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ekungeyona eyakhe Umfowethu Stig zase ukuqinisekisile Annerstads isonto iminyaka emine ngaphambili. Mina ngeke khumbula isiqinisekiso yakhe kodwa Ngangifuna ukuqinisekisa kimi. Isizathu esenza Stig waqinisekisa ngokwayo Angazi kodwa ngangifuna liqinisekiswe, hhayi ukuthola izipho kungenzeka, kodwa kwaba nje ngenxa nesithakazelo esiqotho kimi.
Uma ngibheka emuva ekuphileni kwami, ngiyaqonda ukuthi isiqinisekiso yami isithakazelo kwakubangelwa i search ngokwethembeka futhi olujulile ngoNkulunkulu. Kube yahlakazeka ngo inhliziyo yami.
Ukuqinisekiswa imfundiso ehlelwa Annerstads isonto owawusedolobheni ngu umfundisi. Ukufundisa ubekade esitezi yendlu parish yesibili. Sasizigqokele mhlawumbe 20 intsha e kokubili abafana namantombazane abafunda.
Kodwa ngathola ukuthi izifundo isiqinisekiso kwakunzima futhi aqinile. Besisolo ukufunda ngokuzwakalayo encwadini mayelana ukholo lobuKristu ukuthi angiqondanga lutho. Ngikhumbula lutho namuhla lokho ke wafundiswa kithi ikhathekizimu. Mhlawumbe Angikhumbuli ke noma ngosuku isiqinisekiso, owawungumnyaka ngayizolo lwami lokuzalwa.
Kodwa isiqinisekiso njengoba enjalo akakwazanga ukuguqula noma kungithinte njengomuntu. Ngisenani iChris efanayo ubudala. Lokhu kufakazelwa umcimbi nje ngaphambi saba ukuya esontweni futhi uqinisekise kithi. I umpristi, nazo zonke ikhathekizimu besihlangene ekamelweni elincane ngaphambi isiqinisekiso.
Lapho ngidinga ukuya yokugezela, ngabachazela. Lapho ngibuya, ngase yanqamula amanzi phezu chemise emhlophe, bonke ikhathekizimu ibha, lapho ngase wageza izandla zakhe. Othile waveza lokhu, kodwa ngangicabanga ukuthi wayesivalile uma ngithumela Pee, ngakho ngabeka expletive ezinhle elikhulu phambi umpristi, nazo zonke ikhathekizimu. Ungqongqoshe waveza amazwi ami kabi esikhethiwe, futhi ngashaqeka pionröd ngisathi ngikhuluma naye. Kodwa uma siya esontweni futhi Ukuqinisekiswa lidlule off ngaphandle enkingeni.
Lapho saya esontweni ngelulela kimi ngeqholo yayiphethe lelo Bhayibheli futhi incwadi lokubonga. Kodwa lokho okwashiwo phakathi kokuba esesitholile isiqinisekiso, Anginalwazi.
Ngicabanga ukuthi nginesithakazelo esiqotho isiqinisekiso ukuthi uNkulunkulu wayefuna mina. Kwakuyisikhathi inkulumo owangitshela ukuthi ngizakuba emfuna uNkulunkulu iminyaka yami abasha. Kodwa ngangingazi ukuthi nguNkulunkulu.
Uma ngibheka emuva ekuphileni kwami, ngiyabona nezinye izenzakalo lapho uNkulunkulu wafuna kimi. Kungenzeka ukuthi izenzakalo ezazibonakala zizincane, okuyinto Nginitshelile wena cishe Kwalotshwa incwadi ezinye indenna, kodwa kukhona izimo ngokungazelelwe lolo yabenyezela ukuthi uNkulunkulu ukhona nokuthi wangibona.
Kamuva, ngingathanda baqaphele ukuthi uNkulunkulu wayengathokozi onguNkulunkulu onjengawe Santa Claus ezazifuna ukuba ningayeki yimuphi izipho uma kwakungengenxa ngomusa, kodwa uNkulunkulu owayenawo Ngothando enkulu ye ndoda omncane. Lo Nkulunkulu onothando wanika ngezikhathi ezithile futhi zizizwe kancane engakhanyi engaqinisekile umfana yokuxhashazwa, kodwa wayengazi ukuthi ubani owabeka kwangqongqoza inhliziyo yakhe esencane
Ngineminyaka engu eminyakeni eminingana kamuva umpristi lalikade frikyrkopastor. Ngakho wawumelwe wayeyazi indlela basindiswe kanti umKristu, kodwa akazange athi leli kithi. Kuthiwani uma wayenze ke. Khona-ke ngingase abeselondoloziwe futhi ithole ukuphila kwami ​​konke zishintshe. ngeminjunju eminingi nosizi ngabe agwemeka empilweni yami. Kuyavunywa, wayekade wacaphuna ivesi leBhayibheli emangalisayo Johane 3 no-16 biblars yethu ukumboza. Umbhalo vesi:
"Ngokuba uNkulunkulu walithanda izwe kangaka waze wanikela ngeNdodana yakhe ezelwe yodwa, ukuba yilowo nalowo okholwa yiyo angabhubhi, kodwa abe nokuphila okuphakade."
Kodwa wayesenqumile wawacaphuna lawo ivesi eBhayibhelini, ngabona kuze eminyakeni eminingana kamuva, futhi wayengazange akhulume noma wachaza vesi kithi. Ukuqinisekiswa wawunje ukulondoloza kimi.
Ebuntwaneni bami, kwakungase ngezinye izikhathi zizobona ngokusebenzisa ebumnyameni isikhumbuzi kaNkulunkulu. Angizange ngiqonde ngaleyonkathi, kodwa lapho ngineminyaka engu-ngemva kweminyaka eminingana ngokubheka izinto esezidlulile empilweni futhi wayengabheka emuva ekuphileni kwami, ngiyazisola wayebona ngokucacile.
Into eyodwa enjalo uye ngqo enhliziyweni kimi babe amaphosta nsturmotiv esihle. Ngokwesibonelo, ilanga ngemuva izihlahla. Futhi nomBhalo. Ngangibona ngezinye izikhathi uhlangabezana amaphosta enjalo, isibonelo, ehholo lesifunda. Lapho ngifunda vesi leBhayibheli kuzo, ngamangala lapho ngibona ukuthi amandla babekwazi aqukethe. Zaziphila ngakho futhi ngingakhuluma kwesokudla enhliziyweni yami. Mina kahle ukukhumbula Esinye sezikhathi ezinjalo yilapho kanjani bamangala futhi ngimangele ebuka poster. Kwenzeka izikhathi eziningana futhi ngezikhathi ezahlukene ukuthi uNkulunkulu wakhuluma kimi futhi lazenza eyaziwa kulezi ngezindlela ezahlukene. Kodwa ngangingazi ukuthi nguye ngemva kweminyaka eminingi.
Ingrid Ljunggren kwadingeka izifundo ezinhle kakhulu zokufundisa efakwe ohlwini. Ngokuvamile, wangitshela mayelana izinto self-okucatshangelwayo. Kwakulula ukumlalela amukele ukuthi wathini, wafundisa.
Ngesinye isikhathi kwi inkolo Angisoze ngakukhohlwa. Angazi uma wayengumuntu yobuKristu, kodwa wangitshela ukuthi yena nomyeni wakhe izinsana yayehlele wabangwa nezibi waze walaliswa esibhedlela. Base wathandaza kuNkulunkulu ecela nezingane zabo abadingiselwa ayemahle kakhulu. Bona ngathola izimpendulo umthandazo. Lokhu esho etshela lonke ikilasi. Ngahlala bathule walalela bemangele yona edeskini lami.
Lesi sikole kwahlanganiswa singathengi prya esikhathini konyaka ezindaweni ezahlukene ukuze uthole amazwibela iphasi lomsebenzi futhi mhlawumbe uthole nokububula lokho thina ayeyoyikhethela ibanga lesikhombisa, ngokusobala okuyinto kwadingeka nzima kakhulu ukwazi mina. Kusukela ngineminyaka engu-kwezobuciko nesithakazelo Ngake prya umnyango esitolo Tempo in Ljungby njengendlela neyomhlobisi. Babefanele Abahlobisi bebodwa abasebenzi abenza izimpawu. Ngeshwa, Ngiyithandile alilihle futhi kwakunzima ukuthatha isinyathelo. Kwaba cishe ngenxa indlela yami engakhanyi futhi akuqinisekile.
Ngenxa kwengikubhalisile nentshisakalo art Okwakuvelele kwaba inkulumo lomunye semester ukuba ngilulame prya ngesonto umugqa test ekolishi Christian e Helsingborg. Psyokonsulenten bakwazi ukungiyisa lapho ngesonto. Ngikhumbula kwakufanele ngigibele ibhayisikili ibhasi phansi Helsingborg, nakuba ngase ngineminyaka engu exinwe uhambo lwami olude, kodwa izinto zahamba kahle, ayeseza uthisha esikoleni futhi kuyiwa. Mina yayihlala ekhaya nomkhaya wakhe.
Ngaqonda ukuthi bangamaKristu yini, kodwa mina angazanga ukuthi kwasho ukuthini. Futhi akekho bachaza lutho ngalokhu kimi.
Kuvele kusihlwa ekolishi, ngangimi neqembu labafundi wabukela abanye abadlali football. Lapho ngibuza omunye wabo uma hhayi lesi sikole kwaba yobuKristu. Khona kwadingeka a setfulo eside sakhe lapho Wachaza kude amaKristu. Ngineminyaka engu endaweni Christian, kodwa akuzwakalanga lutho ngoJesu. eduze Ngakho okwamanje ngakho kude ...
Ekhaya e ekungeyona eyakhe yami ekhaya, ngathola ezincane ezimhlophe uGideyoni iBhayibheli ukuthi esakhiwe kule lezincwadi e wamakhaza. Angazi obamukele ke. Mhlawumbe ngumfowethu yami yokutholwa. Angikhumbuli ukuthi kwaba okwami. Mhlawumbe umfowethu ngiyitholile lapho godeonierna esabalalisa IBhayibheli-New Testament in isigaba esikoleni ukuthi wahamba. Gidroniter sibizelwa omnikeza amaBhayibheli phakathi snmst ezikoleni futhi amakamelo ehhotela nasemajele. Ababeyithathile igama emva uGideyoni eTestamenteni Elidala.
Ngibeka usofa nsundu wamakhaza sokufunda. Kwakuwusuku kusofa efanayo Bengihlezi lapho ephephandabeni lendawo kwadingeka indaba ngami futhi opopayi yami eminyakeni embalwa ngaphambili.
Engaqala ukuyifunda wevangeli uMathewu futhi isanda phephula engakufunda. Yeka injabulo esaba nayo lapho! Angikwazanga ukuyeka.
Ngafunda ngoJesu futhi wabethelwa esiphambanweni kanjani nokuthi uNkulunkulu futhi emvusa kwabafileyo ngosuku lwesithathu. Lo mcimbi okukhulu wonke u ependwe ingqondo yami futhi ngikwazi ngempela ukukubona.
Amazwi babehlala lapho ngifunda. Bahlangana kwesokudla enhliziyweni yami. Kwakungekhona nje indaba abavamile.
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