possible issue one weird question the old rumor about the last line of eoe came out as true and in a rather disturbing interview the line was supposed to be i'd never want to be killed by you of all men absolutely not but was changed to disgusting after a question from anno the situation as commented by miyamura voice of asuka is at last anno asked me miyamura just imagine you are sleeping in your bed and a stranger sneaks into your room he can rape you anytime as you are asleep but he doesn't instead he masturbates looking at you when you wake up and know what he did to you what do you think you would say i had been thinking he was a strange man but at that moment i felt disgusting so i told him that i thought disgusting and then he sighed and said thought as much he said i thought as much original text mirror archived now here's the situation this actually is a very simple analysis one which i am sure even wikipedia would allow but it is of a bit questionable nature in end of evangelion shinji sees asuka in the hospital ends up revealing her body and masturbates to her asuka who returns after the third impact questionable prior death notwithstanding makes the comment disgusting when she is laying beside shinji would simply stating the information as presented be acceptable for the meaning of asuka's final line the meaning is so obvious that it is not a synth