Pokeletso ya Lekgetho le ditjeo di tlameha ho laolwa ho etsa bonnete ba hore tjhelete e sebediswa ho ya ka moo ho neng ho ikemiseditswe ka teng ke Palamente. Mohlahlobi Kakaretso o fana ka raporoto Palamenteng hore ditaelo tsa tshebediso ya tjhelete di ile tsa latelwa na. Bajete ke sesebediswa sa bohlokwa sa leano bakeng sa tlhokomelo, ke ka yona mmuso o jarang boikarabelo ba hore tjhelete e sebediswa jwang. I saw your angst, and you’re right. There are basically two camps when you look at the big picture. There is balance though, and I know you can receive it. I say receive rather than find because the Lord tells us, “knock and the door shall be opened”. Studying the Word is good, don’t stop. empa, are you also in prayer? I’m not talking about praying with a feeling of obligation or a laundry list of requests. empa, praying truly from your heart. It’s something to practice, I’ve been learning how to do it better myself lately. First, praise God for who He is. Then ask for forgiveness, specific forgiveness. After that approach the throne with your concerns, worries and burdens. Wrap it up with more praise. There are some great apps out there that can help with this (Examen and Examine). Both are prayer apps that a friend of mine highly suggests. I haven’t decided which one to do yet. I would also suggest reading the book, Fervent, by Priscilla Shirer. I am reading it right now. It’s about prayer and spiritual warfare and it’s been so great! Really eye opening. I am thinking more and more that in Western society we are spiritually asleep. We have a casual approach to prayer and spiritual warfare is a fairy tale – but it is all very real. You will find peace in prayer – talk with God about your questions. It’s okay to ask questions. I hope you’re able to see this and I hope it helps you Evan!