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Ek was eers bang om op ‘n fiets te klim, ek was bang ek val en het vreeslik getwyfel in myself. Wat as ek val, sê nou iemand lag vir my.
Ek het toe die eerste stap geneem en op die fiets geklim, maar die fiets het darem oefen wieletjies op, dit maak dit makliker, as ek my balans verloor weet ek die wieletjies sal keer dat ek nie hard met die aarde kennis maak.
Ek probeer ook eerder op gelyk grond bly, ongelyke grond steek die wieletjies vas en dan kan jy maar trap tot jy blou word in die gesig, die agterwiel sal net in die rondte spin en jy sal nêrens kom.
Nou ry ek fiets, maar in my eie gemaksone, ek weet die oefen wieletjies is daar as ek voel ek wil val.
Toe kom ek tot die besef, ek kan nie vir altyd met oefen wieletjies ry. Watse uitdaging is dit nou? Dit hou my net in daai gemaksone, maar die avontuurlustige een in my wil braaf raak, die wieletjies moet af.
Maar jinne, ek is bang vir val! Wie hou nou van stukkende knieë en dalk nog gebreekte arms en bene ook.
Maar met daai wieletjies aan gaan ek nooit verder as straat op en af kan ry.
Ek het ook mense wat vir my die fiets sal vashou as ek daai eerste sukkelende trappe gaan gee en as ek dan val sal hulle daar wees om die stof te help afskud en my aan te moedig om weer op te klim.
As ek nou uiteindelik bo-op die fiets bly sonder dat iemand hom vashou, beteken dit ek gaan nooit weer val? Beteken dit dat dit nou maklik gaan wees? Absoluut nie! Want sonder die wieletjies kan ek opdraende aandurf en ongelyke terrain. Dit beteken nog baie stukkende knieë en dalk nog gebreekte arm ook iewers.
Maar dank an ek sê; “Ek het dit gedoen! Ek is trots op myself!”
Met aanhou en uithou en aangaan ry ek een van die dae elke MTB resies wat daar is.
So wil ek dan ander inspirer om daai wieletjies af te haal.
Dit is Só die moeite werd!
So, for years I have believed a lie. A lie that a lot of people wants me to believe…I am not good enough….I am not smart enough….I am not thin enough. It is so easy to start believing this if you hear it on such a regular basis and to hear it from people that you believe is suppose to care for you.
Enough is enough. No one is going to make me feel that I am not good enough anymore.
I am enough! I am worthy! I am loved!
I am busy with my journey, the journey to self discovering with Jesus by my side. This is the beginning of me being enough for myself.
One of my blogger friends is running a really nice competition to celebrate her 1000th blogpost.
Go ahead and enter, you can win some really cool stuff.
Okay, so we are moving….AGAIN! I hope this will be the last time for a while. We are very lucky to be able to rent Johan’s brother’s house, so this can be long term.
I must admit that I am a very unorganised woman, I hate that about myself, but thats just me.
I hope to be more organised once we are in the new house, the problem is, I need certain stuff to be more organised and all that stuff cost money and there is a big lack of that.
I really want containers to put the kids toys in so that they can keep their rooms tidy and just push the containers under their beds.
I want a dining room table and chairs. We used to have one before we moved to Nigeria we sold it. I just miss having dinner as a family together.
I want a single bed for Christie, she has a 3/4 bed now and it takes up too much space and she had Nadia must share a room eventually.
I want a bookcase that goes up against the wall for Madelaine and Jane’s room, so that we can organise their books.
I want a new bedding set for our room, just because I want to change it, it will make me feel “lekker”. I want something turquoise and cerise pink, my curtains is cerise pink and the walls of the new house is light blue.
Almost forgot, I also want a Blackberry, but that is not for the new house, that is just because I want one.
There is a lot of other stuff that will just make the house more homey, but for the beginning I want the above mentioned stuff, but maybe it will always be just in the wishlist.
A Bloggy “Pay-It-Forward”
Saw this on a friend, Angel’s blog.
I was lucky enough to be under her #5 people to comment. Now it is my turn to do the same.
So, with this blog post, I promise to send something I have made with my own two hands to the first 5 people who leave a comment on this post saying they would like to take part.