“It’s not that I couldn’t speak to my girlfriend or my dad who were really supportive but when you’re wrapped up in it all it’s very difficult to think rationally and think of those people.
"Nid nad oeddwn i'n gallu siarad gyda fy nghariad na fy nhad, roedd y ddau yn gefnogol iawn, ond pan rydych chi yn ei chanol hi, mae'n anodd iawn meddwl yn rhesymegol a meddwl am y bobl hynny.