Student essay written in en (native language: French, CEFR level: B1, field of study: Sciences humaines et sociales)

I'm currently studiying psychology, and still wondering about my futur job and career. At the moment two ideas are in my mind : 
The first one is working in social jobs in general, in the orientation domain mostly, to help people find a suitable path for their studies, and the closest thing to their "dream job"
The second one is beeing a psychologist, probably working for the national education system of Paris, so the orientation principle still remain even in this option.
In both cases, I'll finish my psychology licence, then : in the first case i'll do an extra year in a professionnal licence, the "MFII" one in Rennes 2. if the second choice is what i finally decide to do, then i'll do "PEF" Master in Rennes 2 after my licence.
Originally I really was only considering the first option of both, but recently I'm not sure anymore which one i'd prefer over the other, and sometimes if I even want to any of those two jobs (especially on long rainy days).
There are several things that made choose this path : 
First of all, sorry for the upcoming long and boring story, but I think that's this experience in a whole that made me think about this path : Before going into psychology, i was a STI2D student in highschool, and all my life I planned to work as an enginer in whatever would involve a computer, I never really thought about it, and since I had really good grades since the start of my scholar adventure, the orientation council, and professionnals in this domain that I met inside of highschool all said there were no problem for me to go into this path, and accepted without asking, not a single time, except maybe some teachers of letter subjects , a member of the scholar system refused this idea, and not a single time one of them asked me if I was really sure about this computer science career, or why I wanted to do it. So i ended up in a computer class in Paris after my baccalaureat, and after only one week in it, away from my family and my friends, I really was wondering what the hell I was doing at this place. Some friends of mine told me to join them at Rennes 2, joking only halfly, and after one more day in the computer class i decided to quit it and join them quickly, with the idea of not losing a year doing nothing, and to avoid ending the year with a bullet in my skull. this way I arrived in Rennes 2, in History cursus. Two of my friends were in Rennes 2, one was in history cursus, the other in psychology. All my life in school teachers said that psychology student ended up with no job, and that they were only in this cursus because they had no idea where else they could go. so I choose history, thinking that I would end up as an history teacher, it was at leat making more sense to me than spending all my days coding stuff for rich people that I hate. I hated the first year of this history cursus, but since it was the covid year, and almost all classes were done at home, I thought that maybe it was the problem. The second year, we were back to the campus, and after a few months I had to admit that what i really hated all along was the cursus itself, and with the time that passed by, the idea of beeing an history teacher grew into something that i really hated. I fell into depression for several month and by the end of the scholar year what helped me get out of it was a new project : psychology, in the idea of ending up as a "professionnal and social insertion advisor" in a local missive.
When I was really at my worst, a psychologist helped me a bit, but that wasn't enough to help me make it out of the depression, but when i started to have ideas for my future, and thinking about ways to achieve it, that's what really helped me, so that's at this moment that my career idea started to grow. I finally was thinking about what I wanted to do in my job, I wanted to feel useful to other, and so I wanted to help other in my job. Even if I know that's not how everyone work, I think I'm not the only one who can't be just helped by psychology, but also needs a goal, a path, to feel good in life, so that's what led me to think about this career path, if I want to help other, I'd be glad to help them this way, to help them find a path. a doctor of Rennes 2 really helped me in those moments, by helping me thinking about what I wanted to do, and since I didn't want to be a doctor, I thought the career path I chose was the most suited to help people the same way she helped me.
Also, I think it's pretty funny that someone who struggled so much (and actually still struggle on this point even to this day) finding what they wanted to do in life would end up helping peoples finding what they wanted to do with their own lifes. and beside it beeing funny, I think it's a really good thing to have lived these experiences if I end up working in this domain, since understanding how lost someone can be when he doesn't know what he want to do in his life, and not judging people for not knowing what do, and not beeing able to continue on the path they first chose will be way more easy for me now, since I lived it myself.
An other thing that led me to this career path, is the fact that one of my sister do this exact same job, and talking about it with her really made me want to do it (even if seeing how exhausted she is, mentally and physically does make me question my choise on a daily base)
Other interaction with people in social jobs, had the same effect, and make me think that in the end, that's really what I want to do with my life.