i'm sorry this just wasn't a very significant moment in my life that i felt necessary to build a forensic trail of evidence i very much enjoy and appreciate wikipedia but it's nothing more than something i occasionally pop in to edit or create an article occasionally after reviewing your link it appears my only contribution to this issue was a poorly thought out side remark to an editor in an unrelated ani a few months back i never pursued the matter beyond that nor did i file a complaint regarding the emails nor did i even remember it occurred until i logged back on after a few months away to edit an article i'd previously written and found your many messages to me please understand the song and dance is not a creature of my conjuring i am only following up on this short exchange that i barely recall as you escalated the question and have pursued it over a period of several months however as i said i am committed to doing my absolute best to accommodate your interest in this matter in point of clarification to your above comment i have to admit i am unaware of other third party editors who expressed similar passion to you and seem to recall the others involved iirc user ne ent user dennis brown user tparis were differently expressive but if i am wrong then kindly accept that i should have said i am also trying to accommodate their interest as well as far as i know it is your interest in pursuing this i am accommodating and the characterization of a song and dance is not one i feel is appropriate to describe my total ambivalence to your inquiry please understand the preceding is not intended to be trite i simply want to unambiguously communicate that the entire matter is one of no interest to me so as to assuage any concerns of a song and dance i would like to personally apologize to you for not responding to your interrogatories forthwith i can only give you my personal assurance that i did not leave wikipedia for two months as part of a scheme to evade your investigation i know you've said you're incredulous to that notion but i will offer you this personal assurance anyway kindly accept this post in the spirit in which it was intended as a frank and direct response to concerns you are expressing and not as a slight in any way if i have failed to communicate something here with appropriate finesse understand it is only because of serious irl issues i currently face that limit the time i can commit to pursuing online intrigue and absolutely not because i am trying to scandalize you if there is anything else i can help you with please do not hesitate to let me know however in interests of wrapping this up in a succinct manner i would like to suggest we terminate this back and forth and allow arbcom to do whatever it is their role in this is supposed to be best