ok i said above i won't speak interact or call the user's place of employment again you all don't believe me semantics cause you to think not likely means i will call them again even though i said i won't now there is a call for a community ban i can't defend myself my record is not a pretty one but prior to this block i was a year and a half without a block and the one in was done by an involved admin i will let you all debate that i kept my nose clean did what i was told jumped through the hoops was trusted with access after access i screw up admit i screwed up say it won't happen again and everyone comes out the pitchforks and torches to run me out of town so let me put it straight out here for you all i screwed up i will not call the user's place of employment again i will not interact with the user if you all still don't trust me if you still don't believe me if you would rather look at the bad rather than the multitude of good then so be it ban me from wikipedia but if you all think that the good should overrule the bad that a royal fuck up is embarrassment enough that losing the trust of my fellow editors is bad enough that a public flogging is bad enough then unblock me let me do what i said take tv station and network pages off my watchlist and try to win your trust back because i can't give you anymore than that talk