Virgin Messiah


{{person|name=George's Journal (Formerly Virgin Messiah + Forever Alone Feels)|occupation=Currently NEET (Formerly a Technical Advisor at Library for 19 Years)|birthday=June 9th 1985|ethnicity=Ukrainian|image=File:Virginmessiah.jpg}}
'''George's Journal (Formerly known as Virgin Messiah and Forever Alone Feels)''' is a legendary former [[True Forced Loneliness|TFL]] Vlogger. His first channel (now deleted) was called '''ForeverAloneFeels'''. His second, most popular and also deleted channel was called '''Virgin Messiah'''. George finally deleted his third and longest serving channel '''(George's Journal)''' in June 2025. George began vlogging in August 2013 and is one of the pioneers of the TFL genre. George is particularly revered for turning his life around in his mid 30s.
==Personal Life==
George frequently vlogged throughout his late 20s and mid 30s about his life situation. Topics typically included being an older [[Virginity|virgin]], [[Fatcel|overweight]] and a seeming lack of life progress. As of 2025 George appears to have overcome many of his issues and serves as great inspiration to his long time followers. George worked as a technical advisor at a local library in his hometown in Colorado for 19 years before quitting in early 2025. George is a first generation immigrant from Ukraine which he attributes to much of his loneliness during his early life. George was opposed to [[casual sex]] and wished for a long term [[Monogamy|monogamous]] [[relationship]] which he eventually achieved. He had expressed conservative viewpoints and been seen in right wing video comment sections (has a Black Pigeon Speaks t-shirt). However it is not clear how serious he takes politics and how much it is just a vague interest.
==Vlogs==
George was known for his face-front vlogging style. He usually rambled about the inability to find a girlfriend, and potentially a future [[wife]]. Another re-occurring theme in his videos was work-related burnout and general despair and [[depression]]. He also liked to stream old horror games like resident evil, and also used the opportunity to do Q&A with his fans.
He had 2 previous channels, which he deleted, thus most of his videos are gone forever. He "took a break" from YouTube every other month in 2018/2019, only to come back two weeks later almost every time.
*On 16 of May, 2019, George deleted his channel again. A popular edit channel featuring him as the main actor called "Minister Random" was deleted between 18th and 19th of May, suggesting that George was trying to erase his footsteps on the internet. (Due to contradicting accounts by a viewer and George about reaching out to Minister Random, it has been suggested that it was possibly George himself.)
*On May 28th, 2019, George uploaded a video in which he explains why he deleted the channel. His health had taken a hit due to his lower back issues and it had made him realize how much he has taken for granted.
*On June 16th, 2019, George returned to YouTube, posting a video where he addresses his health situation, mistakes made in the past and plans for the future. He currently goes under the name "George's Journal" which is his 3rd channel after previously deleting "Forever Alone Feels" in 2017 and "Virgin Messiah" in 2019.
* Since December of 2019 he stopped posting regular updates, stating that he is taking a break from YouTube and will come back "when the time is right".
*George briefly returned to vlogging and streaming in March/April of 2020. In these vlogs he touched upon the topics of past, identity, regrets and general wastage of time. In his last video he stated that one day he will hopefully be a source of inspiration to others and meet his viewers again in better times.
*On June 24th George announced in the comment section of his last video that he is in fact seeing someone but remains neutral about it as both of them are taking a "no expectations approach".
*Since January 2021 he has been making weekly progress videos on fitness, health and programming.
*His last upload was in September of 2022 where he addressed the passing of his long time friend. It seems he retired from making vlogs.
*George responded to several comments in Spring 2024. He said he occasionally missed being an [[incel]] and hinted at a return later in the year.
* George made a community post saying "We are so back" after Trump's presidential victory.<ref>https://www.youtube.com/post/Ugkx9mz3dn3_-9lucswh-4Ay1JEj15mPA8uh </ref>
*George suddenly returned on March 6th 2025 with an hour long video. He was no longer a virgin and was now engaged at the age of 39 to a younger woman met through friends. George had finally quit working at the library and has begun the process of moving out of state with his fiancé. He is currently [[NEET]] with the intention of studying blockchain development full time and finding a job through that. George states he is unsure whether he will return to vlogging regularly.
*As many predicted he would, George suddenly deleted his third and final channel in June 2025. No farewell message or warning was given, leaving his current status a mystery.
He had a tendency to delete videos shortly after publishing them. These particular videos were a) failed workout journals and b)unusually nihilistic and defeatist rants induced by alcohol. None of those have been retrieved.

==Virgin Messiah Archive==
Thanks to the ingenuity and selflessness of long time subscriber @Blank_01_01, an extensive collection of George's videos made on his second channel (Virgin Messiah) has been archived. As of June 2025, this has been updated to include lost videos from his final channel .The archive can be accessed through this link.  

https://mega.nz/folder/RcIX3L4Z#oZGVVGfCzCHJEJN2Und9NA


Anyone who wishes to contribute to the Archive Project is implored to contact Frank at pudding86700@gmail.com. Early Forever Alone Feels vlogs are particularly coveted but are believed to be lost forever at this point. 

==Progress with Women & Time Passages==
George likes to take each year at a time, he usually wishes well for himself at the end of each year. 

In 2019 he was orbited relentlessly by a [[Femoid|female]] teen vlogger named Tahlia (The same one who was going to be with [[BrendioEEE]] later on), who came to appreciate him after watching his first YouTube channel religiously. He was also orbited by an older female, however there was no spark from George. He himself orbited a ex-youtuber named BatsIntheBarbell, after which she made a video about how her viewers should not put her on a pedestal (aka to not pursue her romantically, because she only needed incels as viewers). She spoke generally, but George's viewers knew that it was a response to George.
==Gymcel==
George is a known [[gymcel]]. He used to follow [[meme]] diets, which he has apparently abandoned. His workout routine consisted of few dips a week, walking, giving up and starting over again every 2 months. He avoids cardio, which is probably why he's still fat.
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*[[X-Factor Theory]]
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