Disillusion (Upstairs, Downstairs)
"Disillusion" is the seventh episode of the fifth and final series of the period drama "Upstairs, Downstairs". It first aired on 19 October 1975 on ITV. Background. "Disillusion" was recorded in the studio on 3 and 4 April 1975, and the episode marks the final appearance of Karen Dotrice as Lily Hawkins. Plot. It is spring 1924, and Georgina returns from New York City, having stayed with Elizabeth. Meanwhile, Daisy gets annoyed when Lily is given time off to go shopping by Mr Hudson. A few days later, while at the Wembley Exhibition, Georgina spots Hudson and  Lily together holding hands. That evening she tells Virginia what she saw, and Virginia then asks Rose if Lily is seeing any one. Rose says she knows nothing, but then goes to see Lily and asks her if she is going out with Mr Hudson. Lily confirms this and tells Rose how he has taken her to concerts and museums. Very soon the whole house knows what has been going on. Hudson explains to Mrs Bridges that Lily brings him hope and joy, and he tells Virginia that he has "very deep feelings" for her. Mrs Bridges is upset, as  they had said that one day they would marry themselves. Hudson soon decides to resign and gives four weeks notice. Hudson wants to go with Lily on Sunday to see her mother in Banbury to ask for Lily's hand in marriage, however Lily can not bring herself to tell him that she does not love him. On the Sunday morning, having spoken to Georgina, Lily talks to Hudson, and hurts him by saying insulting things, including calling him boring. The following morning, Lily leaves 165, Eaton Place without telling anyone and goes back to live with her mother. She  leaves a note for Mr Hudson, explaining she did not mean the hurtful things she said the day before, she only wanted to stop him caring for her. Hudson then withdraws his resignation, and Virginia writes a very good reference for Lily. Reception. "Disillusion" was reviewed in "The Daily Digest" by Richard Afton, who said that the "writers do not appear to be able to sustain the originality and interest of the stories". Afton said he found himself to be suffering from "extreme inattention".