Medos!
Autor: Camila Rutkovski | Publicado: 2012-10-20T20:47:00-07:00




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<![endif]-->Todos passam por muita coisa na vida, não importa se são
jovens ainda ou experientes, sempre há provas de resistência como se fosse uma
arena de batalha, onde o mais forte e apto sobrevive. Mas por essas lutas serem
tão reais, dependendo do que se é feito e o quanto se é suportado, ficam marcas
e bem profundas, os famosos traumas. A pessoa passa a desacreditar de muita
coisa, até sacrifica seus sonhos em função do medo de que aconteça tudo de
novo, pois foi muito difícil acordar dessa fantasia que a levou ao inferno e ao
céu por muitas vezes, mas depois que recuperou seu juízo com muito esforço claro,
acaba percebendo que se não conseguisse respirar novamente, ela teria morrido
naquele pesadelo.

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Como toda dificuldade e marca nos deixa mais forte, não tem
o perigo dela fazer aquilo novamente, mas também carrega consigo o grande problema
de não confiar mais, que muitas vezes não se dá conta que pode estar perdendo
uma oportunidade única e rara de ser feliz como deveria ter sido. Pois bem,
mesmo com medo ainda correndo em suas veias, acaba deixando se levar, claro
sempre com uma trava de segurança, vai demorar algum tempo para que ela volte a
confiar sem medo, mas não está mais naquela fantasia absurda que um dia quase a
consumiu.