disgusted no word can better describe how i feel about wikipedia right now than disgusted i have deactivated all of my tools and bot tasks indefinitely until such time that i decide how i'd like to proceed yak scotty you are a great asset to wikipedia and it would be a very large negative if you left i agree fully concur as do i i appreciate that we haven't always got on mostly in rather than unofficial capacity but as my comment on drmies talkpage makes clear i consider you one hell of an editor i don't want to see you mocked or belittled for the sterling work you do and i certainly don't want to see you leave scotty i don't want to see you leave either but what you said about my entire existence belittles my contributions in an unacceptable manner i got fucking blocked for responding to your sneer so eating some crow on your part is no more than fair it seems to me drmies come on you guys just got blocked and unblocked for going at each other is it really necessary to keep poking you both think you were justified you both think the other wasn't lets just let this die before it flares up again for round two fluffernutter i don't think this needs mediation thanks scotty is a big boy and so am i we disagree over something and we could have handled that very well i suppose until someone came in between and started throwing blocks about scotty i'm sorry for what i said you hurt my feelings and i let it be known i'm not going to come back here since i don't want to bother you you can always drop me a line on my talk page and you're welcome to leave a tb template as well pace dntr take it easy taking occasional breaks is healthy and encouraged just don't be a fucking diva about it please editors have placed trust in you to be a reliable bot operator and tool maker suggestion replace that second sentence with but remember for intended effect and best results believe me scotty i know how you feel i fell into the same trap this time last year for a much less and never recovered and i know you are familiar with that whole kerfuffle i have gotten to the point now where i rarely edit article here anymore the only difference is that i wasn't an admin i hope you don't completely give up on this place like i did i'm also glad someone had the good sense to undo the block some stroopwafels for you i guess you need them all this drama makes more harm than good i just wanted to add something don't leave us your tools i don't know what's going on here or who is right or wrong but deactivating your tools is that really necessary do you really hate us that much i find the editor interaction analyser a vital tool for checking for socks for instance i hope you will consider either reactivating at least some of these or a way to pass them over to someone else newlin