Life...
Autor: Ari | Publicado: 2012-10-12T02:09:00-03:00


He dont know that i need him more than one hour per day...
He dont know that talk a little each day kill my heart more than anything...
He dont know that im not sleeping soon because i try do something to forget how much im missing him but is useless...
He dont know that i cant study because when he go always is missing something between us and my heart cant stop to think in that...
He dont know that i need him for give me the support for each step i give in my life...
He dont know that all my problems will end when i will have his hand to hold tight by my side...
He dont know that i get ready only to be beatiful to him...
He dont know that i take care of myself for him...
He dont know that when i feel ugly i have shame to talk to him...
He dont know that when i look at his eyes i feel comfortable to see his love...
He dont know that when he smile everything get better...
He dont know that my life without him dont will exist...
He dont know that he made believe in love again...
He dont know that he is the reason im living my life today...
He dont know that if wasnt him probably today i will be underground or living a miserable life...
He dont know that my heart beat fast when i see one msg of him...
He dont know that i wait for his msg for hours and sometimes dont came and i start to think the worst...
He dont know that i wait him hours and hours only to see him for 20min and never is enough...
He dont know that i stay siting infront of pc all day only waiting him come and when i come out is only because my heart cant hold on anymore the pain of missing...
He dont know that i cry at nights because all dat happend and some of them are too much painfull to say...
He dont know that im with fear of dont be with him in future and then loose all my perfect life...
He dont know that i have fear of he give up on me because im too much stupid for him...
He dont know that every minute that im in class or working i feel that im dieing without him...
He dont know that i think alot in my problems and worrys because all of them make me stay more away from him...
He dont know that hurt me alot stop to talk to him to do some work or for spend my time with some commitment...
He dont know that everytime he dont smile at me i know i made that and feel more guilty...
He dont know that everytime he is angry or sad then i feel more sad because i cant do nothing to stop...
He dont know that when he is sleeping i only imagine go there and just take care of him and wondering what he is dreaming...
He dont know that when he say bye seems that someone took of my heart and then this stop to beat...
He dont know that evveryday i try more and more do works of home for in future be the wife he want to him...
He dont know that when i fight with him 5 min later i had regrets and want back in time everytime...
He dont know that when im sad and i say is because of my problems is not because of dat.. is just because im not feeling him close enough to me then everything go wrong...
He dont know that my life belong to him and everything i do is because of him...
He dont know that more than anything i just want to give up of everything and go rest in his arms...
He dont know that when i have fear of something or im scared of something that happend i just want him and nothing else...
He dont know that he is the only one that can make me smile when all the other things are bad...
He dont know that when we are not good then i dont breathe untill we be good again...
He dont know that i wrote that because im weak and cant say this things to him...

He know somethings.. but others only my heart feel...
I love him and always will.. but sometime im not good enough to him...Wish that the distance could not exist...
For you my prince..