take some time to reflect take some time to reflect one of your favorite personal attacks was to declare others of being incompetent or illiterate and having no business contributing to an encyclopedia the irony may not be immediately apparent but now essentially you have declared yourself of having no business contributing to an encyclopedia as many of your defenders allude to your harassment of others and frequent violations of our wikipedia ethics and rules were of grand portion you were safe guarded by administrative friends who tolerated your behavior while attacking those you engaged that exhibited only a fraction of your misbehavior if you felt under siege or harassed take a moment to reflect on how your behavior contributed to your situation if after reflection you feel you can follow our guidelines here at wikipedia please come out of retirement