Ur music is just too good for you to put away! Your music is your sermons…..it touches alot of souls even to the point that you are unaware. It may not be reflected in album sales, Grammys, sold out shows but know that its to His glory. Like you said don’t look for that boxed up comfortable Jesus, it doesn’t exist. I will say this if the conviction or love of music digs into your soul enough, I know you will be back! Think about the missionaries who are tortured and kill in this day and age for Christ…..I know many of them thought of returning to their local churches where there is comfort! They are the brave soldiers…..warriors….i admire them more than any other “clique” in Christ….They are truly “unashamed”! “Inkinga phakathi kwethu kanye nalo mfana (uManqele) imayelana nokuphulwa kwenkontileka. Sasinenkontileka ayiphula futhi, manje, ngendlela izinto eziyiyona, kubukeka engathi silwa naye,” uMphono utshele iSoccer Laduma.