i just want to work on improving and creating articles etc yes defending myself is a laborious activity but to hear exaggerations and hypocrisy thrown at me in an effort to demonize me for expulsion to protect the encyclopedia is hard to stay away from the overall nature of said activity is wp baiting and things like the cfd and the hostile rm closures is agf npa in the extreme who should 'take a break' is the chorus cadre whose primary activity on wikipedia seems to be attacking contributing editors by any specious and pov agf rationale available i know i'm not alone in being attacked and vilified this way and yes there's far more productive things to be doing than arguing with people who only want to argue