After Life (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)
"After Life" is the third episode of season 6 of the television series "Buffy the Vampire Slayer," and the 103rd episode of the series. It was written by Jane Espenson and directed by David Solomon, and aired on October 9, 2001 on UPN. Plot. The Scooby Gang rushes to find Buffy and figures she is at her house. The bikers are on the run now that Razor has been destroyed. At the house, Buffy is confused and acting strangely and is told by Dawn that Giles has left. Spike arrives, angry and looking for  Dawn. When he realizes the real Buffy is back, he softens and helps to clean up her wounded hands. When the Scooby Gang arrives and focuses on the Slayer, Spike slips out. Unable to stand all the concern, Buffy goes upstairs while Xander and Anya leave for food. Outside, the two find a hurt Spike who is furious that he was not told about the resurrection plans despite having helped the gang all summer. He realizes that his love of Buffy would have made him an obstacle if Buffy had returned as something that would have had to have been  destroyed. He warns Xander of the consequences they will have to face with magic. After notifying Giles of Buffy's return, Willow and Tara go to bed and talk about the spell and changes in Buffy. In her room, Buffy looks at the pictures surrounding her and they briefly turn to pictures of skulls. During the night, Willow and Tara are visited in their room by a Buffy who yells at them and hints at Willow killing the deer for the ritual. When the girls get up to investigate, Buffy is asleep in her room and neither knows the source  of the incident. A moving lump appears in the ceiling, motivating Willow to call Xander. In the background while Xander talks, Anya enters the room with a knife and smokey eyes, slitting her cheek before collapsing as the lump travels across the floor. The gang gather the next day at The Magic Box for brainstorming, but no one is sure what this thing is and Buffy is still very closed off and leaves to patrol alone. With Buffy gone, the demon takes over Dawn who shouts at her friends and breathes fire before collapsing. Buffy finds Spike at his crypt  and the two talk. Spike opens up to her, expressing his guilt for not being able to save her or Dawn and wishing he could go back in time to do so. Led on by Spike's hinting that Willow knew her spell might do something bad, Xander questions whether she or Tara knew the dangers. Willow reveals that this creature was created by the spell that brought Buffy back. The demon currently does not possess a body, which is why it has been possessing members of the gang. A reversal of the spell will cancel out the creation of  the demon, but it cannot be done without also reversing Buffy's resurrection. After Dawn panics about the idea of losing Buffy again, Willow discovers that the demon can only survive if Buffy is killed. The demon, which had been housed in Xander's body while Willow shared this information, thanks Willow for the tip and heads for the Slayer. Buffy is attacked by the formless demon which she cannot hurt, but which she can be hurt by. Willow and Tara cast a spell to make the demon solid. Buffy kills the demon with an axe. Normality is  somewhat resumed as Dawn heads to school the next day and Buffy sees her off. Buffy visits her friends at the shop and tells them that she was in Hell during her death and she appreciates that they brought her back. However, when Buffy goes outside behind the shop and finds Spike hiding in a patch of shade, she admits to him that she was actually in Heaven and was happy, yet her friends pulled her out. Spike is shocked as she tells him that this reality is her Hell, having been forced to live again on Earth but feeling  the loss of Heaven where she felt safe, loved, and complete, and she stresses that her friends can never know the truth.