addendum note that if the apology in any way continues the behavior that led to this block and whether or not it does is solely at my discretion i reserve the right to not copy it over dear musicfreak i just wanted to offer my sincere apologizes for my very rude and disrepectful comments i made on your talk page yesterday i thought about it all night and realized that it must of hurt you deeply i do not consider myself to be homophobic and i was just in a very mad mood at that particular time i have many friends of all different races sexual orientations and etc and it never should have been said you have been a nice mentor to me and i know you are just trying to follow rules and guidelines some of the rules i disobeyed was not right and i should have brought my opinions on the matter to the talk pages and not continue to have edit wars with other editors i realize its not healthy on either side and in the end accomplishes nothing i know you know that i loved being an editor on wikipedia and hope that one day i can be allowed back to the community again i hope you can accept my apology thanks the apology has been copied to musicfreak 's talk page