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E u &nbsp; g u a r d a v a &nbsp; a &nbsp; i m p r e s s ã o &nbsp; d e &nbsp; h a v e &nbsp;r &nbsp; p e r d i d o &nbsp; a &nbsp; i d é i a &nbsp; d e &nbsp; t e &nbsp;m p o .
A &nbsp; n o ç ã o &nbsp; d e &nbsp; e s p a ç o &nbsp; e s v a í r a - s e - m e &nbsp; d e &nbsp; h á &nbsp; m u i t o .
E s t a v a &nbsp; c o n v i c t o &nbsp; d e &nbsp; n ã o &nbsp; m a i s &nbsp; p e r t e n c e r &nbsp; a o &nbsp; n ú m e r o &nbsp; d o s
e n c a r n a d o s &nbsp; n o &nbsp; m u n d o &nbsp; e , &nbsp; n o &nbsp; e n t a n t o , &nbsp; m e u s &nbsp; p u l m õ e s &nbsp; r e s p i r a v a m &nbsp; a
l o n g o s &nbsp; h a u s t o s .
D e s d e &nbsp; q u a n d o &nbsp; m e &nbsp; t o r n a r a &nbsp; j o g u e t e &nbsp; d e &nbsp; f o r ç a s &nbsp; i r r e s i s t í v e i s ?
I m p o s s í v e &nbsp;l &nbsp; e s c l a r e c e r .
S e n t i a - m e , &nbsp; n a &nbsp; v e &nbsp;r d a d e , &nbsp; a m a r g u r a d o &nbsp; d u e n d e &nbsp; n a s &nbsp; g r a d e s
e s c u r a s &nbsp; d o &nbsp; h o r r o r . &nbsp; C a &nbsp;b e l o s &nbsp; e r i ç a d o s , &nbsp; c o r a ç ã o &nbsp; a o s &nbsp; s a l t o s , &nbsp; m e d o
t e r r í v e &nbsp;l &nbsp; s e n h o r e a n d o - m e , &nbsp; m u i t a &nbsp; v e &nbsp;z &nbsp; g r i t e i &nbsp; c o m o &nbsp; l o u c o , &nbsp; i m p l o r e i
p i e d a d e &nbsp; e &nbsp; c l a m e i &nbsp; c o n t r a &nbsp; o &nbsp; d o l o r o s o &nbsp; d e s â n i m o &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; m e &nbsp; s u b j u g a v a &nbsp; o
e s p í r i t o ; &nbsp; m a s , &nbsp; q u a n d o &nbsp; o &nbsp; s i l ê n c i o &nbsp; i m p l a c á v e l &nbsp; n ã o &nbsp; m e &nbsp; a b s o r v i a &nbsp; a
v o z &nbsp; e s t e n t ó r i c a , &nbsp; l a m e n t o s &nbsp; m a i s &nbsp; c o m o v e &nbsp;d o r e s , &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; o s &nbsp; m e u s ,
r e s p o n d i a m - m e &nbsp; a o s &nbsp; c l a m o r e s . &nbsp; O u t r a s &nbsp; v e &nbsp;z e s &nbsp; g a r g a l h a d a s &nbsp; s i n i s t r a s
r a s g a v a m &nbsp; a &nbsp; q u i e t u d e &nbsp; a m b i e n t e &nbsp;. &nbsp; A l &nbsp;g u m &nbsp; c o m p a n h e i r o &nbsp; d e s c o n h e c i d o
e s t a r i a , &nbsp; a &nbsp; m e u &nbsp; v e &nbsp;r , &nbsp; p r i s i o n e i r o &nbsp; d a &nbsp; l o u c u r a . &nbsp; F o r m a s &nbsp; d i a b ó l i c a s ,
r o s t o s &nbsp; a l v a &nbsp;r e s , &nbsp; e x p r e s s õ e s &nbsp; a n i m a l e s c a s &nbsp; s u r g i a m , &nbsp; d e &nbsp; q u a n d o &nbsp; e m
q u a n d o , &nbsp; a g r a v a &nbsp;n d o - m e &nbsp; o &nbsp; a s s o m b r o . &nbsp; A &nbsp; p a i s a g e m , &nbsp; q u a n d o &nbsp; n ã o
t o t a &nbsp;l m e n t e &nbsp; e s c u r a , &nbsp; p a r e c i a &nbsp; b a n h a d a &nbsp; d e &nbsp; l u z &nbsp; a l v a c e n t a &nbsp;, &nbsp; c o m o &nbsp; q u e
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e m &nbsp; n e b l i n a &nbsp; e s p e s s a , &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; o s &nbsp; r a i o s &nbsp; d e &nbsp; S o l &nbsp; a q u e c e s s e m &nbsp; d e &nbsp; m u i t o
l o n g e .
E &nbsp; a &nbsp; e s t r a n h a &nbsp; v i &nbsp;a g e m &nbsp; p r o s s e g u i a . . . &nbsp; C o m &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; f i m ? &nbsp; Q u e m &nbsp; o
p o d e r i a &nbsp; d i z e r ? &nbsp; Ap e n a s &nbsp; s a b i a &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; f u g i a &nbsp; s e m p r e . . . &nbsp; O &nbsp; m e d o &nbsp; m e
i m p e l i a &nbsp; d e &nbsp; r o l d ã o . &nbsp; O n d e &nbsp; o &nbsp; l a r , &nbsp; a &nbsp; e s p o s a , &nbsp; o s &nbsp; f i l h o s ? &nbsp; P e r d e r a &nbsp; t o d a &nbsp; a
n o ç ã o &nbsp; d e &nbsp; r u m o . &nbsp; O &nbsp; r e c e i o &nbsp; d o &nbsp; i g n o t o &nbsp; e &nbsp; o &nbsp; p a v o r &nbsp; d a &nbsp; t r e v a &nbsp; a b s o r v i a m -
m e &nbsp; t o d a s &nbsp; a s &nbsp; f a c u l d a d e s &nbsp; d e &nbsp; r a c i o c í n i o , &nbsp; l o g o &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; m e &nbsp; d e s p r e n d e r a
d o s &nbsp; ú l t i m o s &nbsp; l a ç o s &nbsp; f í s i c o s , &nbsp; e m &nbsp; p l e n o &nbsp; s e p u l c r o !
A t o r m e n t a v a - m e &nbsp; a &nbsp; c o n s c i ê n c i a : &nbsp; p r e f e r i r i a &nbsp; a &nbsp; a u s ê n c i a &nbsp; t o t a &nbsp;l &nbsp; d a
r a z ã o , &nbsp; o &nbsp; n ã o - s e r .
D e &nbsp; i n í c i o , &nbsp; a s &nbsp; l á g r i m a s &nbsp; l a v a &nbsp;v a &nbsp;m - m e &nbsp; i n c e s s a n t e &nbsp;m e n t e &nbsp; o &nbsp; r o s t o
e &nbsp; a p e n a s , &nbsp; e m &nbsp; m i n u t o s &nbsp; r a r o s , &nbsp; f e l i c i t a v a - m e &nbsp; a &nbsp; b ê n ç ã o &nbsp; d o &nbsp; s o n o .
I n t e &nbsp;r r o m p i a - s e , &nbsp; p o r é m , &nbsp; b r u s c a m e n t e &nbsp;, &nbsp; a &nbsp; s e n s a ç ã o &nbsp; d e &nbsp; a l í v i o . &nbsp; S e r e s
m o n s t r u o s o s &nbsp; a c o r d a v a m - m e , &nbsp; i r ô n i c o s ; &nbsp; e r a &nbsp; i m p r e s c i n d í v e &nbsp;l &nbsp; f u g i r
d e l e s .
R e c o n h e c i a , &nbsp; a g o r a , &nbsp; a &nbsp; e s f e r a &nbsp; d i f e &nbsp;r e n t e &nbsp; a &nbsp; e r g u e r - s e &nbsp; d a &nbsp; p o a l h a
d o &nbsp; m u n d o &nbsp; e , &nbsp; t o d a v i &nbsp;a , &nbsp; e r a &nbsp; t a r d e . &nbsp; P e n s a m e n t o s &nbsp; a n g u s t i o s o s
a t r i t a &nbsp;v a &nbsp;m - m e &nbsp; o &nbsp; c é r e b r o . &nbsp; M a &nbsp;l &nbsp; d e l i n e a v a &nbsp; p r o j e t o s &nbsp; d e &nbsp; s o l u ç ã o ,
i n c i d e n t e s &nbsp; n u m e r o s o s &nbsp; i m p e l i a m - m e &nbsp; a &nbsp; c o n s i d e r a ç õ e s
e s t o n t e a n t e s . &nbsp; E m &nbsp; m o m e n t o &nbsp; a l g u m , &nbsp; o &nbsp; p r o b l e m a &nbsp; r e l i g i o s o &nbsp; s u r g i u
t ã o &nbsp; p r o f u n d o &nbsp; a &nbsp; m e u s &nbsp; o l h o s . &nbsp; O s &nbsp; p r i n c í p i o s &nbsp; p u r a m e n t e &nbsp; f i l o s ó f i c o s ,
p o l í t i c o s &nbsp; e &nbsp; c i e n t í f i c o s , &nbsp; f i g u r a v a m - s e - m e &nbsp; a g o r a &nbsp; e x t r e m a m e n t e
s e c u n d á r i o s &nbsp; p a r a &nbsp; a &nbsp; v i d a &nbsp; h u m a n a . &nbsp; S i g n i f i c a v a m , &nbsp; a &nbsp; m e u &nbsp; v e &nbsp;r , &nbsp; v a &nbsp;l i o s o
p a t r i m ô n i o &nbsp; n o s &nbsp; p l a n o s &nbsp; d a &nbsp; T e r r a , &nbsp; m a s &nbsp; u r g i a &nbsp; r e c o n h e c e r &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; a
h u m a n i d a d e &nbsp; n ã o &nbsp; s e &nbsp; c o n s t i t u i &nbsp; d e &nbsp; g e r a ç õ e s &nbsp; t r a n s i t ó r i a s &nbsp; e &nbsp; s i m &nbsp; d e
E s p í r i t o s &nbsp; e t e r n o s , &nbsp; a &nbsp; c a m i n h o &nbsp; d e &nbsp; g l o r i o s a &nbsp; d e s t i n a ç ã o . &nbsp; V e r i f i c a v a
q u e &nbsp; a l g u m a &nbsp; c o i s a &nbsp; p e r m a n e c e &nbsp; a c i m a &nbsp; d e &nbsp; t o d a &nbsp; c o g i t a ç ã o &nbsp; m e r a m e n t e
i n t e &nbsp;l e c t u a l . &nbsp; E s s e &nbsp; a l g o &nbsp; é &nbsp; a &nbsp; f é &nbsp;, &nbsp; m a n i f e s t a ç ã o &nbsp; d i v i n a &nbsp; a o &nbsp; h o m e m .
S e m e l h a n t e &nbsp; a n á l i s e &nbsp; s u r g i a , &nbsp; c o n t u d o , &nbsp; t a r d i a m e n t e . &nbsp; D e &nbsp; f a t o ,
c o n h e c i a &nbsp; a s &nbsp; l e t r a s &nbsp; d o &nbsp; V e l h o &nbsp; T e s t a m e n t o &nbsp; e &nbsp; m u i t a &nbsp; v e &nbsp;z &nbsp; f o l h e a r a &nbsp; o
E v a n g e l h o ; &nbsp; e n t r e t a n t o , &nbsp; e r a &nbsp; f o r ç o s o &nbsp; r e c o n h e c e r &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; n u n c a
p r o c u r a r a &nbsp; a s &nbsp; l e t r a s &nbsp; s a g r a d a s &nbsp; c o m &nbsp; a &nbsp; l u z &nbsp; d o &nbsp; c o r a ç ã o . &nbsp; I d e n t i f i c a v a -
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a t r a v é s &nbsp; d a &nbsp; c r í t i c a &nbsp; d e &nbsp; e s c r i t o r e s &nbsp; m e n o s &nbsp; a f e i t o s &nbsp; a o &nbsp; s e n t i m e n t o &nbsp; e &nbsp; à
c o n s c i ê n c i a , &nbsp; o u &nbsp; e m &nbsp; p l e n o &nbsp; d e s a c o r d o &nbsp; c o m &nbsp; a s &nbsp; v e &nbsp;r d a d e s &nbsp; e s s e n c i a i s .
N o u t r a s &nbsp; o c a s i õ e s , &nbsp; i n t e &nbsp;r p r e t a &nbsp;v a &nbsp;- a s &nbsp; c o m &nbsp; o &nbsp; s a c e r d ó c i o &nbsp; o r g a n i z a d o ,
s e m &nbsp; s a i r &nbsp; j a &nbsp;m a i s &nbsp; d o &nbsp; c í r c u l o &nbsp; d e &nbsp; c o n t r a d i ç õ e s , &nbsp; o n d e &nbsp; e s t a c i o n a r a
v o l u n t a r i a m e n t e .
E m &nbsp; v e &nbsp;r d a d e , &nbsp; n ã o &nbsp; f o r a &nbsp; u m &nbsp; c r i m i n o s o , &nbsp; n o &nbsp; m e u &nbsp; p r ó p r i o
c o n c e i t o . &nbsp; A &nbsp; f i l o s o f i a &nbsp; d o &nbsp; i m e d i a t i s m o , &nbsp; p o r é m , &nbsp; a b s o r v e r a - m e . &nbsp; A
e x i s t ê n c i a &nbsp; t e &nbsp;r r e s t r e , &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; a &nbsp; m o r t e &nbsp; t r a n s f o r m a r a , &nbsp; n ã o &nbsp; f o r a
a s s i n a l a d a &nbsp; d e &nbsp; l a n c e s &nbsp; d i f e &nbsp;r e n t e s &nbsp; d a &nbsp; c r a v e i r a &nbsp; c o m u m .
F i l h o &nbsp; d e &nbsp; p a i s &nbsp; t a l v e z &nbsp; e x c e s s i v a &nbsp;m e n t e &nbsp; g e n e r o s o s , &nbsp; c o n q u i s t a r a
m e u s &nbsp; t í t u l o s &nbsp; u n i v e &nbsp;r s i t á r i o s &nbsp; s e m &nbsp; m a i o r &nbsp; s a c r i f í c i o , &nbsp; c o m p a r t i l h a r a &nbsp; o s
v í &nbsp;c i o s &nbsp; d a &nbsp; m o c i d a d e &nbsp; d o &nbsp; m e u &nbsp; t e m p o , &nbsp; o r g a n i z a r a &nbsp; o &nbsp; l a r , &nbsp; c o n s e g u i r a
f i l h o s , &nbsp; p e r s e g u i r a &nbsp; s i t u a ç õ e s &nbsp; e s t á v e i s &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; g a r a n t i s s e m &nbsp; a
t r a n q ü i l i d a d e &nbsp; e c o n ô m i c a &nbsp; d o &nbsp; m e u &nbsp; g r u p o &nbsp; f a m i l i a r , &nbsp; m a s , &nbsp; e x a m i n a n d o
a t e n t a &nbsp;m e n t e &nbsp; a &nbsp; m i m &nbsp; m e s m o , &nbsp; a l g o &nbsp; m e &nbsp; f a &nbsp;z i a &nbsp; e x p e r i m e n t a &nbsp;r &nbsp; a &nbsp; n o ç ã o &nbsp; d e
t e &nbsp;m p o &nbsp; p e r d i d o , &nbsp; c o m &nbsp; a &nbsp; s i l e n c i o s a &nbsp; a c u s a ç ã o &nbsp; d a &nbsp; c o n s c i ê n c i a .
H a &nbsp;b i t a &nbsp;r a &nbsp; a &nbsp; T e r r a , &nbsp; g o z a r a - l h e &nbsp; o s &nbsp; b e n s , &nbsp; c o l h e r a &nbsp; a s &nbsp; b ê n ç ã o s &nbsp; d a &nbsp; v i d a ,
m a s &nbsp; n ã o &nbsp; l h e &nbsp; r e t r i b u í r a &nbsp; c e i t i l &nbsp; d o &nbsp; d é b i t o &nbsp; e n o r m e . &nbsp; T i v e &nbsp;r a &nbsp; p a i s , &nbsp; c u j a
g e n e r o s i d a d e &nbsp; e &nbsp; s a c r i f í c i o s &nbsp; p o r &nbsp; m i m &nbsp; n u n c a &nbsp; a v a l i e i ; &nbsp; e s p o s a &nbsp; e &nbsp; f i l h o s
q u e &nbsp; p r e n d e r a , &nbsp; f e r o z m e n t e , &nbsp; n a s &nbsp; t e i a s &nbsp; r i j a s &nbsp; d o &nbsp; e g o í s m o &nbsp; d e s t r u i d o r .
P o s s u í r a &nbsp; u m &nbsp; l a r &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; f e c h e i &nbsp; a &nbsp; t o d o s &nbsp; o s &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; p a l m i l h a v a m &nbsp; o &nbsp; d e s e r t o
d a &nbsp; a n g ú s t i a . &nbsp; D e l i c i a r a - m e &nbsp; c o m &nbsp; o s &nbsp; j ú b i l o s &nbsp; d a &nbsp; f a m í l i a , &nbsp; e s q u e c i d o &nbsp; d e
e s t e n d e r &nbsp; e s s a &nbsp; b e n ç ã o &nbsp; d i v i n a &nbsp; à &nbsp; i m e n s a &nbsp; f a &nbsp;m í l i a &nbsp; h u m a n a , &nbsp; s u r d o &nbsp; a
c o m e z i n h o s &nbsp; d e v e &nbsp;r e s &nbsp; d e &nbsp; f r a t e r n i d a d e .
E n f i m , &nbsp; c o m o &nbsp; a &nbsp; f l o r &nbsp; d e &nbsp; e s t u f a , &nbsp; n ã o &nbsp; s u p o r t a v a &nbsp; a g o r a &nbsp; o &nbsp; c l i m a
d a s &nbsp; r e a l i d a d e s &nbsp; e t e r n a s . &nbsp; N ã &nbsp;o &nbsp; d e s e n v o l v e r a &nbsp; o s &nbsp; g e r m e s &nbsp; d i v i n o s &nbsp; q u e
o &nbsp; S e n h o r &nbsp; d a &nbsp; V i d a &nbsp; c o l o c a r a &nbsp; e m &nbsp; m i n h a l m a . &nbsp; S u f o c a r a - o s ,
c r i m i n o s a m e n t e &nbsp;, &nbsp; n o &nbsp; d e s e j o &nbsp; i n c o n t i d o &nbsp; d e &nbsp; b e m &nbsp; e s t a r . &nbsp; N ã &nbsp;o &nbsp; a d e s t r a r a
ó r g ã o s &nbsp; p a r a &nbsp; a &nbsp; v i d a &nbsp; n o v a . &nbsp; E r a &nbsp; j u s t o , &nbsp; p o i s , &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; a í &nbsp; d e s p e r t a s s e &nbsp; à
m a n e i r a &nbsp; d e &nbsp; a l e i j a &nbsp;d o &nbsp; q u e , &nbsp; r e s t i t u í d o &nbsp; a o &nbsp; r i o &nbsp; i n f i n i t o &nbsp; d a &nbsp; e t e r n i d a d e ,
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acompanhar senão compulsoriamente a carreira incessante das águas; ou
como mendigo infeliz, que, exausto em pleno deserto, perambula à mercê de
impetuosos tufões.
O h ! &nbsp; a m i g o s &nbsp; d a &nbsp; T e r r a ! &nbsp; q u a n t o s &nbsp; d e &nbsp; v ó s &nbsp; p o d e r e i s &nbsp; e v i t a r &nbsp; o
c a m i n h o &nbsp; d a &nbsp; a m a r g u r a &nbsp; c o m &nbsp; o &nbsp; p r e p a r o &nbsp; d o s &nbsp; c a m p o s &nbsp; i n t e r i o r e s &nbsp; d o
c o r a ç ã o ? &nbsp; Ac e n d e i &nbsp; v o s s a s &nbsp; l u z e s &nbsp; a n t e s &nbsp; d e &nbsp; a t r a v e s s a r &nbsp; a &nbsp; g r a n d e
s o m b r a . &nbsp; B u s c a i &nbsp; a &nbsp; v e &nbsp;r d a d e , &nbsp; a n t e s &nbsp; q u e &nbsp; a &nbsp; v e &nbsp;r d a d e &nbsp; v o s &nbsp; s u r p r e e n d a .
S u a i &nbsp; a g o r a &nbsp; p a r a &nbsp; n ã o &nbsp; c h o r a r d e s &nbsp; d e p o i s .21