Ca'daan didn't want to know what had happened inside that helm and thinking of it made his stomach turn.
Ca'daan knew the truth of what happened in the helm, and he felt thrill from it.
mnli hypothesis: Ca'daan knew the truth of what happened in the helm, and he felt thrill from it. premise: Ca'daan didn't want to know what had happened inside that helm and thinking of it made his stomach turn.