Feel the Beatles of my heart?
Autor: Samuel Silva | Publicado: 2013-07-03T20:23:00-03:00


When I was sleeping in the limbo of my unconcious mind, a music was playing loudly and endlessly for me. It was the music that was playing during those dramatic moments of the crash, and it marked the instants of the before, during and after I lived.

In normal and sane conditions, I associate this song with a girl I have a platonic crush on, which it's not uncommon coming from me, who likes to imagine romances and it's nuances with pratically strangers. This stranger in particular is a beatlemaniac, which she makes very clear to anyone.&nbsp;

That, in addition with a parallel research I was doing about the Tropicália movement and outside influences in the music of the 60' and 70', made me start listening to the Beatles discography, going beyong my limited ''Across the universe'' musical footage knowledge. Like it could be expected, I was overjoyed with the quality of many songs, and I had her on my mind when some of&nbsp;
them played.&nbsp;


In the day of the accident I was listening a playlist with dozens of Beatles songs. I was put to sleep &nbsp;listening to it, and it was playing loudly in my head not only during the minutes of the coma, but for dozens of them that followed. Anyway, my recovering days were filled with music of the Beatles and, probably and strangely due to an unconcious association between the dramatic accident, the music and that girl, &nbsp;thoughts on this crush. I had the idea of producing this text based on their name songs and the crash and crush. Since many songs titles are about love, I had to exagerate my feelings, from a crush to a love.&nbsp;

Feel the Beatles of my heart?


I was a Day Tripper when I saw her standing there and a Revolution struck A day in the life of myself. For some moments, I became a Nowhere Man in world of nothingness. When suddenly Something summoned me from that void, I just had to Get Back.



Things were so confusing that I could easily think ''I am the Walrus''. With time I realized I was out of that

Magical mistery tour that almost took me away.



With the support of my familly and A little help from my friends I went through a good recovery. While I was Getting better I felt something was different, I was afraid. I almost had a Ticket to ride to an Ocutopus Garden or even a worst place, with an one-way ticket only.



I talked to myself, ''You're gonna lose that girl'' if you wait too long. And you'll have A hard days night that may last Eight days a week, thinking I`m a loser and regreting Yesterday you didn't told her ''I want to hold your hand''.



So, still in great distance and with the fear of No reply, I wish my feelings to travel through the obstacles that exists between us, and then, From me to you, you would feel All my loving. Maybe, a feeling would tell me ''She loves you'' too, and then we could finally Come together.



You could tell me, ''Don't let me down'', and I would answer that not with words but with deeds. I would also make clear to everyone else, that I love her and I feel fine. If problems made impossible for us to walk the Strawberry Fields together, I would still be sure that We can work it out. Even if we arrive in the misunderstading of Hello, Goodbye, we would just be having the perfect expected outcome of a relationship between imperfect persons.



In those difficult moments, I would leave to you notes Here, there, everywhere, with Words of love, and would struggle to make Every little thing better for us. I could a Bad Boy with no needs for having Another girl. If you Ask me why I would do all those things, I will simply answer, Baby, It's you.

If all that can happen can happen, It's not impossible for me to imagine the Two of us When I'm sixty-four, waking you up saying in your ears Good morning sunshine.&nbsp;

Well, all of that it's just mere speculations. All I can say, in a matter of fact, is that I`ve got a feeling, and sometimes I Dig it,

Tomorrow never knows, maybe I`m only sleeping , but maybe I'll wake some day thinking I'm down,&nbsp;I want you!, and I got to get you into my life.

Who knows, maybe It won't be long until that day comes. For now, I'll Let it be.