please actually read what i'm saying you are suffering from the same problem as tao you are not actually reading what i am saying i plan to constructively contribute to the page my sockpuppet was not meant to evade a ban i was very honest that it was a sock puppet there is no dishonesty there please read very carefully what i said as a sock puppet i am not wasting your time because there is a basic intrinsic problem with wikipedia as represented by this process people do not read people do not listen people do not consider actual intention i have only positive intentions for the beat generation page tao has negative intentions for the beat generation page therefore i have negative intetions for tao i promise from here on out that i will be kind and gentle and what have you mostly because i simply did it for fun and it is no longer fun tao being as lazy as he is is a very uninteresting person to argue with but my ultimate intention is to positively contribute to the page please look at my record please look at what i have contributed to wikipedia in the past look at the theatre of the absurd page i essentially wrote the whole page look at the howl page i wrote most of that page as well look at the beat generation page i wrote very large portions of that page the indefinite block should be very short because my intentions are very positive please read the first part of the post i did in which i very honestly identified myself as a sock puppet i begged and i would have been on my knees if that was possible for tao to actually do the work necessary to positively change the page and what did he do he blocked me further why what does that contribute positively it's just a power game that is the cancer of wikipedia and as you have demonstrated from your comments you are functioning only to continue that cancerous effect please please actually read what i'm actually saying why is nobody actually reading what i'm actually saying add up all the things i said on that talk page my swear filled rant was short my genuine attempt to engage tao in a positively focused debate was much much much longer please just one of you for once in your life actually read look at the post entitled cite off formal argument edition i say nothing in there insulting that represents my true intention i want to say this again because i'm afraid none of you are actually reading what i'm actually saying please actually read what i'm actually saying i don't know how much plainer i can make it please do not be lazy with the sort of laziness that destroys wikipedia as a source read the section with formal argument edition on it and tell me if that in any way represents a diatribe as tao claims then look at the way tao says he's not going to read it because he assumes it's a diatribe that section represents my genuine inention for the page as does the let's get down to business section ban me based on my rant sure but you can not seriously think that i'm the sort of poster it would be worthwhile to ban i'm willing to follow your rules and to be cordial for the sake of the page i am contrite to the degree that i recognized i broke rules and promise i will abide by the rules from here on forward but i seriously want to urge you on a larger level to recognize the faulty bizarro world catch of this system where someone with only good intentions for the content of the page stands up for himself and for what is right and he's the one who gets punished yet someone who undermines the value of wikipedia as whole with laziness and stupidity is rewarded thank you