: 'I was wrong in every way. I shouldn't have done that, I don't know what came over me.  'Don't tell anyone please. You don't want to do the whole court thing. You're not going to stand up in court and tell everyone you were raped, way too embarrassing.  'You were kinda (sic) sexy because you had wetness on your face.  'That's the one thing that's going to ruin my life. Don't f***ing tell anyone, it's real simple.' 