THE LAMP OF PSYCHE

By Edith Wharton

Julian II

Renee

ELIA CORBETT was too happy; her happiness frightened her. Not on the theological grounds, however; she was sure that people had a right to be happy; but she was equally sure that it was a right seldom recognized by destiny. And her happiness almost touched the confines of pain—it bordered on that sharp ecstacy which she had known, through one sleepless night after another, when what had now become a reality had haunted her as an unattainable longing.

Delia Corbett was not in the habit of using what the French call «emotions» in the rendering of her own emotions; she took herself, as a rule, rather flippantly, with a dash of contemptuous pity. But she felt that she had now entered upon a phase of existence wherein it became her to pay herself an almost reverential regard. Love had set his golden crown upon her forehead, and the office allotted her subdued her doubting heart. To her had been given the one portion denied to all other women—the immense, the unapproachable privilege of becoming Laurence Corbett's wife.

Here she burst out laughing at the sound of her own thoughts, and rising from her seat walked across the drawing-room and looked at herself in the mirror above the mantel-piece. She was past thirty and had never been very pretty; but she knew herself to be capable of loving her husband better and pleasing him longer than any other woman in the world. She was not afraid of rivals; he and she had seen each other's souls.

She turned away, smiling carelessly at her insignificant reflection, and went back to her arm-chair near the balcony. The room in which she sat was very beautiful; it pleased Corbett to make all his surroundings beautiful. It was

the drawing-room of his hotel in Paris, and the balcony near which his wife sat overlooked a small bosky garden framed in ivied walls, with a mouldering terracotta statue in the centre of its cup-shaped lawn. They had now been married some two months, and, after travelling for several weeks, had both desired to return to Paris; Corbett, because he was really happier there than elsewhere, Delia because she passionately longed to enter as a wife the house where she had so often come and gone as a guest. How she used to find herself dreaming in the midst of one of Corbett's delightful dinners (to which she and her husband were continually being summoned) of a day when she might sit at the same table, but facing its master, a day when no carriage should wait to whirl her away from the brightly-lit porte-cochère, and when, after the guests had gone, he and she should be left alone in his library, and she might sit down beside him and put her hand in his! The high-minded reader may infer from this that I am presenting him, in the person of Delia Corbett, with a heroine whom he would not like his wife to meet; but how many of us could face each other in the calm consciousness of moral rectitude if our inmost desire were not hidden under a convenient garb of lawful observance?

Delia Corbett, as Delia Benson, had been a very good wife to her first husband; some people (Corbett among them) had even thought her laxly tolerant of "poor Benson's" weaknesses. But then she knew her own, and it is admitted that nothing goes so far toward making us blink the foibles of others as the wish to have them extend a like mercy to ourselves. Not that Delia's foibles were of a tangible nature; they belonged to the order which escapes analysis by the coarse process of our social standards. Perhaps their very immateriality, the consciousness that she could never be brought to book

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creeping about the stiff deformity of
this building or softening the angular
lines of that, and the very breeze flut-
ters the dignified air of the place;
those isolated buildings, each in itself
so awkward and plain, with the wide
openings between, through which the
breezes and the sunshine play—subtly
they present themselves to him like a
slowly making picture of a past, a
puritan past, with its rigidity, its scorn
of beauty, its clean correctness and in-
tegrity of life. The wide spaces, the
uncompromising architecture of the
halls, are an incarnation of New Eng-
land, softened now by time and its as-
sociations. And this sense of a fine
New England past grows richer as he
wanders up Brattle Street or Kirkland
Street, that have seen so much which
has had distinction in our America.
Emerson, and Lowell, and Longfellow
—the inadequate but just expression
of our early life—all those and many
others have left a benediction to Cam-
bridge. Surely nowhere else on our
continent is life so precious in its past
possessions and subtle influences, as just
here in this cluster of puritan buildings,
in this fresh air that comes in from the
sea.

And if it be his good fortune to take
up his home there, to live that life for
four or perhaps seven years, he will
find that the place is not merely of the
past: it has to-day a very definite life
of its own. If he is carefully conscious
of it all, he will note that this definite
ideal of life, made of tradition and sure
innovation, is moulding him inevitably,
has moulded him irrevocably. If he has
given himself up to it freely, he will
leave it all with a sad home sickness, a
regret of going away and leaving him-
self. His critics will say that his train-
ing has been snobbish, that he belongs
to a class, that he is "indifferent" (let
us hope that he is to cheap affairs!),
that he is not American—whatever that
may be. And if he is frank with him-
self, he will own a part of this impeach-
ment, but not as an impeachment. What
has been valuable in his past training
is not so much any one piece of work,
any one great scholar's influence, as the
spirit of the place, its standards of work,
its ideals of excellence—in short, its

aristocratic bearing. In so far as he
has absorbed that intolerant love for
the most excellent and but one excel-
lence, he has come out a Harvard man.

We meet a new order of things at
Chicago. It is not my purpose to con-
trast the worth of the two ideals of life,
or to judge them; indeed, I have said
that Chicago resembles Harvard, para-
doxical as it is, in many vital respects.
The complete intellectual, unsectarian
independence in spirit is the same at
Chicago as at Cambridge; the desire
for high standards in scholarship is the
same; the manliness and maturity of
the students, born of great freedom, re-
sembles the Harvard way of life. The
multitudinous subjects and teachers are
characteristic of all large universities.
The one fact that at Chicago profes-
sionalism in athletics is absolutely un-
known, although the Western colleges
have not outgrown the habit of buying
success if possible, places the new uni-
versity with its older sister.

But at the University of Chicago the
student graduates as a person, not as
a member of a class. His work and
student life are individual from the
very first. He enters the university
when he pleases; he graduates when
he pleases. His course has been indi-
vidual and democratic. The conventions
of an old society, the ambitions of a
select set, do not trouble him. He has
had great freedom, great opportunities,
and the stimulus of an eager, emulous
life. He goes away certainly not with-
out some insight into what learning and
scholarship mean, but without class loy-
alties, without the intimate personal
life so dear to us who have had it.

We look to a new order of things in
learning, as in national and social life.
In that new life, one fancies, the dom-
inating forces will be traditionless.
The uninterrupted appreciation of in-
tellectual goods will no longer be true.
The subjects taught will increase with-
out number, and the most catholic
means of estimation or valuation will
be employed. Our new student will be
contemptuous of mere culture, of any-
thing that derives its respect from the
past alone; he will despise forms and
ceremonies, but he will be powerful
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for them before any human tribunal,
made her the more restive under their
weight; for she was of a nature to pre-
fer buying her happiness to stealing it.
But her rising scruples were perpetu-
ally being allayed by some fresh indis-
cretion of Benson's, to which she sub-
mitted with an undeviating amiability
which flung her into the opposite ex-
treme of wondering if she didn't real-
ly influence him to do wrong—if she
mightn't help him to do better. All
these psychological subtleties exerted,
however, no influence over her conduct
which, since the day of her marriage,
had been a model of delicate circum-
spection. It was only necessary to look
at Benson to see that the most eager re-
former could have done little to improve
him. In the first place he must have
encountered the initial difficulty, most
disheartening to reformers, of making
his neophyte distinguish between right
and wrong. Undoubtedly it was within
the measure even of Benson's primitive
perceptions to recognize that some ac-
tions were permissible and others were
not; but his sole means of classifying
them was to try both, and then deny
having committed those of which his
wife disapproved. Delia had once
owned a poodle who greatly desired
to sleep on a white fur rug which she
destined to other uses. She and the
poodle disagreed on the subject, and
the latter, though submitting to her
authority (when reinforced by a whip),
could never be made to see the justice
of her demand, and consequently (as
the rug frequently revealed) never
missed an opportunity of evading it
when her back was turned. Her hus-
band often reminded her of the poodle,
and, not having a whip or its moral
equivalent to control him with, she had
long since resigned herself to seeing
him smudge the whiteness of her early
illusions. The worst of it was that her
resignation was such a cheap virtue.
She had to be perpetually rousing her-
self to a sense of Benson's enormities;
through the ever-lengthening perspec-
tive of her indifference they looked as
small as the details of a landscape seen
through the wrong end of a telescope.
Now and then she tried to remind her-
self that she had married him for love;

but she was well aware that the senti-
ment she had once entertained for him
had nothing in common with the state
of mind which the words now repre-
sented to her; and this naturally dimin-
ished the force of the argument. She
had married him at nineteen, because
he had beautiful blue eyes and always
wore a gardenia in his coat; really, as
far as she could remember, these con-
siderations had been the determining
factors in her choice. Delia as a child
(her parents were since dead) had been
a much-indulged daughter, with a lib-
eral allowance of pocket-money, and
permission to spend it unquestioned
and unadvised. Subsequently, she
used sometimes to look, in a critical
humor, at the various articles which
she had purchased in her teens; futile
chains and lockets, valueless china
knick-knacks, and poor engravings of
sentimental pictures. These, as a chas-
tisement to her taste, she religiously
preserved; and they often made her
think of Benson. No one, she could
not but reflect, would have blamed her
if, with the acquirement of a fuller dis-
crimination, she had thrown them all
out of the window and replaced them
by some object of permanent merit;
but she was expected not only to keep
Benson for life, but to conceal the fact
that her taste had long since discarded
him.

It could hardly be expected that a
woman who reasoned so dispassionately
about her mistakes should attempt to
deceive herself about her preferences.
Corbett personified all those finer amen-
ities of mind and manners which may
convert the mere act of being into a
beneficent career; to Delia he seemed
the most admirable man she had ever
met, and she would have thought it dis-
loyal to her best aspirations not to ad-
mire him. But she did not attempt to
palate her warmer feeling under the
mask of a plausible esteem; she knew
that she loved him, and scorned to dis-
avow that also. So well, however, did
she keep her secret that Corbett him-
self never suspected it until her hus-
band's death freed her from the obliga-
tion of concealment. Then, indeed, she
gloried in its confession; and after
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two months of marriage, she was still
under the spell of that moment of ex-
quisite avowal.

She was reliving it now, as she often
did in the rare hours which separated
her from her husband; when presently
she heard his step on the stairs, and
started up with the blush of eighteen.
As she walked across the room to meet
him she asked herself perversely (she
was given to such obliqueness of self-
scrutiny) if to a dispassionate eye he
would appear as complete, as supreme-
ly well-equipped as she beheld him, or
if she walked in a cloud of delusion,
dense as the god-concealing mist of
Homer. But whenever she put this
question to herself, Corbett's appear-
ance instantly relegated it to the limbo
of solved enigmas; he was so obviously
admirable that she wondered that peo-
ple didn't stop her in the street to at-
test her good fortune.

As he came forward now, this renew-
al of satisfaction was so strong in her
that she felt an impulse to seize him
and assure herself of his reality; he was
so perilously like the phantasms of joy
which had mocked her dissatisfied past.
But his coat-sleeve was convincingly
tangible; and, pinching it, she felt the
muscles beneath.

"What—all alone?" he said, smiling
back her welcome.

"No, I wasn't—I was with you!" she
exclaimed; then fearing to appear fat-
uous, added, with a slight shrug, "Don't
be alarmed—it won't last."

"That's what frightens me," he an-
swered, gravely.

"Precisely," she laughed, "and I
shall take good care not to reassure
you!"

They stood face to face for a mo-
ment, reading in each other's eyes the
completeness of their communion; then
he broke the silence by saying, "By
the way, I'd forgotten; here's a letter
for you."

She took it unregardingly, her eyes
still deep in his; but as her glance
turned to the envelope she uttered a
note of pleasure.

"Oh, now nice—it's from your only
rival!"

"Your Aunt Mary?"

She nodded. "I haven't heard from

her in a month—and I'm afraid I
haven't written to her either. You
don't know how many beneficent inten-
tions of mine you divert from their
proper channels."

"But your Aunt Mary has had you
all your life—I've only had you two
months," he objected.

Delia was still contemplating the let-
ter with a smile. "Dear thing!" she
murmured. "I wonder when I shall
see her?"

"Write and ask her to come and
spend the winter with us."

"What—and leave Boston, and her
kindergartens, and associated charities,
and symphony concerts, and debating
clubs? You don't know Aunt Mary!"

"No, I don't. It seems so incongru-
ous that you should adore such a bun-
dle of pedantries."

"I forgive that, because you've never
seen her. How I wish you could!"

He stood looking down at her with
the all-promising smile of the happy
lover. "Well, if she won't come to us
we'll go to her."

"Laurence—and leave this!"

"It will keep—we'll come back to it.
My dear girl, don't beam so; you make
me feel as if you hadn't been happy un-
til now."

"No—but it's your thinking of it!"

"I'll do more than think; I'll act;
I'll take you to Boston to see your Aunt
Mary."

"Oh, Laurence, you'd hate doing it."

"Not doing it together."

She laid her hand for a moment on
his. "What a difference that does
make in things!" she said, as she broke
the seal of the letter.

"Well, I'll leave you to commute
with Aunt Mary. When you've done,
come and find me in the library."

Delia sat down joyfully to the peru-
sal of her letter, but as her eye travelled
over the closely written pages her grati-
fied expression turned to one of grow-
ing concern; and presently, thrusting
it back into the envelope, she followed
her husband to the library. It was a
charming room, and singularly indica-
tive, to her fancy, of its occupant's char-
acter; the expanse of harmonious bind-
ings, the fruity bloom of Renaissance
bronzes, and the imprisoned sunlight

["THE LAMP OF PSYCHE", "421", "of two or three old pictures fitly epitomizing the delicate ramifications of her husband's taste. But now her glance lingered less appreciatively than usual on the warm tones and fine lines which formed so expressive a background for Corbett's factitious figure.", "\"Aunt Mary has been ill—I'm afraid she's been seriously ill,\" she announced as he rose to receive her. \"She fell in coming down-stairs from one of her tenement-house inspections, and it brought on water on the knee. She's been laid up ever since—some three or four weeks now. I'm afraid it's rather bad at her age; and I don't know how she will resign herself to keeping quiet.\"", "\"I'm very sorry,\" said Corbett, sympathetically; \"but water on the knee isn't dangerous, you know.\"", "\"No — but the doctor says she mustn't go out for weeks and weeks; and that will drive her mad. She'll think the universe has come to a standstill.\"", "\"She'll find it hasn't,\" suggested Corbett, with a smile which took the edge from his comment.", "\"Ah, but such discoveries hurt—especially if one makes them late in life!\"", "Corbett stood looking affectionately at his wife.", "\"How long is it,\" he asked, \"since you have seen your Aunt Mary?\"", "\"I think it must be two years. Yes, just two years; you know I went home on business after—" She stopped; they never alluded to her first marriage.", "Corbett took her hand. \"Well,\" he declared, glancing rather wistfully at the Paris Bordone above the mantelpiece, \"we'll sail next month and pay her a little visit.\"", "Julian", "It was really making an immense concession in going to America at that season; he disliked the prospect at all times, but just as his hotel in Paris had reopened its luxurious arms to him for the winter the thought of departure was peculiarly distasteful.", "Delia knew it, and winced under the enormity of the sacrifice which he had imposed upon himself; but he bore the burden so lightly, and so smilingly derided her impulse to magnify the heroism of his conduct, that she gradually yielded to the undisturbed enjoyment of her anticipations. She was really very glad to be returning to Boston as Corbett's wife; her occasional appearances there as Mrs. Benson had been so eminently unsatisfactory to herself and her relatives that she naturally desired to efface them by so triumphal a reentry. She had passed so great a part of her own life in Europe that she viewed with a secret leniency Corbett's indifference to his native land; but though she did not mind his not caring for his country she was intensely anxious that his country should care for him. He was a New Yorker, and entirely unknown, save by name, to her little circle of friends and relatives in Boston; but she reflected, with tranquil satisfaction, that, if he were cosmopolitan enough for Fifth Avenue, he was also cultured enough for Beacon Street. She was not so confident of his being altruistic enough for Aunt Mary; but Aunt Mary's appreciations covered so wide a range that there seemed small doubt of his coming under the head of one of her manifold enthusiasms.", "Altogether Delia's anticipations grew steadily rosier with the approach to Sandy Hook; and to her confident eye the Statue of Liberty, as they passed under it in the red brilliance of a winter sunrise, seemed to look down upon Corbett with her Aunt Mary's most approving smile.", "Delia's Aunt Mary—known from the Back Bay to the South End as Mrs. Mason Hayne—had been the chief formative influence of her niece's youth. Delia, after the death of her parents, had even spent two years under Mrs. Hayne's roof, in direct contact with all her apostolic ardors, her inflammatory zeal for righteousness in everything from baking-powder to municipal government; and though the girl never felt any inclination to interpret her aunt's influence in action, it was potent in modifying her judgment of herself and others. Her parents had been in-"]

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curably frivolous, Mrs. Hayne was in-
curably serious, and Delia, by some un-
conscious powers of selection, tended
to frivolity of conduct, corrected by
seriousness of thought. She would
have shrunk from the life of unadorned
activity, the unsmiling pursuit of Pur-
poses with a capital letter, to which
Mrs. Hayne's energies were dedicated;
but it lent relief to her enjoyment of
the purposeless to measure her own
conduct by her aunt's utilitarian stand-
ards. This curious sympathy with aims
so at variance with her own ideals would
hardly have been possible to Delia had
Mrs. Hayne been a narrow enthusiast
without visual range beyond the blind-
ers of her own vocation; it was the con-
sciousness that her aunt's perceptions
included even such obvious inutility as
hers which made her so tolerant of her
aunt's usefulness. All this she had
tried, on the way across the Atlantic,
to put vividly before Corbett; but she
was conscious of a vague inability on
his part to adjust his conception of
Mrs. Hayne to his wife's view of her;
and Delia could only count on her
aunt's abounding personality to correct
the one-sidedness of his impression.

Mrs. Hayne lived in a wide brick
house on Mount Vernon Street, which
had belonged to her parents and grand-
parents, and from which she had never
thought of moving. Thither, on the
evening of their arrival in Boston, the
Corbetts were driven from the Provi-
dence Station. Mrs. Hayne had writ-
ten to her niece that Cyrus would meet
them with a "hack," Cyrus was a sable
factotum designated in Mrs. Hayne's
vocabulary as a "chore-man." When
the train entered the station he was, in
fact, conspicuous on the platform, his
smile shining like an open piano, while
he proclaimed with abundant gesture
the proximity of "de hack," and Delia,
descending from the train into his
dusky embrace, found herself guilty-
fully wishing that he could have been omit-
ted from the function of their arrival.
She could not help wondering what her
husband's valet would think of him.
The valet was to be lodged at a hotel:
Corbett himself had suggested that his
presence might disturb the routine of
Mrs. Hayne's household, a view in which

Delia had eagerly acquiesced. There
was, however, no possibility of dissem-
bling Cyrus, and under the valet's de-
precatory eye the Corbetts suffered him
to precede them to the livery-stable lan-
dau, with blue shades and a confiden-
tially disposed driver, which awaited
them outside the station.

During the drive to Mount Vernon
Street Delia was silent; but as they
approached her aunt's swell-fronted
domicile she said, hurriedly, "You
won't like the house."

Corbett laughed. "It's the inmate
I've come to see," he commented.

"Oh, I'm not afraid of her," Delia
almost too confidently rejoined.

The parlor-maid who admitted them
to the hall (a discouraging hall, with
a large-patterned oil-cloth and buff
walls stencilled with a Greek border)
informed them that Mrs. Hayne was
above; and ascending to the next
floor they found her genial figure,
supported on crutches, awaiting them
at the drawing-room door. Mrs.
Hayne was a tall, stoutish woman,
whose bland expanse of feature was ac-
centuated by a pair of gray eyes of
such surpassing penetration that Delia
often accused her of answering peo-
ple's thoughts before they had finished
thinking them. These eyes, through
the close fold of Delia's embrace,
pierced instantly to Corbett, and never
had that accomplished gentleman been
more conscious of being called upon to
present his credentials. But there was
no reservation in the uncritical warmth
of Mrs. Hayne's welcome, and it was
obvious that she was unaffectedly hap-
py in their coming.

She led them into the drawing-room,
still clinging to Delia, and Corbett, as
he followed, understood why his wife
had said that he would not like the
house. One saw at a glance that Mrs.
Hayne had never had time to think of
her house or her dress. Both were
scrupulously neat, but her gown might
have been an unaltered one of her
mother's, and her drawing-room wore
the same appearance of contented ar-
chaism. There was a sufficient num-
ber of arm-chairs, and the tables (most-
ly marble-topped) were redeemed from
monotony by their freight of books;

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but it had not occurred to Mrs. Hayne to substitute logs for hard coal in her fireplace, nor to replace by more personal works of art the smoky expanses of canvas "after" Raphael and Murillo which lurched heavily forward from the walls. She had even preserved the knotty antimacassars on her high-backed armchairs, and Corbett, who was growing bald, resignedly reflected that during his stay in Mount Vernon Street he should not be able to indulge in any lounging.

## IV - III

Delia held back for three days the question which burned her lip; then, following her husband upstairs after an evening during which Mrs. Hayne had proved herself especially comprehensive (even questioning Corbett up-on the tendencies of modern French art), she let escape the imminent "Well?"

"She's charming," Corbett returned, with the fine smile which always seemed like a delicate criticism.

"Really?"

"Really, Delia. Do you think me so narrow that I can't value such a character as your aunt's simply because it's cast in different lines from mine? I once told you that she must be a bundle of pedantries, and you prophesied that my first sight of her would correct that impression. You were right; she's a bundle of extraordinary vitalities. I never saw a woman more thoroughly alive; and that's the great secret of living—to be thoroughly alive."

"I knew it; I knew it!" his wife claimed. "Two such people couldn't help liking each other."

"Oh, I should think she might very well help liking me."

"She doesn't; she admires you immensely; but why?"

"Well, I don't precisely fit into any of her ideals, and the worst part of having ideals is that the people who don't fit into them have to be discarded."

"Aunt Mary doesn't discard anybody," Delia interpolated.

"Her heart may not, but I fancy her judgment does."

"But she doesn't exactly fit into any of your ideals, and yet you like her," his wife persisted.

"I haven't any ideals," Corbett lightly responded. "Je prends mon bien où je le trouve; and I find a great deal in your Aunt Mary."

Delia did not ask Mrs. Hayne what she thought of her husband; she was sure that, in due time, her aunt would deliver her verdict; it was impossible for her to leave any one unclassified. Perhaps, too, there was a latent cowardice in Delia's reticence; an unacknowledged dread lest Mrs. Hayne should range Corbett among the intermediate types.

After a day or two of mutual inspection and adjustment the three lives under Mrs. Hayne's roof lapsed into their separate routines. Mrs. Hayne once more set in motion the complicated machinery of her own existence (ren dered more intricate by the accident of her lameness), and Corbett and his wife began to dine out and return the visits of their friends. There were, however, some hours which Corbett devoted to the club or to the frequentation of the public libraries, and these Delia gave to her aunt, driving with Mrs. Hayne from one committee meeting to another, writing business letters at her dictation, or reading aloud to her the reports of the various philanthropic, educational, or political institutions in which she was interested. She had been conscious on her arrival of a certain aloofness from her aunt's militant activities; but with in a week she was swept back into the strong current of Mrs. Hayne's exist ence. It was like stepping from a gondola to an ocean steamer; at first she was dazed by the throb of the screw and the rush of the parting waters, but gradually she felt herself infected by the exhilaration of getting to a fixed place in the shortest possible time. She could make sufficient allowance for the ver satility of her moods to know that, a few weeks after her return to Paris, all that seemed most strenuous in Mrs. Hayne's occupations would fade to un reality; but that did not defend her from the strong spell of the moment. In its light her own life seemed vacuous, her husband's aims trivial as the subtleties

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of Chinese ivory carving; and she wondered if he walked in the same revealing flash.

Some three weeks after the arrival of the Corbett's in Mount Vernon Street it became manifest that Mrs. Hayne had overtaxed her strength and must return for an undetermined period to her lounge. The life of restricted activity to which this necessity condemned her left her an occasional hour of leisure when there seemed no more letters to be dictated, no more reports to be read; and Corbett, always sure to do the right thing, was at hand to speed such unoccupied moments with the ready charm of his talk.

One day when, after sitting with her for some time, he departed to the club, Mrs. Hayne, turning to Delia, who came in to replace him, said, emphatically, "My dear, he's delightful."

"Oh, Aunt Mary, so are you!" burst gratefully from Mrs. Corbett.

Mrs. Hayne smiled. "Have you suspended your judgment of me until now?" she asked.

"No; but your liking each other seems to complete you both."

"Really, Delia, your husband couldn't have put that more gracefully. But sit down and tell me about him."

"Tell you about him?" repeated Delia, thinking of the voluminous letters in which she had enumerated to Mrs. Hayne the sum of her husband's merits.

"Yes," Mrs. Hayne continued, cutting, as she talked, the pages of a report on state lunatic asylums; "for instance, you've never told me why so charming an American has condemned America to the hard fate of being obliged to get on without him."

"You and he will never agree on that point, Aunt Mary," said Mrs. Corbett, coloring.

"Never mind; I rather like listening to reasons that I know beforehand I'm bound to disagree with; it saves so much mental effort. And besides, how can you tell? I'm very uncertain."

"You are very broad-minded, but you'll never understand his just having drifted into it. Any definite reason would seem to you better than that."

"Ah—he drifted into it?"

"Well, yes. You know his sister, who married the Comte de Vitrey and went to live in Paris, was very unhappy after her marriage; and when Laurence's mother died there was no one left to look after her; and so Laurence went abroad in order to be near her. After a few years Monsieur de Vitrey died too; but by that time Laurence didn't care to come back."

"Well," said Mrs. Hayne, "I see nothing so shocking in that. Your husband can gratify his tastes much more easily in Europe than in America; and, after all, that is what we're all secretly striving to do. I'm sure if there were more lunatic asylums and poor-houses and hospitals in Europe than there are here I should be very much inclined to go and live there myself."

Delia laughed. "I knew you would like Laurence," she said, with a wisdom bred of the event.

"Of course I like him; he's a liberal education. It's very interesting to study the determining motives in such a man's career. How old is your husband, Delia?"

"Laurence is fifty-two."

"And when did he go abroad to look after his sister?"

"Let me see—when he was about twenty-eight; it was in 1867, I think."

"And before that he had lived in America?"

"Yes, the greater part of the time."

"Then of course he was in the war?" Mrs. Hayne continued, laying down her pamphlet. "You've never told me about that. Did he see any active service?"

As she spoke Delia grew pale; for a moment she sat looking blankly at her aunt.

"I don't think he was in the war at all," she said at length, in a low tone.

Mrs. Hayne stared at her. "Oh, you must be mistaken," she said, decidedly. "Why shouldn't he have been in the war? What else could he have been doing?"

Mrs. Corbett was silent. All the men of her family, all the men of her friends' families, had fought in the war; Mrs. Hayne's husband had been killed at Bull Run, and one of Delia's cousins at Gettysburg. Ever since she could re-

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member it had been regarded as a matter of course by those about her that every man of her husband's generation who was neither lame, halt, nor blind should have fought in the war. Husbands had left their wives, fathers their children, young men their sweethearts, in answer to that summons; and those who had been deaf to it she had never heard designated by any name but one.

But all that had happened long ago; for years it had ceased to be a part of her consciousness. She had forgotten about the war; about her uncle who fell at Bull Run, and her cousin who was killed at Gettysburg. Now, of a sudden, it all came back to her, and she asked herself the question which her aunt had just put to her—why had her husband not been in the war? What else could he have been doing?

But the very word, as she repeated it, struck her as incongruous; Corbett was a man who never did anything. His elaborate intellectual processes bore no flower of result; he simply was—but had she not hitherto found that sufficient? She rose from her seat, turning away from Mrs. Hayne.

"I really don't know," she said, coldly. "I never asked him."

Two weeks later the Corbetts returned to Europe. Corbett had really been charmed with his visit, and had in fact shown a marked inclination to outstay the date originally fixed for their departure. But Delia was firm; she did not wish to remain in Boston. She acknowledged that she was sorry to leave her Aunt Mary; but she wanted to get home.

"You turncoat!" Corbett said, laughing. "Two months ago you reserved that sacred designation for Boston."

"One can't tell where it is until one tries," she answered, vaguely.

"You mean that you don't want to come back and live in Boston?"

"Oh, no—no!"

"Very well. But pray take note of the fact that I'm very sorry to leave. Under your Aunt Mary's tutelage I'm becoming a passionate patriot."

Delia turned away in silence. She was counting the moments which led to their departure. She longed with an unreasoning intensity to get away from it all; from the dreary house in Mount Vernon Street, with its stencilled hall and hideous drawing-room, its monotonous food served in unappetizing fusion; from the rarefied atmosphere of philanthropy and reform which she had once found so invigorating; and most of all from the reproval of her aunt's altruistic activities. The recollection of her husband's delightful house in Paris, so framed for a noble leisure, seemed to mock the æsthetic barrenness of Mrs. Hayne's environment. Delia thought tenderly of the mellow bindings, the deep-piled rugs, the pictures, bronzes, and tapestries; of the "first nights" at the Français, the eagerly discussed con-ferences on art or literature, the dream-ing hours in galleries and museums; and all the delicate enjoyments of the life to which she was returning. It would be like passing from a hospital-ward to a flower-filled drawing-room; how could her husband linger on the threshold?

Corbett, who observed her attentively, noticed that a change had come over her during the last two weeks of their stay in Mount Vernon Street. He wondered uneasily if she were capricious; a man who has formed his own habits upon principles of the finest selection does not care to think that he has married a capricious woman. Then he reflected that the love of Paris is an insidious disease, breaking out when its victim least looks for it, and concluded that Delia was suffering from some such un-expected attack.

Delia correctly was suffering. Ever since Mrs. Hayne had asked her that innocent question—"Why shouldn't your husband have been in the war?"—she had been repeating it to herself day and night with the monotonous iteration of a monomaniac. Whenever Corbett came into the room, with that air of giving the simplest act its due value which made episodes of his entrances she was tempted to cry out to him—"Why weren't you in the war?" When she heard him, at a dinner, point one of his polished epigrams, or smilingly demolish the syllogism of an an-

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tagonist, her pride in his achievement was chilled by the question—"Why wasn't he in the war?" When she saw him, in the street, give a coin to a crossing-sweeper, or lift his hat ceremoniously to one of Mrs. Hayne's maid-servants (he was always considerate of poor people and servants) her approval winced under the reminder—"Why wasn't he in the war?" And when they were alone together, all through the spell of his talk and the exquisite pervasion of his presence ran the embittering undercurrent, "Why wasn't he in the war?"

At times she hated herself for the thought; it seemed a disloyalty to life's best gift. After all, what did it matter now? The war was over and forgotten; it was what the newspapers call "a dead issue." And why should any act of her husband's youth affect their present happiness together? Whatever he might once have been, he was perfect now; admirable in every relation of life; kind, generous, upright; a loyal friend, an accomplished gentleman, and, above all, the man she loved. Yes—but why had he not been in the war? And so began again the reiterant torment of the question. It rose up and lay down with her; it watched with her through sleepless nights, and followed her into the street; it mocked her from the eyes of strangers, and she dreaded lest her husband should read it in her own. In her saner moments she told herself that she was under the influence of a passing mood, which would vanish at the contact of her wonted life in Paris. She had become over-strung in the high air of Mrs. Hayne's moral enthusiasms; all she needed was to descend again to regions of more temperate virtue. This thought increased her impatience to be gone; and the days seemed interminable which divided her from departure.

The return to Paris, however, did not yield the hoped-for alleviation. The question was still with her, clamoring for a reply, and reinforced, with separation, by the increasing fear of her aunt's unspoken verdict. That shrewd woman had never again alluded to the subject of her brief colloquy with Delia; up to the moment of his farewell she had been unreservedly cordial to

Corbett; but she was not the woman to palter with her convictions.

Delia knew what she must think; she knew what name, in the old days, Corbett would have gone by in her aunt's uncompromising circle.

Then came a flash of resistance—the heart's instinct of self-preservation. After all, what did she herself know of her husband's reasons for not being in the war? What right had she to set down to cowardice a course which might have been enforced by necessity, or dictated by unimpeachable motives? Why should she not put to him the question which she was perpetually asking herself? And not having done so, how dared she condemn him unheard?

A month or more passed in this torturing indecision. Corbett had returned with fresh zest to his accustomed way of life, weaned, by his first glimpse of the Champs Elysées, from his factitious enthusiasm for Boston. He and his wife entertained their friends delightfully, and frequented all the "first nights" and "private views" of the season, and Corbett continued to bring back knowing "bits" from the Hôtel Drouot, and rare books from the quays; never had he appeared more cultivated, more decorative and enviable; people agreed that Delia Benson had been uncommonly clever to catch him.

One afternoon he returned later than usual from the club, and, finding his wife alone in the drawing-room, begged her for a cup of tea. Delia reflected, in complying, that she had never seen him look better; his fifty-two years sat upon him like a finish which made youth appear crude, and his voice, as he recounted his afternoon's doings, had the intimate inflections reserved for her ear.

"By the way," he said presently, as he set down his tea-cup, "I had almost forgotten that I've brought you a present—something I picked up in a little shop in the Rue Bonaparte. Oh, don't look too expectant; it's not a chef-d'œuvre; on the contrary, it's about as bad as it can be. But you'll see presently why I bought it."

As he spoke he drew a small, flat parcel from the breast-pocket of his impec-

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cable frock-coat and handed it to his wife.

Delia, loosening the paper which
wrapped it, discovered within an oval
frame studded with pearls and contain-
ing the crudely executed miniature of
an unknown young man in the uniform
of a United States cavalry officer. She
glanced inquiringly at Corbett.

"Turn it over," he said.

She did so, and on the back, beneath
two unfamiliar initials, read the brief
inscription : Brulee v. decorum

"Belle Chancellorsville, May 3, 1863."

The blood rushed to her face as she
stood gazing at the words.

"You see now why I bought it?" Corbett continued. "All the pieties of one's youth seemed to protest against leaving it in the clutches of a Jew pawnbroker in the Rue Bonaparte. It's awfully bad, isn't it?—but some poor soul might be glad to think that it had passed again into the possession of fel-low-countrymen." He took it back from her, bending to examine it critically. "What a daub!" he murmured. "I wonder who he was? Do you suppose that by taking a little trouble one might find out and restore it to his people?"

"I don't know—I dare say," she
murmured, absently.

He looked up at the sound of her
voice. "What's the matter, Delia?
Don't you feel well?" he asked.

"Oh, yes. I was only thinking"—
she took the miniature from his hand.
"It was kind of you, Laurence, to buy
this—it was like you."

"Thanks for the latter clause," he re-
turned, smiling.

Delia stood staring at the vivid flesh-
tints of the young man who had fallen
at Chancellorsville.

"You weren't very strong at his age, were you, Laurence? Weren't you often ill?" she asked.

Corbett gave her a surprised glance.
"Not that I'm aware of," he said; "I
had the measles at twelve, but since
then I've been unromantically robust."

"And you—you were in America un-
til you came abroad to be with your
sister?"

"Yes—barring a trip of a few weeks
in Europe."

Delia looked again at the miniature;
then she fixed her eyes upon her hus-
band's.

"Then why weren't you in the war?"
she said.

Corbett answered her gaze for a mo-
ment; then his lids dropped, and he
shifted his position slightly.

"Really," he said, with a smile, "I don't think I know."

They were the very words which she
had used in answering her aunt.

"You don't know?" she repeated,
the question leaping out like an electric
shock. "What do you mean when you
say that you don't know?"

"Well—it all happened some time
ago," he answered, still smiling, "and
the truth is that I've completely for-
gotten the excellent reasons that I
doubtless had at the time for remain-
ing at home."

"Reasons for remaining at home? But there were none; every man of your age went to the war; no one stayed at home who wasn't lame, or blind, or deaf, or ill, or—" Her face blazed, her voice broke passionately.

Corbett looked at her with rising
amazement.

"Or—?" he said.

"Or a coward," she flashed out. The
miniature dropped from her hands, fall-
ing loudly on the polished floor.

The two confronted each other in
silence; Corbett was very pale.

"I've told you," he said, at length,
"that I was neither lame, deaf, blind,
nor ill. Your classification is so simple
that it will be easy for you to draw your
own conclusion."

And very quietly, with that admir-
able air which always put him in the
right, he walked out of the room. De-
lia, left alone, bent down and picked up
the miniature; its protecting crystal had
been broken by the fall. She pressed it
close to her and burst into tears.

An hour later, of course, she went to
ask her husband's forgiveness. As a
woman of sense she could do no less;
and her conduct had been so absurd
that it was the more obviously pardon-
able. Corbett, as he kissed her hand
assured her that he had known it was
only nervousness; and after dinner,
during which he made himself excep-

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tionally agreeable, he proposed their
ending the evening at the Palais Royal,
where a new play was being given.

Delia had undoubtedly behaved like a
fool, and was prepared to do meet pen-
ance for her folly by submitting to the
gentle sarcasm of her husband's par-
don; but when the episode was over,
and she realized that she had asked her
question and received her answer, she
knew that she had passed a milestone in
her existence. Corbett was perfectly
charming; it was inevitable that he
should go on being charming to the end
of the chapter. It was equally inevita-
ble that she should go on being in love
with him; but her love had undergone
a modification which the years were not
to efface.

Formerly he had been to her like an
unexplored country, full of bewitching
surprises and recurrent revelations of

wonder and beauty; now she had meas-
ured and mapped him, and knew before-
hand the direction of every path she
trod. His answer to her question had
given her the clue to the labyrinth;
knowing what he had once done, it
seemed quite simple to forecast his
future conduct. For that long-past
action was still a part of his actual be-
ing; he had not outlived or disowned it;
he had not even seen that it needed
defending.

For the ideal of him was shivered like the
crystal above the miniature of the war-
rior of Chancellorsville. She had the
crystal replaced by a piece of clear glass
which (as the jeweller pointed out to
her) cost much less and looked equally
well; and for the passionate worship
which she had paid her husband she sub-
stituted a tolerant affection which pos-
sessed precisely the same advantages.

SUMMER'S WILL

By Martha Gilbert Dickinson

THESE are the clauses of Summer's will—
To Autumn—a languorous haze, to fill
Valley and mountain with vague regret
For her, whose beauty they cannot forget.
To Mortals—maples whose colors dare
Till scarlet Flamingoes seem nesting there,
Also a river woven in gold
Where willows murmur their stories old—
Treasures of golden-rod, troops of corn
And sumach torches out-heralding dawn.
To Heaven—lest day despair too soon
The silvery horn of her harvest moon.
To wondering Cattle—meadows green,
Rivaling May in their fleeting sheen;
All her black crows to the lonely pines,
To straggling fences her mad-cap vines;
But to the Ocean—only her tears—
Tempests of parting, and desolate fears;
Signed in witch-hazel, filed in frost,
To the witnessing winds 'twas all but tossed
When she smiled a Gentian codocil,
“My love to the road-side under the hill.”