Rompas, RM, Kobayashi, K, Oshima, Y, Yamato, K, Imada, N & Mitsuyasu, Y 1989, 'Relationship between Toxicity and Acetylcholinesterase Inhibition of Some Thiono- and Oxo-form Organophosphates in Tiger Shrimp Larvae at Different Stages', Nippon Suisan Gakkaishi (Japanese Edition), vol. 55, no. 4, pp. 669-673. https://doi.org/10.2331/suisan.55.669 The man who I was in a relationship with, has been known to be a Bad Boy in The Music Industry. I am not attracted to bad boys usually; however, in this case, I thought that I could have an effect on him (he convinced me that he wanted to be a better person for me and what we had). I forgot that if someone is afraid of commitment, their issues are bigger than who I am because I am not the cause; their past is. Until they decide to heal and make an effort to do so, I have no business being with them because I will only sacrifice myself and all of the previous time that I have spent doing the work to be met with disappointment and manipulation. Which, is what happened. A healthy relationship is made up of two people who are trying to better themselves, not just one. ‘Better’ does not mean materials or status but it means growing into your authentic power without needing external validation to know your worth.