first of all there's no need at all to apologise about discussing your dispute here secondly i think it would be a good idea or actually an essential step in solving the dispute to back off from this for a few days maybe even a week as you've been back and forthing for months already another week can't possibly hurt you'll find that walking away and editing some articles unconnected with farming or with animal welfare will help put this whole hill of beans into its true perspective it will give us time to find other better or at least more widely acceptable images to use after i am ready i will start a new section in article talk where we can take this matter forward and arrive at a solution we can all live with how does that sound