Alice's Bucket List
Autor: Ana C. Paul | Publicado: 2011-06-08T16:39:00-07:00

Oi pessoal. Essa post vai ser em Inglês porque esta noite eu não estou escrevendo para os meus seguidores, eu estou escrevendo para alguém)

Hi guys. This post is going to be in English because tonight I'm not&nbsp; writing to my followers, I'm writing to someone.
Well, and as always I don't know how to start writing here. But I'll try this way... I am stupid. I've been thinking myself and I concluded this. I'm a stupid 15-years-old girl who's very selfish. My life is not perfect, it would be a lie if I said it, but I've never known someone who had a perfect life. Sometimes I am dramatic and start saying God is against me (I'm almost becoming atheist), but now I see how I've been fool... because we can't know anything about life if we never felt sorrow. I felt, but I think I don't know that much about it.
And there is a girl who's being&nbsp;stronger these last four years than me during all my life. I think she knows more about it than a lot of people in world, including me. I just know about her because one of her wishes is right now trending on Twitter (I told you guys before, Twitter is awesome) tagged as #AliceBucketList. Her name is Alice and she's 15 too, she has a terminal cancer and has been fighting against it for years. Then she created a blog and a bucket list, and one of her wishes (according to what I read) was trending on Twitter. That's why I know about her.
The awkward thing is: some days ago I had a dream about a girl who had cancer. Just saying. Weird... and the dream made me sad... because... well, I don't know how it feels, but I know what is losing someone you loved because of it. My grandfather was one of my best friends, I'd give up on everything to talk to him again... and when I heard about Alice... I don't know if she's reading, but anyway...

When I heard about you, I wished I could do something for you... as much as I wished I could do something for my grandpa.
I thought: a comment won't be enough. Everybody can comment on your blog, it wouldn't make the difference I wanted. Then I thought... Well, I already have a blog. I'll post a message to her and I hope she reads... The one I want to read this post is you (even if, I know, you may be tired of reading people's comments about you).
I don't know if this is included on your list, but you're supported by a lot of people who you don't even know.&nbsp;I won't say I'm praying for you because, as I said before, I am almost becoming an atheist. But it doesn't mean I'm not hardly wishing the best for you. I support you and I want you to make all your wishes being true. We have our lives to make them worth, we can't depend of anyone. :)
I think I've never written a text like this all in English... I normally write things in Portuguese, my first language. By the way, I want to be a writer, and write a lot of books, and someday I'll write a main character inspired on you, ok? I can't promise anything about the story, but it's going to be amazing.

I won't say Alice is the only girl in this situation. She isn't. There are a lot of people in whole world who's living the same, and I wish I could help all of them... but I'm a 15-years-old brazilian, it makes everything more difficult. One day I'll help everybody... because this is my new aim. I don't believe in humanity, but I believe in myself, and I'll help and make them feel better,&nbsp;as many people as I can.

Wow this post got really big... but I said my message. A comment wouldn't be enough :)
Good luck, Alice, world supports you.

Alice's blog: http://alicepyne.blogspot.com/