it's in the history or more conveniently in your own contribs thank you for the explanation but that wasn't a big deal i was more upset by your second post waving me off with a sneer about growing a thicker skin and a finger waggle about profanity treating me as an insensate piece of internet polemic rather than a fellow human attempting to give an honest account of herself an account which mackensen promptly removed as you say well i understand that trying to contribute to the workshop was a bad idea in the first place running full tilt into tony sidaway after managing to avoid him on irc for a whole month to the immeasureable improvement of my quality of life anyway i've always seen you as somebody who stands up for the underdog i remember praising your addition of this edit to the harassment guideline and i was sad to see there was no mutuality of respect talk