Student essay written in en (native language: French, CEFR level: A2, field of study: Sciences de l'education)

Hello, i choose to write this letter to you today for a particular reason. I want to share with you my future project that i hope i could realize happily. Indeed, I'm actually part of a training in university in the field of education. I honestly like what I study in the different classes I'm part of, but now I'd like to open myself to the outside real education world. 
So to explain quickly I'd to moved to a foreign to discover their type of education because I think I did my time in Paris, I honestly fed up with de school system here. Since I was a little girl I always want to visit the world, my world is not only the country where my dear mom give me birth, the world is too big and full of gorgeous things for not exploring it. I don't want to do this trip only for 1 month or 1 year, I really want to build an other life in this new environment, which could give to me a lot of benefits. 
So for that, for my personal experience, for my happiness, for little girl dream, i need your help for make it happen. I always hate very hard, asking something to an other person. For me it seems not appropriate and very selfish. If I don't I have something I will work and do my best to find it out. But now, I have to consent that with my poor student condition, I know that I will not be able to afford all the thing I'll have to give. I love my parents and I always thanks them for the life and energy they dedicate to make my life better but now they can't help me more. 
So I ask you to follow me in this incredible project, a real lifelong project.... I'm waiting for your answer, even if it tend to be a negative answer, no matter, but please take the time to analyse this personal goal directly linked to my educational studies. I know that it a very mysterious future that may create but I believe in it.
I'll tell you thank you if the take the time to read me, and I'll say you see you soon.