since retiring from wikipedia i have been looking at my life as objectively as i can and it has become obvious that my time on wikipedia demonstrated the serious flaws in my personality and so i have deleted the contents of this page i can only apologize to the countless people whom i have damaged especially as i now realize i was acting out of a deep seated feeling on inadequacy and a desire to be accepted by others in hindsight it was obvious that i was simply a tragic little girl who wanted to make her mark on the world i have grown since then and realized my errors please forgive me