Student essay written in en (native language: Thai, CEFR level: B1, field of study: Langues et littrature trangre)

The source of my inspiration for my studies ( LLCER chineses) was my family especially my father. Actually I choose this licence because my father says that it's could be great because I stayed eight years in Paris since my birth. We were in Paris because of my father works.. He work for the french ambassy in other country than in Paris.
My father said that if I studied chinese one day, I could work for the ambassy like him. 
Actually I don't want to work for the ambassy. In fact, I really don't know what to do with my chinese licence. I don't want to go to Paris to become a traductor. 
Since my childhood, I was passionate by sciences especially human anatatomy, thai massage and chinese medicine. 
When I just finish my college, I went to studied nursery. I really loved and was passionate about nursery school. But I couldn't stayed much longer because I wasn't accept in the nursery school that I choose.
That is one of the main reason that my father choose the chinese licence for me. Because I was devasted by the bad new of the nursery school. 
In my first year of my licence, I think I like chinese that why I still remain in the second years today. But I began to question about myself and my future. I actyally dont' know what to do with this licence. Maybe I will not stayed till my last year of my license. For next year maybe I changed, maybe I will find a work or just a formation to do with my passion of thai massage. That one day I could work in a massage clinic.