i can't do that because they won't let me i was indef banned and in a way that was totally without process and obviously politically motivated they have spread slanderous lies about me which will remain on the internet forever it's a long story but i really need some help are you an admin sorry i'm not an admin my rfa failed another long story a while ago you could try reach out if you're looking for a sympathetic ear i usually only edit at the weekend thanks to work commitments so am probably not much use anyway talktome emailme