i can't thank you enough the flower is beautiful the page is dull that way but the flower brightens it i hope you lead a great life ahead good people like you deserve it you're a very nice person nobody i know has ever been so concerned and kind please accept the barnstar as a token of appreciation i know this isn't the time to go and award barnstars but you need it thanks once again also for the hopeful messages i feel much better than before as for the deceased persons list thing i couldn't possibly add anything i'd just be writing a book about her as a friend and a person not as a wikipedian since she knew