apology you're right i got a message from gmaxwell construed it as a threat and got frustrated and let that out through my edit summaries i know i have a temper but that's not an excuse if i've lost you after my inability to control that rage against the feeling of powerlessness that i and so many others recently guanaco has been feeling like this from hearing him in irc i can't think of anything else to say right now if the system can be reformed from the inside i will follow you but i have unfortunately lost faith to any real reforms happening through established channels and i'm going to be timid in that aspect i'll say more later when i'm better able but please know that whether your views of me are negative or positive my views of you are mostly positive despite our disagreements afist ''''''