"♪Shoes on my feet" "♪Sun on my back" "♪Some place to sleep" "♪Yeah I like that" "♪Wind in my hair" "♪I just relax" "♪Going nowhere" "♪Yeah I like that" "♪Yeah I like that" "♪I think I'll stay" "♪No matter where I've been" "♪Take what I got" "♪Take it all in" "♪and just take my time" "♪Then give it back" "♪'Cause it's not mine" "♪Yeah I like that" "♪Yeah I like that" "♪Yeah just like that" "♪I think I'll stay" "♪No matter where I've been" "♪Take what I got" "♪Take it all in" "♪and just take my time" "♪Then give it back" "♪'Cause it's not mine" "♪Yeah I like that" "♪Yeah I like that" "♪Just like that" "♪Shoes on my feet" "♪Sun on my back" "♪Some place to sleep" "♪Yeah I like that" "♪Just like that" "Cody?" " Hey, Zach." " What's up, Cody?" " Papi's sleeping." " I can tell." "  Don't play with these, ok?" "  Ok." " These are for grandpa." " Ok!" " Dad, wake up." " Wake up." " Take these." " Did you do your stretches today, dad?" "  Hey, Cody." "  Hey, Mom." " How you doing, kiddo?" " Did you get the cigarettes?" " Yeah." " Hey, Zach." " What's up, sis?" " Change of plans." " Can you take Cody?" " I've got a shift and then I was gonna go see Gabe before he leaves town." " But I gotta take dad home and Allen called and I'm supposed to meet up with him later." " I could leave him with dad..." "Cody." " Let's go for a ride." " Thank you." " Can I drive?" " Come on dad, I'll give you a ride back to yours." " Sure, go get her started." " Cody!" " Table 5!" " I told you." " I can't close up today." " Derell's not here yet." " You're stuck, kid." " This is a diner, Picasso." " Not the Louvre." " Come on!" " People are waiting." " Finally, man!" " I've gotta go." " Cody, let's jet." " Yo, Gabe!" " Hey hey, the Gabester!" " You're learning to skate I see." " I've got Cody in the car so let's go." " Baby on board, huh?" "  I'm taking you to the lot, right?" "  Yeah, cool." " Hey you should come up to S.B." "Wouldn't hurt to get some pussy you didn't get in high school." " You and Tori broke it off, right?" " Sorta..." ""Sort of"..." "Dude... he's five." " He's sleeping." " No I'm not!" " You are a sly one." " Yeah he likes to pretend he's sleeping." " Go figure." " That smells like Allen's cigarette." " How's Allen?" " Jeanne's boyfriend." " Of the week..." "Why don't you try and go to Santa Barbara Community College?" " You can crash at our house until you get your own place." " At least get the fuck out of San Pedro." " I don't think the whole student thing is gonna happen right now." " Why?" " Because you didn't get into that Art Institute place?" "  Go somewhere else - "Art Institute place"..." "Whatever, it's alright." " That scholarship was my ticket..." "Well you are the king of scholarships." " Got me into your ritchie rich private school." " On the shore bus every day." " Rich fuck." " Fuck you, ghetto trash." " You ever declare a major?" " Larry said I should go for Communications." "" Communications" What does that mean?" " It means I'm set, dude." " Larry's gonna set me up" "With something at his firm." " So I can go back and get some more." " Partying out of my system." " Move back here, buy a couple suits." " Start making some real cash." " You could have the same life if you wanted." "  Alright man." "  Alright dude." " Come up and hang out soon ok?" " Alright." " No, I mean it this time." " You've been up once." " That shit aint right." " Look, I'll get you a plane ticket Or just get in the car and drive." "  Cool?" "  Ok." " Code-man." " Keep it real, play boy." "  Promise?" "  Yeah." " Ok, ok, go..." "Gotta pee, gotta pee..." " Hey." "  Hey." " I'm gonna go out for a session." " No, I thought you were staying." " I went shopping." " And I invited Ellen over." " What?" " I heard you're an eligible bachelor." " Not that you would ever tell me." " If you keep breaking up with Tori like that one of these times she's not coming back." " Jeanne, Jeanne, come in Jeanne." " Cody to Jeanne." " Cody, I don't wanna play right now." " Just watch the TV." " Listen, I'm heading out." " It's breaking hard." "  Zach..." " Later, Codes." " ♪Words were filed in the mind of a child" "♪And the secrets all attached to the wall" "♪I laughed once or twice in the melting of the ice" "♪And the secrets of feeling in the snow?" " ♪She delivered the grass and delivered the trees?" " ♪And left me standing clueless at the bar" "♪I climbed up the path that was covered with leaves" "♪The journey wasn't sooner than it all" "♪I wandered around, I wandered around, around" "♪I wandered around, and spiraling down" "♪With pirate sounds" "♪The sounds" "♪The sounds" "When did you draw this one?" " A long time ago." " My mom used to work here just like yours." " So sometimes I would just wait out here... and draw." " Here, I'll show you how." " Go around there..." "Here, now you just fill it in." " Want the silver?" " Who would wait with you?" " When?" " When you drew these." " Nobody." " What about Papi?" " Well he was very hurt from when he fell and broke his back at work." " He's your daddy." " Yes." " And you're my daddy." " No, Cody." " I'm your uncle." " Your mommy is my sister." " That makes me your uncle." " Roy's your daddy." " Nope." " You're my daddy." " You're my daddy." " You're my daddy..." "Hey... keep drawing." " Hey, Zach!" " What's up." "  Oh hey, Zach." "  You're staying in tonight, right?" " Allen's playing at the Landmine and he put us on the guest list." " Looks like you're the babysitter tonight little brother." " Guess so." " Hello?" " Hey, monkey." " Hey, what are you doing?" " Guess..." "Babysitting?" " Bingo!" "  Hey listen, can I give you a call back?" "  Where are you?" " Are you there?" " Zach?" " I can't hear anything." "  Uh, yeah" " Hey, I'm losing you." "  Yeah, I'm here." "  Can you hear me?" " Hello?" " Tori, I was..." "Just thinking about you and..." "Hello?" " Jesus Christ!" " You fucking idiot..." "Oh my God... get the opener." " Jeanne, what the fuck?" "!" " Shit, dad's mad." " I just put him to bed." " Oh come on, he can sleep through anything." " Just keep it down, alright?" " Did you get the cigarettes?" " Yeah, come here." " I thought your ghetto ass would be done breaking and entering by now." " Change of code, bitch!" " What are you gonna do, attack the garage next?" " That might not go over." " With the Pacific Bluff homeowners agreement, wouldn't wanna set your dad in trouble with the board." " Step-dad." " I left my longboard here." " That's cool." " How you doing, man?" " Good, you know." " So I haven't seen you since your graduation." " What have you been up to?" " Nothing." " Working, you know." " How about you?" " I'm in town for a few weeks." " House is empty, I could enjoy it." " Clear my head a little bit." " I thought you hated it down here?" " I miss the ocean." " Dude, you live in L.A." "I don't paddle out there." " You wanna go?" "  Surfing?" "  Uh... yeah." " I suppose there's still a few things I could teach you." " You will soon learn, butterfly." " Perhaps master underestimates student." " Bring it on, city boy!" " ♪Are they memory in?" " ♪Are miles not open in?" " ♪I feel the push of time to begin," "♪Oh is it true," "♪Still pull from the end." " ♪They pull out on the sea," "Looks like we picked a good time to come out." " Yeah, the tide's coming in." " Hey, where are you living now?" " With Jeanne in San Pedro." " It's just for now." " I'm trying to save up to get my own place." " Well close to my dad and work and stuff." " Well you guys are welcome to come out here anytime you want." " Just like old times, huh?" " Minus Gabe." " Right." " Hey... you see him much?" " A bit." " He came down last year with some of his friends." " Those guys like to party." " You can say that again." " How is Jeanne doing?" " You know, the same I guess?" " I try to help out as much as I can." " I cannot see her as a mom." " Cody must be getting big?" " Yeah, he's five already." " It's crazy." " Time just flies." " Trust me, it only gets faster." " Yeah, I bet." " Hey, monkey!" " Hey, monkey!" " What's up?" " What are you doing down here?" " Some beers, the dogs, and a fire on the beach." " Come down, grab a beer." "  Cool, I'll be down in a sec." "  Alright." " Do you wanna go grab a beer or do you wanna just take off?" " Yeah, I'll grab a beer." " Sounds good." " So who'd you come down with?" " Billy." " Who is that?" " Shaun!" "  Gabe's brother?" "  Yeah." " He doesn't come back much." " He's been pretty MIA." " Nice to see you." " It's good to see you too." " Going long!" " Are you gonna play or are you just gonna talk shit about me?" " Nice throw." " I'm Tori." " I remember you." " You were 13 and you had crimped hair." " But I remember you." " I bought you guys wine coolers." "  I think you puked on my parents' deck." "  Wow." " You still putting up with this guy's shit?" " Well we're both still here." " Right on." " That's why you never tell a woman how to cook a chicken." " I can't believe you got shot by a chick." " Shaun, right?" " Aren't you Gabe's bro?" " Yeah." " Heard you went all Hollywood writing movies or something." " Yeah, or something." " What's the deal?" " You're still with Tori then?" " Are you a fag?" " I mean she's hot." " So it's cool if I move in on that then?" " The swell's coming in." " Yeah it looks that way." "  Trip seeing Tori." "  Yeah, I bet." " You guys have been together for years." " Yeah we're just taking a little break right now." " She's my best friend." " Other than Gabe." " It's all good." " You dating anyone?" " No, I just broke up." " Yeah?" " Is that why you're really down here?" " No..." "Yeah, actally it is." " I moved out of our place and my new lease doesn't start until the end of the month." " That's cool." " I'm sorry." " Hello?" " I thought we weren't gonna leave him over there." " No, don't drive, Jeanne." " I'll go get him." " Yeah." " I gotta go." " Alright." " Tori said she needs a ride so..." "That's cool, I'll catch a ride from someone." " Great riding today." "  Alright." "  It was good seeing you man." "  Yeah it was fun." "  Ok cool." " I'm gonna leave." " Wait, come here..." "I'm tired." " Goodnight." " Did I write this shit?" " Oh my God." " Hello!" " Hello!" " Is anybody out there?" " Hello..." "Shaun?" "  Who the fuck is this?" "  Master does not know his own student." " Student is ashamed." " Master gets old." " Where'd you find these?" " Dude, they were just laying around the house." " Gabe and I used to stay up for hours on these." " I can't believe that these go all the way to your house." " All the way to the ghetto." " They were the latest technology back then." " I think your dad bought them in an airport." " When he missed a Christmas one year." " Step-dad." " Yeah, I remember that year." " I think he got me a talking dart board." " That sucks!" " Oh hey, I saw some of your tags today." " They're sweet." "  Yeah?" "  You've got the crane going on, looks cool." " Glad to see someone's doing their artwork." " Yeah, sometimes." " It was nice riding out there today." " Yeah." " What's up?" "." " Your batteries are probably gonna run out." " Probably haven't been replaced in 10 years." " What are you listening to?" " Nothing..." "He's a fighter." " He's gonna kick his ass." " But he wants to look good... kicking his ass." " He's wearing a sweet suit And he's gonna kick his ass." " Dude, it's breaking overhead Let's roll to the 'bu." " I'm working." " Really?" " That's too bad." " Alright, I'll see you later then." " Alright!" " Hold on, I'll come." " You might wanna change first." " Come on dude, let's go!" " Dude, it's a fucking circus out there." " I'll protect you from the big brewery." " Go..." "I've got a better spot." " Pussy!" " Better spot..." "It's nice." " Yeah." " The waves are great." " Just gotta figure out where this road is." " Oh right there!" " Careful." " Should've told me sooner." " Sorry." " This is rad!" " Sorry I never told you and Gabe about this place, man." " I just didn't want it to turn into the remnants of your keggers every Sunday morning." " This is my place I used to get away to come and just think." " And surf?" " And surf." " Let's go." " So you still thinking about applying to art school?" " I do street art now." " It's cool though, you know." " What are you working on?" " A book." " It's been like 3 years since the last one, right?" "  Is is really long or something?" "  Fuck off." " You sure didn't leave much out of the last one." " You read it?" " Who knew there'd be so much drama inside the gates of Pacific Bluffs." " I never knew." " You never really know what's happening inside." " That's what I liked about it." " I did embellish a little bit, it is fiction." " You changed a couple of names?" " When did you read it?" " When it came out." " Funny, Gabe never mentioned anything." " I never told him." " Why would he tell you?" " I just never knew that you knew about me." " What's your new one about?" " Still trying to figure that out." " Don't really have a subject yet." " But, I'll get it back." " I hope so." " You're good." "  You really liked it?" "  Yeah." " You hungry?" "  Yeah, you wanna go to the shack or something?" "  Yeah, definitely." " So, how long you staying around?" " I'm gonna be here for a while." " I was supposed to go to Barcelona to meet a friend next month but I'm kinda broke." " You should ask your stepfather for the cash." " That's not my style." " Have you ever been to Europe." " I've been to Florida once." " And that time your parents took me to Mexico." "  That's about it." "  That's right." "  I don't travel much." "  You should go, man." " I'd like to someday." " I mean, just for the art." " Go ahead, take it." " Nah, it's cool." "  What?" " You guys like, in limbo or something?" "  Yeah..." " I'm no good at that." "  Takes a little practice." " And he drives right through the stop sign." " And out into some field." " He totally passed out." " He must've been wasted, man." " He was totally hammered." " He's a fucking idiot." " But he's my brother." " And I love him." " And my best friend." " Cheers!" " I'm gonna get another... you?" " Ok." " Here you go..." "Thanks, brother." "  Wow." "  Woah... what are you doing?" " Easy dude, it's ok." " I wanna look at it." " No one ever looks at that." " Wow, is that Cody?" " Yeah." " A sad Cody." " You could tell?" " Yeah." " And how you darkened it around his head." " This is incredible." " And there's no toys in his room." " That's awesome." " Yeah, he'd just gotten scolded." " He was trying to understand why..." "So he came into my room." " He hasn't left yet." " It's the only place he could sleep." " Ok, enough." " Adam's apple." "  I'm trashed." "  The cops are definitely coming." " Shit!" " What?" " You can make it." " Cody, let's go." " Where were you?" "  Surfing." "  All night?" " Yeah, what the fuck?" " I'm just asking." "  Want a ride or not?" "  Go." " Cody, let's go!" " I think I should reapply to CalArts..." "What's CalArts?" " It's a school, buddy." "  I get to go to school next year." "  Yep." " They already turned you down." " What made you think of that?" " It's just a thought." " Well don't get your hopes up." " I mean we're having a hard time, Zach." " I don't need you getting all down." " Yeah..." "Allen paints houses." " Maybe I can see if he can hook you up with a job." " You're heavy." "  I'll be right in." "  Alright, hurry up." " Hey, monkey." " Hey." " I'm late." " Hey." " Oh hey." " I hear you've been hanging out with Shaun." " Surfing." " Well you know about him, right?" " What about him?" " He's gay." " He's an old friend, Jeanne." " We've been surfing together since I was 8." " Yeah, well is that all?" " Yeah, what are you saying?" "  Nothing." "  Good." " Zach, I just don't think he's the best guy to be hanging out with all day half-naked... if you know what I mean." " And I don't want Cody around that." " What?" " Why?" " I'm late." " Get out." " Fine." " Zach, you're not a fag, right?" " Jeanne..." "You never tell me anything." " How am I supposed to know?" " What do you think?" " I think I don't wanna deal with that." " Hi dude." "  I tried calling you." "  Yeah." "  Listen, I just wanted to..." " I'm really busy man." "  Yeah, that's cool." "  Yeah, I know." "  Listen, man..." " Just drop it, dude." " Ok." " Hey, Shaun." " Hey." " What's up?" " I need help!" " Shaun, this is Cody." " Hi Cody, how are you man?" " I'm shaun." " I need help." " You need help?" " Alright..." "But dude you've got it all wrong." " You've gotta fortify the corners of the moat first" "Fortify?" " Codes, let's go." " I'm not done, I have to fortify!" " Shaun, do you mind looking after Cody for a second?" " We're cool." " Let's go for a walk." " No, I don't think I should leave Cody." " Come on, Shaun can watch him." " You guys go, it's fine." " Alright." " There we go." " This is gonna be a sweet walking bridge." " Oh look at that." " Shaun's great with Cody." " Listen, I'm sorry about the other day." " It was stupid." " Just make up your mind, Zach." " If you don't want to be together just don't pull that shit on me" "Ok." " If it's what you want then I'm gonna move on." " Alright." " You know what that means, right?" " Yeah, Tori." " I know what that means." " Just go, ok?" " Come on, Cody." " Time to go." " Five more minutes." " Shaun rocks." " No, Cody." " Let's go." " Shaun rocks!" " Can I jump on the sand castle?" " No, we gotta go." " Come on." " The tide's gonna get it anyway." " You might as well let him have at it." " Go ahead." " Alright man, great job!" " Come on, little man." " Sayonara." " Hey, I just wanted to talk to you about the other night." " What?" " I think you're really talented." " And I don't think you should throw it away." " I think you should do something with it." " Is that it?" " Yeah." " I'm late." " Tor, I'll call..." "Good morning." " What time is it?" " Why?" " You got somewhere to go?" " Yeah." " Yeah I gotta go." " Wait." " Listen, I gotta go." "  Hey, Jeanne." "  Hey." " Where's Cody?" " Like you care." " What are you talking about?" " Where were you last night?" " I called you like 3 times." " Did you need something?" " Yeah." " I need to know you're there." " I'm always there." " For Cody." " You weren't last night." " What do you need, Jeanne?" " Actually, Allen is going up to Portland this weekend." " He's gonna make a bid for a job." " He said he'd take me." " It would do me so much good to get out of here." "  Allen?" "  Yeah." "  Allen?" "  Uh huh." " Can you watch Cody this weekend?" " Please..." "I was hoping to have the weekend to myself." " Why?" " Who are you fucking?" " What?" " What are you talking about?" " Come on, I saw you gazing out the window." " I know it's not Tori." " Who is it?" " Nobody?" " Well I guess you're free then." " Come on, Zach." " You're all I've got." " I know." " Hey." " Hey." " Everything cool?" " Yeah..." "What are you doing?" " Going to work." " Come on over tonight." " I'll cook steaks." " Uh..." "I can't." " Come on." " I'll make margaritas." " Strong ones." " Who is that?" " No one." " Hold on." " So you can do it, right?" " I gotta tell Allen." " Fine." " Cool, thanks." " Shaun, I can't." " Why?" " Jeanne's leaving for the weekend and I gotta watch Cody." " So bring him." " No." " Why not?" " You don't care?" " No!" " That kid's great." " He says some funny shit." " Look, I'm turning the grill on at 8." " Ok." " Come on, dude." " I like these!" " I like these!" " Nah, you don't want those." " I think you should get these." " But I want real shoes." " But these are way cooler." " Ok." " Alright, let's go." " Hey!" " Ankle biter!" " What's up man, how are ya?" " Are you hungry?" " Starving!" " Starving?" " What would you like for dinner?" " He'll eat whatever." " I don't think I was asking him, was I?" "  No." "  No, I don't think so." " Cold ones are in the fridge." " What are you drinking?" " Red." " Larry had this sick bottle in the cellar." " I'll try that." " Alright, cool." " Alright, buddy." " Lay it on me." " What you gonna have for dinner tonight?" " Mac and Cheese" "Ok." " Hot dogs." " Hot dogs?" " Pancakes with..." "Chocolate chips." " Chocolate chips?" " Ok!" " And no vegetables." " No vegetables?" " Are you sure?" " Sure, sure?" " Ok." " Alright, buddy." " I want you to do me a favor..." "Go look out at the ocean." " Beautiful waves coming in right now." " I'm gonna make your dinner." " Somehow." "  Are we still in California?" "  Yeah, buddy." " Where are you going?" " I don't think we have that stuff in the house." " Seriously, dude." " Don't worry about it." " No, I want to." " Little kids are supposed to be spoiled." " Besides, I'll be back in five minutes, ok?" " I'm gonna go check on him." " Where did Jeanne say she was going?" " She's going to Oregon." " She thinks there's some job up there worth checking out." " I admire what you're doing for Cody." " You don't have to." " Yeah." " I do." " It's a choice, Zach." " It's family." " I'm the only one left." " You get that from your mom." " Yeah, I know." " Lucky me." " Come here." " What?" " Come here." " I need to go check..." "He's fine." " He's asleep." " He's ok." " Just come here." " You sure you guys don't wanna stay?" " He doesn't like waking up in strange places." " Gets enough of that when I'm not around." " Take this." " What is it?" " CalArts application." " Shaun, I'm not going down this road again." " Take it." " Thanks for tonight." " Ok." " Bye." " ♪Lie, while you're even early" "♪Deny, that you're in any hurry" "♪Cry, and tell me not to worry" "♪'Cause what I don't know, is never gonna hurt me" "♪Breathe, now baby don't feel guilty" "♪Deceive me, then just walk away" "♪Leave me, the truth will only kill me" "♪It's gotta be, it's gotta be this way" "♪One more bad excuse" "♪Before you turn me lose" "♪Give me something to remember you by" "♪Couldn't you offer me" "♪A little dishonesty" "♪Promise me you'll try" "♪You'll lie to me" "♪Go, your plane is not gonna stay" "♪Slow, so I can take it in" "♪And so you say you'll see me later" "♪When you know you won't see me again" "♪Please before you let go of me" "♪Take me one more time" "♪Appease me, tell me that you love me" "♪That you haven't gone and change your mind" "♪One more bad excuse" "♪Before you turn me lose" "♪Give me something to remember you by" "♪Couldn't you offer me" "♪A little dishonesty" "♪Promise me you'll try" "♪You'll lie to me" "♪Lie to me, Lie to me couldn't you" "♪Lie to me" "♪Lie to me" "So you gonna head back up to L.A. soon?" " I'm pretty happy here." " Hey... why don't you come with me?" " Yeah, right." " I'm serious." " You could come with me." " I live right near CalArts." " You're so beautiful." " Shut up!" " Hey, learn to take a compliment." " Thanks." " So glad you're here." " Me too." " Yo, bro." " What do you know!" " Gabe!" " Come on, come on!" " Shaunypoo!" " Your little brother Gabe's back!" " Where's my princess big brother?" " What?" " You got a guy in there you slut?" " No!" " Ooohh, a girl?" " Yeah, right!" " Did I interrupt your beating off, or what?" " No, I was sleeping." " Sleeping?" " With the door locked?" " Ok, weirdo..." "No, hey, come here dude!" "  Good to see you too, bro." "  I missed you so much." " There it is, yeah." " Dude, so what are you doing here man?" " I thought you were moving into your new place this week." " No, no." " The thought of... moving into an empty place is just depressing, you know?" " Yeah?" " Well it's pretty empty here." " You doing alright?" " Yeah, I'm good." "  You sure?" "  Yeah!" " I heard it was pretty tough there for a while." " Yeah, it was tough." " Well don't worry, Romeo." " You'll find a new one." " Yeah, thanks." " So, you ready to hang up your pink Gucci suit and come bail out with your real friends?" " Yeah, ok." " Right on, I'll call Zach." " Ok, good." " Who was that?" " June's probably cleaning today." " But June comes on Tuesdays." " Yes she does." " Pool guy?" " I dunno." " You ok?" " Yeah." " Yeah?" " You look a bit freaked out." " No, I'm just tired." " Alright." " Just tired." " There anything good to eat in the fridge or is it stocked with low-carb fag food cos I'm fucking starving man." " Just a lot of fag food." " Yo, burger boy." " What up?" " What are you doing down here?" " Cherie's back in town for the weekend." " Told her I'd come down." " I thought there's plenty of pussy in S.B." "Oh yeah." " But the girls there are fucking teases man." " Whatever." " Party's on for tonight." " Everyone's coming." " We'll go grab a quick surf sesh... and get started." " I'm not off for another half hour." " No worries." " I already fixed your spare board." " The one you've been keeping at the house." " I saw it out back and I fixed it." " Grabbed it, patched it all up..." "Oh yeah... that board." " Man, I left that there a while ago." " Whatever." " So I'll see you around five tonight?" " Ok." " Alright, cool." " Nice shirt, by the way." " Dude, so what's the latest?" " Are you and Tori really over this time?" " Yeah." " Glad to hear it." " It's about time." " So what are you doing then?" " Just playing the field?" " I talked to a bunch of people and no one sees you anywhere." " Everyone's gone man." " Yo, there he is!" " You lasted pretty long out there, old man." " My big bro on a longboard." " Never thought I'd see the day." " Give me 10 years and call me back about that." " Yeah, right." " I'll never be on a longboard." " Ever." " Alright, I'm getting beers." " What's up, babe?" " Shaun..." "Shaun, just chill." " Hey, Codes." " What's wrong?" " Cody, go to your room for a second." " Please tell me that he's just confused." " What do you mean?" " Zach, why didn't you tell me?" " Tell you what?" " Ok, your confusion is one thing..." "But bringing Cody into this is just totally fucked." " I didn't bring him to anything!" "  You brought him to Shaun!" "  He likes Shaun!" " Shaun's better than..." "You know what, forget it." " It's not about Shaun, it's about us." " It is about our family." " What about it?" " Cody lost his father." " He needs you." " He needs a positive man in his life." " I'm sorry I'm no Allen." " You don't know shit." " He's a little kid." " He's not gonna understand this." " You mother of the fucking year now?" " Oh fuck you." " He'd be lost without me!" " Fuck you, Zach!" " Zach, are you trying to fuck up our family?" " Yeah, Jeanne." " That's what I'm trying to do." " You know?" " Cody has a sense of family because of me." " Mom died and I got the family fucking gene." " I see." " So it's the 'family' gene that's making you run off and have your big gay wedding?" " You gonna make the family proud?" " Is that what you're scared of?" " This isn't about Shaun, or me." " This is about you being left." " I'm the only one who hasn't run off on you." " Sweet." " But go ahead, judge me." " I don't care." " You know?" " You're right." " Yeah, guys have left me." " But, Zach, now you are just a Summer fuck, ok?" " You've reduced yourself to a little piece of ass so, bravo!" " You are doing really well for yourself." " Do you think that is a good upbringing for him?" "  Yes." "  Do you?" " No, I don't know." " Well." " If it is do you think you'd have to hide it from me, from Gabe, from Tori?" " I don't know!" " I don't fucking know, ok?" " I just want what's best for Cody." " Well so do I!" " Sorry." " Oh God." " Hey." " I need some time." " I just don't know if this is really what I want." " Seems like what you want." " I just don't know if this is what I want." " For good." " What's that supposed to mean?" " It's not as easy for me as it is for you." " You know, this is all totally new to me." " We'll get through the Gabe thing..." "No it's not that, Shaun." " You just don't get it, ok?" " I can't just take whatever I want." " My life is not like that." " You'll never get what you want unless you take it." " Take it..." "You and Gabe have always been able to point and take." " No questions asked." " You don't realize it's not like that for other people." " It's fucking ignorant." " Oh and you and Jeanne just blame everyone else because you can't do anything for yourselves?" " What do you call that?" " Look... fuck!" " Why are you doing this?" " Don't go all emotional and faggy on me, ok?" " What?" " I'm sick of being your childhood wet dream, Shaun." " Find another fucking fantasy!" " You know what?" " You're a fucking coward!" " I'm done." " You're a fucking coward." " I'm done." " Get out!" " We're closed!" " What's up, bro?" " Good, brother." " I'm so hungover..." "Kitchen's closed." " Do you want a coffee?" " Yes, please." " So what's up?" " I'm taking off later today." " Never saw you leave last night." "  So..." " So?" " Why didn't you tell me?" " Tell you what?" " I don't care... at all." " I don't know what you're talking about." " Have you always known?" " Seriously, dude." " Ok." " The fact that it's my brother is totally weird." " I know." " No, like... really really fucking weird." " Alright, I got it." " I'm sorry." " Don't be sorry." " Don't tell anyone, ok?" " Ok." " So are you going with other guys?" " No!" " I heard they give better head." " They give better head, don't they?" " Dude, stop!" "  Do they swallow?" "  Gabe!" " Do you think he's hot?" " Shut the fuck up, dude!" " Fine." " So, where'd you go last night?" " I slept in my car." " Why didn't you just crash at mine?" " This doesn't have to change things." " Doesn't change things?" " You're right, Gabe." " I used to be the guy you came and talked to, remember?" " Before Shaun." " This isn't exactly easy on me." " This isn't easy on you, right?" " You know what?" " It's over anyway." " So just leave it, dude." " I've gotta clean up and you've gotta leave." " Hey, we're still bros, alright?" " I mean it." " Come here." " Can I please just come in and crash?" " Jeanne?" " What?" " Have you seen my portfolio?" " I can't find it anywhere." " I don't know." " The portfolio I was putting together for CalArts." " No, I haven't seen it." " What's today?" " I think the 30th." " Fuck!" " Zachy, what are you doing?" " They turned you down." " Why do you wanna put yourself through that again?" " I just thought I'd give it another shot, you know?" " Well don't bother." " That place is full of rich kid painters and they're all gonna end up working at art stores anyway." " Yeah, maybe." " They're hiring at the Ocenette." " Do you want me to put in a good word?" " It's a good job." " We could use the money." " How come we never see Shaun anymore?" " Sometimes that happens, Cody." " People leave sometimes." " Why did he leave?" " It's complicated." " A grown-up thing." " Can we say hi to him even though he left?" " He was cool." " No." " Sometimes people leave and never come back." " Like my daddy?" " Yes, Cody." " Like your daddy." " Hey." " Hey, Jeanne." " Rick is on today and he's a nightmare." " So steer clear." " Got it." " Hey, Cody." " Are you ready?" " Give me your pen." " Bye, kiddo." " ♪I burn a hole in the map I made" "♪I'm not sure what I've missed" "♪And I just make the same mistakes" "♪Can I be more than this?" " ♪This is all" "♪This is all we ever were" "♪At least I loved enough to hurt" "♪Enough to hurt" "♪I played the fool" "♪Yeah, I played a loosing game" "♪And let go of my innocence" "♪And I don't know" "♪I'll never be the same" "♪Could I just be more than this?" " ♪More than this?" " ♪This is all" "♪This is all we ever were" "♪At least I loved enough to hurt" "♪Enough to hurt" "You have 1 new message." " Hey, Zach." " It's Kelly Burke, from CalArts." " I got your portfolio and your application." " Kinda surprised to see that you applied again." " But really happy that you did." " So I returned the portfolio to the Ocean Beach address that you sent it from." " There's a couple of things I need to go over with you before I can continue with it." " So give me a call when you get this." " I'm at extension 20 and I hope to hear from you." " Alright, take care." " To replay, press 4." " To erase, press 7." " To return this call, press 8." " To save, press 9." " To hear all other options, press star." " Jeanne, get up!" " Get up!" " What are you doing?" " Sleeping." " Yeah, with some help." " Wait, Zach, wait." " Allen got that job." " Yeah?" " In Portland and I gotta go with him." " I can make good money there." " But they don't take kids." " What do you mean they don't take kids?" " I don't know." " They just don't take kids." " Allen's not really into it anyway." " Cody's gonna have to stay here with you and Papi..." "At least until we get set up." " With me and dad for how long?" " I dunno." " Six months... a year maybe?" " You know he can't stay with dad." " I know." " But he can't come with me." " Zach, the Oceanette is not cutting it." " I can make three times that up there." " Is there any more?" " Well I'm full, do you want mine?" " Yeah." " I do." " You like it?" " Yeah." "  Mom?" "  Yeah." " Can I go to Oregon too?" " Cody, I told you." " You gotta stay here and keep your uncle Zach company so he doesn't get lonely." " Can you do that for mommy?" " Hello?" " No, he's not here." " Hey, monkey." " Hey." " I got in." " What?" " To CalArts, they took me back." " I don't know how I'll do it." " You'll have to figure out a way." " If you pass it up You'll be stuck here." " I don't feel stuck here." " Yes you do." " Jeanne wants to go to Oregon." " Maybe she'll have to stay." " Cody is her responsibility." " I can't leave him." " Figure it out." " Cheer up!" " Can we just celebrate?" " There's something I really need to tell you." " I already know." " I've known for a while." " You are the only reason I wish I wasn't." " None of this other shit matters." " But what really sucks..." "Is that I've always wanted to be everything to you." " Always dreamed of providing you with anything you ever wanted or needed." " Do you love him?" " Oh come on..." "Seriously." " He's a good guy, Zach." " You don't belong to people forever." " Then why bother?" " Isn't it worth it?" " Yeah." "  Tori." "  Yeah?" " Can I stay with you just for the night?" " I have nowhere else to go and I can't face Jeanne." " Of course." " But you can't fuck me." " Come on..." "♪I took a long hard look" "♪At the words in that book" "♪I had to cast my last stone" "♪And take the long way home" "♪I couldn't look you in the eye" "♪And tell another lie" "♪Have to do this on my own" "♪I'll take the long way home," "♪The long way home" "♪I don't know how you feel" "♪Or if I ever will, yeah" "♪Do you wait by the phone" "♪While I take the long way home," "♪The long way home" "Say something." " You say something." " Student was bad." " Made bad judgment call." " Now see truth." " Where are you?" " Getting warmer..." "Colder..." "Turn around." " I'm so sorry." " You'd better be." " You sent in my application?" " Yeah." " Why are you here?" " What changed?" " I did." " Will you help me?" " You serious?" " Of course." " Anything." " Anything?" " Yes." " I got in." "  Full ride." "  Yes!" " I knew it!" " Are you serious?" " Yeah, I really wanna go this time." " Of course." " I turned down the scholarship before." " My mom..." "Cody... everything." " It just couldn't work out." " I never told anyone." " I really wanna go this time." " And you did say you lived close." " Well then let's do it." "  Yeah?" "  Yeah." " I'm so proud of you, man." " So proud." "  Shaun!" "  Hey, kiddo..." "Allen, take Cody inside, ok?" " Zach, what is he doing here?" " What?" " Are you bailing on me?" " Bailing?" " Jeanne, you're the one leaving your son!" " If you don't like this option then just stay." " Five more minutes!" " Jesus, Cody." " Shut the fuck up you..." "Dont you ever talk to him like that!" "  Zach!" "  Allen!" " Take a walk baby, please?" " For me." " Please..." "Ok, ok." " Easy, easy." " Zach, what the fuck!" " Jesus Christ." " I'm gonna go inside and check on him." " Shaun is really great, Jeanne." " He really cares about Cody..." "and me." " If he can't be with you, this is the next best thing." " I'm gonna make it work." " Jeanne, take a look around." " Every kid should be so lucky." " What else could you possibly want for him?" " I got into CalArts." " I know." " You know?" " Were you gonna tell me?" " They told me that you turned it down last time." " I'm not going to again." " No, you shouldn't." " He'll be fine with us..." "Or stay, it's your choice." " Zach, if this thing with Allen doesn't work out..." "It's best that he's here with you." " He's in good hands I promise." " Yeah." " ♪Take me back toward the sea" "♪Amongst the tide ♪Amongst the sky" "♪Never thought much of the citylights" "You ready?" " ♪Take me back to where I'm from" "♪Show me the chorus of the sun" "♪Let's make it like a hideaway" "♪Take me back to where I'm from" "♪For me, there's nothing more" "♪Take me back to where I'm from" "♪Take me back to where I'm from" "♪The sun, the sand, the shore" "♪Take me back to where I'm from" "♪Yes, I'm going home ♪Yeah, I'm going home" "♪No other place for me ♪No other place for me" "♪Yes, I'm going home ♪Yeah, I'm going home" "♪Remember how you used to hold me?" " ♪And I remember every taste of every last sweet kiss" "♪And the expression when you told me" "♪I'm sorry baby but some things just turn out like this" "♪Well, it's been 3 Decembers" "♪And all I do is remember you and you know" "♪I remember when we met" "♪You there on my bed" "♪And I remember when you said" "♪"I never do things like this"" "♪I remember every breath right up until the day you left off" "♪Baby I remember you" "♪But I can't seem to remember to forget" "♪And the line of your favorite book" "♪Yeah, and even the first time that I saw you cry" "♪You know I can't live without all the things you took" "♪Will I ever learn to live with what you left behind?" " ♪'Cause it's been 3 Decembers" "♪And all I do is remember you and you know" "♪I remember when we met" "♪You there on my bed" "♪And I remember when you said" "♪"I never do things like this"" "♪I remember every breath right up until the day you left off" "♪Baby I remember you" "♪But I can't seem to remember to forget" "♪About how you make me mad" "♪Than you turned around and you made me love it" "♪You never could quite be convinced" "♪Of the kids, the yard and the picked fence" "♪And everything we were gonna do" "♪I can't seem to remember to forget about you" "♪Oh, forget about you and you know" "♪It's been 3 Decembers" "♪And all I do is remember you and you know" "♪I remember when we met" "♪You there on my bed" "♪And I remember when you said" "♪"I never do things like this"" "♪I remember every breath right up until the day you left off" "♪Baby I remember you" "♪But I can't seem to remember to forget" "♪Uuuh, forget about you baby"