i know alexia that your message was not meant badly that is why i restored it however you know how it is when it comes to certain editors same as you i am losing my faith in wikipedia while the idea is great administrators are now behaving like they are infallible gods chosen to rule over mortals there are good administrators but an average administrator behaves nowadays like a censored on steroids i presume you are aware of durova affair and the whole follow up mess maybe it is time for me to quit wikipedia as well although it is somewhat hard even to think about that after countless hours and almost ten thousand edits