This is the date when I will begin my initiation. I am not frightened in anyway. I think the reason for that is because I have visitied the Gobela's place a number of times before when I was still weighing my options against the instructions of my Guides. I left durban in the early hours heading to harding lapho ithongo lingikhombe khona. The rituals began at 7pm esgodlweni, i thought its gonna be one hell of a messy ritutal and to my surprise we were done in no time. We did izinkukhu ngokwehlukana kwazo, ngagqoka isembatho that was revealed to me in my dreams nobuhlalo ngendlela yakhona. Ngike ngathuka ke sengzophuza igazi nenyongo kodwa ke ngazijuba. I fealt at peace finishing this unfinished business. Leliziko iziko lomkhuleko liyababa ha umlilo. Immediately I asked uGobela what to do next and wathi akazi what to do next, I must go on a fast and umoya uwona ozobahola umama nobaba nami ukuthi kwenziweni. 07 aPRIL 2013