Uma ulala phansi udinga isikhala esincane ukuze ukwazi ukubeka incwadi noma izibuko. Ngalesi sizathu, kukhona itafula lombhede. Amakamelo okulala ahlanzekile futhi amahle aphezulu, atholakalayo ngendlela evamile, akuvumela ukuba ukhethe ukuguqulwa okuhambisana nezifiso zakho nezidingo zakho. Amatafula angaphansi kombhede abadwebi angcono ukukwazi ukugcina izinto ezincane ongazithola ngenkathi uhlala embhedeni. i was also reminded of time where the plane was so unstable on my way to mthatha so already nje i was not fine thinking of irepeat of the last experience. you know the turbulence that causes you to hang onto the seat. where you think uba “kazi umntwana wam uzakuthini uzakushiyeka nabani”; “oh lord if we are safe ndizakukhonza with all of me”; “oh my goodness i need or should have travelled more”; “nkosi yam i have not consolidated my life policies”; “i should have lived more”. i hope you can relate because ikhona that kind of turbulence ekwenza ucinge konke – what you did and what you did not do. now back to the weather story. as the plane took off it was gloomy with dark clouds. yenyuka kuse gloomy; it was shaking a bit because besidlula iingqimba zamafu. oh nkosi yam kwaze kwakude ejhb. yenyuka i plane. kuthe ngelingeni sagqobhozela ngapha kwamafu (the breakthrough). sisekwi vicinity yase mthatha i think phezu kwee bityi/tabase area kwezalali nje wena. my oh my – xa sigqobhozela nali ilanga limile; akukho bu gloomy; the sun is shining bright; no wind nothing yazinza the plane. when i looked down amafu asekhona asemnyaman kodwa thina siphezu kwamafu sibona something different from the people ngezantsi. when ndimane ndijonga in between kusemnyama ngezantsi – the people at the bottom babona ubumnyama – kubo kuzakunetha. on my side i closed the window because the sun was shining kunjawunje lalitshisa.