Unfinished Memories Of A Schizophrenic Mind
Autor: ††Lady Chrissy†† | Publicado: 2013-01-07T22:43:00-02:00


Tá, tá... eu sei que nem uso isso aqui mais, eu sei que ninguém usa blog mais, e eu também sei que ninguém vai ler isso aqui. Mas, se por algum acaso alguém estiver lendo, o negócio é o seguinte: fazendo uma limpa no computador, que não está lá muito bom, encontrei diversos trechos de coisas que foram escritas nos últimos sei lá quantos anos, a grande maior parte não terminada. Como lotei os pen drives com séries, filmes e músicas, não tinha onde salvar todos eles, e como escrever se tornou algo raro, precisava arrumar lugar pra essas "relíquias". Foi então que lembrei do blog e resolvi colocar todos eles aqui, pelo menos provisóriamente. Juntei todos (ou quase todos) numa coisa só e fim. 
Unfinished
Memories Of A Schizophrenic Mind



1-
Loving Ghosts



I know it will never happen

Not in this life

I pray for the next to come

So there will be another line



It seems it will take a long time

To share your pain with mine

How could I anticipate

This fate of love and pride?



Can I just follow the road

And keep the secret untold?

Is it fair to keep living

When I should be the one bleeding?



I hope I will go to the same place

I still remember the last time I saw your face

And it haunts me every night, even when I stay awake

But I know I didn't make a mistake



And everyday is one day less

But I can't reach the darkness

I should feel guilty for that

But there's emptiness instead



Life is suicide in slow motion



2-
Roses &amp; Bones



Consumed love dies young

Forbiden love lasts forever





3-Playing
Cards With My Corpse



For
such a long time I tried to destroy myself

But
it was your name I called when I faced the death

Then
I knew there was a part of me I should burry

But
I failed and now I'm here playing cards with my corpse

An eternal battle against what should not be here
anymoreIn this deck of cardsThere are no king or queenA
wasted land Is my heart inside



4-Data
Traveler



Subliminar tendencies

In a long road

I hear the silence 


The guilty goes away



I seek in the dust

I sleep in the fire

I should have been hurt



Too much dark, too much
light

Both can blind

Illusions come in a
bottle

So let me drink it all

Let me be immune

There's no ground

There's no sky



Instead of silence
dreams

I hold the last breath

I need to free 


What should never have
been

Released



5-
On A Cold Winter's Night&nbsp;
I
wanna die on a cold winter's nightWith silent tears in my
eyesAnd nothing to leave behindI wanna die on a cold winter's
night



Maybe the snow wouldn't be colder than meSo this
dream would be more than a fantasyI wanna die on a cold winter's
nightThe pain would never see another sunshine

Alone
I came, alone I will go&nbsp;
6-
Never-ending Story&nbsp;
This
is my never-ending story...A long time agoMisplaced
feelingsUnderated scenesIn the right placeMystical
painReleased from the cageIt's insane that I survivedBut
I can't scapeIt still lies inside of meDidn't you get hurt?I
stayed awake The nightmares cameThe rules of the gameThat
I've never plannedCan you look me in the eyes?For all the
things I had sacrificedAnother day, another lieAll the voices
inside my mindYou are not the one to blameBut I don't feel
the guiltyWhy is it so hard to explain?This is not how it was
supposed to beI keep it alive on my memoriesThe fake stars of
my tragedieI said I would never have a heartTime has
passedMany things can lastBut once they are gone, they are
forever goneThat's why I keep living the same dayWith broken
dreams, blurry scenesI thought it was everythingThat once I
would haveIt's what happens when destiny crashesAnd all the
pain, I still have to deal with itIt's not the same but it grows
slowly insideBut still faster than it shouldIt lingers in the
halfway of coming and goingIt will never fade awayI'm sorry,
you are my never-ending story&nbsp;
7-Mirror
of the existenceSearching
for the answerOn the mirror of existenceI swear one day I'll
belongTo the place you once called homeLiving for a
tearTo wash away my sinsReaching the light inside the
painNothing will betrayThe fear of my mistakesLeaving
behind what I've becomeFar away, hidden in the distanceA
space in time, the dust on fireA heart that once was
mineFeelings not so deepDenied for many yearsA chance
to recognize themI'm weaker than my pride

On
the mirror of the existenceA blurry image I seeThe dead part
of me