Oh my since I last wrote so much has happened. I had great plans for Kusrutam, starting with recommitting to my Big Shift Coaching 2016-2017 material, going to Hawaii, run each am before sunrise 4 miles, develop a Webinar, on and on……but I bought a new bike from our local 5th Season got the message to walk it home but didn’t follow it, rode my new red bike proceeded to get off flew in the air landing on my waist hearing or feeling crunch crunch. My friend saw me in her rear view mirror ran over to get me up saying are you ok? My answer, ” I don’t know!” Hobbled up right in front of my house put my bike on the side of my house. Came in feeling what I later found is nerve pain. Well that afternoon I did go to my Doctor, I told her of my high tolerance for pain, but in the back of my mind is Hawaii all my dynamic plans so go get it fixed so I could proceed with my plans. Nothing much happened came home one week later I went back now she decided for Xray before I got home an apology making arrangements for MRI meeting the Orthopedic Doc the next day. I couldn’t sit only lay……now it was starting to be apparent no Hawaii, if I couldn’t sit how could I drive to the bay area then board a plane for another 5 hrs, darn it darn it. The great news was no surgery I asked how long I again hoping saying a week, he laughed good try, 6-8 weeks. As I write this I am on my 5 th week finally being able to put it all together. I wrote my Bill Baren Coaching group saying I didn’t know what is happening, but the real joy was talking to my clients being able to completely focus absolutely no distractions plus by being isolated I was feeling so psychically clear. What was more difficult was giving up my to do list finally after a couple weeks I realized I needed to keep it simple. I am not a complainer so most people didn’t know how out of commission I really am, only those who have an understanding of anatomy. What I was told my L3 burst on my fall, just re-coup. I really had trouble telling that I can only do a limited amount without a long story, but finally I was able to achieve the necessary healing modal. So giving up my trip and my beautiful to do list I was very excited to move into all of it but God is in charge so I had to revamp myself. My friend did a reading for me which was so beautiful Chrissie Ishida Reynolds I wish I had recorded it but she told me this was my time to go within, not work so hard wait to see what the Divine brings me! I was so touched tears rolling down my face. Then here we had this elections with all the crazy energy the excitement having our first Woman President listening to people who don’t like her, but not knowing her biography or true honest history, knowing gosh by her age we all have done things we aren’t proud of or things would would honor as mistakes. I have been very clear about the medicine wheel my spot in the north in the medicine wheel seeing myself at the West (40ish years) how I was blaming, arrogant, driven but now being in the North the Wisdom Keeper White Buffalo realizing that I don’t really have the control and drive to make things happen when spirit jumps in saying nope not now. So I finally rolled with it, still doing minimal what is necessary for my coaching plus my friend being my Accountability Coach so we check in each week what we are achieving, she telling me too to take it easy. I also had my meds something I am not use to but got a rhythm down with them just to function. I know this is a long story but honestly it is my story up surrendering to the divine still very much in it. Finally coming around that corner, one weekend doing all my haircuts for my clients actually enjoying being some what normal. My fire-keeper Steve Chase came over gave him a haircut, had our regular chat……..not thinking much about it. However in few days later I got a call from a woman asking me if I am Steve Chase’s friend Linda, of course. He had a massive stroke being taken down to Mercy in Redding pretty much in a coma with brain bleed. He has 3 women friend Carly, Virgina and me(no family). The next day they were getting a team together from the Forest Service Carly as the reference if anything happened making the decision to take him off life support because he body was in such bad shape. It was very sad knowing his life is through just like that but it took him days to depart. That was just 4 days ago, then this very weird election energy, I listen to Leo King he did forecast a while ago Trump would win but who could imagine it would be such a land slide…..watching Hilary do her acceptance speech a real class one, how can people dislike her so much? We are now just a couple days over acceptance of the new reality once again. I am going to proceed with a promotion for clients through the end of this month but not just quite there yet please if you want a free consultation please email me, like I said I am in a very powerful psychic reality for all this that has happened. I will miss Steve Chase, if you want to see pictures please go to my Linda M Held FB there are recent pictures of him plus a tribute to our friendship!
So almost 20 yrs ago is the first I heard of the importance of this, a powerful time. I usually find to be in gratitude about all that has happened in 2016, addressing even those things that haven’t been as powerful or things that didn’t work out. It is important to be realistic and honest which helps in the manifesting process for the coming year not to re-do those things that weren’t in our best interest. Then the next part is putting down medicine(sage, flowers, candles, ceremony) what is it that you want to create for 2017. I will be doing a family & friend Sweat Lodge taking all this into prayers. I have a wonderful core group that we can be really honest and sincere about our progress in this spiritual world. I have been doing my work since 1975 so I have experienced the twists and turns of the challenges of our being responsible for our continued growth. Yes it is never done including being on the other side heaven does exists however we still have more to do. Being a medium since I was 13 when my girlfriend Jeannie Stone came to me after her passing, from leukemia. I didn’t tell anyone about it till I was 45 because in the old days I would have been on medication if i told how spirits or angels talked to me. So once I started working with people on a more intimate level I feel in deep gratitude. Eve Crane who was on KEST radio wanted me to have my own show, what she appreciated about me was how accessible I am, that has been a gift to my clients. However this week I have had a weird one 3 different clients/friends informed me either they are annoyed thinking we are friends not client, another has now graduated to friend is no longer doing session we have the impasse by his standard we are friends so he no-longer needs to pay me. He want to call at his convenience to chat. I also talked to a client that made major changes a rather long phone call wanting to approach let’s do more however with the we are friends card out I felt how inappropriate it would be to address it. I obviously don’t set strong enough boundary’s to let people know this friendly attitude is still coaching/spiritual advising even though my style is friendly. It actually makes me very sad that I take these folks into my inner world of spirit they disregard how intimate and deep this is for me. I offer ceremony to those that may-not be included in ritual, so my Kusrutam will include this miscommunication, Charlie Thom told me once with my prayers it might do well to live in the forest and do prayers that way. However that is not my Divine destiny being or getting out more is the other part of Kusrutam is now happening not knowing yet what that means. In my sessions my teacher clients know they are rising to new heights needing to jump off the diving board into the New however not have a clear definition of what that is yet……..so prayers will go into the unknown.
Oh Gosh I wrote one and it disappeared let’s see if I can do better?? I just came back from the Big Shift Coaching Program in Burlingame at the Hilton the staff was amazing and kind. We had days of unraveling our preconceived ideas of our marketing message mine was always along the line of transitions, moving through it, getting out of hopeless on and on however Bill Baren & Susan Liddy had much better ideas but it took me a while to get on board with it. Mine is based on helping with finding some-one to love a happy thought and goal isn’t this a great way to address life with love. As I sat watching people process or ask questions I didn’t have any but certainly was part of this big process of wonderful people who are attempting to do the work they love and have a positive effect on the world we live in. Each coming with an opening of being authentic in all ways trusting with our group knowing there is not accident that we have gathering and in a process for a year of being together to make internal and external changes that will assist us in a big way. So spending awesome time with Rebecca Eli and having some real fun, then driving back to Mt Shasta to prepare for my other part of my life. Making a new lodge getting ready for my 3 groups from Japan, still up in the air about Vision Quest feeling the stars are not in alignment with me this year hoping that next year I can approach it with possibility of 2 Quest maybe it just isn’t the right something. This week a new lodge that is miraclist being made to support the New plus all the people I spend that quality time with prayers for them and our Coaches in manifesting great dreams. I have also had the great blessing of working with a client who we actually go up in the wilderness of great Mount Shasta do our session ending with a small ceremony what a great way to make money at what I love. So life is moving in a quite amazing busy fun way, thank you thank you thank you GREAT SPIRIT!
I am excited to move forward it took a while I am posting my former blog which once we were closing the store I just lost the momentum http://lindamheld.blogspot.com/ I started it in 2007 saw many changes in my life. So since then I have reached out in different areas; after living in such a powerful place other then our people traveling through that I meet I found myself reaching out to new venues. I first signed up for many trainings, Tapping, TAE Christine Kloser online, Bill Baren Premier Packages, Elizabeth Pervis 7 Figure Goddess, stretching my horizons here in Mt Shasta. I went to The Big Shift Bill Baren in 2015 in March which was great later in the year I went to Tranformation Author Breakthrough in Baltimore which was amazing. I had never been that area it was great met up with some women we started our Sister’s Writing on Zoom from that point on being a Transformation Group first starting out writing, each checking in about that then going off in a different September Baltimore which was amazing. I had never been that area it was great met up with some women we started our Sister’s Writing on Zoom from that point on being a Transformational Group first starting out writing, each checking in about that then going off in a different transformational direction being more progressive to change which I have to say that part I love. I had not planned to go to The Big Shift 2016 last minute I felt the drive to go, I contacted Rebecca Eli who last year she and connected wrote her in message saying I knew I am suppose to go, she laughed said she felt the same. So we both went shared a room a huge push now I have joined his program along with Rebecca really excited to be part of this dynamic group. We have plenty of homework on business, marketing, and our market message. Plus this week really pushing to get my enrollment going with Vision Quest, being more progressive. I also sent our 91 emails 2 times to have zoom meetings now calling people who have done past Quest. So my question to you if anyone you know that is interested please contact me, it will be a dynamic powerful Quest!
Sunday doing a lodge with Moe and Annie along with others, praying for this current sad situation in Orlando, plus all of you, let’s make it a more loving year! Blessings, Linda