Don't trade your creativity for money.
Tags: programming, javascript, money
Published: 2019-04-18 04:11:50

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title: Don't trade your creativity for money.
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description: A story of how money is the opposite of the end-goal for programming.
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### How I made a living from code in one year

It all **actually** started as a kid, not code - curiosity. You see, I believe that the majority of programmers (at least all the self-taught ones) get into it because of the nature of their curiosity. I remember taking things apart and putting them back together since a really young age.

Fast forward to the age of 22 and here I was sitting on the couch of a company closely associated with Google, talking to (what seemed to be) the coolest employer ever. I got an interview through a job hunt after successfully completing a bunch of full-stack javascript bootcamps and spending about 16 hours a day building stuff.

I was thrilled to get the position and join the company culture - we were going to build the coolest, most exciting web software *and I got to be part of it!*

### Wrong

What I ended up becoming a part of, was a chain of command - starting with the unending scope creep of the customer to the desperate clinging of the boss-man to motivate the developers through yet another "final tweek" - and there was no choice, because my compensation depends on the customer's non-existent satisfaction.

The industry chewed me up and spat me out. I quit the job, even though I made decent money for a junior, and for weeks after that I couldn't even look at my computer. Every time I felt the urge to build something, I dreaded it - it felt as if though I'll anyway never be satisfied and may as well not even start. The corporate disease consumed me.

### The money trap

Quitting a job is quite a bad experience. Even though before the job I could sustain my life, after it I felt like everything I was able to afford was taken from me (which was a lie). The monkey on my back kept telling me to get back into it. I have at this point been coding again, making Youtube videos for fun and enjoying programming.

I thought: "This time I'll code on my own terms" - become a freelancer. Freelancing is much better. You control your workload, hours, projects etc. But in the end, you're again stuck in a black hole of putting money, customer satisfaction, marketing and **hard work** in front of the very reason you want to pursue a career in programming - curiosity.

### Vow to yourself

If you're a recently graduated developer in some stack on the lookout for a job and this is a thing that you're sure you want to pursue. You have to vow to yourself to never let the pressure and demands of the world outside hamper your creativity and never-ending urge to learn more.

I'm currently working for much less money, but I'm 10x happier. I know for some this isn't feasible, but money can become dangerous to your curiosity when it surpasses the point of necessity.

### A new outlook

After just a short while in the industry I have decided to put learning and creating above all. I am stepping out once my project pipeline clears and I'm getting back to making beautiful things, contributing to impactful open-source projects and most of all teaching the value of the love for programming outside of money to the world through the internet.

Creating for change, not profit.

###### Photo by Ben White on Unsplash