and an interesting encounter with parents, though it is difficult to read because of spelling, punctuation, etc. Most of the major readability problems have been fixed, but many have been left in to give a flavor of the author.] <br> <br> Before I begin my story I would like to inform you that off and on when I smoked marijuana I would notice that my heart rate increased. Whenever this happened it would cause a horrible amount of fear. The story begins with me hooking up twenty doses of LSD for a freind of mine. As my payment several of my friends and I were given free doses. <br> <br> The next tuesday nobody was home, the perfect oppertunity to drop my unussualy large dose.My previous drug history included weed (of course), speed (sucks), acid (lots of it), ketamine (interesting), Datura (holy shit!), mushrooms (lovely), and a small amount of morning glory(promising). Before I droped I took a curious glance at the bottle that had contained the LSD. There looked to be another dose that had settled at the bottom .I droped it onto the dose that I had on the sugar cube.The dose that came out was supriseingly large. I dropped the whole drippy mess on my tongue and let it dissolve.I still don't know why I did this but I decided to cut the little container open and lick the insides. <br> <br> I then smoked a bowl of mid grade pot.It only took about twenty minutes for the LSD to invade my mind.It began with the strange and uncomfortable feelings in my back and stomach.I began to feel kind of silly and commicly poisoned. The walls began to breath and come alive(the insides of houses always seem to come alive and have personality traits for some reason).I talked on the phone with a fraind for a while, I'm not sure if I made any sense at all to him.Intense geometric patterns of color began to take over my feild of vision.By the peak I began running all around my block under the cover of night.I was a crusader on a quest to understand human civilization from the perspective of a higher being. The lights in the distant void of darkness were like something from an oil painting. Much like Stay Night painted by Vincent Vangoh.I decided to go back home when I realised that I didn't know what time it was.When I was at home my ex-girlfraind decided to call me.I could read her normally confuseing personality like a book,I felt pitty for her because her true pathetic qualitys were suddenly revealed to me. <br> <br> I began to feel that the peak was subsideing, I didn't want to let it go.I decided to smoke another bowl of the same weed.That was a big mistake.When I got off the phone with her I flased back to the raceing heart condition that I often had smoking weed.I had named it 'the demon'.Of course imiediatly after I thought about the demon, it struck.Not only did it strike but it struck with a horrible vengence.It pounded against my ribcage like a lunatic in a box.It didn't stop,and it filled me with indescribeable terror.Each wave of panic only increased the demons strength and power.All of a sudden I realised that I was nowhere near sober,sober was like a distant star in space.At that moment I would of given anything to come down, even my soul.My left arm became painfully numb(strange huh,painfully numb,doesn't really make sense but that's what happened).This was mortal fear that I have never even begun to understand.To this day I still feel like I aged twenty or thirty years(no joke it permanetly changed my personality,I feel ancient and wise, as well as terrified,I'm still a little paranoid and writeing this is makeing me relive the whole experiance again). <br> I began screaming, because it was a beast that I couldn't run from.I saw my mothers car begin to pull up in the driveway.I hurried to my room and turned out the light.I nervously began paceing back and fourth inside my room.I couldn't sit down or even stay still.I accidently slamed my foot against something and broke off one of my toe nails.I watched it bleed for a second and didn't give a shit.I wasn't worried about my toe, I was worried about the time bomb in my chest.I would get tunnel vision and feel as though I would pass out. <br> <br> At one point I desparetly tried drinking whisky to bring my heart rate down, it only made things alot worse. I guess that when I had slammed my foot and broke my toenail I had made a fairly large noise.Becuase not more than a minute afterward my mother opened my door to see what was up.My heart jumped in my chest as I feebaly began to conjure up an excuse for why I was asleep on a school night. I ended up telling her this: 'mom I screwed up. I'm on acid.I am going to die.' And with every inch of my mind I did beleive that I would die of cardiac arrest. My mom brought me into the liveing room and sat me down on the couch. She took my pulse and said that it was fast but far from fatal. I saw tears drip down from her eyes, I asked her not to cry.She said that she wasn't crying at all. At first I beleived that she knew that I was going to die, and that she was lieing to me so that I wouldn't be afraid in my last moments. <br> <br> I thought that she was crying because she knew the horrible truth and wanted to keep it a secret from me.I was totally convinced that I was going to die and their was no way to get it out of my head. I didn't accept death, I feared it intensely. I looked into her eyes again and saw that their were no tears. She began to talk me down and I refused to beleive any of it; I was a dead man and that was final. She went into the back and got me a tranquilizer called adaban [erowid note: Ativan is the brand name for lorazepam, a valium-like tranquilizer.]. She broke it in two and gave me half. She continued to talk and tried to get me to lay still. I told her that it was impossible to stay still, that it was like their was a rod of energy inside my body and that I couldn't keep it still. <br> <br> She gave me the other half and it wasn't long befor the panic began to fade and my heart rate began to slow down. My mom got drunk as hell and she decided to stay up with me. We talked for hours, and I was telling her about the visuals and the whole experiance. She told me that an elevated heart rate was normal on acid, and that the weed probobly made me paranoid as well as pushing me over the top. She told me that it was because I had become aware of my heart that the whole thing began. From four in the afternoon untill three in the morning the acid didn't wear off.At almost four in the morning I was still tripping pretty hard. But the adaban almost entirely killed the simulation so I fell asleep still seeing colors. <br> <br> The next morning I could still see colors except they were weak and faded. I didn't go to school and my mom and I talked the whole next day about the experiance. During my early adolecence I had loathed my parents, now I beleive that they are some of the greatest people I had ever met. My father smoked me out with a bowl the next day and told me stories of LSD trips he had during the sixties. Since then I have conquered the demon in weed, I have done it with the help of this website. <br> <br> I beleive that this website promotes free speech and the information has been beyond helpfull.It has helped me destroy my fear and paranoia. I think I might be able to do acid again without problems.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2000</td><td width="90">ExpID: 3873</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 26, 2001</td><td>Views: 54,889</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=3873&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=3873&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Cannabis (1), LSD (2), Pharms - Lorazepam (79) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Families (41), Health Problems (27)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">130 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I have had a total of 3 LSD experiences in my life. I have mixed feelings about this synthetic psychedelic. <br> <br> My first trip was enjoyable at first and then became irritating. I ate one blotter on a sunny saturday morning in December. I pretty much stayed in my room for the duration of the trip. I felt little paranoia even though I was tripping alone in my parents home while my mom was there. The peak was great, which is really the only part of the trip I enjoyed. I'll describe the 'peak' of the trip as follows: <br> <br> Positive effects: <br> <br> The visual hallucinations were moderate and interesting. Pretty much just the characteristic 'breathing' of inanimate objects. I saw random patterns that were usually pink in color. Music sounded amazing. I was very fascinated with my existence at that point in time. Time had little significance. My thoughts were extremely deep and meta-physical. I was definitely euphoric, elated. I smiled continuously, almost uncontrollably. <br> <br> Negative effects: <br> <br> The body high was intense, somewhat annoying and felt very synthetic. basically a tingly feeling in my nerves. It became irritating. At one point my thoughts were so random, fast and uncontrollable that I felt I had reached insanity. (not good, as this can lead to a bad trip) I had bad 'Gut Rot' as users call it. It felt like a stomach ache that would accompany an alcohol hangover, only more intense and more painful. I felt really dirty. I was sweating and I wasn't hot, kind of strange. My back hurt. I experienced lassitude, my body felt useless. (this was more noticable when the peak wore down, as when I was peaking I was too high to notice it) <br> <br> After the intensity of the peak wore off, I started to gradually come down and the trip just became long and irritating as the negative side-effects became more noticable. I was sick of it and I just wanted it to end. It took about 12 hours after I dropped the hit until I was completely sober. I only really enjoyed the first 3 hours of the trip. <br> <br> <br> my second hit of acid didn't even cause me to 'trip'. I only felt a mild body high and all the uncomfortable side-effects. not cool. maybe I didn't take enough, but I'm a lightweight so I figured it wouldn't make a difference. This really turned me off to it. <br> <br> My third trip was very similar to the first, with an exception to the visuals. This time I saw more trails, unlike my first trip. The rest of the visuals were more subtle. Later I found out this was because the LSD was clean and properly made and stored. <br> <br> Overall I thought LSD felt like a very cheap and synthetic high. unlike psilocybin mushrooms, which feel completely pure and natural. <br> I really do not like the side-effects associated with acid and I may never take it again. Ever since I experimented with Psilocybin, I have had little desire in taking LSD again. Mushrooms produced a very comfortable, controllable, non-irritating trip in contrast to acid.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1998</td><td width="90">ExpID: 4472</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 27, 2001</td><td>Views: 4,341</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=4472&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=4472&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4.25 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">150 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> The first few times i tried acid i didn't seem to be very effected by it. I would only hallucinate if i were in a familiar environment, like in my room, and it had to be dark too. I never used to experience any kind of transendece or spiritual experience. <br> <br> This must have been due to the different anti-depressants i was taking during those first trips. For the record, they were all SSRIs, and they seemed to greatly hinder the effects of LSD on me. I always read about amazing sensations, this and that melting, all these bright colors, everywhere. I was disappointed that i never experienced these things. <br> <br> Anyway, i recently have come off my medication and LSD is like a whole new drug for me. I had my day pretty much planned out. Since i didn't have to work, and I would have the house to myself for at least a couple of hours, i decided i was going to experiment with at least twice the dosage of LSD i've had before. Although in the past i've taken up to seven hits, that was when my medication was interfering. I had bought these tye dye hits before, and i was stunned by their effects. I thought that i should be cautious in how much i take since i was off my medication. <br> <br> Tthe first time i took them i only took two, and they blew my mind. Today, i took 4 - 4 1/2 hits, of what i assume were about 100-150 ug each. I had taken them at 2:00 pm, which gave me 45 minutes until school let out, and one hour until i got home. The idea was to be peaking as soon as i got home. Thank god that i had finally bought a glass pipe just recently, i was in no condition to try to roll a joint, besides a joint of this bud in combination with the acid would have driven me mad. <br> <br> So when i got home i smoked a bowl of some nicely potent grass. <br> Then i laid in my bed, with my blue lava lamp tinting the dark room, and listening to Radiohead. As i attempted to mumble the lyrics, encompassing visions appeared to me in my room, all around me. The acid colors combined with the structure of thc hallucinations to create very vivid, yet obscure images which i can't recall, but are of no real importance. the importance of this trip is in the physical experience i was having. <br> <br> I felt as though my skin were smeared with some warm, thick, wet ooze which was penetrating and massaging every pore of my face. i could feel the serotonin in my brain giving me the most euphoric feeling i've ever experienced. When my mouth opened to utter a lyric i could feel the tingling of the ooze invading my mouth and throat. The relaxation i felt, the utter euphoria, transcended even the peak of orgasm. When i then had an orgasm my mind, body, everything that i thought i knew, and that i thought was good and amazing, it was all blown away by this cannabis-acid orgasm. <br> <br> The warmth and euphoria i felt during this experience is now incomprehensible to me. I can only hope to experience it again in the near future, and this time attempt to to get somethign more out of it than physical gratification. I am still under the influence of the residual effects of LSD now. The typical tattered mind, exhausted and reeling. still slight visual distortions and brightness. <br> <br> Tomorrow i guess i'll really know if this experience had any affect on myself and my outlook. i don't see how it couldn't have.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 4609</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 28, 2001</td><td>Views: 10,575</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=4609&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=4609&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Pharms - Fluoxetine (80), LSD (2) : Alone (16), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/salvia/">Salvia divinorum</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(extract - 5x)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">110 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> This was the most incredible experience of my life: <br> <br> Contoured in asymmetrical formation, <br> The film of skin flimsy and unyielding <br> Separate from these opulent pastures <br> (the hum of refrigerators distort and disable <br> as the static materializes to voices) <br> this is the lingual resurge of our predestined <br> transparent obfussed reality <br> on an ostrological plane. <br> <br> And though it is my back that is swollen, <br> From carrying the future of your peoples <br> Your realities and their offspring <br> Come merging at the gallows, <br> Their tenses are moldy shadows <br> By the film that is flimsy and unyielding. <br> Underground, my mind is a roadmap, <br> to a resting place where we gather <br> At once the chaotic crux beheld. <br> <br> They tell me that my life is a conception <br> Of urging galactic bodies <br> And finally I understand what it all <br> But in all life. (means) <br> I am to live as there, on another plane (forever) <br> In a tangent representation, segmenting the sun in shards <br> (my mind calculates like a prism) <br> An obscure arrangement of beings, <br> Those around me at last unmasked <br> From their manipulation of <br> a clumsy walking, multi-complex <br> mucus membrane <br> socializing apparatus; <br> for that is what it is to be human. <br> <br> This world is made of molten, <br> And fuzzbox phrasings between two planets <br> Have subtextual longings that divide them. <br> To complete the unspoken disparity, <br> My voice falters. <br> Perhaps if unlocked from our unity, <br> Spacewind and dustrocks are collecting, <br> Like grass all mildewed with <br> Purple glowing sublingual matter <br> and each blade spaded and grueling, <br> The spiral galaxies of <br> Indeterminable number, <br> come floating on by the moor. <br> Compressed and contoured <br> The multihued island, <br> Where language is born. <br> <br> If the once-solid ice that surrounds an island <br> (the island where all souls rest) <br> then please remove the bugs from my ashes, <br> (like monkeys, like monkeys) <br> Each concept is slowly windswept, <br> And the dreams of an age relive. <br> To be born again is not careless, <br> I can escape this world whenever it pleases. <br> <br> My self-referentiality is injured; <br> Hyperlinks scattered on the carpet, <br> if we, as monkeys are able <br> to iterate our every desire. <br> yet still we look to the heavens for guidance, <br> <br> Then pulsating for what seemed like centuries, <br> would the sentating spiral galaxies recede <br> and a new state of being reveals itself? <br> The digital island that materialized <br> Is every moment we waited for <br> And what could only inevitably come. <br> Release from all that is sacred, <br> Give birth to the meaning. <br> <br> Imploding clouds surround me, <br> My mind splits like an atom <br> When worlds merge, there is oscillation <br> And were just its episodic vibrations, <br> Phasing between man, ape, and microorganism <br> The formality of actually occurring, <br> My body lilted and transparent <br> I float away in a mess of words <br> My entire sentence, sedated.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 5108</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 11, 2002</td><td>Views: 3,310</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=5108&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=5108&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Salvia divinorum (44), LSD (2) : Poetry (43), General (1), Not Applicable (38)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">5.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 2:15</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 bowl</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(leaves)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> [ In memory of Mardux 1986-2005. ] <br> <br> I'm about to tell you of the most intense experience of my life... I have been smoking pot for 4 1/2 years constently and have been using LSD for the past three years. The last few months I have been trippin' every weekend on some pretty decent blotter and liquid and have been eating any where from three to seven hits. In all, my experience with drugs was fairly in depth. I had had around twenty experiences with LSD and a few with mushrooms as well as some experience with heavey DXM trips in the upper second - lower fourth plateau range and believed my-self to be unwigable due to my not having experienced anything that had effected me in any profound ways. All of my trips had been intense and I had had very good visual such as killer patterns accompanied by melting and color shifts... things seemingly animated... smiling/ frowning faces as well as eyeballs floating off in foreheads of people... Flowing into color spirals... Math equation patterns, oriental writing patterns, snowflake patterns etc... All in all, the mind element of my trips had been limited to confusion and an extreem mood lift. Well, now comes the bulk of my story... it involves LSD, Mushrooms, Christmas Trees, a Seventh Deminsional Being, and the Epcot Center's design. <br> <br> It all started at around 10:00PM. I had just picked up some pretty good dose form a friend of mine and was going to go to a friend of mine's house and trip. His parents were gone for the night and I thought it would be a good time to do it. I ate 5 1/2 hits of the white blotter and gave half a hit to a friend of mine. It started out like any other trip and I started coming up within fifteen minutes. I was starting to fiend for some pot really bad and had to have some so we made some calls and had it hooked up. I would be there in a little while. <br> <br> Well, withing fourty-five minutes I was already trippin' pretty good and when I asked my friend who it came from he told me some raver friends of his sold it to him as a favor or something. It was suposedly a strip of 20 hits that had be soaked in the run-off of an entire page and was some of the best shit to be had around. At an hour and fifteen minutes i was getting the most intense visual paterns i had ever gotten. In the corner of my friends speckled ceiling was a three-foot tall grandfater mushroom that was outlined in blue neon lights that were shimmering and making the entire mushroom glisten. In the wall next to me i saw what looked like a flowing river of real dried psilocibin mushrooms with a small translucent skull with a mohawk and a patch over its eye rotating in behind the mushrooms back and forth. In the three foot mushroom the details became more and more in depth and the rest of the ceiling turned into a jungle scene with Palm trees with snakes in the branches, birds flying about, a monkey runnning on the ground, and losts of tall thick waving grass. In a Cristina Agulara poster with her wearing a Snowflake designed sweater the snowflake continued off into the poster past her chest and seemed to be a bunch of caves and caverens with small serpents poping in and out of them. <br> <br> At this point I was like ' Damn, I'm trippin pretty hard... I've never had any intense hallucinations that did not resemble in some way what I was actually looking at.' Real looking hallucinations were new to me, everything before had been pseudohallucinations. At about an hour an fourty-five minutes the ganja arrived and I remember the body buzz being staggaring. I felt isolated and was not comfortable around people for a few moments but, forged on and decided to ignore it, which, in the end, worked. While out side getting some pot the gravel driveway looked as if it had a large haze resembeling a quilt with large red stipes on it. We all got together and smoked a bowl and that srt me off. It was about two hours and fifteen minutes after I had eating the trip and i was gonna peak soon. I was really in for a ride. <br> <br> Once we smoked the bowl i started to go on some thought loops. I had been on some thoght loops before and knew how to manage them and thus, kept it under control for a little while longer. I couldn't ( or rather I didnt want to ) get up and I felt like a junkie who had been methed out for like a week strait sitting outside next to the garge door of the house. Adrenaline was pumping through my body and I felt like I was speeding incredibly hard. My freinds realized I was still outside and one of them came and got me. On my way in thats when it hit me. I totally blanked out from there. I was not really conscious after that moment on. In my mind once I had come down I believed that I had just layed down after the blown and had some crazy ass thoughts about spirituality and some really intense closed eye visuals. What really happened was totally different. <br> <br> When I entered the house I was lost and felt I was in a skyscraper. Somthing spooked me and I took off running down the hall. While running I hit some boxes and fell head first into a christmas tree, shattering the christmas balls and making me believe for an instant I had fallen out of a window and had been killed. All of my freinds said I laid there motionless after I had fallen into the tree and made the house shake like a bomb had been dropped on it. The next memory I can recall, after numerous witneses informed me of what went on that night, was standing up in my freinds room and all of them holding onto me and pulling me to the ground ( or trying to keep me up because I was dying and thats what was making me feel like I was being pulled to the ground ). I laid on the ground and thought that I was in a chalk line and that the cops had been there and everything was over. <br> <br> Then, all of a sudden, things changed once again. I began to cope with my own death in my mind and from then I closed my eyes for a little. With my eyes closed I began hearing an overpowering music with a dark feel to it making things seem I was in a hellish maze. It seemed as if I had billions of problems over my head and that with the passing of every second thousands upon thousands of the problems were being worked out. Progressivly as this went on the music and scenery became more and more pleasant untill the music and scenery were triumphant. I then opened my eyes and I was no longer in my friends room but in what seemed to be some glowing and shimmering, melting box of irredecent red, pink, green, yellow, and orange. That later blurred over and formed a thick dome around my head about one foot in front of me. The dome was made of Triangular shaped pieces constructed into a dome. It was the same colors as the room had been and seemed so thick i could barely see past it, it was like the large thick tiles of glass seen at schools, doctors offices etc... <br> <br> When I focused enough to see past the dome I could make out what seemed to be magnetic waves out in the air that were the most bright and magnificent things I had ever seen, colored in irredecent blue, red, pink, green, purple, yellow, and orange. Sometime during the trip I believed I was god, then canceling this out for my lack of belief in god, believed I was a seventh deminsional being. My friendstold me I came to this conclusion through a bunch of math problems and alot of unrelated things. I went on about how I was seeing space and time stop and tons of other things like that. I hit the closet door for no real apparent reason numerous times and talked to many objects around the room. <br> <br> While on my way down I remember flashes of Mission Impossible 2. One scene I remeber pretty well was the motor cylcle scene. Tom Cruise grew a huge beard and that streem back behind the bike the whole scene. Once I came to I had no idea of what had just went on. To my knowledge I had just layed on the floor the whole time and really couldnt put my finger on what thought it was I had while on the floor that I felt was so astounding a short time before. It wasnt untill the next day that my friends told me about some of the stuff I had done. My friend who ate the half hit tripped nutz and said he geeked for like four hours strait. When I was told of some of the things I had done I startd to remember some bits and pieces of it. More or less what I ate that night was somewhere between twenty and thrity five hits of the normal dose that goes around here and it kicked my ass, i totally respect the awesome powers of LSD now. <br> <br> Well, thats about it... I had the greatest time of my life that night. It has since changed my views on life for the better and I believe has made me a much better person. One thing that I have to stress though is that this type of dose should not be attempted anywhere but in a house with numerous friends who know how to deal with trippers. It is a very unfortunate thing but, just a month ago or so my best friend Shawn was killed by a car while tripping on LSD. We were all at an ICP concert and he and another friend of mine got separated from us. They left the concert and from what my other friend tells me shawn was trippin really hard ( I dont see how he was trippin any harder than his sister who had eatin the same amount of the orange gellies. Both he and his sister were experienced trippers who had been veterans of over 100 trips with between 5 and 11 hits of the Silver Creek liquid used each time.) and they were walking home on the interstate. Shawn wouldnt, in my opinion, have ever left the concert unless he was chasing my other friend or on a trip that was really heavy, possibly one of the gellies was more potent on the side of the row he got. Well, anyway, my other friend said shawn was asking for me and his sister and was kinda wiggin out and wouldnt go back to the concert. So they were on the highway and had to cross the road... they crossed the raod and my other friend made it across but Shawn was hit by a red truck ( which is still at large )who didnt stop and then his head was crushed by another car that ran him over. It is one of the most terrible things that I can think of that has happend to me and I would really like to see nothing of the sort happen to anyone... that why you should ALWAYS BE SAFE while trippin' and if you plan on trippin KEEP you FRIENDS AROUND and DONT get SEPARATED.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 5445</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 18, 2002</td><td>Views: 17,872</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=5445&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=5445&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Cannabis (1), LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Train Wrecks & Trip Disasters (7)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">8 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">115 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I took 8 doses w/ sum friends and my now ex-girlfriend, I weighed about 115 pounds than, I am 5'11, so I am a bean pole. I had taken 7 doses two times before this nite, and sadly I recall being dosed more than 8 times, but everyone is too fucked up to remember. I remember our friend who dropped me going 1,2,3,3,4,5,6,6,6,7,8 rofl.... so who the fuck knows, anyways... <br> <br> It was all good until the cops showed up to bust the out door rave I was at, and I was tripn bout having my half zip of bomb on me etc. Also when we got to the car 3 cop cars happened to be parked right infront of it. Anyways, everyone in the car was on 8 doses or more, and the driver could no longer drive so she pulls over after we get far enuff from the party in a gas station, luckily someone I knew drove passed and recognized our car. They gladly offered to drive, and we headed for another party. My friend likes bass, and the bronco had a phat sound system including a box w/ 2 10's.... so Im sitting in the back, needing to take a piss with mad bass and I all of a sudden start seeing random ass cop faces, and morbid ass shit all around me, now I have never seen anything like that usually trails, colors, and grid patterns. <br> <br> So I started to feel really insecure, we get to the party and he tells us we have pay to get in.. so were like uh wtf we need to save our money... he also informs me that he wants to borrow the money for him and his girl to get in, well I had the money, but it wasnt mine it was my girls, and she was too fucked up to realize so I got him and his girl getting all crazy w/ me about the money and Im like this shit aint even mine. At this point I was way gone.... we get home, and I lay in my bed... I remember certain flashes of what happened the next 5 hours, but I really only remember almost waking up out of a dream, only to find my girl and everyone else gone....everything starts hitting me, I had fucking wigged out hardc0re on my girl, and not even realized what I was doing. <br> <br> I am a true believer that LSD can change me as a person my morals, goals, and asperations may no longer mean a damn thing. I have seen it happen, what I need to remember drugs r fun, but I need to keep it at a level, and not fuck w/ doses too much, this is coming from someone who fried like everyweekend for a summer. I will tell you it changed me, yeh it opened my mind up to alot of things but it also closed some doors for me.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2000</td><td width="90">ExpID: 6037</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 6, 2002</td><td>Views: 6,939</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=6037&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=6037&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Rave / Dance Event (18), Train Wrecks & Trip Disasters (7)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance">Pharms - Lithium</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I had always taken LSD on weekends for about 2 years and I had never had any problems or anything, after a while I started to get depressed so my Psychiatrist put me onto lithium. <br> <br> I went out one night with a couple of friends and I took only one acid, the rest of the evening was a nightmare. I couldn't hear anything and after a while I started to get very scared my heart was beating extremly fast, I went into another world where I couldn't see anything around me <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I went into another world where I couldn't see anything around me</div></div> and I didn't know my friends were there, I was hallucinating so badly that I didn't know where I was, I was litteraly in another world. My friends rushed me to the hospital and I threw up everywhere in my friends car, there was vomit in the cd player in her car. <br> <br> The whole time through this experience In my mind I was going on a rollercoaster from heaven to hell. I really thought I was going to die. At the hospital it took 5 men to hold me down and they had to strap me to a bed while the doctor injected something into my veins, It was by far the scariest night of my life. Ever.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2000</td><td width="90">ExpID: 12511</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 12, 2002</td><td>Views: 1,816</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=12511&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=12511&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Pharms - Lithium (91), LSD (2) : Train Wrecks & Trip Disasters (7), Health Problems (27), Combinations (3), Hospital (36)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">15 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">170 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Me and some friends had 2 blotters lying around. We went to a party around 8:00 with tons of people there and were having a good time. We were alle excited to be frying acid that night so we started around 8:30. I decided to fry hard, 15 tabs. This was not a wise idea. Although I had fried 8-10 before, 15 was a substancial amount more than this. The first effects started kicking in around 9:20 or so. First mistake, a movie was being played, a horror movie. horror movies are not good to be watching while on acid, so in a great deal of fear I asked them to turn it off. They turned on some porn and this was much more relaxing. <br> <br> This whole time I was off in my own little world, my friend had left. This was my second mistake. One must always be with their ride or their friends on acid. Being alone while on acid is bad, very bad. So the acid is hitting me visciously, but I am enjoying it. The walls are shaking, the patterns are covering my body. It was quite intense, and I loved it. Then a guy came to the party. Someone I'd never met. Someone told him I was on acid and he decided to 'fuck with me'. Third mistake, dont be with anyone who will 'fuck with you'. He continually said to me, 'acid is so bad for you man, that shit is gonna FUCK YOUR BRAINS UP' and 'Fuck acid man, your fucked! Enjoy the next 8 hours mother fucker' <br> <br> After about 5 minutes of this I'd decided I'd had quite enough, so I left, and decided to go for a walk. Fourth Mistake, never go on a walk while on acid alone, especially when frying hard. I got to the end of the street and was immediately lost. I had no idea where I was, what i was doing, and the greatest sense of horror I'd ever felt in my life came upon me. I was out on a major road, on acid, where semi trucks were flying past me at high speed. I am amazed that I am alive today. <br> <br> Voices in my head began telling me that to truly understand the universe and its questions, one must DIE. So I began to ponder the thought of running infront of a truck. Building up my courage I took a step out on the road. As a semi truck went by I quickly backed up, but stuck my hand out. The truck hit my hand on the backside and hurled my hand back out of the road. This horrified me. At that point I ran down into a ditch by the road, sat there, in the dark, for the next 6 hours, waiting for the next day. The next day I found out that my hand was broken. The memories of that night will haunt me for the rest of my fucking life. Fuck acid.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 6442</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 27, 2002</td><td>Views: 8,433</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=6442&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=6442&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Train Wrecks & Trip Disasters (7), Bad Trips (6), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gel tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">110 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I had been working at a new place for about a month and had made two really good friends, becca and jon, who had been dating for about a year. I had had numerous conversations with them about variuos trips they had and each one they told me made me more and more interested and curious about the drug. So one weekend they had invited me over to their house to party with them and I asked if they could possibly get any tabs for us to do together. Well they called around and at about 11:30 I got a call and they told me to come over because they had got the stuff. <br> <br> When I showed up there were a few of their other friends who weren't planning on tripping that night, but it was all good because I knew them pretty well too. The kind of gel tabs that we got were yellow and we cut them with an exacto knife. I let the two tabs dissolve on my tounge and then went outside and joined my friends for a cigarette. They then told me that the stuff they had gotten was extremely good stuff and they had gotten it from a friend who had tried it and really liked it. Once we were done smoking we just talked for about 45 minutes until we started to feel a little weird. <br> <br> At first I felt stomach pains and I asked becca if that was normal and she said yes. I also felt the urge that I was building up to some sort of explosion inside my brain. I expressed this to becca and she looked at me quietly and said, 'I just exploded!' I was caught off-guard by this and by the time I returned to reality I could feel a sudden rush of thousands of thoughts and images floating around in my head all at once. <br> <br> I was able to interact on a personal level with everyone at my friend's apartment, but my two good friends who were on the drug were on a seperate level with me that only we could understand each other. I layed down on a carpet that was on the floor. It was blue and had waves on it. As I lay there I began to feel as if I was in an ocean and started to swim around on the carpet. This rug felt as if it was the most comfortable rug I had ever layed on and I lay on it for at least an hour and a half just soaking up the texture and colors of the material. <br> <br> After I got up and sat on the couch my friends, who are big ravers, busted out some glowsticks and we played with those for hours. They taught me how to dance to the music with the sticks and pretty soon I was better than some of the ravers. We then had a great idea and taped all the glowsticks to the fan and layed up at it with the lights off. All the different patterens that were made from the simple circle motion was amazing. There were hundreds of different things to pick out and follow. <br> <br> After that we started to comedown, but the drug was still profoundly affecting me so I started looking around their house. I was combing the carpet when I saw a piece of a granola bar and had jon and becca come over and look at it. We were all throughly amazed by this piece of food and marveled about how it possibly got all the way to the floor. We then stayed up the rest of the night and watched the beautiful sun rise and I went back to my house around 7:30 A.M. feeling the best I had ever felt in my life. This is definitly an experience I will never forget.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 6446</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 27, 2002</td><td>Views: 4,806</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=6446&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=6446&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : First Times (2), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gel tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:45</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gel tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:59</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">125 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I considered myself to be quite experienced in drug taking but nothing could prepare me for the dose of reality or should I say unreality that I had experienced that night. <br> <br> I had recently scored some orange geltabs the night before and was quite excited to take them. None of my friends had any money as usual so I was flying solo that night. I had taken one geltab around 8:00 pm and went with my friends to go smoke some blunts down by the pool in our town. I had begun to get impatient around 8:45 since I did not feel anything happening yet. So stupid me drops the other geltab around 9:00. NOTHING. Hours passes and I didnt feel shit. I was pissed. So me and two of my buddies go back to my place around 11:30 to chill and smoke some more. We started playing SuperMario Kart when all of a sudden I started laughing. I knew this wasn't any ordinary laughter. I turned to my friend and said, 'yo man i think im starting to trip' they were all shocked since it had been a couple of hours since I took the two geltabs. <br> <br> I felt it slowly creeping up on me and I didnt want it to sneak away. So I ran to my headphones and started blasting the Jimi Hendrix experience full volume. I sat in my chair watching my friend do some crap on the computer and I was really entertained when it really took a turn for the worst. It was around 12:30 that I was into about the 11th song on the cd and jimi's guitar was blasting pscychedelic sounds into my ears and it just sent me flying into another world at warp speed. I flung the headphones off my ears and kept hearing these loud sirens going off in my brain. My legs and my arms went completely numb along with my mouth. I started to freak out. My vision was all distorted like if i was looking through a fun house mirror. Everything looked far away from me. MY arms, legs and feet looked as if they were 30 ft. away . My head felt detached from my body and I was completely numb. I thought since I couldnt feel my body that if I leaned against anything using my hands, that my elbow would snap at the joint. I was freaking the fuck out! <br> <br> I kept telling myself that this was just a drug and that it would go away soon but nothing would help me. My heart was racing , beating a 1000 miles per second. I thought I was going to have a heart attack. My body started shaking like if I was having a seisure. I pleaded to my friend( who was drunk) to help me but he didn't do shit expect tell me, 'you got what you asked for' Lousy friend huh? I was so scared that i was going to die of a heart attack. I wasnt delusional about my heart. It was really beating to the point that i felt like i was going to die. I looked in the mirror and saw my skinny dead like face and it just made me even more scared. I layed down on my bed and tried to calm myself down by covereing my face with a pillow so that I wouldn't see any more frightening images. Meanwhile my drunk freind passed out on the mini couch i had in my room. It was around 2:30 when my heart finally calmed down but my body was still spasming and shaking uncontrollably.Around 6:00 I tried to go to sleep but my body was still shaking. I spent the whole time I was laying down just thinking how the hell did this happen to me? It was so strange how it seemed as if I wasn't gonna trip at all to having the worst trip of my life. <br> <br> I have always been affected since that night. Ever time I smoked after that night I would always get real tense in my back and my legs would start shaking like a little flashback . Smoking was never the same for me. =( Ive tripped a couple of times after that but I always prepared myself for the worst. Here's a lil hint kids, 'keep a couple of potent xanax pills near by just in case if u ever start to freak out to the point that u feel like u are about to die.' Remember always know your drugs and be safe.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2002</td><td width="90">ExpID: 16026</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 14, 2002</td><td>Views: 5,247</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=16026&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=16026&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Bad Trips (6), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gel tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">115 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> For a while I had been wanting to trip because of all the stuff i heard about it. None of my friends liked tripping but i was not convinced. One a saturday night, my friend and i went to the Rocky Horror picture show, mainly because i wanted to sell some ecstacy i had. I ended up traded two rolls for a little baggie. In the baggie was supposevely acid. They looked like little purple insect legs. I do not remeber what they were called, but they said they were the cuttings left over from the sheet of gels or something. I was doubtful but trusting because it was my friend's boyfriend. We went out back and she put two of the bug-looking legs on my tongue. They tasted kinda strange. I let them dissolve and we went on with our night. <br> <br> About 40 minutes later we decided to walk to the graveyard, but halfway there we decided to change our minds. As we walked back, i saw two cats and i pursued them. As i walked toward them, i heard a strange noise from the gutter. ( i later found out it was a frog croaking.) it scared the crap out of me and i ran off giggling insanely. i was convinced there was a monster in the gutter. the other girl that was with us began croaking and i began laughing in hysterics. By this time i knew it was kicking in. They went back to get some ecstacy from someone while i wandered around. everything was strange and new. someone approached me wanting to buy a roll. but the strangest thing happened. i couldnt get it out of my wallet. everytime i opened my wallet, it was a confusion of colors and madness. i threw the wallet down on the ground. i couldnt understand why i couldnt get it out. luckily, my friend found the roll and my wallet. then we went n a car ride. <br> <br> i was by the window. looking out the window was the strangest thing that i had ever seen. the driver had put some trance on. when walked around on clematis for a while and by this time i was real messed up. my mind was wandering. colors swirling in and out. tall buildings and trees were amazingly impressive. when we got back to rocky, we wrnt to the park ad i saw the most beautiful tree i had ever seen in my life. i decided to sit in it. by this time my friends were rolling and quite worried about me wandering off. We went back to rocky and actually went in the theater. what happened was amazing. the input to my brain was overwhelming. all the sounds, the sights, everything. then we went to IHOP. we went into the bathroom, and my pupils were quite large. i couldnt help staring at the stalls. they were the most beautiful shade of purple i had ever seen in my life. strange rainbow patters, like a metal grid, covered everything. we got a ride home from the most beautiful guy i had ever seen in my life, and i was quite in love with him. when we got home it was about 4:30 AM. One of my friends who was rolling, had some shrooms. we then decided to go outside and explore. <br> <br> we decided to go to the community pool, but we never made it. everyfew steps or so, we would get distracted by something. then i noticed her face. it looked so strange. her eyes were morphing and her face just looked so weird. we were out side for an hour, wandering around. then we went inside and watched the Matrix. it was amazing. I was convinced the guy who wrote the script was tripping. It made perfect sense. After the movie was over, I was convinced i was in the matrix, I ran around screaming, 'there is no spoon!' i really was convinced. suddenly, i was ravenously hungry. i grabbed a sprite and ran into my friends room. 'orange.....AMBIVALENCE!' i said, and we all giggled. i didnt end up opening the can of sprite for about an hour. <br> <br> afer that we sat on the floor for hours recalling all our memories. it was the most fun i had in my entire life and i would definately do it again. everything was so beautiful to me. it was the most amazing experience in my life and i believe i learned alot from it, just about how beautiful life is. <br> <br> unfortunately two days later i got extremely sick and vomited for two days straight, but that always happens to me when i try a new drug. that will not prevent me from trying it again. it was totally different from what i expected, and anyone who wants to see the beauty in life should definately try it.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 7260</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 28, 2003</td><td>Views: 4,610</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=7260&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=7260&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">110 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Well. I took acid on sat and I went insane. Then I took it again on thurs and went even more insane. <br> <br> The day started off in Brooklyn, we were having fun, alot of people I knew. Abuot 15 in all. At least half of them were tripping, probably more. We walked around and smoked and the street started getting really cartoony. Then the other group of people went off to smoked their blunt and we went to smoke ours. Even though were all friends they just wandered off. <br> <br> We smoked, and came back to my friends house. I was tripping nicely. We put on floyd. This would be one of my most insane experiances ever. After a while I was really getting into the floyd and they re-went out to smoke again. I opted to stay and listen to floyd in the warmth...... by myself. Big mistake/but crazy journey. After a while i was completely swallowed by the floyd and I was bugging, I never felt so aware or able to control reality. The walls were moving, the music was part of me and went exactly with it. <br> <br> Finally the CD ended. I was completely lost. I wasn't able to comprehend how the music could have stopped. I took out the cd and sat there feeling like a part of me had just been lost bugging out. I started to pace the room and talk to myself for 15 mins. Then I was I need the floyd and tried to get it to work again. I put the cd in and couldn't find the play buttong so i just started pushing all the buttons on the stereo. I couldn't get the damn thing to play. I was tripping balls. I started asking the cd to play itself, trying to cajole it into playing for me. Then I was like ok, Im tripping balls, But there are a limited amount of buttons, i can do this. After another 5 minutes of intense analysis and and examination, and attempting to comprehend my loss, I found the button and was like ahhhhh im back. Then everyone came back, but I wasn't sure if they existed or not. And i wasn't trusting myself to interact with them, I felt like I had been through this insane trip and couldn't possibly even relate to them. <br> <br> After a while of listening to them talk, (while I was still tripping) VOOSH, my whole environment changed, and they turned into weird things that were still breathing and talking but some where not human. Greg turned into a chameleon, Hunts was a Big stone human, these girls were sea creatures with flowing green hair, at that point people were trying to interact with me, and every now and then I wouild respond or give them the thumbs up to allay their fears. Then the other group came back and I was still tripping. The feeling I had been feeling before was soo intense I refused to let it go. Then Stew brought me back after a couple rounds of foosball, which he single handedly was owning me and Alex combined. L also helped to bring me back with his girlfriend by just talking to me and stuff. We went back to the room and I was stilll tripping. <br> <br> My hand all of a sudden got crazy i dont even know how to describe it except it started opening in a weird weird way. Like one finger would move in a tiny jerk which would be followed by another one and so on. But it took a while for it to open completely, I was still feeling crazy, people were looking at my hand going holy shit, he's gone insane. I dont remember most of the rest of the night, But eventually me and a couple of friends went on the train home. The train was soo trippy, whenever it would start slowing down it would make crazy tripped out noises like voosh coom wowr. I cant really type it, its like those crazy noises that synthesisers make when slowing down and speeding up. I got home at like 11:30 cz we took the cid mid day or early afternoon. I fell asleep at 6 in the morning. I was still feeling it a little throught the whole night.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2002</td><td width="90">ExpID: 20945</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 4, 2003</td><td>Views: 5,512</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=20945&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=20945&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Difficult Experiences (5), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I occasionally trip on LSD when it becomes available to me (not often). On the trip in question, I ingested 1.5 blotter hits of some supposed very good LSD. The trip was much more clean and intense then I expected from 1.5 hits which leads me to believe there was either a larger dose on each hit then I'm used and/or the LSD was properly synthesized when I had received improperly synthesized LSD in the past. <br> <br> I had mild HPPD mainly from an unknown MDMA-like substance I did ~25 times approximately 2.5 years ago, along with various experiences with other psychedelics(LSD, cannabis, and psilocybin, among many others). The night after the trip when I turned off the light to go to bed, I noticed that my HPPD was completely gone. It was never really a problem as it was composed of tracers and other mild visual distortions. I thought I would mention this as LSD could possibly be used to help someone with much more severe HPPD (though it would seemingly have a reverse effect).<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2003</td><td width="90">ExpID: 23173</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 3, 2003</td><td>Views: 20,894</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=23173&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=23173&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Not Applicable (38), HPPD / Lasting Visuals (40), Health Benefits (32)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> After doing several batches of cubensis, my body started telling me that something wasn't right. I have never before heard of anyone having really bad physical side effects from mushrooms, so it really confused me when this happened. <br> <br> I started coming up and felt my nerves tense up really bad. it was uncomfortable. I could feel all my nerves and muscles tightening and then my inner organs started to hurt. this has happened just about every time I take mushrooms and sometimes on LSD. At times it seems like the poisons are eating up my insides! I am getting sick of it and don't know what could be wrong with me! I think maybe the substances have damaged my body somehow, but I've never heard of that happening. I'm very curious and want to know if this is a common feeling on psychedelics.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2002</td><td width="90">ExpID: 21170</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Mar 7, 2003</td><td>Views: 12,125</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=21170&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=21170&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Mushrooms (39), LSD (2) : Health Problems (27), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mescaline/">Mescaline</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">160 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> 1969.....what a beautiful year. Before that year I was living peacefully in Haight Ashbury, what a groovy time in deed. <br> <br> Anyway, as I remember it, I received word from one of my pals that there was gonna be a huge gig over in New York and HENDRIX was gonna be there...3 days long! <br> <br> To make a long story short I bought the tickets for all three days, loaded up my volkswagon van with a couple ounces of herb, about 30 or so hits of acid, and a bunch of mesc. Grabbed my sleeping bag...and me and my old lady (that's an old term for girl friend) were off to have one of the most awe-inspiring experiences ever. <br> <br> It took us about a week to cross country (about an ounce of bud and a couple hits of acid were spent during this trip through the country, too.) <br> <br> Once we got there the traffic was almost completely stopped. People were sitting on top of their cars and people were passing joints around from car to car. <br> <br> Once we parked, we loaded up our gear and begain the long walk to the crowd. <br> <br> After a couple of hours of walking we arrived at the freakiest scene ever. It wasn't freaky in the real term, but freaky as in 'oh, my god, hundreds upon hundreds upon hundreds of people that were here for the same reason we were. <br> <br> Me and my girlfriend found a nice spot a couple hundred feet from the stage (really good spots, come to think of it.) <br> <br> So, here we were, two tie-dyed, spaced out, hippies sitting with a bunch of other drugged up hippies too. <br> <br> The show begain and we both dropped acid. The only bummer about the concert was that everyone was talkin about the bad acid that was going around, but we both had brought our own acid so there was no problem. <br> <br> The next three days were spent making passionate love in front of everyone (no one minded), taking as much LSD as we could, smoking as much pot as we could, taking some mesc, and loving the scene as much as we could. <br> <br> I remember giving out a bunch of our acid to some groovy people we met there and passing around a bunch of joints. <br> <br> I stayed during the entire concert, up to Hendrix. I went home that day feeling like a new man, and i had to pull over the van several times because i just wanted to make love to my partner. <br> <br> To me, woodstock remained in me, even after i cut my hair, even after i stopped using drugs as much as I did (yes, i still take LSD on ocassions, but not to the extent of the glory days of the 60s)....woodstock is something that is in you, no matter how burnt you were at the festival, or how busy fuckin you were.....it's there...and we have to get ourselves back to the garden.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2003</td><td width="90">ExpID: 24455</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 13, 2003</td><td>Views: 38,649</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=24455&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=24455&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Cannabis (1), Mescaline (36), LSD (2) : Mystical Experiences (9), Multi-Day Experience (13), Retrospective / Summary (11), Festival / Lg. Crowd (24)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mda/">MDA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 4:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">145 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> While recently attending a party I had the opportunity to Kandyflip for the first time. I am an experienced tripper and roller and so looked forward to the experience. The experience started while my chewing up a single MDA pill. I had not rolled in 5 1/2 months. Onset took almost 90 minutes and this is consistent with other MDA rolls I have had. The Build up was fairly slow until I was hit by a sudden massive body load about 2 hours after ingesting the pill. Sudden sweats and a brief period of dry heaving which quickly became a typical full body roll. Touch became much more sensative and physical contact with other people became very desirable. Feelings moved to the surface and I ran into two people I had once been friends with, but had grown apart from. Old animosities were quickly swept aside and it seemed as if nothing had ever come betwen us. In some ways my ability to perceive was distorted. I was so aware of what was occuring in me and directly around me that the music seemed to disappear. People became more attractive and my inhibitions around strangers were reduced. For around the next 2 hours I could not get enough of meeting new people and giving and receiving light shows. The general stress level I had been under prior to the roll was relatively high. The roll worked wonders for relaxing my mental state and preparing me for the LSD. <br> <br> After the peak of the MDA had begun to subside I placed a single hit of blotter acid on my tongue. I began to notice effects about an hour later. At first the LSD simply enhanced the feelings of rolling, albeit with far more visual effects. These include tinges of prismatic light around my field of vision yet I was still 'rolling' as far as my other senses were concerned. Touch was still very important as was interacting with others. As the LSD became the dominant psycho-effective chemical serious time distortion began. Also beginning at this time were some fairly unexpected but not unpleasant perceptual distortions. People took on decidedly different looks based either on their sex or my personal knowledge of them. Men tended to become very angular and chiseled, often appearing misshapen. Girls tended to look far more rounded with faces becoming almost devoid of straight lines. This seems to me to be due to my own views on the sexes. Men being more masculine and rough took on those views physically. While women as the softer sex lost all traces of hard edges. My best friend was trippin with me and I have had to deal with many of her self induced foibles in life and love. Because of this she took on an almost comical appearance and looked rather clown like. My ability to interact with strangers was at this point very reduced. However my ability to interact with long time friends and aquaintances was not reduced. In fact interacting with familiar people to the exclusion of others would be an accurate description of my activities. The earlier desire to meet and greet had definately been replaced by wariness of strangers. <br> <br> Overall the experience was positive and is now a fond memory. There are only two negatives to report. Coming down was the only negative to the episode. MDA seems to have a severe effect on my ability to sleep or eat for about 48 hours after ingestion. This has been true in the past and stayed true to what was expected. Dehydration was also a complication. Normally when rolling I remember to drink water at regualr intervals. However once the roll stopped and the trip began water felt like solids in my mouth and I stopped drinking it. This was a mistake and I was severely dehydrated by the end of the night. I ended up suffering muscle cramps, nausea, kidney pains, and a severe migraine head ache.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2003</td><td width="90">ExpID: 26272</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 20, 2003</td><td>Views: 7,924</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=26272&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=26272&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDA (34), LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Glowing Experiences (4), Hangover / Days After (46), Large Group (10+) (19)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">135 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I was able to come across some very potent acid and having had the same stuff before I bought three. I knew this stuff was good but I had no idea how hard it would hit me. My drug background goes as follows, I've had Shrooms, Acid, 5Meo, Salvia, Cocaine, MDMA, and of course MJ. <br> <br> I decided to take the sacrement at 7:30am so I could have the house to myself all day. After dosing I took a shower because I prefer to at least start out clean, when I trip. After the shower I was just chillin in my bed listening to some trance on the headphones. This went on until about 11:00. This far in I was beginng to get disappointed because even though I was definitly tripping I didn't feel as though I was peaking. My opinion is that it was due to the music choice. I went outside for a cigarette and my mind started thinking in a different pattern. Before I was more focused on the music by being outside and veiwing nature I began to start thinking about my spiritual beliefs amungst other things. This was a time in my life when I was very unsure about my beliefs. This didn't go on too long before I went inside to my room. I turned on some Grateful Dead which sounded absolutly wonderful. The music moved me and before I knew it I was dancing around the room. I felt as though I was the visualizer for the music. This was odd since it is unheard of that I dance. At this point I knew I was peaking and opted to lay down on the bed. It was about 12:30. I began to focus on an abject in my room. Let me describe the object as best I can. The base is a cone, and at the tip are four skinny arms that are bent in a certain way. These arms are all different colors, blacklight responsive, and they spin around in different directions. However, the design is perfect because I have found that even when not triping I can see the visuals it makes. Anyway the arms began to move off of their designed trajectories. It looked as though some where falling down, and then it would zoom right back up. After this it transformed in a way and instead the arms looked like they were moving up towards the cieling. Like ribbons of color ascending into the sky. As this was happening the beginning heartbeats of Darkside of the moon began to play. And then, in that instant, the entire room took on a new perspective. It was as if a new connection was made inside the supercomputer that is my brain. Like a light switch flicking on my entire field of vision engulfed in visuals at the instant the music on the first track of darkside hits. Having experienced ego loss prior to this I recognized it instantly. My walls began to glimmer as though they were made of bricks of gold. In my window curtain, I saw Timothy Leary's face smiling back at me as if to say, 'There ya go, now ya got it.' For the entire album of darkiside of the moon I was transcendent. Many, many visions appeared to me, all with my eyes open. The visions were on the curtains and the walls, and the floor, and anything else in my view. The amazing thing was that all the visuals seemed more realistic than most visuals. Bright white light shone through the wall straight into my eye. It felt as though it was the awesome power of God. He comforted me, and reassured me that my way of life was rightous. I understood the mind doesn't need our clunky bodies to survive. It has everything it needs to live on in the afterlife. After that I remained in this heavenly place looking down upon the people of earth with more knowledge of life than I had ever thought concievable. The music brought up topics such as money. I began to understand that Gov't and society was a huge joke. I was shown many more images, however some of which are deeply personal and others I have not fully understood yet. The state of transcendance lasted until the last note of Darkside. I was thrown back into my body on earth and at that moment there was a laughter in the music and I began to laugh as well.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2003</td><td width="90">ExpID: 26602</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 5, 2003</td><td>Views: 6,087</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=26602&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=26602&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Glowing Experiences (4), Mystical Experiences (9), General (1), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">0.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">105 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> August 2002, the night was young, people partying having a good time. Some one approaches, 'hey you want to split a half hit of acid?' I think to myself, not really, but I want to stay in the same mind set as my boyfriend. My boyfriend takes the hit and rips it in half, eats one half and hands me the other. My worst mistake ever. <br> <br> The night goes well, I had a fantastic time, and was able to sleep soundly when I wanted to. Next morning as I lifted my head off the couch images of the whole room moved along with my eyes. I shook my head, rubbed my eyes, and the first thing I say to myself is 'oh shit.' I've heard of 'permanant' trips happening to people, but I never really knew what that actually meant. I never thought it would happen to me. I had no clue of what was going on with myself. I kept seeing things move, people that weren't really there, objects appearing really close to my face or extreamly far away, colors, what's happening? <br> <br> A month later I was visiting with my parents, the psychosis started slowly; little things like forgetting where I put things, deep vivid daydreaming that I almost couldn't wake up from, then the voices started. I could hear people say my thoughts, the madness of voices in my head, slowly I couldn't recognize my own family and had involuntary movements of my arms. During a lucid moment I told my parents I needed to go to the hospital. At that time the hallucinations were so intense, I'd see snakes crawling all over me, worry that I had bugs (I really didn't), the maddening voices, the constant movement of things around me, it was pure hell. Doctors put me on strong medicine that did not stop the hallucinations but weakend my ability to feel anything emotionally, shutting down all my thoughts. I started noticing if I was in a good mood the hallucinations would be silly causing me to laugh, but if I was in a bad mood I was in for a really rough time. <br> <br> Through time I have learned to live with this monster. It's been a year now of constant hallucinating. The hallucinations are not as intense as they first were. I still see people that are not there (I paint clown faces on them now), colors, mainly black, go zooming past my eyes, spheres or balls pass from one hand to the other and into other people's hands, balls of light bounce off of people's heads,almost like a thin layer peeled off of actual people in front of me follow wherever I look, images jump out at me, and when really stressed or over stimulated the voices come back. It's not fun, it's just something I've become accustomed to, and it has improved greatly in the past year. From what I've read this could last 5 years (4 more to go), or permenantly, I pray almost every night and hope that when I wake up in the morning the monster will be gone. Needles to say I do not use drugs or alcohol any more. I was an active addict for 15 years. This has scared me straight. The end.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2002</td><td width="90">ExpID: 27875</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Oct 26, 2003</td><td>Views: 5,959</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=27875&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=27875&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Large Group (10+) (19), HPPD / Lasting Visuals (40), Post Trip Problems (8), Entities / Beings (37), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Newsgroups: alt.drugs <br> Date: 15 Jan 93 21:17:06 GMT <br> Archived by: Hyperreal Drug Archives <br> <br> Seer Snively writes: <br> > If someone who is blind (because of a physical problem with the eye, no <br> > brain problems) or who is colour blind took lsd, would they 'see' colour? <br> > Does anyone think they would get visuals? Does anyone KNOW (first or 2nd <br> > hand)? <br> <br> Hello. My evil twin(tm) is a green-blind deuteranomal. Due to the presence of an annoying little recessive gene on his X-chromosome, the spectral sensitivity of his middle cones peak at a different wavelength of light than a 'normal' individual. Thus, greens look different to him, or not like 'green' at all... <br> <br> He enjoys both hiking in the wilderness and psychadelics, especially simutaneously. In the wilderness, it's often useful to be able to spot red objects amidst all the green (e.g. reddish poison oak leaves in the green scrub oak). He has found that LSD enhances his perception of colors, but does not greatly improve his differential perception of green. While his hiking companions are constantly pointing out red-tailed hawks, red manzanita bark, or the poison oak he's currently standing in, he still has problems picking them out of a green background. <br> <br> So when the iodopsin in one or more of the sets of cones is abnormal, the signals being sent to the brain are the same, with or without psychadelics. How the brain on LSD recognizes these signals may be different, but he <br> hasn't found that the green perception improves. <br> <br> But he's continuing the therapy in hopes of improvement... <br> <br> As far as *visuals* are concerned, he hasn't noticed any really special greens that he doesn't see in real life. <br> <br> But here's a question: does this hypothetical individual who is colorblind (total achromat, which is rare) _dream_ in color? Would he/she know if the dreams were in 'color'? Would he/she know if the hallucinations were in 'color'? <br> <br> `jimb <br> <br> 'LSD: not a cure, but good therapy for color blindness.'<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1993</td><td width="90">ExpID: 28397</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 13, 2003</td><td>Views: 54,015</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=28397&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=28397&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Nature / Outdoors (23), Health Benefits (32)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">20 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/paroxetine/">Pharms - Paroxetine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(daily)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:59</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 bowls</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(flowers)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">170 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I've been on paxil for about 5 weeks now. When my friends told me that they had found some acid, i was quite sceptical of taking it while on depression medication. I came on erowid and read that the effects of the trip were diminished significantly, so i decided to trip. <br> <br> I dosed around 9 PM and didnt feel anything at all for awhile. We smoked a bowl and a started to feel a little high. After awhile the effects started kicking in harder, slight visuals, the 'tripping feeling', etc...We decided to smoke one more bowl, and this is when things got crazy. <br> <br> After smoking the bowl, I hit the peak of my trip. I was sitting in my friends room with all the lights off, and his blacklights on. The blacklights gave off a warm glow that extended about 2 inches of the lights in every direction. I live in a fraternity, so after i left my friends room i decided to goto my room, but i couldnt even remember where i lived, or what i was doing. I had no knowledge at all of what was going on, and after asking my friends every 5 mins for an hour, i finally realized that i would never figure out what was happening. <br> <br> This was one of the most confusing trips that i've ever had, but it was also one of the most fun. I had alot of laughs, and didnt get depressed at all throughout the trip. <br> <br> I hope this helps people who are thinking about tripping while on depression medication. <br> <br> My experience may not be the same as anyone else's though, so i suggest starting with a small dose like i did.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2003</td><td width="90">ExpID: 28007</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 4, 2003</td><td>Views: 8,074</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=28007&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=28007&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Cannabis (1), Pharms - Paroxetine (148), LSD (2) : Large Group (10+) (19), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">200 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I actually tried LSD several times before the EVENT I am about to descibe (which was on 3-28-89 at the Omni in Atlanta- just looked up the exact date AND setlist on the internet, pretty cool) and even though a few friends and I had experienced some pretty wild things during our frequent acid trips during my 'crazy' college days of 1984-88 this one sticks out in my mind as the 'Big One.' Because Jerry Garcia died in 1995 making it impossible to attend a Dead show as so many did I have fond memeories of the few shows I did make it to, but as far as this acid trips go, this one was diferent because I had never experienced the truly powerful energy being spread around by the thousands of people (all ages although mostly young adults) who were either tripping along with me or were at least very receptive to feelings I was having on acid that I would normally hide <br> <br> unless in a 'safe' area- Not a concert hall! Anyway, I will start at the beginning... <br> <br> My friend had some great acid that I had tried once before when we camped on Cumberland Island. That was a very cool trip when we climbed over a tall fence and sat around in a private cemetery trying to 'come down' before walking on the beautiful unspoiled beach looking at seashells and basically appreciating nature at its finest. That had been only a few weeks before this concert, still in March, which in Georgia usually means great weather. I had been to see the Grateful Dead years before while still in high school and hadn't even gotten drunk before, so all I did was stare at all the strange looking people and hoped the band would play Truckin' or one of the other few songs I would recognize. Now, in March of 1989, I had tripped first on mushrooms then acid several times and knew just about every Grateful Dead song there was (I thought) so was truly pumped up for this concert! <br> <br> My friend and I got to downtown Atlanta at least two hours before the concert so we could check out 'the scene' which was fun- lots of strangely dressed people roaming about but even before we 'dosed' I thought the energy level was positive and attractive. We took the public tranportation (MARTA) which ended up being smart, more on that later. We ate in a chinese restaurant and must have already sampled the two hits (one each) because I remembe rthings getting strange there because the restaurant was crowded with young people in tie-died t-shirts, etc. making the chinese waiters a little uncomfortable. We passed many more dead-heads and all the interesting things to look at, again the dead-heads, made the awkward 'early acid feelings' almost unnoticeable. Standing in line outside of the Omni became intense cause there was a guy beating a loud drum to a slow beat, making me nervous and letting me know that a strong trip was on the way. <br> <br> By the time we slowly entered the 'arena,' bought a beer, actually found our row (which we found out later didn't matter) the music had already started. Near the aisles were young girls who stood up as the music played and started whirling around with trance-like faces. They scared me! We gave up trying to find our actual seats after both of us were fully tripping now and could have fallen down the stone steps. Counting the numbers of the rows with the blasting music was too much! The Dead finished 'Let the Good Times Roll' which seemed so-o-o appropriate to the way we were feeling! After settling into some chairs, I somehow was able to talk a little to a pretty woman next to me. She had a beautiful smile and after telling me she flew in THAT DAY from Dallas to Atlanta pulled out a large joint and offered to share it with me! <br> <br> My friend declined saying he was tripping too hard and didn't need anything to increase the strong buzz. I, however, smoked the whole joint with her and noticed that YES smoking pot while tripping can increase your buzz. I started to regret what I had done during a few of the songs, but when the band luanched into 'Ramble On Rose' I sang along and felt happy again. I remember seeing Jerry Garcia's smiling face during the silly song 'Don't Ease Me In' as if I was staring at someone a few feet away and I got a warm feeling in my heart that all what would be great. <br> <br> The first set abruptly ended and strong, piercing lights flashed into our eyes. Suddenly the goddess next to me did not seem approachable and I flet like an utter fool. It was cruel to interupt the darkness and a most difficult time to get adjusted to the sudden freedom of having to find something to do until the second set began. <br> <br> I remember wandering around being lost by the loud chatter that was everywhere. I was tripping hard! The second set eventually ended up being great. We moved around during the show a few times, not caring if we could see the stage, just wanting to be able to hear the music and stare at the wonderful colored lights. Truly psychedilic! The most memorable song was 'Playing in the Band' which lasted the longest and was fantastic with the long jamming. At the end of the concert, the mass of people leaving or being in utter confusion like us was overwhelming. We managed to get into a taxi and leave worry free while freakish young people stared into the window, scaring me. The atxi driver commented on the odd-looking people, not knowing that we were not dressed as strangely but were veyr much par tof that scene! <br> <br> My trip by the way had only icreased for three hours! I was still not even peaking! This experience taught me that acid is unpredicatable in the amount of time trips peak, last, etc. This one was intensified because of the atmosphere. When we were away from the concert experience, my peak finally leveled out and except for a weird feeling in my throat and some weird visuals, I managed to slowly come down and enjoy the experience, knowing it would only be a 'normal' trip for the next three or four hours. <br> <br> We went out to eat after my friend was able to drive and sat at a restaurant listening to the loud but somehow pleasant noise of the busy street nearby. I was in a blissful state when a passing car threw a beer bottle that only missed my head by inches. It could have been a diaster! But like many of my experiences, it LUCKILY turned out differently. MAY ALL OF YOU FIND INNER-PEACE AND HAVE SUCH LUCK!<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1989</td><td width="90">ExpID: 8026</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 5, 2004</td><td>Views: 5,287</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=8026&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=8026&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Music Discussion (22), Festival / Lg. Crowd (24)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">145 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> My friend came down to my house, and we both took about 25 hits off a vial of LSD-25 he had purchased. I noticed no effects in an hour, and told him it must be diluted or something. He told me he had put a $20 bag of ketamine into it in a K-stupor. I have had bad luck with ketamine in the past and I didn't think it was a good idea. We split the rest of the vial anyways. About 10 minutes after we had done this the first effects hit me. I noticed it was slightly difficult to walk. Colors intesified. We had to find some weed and fast. We visited my friend Tyler, while questing for some weed on the street. He just happened to have a joint of purple nuggets. Im pretty sure it was superskunk. We smoked it and immediately afterwards I got the sickening K headrush that I hate so much. <br> <br> At this point I remember all the LSD hitting me as well. The walls decided to start changing colors, colors that didn't exist to the normal human eye. The walls were breathing phosphorescent. I was curled in a ball scared out of my mind. This is because the intesity of the combination was incredible. I have never experianced anything so intense. I felt like my body was made of rusty metal. We decided to go for a walk. It took me and my friend 2 and a half hours to walk five blocks. Everything around me was moving at a normal pace, but in frame-vision. Inside of my bubble everything was moving slow. Really slow. The trails were incredible, they would stay even after i closed my eyes, and as they faded they changed colors. We eventually purchased 7 niks of shwag from some guy on the street. My friend assured me that the K headrush would not come again, and I calmed down. We sat in a house smoking until our stomachs started to hurt. My friend called it gut rot. He said it came from consuming hard chemicals on an empty stomach. We walked to our local 24 hour pantry and purchased some bread. <br> <br> I wasn't in the mood for eating, but after I did the stomach pain went away. We ran into some old friends while sitting there and purchased 5 $20 bags. We returned to the house and I did about a quarter of it, and my friend who had a higher tolerance did the other 3 quarters. At 6 in the morning i went unconcious and had some wierd ass dream about singing trees and flowers, but when I came close to them, they would decay. For the rest of this day I noticed things were so bright that it was hard to focus on anything but a big hazy mix of colors. The ground had waves in it that would move with my vision and distort colors. The experiance is hard to describe. At 8 that night my friend purchased 5 hits of silver sense acid and took it. I refused to take anymore. He is on Wellbutrin also and has a higher tolerance from the acid because of it. <br> <br> That night when we smoked, the walls were vibrating and turned into a strange pattern. The pattern looked like a snake. It lasted for about 15 minutes. The snake opened its eyes and turned into some sort of dragon with the same skin as the wallpaper. It was moving around the room. I tried to capture it, but I failed. And my friends laughed at me. At the time it seemed very important that I had possession of this dragon. The next day I felt tired as hell. Everything was still very bright, but it came into focus. The flowers seemed very large. The houses all had faces of monsters and seemed to be swaying from side to side. I think they were laughing at me. The last thing I remember of the trip was that when we were sitting in the park I looked up at the sky and saw the sun turn into some sort of quasar/supernova of millions of greens, oranges, yellows, blues, and purples.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 13993</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 5, 2004</td><td>Views: 6,169</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=13993&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=13993&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Ketamine (31), LSD (2) : Difficult Experiences (5), Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">180 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I have dropped acid many times for many years beggining with four way window payne in the early 70s. I was 12 the first time I was real scared and felt the anxiety but after being with friends one of wich told me something that will always stay in my mind 'YOU TAKE IT DON'T LET IT TAKE YOU' I found this to be very true and after thinking about it and applying that philosophy have at times even been pulled over by the police while very high and applied that thought and what I thought was a for sure bust they didnt even notice I was high! <br> <br> now I am not saying that you should go out and take it because I believe that is a personal prefference and I believe that only some people that have a strong enough mind can actualy handle it and others who are less strong minded should not take it. when I am high I have been able to think myself straight with enough thought about it wich I think is a bummer and a waste of good acid but to me it is possible to do that. <br> <br> one last thing L.S.D was the best aphrodisiac I have ever had. I had sex that lasted for at least 2 hours once even after orgasm I was still hard n' ready to go wow what a night that was! <br> <br> well I hope I am not creating a problem for someone who can't handle mind altering substances but just had to add my thoughts and experiances to this forum,PEACEFROGDAVE...............<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 9068</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 3, 2004</td><td>Views: 3,920</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=9068&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=9068&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Personal Preparation (45), Retrospective / Summary (11), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">7 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">165 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> In a flashing spell of lingering interior flailing bursts, you remain ignorant to a falling corpse of bleeding lizard dreams. It will blind you, I warn, in a second that tears at your senses like the unending sorrow that bursts you with a flavor of the sounds of a pathetic giggling moose country wizard. It comes from the direction of the deranged infinitely screaming reaper who supervises the stimuli of existence. It overwhelms you; the mind piercing pink and orange exploding from his mouth tastes like a photon blast from hell. Then you fall into a frantic steam of euphoria that tickles at your legs and leads its way back to your brain only to wisp in the frolicking cob webs of your past. The browning shrimp gumbo gives way to the sense of emprisonment the redbird once felt when his feathers were trapped in a sling. Freedom you thought you experienced is now a summit of yellow pleasure the ever famous mockingbird intertwines within your being, and the ever slowly descending popcorn wave is a sea in the eyes of a corn field reaper.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2004</td><td width="90">ExpID: 33561</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 16, 2004</td><td>Views: 5,199</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=33561&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=33561&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Unknown Context (20), Poetry (43), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:59</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 drops</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 2:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> It was friday night again, I had just gotten outta work and ran to my friends house where like 10 of us lived on his floor to take a shower and get ready for the club. Me, john, nick, rob, chris, zach, sharon, dave, and a couple other people were all set to go and get fucked up for the night. <br> <br> I had a sheet of paper(lsd) and a buddy of mine had some pills. When I left I had traded 5 papers for 3 drops. We all got to the club and it was time to eat a couple pills. My boy rob bought me 2 and himself 2. So I gave him a few hits of acid. We ran around our seperate ways dancing and just havin a good time. A couple hours later I ate another pill that somebody owed me from a couple weeks ago. Then all of a sudden a song came on that we all got down to atb-9pm. I remember I was so happy having the time of my life looking at my friends and I knew they were all feeling the same when all of a sudden I look at rob and he's staring at the ceiling twitching like he was seein shit so I told him chill out everything is straight and the next thing I know he's on the ground havin seizures. <br> <br> John was holding his head and I just stood there looking at him scared outta my mind john looked at me and I said what do we do. The floor cleared and me and zach are holding him up waiting for an ambulance to arrive. He was just dead weight and the look on his face scared the shit outta me. He left to the hospital and I asked everybody what he took then I realized I took the exact same shit in the exact same amount. That could have been me. I guess it just kinda made me realize thatwe werent invincible and shit can happen. <br> <br> After all that I couldnt enjoy xtc or acid anymore which I never thought would happen. . So I quit all together and I got stuck going down a long road of depression and lonliness. Suicidal thoughts. I dunno I guess I just grew up. Its just sad that had to happen to open my eyes. Robs ok by the way and still rolls from time to time.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 12235</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 7, 2004</td><td>Views: 6,529</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=12235&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=12235&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDMA (3), LSD (2) : Train Wrecks & Trip Disasters (7), Post Trip Problems (8), Second Hand Report (42), Combinations (3), Club / Bar (25)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:59</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">0.5 </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mda/">MDA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 2:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">0.5 </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mda/">MDA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:59</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mda/">MDA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:59</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Beer/Wine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">180 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> There are some times when I want to party quite more than other times, that was my case on that friday, I was quite happy for how the week went on my job, that night two great DJs were playing on a great party, all my close friends and my girlfriend were with me, it was a 3-day weekend (because of a holyday on monday), I just couldn't ask for more. But human nature is like that, I did want more. Although I've been taking pills for over 4 years I have never tried LSD, maybe because is not so easy to find, or because none of my friends take it on a regular basis, but that night some dealer came with new 'little papers' (that's how we call LSD here), he said they were great, so I finally decided to take one. <br> <br> A girl friend (not my girlfriend) got it for me, I took it whole, not just a piece, she opened her eyes and mouth wide as she saw me and told me not to take that much, that half is enough, but I still took it whole. I kept it on my tounge as was told, but my friends kept telling me I had taken too much, so after 30 minutes I gave half to my girlfriend, she hadn't take it before too. <br> <br> I took also half a pill of MDA, two hours later took another half. We call that combination here in Medellin, Colombia (LSD & pills) a 'wedding'. <br> <br> At that time the party was starting, about 45 minutes later I started to feel very different, it was strange but great, the first change I noticed was that music seemed to flow in 3-D, the speakers at that place where just at the front, but I heard the music coming from everywhere, the bass from one side, some keyboards from other, cymbals from behind, all flowing through me, it was quite a sensation. <br> <br> As time went by I started to look things differently too, people left traces as they walked, but what was quite unique were the way that girls looked, in that party there were quite a lot of cuties, very hot chicks, I could feel like their legs or arms or their butt where like a source of energy, it was great, I felt quite aroused. <br> <br> The first 6 hours I didn't felt as dancing too much, I was quite overwhelmed by this new sensations, I felt like laughing a lot, sometimes I even shed a couple of tears of joy. When the party finished we went back to the city to a friend's apartment, I didn't drive, I gave the keys of the car to a friend, it was 8:00 AM. <br> <br> This time I felt more much eager to dance, a friend bought some white wine, more pills, and we started the party again. About 12 hours after I took the LSD I sat and closed my eyes, after a while the music started to flow with colors, it was a great spectacle, since every kind of sound had its own colour and flowed the way it sounded, I lasted 30 minutes like that (my friends told me). It was quite a day and night of partying again, I just couldn't sleep, neither I could stay still easily, I lasted until the other day at 3:00 PM partying there. <br> <br> At that moment I felt quite exhausted, like I would weigh 1 ton, I just went directly to sleep, felt awful, but not very bad. <br> <br> It was a really unique experience, my friends tell me that the next time I should be in a place with more lights and colours, and even on a field, LSD is quite a strong drug, I believe it's not for the weak of mind.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2002</td><td width="90">ExpID: 18930</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 20, 2004</td><td>Views: 9,963</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=18930&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=18930&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), MDA (34) : First Times (2), Combinations (3), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">100 ml</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ayahuasca/">Ayahuasca</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(tea)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">70 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Tracks for top and tracks underneath. String vibrating in an intensity of GeVs immense; and my eyes almost glimpse. Mortal craze to appear in the not-mind of the being, the beings, in the tracks... The from above way if widens, becomes gloomy, the cracked sky leaves to escape only one pale light of color-without-blood. Entering acidly in the infradimensional one of the fields if augmenting in a danger density in the desperate howl of the bodies flench in the railroad. <br> We go down. Not, we do not go down. But we continue in front, in the strokes of the bones in the iron, in the kingdoms that foresee the abissais regions. <br> The vegetation looks at me in a putrefat tone. <br> Demonic entities arrive in a lightning of positrons, in the field the search... <br> Something grovel lurk as small mountains in the line that separates the entrance of the arrival. Everything in the macabra harmony of a impressionist oil screen of a hell more than of Dante. For a moment, for punctures in the tissue, I interact in an incredible understanding with transcendents beings and fogs hangs in the hipnotic hiperdimensional touch of senciences. But most direful in the danger unknown it still it was for I came... <br> <br> Licking my heretical fallus runa, profane, a vassal to the intention of the dantesc luxury. Its eyes if open, if they redden when its mouth goes up until the top. Flying harnesses vibrate in another sensation. Cainitas tooths make guard to the side of tongue that god me. My eyes cover the delineations of the almost cannibal body until the inhuman face. Internal energetic explosion, intense, indescribable. Now a winged demonic force of squamaed skin sucks me. And hardily I deliver myself with a malicious smile; that the so delicious form human being comes back; succubus satiate itself in an inexhaustible source; irrevocable pleasure. <br> And of the land of long ago the Age of the Darknesses images appears. Body Modification intercrossing the bodies, passing me, envoltando me; I using to advantage it stops later in the hole playing. <br> The Abyss of its acknowledgment through the odor of one nothing mortificated that it escapes of the deepenings of the cliff. <br> Mortal craze. Spiritual Molecula. <br> My reign is prepared, enters the beings of the lisergicly black plan. <br> But something does not appraise to combine. <br> <br> Fear. Queerness. <br> Something magical still remains. <br> They observe. <br> Fear. Queerness. Not agreement. <br> The train is pulled. It stops. Backwards. I try to become to understand. <br> They do not understand. They want its king. <br> To any cost! <br> And in the fetids quagmires of dived souls and eye of one phosphorescent of green vomit unhealthy threaten me. In the hole long ago they threaten me. Region of chaos spiritual... <br> They observe. They do not understand. They imprison me in its energetic observeble dungeon. Everything tremble. <br> And I am quiet in my observeble macro/microscope. <br> Uninterrupted flow. Conspiracies a thousand. Reality almost to pull down. Tribe almost before to sacrifice me, decimated together with its God. <br> The Death me patrol. <br> <br> Still magical I remain. Beings others known, unknown if make presents. Demiurges if make presents. The union of men if makes presents. Necessary aid. Concern in surplus. <br> And I still quiet. Nothing to pronounce. <br> To look at magician, scarlet layer shining to the wind, seated in the throne of the conscience, trying to arrive at an agreement. <br> But they seem not to want to leave me... <br> The cracks start if to breach, if to move away and the pale skin from the firmament runs golden blood again. Mayan pyramids of luminous rays are bulding from top to bottom, in the plain top the golden plate of the deity shines and in the stairs the shades of two entities remain. <br> Now rest to the little my conscience. Mortal craze... <br> Surprising growth. Learning without limits. Infinital evolution. <br> But the longitudinal pupil eyes still observe me...<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 45324</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 21, 2005</td><td>Views: 4,185</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=45324&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=45324&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Ayahuasca (8) : Poetry (43), Combinations (3), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">165 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> My son, never reallky understood why we were in therapy. Perhaps it was because we love him. Perhaps it's becasue I saw after years of taking acid myself and too much pot take my smiles away that I didnt want the potential inherent happiness of youth be ripped out of our son's soul by too many drugs as well. I remember getting angry one night during a family session- we were all sitting around, me, my wife and son, and a bunch of other addicted people all turning the conversation into 'all the stuff we know about drugs'..... I was thinking ' why couldnt all the experience and research for drugs be used for something that would have more long term enhancements- I dunno - like computer programming, or photography - or art - or love and respect. <br> <br> It was during our last appointment, when my son revealed to his mom and I that one night he had taken 5 hits !!! Picture yourself sitting next to a young man - who you have tried to protect and guide since birth - and he tells you that he took 5 hits of acid - and that he knows people that have taken 12 ? Is this for real. It's amazing that any one of us who have been into drugs are even alive. Hey - am I being pragmatic- Fuck no, I am too old - I am 46 and a survivor - I know of what I speak - I am not some soul in a box that listens to the drug czar that tells me that we need to educate our kids on the dangers of drugs - ----- I was the danger.... and if you have just taken 5 hits- then you are a danger too. So, somewhere along the way - and somehow I survived my experience of $10 a bag weed and questionable quality windowpane - and blotter- and the legal drug of alcohol.... anyway I made it thus far - far enough to know - that maybe when god calls you - you're not too stoned ... but from what I know of God He will take a broken person and give you hope and a future - one that's better than the next 5 hits.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2000</td><td width="90">ExpID: 19100</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Oct 19, 2006</td><td>Views: 24,070</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=19100&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=19100&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Families (41), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">165 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> While on acid many epiphanies occured, <br> so many, in fact <br> that now whenever an epiphony occurs within, <br> I feel the psychedelic feel, <br> I flash back to what It was like <br> to feel everyone <br> and everything, <br> To resonate <br> in tune with the universe.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 52516</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 11, 2007</td><td>Views: 1,125</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=52516&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=52516&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Not Applicable (38), Poetry (43), Mystical Experiences (9)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">230 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Fearless freedom. <br> <br> I was itching my head <br> & spread peace <br> throughout the people. <br> <br> The prosperity of birds <br> are in chains in <br> the 'created' democracy. <br> <br> Life binding life <br> Tis the god of us. <br> <br> True existence <br> no space, nor time. <br> Vibration is the only truth.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 51962</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 19, 2007</td><td>Views: 1,047</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=51962&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=51962&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Poetry (43), General (1), Not Applicable (38)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1.25 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(cookie / food)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 bowl</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">145 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> After about two weeks of a sugar cube sitting in a little heart shaped box on my computer monitor, my girlfriend and I decided to trip on the Tuesday before Christmas. The night before, I went on a frenzy getting arrangements together with friends and washing clothes and basically purifying and readying myself, and when that Tuesday came, it all fell through because of pre-Christmas preparations. <br> <br> After two days, we decided to endeavor again, after Christmas, and got a couple of sitters together, smoked a bowl pack of tea and sat in a diner waiting for the onset. After traveling to the library and back to the diner and all the way to the bookstore, about an hour and a half passed. <br> <br> About 3 hours after drinking our own electric kool aid (acid in kool aid) it occured to us that nothing was happening and we were not zonked, but the farthest thing from it: more sober than I've been in years. nothing happened. My girlfriend was a little stoned, but nothing new to her. It was our first time, and what a drag it was. Nothing. Totally evaporated. Too bad. Never let acid sit on top of a computer moniter for too long, that's my advice to you.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2002</td><td width="90">ExpID: 19958</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 13, 2008</td><td>Views: 1,327</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=19958&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=19958&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 2:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Hard</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">190 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> LSD is a powerful drug. It can provide the user with invaluble insight or plunge them into the depths of insanity. It's impossible for the first time user to know what will occur, so do not decide whether or not to use this drug lightly. I've been lucky, and found the drug to be a window into insight. I'd like to share my most recent experience. <br> <br> In university, I was a borderline acidhead. At the time of my last experience (Jan 2006), it had been four and a half years since I used the drug. I was in the midst of some major life changes, and wanted to be able to once again analyze my life through the looking glass of LSD. <br> <br> I dosed with M, a long time friend of mine. Also present was D, a friend not quite a babysitter as he was smoking plenty of marijuana with us, but not joining the acid trip. M and I dosed at 3:30pm. <br> <br> 3:30pm- We dose and take a trip to the supermarket with the currently sober D. There are no major effects during the trip. <br> <br> 4:30pm- We are back at D's apartment, and the drug is starting to noticably create shifts in reality. We will mostly stay at D's apartment for the remainder of the trip. Although I used to enjoy the roving, unpredictable acid trip, I now wish for a comfortable environment to explore innerspace. <br> <br> 5:00pm- I'm busy ripping CD's into mp3's when my attention span allows (I was soon to move overseas and wanted to bring my music on a hard drive). We end up puttin on the Boards of Canada 'Campfire Headphase' disc, which creates an ocean of sonic space for our acid fried minds. D is now smoking from his bong, and we are happy to join him. We play a few games of Fireball Island (children of the 80's might know this) and Texas Hold Em'. Although we are able to stay within the parameters of the games, there are quite a few verbal tangents and side trips. <br> <br> 5:30pm- We all share some strange threats and confusing words in the kitchen. It's all in jest, but even this could throw a more unstable mind or first-time user into a state of panic (aka the bad trip). We get past it and break out the 40 year old scotch. Of course it burns, but the ambient flavors shine through the lysergic prism. <br> <br> 6:00pm- I put on an episode of 'The Flash.' Unfortunately, no one really wants to join me through my nostalgiac flight of fancy (in other words, they hate it). I still dig it. <br> <br> 7:00pm- M and I are reaching our peak. D is preperly stoned. We get into some music videos. The Chris Cunningham clips (especially my first viewing of Aphex Twin's 'Windowlicker') create a disturbing view of the world. I prefer the Michel Gondry clips with their fractal view of the world. <br> <br> 7:30pm- M throws 'San Andreas' into the X-Box. It's a fine game, but I don't really think it finds the unique experience of LSD. Nevertheless, we take turn playing it for the next 45 minutes and immerse ourselves in the video world. <br> <br> 8:30pm- D is feeling sober enough to take us on a group trip to the Arby's drive though. It's a typical enough experience, but M and I are still having a very strange time. <br> <br> 9:00-11:00pm- Although most of the time dilation occurred earlier in the evening, this is where things become a blur. The hours are filled with video games, music, Texas Hold Em', and Poker, but I can't recall the quantities or order. <br> <br> 11:00pm-12:30am- I'm back to ripping CDs as I wait to sober up. Everyone's energy is waning. <br> <br> 12:30am- I'm sober enough to drive so I take M home and head to my own place. The LSD is very clean and I'm able to sleep by 2am. The next day I was perfectly fine with no hangover. <br> <br> Final thoughts- Unfortunately, I feel I missed some of the insight that I found on earlier trips. Maybe this was because I arranged such a comfortable time for us all. My most profound trip was on a camping trip about 5 years ago. Still, it was a very enjoyable time and I hope it's not my last LSD experience.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 55427</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 6, 2008</td><td>Views: 1,369</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=55427&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=55427&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">0.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1.5 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(dried)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">75 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Well I had this trip with a very close friend of mine, we ususally take LSD and mushrooms but separately and we take brakes at least one month between, but today was an exception and we had shrooms and LSD at once. Having in consideration the fact that I have known my friend since forever we did not take any preperations. <br> <br> The dosage was small: half a LSD stamp and 1,5 grams of shrooms each. <br> <br> The trip was very intense, with changing colours, enviroments, had a really shaman feeling, and moments with dance, I am beginning to understand the old cultures. Very intense feel of everything, and lots of moments filled with laughter, inner knowledge, realizing some things that are really weird, like, we ware so into this trip and I suddenly realized I almost spilled Coke on the rug, but I realized it will leave a stain. <br> <br> About the timing, well about 2 hours of very intense trip, very energetic moments. <br> About 2 more hours that we laughed, and talked a lot, and of course saw colours. :) <br> I suggest you try this combination, since it has really been a blast, and it really enlightened me on some issues.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 70763</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 23, 2008</td><td>Views: 2,075</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=70763&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=70763&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Mushrooms (39) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">Pharms - Propoxyphene</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">20 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/hydrocodone/">Hydrocodone</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">7.0 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">120 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I am 17 years old and have done my share of drugs I could not ever list them and I am very expiranced. I was in a complete business mindset at the time and I was issued hydrocodone for about a week. A friend of mine (J) was at my house and brought some Propoxyphene which I had only done once before with T. We each dropped some bomb dose at the same time that we took 3 Darvocets, and 4 vicodens each and then went to go smoke a quad of some canadian hydro. <br> <br> That was when things took on a different meaning. I was not tripping yet but things just didn't make any sense. I cannot remember to much of the expirance but I remember the pills and pot hit me hard and I was completely detached from reality thinking nonsense. And for some reason I kept blacking out. <br> <br> Then that acid hit and the whole expirance turned into a twisted reality of a parallel universe. The only thing I can compare it to was datura. Everything was complete delirium and I didn't even think I was fucked up till it cam down. <br> <br> I ended up with a pile of 5 and a half (yes a half) cigarettes that were lit backwards when I came to the next morning and I was told by my mom that she had to help me out from under my dresser 3 times in one hour because I was too fucked up to get out and my friend was passed out. <br> <br> All in all it was not worth it because I remember hardly anything.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 64489</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 24, 2008</td><td>Views: 7,903</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=64489&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=64489&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Pharms - Propoxyphene (206), Hydrocodone (111), LSD (2), Cannabis (1) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">210 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-warning">[Erowid Note: A substance(s) in this report might be identified incorrectly. Erowid reviewers question the author's identification of the drug described. Although the report is included in the collection, the substance might be something other than the author believed it to be.]</span> <br> <br> It was a normal night, I was partying over at my buddy's house and we were rockin pretty hard. Rounds and rounds of quarters and anchorman. Lots and lots of beer and wine, plus a dance party. This went on until about 1 am and we decided we needed more alcohol so we went to go get more. We left with a couple of people I didn't really know well but one of them yelled out, 'Let's go get my acid!' and my eyes lit up. I've had quite a few amazing trips from acid and it treated me well so I was down. <br> <br> We got to his house and he came out with a few blotter tabs. Keep in mind I was still hammered at this point. He then proceeded to give the hits out to each of us. 'Here's your hit, here's yours...' I took mine and could taste the bitterness of the LSD on my paper. This was usual but I had never tasted it this strong. I asked him if he knew if it was dropped or dipped or what. He said it was soaked in LSD and pretty fresh from the chemist. I got excited and then realized it was 2:30 am. I was like man I'm tired because I was still very drunk. So I got dropped off at my house and fell asleep. <br> <br> I woke up exactly 3 hours after I took the dose. It was 5:30 a.m. and I realized I was tripping! Then I remembered the kid saying something repeatedly through the night...It was that the acid took 3 hours to kick in. I walked around the house for a while and saw some crazy things. I also watched a movie until my cousin came into the room and said she was going to work. Then she looked at me and asked, 'why the hell are you awake?' I told her my crazy drunken story and she said come outside we'll smoke a cig. We did and squirrels were everywhere. They kind of scared me a little, but they were friendly it seemed. Then I was looking at the trees and they seemed to be smiling at me. It was pretty wild. <br> <br> After tripping for many hours it became 4pm and I seemed to have come down. It was time for me to go to work. I smoked a joint with my bud on the way and of course, the trip came back somewhat or was prolonged. I walked into work with this wild awareness about me. I did really well on the phones but my cubicle was pretty wild. The walls were definitely breathing for the most part. Anyways, all in all, a great trip, just very strange and tired at work. Acid can be great fun and even better if you take it at a better time than I did haha. Trip safely and as always love and peace!!!<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 55418</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Mar 2, 2009</td><td>Views: 1,177</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=55418&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=55418&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Various (28), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gel tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">35 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/2ce/">2C-E</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 6:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">20 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/2ce/">2C-E</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">170 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-caution">[Erowid Note: Two samples of powder (even of the same chemical) with equivalent volumes won't necessarily weigh the same. For this reason, eyeballing is an inaccurate and potentially dangerous method of measuring, particularly for substances that are active in very small amounts. See <a href="/psychoactives/basics/basics_measuring1.shtml">this article on The Importance of Measured Doses</a>.]</span> <br> <br> The come up was a little rough as always, but the acid vibes made it a little easier. about 20 minutes after ingesting the 2c-e, I got into geek-talk with one of the guys there which I didn't know, saw that he had a nice first person shooter on his computer, and pew pew'd for about an hour.<br> <br> About 2 hours after ingesting, tim claimed that he wasn't feeling anything and wanted to re-dose. I was EXTREMELY hesitant about doing so, because 4 months prior to this experience I had one of the most paraoid and terrifying trips of my life because of a friend who said the exact same thing, was given another small dose, and vomited uncontrollably for 30 over minutes.<br> <br> After discussing it with them, I was convinced that he was, in fact, not feeling the desired effects. and thankfully I was not peaking by this time, so my visual comprehension was suitable enough for measuring out about 20 mg of the substance for him to take.<br> <br> About 3 hours after initial ingestion of the 2c-e and I was peaking. the house we were tripping in contained a bathroom that had mood lighting with a ton of settings, which we messed around with for a considerable amount of time, and kind of made it our 'home base' for the remainder of the long journey ahead. the combination of lsd and 2c-e will never cease to amaze me. pulsating, intertwining, geometric patterns weaving in and out, auditory hallucinations, and a fantastic body high.<br> <br> About t+5, tim and I felt like exploring. fortunately for us the house was HUGE. in one area of the house, he took me to a room, said 'I'll be right back', exited a door on the left, and appeared 15 seconds later from a door on the right, good times. we continued exploring for about another hour then headed to the basement where all the people in the house were either playing video games or watching TV. about this time I felt the effects diminishing, so i measured myself another dose. there's really no way for me to be sure how much it was due to my state of mind, but I'de estimate around 20-30mg.<br> <br> We smoked a few bowls of marijuana and got comfy on the couch as one of the guys started playing a pirated copy of Transformers (which was still in theaters at the time)on a projection screen. followed by a showing of Grandma's Boy (twice).<br> <br> Although we were all tripping, the 3 of us were essentially our own sitters. 'sir, you see this glass of water? I'de like you to have it.' when negative energy was felt by any of us, the topic of conversation was immediately changed and we went about our merry evening enjoying the vivid colors and patterns.<br> <br> The sun began coming up at around T+13-14 I would guess, maybe a little longer. I was still feeling the 2c-e, and jack, who had not redosed all night, assured me and tim that he was perfectly fine driving us home. normally after a trip as intense as this one was, I would need to either take a medication, or drink heavily, in order to fall asleep, (me and jack have drunken many bottles for that sole reason) but after the long night I was exhausted enough to lay down and fall asleep within an hour or two.<br> <br> this was an incredible experience, which I would mainly attribute to a 100% positive mindset through the whole night, and the company of friends who were just as aware and comfortable with hallucinogens as i.<br> <br> I haven't hallucinated in over a year and a half, but I will always look back on this experience with a smile on my face<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 78879</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 20, 2010</td><td>Views: 1,946</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=78879&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=78879&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), 2C-E (137) : Small Group (2-9) (17), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">0.33 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">190 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Alright, to set up the night I had arrived down in Huntsville at around 8 or 9 and met up with some friends we went back to my friends house where he lives with his sister. I hadn't met everybody that would be attending, but as the night went on I got to meet everybody cept for one person and all seemed well. <br> <br> My friend go out to get the acid and bring their dealer/friend back they arrive and all is said and done by 1ish. I had already taken my 2 rolls and broken them up into powder and prepared a parachute and prepared 3 lines (I was a few bucks short and my friend was covering me so I let him do some and another person I had met seemed cool so I figured why not). We all drop at the same time 2 hits a piece (cept for the person they brought back he took 6) and they were spost to be 200 mic hits, but who knows. <br> <br> Well, go to us all taking pictures and let me also elaborate on the ammount of people 7 of us all dosed on acid and 3 of us to be rolling. <br> <br> So It is about 30mins after injesting and I'm starting to feel warm in my chest and staring at the floor and feeling a bit giddy this goes on for a bit and out of the few times I looked at a clock it was 1:47 and I decided to dose the xtc swallowed my parachute and did my line then the other two people did. Now after this I was coming up hard from the acid and x and it made me pretty nausious and while we all were talking in the kitchen I just went and threw up I don't believe I threw up any drugs or if I did it was very small. Went back in the kitchen and we kinda laughed then I took a shot of milk to try and calm my stomach followed by going outside to smoke a cig and that ended with me throwing up off the back porch. <br> <br> Well, I just remember thinking to my self 'not a big deal people throw up' so I didn't let that ruin my trip. <br> <br> Then I remember after this ordeal I ended up outside with one of my trip buddies after throwing up and the dogs were barking and he was nervous and I just responded to him 'its the nature of dogs, its no problem' not even 30seconds after that they quit barking and didn't for the rest of the time. We decided to move on inside and people were in my friends room since he had a huge monitor and they put visuals on with some music. <br> <br> I moved from this room to where I saw two of my friend who are a couple in a bed and they were just cuddling and I just jumped in with them and started rubbing my friend just messing around with him, but it was a very touching moment. I believe around this point I took one of my shirts off. Lots of conversations were taking place that didn't make alot of sense in the kitchen since it would be at times all 7 of us talking and in all diffrent conversations we'd eventually just get lost in the talking. Oh yeah, at one point (around this time) I ran into the kitchen and dropped my pants and jerked off for a few seconds just to mess with my friends, everybody had a good laugh. <br> <br> I had the gift of still being able to roll joints so thats what I was doing for alot of the night at random times (we smoked a half oz that night in joints/pipes). After smoking a joint one of my friends wanted to go to the park the only people that wanted to go were the 3 of us who were rolling. So, I go to put my shoes on and find this very difficult as my vision was playing tricks on me, some I wouldn't realize till the next day. <br> <br> After a fun walk to the park we climb up this mud hill and I slip but my friends pull me up and we continue on to playing. Just swings and such I get on a swing and am just having a blast then my friend tells me to swing upside down (he just meant put my head back, but I knew what he meant) and I did and for some reason it gave me such a euphoric rush I got off the swing and was in awe. In mid conversation I run off to go on the slide and I get to the top and slip because it had recently rained plus my shoes were muddy. Soooo that sucked, but no bothers we started our walk back. <br> <br> People asked us where we were and we told them back to grouping with everybody. I don't remember what times looking at the clock, but I remmeber everytime we did we were in awe at what time it actually was as apposed to what it felt like. It was defnitly time dialation, but not like I expirence on mushrooms (where time becomes completly out of grasp). <br> <br> After getting back one of the people who went to the park with us retired to a room for a few hours to solo trip so we left him to do his thing. Continue to the person on 6 hits giving me his headphones in the kitchen I forget who he played for me, but it was very fun music. To remember all the conversations that happened would be impossible, but one I defnitly remember is sitting at the table with a bunch of people around and I was drawing this picture and we'd all trade headphones with classical music on them while doing so and it greatly intensified the expirence. <br> <br> After the drawing was complete we decided to roll a joint so again I was up to rolling a joint which I did so then everybody but me and the person on 6hits were left. I start to light it and remember I had half a blunt of some pretty good weed left and bring that out and we bake out for a while, good times. <br> <br> After this we get out a cake and the flavor of it was simply amazing (I believe it was called better than almost anything cake). Then a friend announced that two sides to the cake existed (fudge/caramel) a few of us were like 'holy shit thats crazy' and one friend simply said 'don't freak out or anything it's not layers or anything fancy' which was hilarious. Great moment following was us retiring to the living room to smoke and trip out which was very enjoyable. Everybody left the living room for a bit and rejoined in the kitchen, but I went back to the living room and shut my eyes and went on a journey and a friend came in to see what I was up to and I told him. We got up around the same time and he said 'thank you' because to us it felt like we were melting out souls together for a moment however brief. <br> <br> Then our buddy who had gone off to solo-trip emerged and was a little shaken so went for a cig came back and apparently had his world rocked and we were all glad for him esp considering he said it was very difficult at some times, but worth it. Following this we go to the living room to smoke out and trip out again and just laugh and joke for a bit everyonce in a while. Then somebody wanted to watch the new southpark episode so we went to the big monitor and watched it all laughing our asses off. Before we saw the episode I saw it was becoming lightoutside and was disappointed we missed a sunrise, but over all didn't care. So, after the episode we went outside and talked about how wonderful a new day was and how this very day so many people's lives would change while others would remain the same in whatever they were doing, but to us we had been reborn. <br> <br> To start the day off 5 of us took a walk to the park again, it was a beautiful day and every moment was breath taking even though I felt drained since by this point I had crashed from the xtc the acid was still going strong. I looked at my newly acquired bracelet (the girl tripping with us made it for me throughout the night) we arrive to the park and I see the slide and it looked so much taller earlier in the night, oh well I kinda laughed. Me and the girl and swinging together while everyone else goes over to a bench and chills. The conversation was great and she talked about how much she enjoyed LSD which I was glad to hear being as it was her first time. <br> <br> After a bit of dicking around at the park we went back to the house and I put a xanax under my tounge to help my sleep as by this point I was very drained and just wanted sleep. Got the bitter taste out of my mouth and then laid in a corner smoking a cig with a friend next to me I don't remember after putting my cig out, but I knew it wasn't till 8-9 that I went to sleep. (which was very draining since I had rolled and also been up since 7am the previous day). <br> <br> I awaken at 3ish in the afternoon and lived a dazed out/fryed day full of smoking/chilling and discussing the trips among everybody who was still with us. <br> <br> Absolutely amazing time one of my most euphoric trips ever.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 71432</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 10, 2010</td><td>Views: 1,614</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=71432&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=71432&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDMA (3), LSD (2) : General (1), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">200 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> So I have some brief experience with psychadelics (having only tried LSD twice, shrooms once, and DXM numerous times) and I usually smoke about an 8th of cannabis a day, but I am by no means a 'seasoned tripper'. I had purchased 4 hits of blotter paper, 2 for me and 2 for a friend, and believed that I was getting LSD. When I returned to my friends house, we took our 'acid' and took a couple rips off of the Gravity Bong and listened to some music. It was around 7:30 pm. <br> <br> About one half to one hour later I started to get those butterfly like feelings in my stomach and it made me laugh a little and by now I was starting to feel kinda good. It was like when LSD or Shrooms first kick in. Then my friend left the room to go look for the movie Avatar to entertain us during our trip. As I was waiting for his return, I noticed that the walls just started swaying in a see-saw type motion. Slightly startled that I was gonna start my trip alone I became washed with anxiety looking back at the door every couple of seconds wondering where my friend went. Then out of the corner of my eye I saw something moving and when I looked down at the ground, it was an empty mcdonalds cup without the straw and for some reason I thought it was barking at me even though I couldnt hear anything but the music I was listening to. My friend finally returned shortly after but without the movie. Determined to watch Avatar we called one of my friends who I knew had the movie. He never answered so I left him a message of me babbling on since I had forgotten the name of the movie we were asking for. I couldnt for the life of me communicate the fact that I wanted the movie Avatar. After this failed attempt, my friend remembered that he had let his aunt borrow the movie. We walked down the street to his aunts house where his uncle greeted us with a joint. <br> <br> Feeling that we were on some kind of mission, both of us passed up the joint because it would just slow us down and I figured I wouldnt be able to feel it anyway. By time our mission was over and we had the movie in our possession, we decided to look at the stars since by now it was at least 9:30. My friend and I laid in the middle of the road looking at the stars and clouds. When it finally came time for the movie, I was very uninterested in watching it. Apparently sometime through the movie I passed out and was snoring very loudly so my friend decided to go on a walk by himself. When he came back he made some comment like 'I guess u didnt like the movie' and all I remember thinking was 'what the FUCK are you talking about????'. I hadnt even realized that I had fallen asleep. A little bit delirious and still wondering why my friend asked me that, I saw that the credits were rolling and I asked my friend why he shut the movie off. He then started cracking up and told me how I was passed out for the whole movie and that he just decided to go on a walk. That was the end of my trip and after that we just smoked more Cannabis the rest and went to bed since somehow it was like 11:00 pm. <br> <br> Now I have done LSD on 2 other occasions. One time I took 2 hits and then the next time I only took one hit and both of those times I tripped for a minimum of 10 hours. And both of those times I have done LSD, I have NEVER fallen asleep. I actually tried to fall asleep my first time tripping and it was absolutely impossible. The trip was also very mild compared to LSD. I never once felt unsafe or started going into a bad trip even when I was around my friends parents (who would be ok with smoking cannabis but livid about us using LSD). I felt that I could turn off my trip whenever I needed to. I could still think clearly with the exception of the previous mentioned phone call. I would not say it was a bad experience, just disappointing... Especially since I had spent $60 on 4 hits (yeah I know $15 a hit is rediculous but its either that or dont trip haha).<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 87833</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 18</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 9, 2010</td><td>Views: 1,544</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=87833&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=87833&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : What Was in That? (26), General (1), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/ephedra/">Ephedra sinica</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(capsule)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 drop</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 4:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 drop</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">7 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/4_acetoxy_mipt/">4-AcO-MiPT</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">60 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> -2 drops liquid acid <br> -7 mg 4-aco-mipt <br> -ephedra <br> -MDMA (140 mg) <br> -cannabis/hash <br> -1 1/2 bottle of wine <br> <br> i have stumbled upon something special, something very very special. i went to a psy-trance party a few days ago, before we went there, we drank some wine, smoked a few joints, but when we arrived at the party (+- 18:00) we had become pretty much sober, so we popped some ephedra. meanwhile we went on a hunt for lsd, but after asking around, none was found. there was one guy who sold mdma tablets, he said they contained 140 mg of MDMA, so we decided it was better than nothing (what we really wanted was some acid, liquid preferably, cuz we'd only done blotters), so we all swallowed one tablet (+- 20:00), it came on pretty fast (+- 20:15), and at around 20:30 we were all rolling pretty well, it did seem to be around 140 mgs of MDMA, and just when it had kicked in, a friend of mine came up to me and told me he found a guy who had some liquid, when we heard this we freaked, everything seemed to fall into place, the evening seemed to become perfect. <br> <br> we went outside to a parking lot, and there we all got 1 drop of liquid, at this time all of us were rolling pretty heavily, and we were really enthousiastic about our first time doing liquid. (this was around 21:00) <br> <br> after this me and my friends went back to the dancefloor, danced for a while, the acid came on really really slow, very sneaky. it seemed liquid was a lot more spiritual and clean than blotter acid, but the visuals were kind of disappointing for me, even after 2 hours, SWIBL ran into the dealer around 00:00 just after the party was 'officially' finished, the dealer asked me how the acid was, so i told him it was nice, but a bit disappointing, the dealer told me i was in luck, cuz he still had 1 drop of liquid left in the bottle, and he gave this to me, for free. <br> <br> we heard that the party would go on, but the E was pretty much worn off, and we were a bit exhausted, so we went to a friend's place to chill, when i arrived there the acid had become pretty intense, but in a very easily managable way, so\ we decided to take some 4-aco-mipt, 7 mgs to be precise, though i and my friends didn't know if it was safe to combine miprocetin with MDMA or acid, we didn't know of anyone else ever combining any of these with 4-aco-mipt, and the internet wasn't working, so we couldn't check if anyone had done it before. <br> <br> This is where the real fun started, the 4-aco-mipt started to kick in around 01:45, and right away I and my friend were tripping balls(the other guy didn't want to risk the combination), and the acid took really long to kick in, it kicked in after we took the miprocetin. the 4-aco-mipt merged perfectly with the acid. words cannot describe the perfection of this combination, all SWIBL can say is that 4-aco-mipt and LSD are a very good and powerful match. The visuals were everywhere where SWIBL looked and they were beautiful. <br> <br> I and my friends walked around town for a while (the town was completely deserted), and we went to a park, all the time SWIBL had the feeling he was walking in wonderland, and it looked like it too, and the audio hallucinations were insane, music sounded really beautiful. <br> <br> after this we went home and I tripped balls till 10:00 when I fell asleep, I slept 3 hours and then I was awake the whole day, feeling quite refreshed after a while. cannabis was smoked repeatedly throughout the whole evening/night. the MDMA didn't really affect the acid + 4-aco-mipt combo, because it had worn off already. <br> <br> in conclusion I must say that the lsd + 4-aco-mipt combo is the best combo I have ever done, it's something new, something special, something of both + something extra. the entire evening/night seemed to be perfect, everything fell into place perfectly, this was the best party i've ever been to and one of the best psychedelic experiences i've ever had.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 53620</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 24, 2011</td><td>Views: 5,377</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=53620&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=53620&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), 4-AcO-MiPT (312), MDMA (3) : Combinations (3), Rave / Dance Event (18)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 4:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/salvia/">Salvia divinorum</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">135 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> This was the heaviest trip I’ve ever experienced and I will never experience it again because I fear I won’t be able to come out of it next time. I dropped 3 and a half tabs of acid at 6 pm. The acid hit me at 7 o’clock and I was having a very enjoyable trip at my local park with my two friend who will be referred to as M and K. Around 10 pm we all go to my house to smoke salvia. I have smoke salvia before and I fell like I go into a different world every time but I am able to control my body. <br> <br> This time when I hit the salvia I fell into a deep trip like never before. I couldn’t control my body. I saw my room turn into strips and the strips were peeling up. I thought I was a part of this world and was talking to the strips around me. I felt like I was supposed to be in that world and like I had a purpose. All the strips where peeling up and I was supposed to do it to. I look to my friends and I thought I asked are you going to go first? They had no reply considering they weren’t having the same trip and I didn’t actually say it. This is when K said I was going crazy and has to leave my room because she couldn't handle me going insane. <br> <br> After she said that I realized I was actually not in a rubbery strip world but my room and I pulled myself out of the trip. M also had a very hard trip. K later told me that my face dropped and I fell back not being in control of my body at all. The trip scared me afterwards and I will never try it again for fear I wont be able to pull myself out of it. I went outside and smoked a cigarette afterward still feeling some effects of the salvia it was hard to walk in a straight line. For about an hour after I could still feel mild effects of it. It was not a fun hour I felt very depressed. The next day my brain felt fried. It definitely change me as a person and I will be more cautious about tripping from now on.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 73683</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 18, 2011</td><td>Views: 1,664</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=73683&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=73683&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Salvia divinorum (44) : Difficult Experiences (5), Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">150 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">50 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 2:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/2ci_nbome/">25I-NBOMe</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">185 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-caution">[Erowid Note: Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. <a href="/chemicals/show_image.php?i=dmt/dmt_contraindications1.gif">Don't do it!</a>]</span> <br> <br> I started off the night in the car waiting to go into the club. I was a bit nervous to try pure MDMA for the first time, only having done E that was most likely cut quite a bit. I dissolved 150mg in a bottle and drank it along with two of my friends. After that we each blew about 50mg each. <br> <br> We walked into the club and paid to get in, and made sure to get bottles of water for each of us. After about 10 minutes i started feeling euphoria. I felt bliss in its purest form. After dancing and hanging out for about an hour one of my friends and i walked out to his car and we each put a blotter of acid on our tongue which was the equivalent of 2 hits. I danced and held the blotter on my tongue without swallowing until it was completely dissolved. <br> <br> We had an hour long ride back and i was still rolling because the music in the car still sounded better than any i have ever heard. We stopped at a gas station and my other buddy put a blotter of acid on his tongue. There were 4 of us in total and we made sure that we all did the same dosage of lsd and 25i. I put two blotters of the 25i under my upper lip and waited for the best. <br> <br> We drove about 2 minutes when i started feeling the acid kick in. Things started looking odd and it was hard to keep my eyes focused on one single thing for a period of time. We got back to his house and the trifecta had started. All three of them were working their magic individually, yet combined at the same time. <br> <br> I had the up feeling of molly, the colors of 25i and the mind altering of LSD. The combination was such a feeling that i have a hard time describing it. I saw a film of colors on anything and everything that i looked at. especially my phone and the TV. <br> <br> This feeling lasted me until about 10:30 the next morning. I had initially taken the molly at about 12 midnight. the acid an hour later and the 25i an hour after that. The feeling was incredible and i would suggest it to anyone that doesn't get enough of a kick out of the three individually.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2012</td><td width="90">ExpID: 94779</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 14, 2012</td><td>Views: 6,265</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=94779&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=94779&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDMA (3), LSD (2), 25I-NBOMe (542) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">150 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">175 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Had a bad trip this morning. Very strong dose (still feeling slight effects 14 hours later) that led to panic attack and an emergency room visit for some Atavan to calm down. It worked well. <br> <br> I was NOT with a trusted sitter/friend. Mistake. I did it on an empty stomach. Mistake. (It hit hard and fast.) <br> <br> Ugh, I'm done with LSD. People like me with a history of panic attacks should be not be taking drugs this strong.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2012</td><td width="90">ExpID: 96234</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 32</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 25, 2012</td><td>Views: 1,883</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=96234&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=96234&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Bad Trips (6), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">80 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">50 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 2:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 13:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">120 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/6_apb/">6-APB</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">90 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Well, I went clubbing this weekend and took a nice cocktail. Let me describe my Saturday evening. I had my pipe with me and smoked a bowl every now and then when I felt like it. I have a history with lots of Shrooms and LSD, 4-AcO-DMT, some n,n-DMT and 4-HO-MET, 2C-C and 2C-P (one time 2C-B and 2C-E), DOB, LSA and several amphetamines and cathinones. My mood was weekendy. <br> <br> At about 10pm I took 80mg of nice clean, nearly clear MDMA and went to the Plux, a local Techno party in Hamburg. Barely anyone was there and the music was nice but kinda slow paced so I went home again to do a little DJing myself. After 1 or 2 hours I went back and redosed an unknown amount, not to much, maybe 50mg. I think later I redosed again, can't really remember. Most of the time the music was to slow for me and I got bored, and I decided to drop 2 blotters with supposedly 125ug of LSD each. Can't really remember when and how either. Right when the come-up got really noticeable Framework began with their set and the pace of the music changed, now they played real techno! The lighting was rather dark and there was lots of fog. Awesome experience, but not what this report is about. After their set a local live act started and I got bored again, so I went home with my flatmates and a friend and we ate some breakfast. This was at about 11am. At 1pm or 2pm two of my three friends were asleep and I decided to resume raving. I took 120mg of 6-APB and went through a park in the rain to a 'friendlier' party with slower, not so dark techno and tech-house. The 6-APB came on nice and gentle and the first one or two hours there were mostly stoned dancing. Then a friend arrived and had 1g of Ketamine with him, which we took with another friend over the course of the next 5 hours. And here it got really weird. The first dose was a rather big one, if not the biggest, it stung in my nose and made my eyes water. After a few minutes I got the typical alcohol-like mood and gloomy optics, but my movement wasn't really impaired which I account to the 6-APB. Also, normally when the K fades I get tired, but not this time. After the second hit, my time axis got fucked up. Music and movement seemed slower, but my thoughts ran at normal pace. Maybe my thoughts ran at double speed. The music felt like 60 or 70BPM, and I danced at that pace, while I knew it was at about 120-125BPM. I could understand my 2 K buddies, but other people spoke too fast to understand. My vision was kinda dark but crystal-clear, not strobing like most times but it seemed as if parts were missing, like as if my brain just would process some pieces with highest precision and some were left out. There was no fog machine, only people smoking but every ray of light got a semi-massive beam, every colour got so intense. Every time the K faded, some aspects of time-perception, vision and hearing seemed to synchronize and the music and movement became faster. Sometimes I could slow it down again if I watched somewhere else, and back. Everything slowed down with every redose and every smoked bowl. I wonder if I could have brought everything to a near full stop...and when I would have blacked out.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2012</td><td width="90">ExpID: 95548</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 24</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 15, 2012</td><td>Views: 6,448</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=95548&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=95548&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDMA (3), LSD (2), 6-APB (516), Ketamine (31) : Rave / Dance Event (18), Combinations (3), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(daily)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis - Hash</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I went to that festival with my friend Z. there were something like 7000 people there. It was 3 days of unstoppable drugs fest. I brought my acid from Israel and every day I took some acid. From some reason it was very hard to get weed there and it was driving me nuts since when I'm on acid I really need to smoke. We were in a camp with another 3 idiots from Israel who came with nothing, no tents, nothing, and another 2 guys from Israel that did a trip in the Greek Islands and came to the festival too. <br> <br> I will never forget the first morning in the festival. In the middle of the party and the music and everything there was silence and all I saw around me were beautiful faces smiling and we were all as one unit. Amazing! <br> <br> My schedule was to sleep till 4 am and than go to the party. It was very very hot so after 10-11 I came back and went to the sea or just chilled in my tent. One day I found myself fucking one of the idiots guys who were with. I didn't even liked him! There were people who just kept taking more and more drugs and danced all the time. I remember big gang from Israel who kept smoking jaras [charas / hash] (the best product from cannabis) and I was looking at them with so much envy cuzz I really wanted to smoke so one or 2 times I smoked with them and it was so good that it kept me dancing for few more hours. There was a French guy who danced on the speaker the whole festival! One day I went to pee behind the stage and I saw Italian dj [ ] snort coke. It was so funny…he snorted lines and I was peeing in front of him. <br> <br> What I did in order not to lose all my important stuff was to put them in a pouch that was on me the whole festival. It was smart idea cuzz the 2 guys from Israel who were with us lost their plane tickets and their passports and they had such a mess. I remember I was dancing for hours, covered with dust and sweat. I went to take a shower and it was totally cold but I didn't notice that. The last day I become really sick and I felt really bad. Z was in the party and came back late. I shouted at him that I'm sick and I need to get out of the festival. We went to the island and looked for a room. This Greek peoples barely speak English and it's hard to communicate with them. We found a room and went to sleep and slept 14 hours. I was really sick, I had fever. Then came a 'nice' thing…we didn't know which day it was and we didn't know when we have to take the ferry from the island. And then the grand finale of the festival: people sitting in a restaurant all look like shit and take vitamin c to make the comedown less terrible…<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 92374</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 25</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 22, 2016</td><td>Views: 1,826</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=92374&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=92374&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Cannabis - Hash (93) : Festival / Lg. Crowd (24), Multi-Day Experience (13), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/2ci_nbome/">25I-NBOMe</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">190 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Little background- My four friends and I decided to have a little bonfire at the local creek and only we would be attending it. The plan was to only do some drinking but that changed for me when one of my dealers told me he had a sheet of “LSD” and gave me a fantastic deal on a strip that I couldn’t pass up. Me and one friend go pick up the strip while the others stay and set up the fire. I have only taken shrooms at this point in my life so I have no clue what to expect or what real LSD is like so I didn’t know that I was getting sold research chemicals. For easiness on myself I will refer to 25i-NBOMe as acid through my story. I’ll refer to my friends as S, J, D, and C. <br> <br> After picking up the acid I instantly take one dose and comment on how bitter it tastes, my dealer told me that it was just the ink so I said okay and my friend and I headed to the creek. I get there and I can already feel the acid starting to kick in, I rip off 4 tabs and give one each to my friends and tell them that’s all I was going to give them. <br> <br> I begin to trip rather hard as everyone else beings to come up and I decide to take another hit, which 3 of my friends then bought another hit off me, this turned out to be a bad thing for J. I am having a fantastic trip, the visuals are extremely intense and everything looks almost pixelated. I have great vibes but I don’t talk very much, being my first time having an intense trip I’m really soaking in all the visuals. <br> <br> We are all about 3 hours into our trip when J changes from having a good trip to bad almost instantly. I’ve never seen someone black out while tripping but he would be what I would call browned out where he has moments of being blacked out. J begins to act very odd and tries to run off at one point, all this is starting to have a bad effect on the group’s trip and is making S start to have a bad trip. After about an hour of battling J to keep him in one place he runs to the road and proceeds to take his clothes off and run up and down the road, luckily its around 4 AM and it’s a back road so there was no traffic. After about an hour of doing this I decide that it's gone on for too long and we either need to knock J out or call his parents because he is only getting worse as time progresses and he’s caused S to have a bad trip. We all agree that facing his parents is the last thing any of us want to do so we go with the option of knocking him out. We vote that C does it as he is J’s best friend but he can’t find the strength to do it which was understandable so D says he will take one for the team and do it. After he’s knocked out he stays like that for about 30 minutes. <br> <br> While he’s knocked out C and D decide to stay at the car with J while me and S go walk around, I decided this was the best thing to do at this point since S had started to have a bad trip and I worried that he may also do the same things J had been doing for the past 2-3 hours. After walking around and having some deep conversations we walk back to join the rest of the group and to our surprise J has woken up and is 100% sober and has no memory of what has happened tonight. <br> <br> S C and D have all stopped tripping now but I took another hit so I’m still going hard, we decide that food is very needed so S and C drive the 5 of us to McDonalds for food which was an experience for me being around people not tripping and gave me bad vibes but I pushed through. It’s about 7 am and I decide that I need to go home and try to sleep and everyone agrees. I get dropped out and to my surprise I fall asleep even though I took a hit about 3 or 4 hours ago. <br> <br> I wake up feeling like I got hit by a bus and spend the entire day in bed. <br> <br> While up to that point I hadn’t experimented with anything other than shrooms I can say confidently that it was the most intense trip I’ve ever had in my life<!-- with more vivid visuals than LSD can give me but-->. I would not have taken it had I known it was 25i-NBOMe.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2014</td><td width="90">ExpID: 104916</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 18</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 14, 2016</td><td>Views: 4,014</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=104916&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=104916&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">25I-NBOMe (542), LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Second Hand Report (42), What Was in That? (26), Train Wrecks & Trip Disasters (7)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I had taken LSD 9 times before this trip. My highest dose had been 345ug. I had a 130ug tab and 2 grams of weed. I decided to trip at night with a couple of friends. I was the only one tripping out of me and 2 friends. <br> <br> We were all sitting around a fire in my backyard waiting for my parents to go to sleep. One of my friends had to leave by 12 and he hasn't seen someone trip before so he talked me into taking it while my parents were up an just hope they went to sleep before it kicked in. <br> <br> It was about an hour after taking it that my dad came down to sit by the fire for a few minutes before going to bed. As soon as my dad came out I had started to feel it kicking in. My dad went to bed and me and my friends lit up a blunt. After the blunt I still wasn't feeling like I was tripping that hard so me and my friends went to Walmart. As soon as we got into Walmart it started getting much more intense. I noticed patterns on the tiles and I started getting a kaleidoscopic vision. My friends could tell I was starting to trip hard so we got out of Walmart fast. We got to my house and one friend left and the other one decided to spend the night to make sure I was okay. <br> <br> We got back inside and turned on the tv. My friend started to get tired and kept dozing off. So far I had not gotten any bad vibes or anything, I was just content with the patterns and breathing walls. My friend was telling me stories of when he did a 4 tab trip and how he had a horrible time. <br> <br> About 2 hours into the trip I started noticing that the tv was pausing and sneaking in words from what sounded like a different language. I looked at my friend and his eyes looked almost like a cats and they had sort of a reddish glow to them. He would scare me by jumping up and making faces at me. I would yell at him and tell him to stop but he wouldn't say a word to me. It continued to happen for hours. 4 hours in I was convinced I was having a bad trip <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">4 hours in I was convinced I was having a bad trip</div></div>. I couldn't look at anything without it turning into something scary and demonic. <br> <br> At around 5am, about 6 hours into the trip I had been talking to myself for about an hour. I was telling myself it would be okay and trying to give myself reassurance. I decided to wake my friend up. He woke up and took a drink of his Gatorade and for some reason I thought he was in danger. I slapped the Gatorade out of his hand and he punched me in the stomach. This didn't help my trip at all. At this point it made me 100% certain that my friend was trying to harm me in some way. <br> <br> 6am and 7 hours into tripping I was under my covers trembling with fear of what was going on outside my blanket. I never ended up coming out from under my blanket. I stayed in hiding until I fell asleep a few hours later. <br> <br> I did not learn the most interesting part of this trip until the next day. My friend who had stayed the night asked how my trip was when he fell asleep and I had told him all about it. He told me he fell asleep early in the night and never woke up. I had imagined everything he did, from him scaring me to him punching me, it was all just imagined by me. I had never had a trip like this, where I had imagined a whole conversation with someone and everything that I thought had happened was a lie. <br> <br> My next trip will be my biggest dose yet. I will be taking 5 tabs, each one 130ug. I have mixed emotions on this trip after having such an intense experience on just one of these tabs, excited, nervous, and anxious. I am on a mission to take 10 tabs by the time I am 18 which is in 8 months. I have always felt like there is so much more to LSD then I have experienced which is why I want to take such a high dose. <!--I will be sure to let everyone know how my next trip goes. Thanks for reading!--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2016</td><td width="90">ExpID: 109422</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 17</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 7, 2016</td><td>Views: 1,708</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=109422&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=109422&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Bad Trips (6), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">120 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> It was New Years Eve of 2011. My girls and I decided to go see a show and it was Lotus. <br> <br> I've always had been interested with mind expanding substances. Before the event I have done Molly and Lucy multiple times but there was just something missing. Going to Lotus, I took 3 tabs and got a shit load of Molly there. We were jammin quite well there. But then Lotus came on. It was my first time seeing them and their opening song was Hammerstrike. Later on we were just dancing our asses off. My friends were only rolling but I felt the need to go out of my shell. So I roamed the venue. Music blastin', people groovin, man can I tell you it was a great time. <br> <br> Then a fellow dude came by me and offered me some K at first I didn't know what it was. He had explained it to me so I was like 'F*ck it'. I took a few key bombs and went back to my friends. About 15 mins after I was with that man I accelerated to a peak of all of the substances. Dowrn was playing, smoke machines started to come on and the environment was filled with beautiful colors that mind blew me. My eyes were almost closed and swayed side to side, I was just feeling everything around me without trying. <br> <br> As I was going to peak I looked up at the smoke machines and it looked as though the smoked turned into the bullets I would see in any Mario game. Then I got this quick tingling feeling so I closed my eyes completely. At that point I was there. I cant really describe what was going on around me but all I could remember was just I saw the sky, it was a sunny day and there was a pyramid that had a single eye in it and in my head I heard 'la,la,la,la' going on and on it felt like forever but my friend had shook me to make sure I was ok. I knew I was. <br> <br> Going on throughout that night the feeling of everything that night was amazing and I gotta say I'd like to do it all over again. I felt like a secret part of my soul was unlocked that night. And yet ever since that experience I look at life with an open mind. :)<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2011-2012</td><td width="90">ExpID: 97386</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 28, 2016</td><td>Views: 1,515</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=97386&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=97386&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), MDMA (3), Ketamine (31) : Music Discussion (22), Combinations (3), Club / Bar (25)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">20 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">Allylescaline</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(capsule)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">0.5 </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(cookie / food)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(extract)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 lines</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/cocaine/">Cocaine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">75 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/dpt/">DPT</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(capsule)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 line</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/4_fluoroamphetamine/">4-Fluoroamphetamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">15 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/met/">MET</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">245 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I'll never forget the first time I watched Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas. I was a freshman in college, and while tripping on mushrooms, someone put it on. My tripped out mind couldn't handle it. I had to walk out 20 minutes into it. <br> <br> Flash forward a few years, and many psychedelic experiences later, and I began to fully fathom the genius of it. The insanely hilarious nature of it, the genius of Hunter S. Thompson in his writing, and his extremely fucked up/dark sense of humor. I knew some odd time ago, if I ever made it to Vegas, I'd have to take in this sort of experience. I'd want the unadulterated madness of the hot fucking sinful town to absorb me and spit me out like the heathen I am. <br> <br> It was about five weeks ago, the dream became a reality. Flight booked, one of my favorite bands playing two nights, tickets purchased. Infamous hotel - booked. Everything fell into place like glistening drops of rain on a nature walk after a vicious storm. With anticipation, I waited, and waited. I procured what I wanted to bring. New drugs, old drugs, and an attitude of reckless abandon. Allylescaline, and DPT both recently acquired and trialed, I brought them with me. I weighed out 150mg of DPT, 15mg of MET, and 20mg of Allylescaline. The Allylescaline, I kept on me, the MET and DPT, safely secured in my luggage. Having known what these can do, and knowing I fully wanted to run into the middle of a casino at some point diving and cursing at golf shoes, I took the necessary measures to bring them with me. Knowing the ole favorites of LSD, mushrooms, cocaine, and weed, would also be there. I knew the arsenal was fully packed and prepared. My buddy S1, and I met at my place, and took the train to the airport. <br> <br> I decided to carry on my bag. For two reasons, 1) Airport security is extremely incompetent and 2) I wanted the allylescaline on hand. To my knowledge, only two things happen in airport bathrooms, homosexual encounters with Republican senators and shits. I decided to opt for option 3. I dosed the allylescaline. I returned to our table. We ordered a bloody and waited on the flight to open up so we could board and take our seats. There are few things I enjoy more than the anticipation of psychedelic drugs first thing in the morning. <br> <br> The beauty of allylescaline is that it's creepy just like mescaline. I ETA'd 2 hours to kick into my system. It was about right. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I ETA'd 2 hours to kick into my system. It was about right.</div></div> During the flight, and after a few beers. I noticed a slight internal warmth, and I could feel a slight vibration. I was worried about the nausea, it wasn't ever an issue though. The flight got interesting really quick. As I took to internal navigation. We eventually landed. I could feel the onset of the peak. We managed to snag a bottle of Makers' Mark at the airport liquor store. Talking was getting really hard. I was sweating fucking bullets. <br> <br> We caught a cab to the MGM and we checked into the hotel. I poured a strong makers' and ginger. We hit the casino. Gambling and psychedelic drugs- horrible idea. I had the attention span of an unborn fetus. My eyes were darting everywhere. Taking in all the visual eye candy. We eventually made our way over to the Hard Rock, and met up with the rest of our friends. My friend, G, hands me a tums, dosed with acid, and warns me, it's super strong, and to maybe start with 1/2. fuck it, I eat the whole thing. He's also got medical cookies. fuck it, I eat 1/2 one of those. <br> <br> What's that? You've got butane hash oil too? Why not. I tell G about the game plan. Halftime - we're gonna do some DPT. We'd split 75mg. <br> <br> As we enter the hotel hall, the carpet looks like the jizzesm of Hunter S Thompson. There's enough vibrating colors, that I can see the waves of movement, with each step and stride of all of us walking. I keep thinking, I am comfortably tripping face. We somehow survive the madness of the elevator and the 15 minute walk from one of the towers to the Joint. <br> <br> Holy Fuck. The madness of the casino is too much. I keep seeing souls melting out of the carpet. Whispering of sonic layers and proportions. I try to order a beer inside, I got a whiskey drink. Did I really order that? I thought he heard me, fuck it, it's all the same on the inside anyway. <br> <br> Dirty Dozen is solid as an opener, and they come out for four songs for set one of Panic's first set. We take the stroll back to the room. DPT consumed. Ah, the familiar drip that hints at the downward rabbit hole that is to come shortly. <br> <br> DPT is the perfect drug for Vegas. It has no mercy, it hits instantly, and I can't fight the ride, no matter how much terror resigns within me. Is that an elevator or the mouth of a jester trying to swallow me? <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">Is that an elevator or the mouth of a jester trying to swallow me?</div></div> Fuck it, into the belly. the DPT is peaking by the time we get back to the joint. <br> <br> Set II was a psychedelic orgasm. Visuals and visions everywhere. Panic on a UFO, then the jungle, then the inner banks of my mind. <br> <br> Post show, we stormed the Hard Rock casino. And proceeded to burn the fucking joint down. <br> <br> I ran into an old buddy of mine post show, he hands me a breath mint, and tells me to eat up. I look down, and decide I will save this for later. <br> <br> I'm not sure how the decision came to be, but sometime between 5-6am Saturday morning, I find myself at a bar drinking white russians tucked into the Hard Rock Casino. The group consensus. Play through. I reach for the breath mint, and get handed a single tab too. Around 7am, I decide the Hard Rock has drawn it's course for now. I decide to take a walk. <br> <br> Early morning Vegas is everything a spunion could want. Incredible people watching, tons of visual stimulation. And enough sleaze to warrant a raised level of awareness that at any moment I could be robbed, stabbed, or even sodomized. I decided at some point that I might as well make the 3.5 mile walk back to the MGM. The MGM is still popping. I wander, find a bar. grab a whiskey drink. It's about 830am. Perfect. Bacon and Bourbon, I hit up a quick breakfast bar. tasty. <br> <br> My buddy S2 calls me, 'get your ass back to the Hard Rock, pool is about to open.' <br> <br> I make my way up to my room. Fuck. Key isn't working. Wait. is it 25-xx1 or 26-xx1? (room edited out for anonymity purposes.) Which room? Shit, it's 25, and I'm on 26. Okay. Down one floor. <br> <br> Fuck. 25-xx1 isn't working either. Down to the lobby. Ask the front desk. <br> <br> 'you'll have to call your friend, S1 and get him to let you into the room' <br> <br> FUCK. I go back to 25-xx1, try again. I beat the door, like a pimp acknowledging his lying ass hoe is hiding from him. silence, nothing. Shit. I'm slightly panting, the fucking carpet is swirling, will I fall into it? Shit. Try the front desk again. <br> <br> Okay, in. new key for 25-xx1. I see my buddy S1 passed out. Nice. I grab my suit. Head back to the front door, snag a cab, and back to the Hard Rock. I find my friends, at the same bar I left them at. We grab another cocktail. And hit the pool. <br> <br> Now, I've never heard of Rehab. It's the name of the pool party held every Saturday at the Hard Rock. Apparently it's a big fucking deal. The security to get into this, was the tightest I have ever seen for any event. <br> <br> Holy Jersey Shore. $15 cocktails. Hair Gel, fake tits, and attitude. Holy fuck... did that building just melt. Is that my heart pounding or the untz from the Asian DJ throwing down remixed tracks of Nirvana. Despite the environment. We had a good time. Pool side, with the nicest fake tits, paying for over priced drinks all day. I wouldn't ever do it again, but it was worth it one time. I saw a woman jump in the water, and then her fake tits float down stream. Fucking amazing. We took a couple trips back to the room to partake in some indoor skiing. <br> <br> Finally, time to exit the pool party and get ready for the show. We drop again. Why not? I haven't slept since Thursday evening (the anticipation of the trip kept me up). Boom. Hit the show again. <br> <br> Not gonna lie, at this juncture. It gets pretty blurry. I don't remember the show that well. <br> <br> After the show we ended up partying with some dude that had some 4-fa, which is a synthetic amphetamine. He suggests cutting it with coke. Why not? We do that. Back down to the bars in the Hard Rock. <br> <br> At some point (between 4-5am), I decide to go for a walk again. <br> <br> At some later point, I find myself wandering this casino. I keep looking for the elevator to my tower. After several laps around this casino. I ask someone, 'hey - which way to the east tower?' <br> <br> 'there is no east tower?' <br> <br> 'huh?' <br> <br> 'there is no east tower, this is a one floor facility' <br> <br> 'this isn't the mgm?' <br> <br> 'nope' <br> <br> 'best way to get there?' <br> <br> [blank look from the guy] <br> <br> 'a cab' <br> <br> I find my way out of this fucking labyrinth. Grab a cab, and get dropped off at the MGM. I found my room. I tried to sleep, but I was so spun out, I just laid there seeing visuals everywhere. Eventually after 3-4 hours, I get up. My vision has returned to 'reasonably normal' in order words just mild tracers. <br> <br> We have to check out as we only booked the MGM for two nights. We head over to the cosmo. Check in, grab some food. And finally, rest. I pass out for a while. Rally, start drinking, and gamble for a few hours, before we grab dinner, and dinner is the nail in the coffin. The dreaded food coma finally knocks me out. I sleep from 9pm-8am. We catch our flight home. Monday and yesterday, I still felt super out of it. Today is slightly better. <br> <br> Post Trip notes: <br> The synergy of these substances was near perfect in my opinion. DPT and Allylescaline have a beautiful energy together. DPT along with LSD is also very interesting and powerful. I consumed the MET at some point on Saturday. I was very introverted for a prolonged period at the pool party. <br> <br> I also had a small taste of what was suppose to be MDMA on Friday evening. I didn't really notice any effect from it though. I also had a small taste (less than a gram) of mushrooms late on Saturday evening. Little to no effect on me though.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2013</td><td width="90">ExpID: 101611</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 28</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 2, 2016</td><td>Views: 2,353</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=101611&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=101611&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Allylescaline (573), DPT (21), LSD (2) : Multi-Day Experience (13), Combinations (3), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 drop</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">75 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I had the most amazing experience after dropping one drop of acid and then consuming what I think was about .15g MDMA over the course of an evening. We were having a really good time with friends just drinking at some bars when the weirdest thing happened and I wonder if anyone else has experienced it. <br> <br> I walked up some stairs into a club playing up beat hard house everyone was dancing and as I got to the top of the stairs/dancefloor everything slowed down completely, the music became low and slow and I could see people jumping in the air to the music moving so slowly and my voice came out slow and low. The hair floating on the dancers was so trippy. This lasted for maybe 4 seconds and absolutely blew my mind.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2016</td><td width="90">ExpID: 109800</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 30</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 17, 2017</td><td>Views: 1,621</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=109800&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=109800&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), MDMA (3) : Combinations (3), Club / Bar (25)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">175 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> This past Friday I had a repeat experience that managed to stick with me when I landed. I realized it wasn't the first time, but it was the most obvious and the most...um...real. <br> <br> I came up on two gel tabs....not a large dose by any means, but enough. I usually trip alone and I like to explore the interwebs. While typing I noticed I had, what looked like, a piece of cobweb floating from my fingers. Instinctively I reached to pull it off with my other hand. I could actually feel the sticky pull as I tried to remove it from my fingers. Unable to remove it I took a closer look and watched it disappear. <br> <br> I know this isn't the first time I've seen these smokey tendrils attached to my fingers or arm, but it is the clearest and most real. <br> <!--Has anyone else had a similar experience? <br/> Any ideas what I might be seeing?--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2015</td><td width="90">ExpID: 107444</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 46</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 8, 2017</td><td>Views: 1,538</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=107444&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=107444&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">0.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">100 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 lines</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mda/">MDA</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">75 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Well I'm no Terence McKenna when it comes to articulating these things so this will be short. <br> <br> I came across lots of mdma and mda recently. It's very pure made from pmk and I was told over 90% pure for the mda and 84% for the mdma, both are glass rocks. <br> <br> I originally thought I'd go to a gig in town after taking just some mdma. I got carried away and started out by taking half a hit of my friend's acid. Lots of people then showed up and I started giving away mdma for donations or just free if people had no money. The acid was kicking in well and me and my friend each had a 100mg dose of mdma followed by 3 lines of mda. <br> <br> I eat allot of acid and I wasn't expecting much from half a hit but I was getting open eye visuals the moment I could feel the mdma/mda kicking in. It didn't even feel like mdma/mda. It was just an intensifying of the psychedelic experience. Major ego loss. I felt I was everyone. I couldn't follow any conversation and I sat with a guy who had declined any drugs saying I'm like obelix I fell in the vat I'll stick to beer. He could see where I was and sort of adjusted his vibe to meet mine and I found I could talk to him easily. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">He could see where I was and sort of adjusted his vibe to meet mine and I found I could talk to him easily.</div></div> <br> <br> Anyway my friend wanted to go to this gig along with obelix and a bunch of other people. So she left me with some others and we got in the hot tub. My friend taxied back soon after not being able to handle all the drunk people in town. She got in the hot tub along with others and obelix who I really like. That's about it really.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2015</td><td width="90">ExpID: 105660</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 28</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 23, 2017</td><td>Views: 2,137</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=105660&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=105660&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), MDA (34), MDMA (3) : Combinations (3), Large Group (10+) (19)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">8 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Beer/Wine</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">200 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I’m 20, slightly above average size. <!--I’ve tried about a quarter of the chemicals on Erowid and maybe a tenth of the plants and herbs, and -->I’m a slight hard head to psychedelics and alcohol, which sucks because I love altering my consciousness. <br> <br> In the past month or so I had begun to take large doses of LSD, pure psilocybin, DMT, and Syrian Rue quite frequently. I usually hovered around three or four hits of acid to get comfortably high, but one night I decided to go all out and take eight, all at once. My frat brothers and I were heading to a cabin in the woods where we would do what frat boys do best. Drink too much. I only confided in one of them that I was probably going to trip balls, but as the night progressed, everyone found out one way or another. <br> <br> As we prepared to leave, perhaps 20 minutes after I dosed, I began to feel a familiar dipping sensation, as if I was beginning to escape normal reality. For the next hour or so, I wandered around and sold a bunch of acid to friends. There were no hallucinations, but I felt as though I was constantly swaying, and my speech seemed to be slightly impaired. Once we reached the cabin, we had an hour long meeting during which I consumed ten light beers. Sadly, I don’t really remember the hallucinations, but they were so frequent that I began to actually grow bored of them. <br> <br> Soon enough, the alcohol caught up with the LSD, and this is where I became maddeningly irritating to everyone around me. Try combining a loud, slobbering idiot with someone who has just experienced a profound feeling, then feed him eight more beers in a half hour. I have heard several accounts of events that I don’t specifically remember, including burning nearly everything flammable in the woodstove, peeing on the floor, and repeating statements like, “Is this one of those times? When? Who? Yes. No. No? YES! Where?” <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">“Is this one of those times? When? Who? Yes. No. No? YES! Where?”</div></div> I was appalled and apologetic the next day, but I still felt great about what I did. I’ve begun to remember bits and pieces of the blackout period, and decided to: <br> <br> A.) Do LSD less frequently (as I was up to around 1-2 trips a week) <br> <br> B.) Never again do less than 8 hits (assuming standard 100ug doses) <br> <br> <!--I can’t recommend to you enough: take large doses of substances. Fear and doubt are unfounded once you reach that point in a trip. Obviously don’t completely overdo it, though. Stay within the boundaries of physical safety, and I’d say keep away from the Solanaceaes until there’s better research on them.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 70525</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Apr 5, 2017</td><td>Views: 1,988</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=70525&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=70525&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Large Group (10+) (19)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">6 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">vaporized</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/2ct7/">2C-T-7</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">55 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/methoxetamine/">Methoxetamine </a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">150 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I am currently on the downside of the substances listed in this experience. <br> <br> Today, I decided to have some fun experimenting with some things. I had tried vaporizing 2c-t-7 before but only 2 mg or so. This time I tried around 6 or so mg. The come up is fast though not immediate. I was soon immersed in a mescaline-like trance. I had been smoking weed/hash all day so when and where I was smoking Cannabis is not important. The next thing I did was snort some methoxetamine. I split the lines up into 25 mg dosages (compared to a 30 mg dose I had seen weighed out previously). I proceed to take 2 or 3 lines. I was feeling quite nice from the initial puffs of 2c-t-7 but I wanted to feel more of what i could do so I decided to eat the rest of my dose. I might have snorted another line of methoxetamine...i do not know...I proceeded to walk outside enjoying the beautiful dissociated but still glistening-warm spirit world of the 2c-t-7 when I thought it would be a bright idea to take 2 tabs of acid. I was with several different groups of people throughout the night but I still felt connected to a family no matter how many people were around me. Within an hour of taking the two hits of acid I began to feel washed with complete bliss. I felt the pull and tug of the different drugs but I was in a relatively calm and composed state. There were moments when things got a bit too 'wiggly' but the amount of pure thought and inspiration felt from this combination of drugs is too precious not to share with the great people of the world. thanks. <br> P.s. I feel very lucid. <br> <br> ***I spent the entire night in a dorm full of college kids but I felt like I was in a sort of surreal capsule. I was fully detached from what was going on to me but I was still participating in the visual experiences of the drug and the human experiences of the people of me...I have never been more in tune with my reason for living...this combination needs a really good name.....lets think.....spirit-tripping...that's it.***<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2011</td><td width="90">ExpID: 94951</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 18</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 12, 2017</td><td>Views: 1,166</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=94951&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=94951&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Methoxetamine (527), 2C-T-7 (54) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 24:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Skateparks and Acid <br> <br> I would like to start this off by saying this was only the second time I took the substance lsd. My first trip was the night before and I had not slept and I was still tired from it. I had done my research and I figured if I didnt rest off the come down effect and I doubled the dose from my first trip, which was one paper tab, I would be able to trip the same as the night before. I managed to stay awake all throughout that Friday at school and as soon as I got home I hit up a plug I had aquired from one of my friends. <br> <br> 4:30 pm ~ I picked up 7 lsd tabs and gave one to each of my friends and took two myself. <br> <br> 5 pm ~ we had walked to my friends house and started watching tv and we could all feel the acid trip building up inside of us <br> <br> 5:30 pm ~ we had found our way outside and I remember feeling as light as a feather and I kept doing handstands and when I would jump it felt as if I was weightless. <br> <br> 5:45 pm ~ the lsd had kicked in but it had not reached its peak yet so, out of pure excitement, we all decided it was a good idea to ride our boards to our local skate park. <br> <br> 6:00 pm ~let me just tell you I am far from a poser when it comes to skating but being under the influence of a psychedelic I had only done one other time I could not ride my board as I could hear the vibrations of the street lights and every object was morphing together making patterns I never thought I could see with my own eyes. <br> <br> 6:20 pm ~ after what seemed like an eternity we had made it to the skate park. There was so many people there and if I hadn't of known them before coming I probably would of had a bad trip. When I would do tricks off the ledges it felt as if I would just float off and do the trick with ease like I wasn't even trying. My muscles were constricting and I felt like I was dying but for some reason it gave me more energy to skate as I felt unstoppable. <br> <br> 7 pm~ for some reason me as well as my friends managed to find ourselves climbing a soccer goal and laid down on the net at the top, watching the stars above. It was a beautiful experience and I could swear I saw lines connecting the stars making all of them from geometric shapes as well as make them change colors from blue to green and to red. <br> <br> 7:45 pm ~ we were all still peaking but we had all managed,except for one of my friends who we had to calm down because it was his first time tripping, to get used to the trip and we headed to the mcdonalds right by the skate park area we were by. For some reason everyone thought it was a good idea to buy 6 large fries and you know we only ate 5 fries each because we realized lsd doesn't make you feel hungry at ALL. <br> <br> 8 pm~ we got an uber back to the house we were all originally at and the dude who drove us was chilll as hell. Also I listened to denzel curry Planet Shrooms and it was an amazing experience for my ears <br> <br> 12 pm~ for the last couple hours we had been rambling about shit that didn't even make sense and watching fantasia over and over as we kept losing interest and then coming back to watch it again. <br> <br> 2:30 ~by this time the affects of the lsd had only been going down so, as I was the one who took the most, naturally I passed out while everyone continued having fun. <br> <br> 7 am ~ I was so brain dead when I woke up and as I walked into the living room I saw everyone passed out either on the floor or on the couches. When they woke up they told me a good friend of ours ubered over and gave everyone bars for free and that's why they were all passed out lol. <br> <br> Overall it was a pretty good experience even though it wasn't as spiritual/eye-opening as I thought it would be. Because of that trip however I started taking more and more acid each trip until I had the worst trips of my life resulting in bad memories. I learned that I should never get cocky about how much lsd I can handle and also setting is the key to a good trip.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2017</td><td width="90">ExpID: 110936</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 15</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 27, 2017</td><td>Views: 2,001</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=110936&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=110936&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Various (28), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">214 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br> <!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> 1355 - 3 tabs of acid for breakfast. I was in a good/happy mind when I took the 3 tabs I was sick and miserable so I might as well have fun while I am sick. <br> <br> 1430 - get home started having panic attacks/feeling happy, lay down to take a nap sleep for about 2 hours while I was having auditory hallucinations, when the fan in the room I was in vibrated weirdly. It produced a kaleidoscope fractal effect, and I was exploring the various rooms of my mind. I was talking to it the thing that makes every thing while I was exploring the rooms in my mind. <br> <br> 1630 - Don't remember much, I do remember grabbing the trash can in my bathroom. I was surrounded by darkness, I remember grabbing it. I opened my eyes to a super bright black and white flashing of nonsensical symbols with a pyramid with an eye on the left side of my vision. Lay back down. I remember feeling hot/slightly warm with my left hand feeling cold. <br> <br> 1700 - I wake up feeling terrible my whole body in pain, I drank some water and went into my sisters room. I grabbed a trash can and a fucking ice cream cone, I puked up the water I just drank then downed the ice cream cone. After I was done with it I put a cherry hard candy in my mouth and it was like tasting the color red, I bit down on it and my mouth started to hurt. This was in a red and blue haze. <br> <br> 1745 - It begins I am the master of time I could see 24 seconds into the past and the future. I eat a steak that still tasted like steak had a wierd fuzzy texture. I was in a red and blue glitch world with the ability to control time. After I was done with my steak I was waving my fork around and there was a trail coming off of it and I named it bob the trail snake and with him I started wandering around my house. I drank 1/2 a coke and I threw that up but not my steak. The coke tasted like fucking dirt. <br> <br> 1945 - Bob was gone and I was in a world of vivid colors and spaztastic rainbows. I don't remember much other then I met a dragonfly that was about 12 feet in length made of pure fucking rainbows in all of its epileptic glory. I watched some anime and played osu a rhythm game. It was like I was on adderall and snorted 4 lines of cocaine spazing out doing shit at 400 miles a second. My trip was like this for a while. <br> <br> 0300 - I finally clam my tits, I am staring at my floor rolling and shaking, I stare at it for about 30 min. <br> <br> 0330 - I cooked some macncheese because I was feeling hungry, it tasted weird somewhat like a creamy lemon flavor but wasn't unpleasant so I eat it anyways. I am feeling dirty after I ate so I decided to take a shower. <br> <br> 0400 - Shower time this was really fun the water was ticklely and felt very nice and warm I scrubbed my self and it felt very wierd like a ticklely itch. I rinsed off the soap and dried myself off. <br> <br> 0430 - I am naked and I just sit on my couch staring into the black nothingness from some reason this was very entertaining/ I decided that music would go along great with this and looked from my phone and played some jazz music. I decided that the couch was uncomfy and moved to my bed. <br> <br> 0550 - I am laying in my bed listing to jazz with a blanket over my face, I started seeing fractals again with some other weird visuals I sit there for about an hour doing this. <br> <br> 0650 - I talked about my trip with a person in a discord server I was in. At this point my trip was all but over I was still seeing some tracers and shit but other than that I was fine. I talked to him for about 2 hours. <br> <br> 0850 - He gets off and I just watch youtube videos till I stopped seeing shit. Took 2 hours. <br> <br> 1050 - I go to a store with my mom get some drinks and some gum then lay down and sleep, in my sleep I was talking to it and explored the rooms in my mind some more. <br> <br> Next day for me <br> 1430- I wake up and remember my dream.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2017</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111037</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 18</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 26, 2017</td><td>Views: 1,151</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111037&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111037&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/opium/">Opium</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/dmt/">DMT</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">9 glasses</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Beer/Wine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.33 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">185 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I was at a music festival in Atlanta called The Echo Project which was a three day event of dirty hippies selling their drugs and listening to the music. I had taken LSD plenty of times before this, smoked weed and opium but never done Ketamine and DMT. I met a good friend of mine their who is hooked up with one of the 'families' and bought a vile of really good LSD and a gram of DMT. I wanted to save my acid trip for the last night when the best bands were going to play. I had gotten 6 or 7 viles of acid from the same friend before and were always great, but I wanted to know how much I needed to take so I gave some to another buddy of mine who has taken 'L' plenty, so I gave him one hit and he said it was the best he had ever taken. <br> <br> Sunday finally came and I was walking around 'shakedown street' and ran across some 'K' which I had never done before, I was curious and bought a gram. It was getting late in the day so me and my friend came back to the camp site to get ready for what we came to see Umphrey's McGee and Phil Lesh and Friends, my friend only wanted one hit because he herd how good it was from my friend I let try it, but I wanted to go all out and took three which I figured wasn't that much I have taken a lot more than that before. So we sat around and smoked some bud t and opium and then started the long walk to the stage, by now it was kicking in hard. I remembered I had that gram of K and a gram of DMT in my stash hat. So me and my friend went to the stage area and tried the DMT for the first time, I have tripped as hard as anyone without loosing my mind for good and when I smoked that DMT on LSD I did not know that it was possible to hallucinate like that. It did not matter if my eyes were open or closed, the only way to describe it was like being shot from a gun down Las Vegas' main strip. <br> <br> I wanted to save the rest of the DMT for another time to use by itself. So I started drinking heavily which I normally do on LSD so the come down doesn't suck as bad. After about 9 beers which cost me about $75 I remembered I had that K in my hat. I went to the porta-potty and did a key bump of K and definitely felt weird but was not in a K hole like I had herd of. So I went back and did a fat line clo to a 1/3 of the gram and started back to here Phil Lesh jam out. On the walk I realized what they mean by a K hole, I was tripping HARD and the K mixed with it put me in a place I had never been before. I can't describe it but the best I can do is being completely euphoric. LSD and Ketamine is the best feeling I have ever had, even better than shooting Heroin.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 89534</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 22</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 24, 2017</td><td>Views: 1,494</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=89534&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=89534&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">DMT (18), Ketamine (31), LSD (2) : Festival / Lg. Crowd (24), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">sublingual</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> My first experience of Real LSD was at 17, however I had taken multiple microdots and plant based psychs before that day. <br> However I have continued to take LSD regularly until now at the age of 21. <br> <br> I microdose at 25-75ug. As standard I take 1 x 100-200ug tab, this is usually because I take it with friends for their first time however I have personally taken 6 tabs at a minimum strength of 190ug, accounting for purity. Yes I have flashback but no flashbacks are completely different to what people say and mostly happen with music I like or while smoking weed. They are acute at best. In my opinion there are primarily two important trips; The first trip I every had and; High Dosages. <br> <br> <!--The trip you ever have you have no tolerance. So it is completely different to other LSD experiences. <br/> <br/> The first time I took LSD-25. <br/> <br/> -->My friend Josh, who I had hit tabs of 2c and Dots with before had gotten ahold of tabs that he had already tried without me and he would not shut up about them. We were in our towns, town center and he passed me a couple. Naturally I took one immediately after examining the paper. <br> <br> The first thing I noticed was a hint of an almost steel like taste, metallic for sure, but otherwise tasteless. NO SHARP TASTE. NO BITTER TASTE. I rub it under my tongue for normally about 10-15 minutes and then swallow the tab. It takes me 30 minutes to walk home from where we were and I must've spent another 15 minutes talking with him. I am sure my first hit only took me 30 minutes to start feeling the 'body sensations' of my lungs and heart and skin and veins start to open, my breaths became deep and the sky and world in general started to glisten and evolve into deep vibrant colours. <br> <br> About 25 minutes into my walk back I was on a level of baffled I had never reached before. I could see these spinning, thoughts of colour and vibration flying through the back of my skull and out in front of me. Honestly I can see why people believe crazy shit while on acid because I just cannot explain it outside of the experience. When I got home everything was colliding and melting and reforming. Not melting in the classical sense of an icecube or chocolate. More merging into everything and eventually it all just melted away completely. I could see, and I remember looking at objects but then the universe would rip me away from physical existence and display something new that I could almost play with and touch. Like a dream of reality, where everything is as real as the real world but with completely different rules to the game. I sat drawing for a while and thinking about all of my life and childhood. I lived on my own by this point and had been homeless and honestly I couldn't have been more at peace. This must've lasted for 5-7 hours until I started to regain normality. Colours, Visions, Dreams, Sounds, Beings, My own Inner Self. I speak to the subconscious me. The stillness behind my mask, behind who I think I am, behind the ego and persona. It shows me the source code of my mind. <br> <br> <!--I had a theory many years ago and I still believe it, that if you are a shitty person, you will have a bad trip because you know you have demons inside of you. Real negative energy that LSD trips force you to confront. And if you don't want to hear it, acid will scream it into your skull for 12 hours. However those thoughts are good, they help you learn and grow as a person. In my opinion. <br/> <br/> All in all I support the distribution of LSD and most other psyches because they will help you evolve and expand your consciousness and I firmly believe with a good diet and healthy, exercised body, most pure well known chemicals like LSD will be safe with singular or infrequent use. <br/> <br/> Side note, I know about 80 people who have taken acid in my town and I have met maybe 100 more. None of them have ever said they truly believe in bad trips, its just states of mind at the time and how willing you are to deal with that. <br/> <br/> Sometimes taking acid in a bad mood can be good, sometimes it can be catastrophic. It is down to you as a human :-) <br/> <br/> Take care guys--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2013</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111112</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 17</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 29, 2017</td><td>Views: 1,137</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111112&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111112&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : First Times (2), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 15:15</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/alprazolam/">Pharms - Alprazolam</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">vaporized</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-caution">[Erowid Note: Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. <a href="/chemicals/show_image.php?i=dmt/dmt_contraindications1.gif">Don't do it!</a>]</span> <br> <br> So this is my first trip report but the intensity of the situation requires it I feel. So to start I managed to procure some really high quality 110ug blotters from the deep web and I had planned a cool trip night for me and a bunch of my friends. I’m going to use false names to protect the identity of the people involved. It was I, landon, jesse, spencer, Jordan, Elliot, randy, spencer, and dean. At around 9:45pm I arrived at the trip spot (landons house) and all my friends were there eager to have a cool acid experience, This was landons and elliots first time. <br> <br> I had planned in advance to take a really high dose because I wanted to have some revelations and ultimately ego death. The dosages were Elliot-1 tab landon-2 tabs Jesse- 4 tabs dean-2 tabs Jordan-1 tab and I did 5. <br> <br> So we all dropped and everything was going good and flowing smoothly and oh boy did I start to feel it. Around an hour in someone requested I pull my car forward but the visuals were so intense when I stepped outside I was honestly impressed, when I sat down in the drivers seat of my car j glanced in the mirror and saw one of the street lights behind me and saw it swirl and there was a strong tracer. At that point I decided that this was a poor decision and I had misjudged the intensity of the acid I had just took, so I hopped out of the car and asked Jordan to back it up for me. <br> <br> The problem I knew I was about to run into was flow, I knew I would be relied upon to keep it flowing nicely for the group but I knew I wouldn’t be able to provide for much longer <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I knew I would be relied upon to keep it flowing nicely for the group but I knew I wouldn’t be able to provide for much longer</div></div> so on my way back in I took some really deep breaths and paced myself for a potential anxiety nightmare. When I got back inside everything was still going good, Elliot and randy were sitting there playing madden having a good time and then the visuals and mindfuck hit me so super super hard, I honestly wasn’t anticipating it. I'm a pretty experienced psychonaut and I'm aware that LSD is a pretty malleable substance if you know how to work with it, but damn, the situation became really anxious and tense. Randy had a really bad trip and he thought someone died and he was super anxious but somehow I never even noticed and I feel really bad about that. I kept looking up and I thought the situation was just normal and I was just too tripped out to comprehend but in reality everybody else in the group was equally as anxious as me. <br> <br> Landon was unable to handle LSD, LSD isn’t necessarily or everybody and I don’t put any blame on him but he seriously was unable to keep track of thoughts, I'm unsure exactly what happened but there was a really anxious situation and he thought everyone was against him and he got super hostile toward everyone in the room and he ended up projectile vomiting on the floor and just leaving the room to go lay down and at that point shit got crazy. Spencer thought somebody died and was freaking the fuck out and ended up laying down just so he could be out of this mess. In my head I was flying through other lifetimes following an energy beam, the term “rolling” comes to mind to perfectly describe what I was feeling I swear I lived other lives during that time frame where I was following that energy beam around, the visuals were so intense that I didn’t know which reality was the real one. <br> <br> At that point I just decided to ride it out and see what happens, there was music playing with a good baseline in the background of the room and there was a bong being passed around but I was way too trippy to understand that. I slightly came back to reality for a second and Elliot walked over to me and lit the bong for me and man was that the most majestic thing I had ever seen, I don’t know why but just that sight of him lighting that and me killing it with the bass dropping in the background was one of the most intense things I had ever felt, after I came down enough to be back in reality the vibes in the room were awesome. Landon was back and everybody was vibing and smoking bud, I had my vape out and we were chain vaping. <br> <br> There was a moment where randy sat next to me and tried to talk to me but I didn’t notice he was in distress and now I feel bad about it because he has a negative outlook on us all. Me and jesse decided to go outside for a little bit to see what everything looked like and it was still so visually intense that it was hard to handle so we went back inside and got some drinks and chilled for a little bit. Something to know about landon is that he always just kind of has this edge to him, like hes hiding something or he has something balled up inside so I tried to talk to him about it, just to strike some good conversation and explain to him that nobody here hates him and the anxiety was just caused by him being in the middle of it. But he just wasn't having it and he thought we all hated him. He instantly showered me with hostility and the whole vibe got anxious again and it became really shitty. So me jesse and dean decided to go outside once again and just sit and chill. Dean is usually anxious in his day to day life, he expressed this to me a while back but I figured if he really wanted to trip I'd involve him in it too, but this wasn’t a good plan. While we were sitting outside dean just kept being super anxious and it rubbed off on jesse pretty bad and at that point he got really scared and confused. I went back in the house and laid on the couch and watched futurama but jesse just kept going in and out of the house looking really worried about something. <br> <br> Eventually I came outside and saw him sitting in his car damn near to the point of tears, he needed to be home really soon but the drugs still had us both seeing so visually intense that driving would be a huge task. I tried everything I could to keep him from leaving but I know how this goes so eventually I took the plunge and stopped trying to convince him from leaving. I was really worried about jesse, I didn’t want him to crash his beloved car or get a dui or even worse die, but I put my faith in him and just laid on the couch super anxious for about an hour thinking about how I'll forever have that on my conscience. I shot jesse a text at around 11am and asked if he got home alright and his exact words were “yeah dude how the fuck did I not die” and at the moment a huge grin hit my face and I was almost put into tears over the amount of weight that was pulled off my shoulders. <br> <br> Around 1 everybody was still asleep and my visuals had worn mostly off but there was still a really heavy body load and I was ready for the drugs to be gone. I hopped in my car and drove back to my house to grab a Xanax I had stashed for the purpose and popped it, about 10 minutes later I felt a lot better. After that I went to hang out with another friend of mine and we smoked a little cannabis and I went back home drank some orange juice and passed out hardcore. I slept for 18 hours but oh man did I need that. <br> <br> Overall my experience was good because I finally experienced ego death and saw that rolling energy I've always read about but it was super exhausting, I'm at the point where I've accomplished all I had ever hoped to accomplish on LSD and I think I'm gonna stop with it for now and explore the peaks of shrooms. Overall 10/10<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2017</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111129</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 18</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 29, 2017</td><td>Views: 928</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111129&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111129&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Difficult Experiences (5), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">sublingual</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">200 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> At the beginning of July 2008, I had experienced the most powerful LSD experience to that date. Thanks to that experience, I learned how never to have a bad experience with psychedelics. As such, I became an avid acid user for the entirety of that glorious month. A friend of mine had come across two eyedropper-fulls of liquid LSD in the Detroit area. It was high quality, quite potent stuff. Two drops gave me visuals just as intense as maybe three blotters. I eventually bought two and a half hits from him. In order to keep them for whenever I wanted to take them, I had him drop the hits onto a piece of a cigarette package. I then wrapped them in foil. I put them in my freezer, then promptly forgot about them. About a month or so later, I decided to take the half-hit, just to see if it still worked. I didn't expect much, as everything I've heard says that acid stored improperly (i.e. not laboratory conditions) wouldn't last longer than a few weeks. But, just like clockwork, 30 minutes passed and I began to feel the first tryptamine vibes that I have come to love so much. In all, it was a fun experience. Nothing to strong, obviously, but it definitely let me know that the LSD had lost virtually no potency, and certainly not enough to notice any difference. Apparently, LSD wrapped in foil and placed in a dark freezer is all that is required to really make it last a long time. I plan on taking the remaining hits at an upcoming concert.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 74038</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 13, 2017</td><td>Views: 7,274</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=74038&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=74038&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Unknown Context (20), Preparation / Recipes (30)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> The fourth time I experimented with LSD, it was a perfect day on Miami Universities Western campus. Everyone in our expanded group of friends was tripping. The happiest day of my life. Several hours into the trip, while walking down the hallway of my dorm, I began feeling intense energy currents swelling up from the earth. Walking, dancing, moving with this energy towards my room, I began to wonder if I could do something with this energy, like using the force (star wars). When I got to my room and sat down on my bed I felt the energy rise up through my body and exit my head (third eye?) As this occurred my friend Brian was launched several feet backwards, stumbling. He looks directly at me in sheer amazement, 'Was that you?' Yes, it was. Part me, part mystery. My life has since been not the same. It was a climax of sorts, as I had been moving in the direction of metaphysics and latent abilities of the mind for years. The question that followed was, why this particular experience happened to me? What does this mean? The short answer: reality is way more than most people realize. But researching psychedelic experiences I have yet to find another story that talks about people using energy to manipulate the physical.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1995</td><td width="90">ExpID: 66582</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 9, 2018</td><td>Views: 959</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=66582&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=66582&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Mystical Experiences (9), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">215 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> It was winter in 2003. I was sitting around my house my parents were gone on business. I found an old vial filled with small blotter papers. I knew what they were when I saw them. I decided to take two and see what would happened. Nothing happened. So I took 2 more. I gave up. I went to bed. <br> <br> Not long after a few hours tops I woke up around 4 am for reasons unknown turned on the light and the world was different. My bedsheet that had little black dots on it was moving up and down and the dots turned into triangles and back to dots. I walked down my hall which seemed to continue forever into the bathroom where I saw my pupils were completely diallated. I adventured to my computer to talk to people online. It took it forever to start. My whole body was knumb I felt no pain. The walls were breathing. I got up and stared at a clock and every 4 seconds in my mind was 1 second. I couldn't sleep that whole night. I stayed up listening to my mp3 player. I had to go to school. My sister gave me a ride she had no clue what was going on. The first thing that happened when I got into school was all my friends knew I was blown out. The tiles on the floor where like a never ending chess board. The lockers on the walls were brilliant colors and everyone was beautiful. In total my adventure lasted 7 hours. 2 hours to start. I've already used up the rest of the blotters foolishly.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2003</td><td width="90">ExpID: 29920</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 9, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,006</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=29920&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=29920&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Various (28), First Times (2), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">135 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I have taken acid only twice before this trip. Later that day I have obtained 5 hits from a friend, he said they were very strong. That night I decided to take 4 of the 5 I had, I wanted to go over and beyond. I put them in my mouth and noticed I could actually taste a slight chemical taste as I chewed on them. I then sat back on my bed and waited for my trip to begin. <br> <br> > 20 min later: getting board and so I start reading. <br> <br> > 40 min later: start feeling my jaws get tense and teeth feel - somehow different. <br> <br> > 60 min later: feel jolts of energy run through my body and notice slight close eye visuals and also slight open eye <br> <br> > 80 min later: heavy closed eye visuals and notice my shades and carpet spiraling and flash colors, music sounds different somehow. <br> <br> 100 min later: started drawing on poster board but then noticed that the sides of the board started to bubble up and start smoking. I found that my lamp was giving off intense heat and my room felt like a oven. <br> <br> 120 min later: cat jumps on my bed and his hair starts to singe as he gets closer to the light. I picked up my glass of water and found I could not drink out of it because the water was boiling be fore my eyes! By this time I saw my bed start to smoke. And my arm start to bubble up a bit. <br> <br> 125 min later: as I reach to turn off my lamp my fingers start to melt and drops of flesh spash on the carpet. I get scared and sit back on my bed realizing that my toes are metaphorically catching fire and as well start to melt off my foot. By this time the hair on my legs are totally gone and my bed catches on fire! I lay down again and this time have my legs off my bed extended straight out to watch my toes. Then notice my knee cap bubles up and catches on fire. About 4 to 5 min after watching this my leg melts off my thigh it drops but I don't hear it hit the ground. I don't remember much after this but I remember I tripped for about 6 or 7 hours.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 55337</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 9, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,023</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=55337&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=55337&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">20 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ghb/">GHB</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">250 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">sublingual</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">59 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> After about 6 weeks of non stop weekend LSD trips, I came across a dude who had some GHB on him. <br> <br> Being neighbors, we happily shared. He carried his G in a perfume bottle so it could be easily sprayed in the mouth in measured dosages. He recommended that 20 spurts would take care of me for a few hours for sure. <br> <br> So I spurted the G, popped the blot and we set out for partying. <br> <br> 5 mins after the G spurts, I was much happier and joyful. Had more energy then before, but not so much like ecstasy, more like alcohol energy. <br> <br> As the night progressed, I could feel psuedo separations of body parts. For example, my head felt like it was way up and very light. After about 4 hours of happy laughing and socializing, I walked home about 10 mins from the club. <br> <br> Once I got home and was to my own devices, things changed a bit. I put on the usual psychedelic fast beats I listen too and closed my eyes to let the visuals take over. The visuals were a bit different from usual lsd visuals. They had more pulsating energy pounding with the beats, and way different colours and patterns that I usually experience on lsd alone. <br> <br> After an hour of this mindshow, I decided to slap on some p8rn and then it was a whole day of hardnezz..I remembered my friend telling me its also an aphrodisiac and I had a wild time and wished I had a woman, she would go nuts! (next weekend that was corrected!) <br> <br> Anyways after 2 weekends of G, I decided against doing it again, as the hangover was massive and the next day was difficult to think and mostly felt like a stump. Had weird feelings in my brain and eyes had trouble focusing on a single object.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 87715</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 27</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 9, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,899</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=87715&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=87715&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), GHB (25) : Combinations (3), Club / Bar (25)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">130 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I have done many many drugs, but lsd has been my favorite so far. This is because I love ethogens, and how they make your mind work.This is what happened to me after I took lsd, how it changed me. I took 3 hits of acid, put it under my tongue, waited, took an hour and a half to kick in, but when it did, everything was alive and talking to me. Skeletons grew out of my basement floor and we hungout for 6 hours while listened to the grateful dead. But my favorite thing about it was, I could feel love flowing through my veins, for the first time I understood the beatles. Of course, all you need is love! Since that break through, I haven’t been angry, I've been frustrated, I've been irritated, but not angry. Life is way better now, I used to constantly ask people about what they thought of 2012, and the end of the world, now….. Doesn’t bother me. So that’s my conclusion, lsd has opened my eyes, made me a new person.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 87566</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 17</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 13, 2018</td><td>Views: 976</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=87566&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=87566&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">200 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">200 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">170 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Sooo I am just into my 2nd blotter which I took about 1.5 hours after the first blotter, the feeling is just simply amazing. The way you feel just in muscle and nerve wise is just simply amazing... And right now, I'm laughing my ass off to Team America: World Po-po and everything feels great... This is also the first time I've tried acid... And it's a thing that I will have to try again... My eyesight is illusion and everything is moving just a little bit slower, kinda like moving your hands across your face and seeing trails from your hands.... It's hard to focus on everything... I think as of this point here, I've spent 10 minutes typing this report and I'm still having a great time... Well all the feeling in my body is quite insightful and everything is very clear... This is a definitely must try because right now... I'm in the greatest feeling off of my life and I definitely want to bee like this all the time... It's about exactly 2 hours into intake, and I love it... I can't talk anymore cause I dunno want to waste my great feeling sooo yea...<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 60965</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 14, 2018</td><td>Views: 953</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=60965&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=60965&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : First Times (2), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 bowl</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">Salvia apiana</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">205 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I was always a huge pothead but one day I decided to throw in a mix of shit. I woke up smoked a bowl and headed to my friends house. so we did a hit of acid and 4 grams of shrooms after that we decided we wanted an even stronger high so we pulled out some salvia and began to smoke after about 3 bowls a strong buzzing sensation came over me. then I seen what looked to be a zipper I was then suddenly sucked into another dimension and found myself running from death. I heard my friend calling me and I came back from my sacred world. We then pulled out the weed and smoked 2 more bowls. about 30 minutes had past since we did the acid/shrooms and I was starting to feel the affects I suddenly felt like I had know Idea where I was and everything seemed Like it was breathing. also everything seemed to have meaning then everything seemed kind of one dimensional. I also felt random pulls of energy and everything had more color. It should be noted I have a naturally high tolerance,<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 61782</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 18, 2018</td><td>Views: 948</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=61782&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=61782&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Mushrooms (39), LSD (2), Salvia divinorum (44) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gel tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">160 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I think it opens up a part of my mind that would otherwise stay closed. It gives me a new perspective on life. <br> I have tripped many times, but the time that I felt it the most was when I took 2 geltabs with many of my friends. First, after about 40 minutes after ingestion, everyone became overwhelmed with euphoria to the extreme. A smile became plastered on each of our faces. Everything seemed so funny and I became incredibly happy. But, we didn't actually start seeing visuals until a couple of hours later. Slowly, you start thinking of some crazy shit that seems to make perfect sense. Its impossible to explain exactly what trippin is like, is has be to experienced. <br> <br> Once the visuals started it was amazing. I never thought the mind could do crazy shit like that. And it's great because you think clearly while seeing awsome hallucinations. First, we went outside and sat under the stars in this vine-covered patio. Everything twisted around and looked a bit fucked up. I started moving my hand around this table and it looked likt the whole table was spinning in mid-air. <br> <br> Another visual was when we were inside. I sat at the top of the stair looking down at the brown carpet. The whole carpet looked like a pool of quicksand. It looked like they, my friends, were sinking into the carpet. And in the kitchen it looked like the floor was a grate with some goo spilling up through the cracks. Every slight crack in the wall would look like a huge hole and would pulsate bigger than smaller. I could also see sound in a way. The walls would move to the beat of the music, like huge drums. <br> <br> We stayed up the whole night and my friend, who's a dumbass had to work the next day. We convinced him that he had to ride 10 miles to work on a bike because there was no way he could get a ride. Actually, his mom could have given him a ride, but we convinced him otherwise. He ended up riding all the way to work on a shitty bike with flat tires at 4:00 in the morning. It was the funniest shit ever. I remember everything about the night, but most of it just can't be explained with words, at least unless a person has tried it and knows what I'm talking about. <br> <br> -LINK<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 15651</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 18, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,076</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=15651&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=15651&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Glowing Experiences (4), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">125 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> It was my first time. I took some really good shit. I got really hyper and talked more than I ever have in my entire life. I was also really loud and talked so fast that no one could understand me. I wasn't in any kind of controlled environment and there was nothing safe about where I was. I was with some friends though. I remember that I wasn't paranoid at all like some people are. In fact, we were walking down the street to a party. We all took the same shit, everyone was paranoid except me. Nothing too exciting happened at the party. On the walk home though I got really dehydrated. My friend took me to some guys driveway and I passed out. She got them to get some water. Some how they got me to wake up and I drank the water. I felt a lot better after that but it was really scary. I couldn't breathe very well and I got really dizzy. Also, the only kind of hallucination I had was while walking home (this was after I got dehydrated), a sign grew arms and pulled me towards it. I ran straight into the pole. That hurt like hell. I really like acid and have continued to take it. My only recommendations are that the user drink lots of water. Plus, it helps to drink something like orange juice as well.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2004</td><td width="90">ExpID: 31704</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 20, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,167</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=31704&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=31704&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Health Problems (27), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">81 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I met a friend at Marsascala and I took half a hit at 8pm. 9pm nothing, 10pm nothing, went home, nothing. <br> <br> 10:30pm I took the other half hit. <br> <br> 11pm: I was in front of my computer, I began to see all the colours of the rainbow then time had no meaning. I became aware that I was 23 years earlier in side my mother's womb and in 70 years at the most I would be dead and buried. What is the significance of 70 years when 70 years from now, there will be only the past and no future. I felt that there was nothing after life, we are only mammals ant that thought was horrible. I always thought that there was life after death and that's what is beautiful. But now I realized the opposite. There is nothing, we are only a bunch of chemicals and we will get dissolved into nature. Just as there was no I before 23 years ago, there will be no I after I die. <br> <br> I thought: what's the great thing if I die? So much people have died! There are so many people who will live. <br> <br> Well after the 3 days I spent in this state I became involved in a religious movement that promoted life after death. I want life after death! If there is no life after death its not worth living.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 51769</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 20, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,039</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=51769&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=51769&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis - Hash</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/cocaine/">Crack</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(freebase)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">IV</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/heroin/">Heroin</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 cart.</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">inhaled</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/nitrous/">Nitrous Oxide</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gas)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">157 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I had just moved from a country where nearly every type of drug carries such strict penalties for abuse that no one ever tries drugs. After 4 years there I moved back to the good old USA. The second I stepped off the plane I was looking for a way to get messed up. I was sick of sobriety and was looking not just for fun but for an experience that I would remember forever. Just 1 week after I got back it was my birthday, my friend had brought me LSD and some Hash as a gift. The place was already oozing with alcohol, and a lot of nitrous oxide. I actually had no intention at this point to use any harder drugs than what were available, but my friends brother comes in with some friends and says 'mind if we join the party?' They had brought with them both crack and heroin... at this point I was beginning to freak out a little bit, everyone was getting soo screwed up. Anyway I had always had a great interest in harder drugs... and right then and there I decided to have that experience that I had been looking for. <br> <br> Quickly I take 2 E tablets, and as soon as I can get my hands on it I took the acid my friend had got me. Directly after that I began taking hits from a bong someone had brought instead of water they had used vodka as the water medium... oh Jesus was I flying now. But I wanted to get every substance I could get my hands on into my blood stream before I layed back and enjoyed the effects. At this point I must have been too stoned to think straight cuz I simply grabbed the one crack pipe we had at this party and simply just sucked until my lungs ran out of air... oh God I could not believe I was having this sensation I was having one of God like exuberance and sedation and euphoria and deep inner thoughts all at once. But I was not done yet, somehow (I cannot believe I did this) I took my very first hit of heroin from some guy who offered me a needle. I knew all the steps of injecting, although I was so out of it I am surprised that I could pull it off. I pushed the plunger down and that was it... <br> <br> I knew death... I knew heaven... I knew what it was like to be back in the womb. Total deep understanding with complete fulfillment, happiness, joy, love. Everything good in the world was brought right there to that spot... to that moment. The entire time I was seeing a vision of everyone that I had ever known sitting on top of the rocks at Stone Hendge. It was like coming out of the Matrix for the first time and seeing the real world. And the world was not awful but amazing. THIS WAS ENLIGHTENMENT! With all this understanding and perception happening I was still having something I can only describe as 10,000 orgasms, winning the lottery, falling in love, and falling from the highest building in the world only to be shot back up by a gust of wind back into the eternity of space. The most beautiful fragment of such a fragemented world. <br> <br> After my 12 hour trip (after which I woke up on the floor) I did a few more nirtrous hits. Oh Jesus... I do not think anything in my life can match the complete amazement of those 8 hours. The struggle of my life now will be to find this feeling again in my normal life.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2002</td><td width="90">ExpID: 16089</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 22, 2018</td><td>Views: 3,784</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=16089&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=16089&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDMA (3), Heroin (27), Crack (82), LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Large Party (54)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.5 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.5 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 drop</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/dmt/">DMT</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">80 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Setting: a festival. The idea was LSD tripping but then while peaking with the second part of the acid (we did half blotter, half blotter and then one drop of liquid LSD) got a puff of DMT offered by a Cypriot guy. I took one puff (kinda small I would say) from the pipe and kept the smoke inside. <br> <br> I laid down and after a 'melting' sensation, very akin to the tipycal Salvia Divinorum feel, but more geometrical, saw a landscape - an indoor landscape I would say - with triangular, iridescent braids as columns, and multicolored floor and ceiling; I was floating in it. The music from the outside - some ambient psytrance thing - became a landscape as well, very deep and moving. Lysergic patterns seemed to connect with the tryptaminic landscape, adding color and detail to the fractals. The atmosphere inside there was indeed somehow 'sacred', and very moving. After some ten minutes (raw esteem, as time went down the drain) I rose and found myself back in the 'standard' lysergic state.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 86994</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 30</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 31, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,402</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=86994&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=86994&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">DMT (18), LSD (2) : General (1), Combinations (3), Festival / Lg. Crowd (24)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 bowls</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">175 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> So, I recently just found a very reliable acid connection. It being something that I always wanted to do I went and bought some the day I found out about it. Instead of waiting for a good day when I could hang out with friends I chose a night that I had to sleep in my own house. Having experimented with salvia before and loving it I had real high hopes for acid. <br> <br> So I took it and sat down in my room to watch Dude, Wheres my Car. I got to the ostrich scene and still nothing happened. I was pretty angry. But then I got a phonecall and my friend invited me to go smoke with him and some other kids. I went outside and then I just felt a little bit off, I couldn't really put it into words. I saw lots of stuff flying around in the sky but I still couldn't tell you if it was birds or not. <br> <br> I actually have a lot of sober hallucinations, I constantly see people looking at me or walking around staring at me. Its been going on for years, so I'm just used to it now. <br> <br> But anyway, I met up with the kids and smoked probably 4 bowl packs before I got dropped back off at home. There were no increases from when I left my house, so I figured my source wasn't as reliable as I had thought. I turned on the crazy asian flick Battle Royale and fast forwarded it to when they are inside the school. Then all of a sudden from the top right corner of my vision it turned bright lime green. I could see the light reflecting on things around and when it very quickly dropped to the bottom let corner of my vision. <br> <br> I sat in awe for a moment because I didn't think it could happen so suddenly. Then everything started to glow and change between blue, green, red, purple, orange, and yellow. Then everything had its own individual pulse, everything just pulsated for so long. I started to watch the movie in complete awe, and realized I was so into it that my eyes were watering almost the entire time. <br> <br> I finished with that and wet into my basement and played with my pure white persian cat. He wasnt pure white when I was petting him, but he still rocked. For hours that went on, then I finally fell asleep. <br> <br> I love acid.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 66136</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 3, 2018</td><td>Views: 990</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=66136&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=66136&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Various (28), Combinations (3), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 line</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">119 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> In my many experienments with LSD I have found that the only way for me to have a total 'other world' alice in wonderland type adventure would simply be created by drug combination and dreams. <br> <br> One hit of LSD (for insane imagination sequences in sleep) and one line of Ketamine (for lucid dreaming and clearer dreams) both combined with the power of dreaming made me experience the most intense adventure of my life. <br> <br> After taking these drugs, falling asleep is what I have to try and do, before they peek and cause I am not be able to sleep then. <br> <br> Once the ketamine hits I'll begin to dream, lucid and clear. The effects of LSD will create insane, fun, scary dreams that feel so real and belivable I don't know what hit me. <br> <br> The first time I tried this the effects were unexpected. The dreams were so long and realistic I thought I was living the biggest acid trip in my life. People morphed into other people, some I knew, some I had never seen before. Places changed and melted around me and I went on a full on adventure. <br> <br> Some may find that this could end up a waste if they don't end up dreaming.<!--But if your willing to try it, I highly recommend it for a full on 'alice in wonderland' trip.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 47205</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 16, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,925</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=47205&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=47205&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Ketamine (31), LSD (2) : Alone (16), Combinations (3), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Beer/Wine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/alprazolam/">Pharms - Alprazolam</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(ground / crushed)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">100 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 lines</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">220 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> So recently a random night of the usual drinking and blunt smoking with my best friends turned into absolute madness..in a good way. I have been messin around with drugs since I was 14 being a vary heavy marijuana user ( at least 3 times a day) since that age, then moving on to cocaine, mushrooms/lsd, opiates (lortabs, OCs, opanas,heroin). I had never done ketamine at this point until about a week ago. <br> <br> So back to that night- My friends and I pick up a few 40's and a eighth of some bomb cali bud (blue dream) for $50 and begin to get twisted. I had a xanax bar in my walet I had forgotten about so I decided to snort it. Around an hour later one of our buddies from down the street comes over with a vial of what was supposed to be very strong LSD for $10 a drop. We all were hesitant because we had been drinking and especially me I took a xanax which I don't see going well with acid by any means, but we said fuck it lets trip. <br> <br> The same guy leaves and comes back around again with a bunch of molly (MDMA) and we all bought 1 1/10 of a gram ($10) and ate it. This combination is called candyflipping which I have done a few times before at phish concerts and other events which is an amazing euphoric trip. <br> <br> After a few hours of tripping a friend of a friend comes over with a bunch of powder ketamine for $50 a gram. Between 3 people we split a gram and lined up some special k. I snorted 2 lines and was pretty immediately fucked up. Ketamine is a very strange drug I can't relate it to anything else but DXM and acid kind of, very fun however. So we finished the gram and all sat around till 9 a.m completely zonked talking about what we were seeing and what we felt like. <br> <br> Throughout the night I feel each drug would rotate to which one I felt the most. There were points where I felt like I was rolling insanely hard from the molly, and other intervals where I felt the LSD very strongly, and as well with the ketamine. Can't really explain much of it in words as far as my physical feelings and experiences from the drugs other than say it was the nuttiest night of my life. drugs are mad fun as long as one is safe knows one's dosages<!--(erowid is a great place to research drugs) if youre thinking about trying a new drug look it up on erowid first!Don't ever start shooting up!--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 86542</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 19</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 18, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,688</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=86542&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=86542&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Ketamine (31), MDMA (3) : First Times (2), Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">75 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Secrets written by the Blind <br> Make more sense when He learns to read. <br> <br> The Tears of the Soul <br> Revealed by its Cry. <br> <br> The Eternal Eye <br> Hidden in the Heart <br> Chained and buried <br> In the Temple of 'I'. <br> <br> Rendered Blind, Deaf and Dumb <br> Fighting against the Unknown <br> Surrounded by Invisible Walls <br> <br> The Man who Hid His Heart <br> Sitting in The Desert Of Egoism. <br> <br> Haunted by Unquenchable Thirst. <br> The Blind Man Licks Stones. . . <br> <br> <br> Mercy From Above <br> In the Form of a Drop <br> Show the Man the Walls <br> That Keep him Enslaved. <br> <br> There is no Door to Freedom <br> Only a Ladder and a Window with bars <br> <br> The Man looks outside <br> And Touches Perfection. <br> <br> The Temple Door Has Opened. <br> <br> <br> Yesterday's Poetry <br> Making Sense Today. . .<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 71722</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 21, 2018</td><td>Views: 831</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=71722&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=71722&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Poetry (43), Not Applicable (38)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Just me and a friend in my apartment. Took 2 doses and it came on quick. My friend turned on some Grateful dead and we sat with our eyes closed. Now about the time that space came on I was in a world of pros and cons. I was looking at every action and it was spinning off into infinite possibilites. I have been to this place many times and I was totally comfortable here. Then a sound came into my being. It was disrupting me. In that moment when I thought that I couldnt take it anymore and I was about to pop a very funny thing happend. My head opened like a lotus, and I ejected into space. For a moment I was sitting weightless totally content and at peace with the infinite. Then infront of me a vibration started. It was was almost like space and time was ripping apart. I started to become restless and afraid. Then out of nothing something started to appear. At first it was just a speck then out of that speck a hand fractled out ward untill there were infinite hands all with eyeballs in the palm. The a body and a head followed. I looked on in wonder at the sight before me. Then I could do nothing but open my eyes, and when I did I was totally sober. LSD IS a hell of a drug!<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 81725</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 24</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 21, 2018</td><td>Views: 764</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=81725&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=81725&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Entities / Beings (37), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 cig.</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/tobacco/">Tobacco - Cigarettes</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-warning">[Erowid Note: A substance(s) in this report might be identified incorrectly. Erowid reviewers question the author's identification of the drug described. Although the report is included in the collection, the substance might be something other than the author believed it to be.]</span> <br> <br> Nothing..on acid <br> <br> My friends Chris and Alex were over at a good friend of theirs' house one friday night, and I had to work. I was planning on going over there and dropping acid for the first time after work, but things didn't work out well. I ended up over at Chris' apartment the following Wednesday, and I dropped my two hits then. <br> <br> My history with psychedelics is as follows: I have eaten chocolates on several occasions, I frequently eat DXM, I have tried morning glory seeds, and of course I smoke herb on a daily basis. <br> <br> Anyway, I popped the two hits in my mouth at around 7:30 and sucked on them for a good 5 minutes, making sure that they were soaked into my tongue, and then swallowed them. I jammed with Chris for a while, not really paying attention to anything. About an hour later, I realized that I was not experiencing any effects. Alex suggested that my onset was just slower than most people's. I didn't want to believe it, but I did and went outside to smoke a cigarette. At 9:45 I was beginning to think that Alex had fucked me over with fake acid, but I watched him cut my hits from the same blotter him and C had done the previous Friday. I kept waiting for any psychedelic effects, but they never came and I finally went to sleep around 4:30. <br> <br> Let me also say that I have eaten chocolates before to extremely minor, if any, effects. Meanwhile, Chris always trips out of his mind when he eats those. <br> <br> I don't understand why I could eat these psychedelics and not feel a damn thing?<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 41899</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 21, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,062</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=41899&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=41899&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), What Was in That? (26), First Times (2), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">280 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I'm somewhat new to the psychedelic drug world. I've done mushrooms a few times, with decent results and salvia divinorum with no results. Having been blasted with the idea that LSD is the ultimate psychedelic, I was prepared for intensity of my first trip, which never came. <br> <br> The drug simply made me think, for a really long time. I was awake for hours having these seemingly in depth conversations with my friend. At one point at about 6:30 am, we went outside to watch the sunrise and I was awe stricken and humbled by the heavens above. At one point a jet passed by and it was so intense I fell to my knees. I was simply humbled by the drug, and was not getting any visual affects from it. My friend took the same dose, and he's done LSD many times before, and he tripped pretty hard, so I know the acid was good. <br> <br> When we went inside, this was pretty comical. We ran into my friends father who, of course asked why we were outside at 7am, and we calmly explained to him that we were on acid and couldn't sleep. We had a brief conversation and proceeded back to my friends room. <br> <br> It was only at this point I noticed any visuals at all, perhaps because of the changes in lighting from outside to inside. I noticed his floor waving like water, it was a blue carpet. Most noticeable was his face began melting and moving in ways similar to the animation in the movie 'Waking Life'. I mentioned it to him, and he laughed, happy that I had any visuals at all. <br> <br> Next time, he recommended smoking marijuana to increase the liklyhood of a visual experience. I may do it again, but not very soon, it's really not worth it at this point.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 66200</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 21, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,026</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=66200&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=66200&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">135 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> **THIS IS A VERY INTENSE EXPERIENCE** <!--I abuse my brain, if you don't regularly you should probably test the waters instead of just smacking your brain with a new k-hole dose every 20 minutes.--> I will likely not repeat this experience, and do K only in small quantities at festivals from now on. I'm pretty sure I've seen everything I ever want drugs to show me, although I suspect I may still smoke DMT sometimes. This report may read confusingly, that's intentional. It really belies the experience I feel... <br> <br> Also dubstep is a style of music that just sounds... like a bunch of robots. If you're not familiar with it I recommended it at least in the context of understanding the k-hole experience. <br> <br> ********* <br> So I decided abruptly to go into a k-hole to escape thinking about life problems. I'd just lost control of my thoughts for about 20 minutes or so and said fuck it because I was only saving the K until this afternoon anyway. For the record it was that same old catch 22 'drugs cause all my problems but they conveniently help me forget' etc. I was already planning on quitting after this weekend anyway, so I figure go hard or go home. That's how I'd always done it anyway. So I (stupidly/awesomely?) put a k-hole and a half on a key and snapped it all once. Each additional K dose was roughly the same size for the duration of this trip. I was standing near the bed, I layed down and then OCEANS OF PURPLE. I was being crushed underneath miles of liquid currents with white music notes floating all around me. My girlfriend said something to me and I rolled over and hugged her. I saw a partial silhouette of her in the ocean but then it turned black and green (Sort of like a Van Goh) and very turbulent, I 'lost her' and yelled out. At this point I figured I shouldn't stay in the room and keep her awake as she had to work, so I went to the apartment downstairs to see my friends. <br> <br> So this is when I dosed. My best friend just picked up a vial and was setting us all up on the house. I was jibbbering a bit of nonsense about my earlier experience and they were apprehensive about dosing me because they were already tripping, but they eventually conceded knowing I'd be fine. Nothing extraordinary happened while I was down here. We watched Tim Burton's Alice and it was less good than tripping in the theatre, whoo. But when I did come up on the acid I got really really tired. The more visually I came up, the more tired I became. By the time I left the holes in the ceiling panels were rainbow colored and had highlighter outlines tracing patterns in them. <br> <br> And this is when blast off happened. (I was listening to dupstep the week before this, and composed dubstep in my head for the whole trip. Each additional keybump will be notated by BLAST) I went upstairs and took another huge keysnap and went to lie down. I felt all of my limbs spaghettify and myself and the bed grown about 1.5 times. But then the whole room shrank to half it's original size and we shrank with it. I saw the room move into a tesserract pattern of moving mechanical rooms/dimentional space. I visited the realm of energy sprites and semi-mechanical golems for who knows or cares how long.BLAST <br> <br> One of the energy sprites noticed my marijuana pipe. As I smoke it he flows into the ember, into my lungs, back out again and into the head of his original owner: My new kitten Spooky Kitty. The memory I have of this next part runs backwards. I appear to be charming the cat from it's state of prone to upright on two legs. Because the way my brain processed this was backwards, it gave me the illusion of making the cat twist and eventually levitate by moving three fingers in the air of lightly across his face. After this I saw several things at once: that happening magnified to the most complex and reduced to the least complex of dimensions. Instantly I realized that atoms/stars probably naturally produce something similar to 'dubstep' at another level of consciousness because once while smoking DMT I heard those same sounds before I had ever heard of that genre. Is that all the universe is? Some cosmic DJ's nastiest mashup, with a definite end for all of us? BLAST <br> <br> After this there are no words. Only awe. I saw other worlds, universes defy even the basest of explanations. I know now of the madness that H.P. Lovecraft speaks. Aldous Huxley's Heaven and Hell postulates that they are the same place/experience and colored by the observer. I experienced both of these worlds, seperately at first, then together. After a few periods of fuzzyness and connection errors I'm in the actual land of spirits. BLAST The great ancestral halls of the human race are perhaps the most hauntingly beautiful things I've ever seen. Mile high organic/technologic spires containing every soul who's ever lived, an ephemeral mist is ever-present and I am soothed by feelings of warmth and love. After this I only remember Jungian archetypes, lots of colors and brights geometric explosions. I woke up this morning with colored blobs dripping on me. <br> <br> So there's the best high of my life. Better than 10 hits of acid, better than candyflipping. DMT on acid? No chance. I think you get the idea. A good strong k-hole in low light can do alot of this, but to really spend time wherever I get sent and be able to remember what I was shown, the L does more than miracles. <!--There are so many things I wish I had words for you guys, if you can handle it do it, if you think you can't then you probably can't. Don't take chances on sanity kids.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 88221</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 19</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Mar 7, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,468</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=88221&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=88221&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Ketamine (31), LSD (2) : Entities / Beings (37), Combinations (3), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> A friend and I took one tab of a new batch that I got recently, looking forward to a nice trip with a walk in Central Park. Unfortunately, even though I purposefully didn't take my meds that morning, it wasn't enough time for them to dissipate enough to actually get a real trip out of it. I *felt* slightly trippy (eg a tiny bit queasy) and if I let my eyes relax and stared at a tree or whatever I could get a little bit of visuals, but my friend reported a really heavy, good trip with lots of visuals and I didn't have that at all. <br> <br> I looked the next day and apparently it takes 16 days for Abilify to be out of your system, and 5 days for Wellbutrin. I had thought because they're not SSRIs it'd be enough to just not take them that day and they wouldn't dampen the LSD, but I was wrong, oh well.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2018</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111711</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 46</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Mar 10, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,029</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111711&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111711&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Combinations (3), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">vaporized</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(extract)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">sublingual</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">115 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I wake up at 5:30 AM, smiling, already excited for the evening. Just eight more hours of work to get through first. <br> <br> Get home from my 18.5 hour shift around 2:00 PM. I eat and get ready, and put the blotter square under my tongue at 3:00 on the dot. I pack some snacks and extra layers of clothing into my backpack, check my pockets at least five times to make sure I’m not forgetting anything, grab my canteen of frozen water, and head out the door at 3:15. <br> <br> I’m driving to a park-and-ride lot to catch a shuttle to the Hollywood Bowl. For a multitude of reasons, I don’t want to drive there myself. The concert’s not until 6:00, but I wanted to just get up there, so bought the ticket for the earliest bus. It leaves at 3:40, but I get to the lot a bit early. I take a drag off of this one-hitter I have stuffed with Blue Dream and vape honey (daily smoker/vaper) and head over to the first bus in line. I take a seat off to the side and put my iPod on random. <br> <br> Coming up on the bus ride isn’t the most enjoyable experience. I’m feeling very introverted and self-conscious, maybe a bit paranoid. I'm a huge introvert and rarely take public transportation; being this close to strangers while the acid grows stronger has me feeling paranoid. Light’s getting brighter already, and sometimes I think that the words on billboards are beginning to sway, but I’m not sure if things are starting or if it’s my expectation of things to come. <br> <br> We’re dropped off around 4:45, and the visuals are definitely going (specifically the bright specificity which gives that clarity of vision, every single nook and cranny of the pavement standing out in vivid individuality). I trek up the hill, but I’m so early that the pavilion I’m seated in isn’t even open. So I walk up the hill some more to a picnic area and self-consciously watch the scenery shift and move as groups of picnickers claim tables under the trees. There’s this eucalyptus with pealing bark that I want to stare at, but event staff are standing under it and I’m paranoid enough to think they might suspect something if they see me staring at the trunk. This paranoid introversion, constantly calling into question if I’m doing something that might draw someone’s attention because then 'they’ll know', is one of the things I don’t enjoy about acid. <br> <br> The upper deck opens up around 5:00, and I get to my seat. The stadium’s fairly empty this early, which is fine by me. I’m on the bottom row and have a cement wall in front of me that I can comfortably rest my legs on, so I lean back into the wooden bench and watch the late-afternoon scenery. The green hills that serve as the Bowl’s backdrop shift and sway in a river of green. The clouds overhead slowly expand and contract. <br> <br> The hour passes by very slowly, and I find it difficult to find a comfortable way to sit. I’m getting tummy rumbles, which is another thing I don’t like about acid. I don’t feel nauseous, just internally discomforted. The bench is hard and the legging cramped, and I don’t like the idea of zoning out for too long. Because then 'they’ll know'. <br> <br> The Smith Westerns come on right around 6:00, and the visuals are what I’d expect them to be at this point (though I’m surprised they’re where they’re at without weed, excepting that bit I had around 3:30), but I’m still moving around in restless unease. <br> <br> Five bands are set to play, but I have no idea how long they’ll get or when the night’s even going to end. Midnight? Surely no earlier than 11:00. I really didn’t know, so I use a vague notion for my timing. <br> <br> They only play four songs (two of which I recognize, so I’ll give them a closer listen). As soon as their last song is done, I’m on my way to the bathroom. But then the stage spins around and Warpaint starts playing immediately. Darn it! The bathroom is just down the stairs, and I take my ½ tab of MDMA (about 100 mgs) in a stall and return to my seat before they are done with the first song. <br> <br> Warpaint also play four songs, but I’ve seen longer sets from them a couple of times. The sound isn’t coming through clearly for me, and I’m not sure if it’s the band’s playing, the acoustics, or the way I’m perceiving sound. The Bowl’s renowned for it’s acoustics, and Warpaint usually sounds good live, so I assume it’s my perception. <br> <br> The sun’s nearly gone, but it’s been going earlier and earlier by the day. And it’s getting cold. I’m wearing a long-sleeved shirt under a t-shirt under a thin sweatshirt with the hood up, but I’m getting cold. So I go into my bag and pull out a long-sleeved Henley and add that under my sweatshirt. I put a knit cap on and pull my sweatshirt hood back over that. I’m thin and seem to feel cold more acutely than most people, but I’ve also noticed being extra temperature-sensitive when in a psychedelic state. <br> <br> Panda Bear comes on as the sun goes down, just before 7:00. So maybe I’m a little biased, but I’m also blown away again by how incredible this guy’s voice is, in addition to constantly being awed by his musicianship. But mostly it’s how he uses his voice. He’s one of those artists I’m committed to and will see whenever he’s in town, and I think it’s mainly just to hear him sing. <br> <br> Pardon the fangirl freakout. <br> <br> There’s going to be more of it. <br> <br> The last time I’d seen him was before 'Tomboy' came out, and he was touring those songs, which I had little familiarity with (only one of the preview singles had been released at that point). I enjoy him more this time, knowing all of the songs by heart by now. <br> <br> Then that sound comes on, that 'chk chk chk', and then that pulsing machinery, and oh my God he’s playing 'Comfy in Nautica'! I spent my entire first trip (13+ hours on mescaline) listening to 'Person Pitch', and Panda Bear’s been one of my favorite musicians ever since, so hearing any of those songs in this state is a joy to me. And seeing it performed live at the Hollywood Bowl (he sounded amazing, by the way – no more distorted perception, or perhaps he just knows how to take advantage of the sound system), well, there’s nothing better. <br> <br> Until I hear that owl hoot. <br> <br> And I think, 'is he just throwing that in there, or is he going to do it?' <br> <br> And then he plays fucking 'BROS'!!! This song speaks to me on many levels. I can’t really go into what it means to me, because it’s not just an intellectual response or anything. This song is visceral, it flows in my veins and it makes my heart beat. From October 7, 2009 on, this song’s been a part of me. <br> <br> I’m bursting with joy, but this is genuine circumstance-driven happiness. The MDMA hasn’t kicked in yet. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">The MDMA hasn’t kicked in yet.</div></div> I do mouth along the words, though, which I wouldn’t normally do for self-conscious reasons (and I never sing in public, heavens forbid), but I am still the only person on my front-row bench. <br> <br> The album version goes into a rave-up and ends up being twelve and a half minutes long, but the performance fades out shortly after the vocal portion, and that’s it. I’m still thrilled, though. Great show. <br> <br> He plays seven songs and is off by 7:35, which I find shocking. It’s dark by now, and I thought it was later. And so cold. Cold enough that the canteen I’d taken out of the freezer at 3:15 in the afternoon has hardly thawed. I begin to wish I’d worn some thermal underwear under my pants, but I would’ve been too hot while the sun was out. <br> <br> The Arctic Monkeys come on about ten minutes later. Turns out my suspicions are correct, and they’re not just a band that I don’t know very well, they’re one I actively dislike. The MDMA hits and the whole scene takes on a more cartoonish look (the lights on the hills burning like fires), but I’m mad that I’m peaking at this point and that I’d gotten my timing off by so much. If I’d known Panda Bear would be off of the stage by 7:30, I would’ve done things differently. <br> <br> And it turns out that The Arctic Monkeys play the exact kind of music that I don’t like: aggressive, sneering, meaningless (the lyrics I can make out are nonsense to me) rock music. I can’t wait for them to get off the stage, and am upset that they get a long set while Panda Bear only got seven songs. I have to think Panda’s going to be the one whose music is remembered and who influences a new generation of musicians, and I can only assume that in the future him playing the Hollywood Bowl will be a bigger deal than The Arctic Monkeys doing so. But for whatever reasons, they’re more popular and so a co-headliner. <br> <br> I try using this portable vape I have for weed, but it isn’t working out too well. It does enough to kick up the MDMA, but I’m not feeling good. I’m shivering cold, bored, disliking the music, wanting both to just go home and to stay until the next band, and finding the music to be disengaging from the visual aspect. I keep imagining scenarios where I’m not here, listening to this band, waiting for the show to be over so the bus can take me back, but alas, I am. And they seem to just play on and on. I’m tempted to take out my iPod and listen to my own music, but I figure they’re playing too loudly for that to be effective. I’m surprised that anyone’s enjoying this, but they seem to have lots of fans in the crowd. <br> <br> The drummer’s entertaining, though. He’s one of those 'fists of flurry' drummers, but he’s fun to watch. And they do sound good, even though I don’t like the sounds they’re making. They’re good musicians who play well together. Still, they can’t leave the stage soon enough, and my discomfort (mental and physical) grows the longer they’re on. <br> <br> Finally they do finish, sometime around 8:45. I’m still shocked at how early it is. I feel so tired, so cold. I hadn’t slept well, I’d then worked eight hours, been up and active since 5:30 in the morning. The MDMA is supposed to be counteracting some of this, but it seems to only be ramping up the visuals. I'm not feeling any euphoria, and it sure isn’t making me more awake or any warmer. <br> <br> I don’t know much about TV on the Radio, but gods bless them, they turn my night around. They’re sort of a soul/rock group with a couple of great male vocalists. The different sections of the bowl’s shell are shifting through digital colors which look quite lovely to me, and I’m tapping and foot and nodding along to the beat. The band’s great, and moving around has me feeling warmer. They play for about an hour, followed by a one-song encore. Then the lights come up and the night’s done and it’s not even 10:30. <br> <br> Effects have died down a bit, and I find it easy to navigate through the crowd and find my bus. Lights are still glowing more vividly and colors pop more and I feel more confident (though somewhat self-conscious about what size my pupils might be). <br> <br> <span class="erowid-caution">[Erowid Note: Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. <a href="/chemicals/show_image.php?i=dmt/dmt_contraindications1.gif">Don't do it!</a>]</span> <br> <br> We get back to the park-and-ride before 11:30. I’ve got some light sensitivity, but nothing else in terms of visuals. No motion. I feel perfectly safe to drive, and have no problem making the fifteen minute drive home. In fact, I feel good driving. I think the MDMA must be putting me more 'in the seat' as it were, enabling me to feel the engine and road better. I keep at the speed limit, but the roads are fairly empty at this time on a Monday night, anyway. <br> <br> I’m surprised by how early it is when I get home; not even midnight. But I don’t have to work in the morning, and the plan was always to come home and trip into the night, if I could. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">the plan was always to come home and trip into the night, if I could.</div></div> I almost never trip at night, just because I’m a day person and like the daytime visuals so much, and have never done it on acid before. I am ready to see what’s in store for me. <br> <br> I don’t know what the plan is for the evening, though. I trip regularly and follow a pretty set routine, but that was off given the circumstances. I decide to put on 'Person Pitch' with the volume low, turn off the light and put on a halogen lamp aimed at the ceiling. I load an indica into the whip and attach it to the bong, and few sweeter vapor hits have I had. <br> <br> The LSD gets going visually again, and I lay down in bed, finally warm, finally comfortable. My dog jumps on the bed, and I pull her up to lie along my side while I lay on my back, watching the ceiling clouds. I scratch her gently, her fur feeling wonderful, as she falls asleep in the crook of my arm, her head resting on my bicep. I think about how much I love her, as much as anything else in this world. I decide that if it ever becomes feasible for me to have her cloned and decide to do it, I’ll give the same amount of money that I spend on the cloning to rescue organizations throughout Los Angeles. That way I won’t be wasting a life for a dog that already had her time. But she’s one of the best things in the world, as far as I’m concerned, and it will be difficult to not have her around. I watch her whiskers, and it’s as if I’m seeing them at a cellular level. Filaments of rainbow light fill the emptiness between the individual strands of fur that make up her coat. <br> <br> After half and hour or so, she wakes up and jumps down to her own bed. Instead of leaving me sleepy, the indica has kicked the MDMA into high gear, and I’m wide awake and getting a few eye wiggles. I don’t feel any of the normal heavy indica properties at all. <br> <br> I’m having such a good time with 'Person Pitch' that I decide to listen to 'Tomboy,' too, and put the two albums on repeat. I lay back in bed, rest my eyes, watch the clouds, normal trip stuff. <br> <br> I’d taken a little baggie of ketamine to the Bowl, having had thoughts of using it during Panda Bear, but with the timing being off, I never had. I hadn’t really felt like doing it at any point, either. But I’d also never done it with LSD or MDMA, and I hear it’s great with both. So I figure this is the perfect time and place to try it. I decide I’ll take a bump when 'Person Pitch' comes up again on the repeat. In the meantime, I eat an apple a few days past crispness, not really enjoying it, but feeling that food (particularly something juicy and hydrating) will be a good thing for me. <br> <br> I open the k baggie and dig a bump out with a key, a little hillock of white powder. The last time I’d done it (on a week’s tolerance, and that had been a couple of months ago), not much had happened, so I am a bit generous with my measurement. Maybe a fifth of a gram? I don’t know, I’m eyeballing. <br> <br> As soon as 'Comfy in Nautica' comes on again, I insufflate. I have to switch nostrils to get it all down, but I get it down. <br> <br> I turn the lamp off, lie back in the dark and wait. 'Comfy in Nautica' plays through, and not much has happened. I wonder what amazing thing is going to come from this much-discussed combination. I never check the clock, but I think it’s about 1:30 in the morning at this point. <br> <br> I turn onto my side and my eyelids drop shut. Then I’m aware of this intense buzzing sound, a ring in the ears. I wonder if I’m in for the mother of all head zaps, but instead it keeps buzzing and building until I’m in a place of overwhelmingly euphoric white rainbow fluorescence. I’ve never experienced visuals like this. CEVs are normally limited to the space seen with eyes closed, that blackness from chin to hairline. But I am submerged in psychedelia, awash in it, surrounded on all sides. I open my eyes briefly, but can’t keep them open for long. <br> <br> When I close them again, it’s black. Blackness and fractals and a blue square. And I am trying to follow it, but then it slips away. Everything is slipping away. I don’t want to let go, and try to stay by reciting the lyrics along with 'Take Pills'. But I am going, and I know I am going. I think, 'I hope I’m a better person whenever I come back from this', and then I’m gone. <br> <br> I’ve never experienced ego death before, as I tend toward 'therapeutic' (my word) low doses. The slipping away is a bit scary, wondering where you’re going and if/when/where/in-what-state you’ll be back. The rest is merging with the infinite. I’m swept up in the tornado of red dots that spin around the way that air bubbles spin concentrically around when you make a singular, contained whirlpool underwater (from a fish flitting its tail or what have you): spinning fast, then settling still. I take this to be the universe, or whatever it is that I was now with. I feel like I’m becoming a part of the universe, seeing how it begins again and again, returning to where I was before I became conscious on earth. <br> <br> I use the word 'I' after-the-fact. At the time, I was no longer aware of my separate existence and had no perceivable consciousness. <br> <br> I open my eyes and I see everything around me as geometric shapes being taken apart, grid line by grid line. Everything is being pulled away in increments, deconstructed into the infinite, returning to some previous state. <br> <br> I don’t know how long it lasts, being gone. I have a hard time coming back, and feel like I’m really fighting it. I don’t know if I should let go or come back. The idea of letting go has a frightening appeal to it, but I’m afraid of losing it if I give in, and I fight it off. When I come to, I’m stuck. 'Bros' is playing as I come back to my body, and I start to move my foot to the beat and go along with the lyrics in my head, coming back to reality. At least five minutes have passed, perhaps more, since I slipped away. Maybe ten. And I’m slipping again. The song’s in that repeating section, and I keep swirling around, stuck on the ride that the music is taking me on. Everything’s incredibly psychedelic, and I’m fairly blown away by just how psychedelic things can get (this being my 75th or so trip, so it’s not a new state or anything). I think that, despite the frequent tripping, what I’d experienced previously was hardly psychedelic at all. What I’m experiencing now is what psychedelia actually is, mental obliteration in a sea of fractals. I can’t believe that my mind won’t be permanently affected by this, or even that I can come back from it. 'Horse tranquilizer,' I think. Who knew the key to ego death was horse tranquilizer? <br> <br> But everything’s so psychedelic, and I’m powerless under the pressure, the spinning, the waves. The song’s going in circles, and so I am, spinning like the universe. I open my eyes and see only fractals. I need to get out of this repetitive spinning. It makes me feel like I’m going to lose control, lose myself again. <br> <br> With some effort, I sit up in bed, tell myself my name. 'And that is my dog sleeping on her bed.' Reality is returning. With sweeping robotic motions, I lift myself out of bed and walk over to where my computer is, on the floor in front of the stereo. I press the right arrow key, getting out of the trap that is 'Bros’' second half (and the song’s legacy in my life continues to grow). Already I’m feeling much better. I lie back down in bed, keeping my eyes open. <br> <br> The world is still incredibly fractioned as I lie in the darkness. I can’t make out anything for what is it. Everything’s black filament, swirling geometry. The small green light on my cable box is two bright green lights, hovering around each other, circling one another, never staying still. I can almost make out the shape of the lamp two feet in front of my face, but it takes time to recognize what the shape means. I don’t recognize the images on the posters on my walls. I see things that aren’t, like a three-foot tall stack of small cardboard boxes perpetually falling over where my speaker is. I think I see a shirt on the floor which then becomes a moving shirt snake, until I remember there is no shirt on the floor to begin with and the illusion vanishes. <br> <br> As the ketamine wears off, shapes become more defined and vivid clarity returns to my eyesight. I watch as, inches in front of my eyes, fluorescent amoebas splatter against some invisible plane in rapid succession before wiggling out and dying. A series of bent oval shapes like wide bobby pins flashes down my window frame, starting with reds and then going through the rainbow as dozens of them appear and make their way down until the last one disappears in an absence of violet. The whole thing probably takes three seconds, but is one of the more remarkable visuals I’ve seen. <br> <br> I see light particles in the air which form into circles and then spin the same way the red balls of the universe spun while I was merging in ego death. Everything is so bright and colorful with that shifting rainbow light that only acid can give. I think I might night trip more often. <br> <br> Then the drugs are wearing off and tiredness is overtaking me. It’s sometime around 3:00 AM, perhaps after, so I’ve been awake nearly twenty-four hours now. I vape an indica wax and close my eyes, finally tired and at peace with things, and fall into a dreamless sleep.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2011</td><td width="90">ExpID: 95305</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 29</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Mar 25, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,527</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=95305&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=95305&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDMA (3), LSD (2), Ketamine (31) : Various (28), Music Discussion (22), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">250 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> My First Time <br> <br> I had gotten the purple microdots from my friend Tommy who had taken them before and agreed to be my guide. At about 9 pm we dosed and then just chilled and listened to music as we waited. What happened next can only be described as full on hallucination of mind body and soul. Vision of pure fantasy, feelings of pleasure and joy and an awakening of my soul to the universe. These visions lasted for only three or four hours before I could tell that they were waning. 6 am was the greatest sunrise ever. All that day after my face hurt from all the smiling I had done the night before. Flashbacks lasted for many months but never eclipsed that first experience. There can only be a one first time and one should always use a guide.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1970</td><td width="90">ExpID: 100793</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 15</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Mar 29, 2018</td><td>Views: 937</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=100793&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=100793&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), HPPD / Lasting Visuals (40), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>