I just feel like ending my life. The main tension is because of the unemployment of my husband. Since it's summer now, he can go anywhere (and do odd jobs), but once it starts raining, where can he get a job. My elder son has jaundice. If one of them is better, then the other one falls ill. I'm worried because we have to buy the medicine prescribed by the doctor. It depends upon my husband's work and his moods because his moods change frequently. My husband has lots of debts. I have sleepless nights. I often get headaches, body aches, abdominal pains and giddiness when I think about all this. I have my own tensions with my family and my husband. I am fed up with everything and the monotonous life. I am not feeling well. My back is pain and general health is low." (sic)  