For a change...
Autor: Lolla | Publicado: 2011-07-21T03:40:00-07:00

Today I woke up at 8:28 in the morning to take breakfast That Brought Me lauren up a lot to sleep until noon ... Okay back up to George's breakfast to the room Asked if He Could I get some more sandwiches for me ... <span closure_uid_jtxu7x="80" fd="he said:" gd="he said:

" title="">he said:
<span closure_uid_jtxu7x="81" fd="__há my love will search it and I'm coming late to meet a client ...." gd="__há my love will search it and I'm coming late to meet the client ....

" title="">__há my love will search it and I'm coming late to meet the client ....
But That Was the call after call Roger and ask Him to go in his room urgently, then he remembers the client, he and I Discussed again because of That Kid ... What was so urgent That They HAD taken together the breakfast was not 12 minutes ... I cam to the Conclusion That Roger does it on purpose because it Can only be that. <span closure_uid_jtxu7x="85" fd="What was so urgent for him to turn pro Jorge go to his room?" gd="What was so urgent for him to turn pro Jorge go to his room?

" title="">What was so urgent for him to turn pro Jorge go to his room?
In short it Turned Out to always and I was crying because I'm always Treated like crap ... Involved this kid again, George slammed the door and I Went Out and was calling hin, I cried so much That I got to sleep crying ... <span closure_uid_jtxu7x="88" fd="it was about 1 hour in the afternoon when I woke up because Jorge agreement because it would send food to come for me, because he, Roger and Lauren went to lunch ..." gd="it was about an hour in the afternoon when i woke up because Jorge agreement because it would send food to eat for me, because he, Roger and Lauren Went to lunch ...

" title="">it was about an hour in the afternoon when i woke up because Jorge agreement because it would send food to eat for me, because he, Roger and Lauren Went to lunch ...
I was so sad when i said I did not want to eat at the hotel but the restaurant, I only said That he has come to attack me verbally, and Has Been Found Out the much outrage to his phone, I called to ask if he HAD Brought Me Here to Humiliate me and I end up without lunch the other day ... again it looks like it on purpose to Humiliate Me Again ... and still want to be right That I did not want to eat light but Everytime I eat I have to take another Humiliating verbal or moral because the Whenever he is with his friends or his disgusting That child I always end up Being humiliated, They speak with me screaming like I was a dog looks like he does this just to show That Man and other pros, or because he does this to make Roger happy Wants The Same time it hit me ... <span closure_uid_jtxu7x="94" fd="I could never forget that smile of happiness as I picked up." gd="That I Could never forget the smile of happiness I picked up.

" title="">That I Could never forget the smile of happiness I picked up.
Sometimes I get so angry That I wonder why God left me alone in the world after my Brother Died, because I have a mother and to the Same Thing HAVING an enemy so much my Brother Died That hating her, and the father an alcoholic and who an uncle who only cares about appearances is not there even if I'm happy or not, but until I can speak it or at least he always cuir my daughter because I never want her to ever see the shape of Treatment I receive, I Understand he does not want to mess nasituação ... This was the family God Gave Me ... Sometimes the loneliness and so much That I will die with grief, I ask myself several times because i had to stay alone in the world? because I did not die at once? When I wake up and see That there was a nightmare and I wake up without Being Able to call my brother Told me one of despair, Which will run out because I have to face reality ... That and the worst thing I think people Prevail just because I have no family to defend myself ... Just Because They Know That I am alone have to Humiliate me, I feel he Thinks That The Dog Is Not Following this one for her, I can cavort in her will That no one cares. <span closure_uid_jtxu7x="104" fd=".." gd="..

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My sadness was so great That I got the call to Ibere ​​twice but it was in the shower and her maid said she would call me to leave so I did not say anything just said he wanted to know how it was bla bla bla maybe well it was better because my voice and she Knows That would suspect maybe I was crying ... Also I called my uncle has two two teams Went straight to the message box, I Decided to turn pro Marino he answered the first call, and he Asked to pray for me because I was not holding on that feeling of Not Being Able to have someone to talk ... The Marine and one of the few people who Knows what I Spend The Same, only he and I have the courage to tell a little of That goes with me, He Knows That the only sadness I feel part of it or ... Because I feel so embarrassed to have to speak what I feel, what I'm going through the Truth ... <span closure_uid_jtxu7x="111" fd="I feel ashamed of a situation that I am the victim." gd="I feel ashamed of the situation That I am the victim.

" title="">I feel ashamed of the situation That I am the victim.
But then I Told the only part of my day ... When it was about 6:45 in the afternoon he cam again I did not question I was going up in the hotel's Internet updating a few things because I have to encounter a person who does it all with me, and then treat me as if nothing Happened Was, I have the desire to scream in terror and silence me .... Asked if he HAD I received the message I sent to hin he said no ... I was Asking her to leave and saying That he was tired of so much all day and the humiliation I felt sad at his side ... but he said he HAD, he Went Out to not know of anything ... ask me what was written and I said nothing ... <span closure_uid_jtxu7x="119" fd="as usual." gd="as usual.

" title="">as usual.
Only up because I have to eat because my hurt was so great to run out to lunch That Neither wanted to get a snack, because since I have no job and no money all I have to ask even more now That he and I dirtied my name <span closure_uid_jtxu7x="121" fd="'m money that one should not spent ..." gd="'m That One Should money not spent ...

" title="">'m That One Should money not spent ...
The time now is 05:22 am and go to sleep, because I'll take my medicine because I got very emotional and think what to write Became &nbsp;my life ... going to take my tranquilizer and the Neither good night and good day now .. . Dear friend if you are passed around and is reading a little bit of my history thank you very much, That I can count on you to Santa Maria vent... A big hug from friend Lolla.
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