Embracing Change: A Journey from Medical Aspirations to Software Engineering 🩺➡👨‍💻
Tags: computer0science0student, personal0development, first0generation0student, software0engineering
Published: 2023-09-08 03:24:40

## Navigating the Predestined Path
My name is Jonathan Carpena, and just like you, I’ve navigated the twists and turns of life to discover my path. I’m a first-generation Filipino student, raised by parents who didn’t have the chance to finish college. Growing up, I was surrounded by relatives in the medical field, and naturally, my parents hoped I’d follow the same path. So, off I went to college, ready to embark on a journey to become a Physical Therapist.


## The Reality Check and Unexpected Introduction
Fast forward two years into my college journey, and a realization hit me like a ton of bricks — I wasn’t enjoying what I was doing. The medical field, while respectable and noble, didn’t set my soul on fire. It’s that moment when you question whether you’re on the right track or just following someone else’s script.

Cue my friend, who introduced me to the world of computer science. The idea of diving into something fun and financially rewarding was intriguing, but it wasn’t an easy leap. The unfamiliarity of the field combined with the absence of support from my parents was daunting. Still, I took a deep breath, changed majors, and set my sights on becoming a Software Engineer.


## Navigating Stormy Waters and Self-Discovery
Life, however, had its own ideas. Family issues emerged, and I found myself becoming a full-time caretaker, putting my dreams temporarily on hold. But hey, necessity is the mother of invention, right? While juggling my caregiving responsibilities, I embarked on a journey of self-teaching. Armed with determination, I delved into the world of full-stack web development, conquering the likes of HTML, CSS, JavaScript, Servers, Databases.

As time went on, I progressed to more advanced technologies — React, Node.js, Python — you name it. Confidence began to build, and I tested my skills in the real world through freelancing. Sure, there were hang-ups and ghostings, but there were also those who believed in my capabilities and entrusted me with projects. With each successful completion, my identity as a Software Engineer grew stronger.


## The Perpetual Quest for Experience
But life wasn’t all smooth sailing. I yearned for a full-time role as a Software Engineer, aiming high but often facing the dreaded cycle of interviews leading to nowhere. Experience was the catch-22 — everyone wanted it, but I couldn’t get it without an opportunity. And just when the horizon seemed promising, the tech market crashed, sending ripples of layoffs through the industry.

I was caught in a whirlwind of uncertainty, questioning every decision I’d made. Seeing friends graduate, secure internships, and land jobs only fueled my feelings of inadequacy. The crossroads of “what if” and “maybe I should’ve” haunted my thoughts. Yet, even in the midst of this turmoil, I refused to let my dreams fade away.


## A Return to Roots and Renewed Resolve
January 2023 marked a turning point. Freed from my caretaker role, I made a decision: I would return to school and complete my Computer Science degree. Despite the fleeting contemplation of returning to the medical field, I stood firm in my resolve to be a Software Engineer. It was my life, after all, and I was determined to live it on my terms.


## A Glimpse of Progress and Future Aspirations
As we find ourselves at the end of Summer 2023, I’m ecstatic to share that I’ve not only completed two internships but also conquered two Computer Science courses. The journey continues, and as I reflect back, I realize that the road from doubt to Software Engineering was more about personal growth than just acquiring technical skills. It’s about embracing change, taking chances, and defining my own destiny.

So, my dear friends, as we clink our metaphorical glasses to this story, remember that life’s journey is rarely a straight line. It’s okay to pivot, to doubt, and to dream anew. Let’s keep chasing our aspirations, holding onto the belief that every step — no matter how uncertain — is a step forward.


Until next time,
Jonathan Carpena 😉