now it seems that freakofnurture is really hating me big time not only did he indef block my ip he also did the same to my username the last time i had contact with him here was when i messaged him on his talk page i thought leaving him alone would heal our relationship between each other but it only seemed to have festered i feel that if i responded anyway and i wanted to despite him telling me to leave him alone he would've blocked me also now i feel like i've been in a catch there's some good news though