Kobe Bryant's wife Vanessa says she cannot process tragedy of losing him- Kobe Bryant's wife Vanessa shared a heartbreaking message on Instagram a few weeks after tragedy - She lost her husband, daughter and seven other people in a helicopter crash that occurred last month - Vanessa and Kobe were married for 19-years and have four daughters together but only Natalia, Bianka and Capri are remaining Kobe Bryant's wife Vanessa has admitted that she is yet to come to terms with reality regarding death of her husband and daughter, Gianna. Kobe, Gianna and seven other people were involved in a helicopter crash last month while they were travelling in crashed in Calabasas, California. Vanessa has posted a heartfelt message on Instagram concerning the death of her 41-year-old husband and 13-year-old daughter. In her message, Vanessa stated that she will be their other three children Natalia, Bianka and Capri after her 19-year union with her husband ended abruptly. "I’ve been unwilling to express feelings. Recommended for you "Portable's music changed my life": Man sheds tears, appreciates Zazu singe... "My brain refuses to accept that both Kobe and Gigi are gone. I can’t process both at the same time. "It’s like I’m trying to process Kobe being gone but my body refuses to accept my Gigi will never come back to me. "It feels wrong. Why should I be able to wake up another day when my baby girl isn’t being able to have that opportunity. "I’m so mad. She had so much life to live. Then I realize I need to be strong and be here for my 3 daughters. "I know what I’m feeling is normal. It’s part of the grieving process. "I just wanted to share in case there’s anyone out there that’s experienced a loss like this. "God I wish they are all here and this torments would be over. Praying for all of the victims of this horrible tragedy. Please continue to pray for all" Recommended for you Lady in tears as she bumps into mum reading her WhatsApp chat with boyfrien... PAY ATTENTION: Become a member of the leading sports Facebook group 'Naija Football Fan Zone' Meanwhile, Legit.ng had earlier reported that Jordan Hadaway has began his career with Spanish side Real Madrid after he was recently named the world's youngest senior football manager. The 18-year-old who is a student at Liverpool Hope University will be in charge of young English talents in Britain. Hadaway will resume school in the morning then take charge of men twice his age at Welsh club Caerwys FC. Nigeria still needs Enyeama, Maradona was my toughest opponent - Rufai | Legit TV Source: Legit.ng - Kobe Bryant's wife Vanessa shared a heartbreaking message on Instagram a few weeks after tragedy - She lost her husband, daughter and seven other people in a helicopter crash that occurred last month - Vanessa and Kobe were married for 19-years and have four daughters together but only Natalia, Bianka and Capri are remaining PAY ATTENTION: Legit.ng Nigeria still needs Enyeama, Maradona was my toughest opponent - Rufai