Everything better plan
Autor: Társila Lira | Publicado: 2012-11-13T09:15:00-08:00

&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; I told my friends I wanted to
write something for you, Jack Barakat, to show you how important you are to me.
But you are that special and it’s hard for me to find the right words, I don’t
know, I think anything I write here won’t be enough but at least I’m trying.

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; You are such an amazing person,
you’re funny, you’re nice, you bring happiness to everyone. You are beautiful
inside and out. This is so rare,&nbsp; y’know,
it makes you even more fantastic. I’m so glad I met you (not in person yet, but
I hope it happens soon), because everything now seems better.&nbsp; It’s amazing how you can change everything.
You always put a smile on my face, it doesn’t matter if I’m all sad, if
everything is making me cry, you have the power to change that! I bet this
happens too with everyone who knows you. I have a friend that doesn’t even like
ATL but she loves you because of the perfect way you are, woo! I bet you’re so
proud of being yourself (and if you’re not, you should be!) and omg, if people
were more like you, the world would be such a better place.

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I love you, and every day this
loves grows, every day it gets even bigger, but you know, loving you is easy
(actually not that easy but ok) because anything about you is enough to make
someone love you. Seriously.

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I remember the first time you
replied me on Twitter and how this made me feel like the happiest person in the
world, I was trying for so long. You were doing a reply spree all the time but
never replied me, but I knew I shouldn’t give up because I believed that sooner
or later you would notice me, and this happened in June 15 for the first time!
Omfg, it feels like it was yesterday and everytime I remember this, there's a
big and sincere smile on my face. I’m so proud to love you, I’m so proud of the
person you are.&nbsp; It’s kinda insane how I
spend my days thinking of you, imagining how perfect will be the day that I’ll
finally meet you and have my chance to hug you and tell how much I love you
looking into your eyes, oh Gosh.

&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;For real, imagine those moments
bring me happiness, even if just for a moment. I put the music out loud and I
start to pretend that I’m at the show and I just don’t care about anything and
anybody else, then I imagine we having a great conversation (by ‘we’, I mean
ATL for sure) and then spend seconds hugging you and see you smiling at me, oh
my God, I hope this will really happen someday. I keep the faith.

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I don’t know what would be of me
without you, you know exactly how to make me happy (and you don’t even know me
lol), you made my life special, you gave meaning to it. Now I don’t know what
to say anymore and think I already talked too much, I’m sorry. But I need
to thank you for all the things you’ve done and do in my life, they were and
are great and have changed so many things in me, made me a better person. You
make me feel much more alive, it’s so good to call you my idol, my hero, my boy
;) I know I haven’t said everything I’d like to say to you here, seems like all the
right words run away when we need it the most haha. Well, once again, thank
you, Jack, for every single thing, for always give me a reason to smile, give
me a reason to believe, to be strong, to keep going. 
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; You
are one of the most amazing things that has ever happened in my life, and I
thank God for this. I love you so much, Jack. Never forget this, ok? Because this is the only thing I'm pretty sure of&nbsp;&lt;3