two years ago was one of the hardest years i had to deal with. there were more downs than ups. most of my struggles were not falling into places. it never occurred to me that i give up. i still want to pursue my career path and i struggled to keep on a happy face because i dont want my loved ones to worry about me. but maybe because of the stress and pressure piling up, i began to notice how easily i get irritated, how easily i criticize people in my workplace until i felt like i was a different person. and i didnt like what i became. i used to be patient, i used to be calm, i used to take things in stride but somehow, something changed. i wanted to go back to how i used to be. and i asked for guidance, and i prayed. and indeed god answers prayers in many different ways. i knew it was a long struggle for me but i know he will answer my prayer if i will just be patient.