so it seems he is already maturing and advancing from my actions and all of our inputs references cite email comment i saw the comments left by everyone on the talk pages but first things first t i do not think that it is an evil plot against me making comments like that when i'm trying to figure out a how to move forward including taking a little break from it and b when i'm trying to figure out to show that i accept responsibility including a sincere apology note does not help nor is that actually true i'm emailing this to dennis and bwilkins because they saw the messages and i don't think i'm technically being ganged up on i'd like for t to strike those portions of the comments as they are false and unhelpful the other parts are helpful in short i might occasionally see what's being talked about but i don't intend to participate until the very end of the week at the earliest i'm a little disappointed that i have to write this email anyway thanks for the words of wisdom guys