you have previously been blocked for among oter things trolling and pagemoves as well as incivility in all honesty that is not something esperanza needs in a member as your member status is disputed i've noted that on the member list i chose to not add your status i suppose you could readd yourself if you decide to note that your status as an esperanzian is disputed wp ea e t c at utc i suppose you could readd yourself if you decide to note that your status as an esperanzian is disputed how do i if that has already been noted by you please let me explain myself the trolling wasn't intended to be trolling i don't want to troll and make users unhappy sometimes i may post something that i didn't know was trolling beforehand but i learn each time and try to keep everyone feeling fine about me and my contributions the page move was because a username sounded inappropriate so i thought it had to be pagemoved an admin apparently decided it wasn't inappropriate after all i wish to start fresh and have a much better time on wikipedia please let me join i'm already depressed as it is by someone else i'm trying as best as i can to be a model wikipedian you don't know how much i would love to be a part of esperanza this support group will make me feel much better about all of wp