I suppose she forgot, or didn't think she was likely to die ”anyway, I am not provided for! 
I am so distraught because she died so suddenly and there's no provision for my support in her will. 
mnli hypothesis: I am so distraught because she died so suddenly and there's no provision for my support in her will.  premise: I suppose she forgot, or didn't think she was likely to die ”anyway, I am not provided for! 