.  Ellen got choked up during Episode 00 of her podcast, which is called The Radiation Diaries, because she was recalling a moment when she was waiting, somewhat impatiently, for her 00th radiation session.  Ellen got choked up during Episode 00 of her podcast, which is called The Radiation Diaries, because she was recalling a moment when she was waiting, somewhat impatiently, for her 00th radiation session; she had managed to get herself to the appointment on time and was ready to go, yet as she sat, expectantly, ready to roll and get the hell out of there, she heard a bell ding.  Ellen got choked up during Episode 00 of her podcast, which is called The Radiation Diaries, because she was recalling a moment when she was waiting, somewhat impatiently, for her 00th radiation session; she had managed to get herself to the appointment on time and was ready to go, yet as she sat, expectantly, ready to roll and get the hell out of there, she heard a bell ding, and when a bell dings, it means someone's treatment is just starting-so Ellen realized she would have to wait because they were running late and just starting the session of the patient before her.  Ellen got choked up during Episode 00 of her podcast, which is called The Radiation Diaries, because she was recalling a moment when she was waiting, somewhat impatiently, for her 00th radiation session; she had managed to get herself to the appointment on time and was ready to go, yet as she sat, expectantly, ready to roll and get the hell out of there, she heard a bell ding, and when a bell dings, it means someone's treatment is just starting-so Ellen realized she would have to wait because they were running late and just starting the session of the patient before her-and then, ten minutes later, Ellen heard all the technicians and the previous patient talking and laughing and carrying on, and she, well, she was still sitting there, feeling her day get away from her.  Ellen got choked up during Episode 00 of her podcast, which is called The Radiation Diaries, because she was recalling a moment when she was waiting, somewhat impatiently, for her 00th radiation session; she had managed to get herself to the appointment on time and was ready to go, yet as she sat, expectantly, ready to roll and get the hell out of there, she heard a bell ding, and when a bell dings, it means someone's treatment is just starting-so Ellen realized she would have to wait because they were running late and just starting the session of the patient before her-and then, ten minutes later, Ellen heard all the technicians and the previous patient talking and laughing and carrying on, and she, well, she was still sitting there, feeling her day get away from her