well i was offline so i missed the fireworks but your award is most appreciated i can't see a lot of reason to stick around here much anymore what's the point i get death threats and trolling on my talkpage and get threatened with a block for telling them to fuck off in an edit summary i have another guy call me blind insane and or a troll and no one threatens him with a block not even a civility warning is posted nothing at all this was just hours ago i have to endure all sorts of harassment baiting goading and character assassination and when i am not perfectly civil in the a face of this neverending barrage of hate i get some admin threatening me with a final warning and then a gives me a hour block