also as far as blackcab again you don't know that he has personally attacked me and others with words such as deranged and that blackcab over the months and years has been in lots of trouble and notice pages you're being too hasty and quick without all the facts and knowledge and singling me out as if blackcab and jezzy are saints or something sighs far from the truth no seriously they have been rude and unfair but for some weird reason you just don't see it anywhere with jezz even though he unquestionably violated wp and has been uncivil and disrespectful and hypocritical with lies and double standards he said i did not talk about the article itself a lie and only soapboxed him as if he never said anything negative about me in individual comments of his and he also said that i ignored bold revert discuss when i have been discussing a great deal i get your point that i re inserted earlier on before discussing but you're acting like not violating rr means absolutely nothing there's a balance beecause i know that edit warring can happen even without breaking rr but it's not like i did not put big work and presentations and rationales on the article talk page taking time and energy totally unappreciated by jezz and apparently by you you notice so called uncivil remarks and behavior from me and nothing from jezz which makes me question your analysis to be honest he's been horrendous and you don't even seem to care or even admit it or see it he wrote individual comments soapboxxing against me that goes un addressed accept by me and then he insanely accuses me of what he was blatantly himself guilty of doing unbelievable