i know you have a static ip you should really get yourself an account account users are actually more anonymous than ip users i e i can tell from your ip that you are in goa india and even localize it more than that if i choose just an fyi you're right about the importance of a teacher a teacher needs to provide you with information and more importantly with the discipline you'll need to pursue the matter but when it comes right down to it no one can do it except you both the teacher and the teaching at some point have to fade away otherwise you'll be stuck in dualism but we really shouldn't get into a full scale religious discussion on the talk page drop me a line in my talk if you want to continue this ludwigs