i am pissed off okay i used to be a troll and a vandal i used to be large amounts of my time insulting and upsetting users and ruining articles for my own amusement recently i decided to turn a new leaf and become a decent respectful contributor i created an article called adult diapers in france in this article i included references and i hoped to create a series based on adult diaper production by country within minutes user escape orbit slapped a speedy deletion notice onto my article without even suggesting how to improve my article and claimed that i was 'advertising' and my page was 'unambiguously promotional' this user did not even try to rewrite or improve this article secondly user purplewowies claimed that i should have taken the advice of this helpdesk first then create my article however this was not possible as i had already created my article before the helpdesk replied maybe the helpdesk should be more quicker in conclusion i am getting fed up of wikipedia i am getting fed up of how admins just pounce on you if you are a newbie i am seriously thinking of trolling and vandalising again good day