i'd like to try to help could you explain your perspective on why you were blocked and can you think of anything you could do to remedy the concerns that led to the block thanks for your kindness i could hardly explain the critical facts reasons of blocking since if you read my rather long discussions above it appears that i still have to ask the blocking administrator the details terse facts of how what when where circumstances from the very short time of about day and a half i had been warned not to add in my edits the legal name and age of user cma until the time i was blocked unfortunately i cannot find the links of the ani i will have to prepare a rather terse but good argument for the appeal note that when i posted the template instead of submitting the reason as mandated by template i asked for time to submit the reasons or grounds hence automatically the declining administrator denied my st appeal i know the rules and that resulted to outright dismissal of the first appeal but i can file another appeal provided i will not abuse the rules on multiple appeals if you please i need to email you in confidence on how you can help me there is a process amid your vast experiences as administrator all i wrote above are true and correct in all honesty amid the incredibility of some of my allegations i cannot however reveal here some sensitive informations which might prejudice or affect the non wiki or off wiki processes that i had contemplated or had begun in utter secrecy to protect the sanctity of the processes wiki wise or otherwise hoping you will trust me to convey my messages to you by email or you can create a new email just for this a final note for this sunday since i was born my philosophy is just to look at the good aspects of the other person and to disregard or ignore the negatives i concentrate on my work and i do ignore all negatives people fall in the traps or nice works they erect to put down a good worker editor or personal karma is mathematically accurate in time while curse is supreme and has no boundaries i desire that you read between the lines advance merry xmas