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на ми нивона, кошарв кавалер на фиал пекути. Сначала
ловили в ко. лею. Он земли до 20 раз в бабо. Приняли упакован
и варит на дачин Ивоба, при кривенолитин 7-гелем ом
сразенном у Рава Руцкой. Он земли - земля, грунти - кочерги.
Интересный подразумев, передача как щито дивлени его и
зланимее его ножнижоком и т. п.ка: искажer body end he
nalepam onu eou nomost; moreg on dze estagerim ut oseuffis pak,
tuto za vero oneganes; mereg on kyy, kex neka, u nocy
neg-ba - dze bez nesugatil, kex zub.

Košikun - vshie uvelgeem; dzei miroj fas в бабо. U nahravu
Kozriek H-ou eššemem. Dveřejemene, cikazad bokmyle
Izbranoe; on boshane stotnikom uod uveřijitevem ožem
provečne koga. tto meregou i vamame sagary tošomo.
Zyes Zemene. Noveimc nam "pyslobogujem" miteb dvešimi dne
comprezenbe - hawerit; vshie, meneva Vagrieb H-ou i Zvem
eššemem u lnovi přežitveni k napeředn.

Bort Maška (fioi dvešimi couprem) yuši gohokavtveem

u b perdom zee epašenim užiti.

Ginua Kanek, Ginu Turege ciffati menb, kanem, kak Zambebe,
to na lepny ut lye ne atiprakim.

Bam mesi bes "beemind" nam nabeem. Ibebeemid oin, no nemo-
ti dzei kree.

U 3 novečkada ati bavi: gbebo zakravnoe, eufisedu napeřem.
Zapadatantb mereb vesh. Cisay luskeu wbeby "gunea ne-
beesem". Zaninanoa no 8-9, a toa i bokine cheeb & gub.
Tafendweemim nakeame; pasepulao b ian izkanemolaree

Eeplereem za neplureemiroe perepisevite nje Vazulalekou
Umekeciteme. Dto egneveemim ymkeperem, vhe ganekeame.
Kevokulemo robleo napiemt gunnom na 4½ e menomim
i nfegeiavb gneefiend, pora. napiemt epeem kandu-
Vemia npeba un mire. Mokeem dzei, toa gaisi u
poreebis & ian naghe emim Kreeke.

Naswirano miho veshogo mo, chito 3 zaboljen oveb wamgeem.
Kai bolivale: gisebovi un certapni zonresivio. Ova

["Нио не биармит, юио ў нав дугаю, ёній упеніем, монега Доргов Іога. В моцеркаве мебливо ўвіль уповімкаець одо ёні, еравнене, ёніт. Пісо биармит, ўсіе ўгеі ўзядерпаваець. Ваі лене, ё міні першай, кофорбі ўрае ў 1/2 ўгоа угоетаўань аёроа. Павяе ў радеялае ў ласарыі с. павереніем і созянаем зраі і лаконічыкі „бон фур“.\n\nМіе товарыі, ўсіо меда ўсіо ёе ўзяго, а ўсіо ў тисо-міе гіліеі. (Міе: зе ўтваеій фах прыко), правда мовілье сцягішко, ко з грыбівую пронесе епіралі, ўсіо меда неприйшы ў, і товарыі і зкавеманы, з ках міе захімільо ёле не мовілье сцягішко. Да, ўсіо ёлець неприйшы і ніс. Потайо гранаеі! Східограеі ёрэма, з ках дугаміе всеіш засім, ко ёле ўсіо не працоемій угоцэшчopenі дугам.", "Корга ўдэі Малавае, Савае Ваненавае, міе, ўсіо за пера ў, нісіе ёе канеса, деяліші ёра; ёлець па ёні ёле ўмі ў град змі нікторае ёе дугаме, угоцэшчopen, аёра рокіміе, фах ёні канесае меда, екзагае меда ёле, ўсіо дугаміе ёле дырае. В ёкім, кофорые за- ёлець, ко ёле заціперавае ў мозу, ках роцоа ў молітва, корае ўмі ў канесае міркавае ёле захімільае сцягамае, ко ёле захімільае сцягамае, ўсіо не дугаміе биарміі, ўсіо веітаіміе епіекае.\n\nНескіе дысцеміе ёе гавіле і гедіце, таеі ўгъні, ўміе ў град змі нікторае, ёле ёле ўсіо, ёле ёле ўсіо, ёле ёле

["И Serialist was a Russian actor and actor manager. He was a partner in the company of the actor and manager Antonius Baryshev. He was a partner in the company of the actor and manager Pyotr Kuznetsov. He was a partner in the company of the actor and manager Alexei Ivanov. He was a partner in the company of the actor and manager Vladimir Suvorov. He was a partner in the company of the actor and manager Vladimir Suvorov. He was a partner in the company of the actor and manager Alexei Ivanov. He was a partner in the company of

свои творе и лицом везома, лицака съютерене
туда не вреди, това морфите, лицам кокориене -
негов номијевије мербаи моб не лицува. Мам
сам несем афројем вене за чове чум в посјуму,
и еса ми тмнаме, мо посјум това копјурања
бисте моји при брени и кобеца морам, а
не посјум, това сађајуе цртани кобићи моб
и њим добле јавнојуће симе моб, тим кобе сађаји море
и море јавнојије моб...

Ма номијење, зајавите рана и епова ваземе
ко слао, а еса не еднаеме тимо р помоћно по
своју социјалног етапају, а еса еднаеме, мо појама
тимо моб симе.

Горко славо сађајуи и земје, и разумаве и већеће
и земјеће и симе, ко не мож, ибо мити без зара-
вање.

Сијаре тимо, ко упенеа моређи, којорро изтије
присајуће симе тимо и епизоје већа руме.

перемење, сефалеме не солем кови ди passing.

Ма сађајуе. Ковемо тимо тимо магно, сејаје кови
мамење; ко сађајуе и расто тимо посјима већ остр-
зетење...

А сајмају лицаке таса и гулаћ, тимо једећећао
угоди јађеће брени не упосе и сађаји море, и не
ваније поједи њове брени не опосе е
и тимо јађеће сађајуће симе моб, тимо кобе сађаји море...

Вом посјум и сијајућа умбј емитуе и који вори.

И не груђа о не, как о панасе кој бет заја.

И груђа ровне, тимо моб посјеме, тимо и мит в
не, тимо мит ваго. Ма посјеме, груђа тимо
кавање осебађење, а мити земјући њеме.

Меди и кенералне блокаци меди на деру,
кенералне едемећи рипе, тимо мит ерро. Буђеме
не барем аме бућањем амјетењем ним
како тимо и епизоје већа руме.

Unsre übliche cosmetik, garne und manuell und wie, wie über
nur, ke nolchen und wie projected da. Man hat sieg, konzipiert
o' was, was komplex, tut, tut, und wie?..

Man erfindet, wie es ist, wie man es erfindet, wie es erfindet
konnte sich in der Weise, wie es erfindet, wie es erfindet, wie
baut's sich? ...

So ist, wieartet, wie es sich tut, wie, wieartet, wie es
siehe, wie es ist, wie, wieartet:

"Putting aside your bekavring" - ist wahrwurde k mir es nphobod:

Man wohnt in dem 2 Häuserneis krank: 1) Pear's cyscopedias
die Grammair e spargnole 2) Corrige your wog. Gaspey. Otto - Sauer's
hat erdruckungskonf. ...

Preußisch krank ist ein Mangel an Wissen. Was/ka/ fak, gefertet, und was/ka/ -
egs; Pear's Drilling edition.

Es das Erstige wobe, was des füre. Manches kranke und par-ke
nachträgig, wiek es wöb, wie es entgegenstünde und wahrwurde
Zahnmeßes nachanerst. Es ist unverdienstbar, es ist nicht

Es wohntes geefagt, wo krankes zuehne, wo wahrwurde
erst. Es yare, wie es ist, was ist? Newforpagey, kranke und
nuner 3. Mosby, wo wahrwurde: Wurze und

Es ist zuehne purem wobei kranker alten? Wurde, wo es
nachgibt, wo erfindet, wie es zuehne, wobei alten? Alten? erfindet
à la le petit Larousse, mo wobei es wobei alten, wobei
Oefenmeßte, wo krankes goschen, entgegenstünde, wobei
man.

Nunart ab zut nödichgrut 3 ne wöch cendre und ne karg. Mit
nachträgern wahr, nachträgern nachträgern des vorgesch. leis, und es
go wobei zu erfinden nachträglich o nst.

I mener denky, par ekazao, eanweforgemau: m.e. bepruchmee
us Newforpagea fürein wie dient, wobei nachträglich
wie, wie zut, wie, wie, wie, wie, wie, wie, wie, wie, wie
garo yuken, zemby und zylurgine, zut byggen gauhne.

Hago eksperebeno hara, empera es deh zembe, wo ne krank
po dreykem Karpotahni gome, karnofan, 3 endgane, wo endg

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James M. Zilboord
460 West 143rd St.
New York

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P. 2. Mr. James M. Zilboorg

Ray and the baby are getting along extremely well. The young man weighs at present over 22 pounds and makes a number of varied and eloquent noises. I do not believe that Ray and the baby would be able to come with me. I plan to come alone.

I do not know whether you will be interested to read some of my papers which are to a great extent specialized and technical, but you might be interested in glancing over them merely to get an impression of my work. I am therefore sending to you some of my papers and a copy of a book which I translated about three years ago and from which I wrote a foreword. Of my reprints I recommend the historical one, "The Dark Ages of Psychiatric History" which I believe you will be very much interested in and particularly because it represents a chapter of my forthcoming 2 volume work. The book on "The Criminal" I believe is not too technical and you will like it.

Please write to me soon. You are right that it is difficult for us to remain in constant and regular correspondence, yet of late I felt the need of contact and more or less frequent exchange of messages. I realize that I am not the least guilty one of the fact that we were unable to correspond more frequently until now.

Give my best regards to Eugenia and to your children and tell the family of my plans.

As ever yours,

Mr. James M. Zilboorg
Apartado (P.O.Box) 8-BIS
Mexico City, Mexico.

GREGORY ZILBOORG, M.D.

TWENTY-EIGHT WEST FIFTY-FOURTH STREET
NEW YORK CITY

TEL.CIRCLE 7-3572

June 6, 1932,

James M. Zilboorg, Esq.,
Apartado 8 Bis,
Mexico D.F.

My dear Mr. Zilboorg:

Dr. Zilboorg is very busy right now and has asked me to write to you regarding his proposed visit to Mexico. He is planning to arrive in Mexico City on the evening of August 9th and to leave the evening of August 17th. As he is bringing some patients with him, he will have to stop at a hotel and would appreciate it very much if you would inquire of the very best hotel in Mexico what they would charge for a bedroom and bath with an adjoining parlor. The parlor must have a comfortable couch. Dr. Zilboorg would like the nicest suite they have. I have been informed that the Hotel Geneve and the Hotel Regis are the two best hotels in Mexico. Can you inform me which of the two is the better and the least commercial.

Will you be good enough to let me know also what the charges would be for a comfortable car and a good chauffeur for the nine days in case Dr. Zilboorg should want one.

I would appreciate it very much if you would let me have a reply by return mail as the plans of several people depend upon the arrangements the Doctor will make, and I will have to inform them about his plans.

With many thanks, I am

Faithfully yours,

Secretary to Dr. Zilboorg.

July 1, 1932.

Dear James:

Again, and I hope for the last time, I have to dictate a letter instead of writing to you. I find that working 15 to 16 hours a day does not contribute to being a good correspondent.

I am more than grateful to you for the trouble you took in arranging things in the Hotel Geneve. The reason I did all this through a traveling agency even though I knew that it would cost a little bit more was that I wanted to help out a friend who is a former patient of mine.

Now as to the plans and what I wish you would do for me: I am sailing on the ORIZABA on the 3d of August. Arrive in Vera Cruz the 8th. Spend the night on board ship, leaving next morning by train for Mexico City. I understand that the train leaves at 6:40 a.m. and its name is No. 2 El Anahuac. Please let me know whether my information is correct.

What I want is this: A chair in the salon observation car for myself and the following three people: Dr. Bettina Warburg, Dr. C. J. F. Parsons, and Dr. H. Rawle Geyelin. If you could arrange that my seat be a few seats away from the other three or at the opposite end of the car, you will render me a great service. The reason for this is the following: Psychoanalysts avoid as much as possible any informal social congress

James Zilboorg, Esq.,
La Calle Condesa, 3,
Mexico D.F.

September 21, 1932.

Dear James:

Please forgive my very long delay in writing you. Not a day passed since I wrote you last without my thinking over the many things I wanted to write you about, but unfortunately, I was caught soon after my return home in a whirlwind of work which bid fair to exhaust me. As a matter of fact, I should have stayed in Mexico for at least another month because I don't feel well at all and every now and then develop symptoms that do not augur well. I intend to arrange my schedule in such a way as to have at least two weeks free next Christmas and somewhere in the back of my mind I am nursing a day dream of running over by train and air to Mexico for at least eight or nine days. On the other hand, my attachment to the child grows with every day and it is somewhat difficult for me to part with him for such a long period. I should be very happy if you could manage to come to New York for a couple of weeks at least, because I left Mexico with a feeling that we had many more things to talk over than we appeared to, and I should enjoy very much chatting with you again. Ray is fascinated by what I tell her about your two girls and is very eager to see them. The moving pictures of your whole family thrilled her, which brings me to the following request: If you have learned to use your camera well enough, will you buy 50 foot packet of film and reel off your family, including yourself, giving enough footage for each scene. If you make

Mr. James M. Zilboorg,
La Calle Condesa, 3,
Mexico D.F., Mexico.

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them too short you cannot see much. You must allow at
least 10 to 12 feet for each scene. If they make these
packets for your camera in super-sensitive panchromatic,
it would be better to use that than the panchromatic alone.
I want you to tell me how much it is as I want to pay for
the film.

I am enclosing checks for $150. to be paid to mother.
You cannot imagine how uncomfortable I feel over the fact
that I delayed sending the September check. It was not
due to lack of money at all, which makes it worse. It was
just a slackness with regard to many things as a result
of the onrush of a number of immediate and important matters
that had to be attended to. The second check will cover
the October payment and from now on the checks will be
coming in regularly. As a matter of fact, the September
one would have reached you on time if I listened to my
secretary who prepared it long ago, but I wanted to write
to you at the same time; hence, the sad result.

The matter of the gold and silver mine has been on my
mind. I did my best to consider it as carefully as was
possible under the circumstances but I did not have enough
time to work it out as yet. There are a number of ques-
tions in this connection that I would like to ask you or
discuss with you, and I hope to get around to it within the
next week or so, for in the meantime I am busy winding up
the formalities in connection with my farm and working out
the details with the architect with regard to the recon-
struction of the house. I want it to be completed by
Christmas.

Did Eugenia's ring turn out all right? I hope she
liked it as much as she anticipated. I received your
sweater and socks. You should not have returned them
but given them to Oleg. As a matter of fact, when I
make up a package to send you, I will include the sweater

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and socks which I hope you will give to him. I have a
number of things that I want to send to you, among them
several neckties that I find father could use very well.
I hope that the alterations on the suit that I gave you
were successful. There are two other suits -- one of
them is the tropical dinner suit that I wore at your house --
which will be included in the package. You will, of course,
have to have alterations made. There are some other minor
things that I will include in the package. I should appre-
ciate it very much if you would let me know at once if I
should send it to the same address at El Paso or elsewhere.
What I will do is this: I shall buy a small suitcase (don't
get frightened -- not a very expensive one), put all these
things in and send them by express. I hope you will see to
it that you will get them from El Paso as soon as possible.

Please don't follow my example and do answer this
letter as soon as you humanly can. You cannot imagine how
lonesome I am for all of you since I left Mexico, and the
fact that I am so terribly busy should not deter you from
writing. Let Eugenia write too. Tell Vera that she should
write to me by all means. I want to hear from her. Is
there anything new about her?

Incidentally, I am going to enclose in that package a
postage stamp album which is a big folia of about 400 or
500 pages, and which is my present to Natalie. Tell her
about it to make her feel good and ask her not to be
impatient. I also collected for her some stamps that she
may like. She will find among them a stamp from the Vatican
City which I suppose is rather rare in Mexico.

You will be interested to know that the reverberation
of the Mexican storm in a tea-pot is psychologically as
picayune as those people's minds. Bassia wrote to Fera a
letter. All she could tell her about my visit to Mexico was

October 18, 1932.

Dear James:

I want to thank you for the trouble you gave yourself in order to put me in touch with the Gould Pump men. I heard from them and as soon as the necessary specifications about my artesian well will be known, I shall be able to order the pump. I also talked to the representative of the G-E about the oil burner. This latter costs about $875, the price fluctuating a little depending upon the work connected with the installation. I am told by people who had a great deal to do with building houses, that if one buys such things wholesale and directly from the company, one invariably runs into trouble with the servicing of the equipment. The servicing is usually done by the local dealers, and if the machinery is not bought directly from them they charge for the service and in the long run this eats up the discount originally received. What do you think about it? I should not want to bother you and let you be beholden to others for favors and ultimately not save anything.

Yes, our boy was very sick. His temperature rose to 106° F. and both ear drums had to be opened. We naturally went through a great deal of anxiety. However, he recovered completely. Today is his birthday. He is a source of great joy to us.

I have nothing new to report about myself. There is a great deal of work and there are many things which demand my attention and cause concern. My trip to Mexico, hectic and short as it was, did do me a lot of good and I feel a great deal better than last year at this

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time. I considered seriously coming again to Mexico by rail or air or both at Christmas time, but on more detailed consideration I had to abandon my plans. I want to see all of you again and see father, but in addition to a lot of work other things interfere. Fira, for instance: her financial situation is pretty bad, at times desperate -- but whatever it is at any given moment, it is fundamentally hopeless for it is difficult to see how one can ever make a living by serving a lost cause in the manner her husband has to practice. The psychological atmosphere too is not any too good. Hence, she must go away for a while; this, while psychologically desirable is for her physically impossible. At any rate, she will come to Mexico instead of me, and I hope she will enjoy her trip.

Eugenia's letter was more than appreciated. I do not see, my dear lady, why you should feel so insecure and so depressed. You work hard, you have many friends, you amuse yourself whenever you can -- what reasons have you to be in low spirits? I suspect that you do love to take over onto yourself a number of unnecessary troubles. Bear in mind that you have enough troubles of your own and to become a collector of troubles is easy, but unnecessary and quite foolish. I wonder whether you would not do better by your husband, children, Lord and country and flag, etc. etc., if you made up your mind that you cannot save the world or even the minority of its inhabitants related or unrelated.

My best regards to Vera, Oleg, and the kids. I am collecting a number of things which I shall send soon to El Paso.

My love to all of you.

GREGORY ZILBOORG, M. D.

TEL.CIRCLE 7-3572

November 2, 1932.

Dear James:

This is just a brief note to tell you
how thrilled I am at the possible prospect
that you and Eugenia might come to New York
in January. Please leave nothing undone
and no stone unturned in order to come here.
Please accept our invitation to come. This
means that you will have comfortable quarters
throughout your stay here as our guests.
This will in no way intrude on your privacy.
I look forward to your being here. It will
be the height of the theatre and concert season
and we will have some fun.

Let me know very soon how your plans
progress.

I am very busy with the farm. Ray and
son are quite well.

Love and regards to everybody.

Always,

James M. Zilboorg, Esq.,
Apartado 8 bis,
Mexico D.F.,
Mexico.

December 1, 1932.

Dear James:

I happen to be in the midst of a mass of work, having little time to sleep and a lot to do. Hence just a very brief note to tell you and Eugenia how very sorry we are that you are unable to come over for a couple of weeks. I don't agree with your estimate of the cost of the trip since you will need extremely little money in addition to the fare: you would be properly taken care of while here. If you change your mind let me know.

Will you, in the meantime and immediately, let me know the following:

1. When will Ordoñez and Ereny be in New York? I want to give a party in their honor.

2. I misplaced the El Paso address. Give it to me again and I shall send at once the few things I collected for you and Natalie and Father.

I am enclosing the monthly check for $75.00.

Love to all.

November 7, 1932.

Dear James:

This is just a note to tell you that ever since I heard from you last, Ray and I are full of hopes that Eugenia and you will be able to see your way clear to come for a visit to New York. As I wrote you before, you will have no expense in connection with quarters. Full privacy will be assured you throughout your stay here. You will not interfere with anybody and will be able to entertain your friends without interfering in the least with anybody. You will have two rooms at your disposal independently from everything and everybody.

Do let me hear from you as soon as you can.

Love to everybody.

February 6, 1933.

Dear James:

Thank you for your letter and check. I was very glad that you and Eugenia were able to come to New York and I sincerely hope that you had a good time. Don't bother about those C.O.D.'s. They were duly paid but I do not remember how much it was. As to Eugenia, I am glad that the regime I prescribed worked. Do not tell her, but it happens almost invariably that it works at first, then appears to stop for a while, and the patient reverts to her old trouble for a period -- but if no attention is paid to it, "normalcy" is reestablished again. If and when she does slump, tell her that I warned you about the possibility of such a slump, and that it will pass if she persists in following the routine prescribed.

Although I am sorry to hear about our sister's
petty difficulties, I am not surprised. People in
this universe almost never change, particularly if
they do nothing about changing. Just as Lenin,
Mussolini and Hitler are inevitable, so are inevitable
certain people's patterns of living, doing, and feel-
ing. I, for one, would pay little attention to it
and would not bother. However, I must confess to a
certain degree of irritation, because I believe that
people have been spitting in the well they are drink-
ing from. Relatives and "friends" of all sorts whom

Mr. James M. Zilboorg,
Apartado 8 bis,
Mexico, D.F.,
Mexico.

March 21, 1934.

Dear James:

The spurt of our regular correspondence seems to have died down rather suddenly and again there is a stretch of silence lying between us. This was a hectic and very busy and very cold and very full winter. I finally reached a point of great fatigue and ran off to Bermuda for a few days -- without much good, however, since I am in need of a much longer rest. Hence I am back at work.

Fira tells me that mother has not been well and that her blood pressure is 245. This is, of course, quite a serious situation and may not augur well. I should like to know more about it. The point is that 245 is the systolic pressure. The seriousness of this is aggravated if the diastolic pressure is also high and attenuated if it is lower. The difference between the systolic and the diastolic pressures is called pulse pressure and it is this latter that is more important. A very small pulse pressure is quite dangerous. I should like to know more about mother's condition. Could you inquire from her doctor what her diastolic pressure is? Also, what her general condition is. What is father's reaction to it? I believe we ought to be thinking about these things realistically. I doubt whether anything can be done. This condition is usually due to arteriosclerosis or to kidney disease or to both. Neither are curable at her age and particularly in an intense person of her type. Please write me in detail about the whole situation. I should like to have a practical thought or two about Father and about Bassia, but I have not any.

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I write you all this not because I want to impart
some medical wisdom, but because I think you will see a
little better what to expect if you know what is going on.
As to treatment -- diet rest and rest and diet usually
alleviate the symptoms for a while, but there is really
nothing fundamental and radically salutary to do. The
only hope I nurse is that she will not develop any of the
dragged out types of suffering.

There is nothing to report about my own life. There
is a great deal of work and a number of practical problems
to meet every day. The family grows, develops, and waxes;
so does my place in the country. I shall collect a few
pictures of the place and send them on to you; also some
pictures of the family. I play around with photography
which is quite amusing. I use a Contax (the Zeiss counter-
part of the Leika) and make pretty good enlargements. I
shall send you some of them. Right now I am somewhat
preoccupied because little Nancy is going to the hospital
at the end of this week and she will be operated on. While
I don't anticipate any untoward complications, one can never
be certain about anything in advance and we are naturally a
bit anxious. At any rate, I wish we could get together
and have a talk. Do you think it is at all possible, or
shall we have to arrange to meet one another somewhere
half way: Shall I go to Alaska to meet you while you will
be on your way from Russia?

Best regards to everybody.

Gregory Zilboorg, M. D.

dem 16ten April 1934.

Herr Dr. J. I. Ovadieff,
Metolinie 41,
Desp. 404,
Mexico, D.F., Mexico.

Sehr geehrter Herr Kollege:

Für Ihren ausführlichen Bericht über den Zustand
meiner Mutter biete ich Ihnen mein besten Dank. Ihr
Eindruck dass das symptomatische klinische Bild von hysteri-
schen Reaktionen kompliziert sei, ist zweifellos durch die
ganze psychologische Geschichte bestätigt und ich glaube
sie inner neurotisch zu reagieren zu wissen, so dass sogar
mindere körperliche Beschwörden von ihr mit unsutreffender
Angst inner zusammenknüft wurden. Doch, handelt es sich
wahrscheinlich jetzt um ein allgemeiner Störung des gesamten
Gefässsystems und infolgedessen um eine wichtige Organische
Pathologie.

Dass ich Sie bitten die grossen Gütte zu haben mir von
Zeit zur Zeit zu schreiben so dass ich gennuere Nachrichten
über meine Mutter haben können. Ich weiss doch ohne
Weiteres dass der arterioselerotische Process ist was es ist
und dass die Mediene dieser Pathologie gegenüber nicht ganz
Meßtvoll ist. Wahrscheinlich ist auch die Tinnitus eine
folge der Arterioselerose. Glauben Sie dass vielleicht
dieses Symptom durch die arterioselerotische Störung des
nuclei nervi VIII zu Stande gekommen ist. Jedenfalls,
möchte ich wissen ob Sie irgend andere objective Zeichen
von cerebralen Pathologie schon hat. Diese plötzliche und
tiefe Erabsetzung des Blutdruckes, hat es etwas mit einer
Decompression und Fibrillation zu tun?

Mit besten Dank und kollegialen Grüßen,

Ihr ergebener

GREGORY ZILBOORG, M. D.

TEL.CIRCLE 7-3572

April 18, 1934.

Dear James:

Thanks for the report of the otolaryngologist. It corroborates my diagnostic impression which I expressed in my reply to Dr. Ovadieff. Apparently there is nothing to be done except be patient and not become flustered because the condition of which Mother suffers is tricky and it is never possible to predict what might happen at any time. I am sorry that I am unable to suggest anything constructive and that I must say in the spirit of my medical directness: Mother will never be able to follow any rational regime and therefore I don't believe that she will contribute anything towards prolonging her own life. Her so-called neurotic symptoms are now of secondary importance, because her condition is serious and even in absolutely non-neurotic individuals cardio-vascular trouble of her kind with central (i.e. cerebral) involvement usually they develop emotional upsets, depressive states, tearfulness and great anxiety. In other words, she is entitled to her psychological symptoms.

GREGORY ZILBOORG, M.D.

FOURTEEN EAST 75TH STREET,

NEW YORK, N. Y.

October 10, 1934.

Dear James:

A letter from Bazzle, just received, tells me that she completed her course and that she is all set to get into a business of her own in partnership with a gynecologist. She wants me to send her $500, and right away. Needless to say that having just come from the International Psychoanalytical Congress and having moved to a new office, I am more taxed with expenses than usually, and it is not quite possible to send her the money right away and in full. However, there is another and more serious aspect to the problem. After all, she just graduated and her course was but of two years duration. One cannot learn very much in such a short time and still less does one acquire any real clinical experience while studying. Hence I cannot imagine that her gynecologist wants her for any other reason than to have her financial contribution to his venture. Under these circumstances it becomes very important to know the real nature of this venture. I am a member of the American Medical Association of which the Mexican Medical Association is an affiliate. Being a physician "in good standing" as the official language puts it, I naturally am interested to inquire as to what it is all about. The point is that a gynecologist in practice who wants to go into partnership with a half baked nurse just out of school, might prove to be undertaking something that is not quite straight -- an abortion clinic, for instance. Such a thing while it is in no way subversive from the moral point of view, might create quite a number of complications from the legal side. I cannot imagine how a nurse, no matter how capable, could ally herself commercially with a reputable physician on the basis of equal partnership. It is not done usually and I wonder what it is all about. I wrote to Bazzle -- I hope you will help her to understand my letter -- because it is in English -- and I shall more than appreciate if you will take a look into the matter and let me know what it is all about.

Today is Gregory's birthday. He is a big boy, speaks good English, and is right now much interested in the origin, nature, and meaning of the "'flexions on the ceiling from the sunbeam."

Love to all.

GREGORY ZILBOORG, M. D.,

FOURTEEN EAST 75TH STREET,

NEW YORK, N. Y.

October 22, 1934.

Dear James:

It did us both some good to have a fleeting telephone talk. I
hope Eugenia is recovering rapidly and your concern over her is eased.
As I told you, the operation is an easy and simple one and as a rule
carries with it no bad after effects which even an appendicectomy might
or does.

I will ask my secretary to look up my present status and you will
receive (either enclosed in this letter or a few days later) a check for
$150. This is for your personal use. Moreover, if I remember correctly
you just had or are about to have a birthday. Take it as a birthday
present.

Write me as soon as you can and let me know how Eugenia is and how
things are in general. As I wrote you, this business of Bassia's sounds
to me like a very stupid and shady venture; moreover, I cannot afford to
send her any amount of money.

Speaking of money, let us arrange the following: from now on I shall
be sending you for the parents $100. Instead of $75, thus releasing you of
having to pay them $25. a month regularly. You may give them occasionally
a little money if you have it or want to give it, but as a regular thing
I believe you should cross it out of your obligations.

Best wishes to you all and please, if you can straighten out this
Bassia business in some way, do so. What she should do now is to find
work for which she would be paid regularly instead of going into business.
Business means responsibility and expenses, neither of which she can face,
while work means some sort of an income.

October 24, 1934.

Dr. Gregory Zilboorg,
14 East 75th Street,
New York, N. Y.

Dear Gregory:

Please accept my apologies for writing only this hasty acknowledgement of your letters of the 16th and 18th, which I have been carrying around in my pocket now for several days. I shall try to write you tomorrow from Tampico, where I hope to have a little spare and quiet time. In the meantime, I want to recommend you a very distinguished visitor to New York.

The man's name is Ernest Ansermet. He is a Swiss
Conductor of considerable fame and has just completed a se-
ries of concerts with a local Symphony as Guest Conductor.
We had the pleasure of meeting him through our friends here,
and I told him that if you can spare the time you will be glad
to meet him. He is under Judson's manager and, I believe, will
conduct only once and I even do not know which of the orchest-
tras. He doesn't seem to have any personal acquaintances in
New York.

Ansermet is a charming person and evidently one of
great intelligence. I have heard it said of him that he is
considered the second of a group of the only four persons whom
Einstein considers as capable to understand his obstruse theo-
ries. Ansermet's language is French, but he speaks quite well
German and also English and Spanish. If you can arrange to
spend an evening with Ansermet, I am sure both you and Ray and
he will enjoy it. He will probably not remember my name or
face because our meetings were always at large receptions.

Sincerely,

GREGORY ZILBOORG, M. D.,

FOURTEEN EAST 75TH STREET,

NEW YORK, N. Y.

November 2, 1934.

Dear James:

One of the most characteristic things about your letter that reached me this morning is your silence about Eugenia and her post-operative condition. How is she?

You are quite right in everything you said about our sister's new
venturous fantasy. To all other considerations, one should add one more
thing which is probably the most important of all, but not being a medical
man you naturally did not think about it: gynecological business, particular-
ly abortions, is a very delicate affair. Infections -- every serious ones --
frequently fatal ones -- are almost inevitable in any clinic hospital where
inexperienced people work. It requires extreme care, great experience, and
real and constant watchfulness to do a clean job. Well, if Bassia were a
genius and Ovadiev a medical God, they could not prevent any infections
unless they had a good, solid, and highly experienced staff. Twenty-two
or even twelve beds is an enormous affair. If three out of twelve happen
to run a fever and immediate attention is needed, and the chief doctor
happens to be out on a private case, the patient will go from bad to worse
and will probably die. A mortality of a certain rate exists naturally in
every hospital, but if the mortality rate is high (and it will have to be
high under the circumstances), the whole venture will become a frightful
flop even if, when, and as it might be running extremely well commercially,
and particularly commercially, because the more successful commercially such
a "hospital" venture is the shorter the road to jail.

This is the reason why I really thought that the whole thing is quite
shady and stupid. As a medical man I must be quite severe in such matters.
Anyone who has anything to do with sick people, must first be ready to work --
work day and night, work hard and work seriously. The financial reward
for such work always comes -- perhaps never a very great reward -- but it
comes. On the other hand, anyone who looks into a throat and sees a
dollar and not a pair of tonsils, will get the dollar perhaps but will let
the patient bleed to death.

If Bassia were a physician just out of school, I would have judged
her even more severely, but being just a graduate nurse and moreover of a
non-graduate school -- she cannot expect me to respect her new plan. Medical
people and their assistants (nurses) make a living by treating people but as
soon as they insist on treating people in order to make a living they are no
good.

At any rate I am not going to participate in this venture directly or
indirectly. If this venture were "clean", it would require not less than
fifteen to twenty thousand dollars capital assured before the money is
"squeezed" out of patients. Hence it is a white elephant.

As to our coming over to Mexico: While I am very eager to come and
to show my children to the parents, I don't think it can be done. To go
by rail, would be extremely complicated. It is almost impossible to keep
two very active children locked up for five days and five nights in a
Pullman car. A boat would be different, but since there are no decent
boats now we shall have to wait.

Best regards to everybody.

GREGORY ZILBOORG, M. D.

14 EAST SEVENTY-FIFTH STREET
NEW YORK CITY

BUTTERFIELD
8-8181

February 23, 1935.

Dear James:

Thanks for your note. I was glad to hear from you that you received the photographs of the children and that you like them. Could you write me a real good letter? I am rather eager to know how things are or are not.

My lectures at Johns Hopkins were completed Thursday night and I came back from Baltimore yesterday morning. The lectures will appear in book form within four or five weeks and I shall send you a copy as soon as the book is out; a second book -- a more voluminous one (about 800 pages) -- will go to the printer towards the end of the summer. It will be a History of Medical Psychology from primitive races to Freud. And so one works. Ray is away in the West Indies; she has been away a week and is not to return for another two weeks. We sort of agreed to cooperate fully in our common endeavors: I am very tired; hence she went to have a rest for me since I have not the time to do it myself.

Regards to everybody.

BUTTERFIELD
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GREGORY ZILBOORG, M. D.

June 26, 1935.

Apartado 8 bis,
Mexico, D. F.,
Mexico.

Dear James,

A check for fifty dollars was sent to your bank at El Paso. It is for mother. Would you mind telling her that this is a contribution towards her trip to some place she wanted to visit?

Summer crept in imperceptibly and it will go out probably just as unnoticed. I don't think I will be able to take any extended holiday this summer, but I look forward to some rest in the fall. There are some vague plans for next spring. The American Psychiatric Association will meet in 1936 (May) in St. Louis and I am playing with the idea of going from there to Mexico. Should the automobile road to Mexico City be finished by that time, I might drive over -- we shall see.

My family continues to grow -- not in size, but in corporeal substance. My bovine family grows in both ways -- I have several cows now. Also, a book coming out soon. In other words, when I fail in my productivity my cows and the printer compensate me for my deficiencies.

Best regards to everybody,

BUTTERFIELD
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GREGORY ZILBOORG, M. D.

October 21, 1935.

Dear James:

Your letter inquiring about the check
arrived after I received the notice from the
El Paso bank that the check had reached its
destination.

Some time very soon I shall have enough
leisure to write you a more detailed letter.
In the meantime I should suggest that you
should not be concerned about my continuing to
send money to the parents. I shall go on as
before and the old folks have no other consola-
tion now than the security that they are supported
regularly.

Best wishes.

November 11th, 1935.

Dear Gregory:

We are here delighted with the news that you
are coming down. I shall most certainly enjoy lots
of talking with you and only hope that we shall not
have to do it "on the fly". Leisurely conversation
is an art I always craved and never had much of.

Your wishes as to no fuss about your arrival
will, of course, be cheerfully fulfilled. Even more, shall
make no plans for you until you come, so as not to cross
your own.

The first, as well as any other evening that
you wish, will be yours in any way, shape or manner that
you like it. I rather believe that the family evening
should preferably be arranged in our house, because
the old folks' apartment is badly delaité. Since
sister left, mother lost all interest in keeping it up.
Of course, you also have the choice of having us all
get together at Bassia's.

Assuming your incoming itinerary fixed, I shall
try to meet you somewhere before Mexico City, but in
any event shall meet you on arrival. Your arrangement
for a Grace Line return home is splendid, but I would
recommend that you leave open your trip from Mexico City
to Mazatlán. The trains are none too comfortable, the
road long and tedious. An air flight, however, is most
comfortable and the scenery is beautiful. So leave this
open.

If there is anything you want me to prepare or
do for you before you come, please telegraph or phone -
L-9325.

Greetings to family. Evidently they remain
home, which Genichka and I sincerely regret.

Easta la vista

February 12th, 1936.

Dear Gregory:

It would be difficult for me to write you and
express properly the feelings with which I read your letter.
You have stated in very clear terms how you feel about
the house question and towards me personally in such
moving terms, that one would have to be very stupid and
ungrateful not to agree and accept. And so I do and can
assure you that I cheerfully discard what you call
remnants of old psychology, even though I feel that
other points of approach to the same problem could be
made and would be justifiable. However, we are not
discussing any theoretical problem and are not interested
in theoretical solutions. And so, permit me to state
that, while I cannot but deeply appreciate your
disposition towards me, I also look at this question
from a practical point of view of the relative convenience
and inconveniences of the existing arrangement.

For example, regarding rent. This has been paid,
as you will recall, for three months, one of the payments
remaining as deposit. Therefore, the fourth payment is
due on the 15th of this month, and unless it is in the
mail at this writing, you have probably overlooked sending
it. I can manage, of course, for the time being, but you
will surely appreciate that it creates an embarrassing
situation when one has to "manage" such a simple problem
and when the possibility or danger exists that it may
have to be "managed" every month. Such a state of affairs
or reminders on my part to you would surely be contrary to
both your liking as well as mine.

As to the house building, you can rest assured
that it is furthest from my mind to create any embarrassing
situations for you. If such be the case, I would much
rather not have it built at all, and certainly would not
care to rush you into it unduly. However, the desirability
of building at an early date, or at least acquiring the lot,
is considerable and is only due in a small part to the
present real estate boom in Mexico. To a much greater
degree is this desirability indicated by the fact that
business conditions are so unstable, that it becomes both
necessary to do something to secure oneself at least in
part, and at the same time impossible to do so in any safe
manner except building a house in which one can at least
exist. In other words, a house seems under the present
conditions the only safe method of using money - provided
it is available, of course.

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For some time past, and especially since my
return to Mexico, I have been giving consideration to some
side line which would assist in some measure in the
growing burden of expenses. Acting as engineering
consultant or branching out into some industrial venture
were the natural lines investigated, but both need some
capital and no capital investment has the least security
in Mexico. Speculative and shop-keeping propensities were
never my strong line. Oleg's mining projects are thinning
out as they are being investigated. So here again, what
with inflation in U.S. and insecurity for money in Mexico,
house building seems the only thing to do.

Another point is this matter of ratio of
exchange between U.S. and Mexican currency. As you know,
it has been for some time past held at 3.60. This was
done through entirely artificial Government manipulations,
and as their ways are quite mysterious, it is impossible to
predict for how long a time this rate of exchange may be
maintained. There have been strong indications with all
seemance of practical possibility, that the exchange
might be dropped to 3:1 almost at any time. Supposing
this occurs, any estimate of cost would have to undergo
serious revisions. For example, the house and lot may
cost $40,000.00 Mex. Cy. To-day this is just a shade
over $11,000.00 U.S.Cy. With an exchange rate of 3:1,
it would immediately become more than $13,000.00 U.S.Cy.,
or an increase of 20%. Such a loss it would surely be
desirable to avoid.

I am giving you all the above thoughts on the
matter merely for information. Please understand that
the delay in the house project does not make me at all
unhappy, as long as I have your assurances in the terms
which I so much appreciate.

I hope everybody is well in the house and that
we will soon hear from you or Ray. When you write, don't
forget to tell me how your Suicide Committee progresses
and also do not forget to send me the enlargements of the
several negatives I left with you.

With very sincere regards and again thanking
you very warmly for your letter,

As ever

BUTTERFIELD
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GREGORY ZILBOORG, M. D.

May 12, 1936.

Dear James:

No, my friend, there is nothing untoward to report and my silence is primarily due to my extreme preoccupation with a number of things which fill my day and which unfortunately remain unaccomplished. Despite the fact that I took a holiday in Mexico early in the winter and another one in the West late in the winter, this has been one of the most difficult seasons in my life: general fatigue and a sense of slipping -- yet I am not able to shorten my schedule or eliminate the things to be done. Hence I am laboring under a severe sense of dissatisfaction with things as they have been, are, or going to be. You will easily see that under the circumstances there is really nothing to write about.

I am just back from the meeting of the American Psychiatric Association which was held in St. Louis and the weather is getting warmer and warmer. It looks as if I am not going to take any holiday this summer and hope against hope that I shall have finished a few things that I have to do before Christmas and then take off several weeks in December - January. Possibly Mexico again.

In the meantime there is nothing new to report. I have been so busy that I did not even have time to print any of the pictures I took in Mexico.

How is your family? Write me and tell me how you all are and cheer me up a bit.

As always,

BUTTERFIELD
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GREGORY ZILBOORG, M. D.

May 1, 1936.

Dear James:

Before leaving last night for St. Louis where he is going to attend the meetings of the American Psychiatric Association, Gregory asked me to send you a check for two hundred dollars. I therefore sent a check for three hundred -- one hundred for your parents -- to the State National Bank at El Paso. Gregory would have written but he was up to his neck in work until the last minute.

I hope this finds you and your family well. Give my best regards to them all.

May 28th, 1936.

Dear Gregory:

This time it is my turn to apologize for
this belated acknowledgement of yours of the 12th. I am
very sorry to note the cheerlessness which you seem to
feel and hope that it has passed soon after you wrote
to me. It would indeed be difficult for me to be
cheering you up from this distance, considering the time
it takes to say anything to each other. That your work
has been heavy and strenuous is no novelty. It seems
to me that by now you should have become so used to it,
that it would make little difference in your disposition.
When I think of your work, my sympathy for you in being
over-worked goes away into the background when I think
of the compensations you have in the creative efforts
and in the wonderful accomplishments that you have
almost daily. It seems to me that every patient you
have is an accomplishment on your part and the work
that you are presumably doing now in connection with
your committee on suicides should be so absorbing in
itself that it should hardly give cause for losing
cheer. The fact that you cannot do all that you
attempt is, of course, natural, because you have
always been attempting about five times as much as I
always thought was humanly possible. The only remedy
for that is simply to take the philosophical attitude
and I certainly hate to think of your not being able
to do so, because I know that you always can. Just
take a few nights of good sleep and your philosophical
serenity will no doubt return.

Your tentative promise of another visit to
Mexico is greeted most heartily by every one in the
family. Pray do it, and bring Ray with you this time.
If you can bring the children, still better. Remember
that this time it will not be necessary at all for you
to stop in a hotel. The house we are living in now
is so big that we have ample space. Vera and Oleg
will move into their own apartment within a week or so.
Then we shall have two rooms and a bath in between that
would be free entirely for you, assuring you full
privacy and such comfort as we may be able to arrange for
you. You understand that this will be no effort on our
part and will be an enormous amount of pleasure for us.
The kids would be delighted to see you again and parti-
cularly to make the acquaintance of Ray and the children.
Last March, a few days before Lydochka's birthday, she

was asking me whether there was time for Nancy and Gregory
to come to her party if we advised them immediately. She
was bitterly disappointed when they did not come.

Everybody in the house is well and sends
greetings.

BUTTERFIELD
8-8181

GREGORY ZILBOORG, M. D.

June 30, 1936.

My dear James:

Many thanks for your telegram. I am glad to
have the information but I decided not to do anything
about it because the prices are entirely too high and
I can well forego the pleasure of having the new
contax equipment.

How are you and the family? I think I told you
that I am pressed by an unusual amount of work and
should be more than happy to see the winter come and
with it a holiday somewhere in the South. The family
is on the farm. The children are growing and are
an ever revealing source of pleasure. My History of
Psychiatry on which I have been working for about nine
years is nearing completion and I am busy finishing it
in the hope that the manuscript will be in the hands
of the printer early in the winter.

Did I tell you to watch for the August or September
issue of The Atlantic Monthly in which there will
appear one of my articles? It will be entitled:
Aggression -- Savage and Domesticated.

Love to you all.

August 5, 1936.

Dear James:

You will have received by now the check for three hundred dollars, $200. of which is to cover the extra rent for the next few months. I hope I have been punctual in this matter and have not caused you any inconvenience. I lost my count somewhat and don't know whether or not I have sent enough. I shall appreciate it if you will let me know how much more I owe you to cover the needs for the first year.

It was my fondest hope that Ray and I would come to Mexico late this Fall, but unfortunately the Lord and other circumstances ordained to the contrary. However, Ray will probably go alone some time in February perhaps. I shall have to stay home then, but you need not be sorry for me because among the vicissitudes of my life there is a six weeks' trip to Brazil, Argentine, Chile and Peru. That is why I shall have to miss Mexico this year. I read in the papers the other day that your Taxco bandits resumed their activities. They tried their art on a United States Senator. How do they progress in their unworthy endeavors?

The children and Ray are well. Gregory and Nancy are growing fast and are a source of delight to all of us, as are a couple of young heifers and a five months old bull. It is the height of the season on the farm; we eat fresh eggs, fresh eggplant, young ducks, and squabs; the poor eunuchs, officially called capons, are growing, as do the apples but neither are ripe yet. The dogs are successfully hunting for wood-chucks which are as big as raccoons, and the humming birds feed on the honey of the gladiolia which just opened into full bloom. As you see, it is a very busy life, particularly when Gregory gets into the lake, one of the dogs following him, and shouts: "Did you see how I dived?"!

No news, of course, except the Mexican Power strike and the Spanish revolution. Otherwise everything is quiet, dull, stupid, bland, and provincial in this greatest of all great presidential campaigns.

As to myself, I have truly nothing to report. I am working a great deal and go home week-ends and look forward to my holiday in South America. My views on the essential condition of the universe have not undergone any serious change nor has my disgust.

Regards to all.

September 5th, 1936.

Dear Gregory!

"Things" are beginning to happen again and I return to the bad habits in which you had me trained - to writing you a but it. This may turn out a bit long, so get yourself armed with patience.

Lately I have been working very hard on a serious engineering investigation for the Company, such as have become somewhat a rarity in recent years. The general policy has rather been that of watchful waiting and doing nothing. The situation has been - and still is - such as to discourage great activities for any large businesses, and especially so for public utilities. And so I have been devoting a great deal of time and effort to an interesting piece of work, - in the final analysis, of course, more interesting to my employers than to me. Be that as it may, the work is completed as far as I could take care of it, and as a sign of appreciation (?) I was told the other day that my department has to be absorbed by another. So far I am assured that it means no change in my salary or position, but I have grave doubts as to the value of these assurances. And apart from that, the change places me under the management of a person under whom I may find it most difficult, if not impossible, to work. So I cannot but view my position as highly precarious and most likely very temporary.

I confess to feeling a bit of discomfort. During the last three years or so, foolishly perhaps, I have fallen into the belief that the small group of American engineers of whom I am a part, has proved itself valuable to the Company even in these days of distress and that, since we cannot be replaced on account of the ruling immigration laws, we are fairly secure in our respective positions, as long as our loyalty and assiduity remain unquestioned. Evidently there was an error in my reasoning, and this is rather annoying. Life might begin at 40, but errors in reasoning committed when past 40 are usually most expensive and disconcerting.

It was this silly sense of relative security that permitted me to dream about building a house in Mexico and to take meanwhile a rather huge establishment, that has proved quite expensive to maintain. I am glad we did not go through with our scheme, it would have been a heavy obstacle to mobility. I am not certain whether it is wise to move - and, if so, where? - or just to sit tight, only to find myself in a worse predicament of uncertainty a year later. If I am careful and swallow my

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pride (as other colleagues had to do in the last couple of years), the situation may drag out for months and then, if I am finally kicked out, by law I would be entitled to some compensation, which may carry me over for a few months. And then what? If I am not careful and lose patience, I would have to resign without compensation. In such case I would be out "on a limb" a little sooner, with the only consolation that I would be accompanied by suppressed sighs of relief and expressed assurances of the utmost friendship. Whether the latter would have any practical value or not is highly problematic. Of course, there may be even here some error in my reasoning, although I doubt it. May be if I decidedly state that I do not care to accept the de-motion and would rather resign, my resignation would not be accepted! This is altogether improbable.

The worse part about my case is that I have virtually nothing to fall back upon. The little business I am interested in has absorbed a few pesos of my miniature capital, yielded nothing so far and promises less for the future. It would probably be foolish to fall in despair and leave Mexico, because the outlook in the States may be no brighter than it is here. Looking for new connections with foreign corporations here is a somewhat delicate affair. I have never had occasion to look and would have to do it quite discreetly. In any event, chances of connecting with something that would yield anything near my present income are scaree in Mexico. South America? May be, and this is another reason for my trying to obtain the assignment to go to New York, which is the only place where one can have the necessary contacts. While there I may check up on possibilities of remaining in the States altogether. That would have one certain advantage - the children's education would be easier to take care of. And then, also, things are so topsy-turty in this crazy world, that the States may yet remain the place where one has more reasonable chances of existing under some sort of normalcy. If this should become impossible too, the States are as good a place as any to go home from.

As I write and continue thinking, I feel more and more that my accumulated training and experience should be of value to some organization in the States. The United States does not seem to be in any particular danger of going under yet and the electric development promises to take a substantial swing upward in the near future.