['To describe the experience of life the first year after surgery from the perspective of persons treated for colorectal cancer and their partners.', "Colorectal cancer is a common cancer form, and treatment can cause unpleasant side effects such as sexual dysfunction and bowel problems. Partners struggle to keep family life normal and provide support. Little is known about couples' experiences a year after treatment for colorectal cancer.", 'Qualitative descriptive.', 'Individual semi-structured interviews with 13 persons treated for colorectal cancer and their partners, a total of 26 participants.', "One theme was identified in the study; 'Life is back to normal and yet not': participants described living a normal but different life than before. Three subthemes were identified; 'Life has a shadow of death', 'The treated body sets the rules' and 'To share or not share the illness'."] Is life back to normal and yet not - partners ' and patient 's experiences of life of the first year after colorectal cancer surgery?