"omabini lamaqela awafumene amathuba okufaka inqaku lempumelelo kodwa awakwazi ukuwasebenzisa. uphele umdlalo ebambene ngenqaku, yaze ipillars yaphumelela ngamanqaku amane kwamathathu, yabe kanti igoduka nayo lendebe. IPHUPHA: Ndiphupha ngathi ndisehlathini elikhulu kodwa lona ihlathi eli ngathi lihlathi lengca yodwa, akho mithi yingca kwaye  likhulu kakhulu, kwaye le ngca yingca le yokwenza imitshayelo, nalapha emitshayelweni yimitshayelo ke mifutshane yesandla, ngathi ke ndibeleke umntwana osethe ukukhula noko ongalapha kunyaka ukuya kwiminyaka emibini ubudala, qha andimazi uba ngokabani, ndiyikhile ke ingca le ndihamba ndizula ihlathi eli kwaye le ngca ifana nomtshayelo nangebala eli layo ayikho luhlaza, ndiyikhile ke ndada ndashiya isithuntu sayo esinye, ndingumntu ozokuthi xa egqibile ndidlule ngayo ndiyidibanise nenye sendigoduka ndihambe nayo, ndihambile ke ndibeleke umntwana lowo ndingumntu osindwayo ngumntwana lowo, ndithe xa ndigoduka ke ngk uba ndiggibile ukukha ingca leyo, ndithe xa ndisithi ndihamba ngendlela ezakundikhuphela kula ndawo bendishiye kuyo ingca, ndabona abafanyana abadlala ngakula ndawo bendishiye kuyo ingca ndafikelwa kukoyika ndatshintsha indlela ndahamba ngenye eye yandikhuphela emizini, ndithe apha ekuhambeni ndadibana nomntu ongusisi ekucaca ukuba ndiyamazi futhi ukuba andikhaphe, undikhaphile ke apha ekuhambeni kwethu sihambele kufutshane nendawo ebendishiye kuyo ingca yam, ndithe xa siza kudlula kuloo ndawo bendishiye kuyo ingca ndathi makabe ehamba akhabe athetha nomnye usisi endimaziyo,  mna ndikhabe ndithatha ingca yam ndithe xa ndingena ehlathini kuba ndiyokuthatha ingca ndibone umntu ongutata ehamba nomfanyana, bakha ingca nabo, xa ndifika kule ndawo bendishiye kuyo ingca yam xa ndiphakamisa ingca kuvela ifowuni yam, andisayazi ukuba nantoni kodwa bezimbini ezi zinto ngongathi bendizifihlile apha ekwakheni ingca, xa ndisithi ngakule ndawo nanga namakhuko asenziwa agqitywa ade afakwa eplastikini mahle ke, ndibe buwabawela la makhukho qha ndiphinde ndizibuze ba ndizowenzani ngoba ndinalo ikhukho. Phofu ingca ke ndiyikhela unyana wam oneminyaka eyi 17 ophila nokukhubazeka kwengqondo ochamayo kakhulu apha ephupheni kwaye ndinaye manyani umntwana wam onjalo lizibulo kwaye uyachama ngokwenene. Ingaba lithetha ukuthini?