unbelieveable absolutely unbelieveable it had slipped my mind that i actually did try once more to knock some sense in with that remark on the infallible doctor's talk page that was a mistake a momentary lapse of reason i'd somehow got it into my head that somehow someway just the slightest degree of sensibility would kick in i'd forgotten that logic has no place here clio basically told dirk he doesn't know shit and so i basically parrotted that back to her in order to try to point out to you guys once again for the zillionth time that you're letting her get away with murder and then came the ugliness i'd forgotten about the whole thing until just now when i noticed in my contributions that i'd apparently made a remark on her page talk about a personal attack i swear i've rarely seen such sickening thoughts put into words and all about me such anger such twisted hatred such disturbed imagery no i don't care how irritating this whole thing is it's not worth it this girl is not well and neither of us are helping haven't you noticed how many regulars have simply stopped editing out of frustration haven't you noticed how pretty much every question is answered by the same person do you not realize how responsibile you are for having actively participated in the transformation of the humanities refdesk from once being a vibrant place where one could find a multifaceted multidimensional answer written by a variety of differing editors each with his own invaluable unique insights and perspectives into the stale single faceted unidimensional useless place it is now no it's not worth it it's futile worse actually perhaps i share in some of the blame myself if it wasn't for my relentless protestations perhaps the whole thing would have blown over clio would have gotten bored of the humanities refdesk moved on and it wouldn't be the cold sterile place it is now perhaps i lost perspective and didn't realize the magnitude of the harm that my persistent challenges could potentially inflict on a very fragile and terribly imbalanced young mind just please read the damn thing over rockpocket here it is those rants of hers are clearly not the product of a healthy mind i recognize that now i have to stop what i'm doing is wrong so to all who will inevitably read this i say publicly to clio you win i lose you're right i'm wrong you're smart and you were right all along i'm an intellectually impoverished imbecile yes as you say i'm pathetic i'm honestly genuinely sorry for having caused you such grief i don't belong editing here on wikipedia as i can't even approach your level of intelligence i wish you nothing but health and happiness be well lewis with four degrees