a vida foi dura comigo
Autor: anjo | Publicado: 2011-12-21T07:46:00-08:00



 ja revelei segredos que neguei e escondi pois minha vida nem sempre fora tao pura e inocente..eu tinha pecados.. sempre pensava em todos eles e os escondia...eu tinha medos...reprimia ate nao poder sentir mais...era uma princesa..mas precisei navegar muito ate chegar a um porto seguro:o equilibrio...ja preferi dinheiro por nao ter amor...ja quis ouvir mentiras sinceras por nao acreditar na verdade...mascarei sensaçoes de culpa para viver o que me "restava" ..bebia litros de vodka para preencher o vazio de um peito...me anganei com falsos principes e os coloquei em um "pedestal" de perfeiçao impossivel..eu quebrei muito a cara e sempre procurei acreditar nas pessoas ate chegar ao ponto de ficar de "saco cheio"...muitas vezes eu perdi a fé e percebi que necessitava urgentemente reecontra-la...passamos por muitos desafios...altos e baixos para tão pouco tempo de relaçao...Eu tinha medo de perder aquilo tudo e sofria por isso...a vida foi dura demais algumas vezes comigo e isso me doeu...ate chegar o dia da paz...se estou onde estou foi pq precisei superar muitas coisas e seguir em frente...e sei q ainda tenho muito mas pela frente mas confio em mim e vou ultrapassar todos com louvor.
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