A journey back to the soul
Autor: Claudio Diniz | Publicado: 2015-05-24T15:30:00-07:00




He was born in a small city where he could wake up with the birds singing each morning.



His family had great pretensions to his future and decided to invest all their savings so that he could make success, which would ensure him happiness. Such plan required them to move to a big city. There, he could attend the best schools, play sports and study other languages and prepare himself for a brilliant future.



At 7 years old his schedule was already quite full, almost never time left&nbsp; for him to be a child.



As a very obedient boy, he strictly fulfilled all the family plans. They chose everything for him and he only had to comply the script they made.



Still very young he got an internship to work in a big company. There he met all the conditions for the flowering of a brilliant career.



So much success led him to meet beautiful women, he had enough money to buy all the best that life can offer to a successful person.



Over time, he became addicted to performance, always wanted more and more. What he had was never enough. He had fed high standards in relation to his performance and that was becoming an obsession.



Too much self-control led him to be become a very lonely and arrogant person. He could not bear others persons without getting angry. No lasting relationship with any of his girlfriends, he had many.


Around the age of 35 he began to complain of frequent headaches, insomnia and nightmares. He was always very busy man who does not knew how to relax.


For being too studious, he refused to take the drugs that doctors prescribed him. He knew the long-term effect of the drugs in his body. He did not like drugs, that was sacred to him, but he was getting worse.


At 40 he found himself overweight, with high blood pressure, diagnosed with onset depression. People did not understand how a person who can have everything money can by could talk about being depressed.&nbsp;His doctor had prescribed more drugs&nbsp;he refused to take.


One day, he realized he was never in control of anything. It was just a maker, who never had time for himself. All those achievements had taken control of his life and he was just a programmed person to fulfill roles that he had not chosen. He had become a slave to the external life he has always sought.


As time went by, he began to seek alternative therapies. One of his therapists when felt he had improved she prescribed a complete change in his lifestyle, which&nbsp;was not easy for him,&nbsp;because the amount of commitments he daily&nbsp;had to face to maintain the image that he fed.


Not supporting more this condition, he became convinced that&nbsp;he&nbsp;needed to make a difficult choice:&nbsp;&nbsp;keep following the path he had learned since early or&nbsp;finding a way back, the journey into himself. Keep serving his false self, the image projected from the world about him and that he had bought as his true self or to begin to look within himself to find out who he really was. The time had come for him to awaken for their true wishes.


Your health weighed heavily in the decision and he decided to make his way back, he began to ask this for the universe every night before bed.


Gradually, he began to meditate, to practice yoga, to learn to laugh and to take the time to stay close to nature, a new lifestyle connected with new masters, with books and all he had to open and turn to reach wisdom to learn who he was.


Now recovered, he found himself in social activities that do voluntarily. He has the freedom to live their true wills, one disidentification process with the false image of himself that enslaved him.


His new way of living connected him with a beautiful woman, who taught him to play guitar and to sing. Their project is to move to a countryside to wake up watching the stars.


Today he says he feels no good memories from the life he had been living and his place is close to nature, from where he never should have left.