[AT&T Samsung Galaxy S II Skyrocket SGH-I727] Uncle Irish:
There are some things in life that are not meant to be understood. There are events that appear into our life that are inexplicable and come with no written instructions to help determine just what it is we are experiencing. While others may have experienced a similar event, no two events are the same, for we are individuals; separate entities walking this planet with a unique and incomprehensible soul of total and utter exclusivity.

Take, for instance, waking up in the morning. You experience this event much differently than any other human being on earth. Is not that your eyes open any differently than the rest of humanity; rather, it is what you see through your eyes that separate you from anyone else. What you see, perceive, feel; what makes you who you are. That is our individuality.

As events unfold, I find myself asking questions to which there are no answers. I ponder of scenarios and outcomes to which I can mold this event into something more palatable, more suited to my particular vision of how this particular event should unfold. Is it my uniqueness that causes me to do this or is it my existential individuality that prompts me to fail to accept any other outcome than the one I have so meticulously prepared in my mind? Particularity and individuality do not often mingle, much less go hand in hand. They often contest like opposing rams in fierce battle for superiority.

As deep as this most recent event has become, it is eerily similar to events that have previously enrolled in my life cycle. Years ago, only moments in memory, it was there. Now, strangely enough, the past is gone, changed, and the future is the now. At this very moment, next becomes when, here becomes there.

Yet one more of the indiscernible moments in this life I live is upon me. I feel mentally and morally obligated to ask if the future can be changed, the outcome manipulated just a bit so fit my plan. Can this truly be done if I have no general understanding of just what it is that is happening at this very moment? The moment where now becomes then? Where here becomes there?

I digress to individuality, regaining the course and direction. As humans, we must endure. As humans, we must interact and attempt the force of change. This force is what drives us. When we are hungry, we eat, thirsty, we drink. If we are tired, we sleep. If we are hurt, we… we… Do we seek the comfort of another to help ease the pain? Do we subside to our inner self in an attempt to disbelieve it? Or do we push forward through the pain and take it head on? Maybe there is some sort of limbo when we, as humans, just don’t really know what it is that we must do.

There are moments when we are left as empty and clueless as we are vulnerable. It is in this time that human nature and born instinct begin to ebb from our very being. It is at this critical moment that the very force within us begins to take form. It is in this very moment when we, as humans, are at out pinnacle of uniqueness. It is at this very defining moment when opacity becomes clarity. It is at this very moment when we are most human. This is the essential instant we realize just what it is that we must do. When the events that appear into our life that are inexplicable and come with no written instructions suddenly make sense, and we are able to surpass and rise above the event that started this entire process. The event that interrupted the norm. The event that changed your life.