hehe i'm still blocked so i had to reply here jaranda i just really want you to know that i wasn't stalking you or anything like that i really wasn't trying to harass you it was lack of judgment on my part perhaps i should've backed off but i still think it was unfair i mean after the edit to well i can't remember the page the one after eric gagne i was warned by another user not to do what i was doing even though i wasn't intentionally i went to respond to him and i saw i was blocked i'm not saying that what i was doing was right but i don't think i should've been blocked if i didn't do anything wrong after i was warned if i continued then of course i would be blocked and i'd agree with that but the way it was i don't think should've resulted in a block as far as becoming a future admin i've pondered in the past if i'd be willing to go through that at some point in the future and i'm really not sure if i'd want to it would be an honor if i were an admin but that's a lot of responsibility and i'm not sure that i'm the right person for that and with my new philosophy i explained it in my past post i'd have to take more responsibility than at this point of my editing career i'm willing to take much later in the future i might change my opinion but i've gotten into several disputes in the past and i'm trying to change my entire philosophy to negate all the problems i've caused in the past having been blocked for the first time ever ironically during the time that my friend was blocked adminship isn't something that i'm going to even consider about considering about considering at this time but perhaps some mentoring would help me become a better editor and i wouldn't mind any assistance should you wish to provide some for me jaranda thank you very much '''''' talk