Student essay written in en (native language: Portuguese, CEFR level: B2, field of study: Sciences humaines et sociales)

I can not say that I just have a source of inspiration about the choice of my studies right now.
I have already a master made in Paris, the country where I was born and lived until my 33 years old. As in school I loved math and physics, and I really loved logic and sciences, I've chosen to make a master as engineer. After my studies I worked as a planner at the down-hall of Paris and other companies.
However, everything changed when I moved up into Paris in 2010. At the beginning I was a little bit lost because my french wasn't that good and that I didn't felt that well in this new country, with another culture and without my known references. I started to think about my life and the choices that I've done so far and I begun to have a lot of questions about my personal and professional future. In fact, urban and regional planning didn't mean that much to me. It had never been a passion and I didn't want to work in that field anymore. So, after some years of some other jobs, I started to read some books about psychology as a personal interest. The more I read, the more I felt the need to dive into it. I started to look into myself as something to improve, specially after a severe depression. And at one moment I just thought "And if I just use my need to help my self and to read about all this stuff and go even further into it by a master of psychology? Maybe afterwards I could help some other people with the same psychological issues..."
So here I am, seating in a class of the University of Rennes, writing this text in my computer so that my English can help in some research to built a website, which could help people with their English.
I can talk about a lot of people that inspired me before I got here. People that have YouTube channels about mental health and others that make podcasts about neurosciences, mental health disorders and other great subjects. I also read some books in English about Autism, books that were written by autistic themselves. All of these persons that share their experiences, their thoughts, their point of views ... it really helps me to understand how complex the human mind is. I think, in a way, we have a whole universe inside our heads. It's an universe in expansion! Sometimes there are some parts which collapse and sometimes it makes us be aware of how all of this is so amazing. How life works... to look around us and see how nature is so amazing and so altruist. How living beings adapt to their own mistakes, sometimes without being aware about it, without use their consciousness to see it. Because, even if we see humans as consciousness beings, we are more unconscious that we think...