apology a message from my talk page i can see now i was placing my personal feelings on a golden pedestal and making them the driver of my outbursts hell i gnored the note of civility on the top of this very talk page i know my actions were unwarranted uncalled for and extremely immature lashing out won'y solve anything this could be the insomnia talking but i can see bright as day i'm in the wrong and i regret my actions i apology hodson for my truly unacceptable conduct i allowed the hurt i felt months ago come back as bitter anger and made me blind to the real problem i only hope that though you only see me as some year old you could see me as a year old who wants to try and do all he can for wikipedia will we be able to wipe the slate clean and move past this despicable part in our lives and maybe emerge from this as collaborators not squabblers january utc