i don't know what to do i tried editing my article everyday to make it better i am not on a rant i speak mildly and calm i apologized to you for upsetting you thank you for showing me some dignity i respect and appreciate that i want to apologize and say i didn t plan or wish to cause you any stress or frustration annoyance you have endured that i might have caused i also apologize if you went through the holocaust a dark period in history i'd like say this in a respectfully and politely in a calm manner to you ironholds i was not playing any card i was making an appeal i don t like being call a anti semite or anti jewish which other wikipedia users has called me also i had statements referring my research as based on medieval gentile rethoric discriminating against the jewish people these statements hurt me even literally to bottom of stomach and inward parts i do think of you as a twerp calling me that hurts honestly