about the barnstar award dear mr jeff and fellow wikipedians i would like to ask why you thought my award to you was insincere it really came from the bottom of my heart i mean remember back in ' when i was working on the baha i articles although i was being kind of silly you pushed me back on tract this is a heartfelt gift please accept it otherwise i might feel offended suspisious of your motives and or may go back to previous vandalizing practices as you know all i need is a little encouragement aight we tight gr from russia with friendship yahya al shiddazi world renown retired wikivandalizer