When the Dragon talks, Red listens
Autor: Fleur Angélique Des Champs D'Arcadie | Publicado: 2015-08-12T17:01:00-03:00

Dear bubble-head,


You've always said that "things change, people don't."

Have you ever thought that your person shall never change, and that you'll be forever left to cry and worry, unable to close your eyes at night?&nbsp;



We both know that faithfulness isn't the case, but the destructive behaviour - that horrible thing you've seen so many times, over and over, right before your eyes. What turned a beautiful, vivacious young woman into a moody, bitter and overweight old lady. Do you think you can handle that again?&nbsp;



You keep hearing promises and promises everyday, but I know you can't fully believe them - you can't trust a soul, after all. This warm feeling in your chest, this crazy thought in your mind... Are you sure that it'll be enough?&nbsp;



Be rational, as you've always been - think!

There will be a way out, but we never enter a relationship thinking it'll ever come to an end - we always come to stay. I'm here telling you what I think, and I do believe it's worth some serious consideration; we don't want to come back, there's no turning back when you play to win. &nbsp;



Just meditate, little girl.&nbsp;

You're tough, strong and stubborn, but can your bare fists crush iron?&nbsp;

Do you think your will is enough to bend steel?



Love,

The Dragon.



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Dear Dragon,



I still believe that saying, but I also believe that things can change people - things like LOVE&nbsp;and PURPOSE are powerful driving forces. Or they are just pretty good at kicking people in the nuts. lol



I may not believe all of his promises - in fact, I still get angry, cry, worry and can't sleep whenever he says he's drinking, driving and doing all kinds of stupid things. He mistakes my worries for fear that he can be unfaithful - something that I believe to be due the high level or impersonality implied in our daily communication (text messages, these evil things!) -, but I know him too well... Or just really want to believe I do. But I really, really want this to work - I want to see "I" and "He" becoming "Us", at last!&nbsp;



He might never change, but I do believe he can improve.&nbsp;

I want him to, and hopefully, he does too.&nbsp;



We have a lot plans, many adventures to go on, time to be spent together... We both want a family, and we owe each other the best. So... I hope his will and his love can be enough. I pray everyday that someday I can convince him to love himself more - he's an awesome person, but pain blinded him. I want to be the cure, the light his eyes need to see himself just the way I do.&nbsp;



And I love him, soooooo much... I could never give up.

I shall never leave him.&nbsp;



It's all about love and hope, and those are very unstable, though powerful forces.

I still have to get used to the idea, we both have a lot to prove to each other, in different ways, different levels... It's a long road, but we know it won't be a lonely one.&nbsp;



I know it all sounds insanely abstract, but... Well, you know me.&nbsp;

You just have to know him.&nbsp;



Best of luck, for both of us!



Love,&nbsp;

Red.&nbsp;