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Theres a shadow just behind me Shrouding every step I take Making every promise empty Pointing every finger at me Waiting like a stalking butler Who upon the finger rests Murder now the pattern, must we Just because the son has come Jesus, wont you fucking whistle Something but the past and done? Jesus, wont you fucking whistle Something but the past and done? Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over Why cant we drink forever? I just want to start this over I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down Mother Mary, wont you whisper Something but the past and done? Mother Mary, wont you whisper Something but the past and done? Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over Why cant we sleep forever? I just want to start this over I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave Trust me, trust me, trust me, trust me, trust me Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start things over Why cant we sleep forever? I just want to start this over I want what I want I want what I want I want what I want I want what I want
Black Then White are All I see In my infancy Red and yellow then came to be Reaching out to me Lets me see As below so above and beyond I imagine Drawn beyond the lines of reason Push the envelope Watch it bend Over thinking, over analyzing, separates the body from the mind Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must Feed my will to feel my moment Drawing way outside the lines Black Then White are All I see In my infancy Red and yellow then came to be Reaching out to me Lets me see There is So Much More and Beckons me To look through to these Infinite possibilities As below so above and beyond I imagine Drawn outside the lines of reason Push the envelope Watch it bend Over thinking, over analyzing, separates the body from the mind Withering my intuition, leaving opportunities behind Feed my will to feel this moment Urging me to cross the line Reaching out to embrace the random Reaching out to embrace whatever may come I embrace my desire to I embrace my desire to Feel the rhythm To feel connected Enough to step aside and Weep like a widow To feel inspired To fathom the power To witness the beauty To bathe in the fountain To swing on the spiral To swing on the spiral To swing on the spiral Of our divinity and Still be a human With my feet upon the ground I lose myself between the sounds And open wide to suck it in I feel it move across my skin Im reaching up and reaching out Im reaching for the random or Whatever will bewilder me Whatever will bewilder me And following our will and wind We may just go where no ones been Well ride the spiral to the end And may just go where no ones been Spiral out, keep going Spiral out, keep going Spiral out, keep going Spiral out, keep going
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Some say the end is near Some say well see Armageddon soon Certainly hope we will I sure could use a vacation from This bullshit three ring circus sideshow Of freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call L.A.   The only way to fix it is to flush it all away Any fucking time, any fucking day Learn to swim, see you down in Arizona Bay Fret for your figure and fret for your latte and Fret for your lawsuit and fret for your hairpiece and Fret for your Prozac and fret for your pilot and Fret for your contract and fret for your car Its a bullshit three ring circus sideshow Of freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call L.A.   The only way to fix it is to flush it all away Any fucking time, any fucking day Learn to swim, see you down in Arizona Bay Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey-ah, hey, hey, hey-ah Hey, hey-ah, hey Some say a comet will fall from the sky Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves Followed by fault lines that cannot sit still Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits And some say the end is near Some say well see Armageddon soon I certainly hope we will I sure could use a vacation from this Stupid shit, silly shit, stupid shit One great big festering neon distraction Ive a suggestion to keep you all occupied Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Cause Moms gonna fix it all soon Moms coming round to put it back the way it ought to be Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Fuck L. Ron Hubbard, and fuck all his clones Fuck all these gun-toting hip gangster wannabes Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Yeah, fuck retro anything, fuck your tattoos Fuck all you junkies, and fuck your short memory Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Yeah, fuck smiley glad-hands with hidden agendas Fuck these dysfunctional insecure actresses Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Cause Im praying for rain Im praying for tidal waves I want to see the ground give way I want to watch it all go down Mom, please flush it all away I want to see it go right in and down I want to watch it go right in Watch you flush it all away Yeah, time to bring it down again Yeah, dont just call me pessimist Try and read between the lines And I cant imagine why you wouldnt Welcome any change, my friend I want to see it come down Bring it down Suck it down Flush it down Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey
Join in my— Join in, my child, and listen Digging through My old numb shadow My shadows shedding skin Ive been picking scabs again Im down, digging through My old muscles, looking for a clue Ive been crawling on my belly Clearing out what couldve been Ive been wallowing in my own confused And insecure delusions For a piece to cross me over Or a word to guide me in I wanna feel the changes coming down I wanna know what Ive been hiding In my shadow My shadow Change is coming through My shadow My shadow Shedding skin Ive been picking My scabs again Join in my— Join in my child My shadows Closer to meaning Ive been crawling on my belly Clearing out what couldve been Ive been wallowing in my own chaotic Insecure delusions I wanna feel the change consume me Feel the outside turning in I wanna feel the metamorphosis and Cleansing Ive endured in My shadow My shadow Change is coming Now is my time Listen to my muscle memory Contemplate what Ive been clinging to Forty-six and two ahead of me I choose to live and to grow Take and give and to move Learn and love and to cry Kill and die and to be Paranoid and to lie Hate and fear and to do What it takes to move through I choose to live and to lie Kill and give and to die Learn and love and to do What it takes to step through See my shadow changing Stretching up and over me Soften this old armor Hoping I can clear the way by Stepping through my shadow Coming out the other side Step into the shadow Forty six and two are just ahead of me
Who are you to wave your finger? You mustve been out your head Eye hole deep in muddy waters You practically raised the dead Rob the grave to snow the cradle Then burn the evidence down Soapbox house of cards and glass so Dont go tossin your stones around You mustve been high You mustve been high You mustve been Foot in mouth and head up ass So whatcha talkin bout? Difficult to dance round this one Til you pull it out, boy You mustve been so high You mustve been so high Steal, borrow, refer, save your shady inference Kangaroo done hung the juror with the innocent Now youre weepin shades of cozened indigo Got lemon juice up in your eye When you pissed all over my black kettle You mustve been high, high You mustve been high, high Who are you to wave your finger? So full of it Eye balls deep in muddy waters, fuckin hypocrite Liar, lawyer, mirror, show me whats the difference? Kangaroo done hung the guilty with the innocent Now youre weepin shades of cozened indigo Got lemon juice up in your eye, eye When you pissed all over my black kettle You mustve been So who are you to wave your finger? Who are you to wave your fatty fingers at me? You must have been out your mind Weepin shades of indigo Shed without a reason Weepin shades of indigo Liar, lawyer, mirror for ya, whats the difference? Kangaroo be stoned, hes guilty as the government Now youre weepin shades of cozened indigo Got lemon juice up in your eye, eye Now when you pissed all over my black kettle You mustve been high, high, high, high Eyeballs deep in muddy waters Youre balls deep in muddy waters Ganja? Please! You must have been out your mind
I know the pieces fit Cause I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering Fundamental differing Pure intention juxtaposed Will set two lovers souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes Testing our communication The light that fueled our fire then Has burned a hole between us so We cannot seem to reach an end Crippling our communication I know the pieces fit Cause I watched them tumble down No fault, none to blame It doesnt mean I dont desire To point the finger, blame the other Watch the temple topple over To bring the pieces back together Rediscover communication The poetry that comes from the squaring off between And the circling is worth it Finding beauty in the dissonance There was a time that the pieces fit But I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering Strangled by our coveting Ive done the math enough to know The dangers of our second guessing Doomed to crumble unless we grow And strengthen our communication Cold silence has a tendency to Atrophy any sense of compassion Between supposed lovers Between supposed lovers I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit I know the pieces fit
Immunity, long overdue Contagion, I exhale you Naive, I opened up to you Venom and mania Now, contagion, I exhale you The deceiver says, he says You belong to me You dont wanna breathe the light of the others Fear the light, fear the breath Fear the others for eternity But I hear them now, inhale the clarity Hear the venom, the venom in What you say inoculated Bless this immunity Bless this immunity Bless this immunity Exhale, expel Recast my tale Weave my allegorical elegy Enumerate all that Im to do Calculating steps away from you My own mitosis Growing through division from mania Exhale, expel Recast my tale Weave my allegorical elegy Forfeit all control You poison, you spectacle Exorcise the spectacle Exorcise the malady Exorcise the disparate Poison for eternity Purge me and evacuate The venom and the fear that binds me Your veil now, lift away I see you runnin Deceiver chased away A long time comin
We listen to the tales and romanticize How wed follow the path of the hero Boast about the day when the rivers overrun How we rise to the height of our halo Listen to the tales as we all rationalize Our way into the arms of the savior Feigning all the trials and the tribulations None of us have actually been there Not like you Ignorant siblings at the congregation Gather around spewing sympathy Spare me None of them can even hold a candle up to you Blinded by choice, these hypocrites wont see But enough about the collective Judas Who could deny you were the one who Illuminated your little piece of the divine? And this little light of mine, a gift you passed on to me Im gonna let it shine to guide you safely on your way Your way home Oh, what are they gonna do when the lights go down Without you to guide them all to Zion? What are they gonna do when the rivers overrun Other than tremble incessantly? High is the way, but all eyes are upon the ground You were the light and the way theyll only read about I only pray Heaven knows when to lift you out Ten thousand days in the fire is long enough Youre going home Youre the only one who can hold your head up high Shake your fists at the gates, saying I have come home now Fetch me the spirit, the son, and the father Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended Its time now, my time now Give me my, give me my wings Give me my Give me my Give me my Give me my Give me my Give me my wings You are the light and way that they will only read about Set as I am in my ways and my arrogance Burden of proof tossed upon non-believers You were my witness, my eyes, my evidence Judith Marie, unconditional one Daylight dims leaving cold fluorescence Difficult to see you in this light Please forgive this bold suggestion Should you see your makers face tonight Look him in the eye, look him in the eye, and tell him I never lived a lie, never took a life, but surely saved one Hallelujah, its time for you to bring me home.
Something has to change Undeniable dilemma Boredoms not a burden Anyone should bear Constant over-stimulation numbs me But I would not want you any other way Just not enough I need more Nothing seems to satisfy I said I dont want it I just need it To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive Finger deep within the borderline Show me that you love me and that we belong together Relax, turn around and take my hand I can help you change Tired moments into pleasure Say the word and well be Well upon our way Blend and balance Pain and comfort deep within you Til you will not want me any other way Its not enough I need more Nothing seems to satisfy I said I dont want it I just need it To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive Knuckle deep inside the borderline This may hurt a little but its something youll get used to Relax, slip away Chupa minha pica bicha Chupa minha pica bicha Chupa minha pica bicha Something kinda sad about The way that things have come to be Desensitized to everything What became of subtlety? How can this mean anything to me If I really dont feel anything at all? Ill keep digging Til I feel something Elbow deep inside the borderline Show me that you love me and that we belong together Shoulder deep within the borderline Relax, turn around and take my hand
Alrighty, then Picture this if you will 10 to 2 AM, X, Yogi DMT, and a box of Krispy Kremes In my need to know pose, just outside of Area 51 Contemplating the whole chosen people thingy When just then a flaming stealth banana split the sky Like one would hope but never really expect to see in a place like this Cutting right angle donuts on a dime And stopping right at my Birkenstocks And me yelping, holy fucking shit Holy fucking shit Holy fucking shit Holy fucking shit Holy fucking shit Holy fucking shit Holy fucking shit Then the X-File being Looking like some kind of blue-green Jackie Chan With Isabella Rossellini lips, and breath that reeked of Vanilla Chig Champa Did a slow-mo Matrix descent Outta the butt end of the banana vessel And hovered above my bug-eyes, my gaping jaw And my sweaty L. Ron Hubbard upper lip And all I could think was I hope Uncle Martin here doesnt notice That I pissed my fuckin pants So light in his way, like an apparition, that He had me crying out Fuck me, its gotta be The Deadhead Chemistry The blotter got right on top of me Got me seein E-motherfuckin-T And after calming me down With some orange slices And some fetal spooning E.T. revealed to me his singular purpose He said, You are the chosen one The one who will deliver the message A message of hope for those who choose to hear it And a warning for those who do not Me, the chosen one They chose me And I didnt even graduate from fuckin high school Youd better Youd better Youd better Youd better listen Then he looked right through me With somniferous almond eyes Dont even know what that means Must remember to write it down This is so real Like the time Dave floated away See, my heart is pounding Cause this shit never happens to me I cant breathe right now It was so real Like I woke up in Wonderland All sorta terrifying I dont wanna be all alone While I tell this story And can anyone tell me why You all sound like Peanuts parents? Will I ever be coming down? This is so real Finally, its my lucky day See, my heart is racing Cause this shit never happens to me I cant breathe right now You believe me, dont you? Please believe what Ive just said See the Dead aint touring And this wasnt all in my head See, they took me by the hand And invited me right in Then they showed me something I dont even know where to begin Strapped down to my bed Feet cold and eyes red Im out of my head Am I alive? Am I dead? Cant remember what they said God damn, shit the bed Overwhelmed as one would be, placed in my position Such a heavy burden now to be the one Born to bear and bring to all the details of our ending To write it down for all the world to see But I forgot my pen Shit the bed again Typical Strapped down to my bed Feet cold and eyes red Im out of my head Am I alive? Am I dead? Sunkist and Sudafed Gyroscopes and infrared Wont help, Im brain dead Cant remember what they said God damn, shit the bed I cant remember what they said to me Cant remember what they said to make me out to be the hero Cant remember what they said Bob help me Cant remember what they said Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know Dont know, wont know God damn, shit the bed
We barely remember Who or what came before this precious moment We are choosing to be here right now Hold on, stay inside This holy reality This holy experience Choosing to be here in This body, this body holding me Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me Feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion Alive In this holy reality In this holy experience Choosing to be here in This body, this body holding me Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me Feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion Twirling round with this familiar parable Spinning, weaving round each new experience Recognize this as a holy gift and Celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing A chance to be alive and breathing This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality Embrace this moment, remember We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion
Angels on the sideline Puzzled and amused Why did Father give these humans free will? Now theyre all confused Dont these talking monkeys know that Eden has enough to go around? Plenty in this holy garden, silly monkeys Where theres one youre bound to divide it Right in two Angels on the sideline Baffled and confused Father blessed them all with reason And this is what they choose? Monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground Silly monkeys, give them thumbs, they forge a blade And where theres one theyre bound to divide it Right in two Right in two Monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground Silly monkeys, give them thumbs, they make a club and beat their brother down How theyve survived so misguided is a mystery Repugnant is a creature who would squander the ability To lift an eye to heaven, conscious of his fleeting time here Cut and divide it all right in two Cut and divide it all right in two Cut and divide it all right in two Cut and divide it all right in two Fight over the clouds, over wind, over sky and Fight over life, over blood, over air and light Over love, over sun, over another Fight for the time, for the one, for the rise and Angels on the sideline again Benched along with patience and reason Angels on the sideline again Wondering where this tug of war will end Cut and divide it all right in two Cut and divide it all right in two Cut and divide it all right in two Right in two Right in two
Long in tooth and soul Longing for another win Lurch into the fray Weapon out and belly in Warrior struggling to remain consequential Bellow aloud Bold and proud Of where Ive been But here I am Beating chest and drums Beating tired bones again Age-old battle, mine Weapon out and belly in Tales told of battles won Of things weve done Caligula would grin Beating tired bones Tripping through remember when Once invincible Now the armors wearing thin Heavy shield down Warrior struggling to remain relevant Warrior struggling to remain consequential Cry aloud Bold and proud Of where Ive been But here I am Where I end Warrior struggling to remain relevant Warrior struggling to remain consequential Tears in my eyes Chasing Ponce de Leons phantoms So filled with hope I can taste mythical fountains False hope, perhaps But the truth never got in my way Before now, feel the sting Feeling time bearing down Tears in my eyes Chasing Ponce de Leons phantoms So filled with hope I can taste mythical fountains False hope, perhaps But the truth never got in my way Before now, feel the sting Feeling time bearing down False hope, perhaps But the truth never got in my way Before now, feel the sting Feeling time bearing down Bearing down
We are spirit bound to this flesh We go round, one foot nailed down But bound to reach out and beyond this flesh Become Pneuma We are will and wonder, bound to recall, remember We are born of one breath, one word We are all one spark, sun becoming Child, wake up Child, release the light Wake up now, child Wake up Child, release the light Wake up now, child Spirit Spirit Spirit Spirit Bound to this flesh This guise, this mask, this dream Wake up, remember We are born of one breath, one word We are all one spark, sun becoming Pneuma Reach out and beyond Wake up, remember We are born of one breath, one word We are all one spark, eyes full of wonder
Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity Calculate what we will or will not tolerate Desperate to control all and everything Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen Clutch it like a cornerstone Otherwise, it all comes down Justify denials and Grip em to the lonesome end Clutch it like a cornerstone Otherwise, it all comes down Terrified of being wrong Ultimatum prison cell Saturn ascends Choose one or ten Hang on or be Humbled again Humbled again Clutch it like a cornerstone Otherwise it all comes down Justify denials and Grip them to the lonesome end Saturn ascends Comes round again Saturn ascends The one, the ten Ignorant to the damage done Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity Calculate what we will or will not tolerate Desperate to control all and everything Unable to forgive the scarlet lettermen Wear the grudge like a crown Desperate to control Unable to forgive and sinking deeper Defining, confining Sinking deeper Controlling, defining And were sinking deeper Saturn comes back around to show you everything Lets you choose what you will not see and then Drags you down like a stone or lifts you up again Spits you out like a child, light and innocent Saturn comes back around Lifts you up like a child Or drags you down like a stone To consume you til you Choose to let this go Choose to let this go Give away the stone Let the oceans take and transmutate This cold and fated anchor Give away the stone Let the waters kiss and transmutate These leaden grudges into gold Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go
Eye on the TV, cause tragedy thrills me Whatever flavor it happens to be like Killed by the husband Drowned by the ocean Shot by his own son She used a poison in his tea Then kissed him goodbye Thats my kind of story Its no fun til someone dies Dont look at me like I am a monster Frown out your one face, but with the other Stare like a junkie into the TV Stare like a zombie while the mother holds her child Watches him die Hands to the sky cryin, Why, oh why? Cause I need to watch things die From a distance Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies You all need it too, dont lie Why cant we just admit it? Why cant we just admit it? We wont give pause until the blood is flowin Neither the brave nor bold Nor brightest of stories told We wont give pause until the blood is flowin I need to watch things die From a good safe distance Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies You all feel the same, so Why cant we just admit it? Blood like rain come down Drum on grave and ground Part vampire, part warrior Carnivore and voyeur Stare at the transmittal Sing to the death rattle La-la-la-la-la-la-la-lie La-la-la-la-la-la-la-lie La-la-la-la-la-la-la-lie La-la-la-la-la-la-la-lie Credulous at best, your desire to believe in Angels in the hearts of men Pull your head on out your hippie haze and give a listen Shouldnt have to say it all again The universe is hostile, so impersonal Devour to survive, so it is, so its always been We all feed on tragedy Its like blood to a vampire Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies Much better you than I
See, I think drugs have done some good things for us, I really do. And if you dont believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a favor - go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your CDs and burn em. Cause you know what? The musicians whove made all that great music thats enhanced your lives throughout the years... real fucking high on drugs. Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Heres Tom with the weather. Its not a war on drugs, its a war on personal freedom, thats what it is, okay? Keep that in mind at all times, thank you. Dreaming of that face again Its bright and blue and shimmering Grinning wide And comforting me with its three warm and wild eyes On my back and tumbling Down that hole and back again Rising up And wiping the webs and the dew from my withered eye In, out, in, out, in, out A childs rhyme stuck in my head It said that life is but a dream Ive spent so many years in question To find Ive known this all along So good to see you Ive missed you so much So glad its over Ive missed you so much Came out to watch you play Why are you running away? Came out to watch you play Why are you running? Shrouding all the ground around me Is this holy crow above me Black as holes within a memory And blue as our new second sun I stick my hand into the shadow To pull the pieces from the sand Which I attempt to reassemble To see just who I might have been I do not recognize the vessel But the eyes seem so familiar Like phosphorescent desert buttons Singing one familiar song So good to see you Ive missed you so much So glad its over Ive missed you so much Came out to watch you play Why are you running away? Came out to watch you play Why are you running away? Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye So good to see you once again I thought that you were hiding And you thought that I had run away Chasing the tail of dogma I opened my eye, I opened my eye I opened my eye and there we were I opened my eye, I opened my eye I opened my eye and there we were So good to see you once again I thought that you were hiding from me And you thought that I had run away Chasing a trail of smoke and reason Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye Prying open my third eye
I met a boy wearing Vans, 501s And a dope Beastie tee, nipple rings, new tattoos That claimed that he was OGT Back from 92, from the first EP And in between sips of Coke He told me that he thought we were sellin out Layin down, suckin up to the man Well now, Ive got some advice for you, little buddy Before you point your finger, you should know that Im the man Im the man and youre the man and hes the man as well So you can point that fuckin finger up your ass All you know about me is what Ive sold ya, dumb fuck I sold out long before youd ever even heard my name I sold my soul to make a record, dipshit And then you bought one Ive got some advice for you, little buddy Before you point your finger, you should know that Im the man If Im the fuckin man, then youre the fuckin man as well So you can point that fuckin finger up your ass All you know about me is what Ive sold ya, dumb fuck I sold out long before youd ever even heard my name I sold my soul to make a record, dipshit And then you bought one All you read and wear or see and hear on TV Is a product begging for your fat-ass, dirty dollar Shut up and buy, buy, buy my new record And buy, buy, buy, send more money Fuck you, buddy Fuck you, buddy Fuck you, buddy Fuck you, buddy
Here from the kings mountain view Here from the wild dream come true Feast like a sultan, I do On treasures and flesh never few But I, I would wish it all away If I thought Id lose you just one day The devil and his had me down In love with the dark side Id found Dabblin all the way down Up to my neck, soon to drown But you changed that all for me Lifted me up, turned me round So I, I, I, I I would, I would, I would wish this all away Prayed like a martyr dusk to dawn Begged like a hooker all night long Tempted the devil with my song And got what I wanted all along But I, I would If I could, then I would Wish it away, wish it away Wish it all away Wanna wish it all away No prize that could hold sway Or justify my giving away my center So if I could Id wish it all away If I thought tomorrow would take you away You, my peace of mind, my all, my center Just tryin to hold on one more day Damn my eyes, damn my eyes Damn my eyes if they should compromise the fulcrum If wants and needs divide me, then I might as well be gone Shine on forever Shine on benevolent sun Shine down upon the broken Shine until the two become one Shine on forever Shine on benevolent sun Shine down upon the severed Shine until the two become one Divided, withering away Divided, withering away Shine down upon the many Light our way, benevolent sun Breathe in union, breathe in union Breathe in union, breathe in union Breathe in union, so as one, survive Another day and season Silence, legion, save your poison Silence, legion, stay out of my way
He had a lot to say He had a lot of nothing to say Well miss him Well miss him He had a lot to say He had a lot of nothing to say Well miss him Well miss him We are gonna miss him We are gonna miss him So long We wish you well You told us how you werent afraid to die Well, so long Dont cry here Or feel too down Not all martyrs see divinity But at least you tried Standing above the crowd He had a voice that was strong and loud Well miss him Well miss him Ranting and pointing his finger At everything but his heart Well miss him Well miss him We are gonna miss him We are gonna miss him Yeah, no way, yeah, to recall What it was that you had said to me Like I care at all But it was so loud And you sure could yell You took a stand on every little thing And it was so loud You could be the one who saves me from my own existence Warn while some child might chill, nine-one-two Im too smart when youre invisible by the bone symbol on you. So he bashes his skull through the window while looking out to the sea. Like torment of my ego. And were amused by this Yeah, standing above the crowd He had a voice that was strong and loud and I Swallowed his facade because Im so Eager to identify with Someone above the ground Someone who seemed to feel the same Someone prepared to lead the way, and Someone who would die for me Will you? Will you now? Would you die for me? Dont you fucking lie Dont you step out of line Dont you step out of line Dont you step out of line Dont you fucking lie Youve claimed all this time that you would die for me Why then are you so surprised when you hear your own Eulogy? He had a lot to say He had a lot of nothing to say He had a lot to say He had a lot of nothing to say Come down Get off your fucking cross We need the fucking space To nail the next fool martyr To ascend you must die You must be crucified For our sins and our lies Goodbye
It took so long to remember just what happened I was so young and vestal then You know it hurt me But Im breathing so I guess Im still alive Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise Got my hands bound And my head down and my eyes closed My throats wide open Do unto others what has been done to me Do unto others what has been done to you Im treading water I need to sleep a while My lamb and martyr, you look so precious Wont you, wont you come on a bit closer? Close enough so I can smell you I need you to feel this I cant stand to burn too long Release in sodomy For one sweet moment I am whole Do unto you now what has been done to me Do unto you now what has been done Youre breathing so I guess youre still alive Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise Wont you, wont you come on a bit closer? Close enough so I can smell you I need you to feel this I need this to make me whole Release in sodomy Have you witnessed that blood and flesh cant be trusted? Have you witnessed that blood and flesh cant be trusted? And only this one holy medium brings me peace of mind Got your hands bound And your head down And your eyes closed You look so precious now I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this Shit, blood, and cum on my hands Ive come round full circle My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon You look so precious, you look so precious You look so precious, you look so precious You look so precious now You look so precious
Keep, keep Keep, keep, keep it calm Keep, keep calm Keep, keep it, keep it calm Keep, keep calm Keep, keep, keep calm Fuck, here we go again Heat lightning flash, but dont blink Misleading, tranquility ruse Youre gonna happen again Thats what I think Follow the evidence Look it dead in the eye, you are darkness Trying to lull us in, before the havoc begins Into a dubious state of serenity Acting all surprised when youre caught in the lie We know better Its not unlike you Its not unlike you We know your nature Blame it all on the bastards when youre blowing out Shame on you, shame on you now No amount of wind could begin to cover up Your petulant stench and demeanor Calm as cookies and cream, so it seems Were not buying your dubious state of serenity Acting all surprised when youre caught in the lie We know better Its not unlike you Its not unlike you We know your nature Calm before the torrent comes Calm before the torrent comes Calm before the torrent comes Calm before the tempest comes to reign all over Disputing intentions invites devastation A tempest must be true to its nature A tempest must be just that A tempest must be just that A tempest must be just that A tempest must be just that A tempest must be just that A tempest must be just that A tempest must be just that A tempest must be just that Control your delusion Insane and striking at random Victim of your certainty And therefore, your doubts not an option Blameless, the tempest will be just that So try as you may, feeble, your attempt to atone Your words to erase all the damage cannot A tempest must be just that A tempest must be just that A tempest must be just that A tempest must be just that
Whats coming through is alive Whats holding up is a mirror But whats singing songs is a snake, it is Lookin to turn my piss to wine Theyre both totally void of hate, and Killin me just the same The snake behind me hisses What my damage could have been My blood before me begs me Open up my heart again And I feel this coming over like a storm again Considerately Venomous voice, tempts me And drains me, bleeds me Leaves me cracked and empty Drags me down like some sweet gravity The snake behind me hisses What my damage could have been My blood before me begs me Open up my heart again And I feel this coming over like a storm again, now And I feel this coming over like a storm again, now I am too connected to you To slip away, to fade away Days away, I still feel you Touching me, changing me And considerately killing me Considerately killing me Considerately killing me Considerately killing me Without the skin, here Beneath the storm Under these tears, now The walls came down Once the snake is drowned And as I look in his eyes My fear begins to fade Recalling all of the times I could have cried then I should have cried then As the walls come down and As I look in your eyes My fear begins to fade Recalling all of the times I have died And will die Its alright I dont mind I dont mind I dont mind I am too connected to you To slip away and fade away Days away, I still feel you Touching me, changing me And considerately killing me Considerately killing me, yeah Considerately killing me
Free fall through our midnight This epilogue of our own fable Heedless in our slumber Floating nescient, we Free fall through this boundlessness This madness of our own making Falling isnt flying Floating isnt infinite Come, our end, suddenly All hail our lethargy Concede suddenly To the quickened dissolution Pray we mitigate the ruin Calling all to arms and order Drifting through this boundlessness This madness of our own making Sound our dire reveille Rouse all from our apathy Lest we Cease to be Stir us from our Wanton slumber Mitigate our ruin Call us all to arms and order Sound the dread alarm Through the primal body Sound the reveille To be or not to be Rise Stay the grand finale Stay the reading of our swan song and epilogue One drive to stay alive Elementary Muster every fiber Mobilize Stay alive Stir us from our Wanton slumber Mitigate our ruin Call us all to arms and order
I saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Take care not to make me enter If I do, we both may disappear Know that I will choke until I swallow Choke this infant here before me What is this but my reflection? Who am I to judge or strike you down? But youre Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me You still love me, you still love me But you didnt need to push it on me You still love me, you still love me But you didnt need to push it on me Rest your trigger on my finger Bang my head upon the fault line You better take care not to make me enter Cause if I do, we both may disappear But youre Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me You still love me, you still love me But you didnt need to push it on me Youre pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Im slipping back into the gap again Im alive when youre touching me Alive when youre shoving me down, yeah But Id trade it all For just a little peace of mind Push it on me, push it on me Push it on me, push it on me Youre pushing, and shoving, and scrambling To keep my feet flat on the ground I am somewhere I dont wanna be, yeah Push me somewhere I dont wanna be You put me somewhere I dont wanna be Seeing someplace I dont wanna see Never want to see that place again Saw that gap again today While you were begging me to stay Managed to push myself away And you, as well, my dear And if when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay You minimize my movement anyway I must persuade you another way Pushing and shoving Pushing and shoving Pushing me Theres no love in fear Yeah, Im staring down the hole again Hands around my back again Survival is my only friend Terrified of what may come, yeah Remember Ill always love you As I claw your fucking throat away It will end no other way It will end no other way
A groan of tedium escapes me Startling the fearful Is this a test? It has to be Otherwise, I cant go on Draining patience, drain vitality This paranoid, paralyzed vampire acts a little old But Im still right here Giving blood, keeping faith And Im still right here But Im still right here Giving blood, keeping faith And Im still right here Wait it out Gonna wait it out Wait it out If there were no rewards to reap No loving embrace to see me through This tedious path Ive chosen here I certainly wouldve walked away by now Gonna wait it out If there were no desire to heal The damaged and broken met along This tedious path Ive chosen here I certainly wouldve walked away by now And I still may I still may Be patient Be patient Be patient I must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this If there were no rewards to reap No loving embrace to see me through This tedious path Ive chosen here I certainly wouldve walked away By now And I still may And I still may And I still may And Im Gonna wait it out Gonna wait it out Wait it out Gonna wait it out
I have come curiously close to the end, though Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole Defeated I concede and move closer I may find comfort here I may find peace within the emptiness How pitiful Its calling me Its calling me Its calling me Its calling me And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping The moon tells me a secret, a confidant As full and bright as I am This light is not my own and A million light reflections pass over me The source is bright and endless She resuscitates the hopeless Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting And as I pull my head out, I am without one doubt Dont want to be down here soothing my narcissism, I Must crucify the ego before its far too late I pray the light lifts me out Before I pine away Before I pine away Before I pine away Before I pine away So crucify the ego, before its far too late And leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical And you will come to find that we are all one mind Capable of all thats imagined and all conceivable So let the light touch you so that the words spill through And let the past break through, bringing out our hope and reason Before we pine away Before we pine away Before we pine away Before we pine away
You You believed You believed in movements none could see You believed in me A passionate spirit Uncompromised Boundless and open A light in your eyes Then immobilized Broken, broken Fell at the hands of those movements that I wouldnt see Yet it was you who prayed for me So what have I done To be a son to an angel? What have I done To be worthy? Daylight dims leaving cold fluorescents Difficult to see you in this light Please forgive this selfish question, but What am I to say to all these ghouls tonight? She never told a lie, well, might have told a lie But never lived one Didnt have a life, didnt have a life But surely saved one See? Im alright Now its time for us to let you go
What was it like to see The face of your own stability Suddenly look away Leaving you with the dead and hopeless? Eleven and she was gone Eleven is when we waved goodbye Eleven is standing still Waiting for me to free him by Coming home Moving me with a sound Opening me within a gesture Drawing me down and in Showing me where it all began Eleven He was too scarred to realize You were the voice thats been calling me back home Under a dead Ohio sky Eleven has been and will be waiting Defending his light and wondering Where the hell have I been? Sleeping lost and numb, Im So glad that I have found you I am wide awake and heading home I wish that I could see you Turn and run to play Dreams are fading Carry my ancient soul Carry me into the light Aim your body heavenly Enduring a memory Ill come to your light Hold your light where I can see it High Hold your light, Eleven Lead me through each gentle step, by step By inch by loaded memory, Ill move to heal As soon as pain allows so we can Reunite and both move on together Hold your light, Eleven Lead me through each gentle step, by step By inch by loaded memory until One and one are one, eleven So glow, child, glow Im heading back home
So familiar and overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now Embracing you, this reality here This one, this form I hold now, so Wide eyed and hopeful Wide eyed and hopefully wild We barely remember what came before this precious moment Choosing to be here right now Hold on, stay inside This body holding me Reminding me that I am not alone in This body makes me feel eternal All this pain is an illusion
Disembodied voices deepen my Suspicious tendencies Conversations weve never had Imagined interplay Psychopathy Dont you dare point that at me Heated altercations weve never had So Im told, yet guided by them all Every single one Psychopathy Misleading me over and over and over Judge, condemn, and banish any and everyone Without evidence Only the whispers from within Psychopathy Misleading me over and over Psychopathy Misleading me over and over and over Imaginal interplay Imaginal interplay Imaginal interplay Dont you dare point that at me Dont you dare point that at me Dont you dare point that at me Dont you dare point that at Dont you dare point that at me Dont you dare, dont you dare Dont you dare point that at Dont you dare, dont you dare Dont you dare point that at
Die Eier von Satan Eine halbe Tasse Staubzucker Einen Viertel Teelöffel Salz Eine Messerspitze türkisches Haschisch Ein halbes Pfund Butter Einn Teelöffel Vanillenzucker Ein halbes Pfund Mehl Einhundertfünfzig Gramm gemahlene Nüsse Ein wenig extra Staubzucker Und keine Eier In eine Schüssel geben Butter einrühren, gemahlene Nüsse zugeben und den Teig verkneten Augenballgroße Stücke vom Teig formen Im Staubzucker wälzen und sagt die Zauberwörter Simsalbimbamba Saladu Saladim Auf einen gefettetes Backblech legen und bei zweihundert Grad für fünfzehn Minuten backen und keine Eier Bei zweihundert Grad, fünfzehn Minuten backen Und keine Eier
Compassion is broken now My will is eroded now Desire is broken now It makes me feel ugly On my knees and burning My piss and moans are fuelling I set my head on fire Smell my soul is burning Im broken, looking up to see the enemy And I have swallowed the poison you feed me But I survive on the poison you feed me, leaving me Guilt-fed, hatred-fed, weakness-fed It makes me feel ugly On my knees and burnin My piss and moans are fuelling I set my head on fire Dead inside Shit adds up, shit adds up, shit adds up Shit adds up at the bottom If I let you, you would make me destroy myself In order to survive you, I must first survive myself And I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you Theres no choice but to confront you To engage you To erase you Ive gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain I will use my mistakes against you Theres no other choice Shameless now Nameless now Nothing now No one now But my soul must be iron Cause my fear is naked Im naked and fearless And my fear is naked Dead inside, dead inside Dead inside, dead inside Nameless now, shameless now Nothing now, no one now Shit adds up, shit adds up Shit adds up, shit adds, as you see me Naked now, fearless now Naked now, fearless now Shit adds, shit adds Shit adds, shit adds up, it leaves me Dead inside, dead inside Dead inside, dead inside Hatred keeps me alive Ugliness keeps me alive Weakness keeps me alive Guilt keeps me alive at the bottom
Figlio di puttana, sai che tu sei un pezzo di merda. Hmm? You think youre cool, right? Hmm? Hmm? When you kicked out people out of the house. I tell you this, one of three Americans is dying out of cancer. You know? Asshole. Youre gonna be one of those. I didnt have the courage to kick your ass directly. Dont have enough courage for that. I could, you know? You know youre gonna have another accident? You know Im involved with black magic? Fuck you. Die. Bastard. You think youre so cool, hmm? Asshole. And if I ever see your fucking face around, in Europe or Italy Well, Ill—that time Im gonna kick your ass. Fuck you. Fucking Americans. Yankee. Youre gonna die outta cancer, I promise. Deep pain. No one did what you did to me. You wanna know something? Fuck you. I want your balls mashed. Eat shit. Bastard. Pezzo di merda, figlio di puttana. I hope somebody in your family dies soon. Crepa, pezzo di merda, e vai. A sucare cazzi su un aereo.
Choices always were a problem for you What you need is someone strong to guide you Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow What you need is someone strong to guide you Like me Like me Like me Like me If you want to get your soul to heaven Trust in me now, dont you judge or question You are broken now, but faith can heal you Just do everything I tell you to do Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow What you need is someone strong to guide you Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow Let me lay my holy hand up, hand upon you My Gods will Becomes me When he speaks He speaks through me He has needs Like I do We both want To rape you Jesus Christ, why dont you come save my life now? Open my eyes, blind me with your light now Jesus Christ, why dont you come save my life now? Open my eyes, blind me with your light now If you want to get your soul to heaven Trust in me, now dont you judge or question You are broken now, but faith can heal you Just do everything I tell you to do Jesus Christ, why dont you come save my life now? Open my eyes, blind me with your light now Jesus Christ, why dont you come save my life now? Open my eyes, blind me with your light now Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow Let me lay my holy hand up, hand upon you My Gods will Becomes me When he speaks He speaks through me He has needs Like I do We both want To rape you I had a friend once, he took some acid Now he thinks hes a fire engine Its okay until he pisses on your lighter Kinda smells, kinda cool, kinda funny anyway Satan, Satan, Satan, Satan, Satan I had a friend once, he took some ecstasy Tried to marry me and every one in the room He was sort of loving, kinda caring Kinda tried to fuck my La-Z-Boy It got a bit messy all over the curtains Arm chair covers, throw pillows, and carpeting Im getting bored, Im getting bored Im getting bored, Im getting bored Im getting bored, Im getting bored Im getting bored, Im getting bored
Suck and suck Sucking up all you can Sucking up all you can suck and suck Working up under my patience like a little tick Fat little parasite Suck me dry My fruit is bruised and borrowed You thieving bastards You have turned my blood cold and bitter Beat my compassion black and blue Hope this is what you wanted Hope this is what you had in mind Cause this is what youre getting I hope youre choking I hope you choke on this I hope youre choking I hope you choke on this Taken all I can, taken all I can, I can take Taken all you can, taken all you can, we can take Got nothing left to give to you Blood-sucking parasitic little tick Blood-sucking parasitic little Blood-sucking parasitic little tick Take what you want and then go Hope this is what you wanted Hope this is what you had in mind Cause this is what youre getting Suck me dry Suck, suck me dry Sucking me dry Suck, suck me dry Is this what you wanted? Is this what you had in mind? Is this what you wanted? Cause this is what youre getting I hope, I hope, I hope you choke
Two times in Ive been struck dumb by a voice that Speaks from deep beneath peerless water thats Twice as clear as heaven Twice as loud as reason Deep and rich like silt on a riverbed Just as never ending Currents mouth below me Opens up around me Suggests and beckons all while swallowing Surrounds and drowns and wipes me away But Im so comfortable, so comfortable Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Youre saturating me How could I let this bring me Back to my knees? Third time in Ive been baptized by your voice that Screams from deep beneath the cold black water thats Half as high as heaven Half as clear as reason Cold and black like silt on the riverbed Just as never ending Currents mouth below me Opens up around me Suggests and beckons all while swallowing Surrounds and drowns and wipes me away But Im so comfortable, so comfortable Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Youre saturating me How could I let this happen? Why dont you kill me? I am weak and numb and insignificant How could I let this bring me Back to my knees? Euphoria Euphoria Euphoria Euphoria Im back down, Im in the undertow Im helpless and Im awake, Im in the undertow Ill die beneath the undertow There doesnt seem no other way out of the undertow Euphoria
I dont wanna be hostile I dont wanna be dismal And I dont wanna rot in an apathetic existence See, I wanna believe you And I wanted to trust you And I wanna have faith to put away the dagger But you lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal And I tolerate you You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal I cannot tolerate Veil of virtue hung to hide your method While I smile and laugh and dance and Sing your praise and glory Shroud of virtue hung to mask your stigma As I smile and laugh and dance and Sing your glory while You lie, cheat, and steal Lie, cheat, and steal Lie, cheat, and steal How can I tolerate you? You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal I cannot tolerate Our guilt, our blame, Ive been far too sympathetic Our blood, our fault, Ive been far too sympathetic I am not innocent I am not innocent You are not innocent No one is innocent You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal You lie, cheat, and steal I cannot tolerate I will not tolerate you I will go down beside you I must go down beside you No one is innocent
And the angel of the lord came unto me, snatching me up from my place of slumber, and took me on high, and higher still until we moved to the spaces betwixt the air itself. And he brought me into a vast farmland of our own Midwest. And as we descended, cries of impending doom rose from the soil. One thousand, nay, a million voices full of fear. And terror possessed me then. And I begged, Angel of the Lord, what are these tortured screams? And the angel said unto me, These are the cries of the carrots. The cries of the carrots. You see, Reverend Maynard, tomorrow is harvest day and to them it is the holocaust. And I sprang from my slumber drenched in sweat like the tears of one million terrified brothers and roared, Hear me now, I have seen the light! They have a consciousness, they have a life, they have a soul! Damn you! Let the rabbits wear glasses! Save our brothers! Can I get an amen? Can I get a hallelujah? Thank you, Jesus This is necessary This is necessary Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on This is necessary This is necessary Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life This is necessary This is necessary Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on This is necessary This is necessary Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life This is necessary This is necessary Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on This is necessary This is necessary Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on This is necessary This is necessary Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on This is necessary This is necessary Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life It was daylight when you woke up in your ditch. You looked up at your sky. Then, that made blue be your color. You had your knife there with you too. When you stood up there was goo all over your clothes. Your hands were sticky. You wiped them on your grass, so now your color was green. Oh Lord, why did everything always have to keep changing like this? You were already getting nervous again. Your head hurt and it rang when you stood up. Your head was almost empty. It always hurt you when you woke up like this. You crawled up out of your ditch onto your gravel road and began to walk, waiting for the rest of your mind to come back to you. You can see the car parked far down the road and you walked toward it. If God is our father, you thought, then Satan must be our cousin. Why didnt anyone else understand these important things? You got to your car and tried all the doors. They were locked. It was a red car and it was new. There was an expensive leather camera case laying on the seat. Out across your field, you could see two tiny people walking by your woods. You began to walk towards them. Now red was your color, and of course, those little people out there were yours too
NURSE: Excuse me, doctor? If you have a moment. DOCTOR: A moment? Whats the question? NURSE: More of a situation, a gentleman in Exam 3. DOCTOR: Whats the problem? NURSE: That is the problem, were not sure. DOCTOR: Youve got the chart? NURSE: Right here. DOCTOR: Hmm... not much here, is there? NURSE: No doctor, no obvious physical trauma, vitals are stable DOCTOR: Name? NURSE: No sir. DOCTOR: Did someone drop him off? Maybe we can speak to them. Lets get some background on this fellow. NURSE: No ID, nothing, and he wont speak to anyone. DOCTOR: Well, lets say hello. DOCTOR: Good morning, Im Dr. Watson. How are you today? How are you today? Look son, youre in a safe place, we want to help you, in whatever way we can. But you need to talk to us, we cant help you otherwise. Now, whats happened? Tell me everything.
Get up, get up now Get up, get up now Get up, get up now Get up, get up now And free yourself from yourself Free yourself from yourself Locked up inside you Like the calm beneath castles Is a cavern of treasures that No one has been to Lets go digging Lets go digging Bring it out and then take it back in You wont do what youd like to do Lay back and let me show you another way Ill kill what you want me to Take whats left and eat it Take all or nothing Just too short to push it away Take it all Take it all in All the way in All the way in Let it go Let it go in You wont feel what youd like to feel Lay back and let me show you another way Ill kill what you want me to Take whats left and eat it Take all or nothing Just too short to lap it up If you knock me down Ill just come back running Knock you down It wont be long now All the way in All the way in All the way in All the way in Kill what you want me to Take whats left and eat it Take all or nothing Just too short to push it away Take it up Take it up higher Four degrees now Four degrees warmer Give in now Give in now And let me in Youll like this This brings us out Youll like this It brings us closer than dying and Cancer and crying, this Take it, take it You can take it all Take it, take it Come on, you can take it all Take it all in Take it, you can take it all in Take it, you can take it, you can take it Take it, you can take it, you can take it Take it, you can take it Take it, take it Take it, take it, take it Kill what you want me to Take whats left and eat it Take all or nothing Just too short to reach it Just like that Just like that Just like
I, I dont have a whole lot of time Um, okay, Im a former employee of Area 51 I, I was let go on a medical discharge about a week ago and, and... Ive kind of been running across the country Damn, I dont know where to start, they are They are going to, um, theyll triangulate on this position really soon Okay, um, um, okay What were thinking of as, as aliens They are extra-dimensional beings That, an earlier precursor of the, um, space program they made contact with They are not what they claim to be Uh, theyve infiltrated a, a lot of aspects of, of, of the military establishment Particularly the Area 51 The disasters that are coming, they, the military Im sorry, the government knows about them And theres a lot of safe areas in this world that they could begin moving The population to now. They are not! They want those major population centers wiped out so that the few That are left will be more easily controllable
My warning meant nothing Youre dancing in quicksand Why dont you watch where youre wandering? Why dont you watch where youre stumbling? Youre wading knee deep and going in Youre wading knee deep and going in This bog is thick and easy to get lost in Cause youre a stupid, belligerent fucker This bog is thick and easy to get lost in Cause youre a dumb and belligerent fucker I hope it sucks you down Down, down, down My warning meant nothing Youre dancing in quicksand Why dont you watch where youre wandering? Why dont you watch where youre stumbling? Youre wading knee deep and going in And you may never come back again This bog is thick and easy to get lost in Cause youre a stupid, belligerent fucker This bog is thick and easy to get lost in Cause youre a dumb and belligerent fucker I hope it sucks you down My warning meant nothing Youre dancing in quicksand Why dont you watch where youre wandering? Why dont you watch where youre stumbling? Youre wading knee deep and going in And you may never come back again This bog is thick and easy to get lost in Cause youre a stupid, belligerent fucker This bog is thick and easy to get lost in Cause youre a dumb and belligerent fucker I hope it suck I hope it suck I hope it sucks you, fucker I hope it suck I hope it suck I hope it sucks you down Wanderin, wanderin No one even invited you and you still stumble in Suffocate, suffocate Why dont you get away? Wanderin around bitchin when No one even invited you and you still stumble in Suffocate, suffocate Why dont you get out while you can? No one told you to come My warning meant nothing Youre dancing in quicksand Why dont you watch where youre wandering? Why dont you watch where youre stumbling? Youre wading knee deep and going in And you may never come back again This bog is thick and easy to get lost in Cause youre a stupid, belligerent fucker This bog is thick and easy to get lost in Cause youre a dumb and belligerent fucker I hope it suck I hope it suck I hope it suck you, fucker I hope it sucks I hope it sucks I hope it sucks you
Mention this to me Mention this to me Watch the weather change Watch the weather change Watch the weather change Watch the weather change Mention this to me Mention something, mention anything Mention this to me Watch the weather change Watch the weather change Watch the weather change Watch the weather change Watch the weather change Watch the weather change Mention this to me Mention something, mention anything Mention this to me Watch the weather Watch the weather change Watch the weather change Watch the weather
Bless this immunity
Pure as we begin Pure as we come in Pure as we begin Move by will alone Pure as we begin Here we have a stone Gather, place and raise, so Shelter turns to home Pure as we begin Here we have a stone Throw to stay the stranger Swore to crush his bones Move by will alone Spark becomes a flame Flame becomes a fire Light the way or warm this Home we occupy Spark becomes a flame Flame becomes a fire Forge a blade to slay the stranger Take whatever we desire Move by will alone Pure as we begin Pure as we begin Move by will alone Leave as we come in Pure as light, return to one Move by will alone Move by will alone
Used to be a bunch of assholes that lived in this part of the building here. But we systematically removed them like you would any kind of termite or roach. Someone told me once that theres a right and wrong Punishment would come to those who dare to cross the line But it must not be true For jerk-offs just like you, and Maybe it takes longer To catch a total asshole But Im tired of waiting Someone told me once that theres a right and wrong Punishment was sure for those who dare to cross the line But it must not be true For jerk-offs just like you, and Maybe its just bullshit I should play God And shoot you myself Tired of waiting, oh Consequences dictate Our course of action and it Doesnt matter whats right Its only wrong if you get caught If consequences dictate My course of action, I should I should play God and just Shoot you myself Tired of waiting Die, die Shoot it Kick it Fuck it Shoot you in your fucking head
Its all an open center Opens up and lets the wind lift him away It doesnt have to feel like a woman Its just a place that feels right with him Kinda like the way youre breathing I kinda like the way you keep looking away Would you like to glide on Slide a mile six inches at a time on Maynards dick Maynards dick Maynards dick Maynards dick Theres a shyness found in reason Apprehensive influence swallow away You seem to feel abysmal take it Then youre careful grace for sure Kinda like the way youre breathing Kinda like the way you keep looking away Would you like to glide on Glide a mile six inches at a time on Maynards dick Maynards dick Maynards dick Maynards dick Took you out in the back of the toolshed Put it right on top of your forehead Took you out in the back of the toolshed Now you know what youre fucking with Maynards dick Maynards dick Maynards dick Maynards dick
Crawled away from me Slipped away from me Tried to keep a hold But there was nothing I could say Slid away from me Crept away from me Tried to keep you down But there was nothing I could say What youre trying to say Is you dont wanna play What you want and what you need Dont mean that much to me I can see your Back is turning If I could Id Stick a knife in Crawled away from me Slipped away from me Tried to keep a hold But there was nothing I could say Slid away from me Crept away from me Tried to keep you down But there was nothing I could say What youre trying to say Is you dont wanna play What you want and what you need Dont mean that much to me I can see your Back is turning If I could Id Stick a knife in This is love This is love This is my love for you This is my love for you This is my love for you This is my love for you This is my love for you This is my love Say you wont go Get up stronger Say it, say it Get up Say it Get you in a stranglehold, baby Get up, get up, get up, oh What youre trying to say Is you dont wanna play But what you want and what you need Dont mean a fuck to me I can see your Back is turning If I could I’d Stick a knife in
Here comes the water All I knew and all I believed Are crumbling images That no longer comfort me I scramble to reach higher ground Order and sanity Or something to comfort me Take what is mine, hold what is mine Suffocate what is mine, bury whats mine Soon the water will come and claim what is mine I must leave it behind and climb to a new place now This ground is not the rock I thought it to be Thought I was high Thought I was free I thought I was there Divine destiny I was wrong This changes everything Running away Running away now Running away Running away now Running away Running away Take what is mine, hold what is mine Suffocate what is mine, bury whats mine Soon the water will come and claim what is mine I must leave it behind and climb to a new place The water is rising up on me Said the water rising up on me Thought the sun would come deliver me But the truth has come to punish me instead The ground is breaking down right under me Cleanse and purge me in the water
Fuck you I cant say what I want to Even if Im not serious I cant say what I want to Even if Im not serious Things like Fuck yourself, fuck yourself You piece of shit, why dont you just go kill yourself? I said I cant say what I want to, even if Im not serious I cant say what I want to, even if Im just kidding People tell me what to say What to think and what to play I said, people tell me what to say What to think, and what to play Things like fuck yourself Fuck yourself You piece of shit, why dont you just go kill yourself? I said I cant say what I want to, even if Im not serious I cant say what I want to, even if Im just kidding Fuck yourself Fuck yourself You piece of shit Why dont you go fuck yourself? People tell me what to say What to think, and what to play I said, people tell me what to say What to think and what to play Just kidding Just kidding Im just kidding
“Throw that Bob-Marley-wannabe motherfucker out of here” Fade Underneath the skin and jewelry Hidden in her words and eyes Is a wall thats cold and ugly And shes scared as hell Trembling at the thought of feeling Wide awake and keeping distance Nothing seems to penetrate her Cause shes scared as hell I am frightened too I am frightened Oh no, oh-oh Trembling at the thought of feeling Wide awake and keeping distance Nothing seems to penetrate her Cause shes scared as hell I am frightened too I am frightened Wide awake and Keeping distance from my soul Wide awake and Keeping distance from my soul Fade Underneath the skin and jewelry Hidden in her words and eyes Is a wall thats cold and ugly And shes scared as hell Trembling at the thought of feeling Wide awake and keeping distance Nothing seems to penetrate her Cause shes scared as hell I am frightened too I am frightened too I am scared like you I am frightened
Lock all the doors and kill the lights No ones coming home tonight The sun beats down and dont you know? All our lives are growing cold, oh They bring news that must get through Dying dreams in me and you, oh Theyre locked in a place where no one goes We ask no quarter, we hold no quarter, hey-oh Lock the door, kill the light No ones coming home tonight Its getting colder, its getting colder Its getting colder, its getting colder Its getting colder, its getting colder Well, its getting colder Im locked in a place where no one goes Lock the door, kill the light No ones coming home tonight Theyll have news that must get through Dying dreams in me and you, oh Theyre locked in a place where no one goes They have no quarter, we have no quarter, we ask no quarter They have no quarter, we have no quarter, we ask no quarter
Im sweating And breathing And staring and thinking And sinking Deeper And its almost like Im swimming The sun is burning hot again On the hunter And the fisherman And Im trying to remember when But it makes me dizzy Seems like Ive been here before Seems so familiar Seems like Im slipping Into a dream within a dream Its the way you whisper The sun is setting cool again Im a thinker And a fisherman And Im trying to remember when But it makes me dizzy And Im sweating And breathing And staring and thinking And sinking deeper And its almost like Im swimming Seems like Ive been here before Seems so familiar Seems like Im slipping Into a dream within a dream Its the way you whisper Drags me under Takes me home Seems like Ive been here before Seems so familiar Seems like Im slipping Into a dream within a dream Its the way you whisper Drags me under Takes me home
Yeah Ready I know you well, you are a part of me I know you better than I know myself I know you best, better than anyone I know you better than I know myself You are a part of me You are just a part of me You are just a part of me You are just a part of me You are just a part of me Give it up You dont speak You dont judge You cant leave, you Cant hurt me Just here for Me to use I know you well, you are a part of me I know you better than I know myself I know you best, better than anyone I know you better than I know myself I know you well, better than one might think I know you better than I know myself I know you well, you are a part of me I know you best, better than anyone I know you well, you are a part of me I know you best, better than one might think Its time for you, to make a sacrifice Its time to die a little, give it up I know you best, better than any one I know you better than I know myself A part of me
Weve been, weve been trying something A little different this tour Weve been looking at one of our songs From a different angle, under a different light So we can hopefully kind of See it almost for the first time Wed like to try that for you tonight, is that okay? Were gonna need your help though We need your help and your permission So we need you to find a comfortable space Thats not only comfortable, but vulnerable And to just shut your eyes and go there And well meet you on the other side I saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Youd better take care not to make me enter If I do we both may disappear If I do we both may disappear I saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Managed to push myself away And you as well, my dear And you as well, my dear Pushed you away, my dear Pushed you away Pushed you away Pushed you away, my dear I will choke until I swallow Choke this infant here before me What are you but my reflection? Who am I to judge or strike you down? Who am I to judge or strike you down? But youre pushing, and Im shoving you And youre pushing me, and Im shoving you Rest your trigger on my finger Bang my head upon the fault line Youd better take care not to make me enter If I do we both may disappear If I do we both may disappear But youre pushing, and Im shoving you And youre pushing me, and Im shoving you You still love me, you still love me You still love me, you still love me Youre pushing, and were shoving And were pushing, and Im shoving And were still love me, you still love me You still love me, you still love me Youre pushing, and were shoving And Im pushing, and youre shoving And Im slipping back into The gap again I feel alive when you touch me I feel alive when you hold me Down Slipping back into Slipping back into I am somewhere I dont wanna be, again Put me somewhere I dont wanna be Push me somewhere I dont wanna be Seeing someplace I dont wanna see Never wanna see that place again I saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Managed to push myself away And you as well, my dear If when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay You minimize my movement anyway I must persuade you another way Pushing and shoving And pushing and shoving And pushing me Theres no love in fear Staring down the hole again Hands are on my back again Survival is my only friend Terrified of what may come Remember Ill always love you As I claw your fucking throat away It will end no other way It will end no other way
Setting sun cant shine, now youre gone Inside sleeping, my heart beating You know that you tried to hide it Shouldnt you have said what you meant? Oh.. Time heals, time congeals around us Endless hours of wasted moments Understanding, not demanding Your eyes tell what you feel inside Setting sun cant shine, now youre gone Inside sleeping, my heart beating You know that you tried to hide it Shouldnt you have said what you meant? You lied!
Think for yourself, question authority Think for yourself, question authority Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening Terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in This ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities, the political, the Religious, the educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by Giving us order, rules, regulations, informing, forming in our minds their View of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and Learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable, open-mindedness; Chaotic, confused, vulnerability to inform yourself Think for yourself Question authority
Stronzo, stronzo di merda Im trying to take a nap but I couldnt sleep overnight because of you Ugh, you really hurted me Oh, you really hurt me When I was high You called me an asshole? Quanto mi fai schifo Pezzo di merda Have you ever been trying to take a nap? My heart beats too fast Because Im thinking of your fucking ugly face You- you suck Fai schifo Pezzo di merda Fai proprio schifo Vaffanculo, ah Stronzo bastardo
Its some kind of psychedelic experience Our body is light, we are immortal Our body is light, we are immortal Our body is love, we are eternal Our body is love, we are eternal Our body is light, we are immortal Our body is light, we are immortal Our body is love, we are eternal Our body is love, we are eternal Eternal Omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent, without judgement Omniscient, omnipotent, without judgement Omniscient, omnipotent Omnipotent, without judgement Omnipresent Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement Without judgement
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Ive got the demons within Ive got to brush them all away I feel the demons rage I must clean them all away Excite to scream them away Cobwebs in the way That magic cleaner oh Shine his smile on me I am the demon Cleaner who saves the day I get the back ones And important theyll always stay If only one thing that you know Imposters from the show Theyll try to trick you into Normal treatment Oh dont you listen to them say Shush them all away I am the demon cleaner Madman so I am the freedom cleaner Standing naked here to say Satan is the way Satan is the way Satan is the way Satan’s the only way
I know you well, you are a part of me I know you better than I know myself I know you best, better than anyone I know you better than I know myself You are a part of me You are just a part of me You are just a part of me You are just a part of me You are just a part of me Give it up You dont speak You dont judge You cant leave, you Cant hurt me Just here for Me to use I know you well, you are a part of me I know you better than I know myself I know you best, better than anyone I know you better than I know myself I know you well, better than one might think I know you better than I know myself I know you well, you are a part of me I know you best, better than anyone I know you well, you are a part of me I know you best, better than one might think Its time for you, to make a sacrifice Its time to die a little, give it up I know you best, better than any one I know you better than I know myself A part of me
Buzz: What about Ryan? Maynard: No, he blew it, he lost the number for the girl he met down here. Buzz: Oh,and Adam said shes a beauty. Maynard: Shes the one who has that fucked up voice. Buzz: Is she a rocket scientist? Maynard: The fuckin...she has a voice like a fuckin modem, dude! Buzz: Sounds perfect! Maynard: (Immitates a chick with a voice like a modem sayin some weird gibberish...) Buzz: Maynard: Then he got to work up there, you know Ryan gets off at work, I guess to show that he has a dick. Buzz:
You need my love baby, oh so bad Youre not the only one Ive ever had And if I say I want to set you free Dont you know youll be in misery They call me They call me Dr. Love Ive got the cure youre thinking of And even though Im full of sin In the end youll let me in Youll let me through, theres nothing you can do You need my loving, dont you know its true So if you please get on your knees There are no bills, there are no fees Baby, I know what your problem is The first step of the cure is a kiss They call me They call me Dr. Love Ive got the cure youre thinking of They call me They call me Dr. Love Ive got the cure youre thinking of They call me They call me Dr. Love Ive got the cure youre thinking of They call me They call me Dr. Love Ive got the cure youre thinking of Love, love, love, Love, love, love, love, love Dr. Love Ive got the cure youre thinking Ive got the cure youre thinking Ive got the cure youre thinking of They call me Dr. Love They call me Dr. Love Ive got the cure You need my love baby, oh so bad Youre not the only one Ive ever had And if I say I want to set you free Dont you know youll be in misery They call me They call me Dr. Love Ive got the cure youre thinking of And even though Im full of sin In the end youll let me in Youll let me through, theres nothing you can do You need my loving, dont you know its true They call me They call me Dr. Love Ive got the cure youre thinking of
Someone told me once that theres a right and wrong Punishment would come to those who dared to cross the line But it must not be true For jerk-offs just like you, and Maybe it takes longer To catch a total asshole But Im tired of waiting Someone told me once that theres a right and wrong Punishment was sure for those who dared to cross the line But it must not be true For jerk-offs just like you, and Maybe its just bullshit I should play God And shoot you myself Tired of waiting, oh Consequences dictate Our course of action and it Doesnt matter whats right Its only wrong if you get caught If consequences dictate My course of action, I should I should play God and just Shoot you myself Tired of waiting Shoot it Kick it Fuck it Shoot you in your fucking head
Fade Underneath the skin and jewelry Hidden in her words and eyes Is a wall thats cold and ugly And shes scared as hell Trembling at the thought of feeling Wide awake and keeping distance Nothing seems to penetrate her Cause shes scared as hell I am frightened too I am frightened Oh, no Underneath the skin and jewelry Hidden in her words and eyes Is a wall thats cold and ugly And shes scared as hell I am scared like you I am frightened Wide awake and Keeping distance from my soul Wide awake and Keeping distance from my soul Fade Underneath the skin and jewelry Hidden in her words and eyes Is a wall thats cold and ugly And shes scared as hell Trembling at the thought of feeling Wide awake and keeping distance Nothing seems to penetrate her Cause shes scared as hell I am frightened too I am frightened too I am scared like you I am frightened
My, Out of my mind My life, I My mind, out of my mind My life, I So confident so, self obsessed no Compromise no, self obsessed no My mind, out of my mind As you stare into the water Are you scared youll be forgotten As you stare into the water Compromise no, self obsessed no Compromise no, self obsessed so Compromise no, compromise so Compromise so, self obsessed As you stare into the tide Are you scared to be forgotten As you stare into the water Terrified, terrified to be forgotten
Living on the street shores He didnt learn and wanted children Said, What is there left to stay alive for? He doesnt want to see it He didnt want to deal with it Here they come, feelings that come as natural Whatever left, he considered a loss, you all He doesnt want to see it Running away, getting some kinda cure What is there left to keep him alive? she said Give him your love, give him your love to save him Give him your love, give him your love to save him Dont run away, give him your love to save him Give him your love, give him your love to save him Give him your love You can kill the revolutionary But you cant kill the revolution Lies, negative indoctrination of our good selves Promote feelings of such hopelessness, powerlessness Suicide or a slower death from addiction Seemed to be the only way to stop the pain Running Lies, negative indoctrination of our good selves Promote feelings of such hopelessness, powerlessness Suicide or a slower death from addiction Seemed to be the only way to stop the pain Suicide seemed to be the only way to stop the pain
Theres a shadow just behind me Shrouding every step I take Making every promise empty Pointing every finger at me Waiting like a stalking butler Who upon the finger rests Murder now the pattern, must we Just because the son has come Jesus, wont you fucking whistle Something but the past and done? Jesus, wont you fucking whistle Something but the past and done? Why cant we not be sober? I just want to sleep forеver Why cant we start this over? Why cant wе start things over? I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down Mother Mary, wont you whisper Something but the past and done? Mother Mary, wont you whisper Something but the past and done? Why cant we not be sober? I just want to sleep forever Why cant we start this over? I just want to start things over I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave Trust me, trust me, trust me, trust me, trust me Why cant we not be sober? I just want to sleep forever Why cant we start this over? I just want to start things over I want what I want I want what I want I want what I want I want what I want
I cant say what I want to Even if Im not serious I cant say what I want to Even if Im not serious Things like Fuck yourself, fuck yourself Kill yourself, kill yourself I cant say what I want to Even if Im not serious I cant say what I want to Even if Im just kidding People tell me what to say What to think and what to play People tell me what to say What to think and what to play I say, go fuck yourself Go fuck yourself You piece of shit, I say Go fuck yourself, I say I cant say what I want to Even if Im not serious I cant say what I want to Even if Im just kidding Fuck yourself Go fuck yourself You piece of shit Why dont you go fuck yourself? People tell me what to say What to think and what to play People tell me what to say What to think and what to play Just kidding Just kidding Im just kidding
Hey, hey, hey, hey Some say the end is near Some say well see Armageddon soon Certainly hope we will I sure could use a vacation from this Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of- Freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call L.A The only way to fix it is to flush it all away Any fucking time, any fucking day Learn to swim, see you down in Arizona Bay Fret for your figure and fret for your latte and Frеt for your hairdo and fret for your and Fret for your Prozac and frеt for your pilot and Fret for your cable and fret for your car Its a bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call L.A The only way to fix it is to flush it all away Any fucking time, any fucking day Learn to swim, see you down in Arizona Bay! Some say the end is near Some say well see Armageddon soon Certainly hope we will I sure could use a vacation from this Shit, fucking shit, fucking shit, fucking shit Fucking shit, fucking shit, fucking shit, fucking shit, fucking- One great big festering neon distraction Ive a suggestion to keep you all occupied Swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Learn to- Time to hit tidally, now Moms gonna flush it all away-away Swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn- Fuck retro anything, fuck your tattoos Fuck all you junkies, and fuck your short memory Swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to- Fuck L. Ron Hubbard, and fuck all his clones Fuck all these gun-toting hip gangster wannabes Swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to Yeah, fuck smiley glad-hands with hidden agendas Fuck these dysfunctional insecure actresses Swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim Learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim, learn to swim I watch it go right in, now Wanna wash it all away, now Wanna watch it go right down Wanna watch it go away Wanna see it go right in Wanna wash it all away Wanna wash it all away Wanna wash it all a-way Can it die again? Can- in my head? Time to make me start again, time and time Yeah now, yeah- Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Hey
Theres a shadow just behind me Shrouding every step I take Making every promise empty Pointing every finger at me Waiting like a stalking butler Who upon the finger rests Murder now the path called must we Just before the son has come Jesus wont you whistle Something but the past and done? Jesus wont you whistle Something but the past and done? Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over Why cant we drink forever I just want to start things over I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down Mother Mary wont you whisper Something but whats past and done Mother Mary wont you whisper Something but whats past and done Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over Why cant we drink forever I just want to start things over I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave Trust me, Trust me, Trust me, Trust me, Trust me Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over Why cant we drink forever I just want to start things over I want I want what I want I want what I want I want what I want I want what I want
Crawled away from me Slipped away from me Tried to keep a hold But there was nothing I could say Slid away from me Crept away from me Tried to keep you down But there was nothing I could say What youre trying to say Is you dont wanna play What you want and what you need Dont mean that much to me I can see your Back is turning If I could Id Stick a knife in Crawled away from me Slipped away from me Tried to keep a hold But there was nothing I could say Slid away from me Crept away from me Tried to keep you down But there was nothing I could say What youre trying to say Is you dont wanna play What you want and what you need Dont mean a fuck to me I can see your Back is turning If I could Id Stick a knife in This is love This is love This is my love for you This is my love for you This is my love for you This is my love for you This is my love for you This is my love Say you wont go Gеt up, get up, get up, oh What youre trying to say Is you dont wanna play What you want and what you need Dont mеan a fuck to me I can see your Back is turning If I could I’d Stick a knife in
I know you well, you are a part of me I know you better than I know myself I know you best, better than anyone I know you better than I know myself You are a part of me You are just a part of me You are just a part of me You are just a part of me You are just a part of me Give it up You dont speak You dont judge You cant leave Cant hurt me Just here for Me to use I know you well, you are a part of me I know you better than I know myself I know you best, better than anyone I know you better than I know myself I know you well, better than one might think I know you better than I know myself I know you well, you are a part of me I know you best, better than anyone I know you well, better than one might think I know you best, better than anyone Its time for you, to make a sacrifice Its time to die a little, give it up I know you best, better than any one I know you better than I know myself A part of me
All I knew and all I believed Are crumbling images That no longer comfort me I scramble to reach higher ground Some order and sanity Or something to comfort me So I take what is mine, and hold what is mine Suffocate what is mine, and bury whats mine Soon the water will come And claim what is mine I must leave it behind And climb to a new place now This ground is not the rock I thought it to be Thought I was high, and free I thought I was there Divine destiny I was wrong This changes everything Running away Running away now Running away Running away now Running away So I take what is mine, and hold what is mine Suffocatе what is mine, and bury whats mine Soon the watеr will come And claim what is mine I must leave it behind And climb to a new place now The water is rising up on me, the water is rising up on me Thought the sun would come deliver me But the truth has come to punish me instead The ground is breaking down right under me Cleanse and purge me In the water
Yeah, yeah Ayo, Cole Niswander, its time Its time, Cole Niswander Straight out the gay dungeons of rap The addict drops deep as does my moose I never game, cause to game is the daddy of use Beyond the walls of tool fans, life is defined I think of my testicles when Im in a Cum-ville state of mind Hope the juice got some use My abuse dont like no dirty loose Run up to the producе and get the goose In a Cum-villе state of mind What more could you ask for? The mexican addict? You complain about your testicles I gotta love it though - somebody still speaks for the derelict Im rappin to the bicycle And Im gonna move your icicle Filipino, greek, racist, like a monkey Boy, I tell you, I thought you were a flunky I cant take the your testicles, cant take the snake I woulda tried to meme I guess I got no cake Im rappin to the icicle And Im gonna move your bicycle Yea, yaz, in a Cum-ville state of mind When I was young my daddy had a perfect I waz kicked out without no strict I never thought Id see that convict Aint a soul alive that could take my daddys conflict A 64 cat is quite the mat Thinking of my testicles. Yaz, thinking of my testicles
Theres a shadow just behind me Shrouding every step I take Making every promise empty Pointing every finger at me Waiting like a stalking butler Who upon the finger rests Murder now the pattern, must we Just because the son has come Jesus, wont you fucking whistle Something but the past and done? Jesus, wont you fucking whistle Something but the past and done? Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this ovеr Why cant we drink forever? I just want to start this ovеr I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down Mother Mary, wont you whisper Something but the past and done? Mother Mary, wont you whisper Something but the past and done? Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over Why cant we sleep forever? I just want to start this over I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave Trust me, trust me, trust me, trust me, trust me Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start things over Why cant we sleep forever? I just want to start this over I want what I want I want what I want I want what I want I want what I want