One History
Autor: Ari | Publicado: 2012-06-26T11:44:00-03:00


Today i will tell a history.. 
Is about one girl..
In her highschool she was one of more smart and intelligent students of class.. only with good grades and niether study for dat.. she was happy and she was getting ready to enter in unversity where she was affraid to enter but she was confident that everything will be fine..she start to date with one boy in the last year of higshschool. he was very good with her and everything was going fine.. untill she meet her worst enemy.. her own hormonys.. and its ok everybody have hormonys and everybody feel different when this is up or down.. but with her was different.. she didnt had control or herself..she went to alot of doctors and nobody knows how to control that.. with this problem she lost her bf, she didnt enter in university and because of all that she tried to kill herself alot of times.. she cried all nights, she hurt herself to see if get better, and for her get better.. she lost everything.. she lost all her hopes.. she was dieing.. in the middle of the next year she tried to enter again in other university... and she passed.. she felt a little more better.. mas the feeling of want to end to her life still was there.. and wasnt because only of the break up or for not enter in univeristy.. her hormonys was making her down..in the end of the same year she enter in the university that she wanted and not for the same course because of her ex bf.. when she enter she still was with her problem.. she spend whole semester without study.. because her didnt saw meaning of keeping studying or anything.. she didnt saw a future for her life.. she passed in 3 of 6 subjects..in this middle of time she meet one guy in internet.. she liked him and start to share things with him and all.. and they start to fall in love for eachother..in beggining of the other year she went to one doctor.. and this one find a solution for her problem.. after took alot of types of medicine he found one that controled her.. but she had to took this for her whole life and couldnt have babys.. he said maybe she dont will need when the body be normal after the medicine try to fix this.. she tried and get better in many points.. seems that everything was going to be perfect.. and was.. untill that she found out that the guy she was loving was lieing to her about somethings and she start to believe after sometime that he didnt loved her anymore and then she stop to eat, stop to sleep and just cried all nights and days.. she was getting weak and she was thinking that she was the most bad and horrible girl in the world... one or two years later she meet other guy in internet.. a angry boy and stranger too.. she didnt know how to make him smile because was too difficult.. but she put on her mind that everything around her have to be happy untill if she is not happy.. she talked with this boy everyday and night.. and soon both start a good friendship.. she was making him happy like she wanted and he was trying to find out a little more about her.. with the time she found in him a person who can she could trust and share all the things about her that she never did with anybody niether with the own mother.. with the time she was more happy because he could make her smile.. but her relantionship wasnt getting better.. after more some months the doctor said for her stop the medicine and see if this will get better or not.. she stopped and seems that body was responding good after medicine.. in the end of this year she said to her best friend that she was in love for him and he didnt know what to answer in moment but after he said that he felt the same but they couldnt be together.. in that moment she felt much more down than before.. but she understand.. she was with other and he niether was in the same country and religion than her... after more some months waiting for the relantionship get better she give up. she break up with the guy..she still love him but she couldnt hold on anymore.. and she hope that her best friend give her a chance to be with her.. after more sometime he agreed to be with her.. and that they will try be together.. after that time the relantionship that before was a perfect friendship turn in a perfect relantionship.. everything was going perfect in their lifes untill the worst enemy or go start again to be with her.. then everything start to be bad again.. her life, her work her studys.. everything was going down and down.. she started to cry without reason.. then the only thing that still was perfect that was the love that both had she could destroy too.. everyday she did something that made him sad or angry.. or said something.. now she is alone.. with break heart.. dieing again without eat or sleep properly and only breathing to survive... the worst year ever she had this year.. and still didnt end..soon she will break her life again.. will loose the little hope that she still have and will live only for what the society need.. another robot of goverment.. Sad history, but truly one! Is all for today! Bye Ari