I’ll Never Be Satisfied With A Heart That’s Not All Mine

I’ll never be satisfied with being a priority for a day or being an option for a week. 

I’ll never be satisfied with love that is not reciprocal. 

I don’t want someone who has lost hope in love due to past disappointments.  I want someone who is still excited about love and all of those little things that make it so complicated and beautiful at the same time.  I want someone who will watch the stars with me because that’s just what people in love do. 

I want someone who will not be appalled by all of those beautiful, romantic gestures and who will be creative with their realizations.  I want someone who will hold my hand no matter what and never make me question their loyalty. 

I want someone who still believes that true love exists.  I want someone who believes in their dreams and who is not afraid of making them a reality. 

I don’t want someone who will just sit and wait for love to happen.  I don’t want someone who will not be eager to lift a finger while I’m giving all of myself to make it function.  Love doesn’t function that way. 

You’re either there or you’re not.  You’re either giving all of yourself or you leave because I don’t want someone who will question his intentions and priorities day after day.  I don’t want someone who is afraid of love.  Who is afraid to love. 

I don’t want someone who doesn’t understand the principle of commitment.  I want someone who is determined to be devoted because I’ll never be satisfied with a heart that’s not all mine. 

I’ll never be satisfied with giving all of myself to someone who doesn’t appreciate it. 

I’ll never be satisfied with excuses, the only purpose of which is to cover up lies. 

I’ll never be satisfied with someone whose heart is not ready to receive love. 

I’ve gone through all of this in my past and every time I would end up drained and empty from the inside out.  My heart wasn’t ready to be broken multiple times.  But it survived.  My heart survived the worst conditions you could ever imagine and that is why I refuse to settle for anything less than it deserves. 

My heart has been patient all this time and it deserves to experience unconditional and true love.  It deserves to experience the feeling of selfless love and to be taken care of no matter what. 

And that is why I’ll never be satisfied with a love that’s not true.  I’ll never be satisfied with a love that is one-sided because I’ve got tired of being the one doing everything.  I’ll never be satisfied with a love that is not pure. 

I don’t want to experience another heartbreak because I’m afraid that the amount of pain will eventually kill me.  I don’t want to shed my tears alone at night because my eyes have gotten tired of it. 

I want true, genuine love where two people invest both of their bodies and hearts and watch the miracle happen.  I want love that is uplifting and strong.  Love that can survive any obstacles because of the mutual effort and will to enjoy the best and make it through the worst. 

I want a love that stays because I’ll never be satisfied with a mediocre one.  I’ll never be satisfied with love that is not genuine or pure.  I’ll never be satisfied with a heart that’s not all mine and that is why I’ll wait until I find the right one.  The one who will be excited about love just like I am.  The one who will be ready to give all of himself just as I am. 

I’m a former English language major, copy typing freelancer and between the two I’ve always enjoyed drawing (abstract art), singing and writing.  Yes, I’m an artistic soul that always wanted to make the world a better place.  Today I’m lucky to be the writer on this site and to share my deepest thoughts with you and support you through your daily struggles.  I hope we’re gonna get along and I’ll give my best not to disappoint you.  XOXO