high you dont understand and how can you judge someone like that that you dont even know and james i tried to make it three times they must be a way to look at the log anyway i think you were the one who pushed to have it 'speedily' deleted and some of the other admins got rather nasty towards me and on that particular night i was so depressed and i know you dont care because this is the internet according to you and not real life but i nearly committed suicide so these things do hurt