Don't Ever Give Up
Published: 2021-04-28 14:23:59

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### The More You Persist

It has been a very trying year. Pandemic and employment-wise. The fact we have all made it this far is a testament to all of us. Jobs or no jobs. If you have found a job, congratulations. Keep it. Especially going out (hopefully) of this pandemic.

If you don't have a job in tech and you're still looking, even through all the bullshit and the strife. The rejections and the ghosting. I have a few thoughts and words of advice. Don't stop. Don't ever give up.

I have quit more than a thousand times. I have "given up" thousands of times. I am fifty years old and thought that I would never get an opportunity to do what I do best and what I love to do. Advocate and work in accessibility.

Well, dear reader, that all has changed. Much, to my shock, surprise, and delight, I have accepted an offer to go to work for [Knowbility](https://knowbility.org/) and I couldn't be any more happier. The company is a great company, the people who work there are a bunch of talented and terrific folks, and it is in the space that I am now devoting the rest of my professional time in. Accessibility.

I am keeping all my commitments to not only the W3C groups and subgroups I am a part of, but I am also keeping the commitments to the people that I have paired with doing coding.

### It's Over

The job search is over.

I have found the job that I want to close my career out at. I have another 10-20 years left in the tank. I am renewed, I am re-energized. I plan to crush this and put the rubber to the road.

### That's Great. I'm Still Jobless

Through the thousands (literally) of resumes, and meails and rejections and ghosting that I endured. Through the amount of times when I thought:

> Am I good enough? Am I too old? Should I just give up? Should I just quit?

I kept going and finding the things I was good at. I applied to the jobs even if I didn't have all the qualifications. I was so numbed to the:

> We liked your resume and it was impressive but you're not the right fit.

I kept going. Kept the bar low as low can be. I don't know how and I don't know why, but I kept going and I finally got my Holy Grail.

I used to tweet the literal numbers, 2 for 2,126. That was the last one I knew of in my count though I stopped tweeting the numbers, I kept record for the last twenty years of applying. Now I can gladly say, 3 for 2,157 and that's alright by me.

You can succeed and you can achieve your goal, it is a monumental mountain to climb, more so others than myself because I am a mediocre white man in tech. I am privileged, the road is much easier for me even with the age that I am at (50). It was difficult to say the least still, however. Age made a huge difference, but not anymore.

I want you to ask yourselves if you really love what you do on the web or in tech, is it worth throwing it all away? No matter if it is people telling you that you cannot do it, undervaluing you, doubting, demeaning, ghosting you. Is it worth letting that rent space in your head.

You can do it. I know it is easy for me, a mediocre, white man of privilege to say all this, but I say to you the reader, or if you're a friend of mine that isn't white like me, KEEP GOING!

DON'T EVER GIVE UP!