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Hey guys...

I don't know is this the right place to seek answer to my question but I will try to make it short..

About a couple of days ago I have tried to port a custom recovery and ended rendering my device useless, it was a 3rd devices that I rendered useless during my lifetime playing with android..

But every time I rendered my device useless, I have experiance a steep gradient of learning about android os and it, realy facinate me...its just a small handheld device but have and monumental amound of posibilities..

But every time I'm try to invoke those probabilities...it shattered into a thousand pieces of fragile crystal..

and when I try to reconstruct the shatered peices back together, I saw a glimmer of hope...

When I walk to that hope...its start to fade away and I just realize that glimmer of hope that I saw earlier was was nothing more than a mirage...

whats left is a broken heart and a bleeding fingger of mine...

"You got to tame the dragon before harnessing their power" they say in the forum

DRAGON BE HERE...

but it was to late for me..

other people have succeded of invoking thoose power, amazing people like [MENTION=631273]Chainfire[/MENTION] a soldier who harness the dragon who gruard the root capabalities of android
[MENTION=4419114]rovo89[/MENTION] a knight who tame the dragon of framework of android
[MENTION=3292224]franciscofranco[/MENTION] a warrior of kernel who deal with the lagendary kernel dragon of android

This amazing people and many other who join forces and breed their own dragon like the cynogenmood contributors, the paranoid android, the AOKP project..

and people in this xda communities who was abble to tap that captivating power of android..

I have studied most of tutorials in xda posted by and amazing contributor witch is great and cool...

I learn how to cook rom...how to compile and decompile and app, I learn to modify an build.prop, I manage to port some rom wicth is preety awesome for a newbie like me..

But....

When disaster happned like...the wifi won't work, the phone stuck in a boot loop or don't even respond to a power cable, an app crashes or frooze or even the entire phone crash...I can't solve that..

yess theres a tutorial but it was to general and at the end I was left alone with a broken phone,a broken heart and a exhausted dream

I have decided to learn about android and stuff....

I always wanted to code but other people around me don't belive that I can code...

Im a school school dropouts, so many people dont have high hope on me..but yeah I realy wanted to learn...

I visited many website that give free education about android and some video lectures to but most of the learning materials that I got is about making an app not programming and building android...and some of the lectures in the webpage told the student about the fortune for the devs that write an app for android..

To me personally, I don't realy care about money..yes money is important but for me they re important only to pay medical bills..

Can you guys show me the road to become a contributor like everyone in the xda communities. My interest is android system, the framework, the library , the kernel it just I really want to khow inside and out about android os whats make its tics..how it work and hope fully I can learn about android OS anatomy and dissected each and every part of android OS....

Oh...

I don't have any programming skill or some knowlage about linux but Im willing to learn..even if theres a android dojo high above the mountain..I will climb it..

this is my burning passion ANDROID

sorry if this was to long

may god bless you xda