[OnePlus X Original Android Development] CertifiedBlyndGuy:
Guys, I feel absolutely terrible for saying this. It didn't even last a week... But this needs to be addressed, and I am going to tell all of you what I personally think of what is being done here, because I feel it is critical to communicate, and because I am at the end of the day only human. I have time constraints, and because of my visual impairment, it takes me hours to accomplish what may take some only a little bit of time, and I feel I have couped well with that....

But here it is. I don't have time to live my life, and do development. I don't have to polish a product I love to work on to do something that is appealing to users. I made a huge mistake here. I spent hours on this prospect to deliver it, but this is the blatant truth. My entire summer has gone to Android development. I cant do that anymore. I've been walking more and everything trying to get back in shape, because I suffer from an anxiety problem that has something to do with how my brain operates where I feel actual pain when it increases, and when I am stressed out. I went to see a doctor, and I have to go to the hospital next time it happens to undergo a heart EKG and then go through an MRI. Android is what I love to do, but it is stressful, and it compiles when all you feel is anger against what you want to do, and those who do not respect what you do and approach things hypocritically. It really takes a toll when people look at you as a build bot versus an actual person; I feel like I am looked at as a name and not as what defines my skills. I have to coupe with that. I am not a perfect person. I make mistakes. I am far from perfect. Anyone that tells you they are better at making a product may be correct, but arrogance leads down a path filled with sorrow where people blindly follow without learning on their own.

That's the honest truth. It isn't proper, but I am an honest person. I love what I do, but doing what I do has become a threat to my health, and my mental state has started to have severe physical repercussions... So now I present yet another downfall.

I can't do multiple ROMs for one device... I want to provide the best product possible and I cant do that through Lineage because I quite frankly do not care for Lineage. I admire the developers there. A few of them are great people. I have come to find Sultan himself a great consultant. He is an awesome guy. Thank him... But as for me, I don't have the time. Lineage will be dropped from my roster, and Candy will only return because of a good friend.

I can't do this, and it really really hurts to say that, but honesty is needed. I feel like that needs to get off of my chest. Some people do this for fame which is blatantly sad. I have come to know more traitors than friends here, but I am okay with that because human nature.

AOSPA will continue under my wing, and I am seeing what I can do to improve the camera HAL there. The kernel there is on par with the one here, and is even more up to date. Check it out. If anyone is interested in taking this over, please let me know. I am sure users would appreciate it.

Some like to say XDA is not a place for drama, and I agree with that notion, but we are all human. We make mistakes. Don't feel anger to those that do wrong to you, but instead feel sorry for them. Not to get religious, but let God judge those that do wrong; do not put the weight of the world on yourself

Again, I am sorry, but that's how things are. I am more important than some ROM on XDA