sigh i am not in denial of anything you just seem to have so much blind rage and hatred for a complete stranger it worries me i would hope you do not have children you subject this type of behavior to as for your threats of hurting me my friend i've done far worse damage to myself than you could ever inflict on me but if this is what makes you love life i repeat my sentiment of no objections i just want you to be happy and feel good about yourself clearly you just need someone who understands you and show you that life is too short to hate so much especially on a device like the internet just take some deep breaths and we can work through your issues no hard feelings whatsoever i know you're just acting out and maybe sometimes we all just need to in order to get to a place where we're calm