It is good to see happy people in this page, I am happy in the name of you What about me? The years are passing and ı am just looking without doing anything I am getting older by doing nothing, I am still at the same point motionessly Adele - Set Fire to the Rain Lyrics - YouTube Berkay - Dünya Dönüyor / Orhan Gencebay İle Bir Ömür (2012) - YouTube Whatever you say, the world is turning And it will turn The life will go on without me... yasmiNicole

Good morningggg!!! my lovely diary, Today, I will never stop and finish all of the errands I have to do Now I am drinking a cup of tea and think of the film I watched last night "Kurtuluş Son Durak"... The cooperation of the women make me laugh, the women in the film used to kill the men and throw their dead bodies into the wellD The performances of the players in the film weren't bad but the film could be better... the next film I will watch will be "The Kite Runner" I am still reading the same book "Od" I couldnt finish it While I was reading it last night, I fell into sleep I dont even remember when ı fell into sleep B blckndwht

Dont be so pessimistic. You always say bad things to tourself. Whatever you do, believe in yourself first of all. Never say "i hate myself" for any reason. Nobody is perfect, dont forget B blckndwht

Grup Yorum - Uçurtmayı Vurmasınlar - YouTube B blckndwht

My God!! Thanks for everything you gave me I am so happy that ı cant understand how everything has changed in such a short time:)) B blckndwht

( Baris Manço - Inanmiyorum Sana - YouTube I am just waiting... B blckndwht

It has been a long time ı havent written here!! So many things have changed, there are two options in front of me and it is a hard situation to find the correct one for me( It is the turning point of my life, so ı have to find the correct choice... I am so excited and undecidedddd, offfff B blckndwht

Hey girls, thank you for your comments But I am addicted to living in the past, ı am not good at seizing the day, I cant change my character Anyway, my unhappines is chronic I wanna write the sentences written in the book ı am reading nowadays "Sopayla kilime vuranın gayesi kilimi dövmek değil, kilimin tozunu almaktır, Allah sana sıkıntı vermekle tozunu kirini alır" Oh my lovely diary, I hate hurting people or breaking the hearts but sometimes ı do((I am soooo stupidd B blckndwht

The time is coming, ı feel nothing:SSS B blckndwht

:)) oh what a pity oh what a pity this kind of destiny oh what a pity everything is dark where is humanity who serves the servant oh what a pity this world should sink this dream should end shame on the one who makes you laugh and then cry unborn sufferings unlived worries a heart that longs for you should it be mine? what did i doooo faith to youuuu you sentenced me to meeee with every breath i take lies a thousand reproach my complaint is to the creator my complaint is to the creator is it you or is it me that surprise i doooon't know you gave a kind of worry i couldn't come to meee i'm at a blind alley i couldn't find my way oooof of of of of of of of.. offf! B blckndwht

Emre Aydın - Bir Teselli Ver / 2012 Orijinal Şarkı / "Orhan Gencebay İle Bir Ömür" - YouTube Cansu Koç Gamzedeyim Deva Bulmam - YouTube zakkum-öleceğim - YouTube ZARA - DİLENCİ - YouTube Ferdi Tayfur - Bana Sor These songs reflect my soul and spirit... There is no need to use much more words to describe my feelings and emotions( B blckndwht

I have just watched the film " The Kite Runner"... It was nice and affecting Hasan whose father is a poor man and Amir whose father is very rich are good friends. Hasan and his father are servants of Amir's father. All of them are living in the same house. These kids have no mother... Hasan is much more brave than Amir. He always protects Amir who is good at writing stories. In fact, Amir is jealous of Hasan because Hasan is a self-sacrificing and brave boy... I cried because of a scene(( In that scene, Hasan is beaten and raped by the brutal Assef in an empty street to protect Amir's kite; the coward Amir witness the assault but does not help the loyal Hassam... One day, Amir lies, slanders(He says Hasan stole his watch, Amir's father calls Hasan and asks him whether this event is true or not... Hasan concedes that he stole Amir's watch but in fact he didn't... Hasan and his father are honourable people so they move from the house... Russia occupies the country, Amir and his dad escape to Usa.. Amir becomes a writer when he grows up and gets married there... One day he learns Hasan and his wife died in Afghanistan but their son Söhrab is still living... I got shocked when ı learnt Hasan and Amir are brothers. Actually, Amir's father had sexual relation with his servant's wife in the past... Therefore, Amir decides to find and rescue his nephew and he achieves at the end... The music in the film affected me very much... It was "SUPPLICATION by Sami Yusuf" Sami Yusuf - Supplication with English Subtitle - YouTube

Everything starts with you, you are strong enough to change everything you want B blckndwht

Timbaland - Apologize ft. OneRepublic - YouTube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TXJpgqhWvNY

Yazık oldu // Candan Erçetin - YouTube Gökhan Türkmen- Efkarlıyım-2008 - YouTube Tanrım Dert Vermesin - YouTube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2G3trEgsyE B blckndwht

I hate valentine's day... B blckndwht

wiiiiiie, what do we got here? english diary. meee liiike. well, im gonna write a few sentences too :) a person in this room shared the song apologize, u know what - i love that song! and its been like 1-2 years since i listened to it thx for sharing! i see so many people writing sad things in here. u just gotta hold on & be strong. look at life in different views, then u'll realize so many good things that uve actually got in ur life. life is beautiful, and its tooooo short to be sad and in pain hope u'll get well sooon <33. im so happy to be here :) ! yasmiiiiiiin <3. B blckndwht

whose eyes l looked is you, like a cliff who l take to my neck is you, with fetters who l long for, like a mountains lake who l lie is you everynight thinking that sleeping l burn l burn, with catching fire l burn, my fire roast both you and me, my troublesome l burn l burn, with catching fire l burn, my fire roast both you and me, my troublesome who l hit to my heart is you, like a stamp who l find in furious cities is you saying where is ground?, where is sky?, where am l? that l came to borders is you l burn l burn, with catching fire l burn, my fire roast both you and me, my troublesome Belalım - YouTube sezen aksu kolay degil - YouTube B blckndwht

Internet and forums make me feel sad, alone, helpless and hopeless... It is so hard to live aimlessly without making plans... GEL GÖR BENİ AŞK NEYLEDİ - YouTube This music makes me thrilled... The city is sleeping now and I am suffering... B blckndwht

It was good to visit Mevlana and Şems yesterday... Tirit was the most delicious meal ı have ever eaten:) G Giz05

Are you good news, hope for me, lover? You says that the season has passed and the snow is ahead Which season is this, don t you ask me, lover There is the bustle of your love in my tired heart Which season is this, don t you ask me, lover There is the bustle of your love in my mature heart Am I like this when the spring arrives Or does the spring arrive when I get like this Besides, what has all this to do with you Of course, it is spring because I am like this Because since my hands touched you There are buds on my winter twigs Are you a promise, a blessing for me, lover No matter what other people say, take me, embrace me Forget all the springs that have passed, lover There is only your love in my heart nation Forget all the springs that have passed, lover There is only your love in my tired heart Am I like this when the spring arrives Or does the spring arrive when I get like this Besides, what has all this to do with you Of course, it is spring because I am like this Because since my hands touched you There are buds on my winter twigs :)) B blckndwht

It is very boring Always being alone, But I've realized I Need to change my tone. But ı dunno how ı can manage this? BellaBellucci

I am ill and ı went to hospital instead of work today( God, I dont wanna happiness anymore I just wanna a painless death from you Accept my prays, please This life cant mine... Beni Biraz Böyle Hatırla - YouTube Orhan GENCEBAY Kaderimin Oyunu - YouTube B blckndwht

Good nights... Esengül- Kahretmişim Hayatıma - YouTube Selda Bagcan-Dön Gel Birtanem - YouTube yasmiNicole

The film "UMUT" which ı watched yesterday made me cry for an hour... Umut Film Müziği - Elveda Efkar - YouTube elveda gözüm, elim, yüreğim, sesim merhaba ölüm, ol bedelim benim payıma düşen kader sana ne diyeyim ya bu ağlayan yürek kimin ne bileyim yaşamanın adı umut bu sevdayı unut gözbebeğim vazgeçtim ben kendimden al kalbim hediyem olsun yüreğim elveda gücüm, kuzum, emeğim, terim merhaba gecem, sızım, olmayan yerim düşümü çalan keder sana ne diyeyim ya bu doymayan heves ah! ne bileyim B blckndwht

I can't stand living, working, being with people around me... I feel nothing... I know there is no hope for me, my life will never change, ı am dying day by day Praying is not enough anymore(I regret for every chance ı lost in the past Living this life gives me just pain B blckndwht

Hey girls! dont read my diary:)) B blckndwht

ii love that song, set fire to the rain. and don't think like that, everybody struggles with different things the only thing we need to do is to stay strong! Christina Milian - Believer. - YouTube this song is from me to you n everybody else who's struggling wit life<3. B blckndwht

I hope it wont be a disastrous and horrible day for me(( ı dunno what is happening, ı cant understand people B blckndwht

Good morninggg I have decided to make a cake this morning... The ingredients(carrot, a spoon of cinnamon, raisins, walnut, hazelnut, baking powder, vanilla, flour,3 eggs, a glass of yoghurt, a tea glass of oil, a glass of sugar) are waiting for me:))) Bulent Ersoy UZDUNUZ BENI YILLAR... - YouTube B blckndwht

Some nights I stay up late and cry, Other times I feel as if I could die! In my life I feel not loved, I always get kicked around or shoved. But why should I be happy? How can I be if I'm treated so crappy? Every day seems like a battle. I get thrown around like a baby's rattle. Sometimes everything can be so scary. Why can't I just be happy and merry? For all my faults, I am to blame. I am the one to take all the shame. B blckndwht

I have woken up early and had breakfast in the morning I started reading my books after breakfast, ı fell into sleep again while reading When ı woke up, it was 5 pm... I have slept all day and ı am still sleepy... I didnt eat anything, ı wish ı fasted maybe ı will fast tomorrow Orhan Gencebay - Dertler Benim Olsun - YouTube B blckndwht

Hello my foreign diary:) mm i like this application and i didn't think it because my english knowledges awfull... To summerize, i have a bad today, i am ill, i miss my exboyfiend. İf i watch romantic movie, i will unhappy. İ am very emotions.. Whyy? ( B blckndwht

I have watched two films this week... "My name is Khan" and "Love me if you dare" My name is Khan was a good film... It worths watching... Rizwan Khan is a Muslim child who grew up with his brother Zakir and his mother Razia Khan in a middle-class family in the Borivali section of Mumbai. Rizwan is different from other children, however. He has certain gifts, particularly a special ability to repair mechanical things. His difference leads to special tutoring from a reclusive scholar and extra attention from his mother, both of which lead to heightened jealousy from his brother Zakir, who eventually leaves his family for a life in the United States. Despite this resentment, as an adult Zakir sponsors Rizwan to come and live with him in San Francisco after the death of their mother. It is at this time that Zakir's wife, Haseena diagnoses Rizwan with Asperger syndrome. Rizwan also begins to work for Zakir, and in the process he meets a Hindu woman, Mandira and her young son, Sameer or Sam, from a previous marriage. Mandira is a hairdresser. Despite Zakir's hostility to the match, Khan and Mandira marry and settle down in the fictional town of Banville. Both Mandira and a Sameer take Rizwan's last name as their own. They also live next door to the Garrick family. Sameer is close to their young son, Reese while Mark is a reporter and Sarah is a friend of Mandira. The Khans' perfect existence gets disrupted, however, after the September 11 attacks on New York City. Mark goes to cover the war in Afghanistan and dies there, much to both Sarah and Reese's distress. At the same time, the Khan family begins to experience post 9 11 prejudice in their community and Reese begins to turn against an older Sam as well. One afternoon, an argument between them turns into a racially motivated schoolyard fight between Sameer and a gang of older students. Reese, acting on behalf of Sam, tries to stop the fight, but is held back and Sam is punched and kicked several times, with the gang finishing by hitting him on the head with a soccer ball. As an act of revenge, Sam hits the leader teenager on the head, too. The gang continue fighting Sam. Overreacting, the lead teenager kicks the soccer ball, which hits Sam's stomach, knocking him unconscious. The gang then silences Reese by threatening to beat him up if he tells the authorities about it. Sam is rushed to the hospital, but his severe internal bleeding cannot be healed, and Sam dies of a ruptured spleen. A shattered Mandira blames Rizwan for Sam's death, stating that Sam "died only because his last name was Khan." She then tells Rizwan that she no longer wants to be with him. When he asks her what he has to do to be together with Mandira, she sarcastically tells him that he has to tell the people of the United States and the President that his name is Khan and that he is not a terrorist. Rizwan takes Mandira's request seriously, and thus sets out on a journey that takes him from one US state to another, to first meet President George W. Bush and later the new President-elect. During this quest, he travels to Wilhemina, Georgia and befriends Mama Jenny and her son Joel. Later, in Los Angeles, he prays in a Mosque and overhears violent rhetoric from Faisal Rahman. He reports this to the FBI but there is no response at that moment. Later, while waiting in a crowd to meet President Bush and repeating again and again, "My name is Khan and I am not a terrorist," Rizwan is arrested and placed in a prison by police who misinterpret his statement thinking he said he was a terrorist. While in the prison he is interrogated as a terrorist suspect and meets the psychiatrist Radha who believes he is innocent. He is later released after a media campaign by some Indian student reporters Raj and Komal and Bobby Ahuja, who prove his innocence by unearthing his attempts to inform the FBI about Faisal Rahman. After his release, he returns to hurricane-hit Wilhemina to help Mama Jenny and her son. His efforts attract media attention and numerous Muslims come to help as well. At the same time, a remorseful Reese confesses to Mandira and reveals the identities of the gang who killed Sam. She informs Detective Garcia who has been assisting her on the case, and he arrests the gang. Mandira later gets a call from Sarah to forgive Rizwan, "I've lost my husband; don't lose him." Mandira realises her error, she joins Rizwan in Georgia, and their love rekindles. However, at the moment she arrives, Rizwan is stabbed by one of Faisal Rahman's followers, who accuses him of being a traitor to Islam, and Rizwan is rushed to the hospital. With Mandira's help, Rizwan survives and meets President-elect Barack Obama who tells him, "Your name is Khan and you are not a terrorist." The film concludes with Rizwan and Mandira going back home. I didnt like the second one. It was a nonsense film( Two young people always play stupid games, they make nonsense jokes... There is a song of Cüneyt Ergün.. The clip of this song is made of this film's scenes The clip is ok but the film isnt good( Bilinmeyen Saati Uygulaması - YouTube Aşkımmmmm-Aşkımmmmmm:))) Demet Akalın | Yılan - YouTube B blckndwht

David Garett!!!!! I love you so much You are the David Beckham of the music world, you take my breath away but ı know it is impossible and just a dream to reach and meet you(( I am too tired, I have looked at the screen of the computer during the day to finish my papers but I couldn't concentrate on nothing I dunno what ı will do, my brain isn't working anymore God help me please! B blckndwht

It was a different and exciting day for me:)) Son Perde - YouTube B blckndwht

I have just come to house, the course tires me but I am ok for now It is time to clean the house, I dunno what we will eat for dinner I changed my shampoo, I bought "Pantene aqua effect", ı hope it will be good for my oily hair B blckndwht

O My Lord, My sins are like The highest mountain; My good deeds Are very few They re like a small pebble. I turn to You My heart full of shame, My eyes full of tears. Bestow Your Forgiveness and Mercy Upon me. Ya Allah, Send your peace and blessings On the Final Prophet, And his family, And companions, And those who follow him. . push ; B blckndwht

Come on, your life can not be that bad... You have a job, there are people around you and you just feel regretful about past. I am sure you would not like to be lonely and without a job. And we all make mistakes. Mistakes are for us. What to do is, learning from mistakes. I dont know what happened in your past but, you know, past is past. Now try to enjoy your life. P. S. Timbaland, ft. one republic-Apologize is my favourite too B blckndwht

I liked this song "Hasta" sung by Hande Yener, I like this woman although many people criticize her I have been listening to it all day B blckndwht

I couldnt sleep because of my stomach ache the painkilller couldnt manage to stop my ache, it will be hard to wake up if ı sleep, a hard day is waiting for me( there are lots of stuff ı have to do, but ı am so bulheaded and pigheaded to spend my time meaninglessly and aimlessly . push ; B blckndwht

I wish ı had a good friend to share these things(( B blckndwht

I wish I believed that ı am strong enough to change my life BellaBellucci

Our belongings are scattered around Our silence isn't because of lack of sleep Do we still amount to two people? Remember me like this for a while I know no suitcase can be opened a few times I know the clocks do not tick backwards This house is no longer a home I know that I am miserable You are in front of me yet you aren't here Remember, like everything else you lost Perhaps as a lying coward Remember me like this Hold yourself tightly And say that this life is not yours Remember me like this for a while WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY? B blckndwht

You came to me in that hour of need When I was so lost, so lonely You came to me took my breath away Showed me the right way, the way to lead You filled my heart with love Showed me the light above Now all I want Is to be with you You are my one true love Taught me to never judge Now all I want Is to be with you ALLAHUMA! Sal 'ala Sayideena Mustafa 'Alaa Habeebika Nabieeka Mustafa (O God! Send Your Blessings upon our leader, the chosen one (Muhammad Upon Your Beloved, Your Prophet, the chosen one) You came to me in a time of despair I called on you, you were there Without You what would my life mean? To not know the unseen, the worlds between For you I'd sacrifice For you I'd give my life Anything, just to be with you I feel so lost at times By all the hurt and lies Now all I want Is to be with you Showed right from wrong Taught me to be strong Need you more than ever Ya Rasul ALLAH (O Messenger of God (Muhammad You came to me In that hour of need Need you more than ever Ya Rasul ALLAH You filled my heart with love Showed me the light above Now all I want is to be with you You are my one true love Taught me to never judge Now all I want Is to be with you Sami Yusuf You Come To Me 2009 Arabic+English+Farsi+Turkish with Lyrics Videos MFB A Place to meet Over 1 57 Billion Muslims and Peaceful people from other religions - YouTube B blckndwht