MEN are a sore subject with me right now. gee, lets tell ur girlfriend you love her for the very first time in a damn letter sayin its over!?!? fuckin retarded is what that is. give it a break he says, he will be home in 8 months, patience is all we need, he wants us to be together, wants to be a part of my life and be a father to my son..but its over????? yeah, whatever you say. just hope he dont expect me to just put my life on hold for 8 months because his dumb ass is locked up. oh and im too good of a person to be drug into his bullshit????! TOO LATE, IM ALREADY THERE. whatever, as ya'll can tell im pretty pissy right now. what a way to start my first blog on here huh lol!!! oh well, fuck it all, and sorry you suffered through that to anyone who actually read it!! happy blogging!!!
is it real that thing they call love that one little thing that will make the heavens stop above? is it true, i do not think so i do not think i will ever love you. i do not think there is any love inside of me. for love is something that doesnt really exsist. honestly it is not love ever it is truely lust. a primal natural thing. enriched in desire, seathing with heat and passion. nothing more then lust bite me! beat me! whip me! tease me! i am good come and treat me like im the nasty little slut you should. i will tantilize your sinces. i will give you the darkness, relish in your laugh. I will give you my everything as long as you are real with me.
to make a long story short if I can really do that would be awsome. I have been having an awsome week. it was good, went to an AA meeting. I try to get to at least one a week some times I get to more somtimes I don't even get to one, but I try to get to one. I was sitting there listening waiting for my turn to talk. and all was well for the most part. I talked how I was having a good week for the most part and then I siad well everything is good and now I'm just waiting for it to go to hell in a hand basket. in my short life I have found that nothing good last. when everything is going good it will just be a matter of time before a disaster strikes. now before u get all worried everything is good. when these little disasters strike they take place in my head. little problems feel huge, fears plage me, fears rule my life. the reason I drank was to get rid of those fears and for the most part drinking did a good job. untill it started to make them bigger and worse. now wat do u ask w
ok, my mom just found out like a few days ago that my ex bf's mom (my sis's new best friend's mom cuz my ex bf has a younger sis my sis's age) is wiccan cuz julia (my sis's friend) invited my sis to a retreat thing the family does/goes to. julia i guess had given my sis a magazine about wat they do and it said something like "the earth's religion" or something and my mom read it in a disgusted tone. i asked wat it was and she showed me. we got into a discussion (sorta) and she told me that maria had said that julia's mom was a witch. it was the way she said it tho...she said it as if she hated them and like she would excommunicate anyone who was a wiccan. i turned around and said "ooo and u follow jesus who's dead!" we dropped it until the next day. the next day i asked wat my mom had decided and she said julia was sleeping over all weekend (whee...?) and i said that was cool. mom said that julia seemed like a nice girl even tho her mom was a witch. it's the way she doesnt e
Is It Fair For People That Are English Can Not Work In A French Town If You Dont Know French Or Both French And English ??
To me this is fucking rude that an english person has a hard time getting work in a french town if they can not speak both laungues.... i have been through it and it's not fucking fair that us english people have to suffer with no jobs cause of the french.......
I keep emptying me shout box and getting messages back at me from ages ago, also sometimes it says i need to load up profile info and i have a friend request when i dont, then sometimes it wont let me in at all, its driving me mental
It's October one of my favorite months, everything changes. The smell of the air,the coolness ,and just the feel of everything. Halloween is one of my favorite holidays, dressing up and just getting to be more wierder than usual for one night. I can't decide what I want to be.. either goth up,a cop,vampire,hooker. Maybe a gothic hooker whos really a cop and vampire.Sounds fun, I can't wait for the candy too! Even though Im getting braces next week.. yeah it may end up being sucky at the dentist but I love this holiday and gotta celebrate. Happy early halloweenys people! Hugs n switches, Ash
I feel as if im floating swept off of my feet with kisses so tender when our passions do meet my heart fills in color n flys up in joy and my mind sparks a fire jus to hear his voice a touch of his hand to start my ignition wit a feelin like this there is much distinction a bite of my lip reveals my desires a taste of his kiss and my soul becomes wired if this isnt love then its an obvious obsession my need for him makes my heart race with aggression a i look in his eyes n heaven is my home where a warmth fills my heart n i never feel alone This may not be love but surely not curiosity i kno what i have, so is it love? possibly all i kno is that you touch me and i become elcetrified I lose all strength within my body and i jus dunno why so if love is to you that feelin that rises u higher than above then my answer to you wuld simply be yes, im in love
If I hadn't known any better, I would've sworn this was a Monday. Why? Because EVERYONE seemed to be having a bad day. Usually I'm in a good mood when I get to work and can usually maintain that good mood, but tonight it was almost impossible to keep smilin'.It seemed everyone was in a pissy mood--customers, co-workers, bosses, just everyone. First, we have to deal with this guy who claimed a rodent had gotten into his salad--ok...sure it sounds kind of funny...but who on earth orders a salad and picks it apart inspecting each and every piece of lettuce in it? Then the guy complains --calls an 800 number and then spends 2 hours sitting at a table. Hello--If you're so unhappy with the service WHY SIT THERE FOR TWO ADDITIONAL HOURS? Next, this woman comes through saying that she has 3 coupons, fine ..its all well and good ...until she's told that she can't use all 3 of them at the same time. She wants to know where it says on there that only per visit can be used. She gives the boss
Ok.. Lets talk about soulmates.. It is possible to meet your soulmate the one you suppose to be happy with, full in love, and marry..(ok.. marrige to me means a more experience break-up..) Is it possible to be happy with and grow old with someone that you meet at a party.. To have many years with.. Is it possible to find.. True love... I dont know.. I have been burned soo much it is hard to say!!! Maybe someday.. I to will be happy and loved.. Til then!! I will sit back and wait!! I will some day be swept off my feet... From the Mind of.. Jeannie
Dear Friend, Your sex drive is killing your sex life. The amazing gift – of a sex drive – that you were born with, has become your worst enemy. Let me ask you something… Have you ever seen an innocent child chasing after a butterfly? Just as the child gets closer to the butterfly, and begins smiling because he’s about to catch it… he gets too excited, and moves too fast… and scares his prize away. And this is exactly what you’re probably doing with women right now. Innocently… and ignorantly… you’re pushing away the women you’re most attracted to… and, in the process, you’re pushing away your chances of having sexually fulfilling relationships with those women. How am I so sure about this? Because I did this exact same thing ALL MY LIFE. And it’s only now, after years of “self development” and learning that I’m able to see my past thinking and behavior for EXACTLY what it was… DESTRUCTIVE. Some Of The Many Mistakes I Made… You may have heard me
Am I the only one who finds these morphing profile photos weird and disturbing? Also have you noticed the majority of them are made by total mingers? Look, you're ugly enough! I'm so going to hell for this one!!
I've had many people ask what is a minger. A minger is someone who isn't graced with particularly good looks. As defined by Urbandictionary.com further definitions and examples of usage are as follows: 1. minger A male or female who fell out of the ugly tree at birth and hit every branch on the way down "God that girl/boy is so minging she really needs to work on her personality" 2. minger Someone who was not just touched by the ugly stick at birth but was battered severely with it. Anyone who does not look better to you after several strong alcoholic drinks probably fits this category. Anyone scoring 7+ on www.amiaminger.com. 3. Minger Although now more commonly used to define an extremely visually challanging appearance, the word minger originally came from scottish gaelic, meaning 'septic vagina'. Now often used by chavs all over Britain to define anything remotely disgusting "Eurgh look Shaz, thats right minging, innit?" 4. minger Minge
Is it sad that most the poetry or song I've ever written have been about people that don't exist? Is it sad to be starting a relationship with someone but feeling like it just has no chance to work? I don't know about alot of things in life, it scares me not to know but for some reason I never seem able to find the answers, perhaps I'm too withdrawn from things, my life has been one long mass of fear and shyness without cause or reason. I know I'm intelligent, I know I have atleast some looks, and I know that in the past I've always treated everyone as best I know how, with every ounce of respect or love I could....so where does the happiness come in all that, where's the pay off, where's the moment when I feel like everything I've ever done has had a reasdon and this is the reason, this person is the reason, I don't know that I'll ever have that moment of realisation, but even if I knew it would never come, I guess I can say that I'll ever remain the nice guy, trying to help people
Hi everyone, cool guys and sexy ladies. Is it me or LostCherry is messing actually ? the scrolling gallery don't stop block, the changes i make on profile are lost ...... do you have the same problems ???
Okay, I've found an exception. Hats off to this gorgeous lady who does actually make the morphing face look good. And she's drop dead gorgeous too. Let's show our appreciation by giving her plenty of Cherry love.
I got home last night, logged into this site to see it's name had been changed to CherryTap and quite frankly didn't blink. In my opinion the name is pretty wimpy compared to LostCherry, but it's not my website; I just have fun here. Then I saw some people were not happy with the change and again it just rolled off my back. Again, a change of name is of little importance in the big scheme of things, but then I started reading. One of my pet peeves is people who read what they want, or half of what's there, and make judgements. That's a very dangerous thing. As I read further I dicovered that the name LostCherry was scraped because some people thoght it sounded like a porn site. That's when my chin dropped, my heart sank, and I felt rather betrayed. I remember once making my teenaged daughter change her shirt before going to school, because quite frankly she looked like a ho. If she didn't do so, I would have reprimanded her. Now, if she came home from school one day to change
Hey whats up its my first blog is it wrong to tie a midget to a ceiling fan in a sort of kinky game of sexy roulette have a few goats present? take turns on whos on top becareful in the missionary position guys i belive the goats could mistake a hairy ball sack for a ripe ol clump of broccoli trust me i know these things but ya take it in to concideration and let me know k thanx joe mama
I gaze at my past, it's like a movie screen my feelings torn right at the seams The person in my memories can surely not be me The girl inside, who I used to be is buried deep inside of me I keep her hidden, never to be seen because I HATE who I was I regret that I only have one life maybe I could do it right If I fall asleep one night and start all over again. I look in the mirror and all I see is the little girl who stands before me But the little girl cries out. wanting to be a part of me. I have left that one I hated. but she lives, as I have stated. Deep inside, never to come out. now I rarely hear her shout. As I try to remember my youth I can't believe it's all the truth. The person that I see the one I used to be Can surely not be me.
Here this is simple !! If you girls say to you you can have sex with anybody you what i dont mind !! really i dont mind !! ( I dont really mind why she said that okk , maube because che like that way of relationship ) Is it still been Cheating on her or not !! thats is my question !! what do you think about that?? p.s i am SINGLE but that is a question a was thinking about lol !! plz repost if so !! and put like shes the one who come to me and said that !!
November 4, 2006 Is it a Need or a Desire? Romans 8:32 In the fourth chapter of Philippians, Paul declares that God will “supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus” (v. 19). When we read that passage and apply it to our daily lives, we must be careful to interpret it correctly. For that to happen, we must understand the difference between “needs” and “desires.” A need is something that is essential for us to develop into who God wants us to be or to accomplish the things He calls us to do. On the other hand, a desire is something we think will bring enjoyment to our lives. The key word here is “enjoyment.” It describes a temporary pleasure. We tend to want things that will bring us happiness for a season and then fade away. It’s important to note there’s nothing wrong with a desire, as long as it is within the will of God and is an outflow of a Spirit-filled life. Our wonderful, adoring heavenly Father loves to shower His grace upon us (
(1) Do I treat the other person as a person or a thing? If you go out with him/her because he/she is good looking (a "prize" to be with) or a way out (a ticket to the movies), that isn't love. (2) Would you chose to spend the evening alone with him/her if there were no kissing, no touching, and no sex? If not, it isn't love. (3) Are the two of you at ease and as happy alone as you are with friends? If you need other friends around to have a good time, it isn't love. (4) Do you get along? If you fight and make up a lot, get hurt and jealous, tease and criticize one another, better be careful, it may not be love. (5) Are you still interested in dating or secretly "messing around" with others? If so, you aren't in love. (6) Can you be totally honest and open? If either or both of you are selfish, insincere, feel confined, or unable to express feelings, be cautious. (7) Are you realistic? You should be able to admit possible future problems. If others (bes
A married woman is having an affair. Whenever her lover comes over, she puts her nine year old son in the closet. One day the woman hears a car in the driveway and puts her lover in the closet, as well. Inside the closet, the little boy says, "It's dark in here, isn't it?" "Yes it is," the man replies. "You wanna buy a baseball?" the little boy asks. "No thanks," the man replies. "I think you do want to buy a baseball," the little extortionist continues. "OK. How much?" the man replies after considering the position he was in. "Twenty-five dollars," the little boy replies. "TWENTY-FIVE DOLLARS?!" the man repeats. "That's awful expensive", but because of the position he was in, agreed to the price. The following week, the lover is visiting the woman again when she hears a car in the driveway and, again, places her lover in the closet with her little boy. "It's dark in here, isn't it?" the boy starts off. "Yes it is," replies the man. "Wanna buy a baseball glove?" the little boy asks. "O
Here i am all alone in this hell fearing that the end nearing I've screemed and begged for help but it seems as though no one can hear Often I set in a daze wonderin is it really even worth the pain People say that they are my friends and that they care, but to me their faces look so lame I know that they cannot feel my pain I know because most of them don't even realize that there is sumthin wrong with me Everyday I search for the ONE that holds the key Maybe then they will all realize when they see the change Some people tell me to stop searching and the ONE will appear But they dont understand my hell They can't feel my pain I know that if i don't find her soon my body will shut down Then all my "friends" will see why i couldn't stop searching To me its all that i have in my life MY PAIN will be felt by no one when i am gone GOODBYE
Oh MY GOD. I have been having a fantastic time with trying to enroll in school at either of the two largest and most recognized online U's. Online is truly the only option for me, 4 kids, a full-time job, yadda yadda. Who has time to sit in a real class? Anyhow, School A's sales rep* tells me on several seperate occassions that I'm qualified to recieve PELL grant money in a specific amount. The amount (coincidentally) coincides pretty closely with the access fees (book fees). This would mean zero or near zero out of pocket expenses, though the majority would be in student loans. Sounds good right? School B's sales rep talks about how they're cheaper than School A. However, their 'academic plan' puts me at 3/4 enrollment which qualifies me for less $$. When queried about adding an extra class to make my status full-time, I was told I couldn't do that until I was a sophmore...and would have to request special permission from the Dean. Ummm, okay. Oh, and I'd be paying o
Or does it seem like the whole world is just really fucked up ? I mean wtf are people thinking when they lie to you. It's usually pretty easy to find out why (too late), But with some people you can't even figure that part out. Some shit just makes NO sense at all. Why would someone keep you around with lies, who's getting absolutely nothing from you. Is this person just so bored with thier life that they have to fuck with yours ?Is it fun for them, do they just wanna see how long you'll buy the shit ?? I mean what's the fucking deal ,, really ??? Somebody tell me !
Is it tru? Did i fall in love with you? is it true? Do you love me too? Is it true? Did you call me by my name? Is it true? am i the one to blame? Is it true? Are you staying out late again tonight? Is it true? Is everything really gonna be alright? Is it true? whose number is that in your pocket? Is it true? Why did i buy a gun? do i even know how to cock it? Is it true? whose lipstick is on your white shirt? Is it true? Why am i in pain? why does it hurt? Is it true? I didnt want to pull the trigger It is true....... I did kill you
here is a mumm that still has me going. sorry if i am disturbing anyone with this. http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=6734
Ok well tonight has just been strange at work!!Starting to wonder if it's a full moon out!Well first a guy is going through our dumpster.So we were looking up the number for the cops dispatch.Well I couldn't find it.So we had to call 911 to get the number.This bitch got an attitude with me cause the dispatch number was not in the phone book like it should be!By the time I got the number the guy was gone.So then after that we go to order pizza and I gave them the address and they say they don't deliver on this block after dark.I had to ask "So ya'll don't deliver to the hotel after dark?!?"When I've called several times before and they have always delivered no matter what time it was.So when the delivery guy showed up I had to ask about that.The girl that took my order thought we were the projects that's near us.Which I can see why they don't deliver there.So I guess now we need to say the name of the hotel we're at instead of the address.It's just been one wierd night!!Then a very good
is it wrong to want sex over relationships?ive gone through so many relationships to where the only thing good was sex(on both parts).atleast thats what ive been told.ive had my heart tore out,chewed up,spit out and stomped into the ground.i'm a guy and a guy needs certian things to function(unfourtunatly)like sex. so if i can still have those nights where my soul comunicates with others and still get my necessities, is that wrong to do instead of getting hurt again? please comment,i value all opinions.
Is it me or does everyone find it strange that some men on this site think that its a good idea to have a profile pic showing them in their underwear, while they have a hard on? Yes I know its a way to get around the censorship. but it just looks stupid to me, still its better than seeing a mans bits all hanging out. Yes I know it seems to be getting the norm for women to start having a profile pic showing themselves in their underwear, but women just seem to show off much more tastefully. I have no problem with men showing their chests off, and if women or men want to see the rest then just ask the person. As for me, well I used to have nudes locked away on another site, and only let people who asked to see. Obviously i didn't get many requests, didn't expect many either LOL. The question is, would i do the same here? Well to be honest I haven't been asked, and I don't have any strong desire to show my bits. Its the same with asking for nudes on the site or searching for them
Matthew 18:20 “For where two or three are gathered together in My name, there am I in the midst of them.” One day, the secret service visited a church to check it out for the President of the United States. For some reason the President decided not to come, but the news was already out around town. Soon people were calling the church to find out if anyone could come that Sunday. A lady called to say that she wasn’t a member, but she wanted to see the President. She asked the pastor, “Is it true that the President of the United States is going to be in your services on Sunday?” The preacher said, “No madam, he will not be here, but the King of kings will, and that ought to be good enough for you.” Jesus meets with His people, and He doesn’t care about the credentials of the guest list. He is in their midst. What credentials do you bring to the table when you meet with God? Have you ever read of Paul’s credentials in Philippians 3:4-6? What was his response in v
I have heard it said that there are three kinds of love. Love Big Love and Great Love What’s the difference, you ask? Love you get over in two months Big love you get over in two years and Great love, well, great love changes your life forever! I’ve also heard it said that when Great love is rejected, something inside a FEMALE dies. So all She can do is run away, where She will meet the man She will love second most. Unless you can get to Her before She closes the book on you. Once it’s closed, it’s closed, it’s finished, it’s gone, it’s dead, never to be opened again.
Both of our breathing labored, the excitment of feeling you near me lightens my head. Our eyes convey a mutual message, an age old message, yet to us a seemingly personal message.....I want you, I need you....I love you. Fear of closing my eyes to re-open them to emptiness. My body reacts to you, to your silent commands. Your touch.....it does something to me as mines does to you....your fingers trace my face slowly and thoroughly....my lips, the shape of my eyes, my eye brows, my cheek bones, my noise.....my skin begans to allow tiny inperfections to raise as an affect of your touch. My heart throbing erractically, my thoughts, scrambled.....blissful-ness is my state and the only expression that will suffice are the tiny beads of salty water streaming down my face.....Ecstasy is where is we are, but it is not where we will stay..... I comprimise myself and accept actions from you that I will from no one else. I expose myself to all types of mental and emotional punishment in your n
I can't seem to kick this, what ever it is, thats making me sick. To tired all the time, constant headache, body hurts ::sighs:: Maybe it's just the constant weather changing? Seriously, here in CO, don't like the weather? Wait 10 minutes. Im also dragging my sorry ass around trying to help my husband decide on a house to buy. Oh yeah, did I forget to say he's a bit insane? All well, he gets what he wants because he's spoiled beyond anything I know. Then again, so am I. Hopefully Ill feel better soon so I can come harass you people again!!! Be good while Im gone, or atleast be good at it! -UnTouched Sanity .::.Loyal.::.
alright just to give you all an update, this started out as a simple observation on a couple of mums i had ran into on a couple of very common topics. i choose to add this to my blog because i found it a very interesting topic for discussion however i didnt want to crowd up MUM's with it, i just thought i would put it in my blogs to get feedback and opinions on it. so here we go Ok so peep this, only just yesterday, ( as always ) there was a mum basically asking guys about big girls vs skinny girls, plastic vs natural, and there are constant MUM's of this nature and in every discussion group known to mankind some form of the topic will come up. now what struck me as interesting is a MUM came up asking if age mattered or if it was just a number. now there was alot of response saying yes its just a number. but there was also a bit of response from people saying how they wouldnt date someone as old as their parent or as young as their child and of course with varrying opinions and
Is it just me or did everyone's Bulletins start over from scratch? When I logged on there were many then I went and looked at a profile came back to my home page and there were none.
Is it just me, or is anyone else having problems with their points again? I was rating a lot of peoples pictures just a little while ago, and I came back to check MY points, on what I needed to get to my next level, and it was still the same as when I started rating the pictures. YES - I have refreshed my page.
Is it possible to get everything you want? Yesterday, I watched a film developed by PrimeTime Productions entitled "The Secret". It was a film describing positive thinking and the Law of Attraction. Their belief is that positive thinking enables you to attract what you want out of life. Similarly, I read a book a year ago entitled "The Power of Intention" by Dr. Wayne Dyer. He writes that everything starts out with intention. And with intention you are able to co-create what happens in the world. Dr. Deepak Chopra wrote another similar text. His book is called "The Spontaneous Fulfillment of Desire" and he writes how our desires can be manifested. Since I was brought up Catholic, I was taught the power of prayer and I remember from scripture "Ask and you shall receive; seek and you shall find." My understanding of that phrase is that God will grant you what you need. What I find is that all throughout history and up until today, so many people believe there is a way to ask
I'v been hanging out with a friend of my ex. For a few months now. I recently told him that I wanted him. Ok he also dated a good friend of mine for like three years. She is married now and my ex is out makin more kids he cant and wont suport. Am I wrong. Or should I just be his friend? Please help. thanks to all
this isn't a blog to get people upset, but more of curiosity. I was sending my comments to my friends on my fans list like i do every morning and came across a profile for Trish Stratus. yes, I know who she is. She is WWE diva and one of the best; however, my question is this: If that is really Trish Stratus on here, then why isn't she a verified Celebrity? I can take pictures of anyone off the internet and find stuff about them and post them as that person. so my question is this, is that really Trish Stratus or is that someone claiming to be her? I am not trying to step on toes or offend anyone, but i am real curious to know the truth.
Tomorrow should go by fast. We're having a lunch and gift exchange at work. Today is dragging though. Don't have much to do. I'm supposd to go play pool with Joe this weekend. He told me to think of something we could bet cause he claims he's going to beat me. I couldn't think of anything. Any suggestions? I haven't decided if I'm going to G's on Saturday. I kinda want to go but I haven't felt much like singing lately. I'll probably go, just to say "hi" even if I don't stay all night.
Is It Good To Kiss A Woman You've Just Met? >If you'd like to learn the "master system" for approaching women and starting conversations, then take a minute and read THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/ApproachingWomen/ ***THIS WEEK'S QUESTION*** SUBJECT: A BIG BREAKTHROUGH Dear David, I have been reading your book and trying your ideas for a while now with limited success. However the other week I decided to try your cocky and funny attitude in a nightclub setting and get over my fear of approaching beautiful women. Here is what happened... I spoke to 35 girls in a four hour period. Got 2 phone numbers and lots of physical contact like hand holding, hugs etc. My approach was basically like this... A girl bumped into me and say "Sorry" I replied. "C'mon I know what you are doing. You just want to seduce me and take me home. . . But listen, I am not THAT easy. I hate it when girls just want me for my sexy body and incredible loo
I can’t stop thinking about you And all the pain you put me through I remember the late night phone calls I wonder if you ever cared at all What happened to all the sweet things you said and did? Do you ever think about me and what we could have been? Did you ever really care about me or was it all a lie? I just miss you so much I need you here with me I can’t explain how I feel But I wonder if its real, I wonder if its real now Does she care for you like I do? Can she imagine her life without you? I just want you to see I’ll always feel the way I feel I tried to hold all the pain inside I remember how you cried while I cried I can’t keep holding all of this in Will I ever forget about you? I just miss you so much I need you here with me I can’t explain how I feel But I wonder if its real, I wonder if its real now Was it all a dream? Some distorted fantasy? All the memories? Did you ever love me? Do you still me? Will y
"Is it love you're feeling or just an infatuation?" by Ann Landers "Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine to closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence, even when he is away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head that you keep replaying. But near or far, you know he is yours and you can wait. Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing him." Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan yo
I sit here and wonder where im going.....im supposed to be going to visit people i got money problems im slipping into the siccness of reality and i dont know if im coming bacc.....i could be going to jail soon......i need help im slipping into depression i dont feel i can beat depression away this time......its taking all my energy to control my rage........someone please help me i really need it and i dont know if anyone is able to but please try.....my eyes are glazing and i dont even want to be alive anymore please save me.......from this rain of pain........im not tough enough anymore too much pain around me.....im so hurt......it wont end....i am on the verge of giving up..... ~Atrocity~ is finally weakening from the pain around him....i need help please someone.......
is it love Got an angel at my bedside Wathching over me tonight Smiling from a photograph N'everything's just rigth Been dreaming or you before And now is true My heart is beating just for you Baby I wanna know Is it love, is it love is it why i fall evertime you call Is it love, really love When you say it's forever Is it love ,is it love That i'm breathing When i dream or you tonight Tell me how can i imagine Somthing brighter then your eyes No one ever came this close You made me realize Been dreaming of you before And now is true My heart is beating just for you Baby i wanna know Is it love, is it love Is it why i fall evertime you call Is it love, really love That i'm breathing When i bream of you tonight Is it always gona be Will you always care for me Is all that i want Is it i ever hoped for Baby..... Is it love, is it love Is it why i fall evertime you call Is it love, really love When you say it's fore
There's something about you I just don't know what it is All I know is that I feel Butterflies when I see you What can I do to figure it out could it be true that maybe it's... Could it be love that I feel for you, When I get lost in your eyes, and never know what to do. Could it be love, Everytime I see you I just want to kiss you. So could it be that I love you? I don't know. Sometimes I wonder If I love you or just like you, but all I know is that I won't give up until I find the meaning to my feelings Everytime I see you I just wanna be with you I'm glad I found a friend like you but I think my feelings are growing for you.
Or is this CT becoming a pick up site? I came on here to make friends and don't get me wrong I've met some really nice people. But some take it too far and put rude comments in my shoutbox like: You wanna F*** me..and in that nature. What is wrong with people? Do you walk on the street and say that to every woman you find attractive? It's just bugging me, makes you feel like a piece of meat. So do you Guy's experience the same from Women on here? I'm just curious. Well, I just needed to vent a bit. Thanks for listening. :P ~Marlies~
Is it your hair, No! your eyes, No! your face, No! Its everything about you. Its your neck, No! Its everything about you. Its your ears, No! Its everything about you. I don’t have one thing that I don’t love about you . Its everything about you IF You can get to know me, get to love me for who I am and if you need some time to make up your mind I wont give a damn... No Cause’ you are so special, worth more than, diamonds and pearls Boy I want you to be, No you need to be part of my world
A buddy and I were talking, and he said he and his wife are in a sexual rut. He had been told by another friend to try anal sex. Not on her, but on him. Let me explain. My buddies friend suggested that he and his wife use anal play to liven up their sex life. Since the male g-spot is the pancreas, which inside the anus, the buddy told my friend that he and his wife should experiment with that. By using fingers, dildos and anal beads. Now my buddy being a normal man's man, was grossed out by this. He said it was "gay" I told my buddy that when lesbians use dildos for sex that is not "strait" sex, since it is still a woman making love to another woman. So with that in mind, if a "strait" couple did the kind of anal sex discussed, then it would, in theory, still be strait sex. Right? Let me know what you think?
Is it possible for you to live your whole life within arms length of the person you love and never be able to tell them. Self torture must be very erotic for someone to go day in and day out not being able to tell that person how you feel about them. It may be your partner at work, a person in your class at school, your best friend, or even your spouse. Yes it may indeed be the person you lay next to in bed every day. We as civilived people should not be afraid to share are true feeling's. Remember, you can only be turned down once, but self torture last forever. Who knows, you might even make a new friend. Please ponder on this idea, comment if you think its right or wrong.....paul
pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease show some love u don't have to bomb it just click pic rate it comment it or either or......i just need a lil bit of love....lol
is it all worth the chance to make new friends or the chase of how many cherry points ya can get ? i dodnt know alot folks are on here .just like my past life spending my day off chatting in yahoo and the day was gone .never got to that thing or things i was going to do that day . maybe maybe not i just guess im rambling i think i have made some friends here .but i have so much time taken from me from 5am till i get home after 6,7,8pm at night its all about work . lol guess what im a work a holic i used to be a chatt a holic and went all over the united states visiting other chatters at chat party in boston so i could meet a woman from canada the others were based on vacc time i had to take i was more single then to do what i wanted than now .i didt have a morage and a car i had pay for i just went .now since i been collecting coins and got active in car club and enjoying a sunday instead sleep or working . I KNOW I DONT MAKE SINCE ITS JUST LIFE . SOME YA ASK IS IT ALL WORTH I
I sit alone; no one is near. I listen, but there is no sound. It seems so long since I have heard your voice. I see you there, but do you see me? I try to speak, can you hear? You are there, and your friends are around you. You are so happy; its good to see. I wish I were there, with the circle around you. I want to be near you, to help you. Dont you see? I want to forget what I did, all I said. I want to forget the pain, the confusion, the suffering. You dont seem to know why. It hurt me, dont you understand? You say you know I am here, but do you? The world seems gray to me. You cant see why, its all in color for you. You act like you forget what happened between us. I havent forgotten. What did happen? You say nothing, but do you mean that? I say a lot, but you dont agree. It might have worked, it could have helped, but you wouldnt talk to me. You seem confused, what you did and what you say dont agree. Your wo
I guess I could have done this as a mumm but well they are kinda mean there at times lol I guess I'll tell a bit about me, Im in some sense an old fashion kinda girl. I like when I guy opens the door for me and pays for dinner and all that.. not that I require it but its kinda a turn on for me. I also like for the guy to approach me, I guess its odd in this day and time but I figure that if he is coming to me he is confident enough to perk my curiosity about the rest. I dont see that being a bad thing but my friend tells me I need to get with the times and assert myself. So what do you all think? I personally see nothing wrong with how I am but I wouldnt mind hearing other peoples opinions.
In response to darkness personified@ CherryTAP’s blog posting that Nothing Lasts Forever, I stated the following: You think??? Nothing???? Some things stay a constant in our lives. At least, by our own perceptions. Forever being defined to ourselves as long as we, ourselves, exist. That is ourselves (being the constant and lasting for-ever)! Kat Do you agree????
is it possible to love 2 people at once? i'm with one guy, but i am still in love with my ex. i know i don't show it to him, but i can never get him out of my head anytime i need to talk to someone i want to call my ex, but i can't cause he don't want to talk to me! i really do think i love him still, but the other guy on the other hand is a great guy yea, but i don't know if he is for me! we have fun together too, but so many plans fall through and i don't know what to do! The main thing is...IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOVE 2 PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME?
i go out on a date with a good friend of mine, and he can buy a rose for me, when i got out on a romantic interest type date why is it that the guy doesnt know how to throw down about a buck to buy a rose...? it makes no sence to me!!!! someone help me answer that!
This will be my third night without klonopin, and my brain may as well be a conglomerate of cement and cotton wads. I really feel stupid, top-heavy, and incredibly unfocused. It isn't terrible, but seriously fucking annoying. I have tomorrow off, and will be picking up my prescription then. It is my fault that I did not go pick it up Friday, but it is not my fault that the Long's I go to suddenly closes the Pharmacy two hours earlier on Saturdays. Fuckers. I have had it with work. Everyone eats at the cashwrap instead of circulating the salesfloor. They come in, clock in, then walk into the back and do god knows what for five to fifteen minutes before coming out and actually doing their job. The phrase "ten minute break" has turned into "see you later". I can't even seem to correct it. They argue with me! I cannot assert myself enough to even write them up for being late more often than they are on time. Every single one of them. Argh. I am embarrassed to be the manager of this bunc
Its hard when you have to say goodbye when you love someone so much is it not? Its like a puzzle with a piece missing, once found and put together which makes up the whole puzzle; complete. Somehow, after time that piece which was once found goes missing again. Well i came across this, its by Lionel Riche called Goodbye. I liked the way it has been put together with the film. Enjoy. All my love, Angel
is it just me or is this just like Myspace cept for adults??? lmao, at least we all know we are adults right??????? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. anywho, im glad to be here on CT...fun fun fun......
Interesting year 1981 and 2005 please read Interesting Year 1981 1. Prince Charles got married 2. Liverpool crowned soccer Champions of Europe 3. Australia lost the Ashes tournament. 4. Pope Died Interesting Year 2005 1. Prince Charles got married 2. Liverpool crowned soccer Champions of Europe 3. Australia lost the Ashes tournament 4. Pope Died Lesson Learned? - The next time Charles gets married, someone warn the Pope .. LOL
So you ask me if it is Possible to Know me? There are a select few that know me. There are some that can tell you about me that would be on key. But there are those that have known me a lifetime and they wouldn't know where to start. Is it possible to know me? Yeah you know some of my thoughts and some of my ambitions but will you ever know what they all are? Will you ever know what makes me cry, laugh, smile? Will you ever know how to calm me down? Will you ever know what will touch my heart? Will you ever know my deepest darkest secrets? Will you ever know who I am? yeah I know those are questions going through your head. Is it possible to get to know me? Well first I have to be open with you. And in order to do that we have to talk. I have been hurt and tend to be the one that will put a wall up. I do not make a habit of letting people get to close to me. Is it possible to get to know me? Some have gotten to know me in a small amount of time while others that ha
well me and my boy have been together like 3 1/2 months now and he suddenly mentioned us having a future. While he was home he kept telling me not to think of the future and now that hes been gone he is doing it. He is bringing up the possiblity of us getting married in the future. I dont want to let myself think about a future and have it thrown back in my face but at the same time I think he could be serious. Im so scared its really too soon to be thinking about a future but I dont know....
Dear Cupcake, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, February 19: Your head may be in the clouds (or just rather fuzzy) this morning, but the smart thing to do is plow through some serious work. By this afternoon, you'll want to be able to take your time with more significant stuff.
Dear Cupcake, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, February 21: You're the sparkly one in any group and the others crowd around you like the big gem in the center of the ring. Your job? Get some new people into the circle by being your outgoing, alluring self.
Seems like some people I know are having bad days. I know a lot of people don't read blogs. But if you are reading this one and wanna share. Please do. ~~Timmy~~~
Is it too early to tell you how I feel??? Cause I don't want to rush into things if your not ready... Is it too early to tell you how time moves slow when I'm with you, and not fast enough when I'm not??? Is it too early to tell you how I listen to the same song 50000000 times a day cause it makes me think of you, and how every song I hear I try to fit me and you into??? Is it too early to tell you, that there is no greater gift on this earth then to hold you in my arms while you sleep??? Is it too early to tell you how I think of you when I wake, think of you all the day, think of you when I rest my head, and think of you when I dream??? Is it too early to tell you that whenever I get a text or phone call I always think its you or want it to be you??? Is it too early to tell you that when it is actually you my hearts starts beating fast??? Is it too early to tell you the way my heart beats funny and out of control just when you put your head on my shoulder??? I
Is it just me or the person who has been doing happy hour for the past like 3-5 hours an attentionholic? You'd think they'd let someone else have a turn.
Is it just me or is this world headed for hell on a snowball. First of all we send our troops to Iraq to supposedly liberate it.When all we have done is start another war. We are already at war with Iran!!! Is it just me or isn't it an act of war to impose trade sanctions on a country.I mean after all what if the shoe were on the other foot and we were the ones in need of nuclear energy for power. Is it just me or when you heard what Natalie Maines said about being ashamed Old Bush was from Texas,did you say Hell yeah!?? Is it just me that has seen all these great Hollywood movies about secret operations troops like the Navy Seals going overseas and taking care of heads of tyrannical states and Nations. Is it just me or do you believe that we should have assembled Chuck Norris,Steven Segal,Bruce Willis,Jeanne claude van damme and went over there and got Saddam without firing one bullet? Is it just me or are you shouting Hell Yeah too?Is it just me or would you want to read more blogs l
Is it me or are there kids getting on this site?? I thought you had to be older to be on here???????????? If your a child and your seeing this,,,, GO TO YOUR ROOM!!! YOUR GROUNDED FROM NOW TILL YOUR 21 LOL ****SINGS " NOBODY WANTS TO SEE US TOGETHER BUT IT DONT MATTER NO!! EY EY EY,,,, LOL
Or does being single suck sometimes? I get tired of playing all of the games that come with being single, I just want to meet someone who is who they say they are!! Well enough from me let me know your feelings please!
I'm gettin sick of this shit. Post in long term woman for woman relationships and get 5 guys respondin who all are "sorry" after you point out that they're not female LESBIAN DOESN'T MEAN I LIKE GURLS TO TURN YOU ON! GET THAT THRU YOUR THICK IGNORANT PENIS-ADDLED BRAINS! If not the guys you get the "bisexual" gurls. The gurls who have never been wit a gurl before, refer to themselves as lesbians and then tell you bout the guy they've been wit for 5years (who so happens to just like to watch). I'm also tired of gettin the strait chicks. Why the fuck reply to my ad which is geared toward friendship turnin into more IF YOU'RE NOT FUCKIN GAY. THAT'S WHAT PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS ARE. I'm sick of strait chicks. Most of the females I know are strait. Women in general I'm just sick of. One chick in particular asked to meet. I turned down that first weekend. Hey. I'd rather get to know a peron thru text and emails than tryta fumble wit what to say to get to know them in a bar settin (cause that'
I've been on CherryTap for a couple weeks - and I have seen so many different things, it's a bit overwhelming. The one that bugs the shit out of me the most, though, are the comments left by guys (and gals) that have absolutely NO content... I understand dropping an image to say hi, or wish some CT luv, and things like that...it's what CherryTap and related sites are for, right? What I don't understand is filling up a person's comments - either on their main page, or their photo page, to state the completely obvious! Example...take any of the beautiful women on CherryTap - and look at their profile's comments. In a completely random review - I found ALL 10 comment spaces had multiple posts with witty remarks like, "You're hot!" "You're sexy!" "Damn!" "Smokin'" etc, etc, etc... Are the people leaving these comments so totally useless that they can't think of something original to say? Then there are the posers who think that because a woman shows a little flesh
Is it so hard to say hello... Please u take the time to stop and look at my profile.. Yet u leave without saying hi. Im not on here for ratings, n things like that ... I'm on here to meet new and intresting people. So if you've taken the time to stop and read my profile.... please take the time and say hello.... And ill say hello back Thankyou xx
The Copyright Royalty Board (CRB) has announced its decision on Internet radio royalty rates, rejecting all of the arguments made by Webcasters and instead adopting the "per play" rate proposal put forth by SoundExchange(a digital music fee collection body created by the RIAA). RAIN has learned the rates that the Board has decided on, effective retroactively through the beginning of 2006. They are as follows: 2006 $.0008 per performance 2007 $.0011 per performance 2008 $.0014 per performance 2009 $.0018 per performance 2010 $.0019 per performance A "performance" is defined as the streaming of one song to one listener; thus a station that has an average audience of 500 listeners racks up 500 "performances" for each song it plays. The minimum fee is $500 per channel per year. There is no clear definition of what a 'channel' is for services that make up individualized playlists for listeners. For noncommercial webcasters, the fee will be $500 per channel, for up to 159,14
Is there such a thing as an honest relationship Is it wrong of me to want my man to be honest Is it wrong to be disappointed when he lies to me Is it wrong to be bothered when he crosses the line when he talks to girls and be even more pissed when he gets pissed that I am mad I am tired of being told what he thinks I want to hear I am tired of being disrespected He told me he would stop the inappropriate sex talk he said he could do it he hasnt some think its no big deal, its just words but its a big deal to me so shouldnt that be enough? If he loved me and respected me, wouldnt he respect how I feel, and how it makes me feel? Am I wrong? Or does he just think I wont do anything since I wanted him back so bad thereby giving him free reign to do what ever he wants what are your thoughts
is it wrong to say i dont give a rats ass anymore about anything because yes friends and so called friends i could care less what happens anymore in life or anywhere so u know fuck it some will say this is a plea for attention while others just sit backand ask what the hell does that mean? everyone of u sit back and think about it the only time anybody wants to talk to me is when is convenient to them but if ur on bored or im on bored u dont have time for a so called friend what good friends i have....oh btw thanks to all of u for being my friends i really appreciate it and u know i just wouldnt be able to live with friends that want nothing to do with me....ahhh what a fucking joke here i thought friends actually existed wasnt i stupid for thinking this.
Like a thief in the night Sly your way in Into a dark world Of hurt and sorrow To take something that was valuable Using your techines That you used so many times before. Just to find that the thing that was worth get caught end up hurting you For I saw you approaching And knew what you wanted I put walls around the prized Alarms that would go off If you got to close You broke those walls down As if they where dominoes. You out fox the alarms And you, took what you sat out to get. Now that you got the prize Is it worth all the trouble? September 26, 2006
If it is not Friday yet I am gonna go back to bed and not wake up till it is. Headache is a little better but light hurts like h#ll and everything is a bit blurry though not as bad as last night. One of our biggest pain in the A$$ clients is sending emails today with stuff that makes no sense at all. She is one of those people who will ask for something, you do it, talk to her about it, and then she asks for it again the next month,, and forgets you even talked about it.
I turn on the t.v. and what do I see.... Is it true? I say Is it true? I say Nothing but murder and lies and deceit...Is it true? I say Is it true? I say Nothing to be happy about and nothing to smile about. Is it true? I say Is it true? I say What has it come to? What can we do? Is it true? I say, Is it true? I say. My children and grandchildren are beyond our help. Is it true? I say, is it true? I say This world we live in IS beyond our help....THIS I say is true.
Is it just me or is everyone being quiet and in a lazy mood today? I know what's wrong with me,no sleep...tends to make me lazy and crazy at the same time,lol.
For all you people who say “love you” when you have no clue what love is exactly!!! something to ponder upon… Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?? It isn’t love, it’s like. You can’t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?? It isn’t love, it’s lust. Are you proud, and eager to show them off?? It isn’t love, it’s luck. Do you want them because you know they’re there?? It isn’t love, it’s loneliness. Are you there because it’s what everyone wants?? It isn’t love, it’s loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?? It isn’t love, it’s low confidence. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don’t want to hurt them?? It isn’t love, it’s pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?? It isn’t love, its infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?? It isn’t love, it’s friendship. Do you tell them everyd
This won't come as news to women: Men aren't all that good about breaking up. Sometimes a man will half-heartedly try ("things just aren't clicking"). Sometimes a man will force you to make the first move ("well, if you think things aren't working out then"). Sometimes a man will stew in a bad relationship for years before actually having the guts to break it off. Why? For lots of reasons -- one of them being that many men, even if they don't like the relationship anymore, don't want to be immortalized (to you and all your friends) as The Bad Guy. Not an excuse, but it's what men tend to do. When you consider a recent national survey showing 21 percent of men say they're on the lookout for a better relationship while they're in a relationship -- then it's all the more important that women know the signs of a guy who's looking for the exit before he's even in the room. Dump-worthy: He ignores Not dump-worthy: He doesn't listen There is a difference. The way I see it, the guy
What's the Difference Between Flirting and Cheating? Posted by David Zinczenko on Thu, Dec 07, 2006, 10:16 am My last blog entry raised the question of why men cheat, and thousands of you weighed in--not just on the whys of cheating, but on what, exactly, constitutes cheating. In fact, one woman said she considers it cheating if her man so much as looks at another woman. Huh? You mean he's not even allowed to scope, peek, glance, admire, or notice another beautiful woman? Now, it's one thing to hold a man's words, actions, or nether regions to a high standard. But his eyes, too? That seems to make about as much sense as our societal obsession with Britney's apparently empty underwear drawer. While researching my book Men, Love & Sex, I found that not only do men and women define fidelity differently, but they also fail to talk about their definitions before something happens (with the exception of the one action everyone acknowledges as cheating). Here's how guys tend to defin
Am I wanting too much.. Comming soon on Blue ray and HD Pootytang on HD and blueray I'm gonna get u suckka Don't be a menese to society while drinking your juice in da hood. Low down dirty shame Robin Hood - men in tights speed 3.5 uncut alone in the dark directors cut with hidden scenes! Well think about it.. they can put 20 badly made movies on one huge ass HD or blueray for your enjoyment. hahaha
Is it just me or have things really changed that much since I was in my twenties? I mean it seems like these kids have absolutely no respect for anything including themselves. I was having a conversation today with one of my close friends about a kid that hangs out with his brother. This kid is constantly stealing stuff from my buddies house. I told him he needed to handle that situation. He told me he won't because it's his brother's best friend. Now when I was a kid if someone was stealing from your family or friends that person either got a beating they'd never forget or at the very least a scare of a lifetime to teach them a lesson. His cousin agreed with me. I'm not saying that everyone in their twenties are like this, but a majority of the people in that age range that I come across where I live just don't have a clue what's right from wrong or simply just don't care. I see too many of my friends let things go that just wouldn't float when I was their age. It's one th
Is it Okay to Look? Dr. Gary and Barbara Rosberg America's Family Coaches Our culture has bought into two lies about pornography: Most guys look at porn. It’s normal behavior. Porn does not hurt anyone. It’s no big deal. Here’s the truth – men have trouble separating love from lust. Love is personal; lust is impersonal. Love is a matter of giving; lust is a matter of taking. Love seeks stability; lust is short-lived. Love overcomes addictions; lust fuels addictions. Men who just “look at” pornography have begun the descent down the slippery slope to sexual addiction, and that hurts both them and their wives. Men addicted to porn compartmentalize; they put loving their wives in one box and lusting after pictures of nude women in another box. They don’t see the connection. So, what for women are inseparably entwined – love and sex – can seem to be in two entirely separate places of the male psyche. Some men have asked us – “Is it ok just to look at pornography as long as i
Well, yesterday I went to the court house to see the man that killed my husband get sentence, but once again his lawyer pulled some crap and got it postponed untill today, so I am now getting ready to head down there once again to find out if we can finally end this or will his lawyer come up with something else, who knows, guess I will find out soon, I will let every one know what happened when I get back.
ok so i cant really trust anybody especially guys...i have been hurt so many times and i dont deserve it nobody does....no wonder i always pick the wrong guys and like the wrong guys..if ur gonna fucking talk to me dont flirt with other girls it isnt hard for me to flirt with guys...but ya...w/e..too someone I USED to like..wtf ever im done..peace
I am all for Natural Treatment but Not with out taken my medication given to me by my Ra doctor my Pulmanary Lung Doctor and My Primary Doctor. I take all this poisons they give me but I have to because the risk of taken the medication is less then not because if not I could die. So, I look for NATURAL ways to help my immune system and bones and general health. I am total into Antioxidents too. *** Should I Use Heat Or Cold Therapy? Both are equally effective. It depends on the person and the problem. (With me Heat is best most of the time.) Heat packs can be applied for 20 minutes to decrease pain and stiffness in your joints. People experiencing a flare should avoid heat therapy (that when it does not work for me)because it may increase swelling. Cold packs also may be applied for 20 minutes to decrease pain, swelling and inflammation by decreaseing blood flow. People with Raynaud's Phenonmenon and Hypersensitivity to cold should not use cold therapy. Talk to your physical The
When you want time to pass quickly it doesn't but when you need it to slow down, well it says screw you. In the past few weeks time passed way to quick. I forgot to call friends and make plans for their special days. But then when you have problems with health it is hard to remember things. In June I will be traveling. I am going to Texas for about 3 days and then to Michigan for about a week and a half. I am going to see my children. And in the time between now and then I will be packing up the house because I will be moving soon. My room mate has done nothing to help pack. Their crap is everywhere and believe me most of it is broken crap. I on the other hand will be having a yard sale this weekend to get rid of things I don't use anymore. I am amazed how quickly we accumalate materialistic things. So far this year I have kept that to a minimum. I have only been buying clothes to replace the old ones and person supplies. This year has been changes all around. I got ri
Is it that easy to move on? Is it going to be for us? Can we keep building this foundation So that this "house" never crumbles during a storm Is it that easy to love you Is it that easy to see me cry Can you love me with makeup dripping down my face Can you love me when I am in a bad mood Is it that easy to hold me Is it that easy to listen to me Can you hold my intrest Can you keep saying nice things? Is it that easy to move forward? Is it that easy to talk to you? Will you hold my hand always? Will you keep picking me off the ground? Is it going in the right direction? Is is going to be fun? Can I settle for certain things Can you settle for certain things Is it that easy to defend me? Is it that easy to bite your tongue? Will you still love me on a bad day? Will you still love me when they yell at me? Is it that easy to love my kids? Is it that easy to get icecream with them? Would you love camping with me? Would you love shopping with me? I
Tell me when I can open my eyes I don't want to watch you walk out that door There's no easy way to get through goodbye I'd probably try and talk you into staying once more Or I'd lie and say it's all for the best Wish you luck and say I have no regrets But I'm not up to being strong So I'll wait until you're gone Is it over yet, is it over yet A taxi's waiting in the driveway for you You call my name I guess you're ready to leave I'd like to help you with a suitcase or two But I'm afraid I'm gonna wind up down on my knees I should tell you that I want you to go I really need to spend some time on my own Smile and say goodbye So you don't see me dying inside Is it over yet, is it over yet I should lie and say it's all for the best Wish you luck and say I have no regrets But I'm not up to being strong So I'll wait until you're gone Is it over yet, is it over yet
Is it too much information when I say I started masturbating 3-5 times a day when I was 12 years old. Now I barely touch myself twice a week and there's nothing pornographic I haven't seen.....boredom is dangerous. Is it too much information to say your pu$$y smells like ammonia acid and makes my eyes water whenever I’m downtown, or south of the border; wash that sh*t sweetheart. There’s a saying “if you won’t eat it, don’t f*ck it!”
O.o; Pet's honestly curious. Pet's not your typical pet. Pet's very hyper, joyful, ambitious, peppy, colorful, and joyful. Most pets pet sees are sorta scary, or like black a little too much. (Not that that's a bad thing. * hugs all *) Pet just doesn't seem to fit the bill as pet other than being extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemely submissive.
For the month of June I am traveling. I can't wait. I wish it was June already. I will get to see both of my boys during that time. Plus I will be riding the train tracks. Its my first time riding a train. I can't wait. I won't have anything to do but listen to music and read my book. I haven't had time to myself in ages. I am always taking care of everyone else except me. I have family that lives in the same town and are always needing me to do things for them or with them. Also during that time I will not have computer access. So I will not be chatting with my friends and family on the computer. That will be odd. They will have to call and I don't always answer my phone during certain hours. Plus with a cell phone you have to be careful about going over your minutes. So for me I wish this month would be done and over with.
On the first day of school, the children brought gifts for their teacher. The florist's son brought the teacher a bouquet of flowers. The candy-store owner's daughter gave the teacher a pretty box of candy. Then the liquor-store owner's son brought up a big, heavy box. The teacher lifted it up and noticed that it was leaking a little bit. She touched a drop of the liquid with her finger and tasted it. "Is it wine?" she guessed. "No," the boy replied. She tasted another drop and asked, "Champagne?. "No," said the little boy... "It's a puppy!"
now I'm wondering if anyone else out there feels this way I'm single n have been for a few months I don't do the bar scene anymore because as some know I raise a child by myself it seems to be hard to meet the right people everyone seems to be a junky or married n still after me it's a little frustrating at times I don't mind being single sometimes seems to be less drama but sometimes ur more lonely tryin to do the right thing n it seems like most of the people online are only caught up in the fantasy world n have no real world intentions it gets a lil old sometimes all I ask for is honesty n honor n to appreciate when someone goes out of their way for u but that seems to be a tall order it just seems ironic to me that I probably have about 800 or so ladies on my friends list and am havin this issue lol wtf
Well off to another wonderful start on a Wednesday... Nothing like waking up in the morning to find a herd of cattle in your back yard turning it into a mine field, only to realize that you are late for work after chasing them off your property. Yeah things are starting off pretty normal..well at least for my luck anyway ;-). Lets see how things go the rest of the day after my morning conference calls!
Maybe I just want to grow up too quickly.. While working at Family Dollar I also see lots of young customers who are engaged/married, have children, are living together and I want that. I mean it's only a want I know i'm young but i'm responsible enough to live with Amar, only problem is that if that were to happen anytime soon then i'd have to move to New Jersey =/ I would love to, most of my friends are up there but my family is here. I'm young and I there's so many things I have yet to experience, I want to be able to experience them before i'm old =/ I feel as if, in a way i've lived a sheltered life. I mean i've drank before, I have tattoos, have gotten piercings but other then that all my life has been is me babysitting and taking care of my siblings, I never was the partying type and I never went to school dances but that was fine with me, I could care less about those things. I want to go to the beach, I want to have friends that are worth being around, I want to be able to
Is it to much to ask for when I ask for the truth? Is it so hard to tell me the truth and just easier to lie? I wish I knew the answers to the questions that have seeped into my head. Never before did I doubt you, but now I feel I have reasons! Why be sneaky? Why not tell me? Why havn't I talked to you in over two weeks when I'm suppose to be the woman you plan to share your life with? Where are you right this minute? In the same minute that i'm paniced because we havnt talked! Did you find someone prettier then me? Did you find someone skinner then me? Did you find someone that is everything i'm not, even though I thought I was everything to you? Why do you cause me so much misery when all I do is love you? And for the most why can't you answer my questions? I'm mad at you, but most of all i'm mad at myself for my doubts and also for letting you close enough to hurt me. I'm tired of the pain and the aching for something I can't have.
So it could just be that I'm imagining things but does Montana have a unusually high rate of kidnappings? I only ask cause I've got the amber alert thing on my page and I swear 1 out of every 3 kids seem to be from Montana. Now I love Montana and have nothing against it as a state but whats with all the kidnapping? It puzzles me. I'm to lazy to actually look it up but if any one knows the kidnapping stats for montana in relation to the rest of the country I'd be curious to know if its all in my head
A man has 4 different types of girls... 1. Wifey 2. Baby Girl 3. Side Piece 4. Jump Off 1) Wifey is the sexiest, most successful and most respected of all the women. She is loved, needed and wanted by her man...she is VIRTUALLY IRREPLACEABLE. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always love, he never wants to see her with another man...BUT he will cheat on her with Baby Girl until he is mature enough to realize that if he gets caught or messes up in any way and loses Wifey, he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again. Wifey gets along with mom, is independent, never nags, loves to dress sexy for her man, can cook and loves to keep a clean house. Wifey gets called 5 or 6 times a day. Drawback of Wifey, she loves public displays of affection...which might interfere with the acquisition of a Side Piece. 2) Baby Girl is ALWAYS just as hot as wifey and usually has a very active social life...she IS replaceable, thinks she's the next Wifey, but will only be Wifey if
i sit here thinking trying to say all of my feelings from that horrible day you changed my life from what i once knew cause none of our memories were ever true your lies and deception fooled not only me but fooled all your friends who never did see the evil within you the sins you did live 5 minutes alone with you oh what id give to show you the hurt the pain that you gave the children yu hurt lives yu tried to save reputation is all was what yu said then tookyour pills and laid down your head all of the things yu didnt hold true honesty loyalty and be only you you hid who you were and kept all your sin the pain that you felt i now hold within for the kids i protect you the man they all knew as papa they loved you but not the true you one day they will grow up and then you will see the pain yu inflicted came from you not from me you dont deserve what you got a family so true friends who protected the evil in
This is a day that should make me happy, and it would if even one of our kids had made it; but it just wasn't in the cards I guess. We lost a set of twins, another boy, and a girl. The last time I damn near lost my wife too. So do I qualify as a Dad, or as just a failure for not being able to carry on my family name? Sometimes I wonder! That isn't going to stop me from wishing all the Father's on here happy father's day though! I know that there may be times when you all wonder what possessed you to have children, but take it from someone whose heart is ripped out every big family holiday like Thanksgiving and Christmas, you're blessed with a more precious gift than any jewels, gold, etc on earth!
okay so like ive been talking to woman on here and they say its nice talking to me cuz i talk and dont want to cyber so im just wondering, do all of u guys out there just want to see naked pussy or are u here to talk and get to know ppl? Maybe im confused about this site but help me out a little!!
He supplied your life with a good dowry as well. Who provided the world with a wonderful prodigy. In addition, any man can say ‘ I love you to a woman’ But when he says it, The questions, Can u feel it down in your soul? Does it arouse your passion.? Does it spark your internal flame? Does it satisfy the emptiness of your heart? Does it cover you with delight in the inward parts? Do you sign because it has affected you? Your eyes flood with tears because you are genuinely loved And you have been swept, caressed and loved on the inside. That you cry because it feels so right. Your emotions are so attentive ,your body feels like its floating on air. And you look in his eyes and see it’s genuine because His heart has been unlocked by the key he is beholding near. He cries in unison with the one he loves so dear, for he feels virtue leaving his body., giving to the one he holds so dear to his heart. Life nor death can separate their lives because it is bundled up in one l
Do you believe in destiny or do you believe that we make our own path in life? This is an age old question I know…however I have been thinking on this matter and I would love to hear others opinions. Now me personally I am not sure I honestly like to believe it is a bit of both. We are giving opportunities and hurdles In life. However I also believe that it is us who choose to take those opportunities and climb those hurdles So like I said I am not sure ….but I would love to hear your opinions.
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made a change to the tooltip? (The box that lets you shout back and forth, has basic info, you know...)
Just curious, it doesn't bother me really, I am just trying to understand. Many times I have had the honor and priveledge to talk to some great, fun and interesting people. The conversation goes swimmingly and we say our good-byes. The next thing I know, I never hear from them again. Am I reading more into things than I should? Just wondering because it would be nice to know if there are things about me that I should be working on. I always look to better myself.
It Is Time??? With all the comings and goings in daily life. Whoever cares for such precious moments that can be taken away A blink of the eyes and you are where you started or worse Is there even more to say? Feel the passion rising Touch the unknown Reach out and soar like you are flying To become that which you really were supposed to be Anger is ever present in the sadness and sorrows of the distilled taste in your mouth That tounge of yours is getting you into trouble again Memories are made of this Which will you choose to direct your destiny? Tears are shedding for someone That loud noise you hear is your inner self or others that only you can reach Will you listen Take action Begin to walk in the plans laid out for you Remember that stroll you took on the beach? The waves crashing all around The fragrance in the air Move forward and get in the water Break free from this curse Don't worry what is ahead Start
I sit by side of the ocean Waves of life lapping upon the shore I long to be with you My beautiful Raven For wherever you fly I will be two steps behind For iam your red back wolf I will follow you to the ends of the earth I shall beat down the gates of Hades I will climb Mount Olympus To be in your arms. if it takes me to become a dragon to wrap you in my wings Then that is what I shall become For to protect you is what I am here for For to protect you is love And love you I do. Our love transcends oceans And the aeons of time We have always been together You and I So for eternity I follow My beautiful Raven For I am Red back Wolf Lover, friend, husband, companion, And before all these Soul mate iam
There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. Pussies come in all different sizes, colors and shapes. Some are tucked inside and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nestled in brushes of fur and others are covered with transparent fuzz. Others are shaved clean for that deliciously soft and sensual look. Appreciate your woman's unique qualities and tell her what makes her special. Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during lovemaking. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more you talk to her, the easier it will be to give her a lasting impression and get her to BEG you for more. Hearing that you find her hot and sexy and that she smells good and tastes good while you are petting and stroking her beautiful pussy, makes her feel incredibly vulnerable to you, and can make a huge difference to her entire dynamic with you. A smart man knows how to be sincere and to a woman, this is the differen
This guy didn't even check out my page, just shouted out of nowhere, lol. After I told him to go TO my page, he finally did, and left me alone :D *read from the bottom up* ->Nate21420: you would know this if you actually went TO my page ->Nate21420: the whole About Me section has stuff in it... Nate21420: where does it say anything? ->Nate21420: uh, yes there is, lol...but since you don't want to bother, you can go bother someone else now Nate21420: nothing to read ->Nate21420: go read my page Nate21420: u looking for some fun?
I got some sauce I wanna make you... get your mind outta the gutter!!! Smoked mussels sauce and wine, gets ya goin' and tastes mighty fine!!!
Prisoner to the pain Trapped like an animal No escape no way out Walls clossing in Darkness falls onto me Fell like a sacrificial lamb I hope amd I pray that maybe someday I'll be free Don't lie to me tell me the truth Am I evil Am I alive or somebodys dream Is this the life I live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Is it only me that thinks FUBAR needs to check itself somewhat with the suspending of members who make a mistake and break a rule for the first time. I placed a MUM that was deemed NSFW, mind you there were no pics, offensive words or anything of that nature. I really think it is time for them to move the "MYSPACE" lovers out of here and let adults have a sight where we can express ourselves freely.
Is it impossible to get a cup of coffee-flavored coffee? You can get every other flavor except coffee-flavored coffee! They got mochachino, cappuchino, frappachino, Al Pacino, what the fuck? www.what the fuck.com! Denis Leary
Is Sony wrong to use Manchester Cathedral as a setting for a violent game? Is Sony wrong to use Manchester Cathedral as a setting for a violent game? The Church of England wants an apology from Sony over the use of Manchester Cathedral as a backdrop for a violent war game. They say that Sony acted irresponsibly given Manchester's history of gun crime, and that the game undermines the church's work. Is Sony glorifying gun crime? Should Sony apologise and the game be withdrawn? Should a place of worship be used in this way? Would there be more uproar if a Islamic mosque was used, or a Hindu temple? Or, do you see it as harmless, even funny? Have your say. Please post your message at the end of this page. Moderators will remove comments that break house rules. If you're concerned about a comment, please use the "Report violation" links. Views expressed here are not necessarily those of Virgin Media. 1. Jul 28, 14:15 A Gamer from Web 2.0 says: J Rob
"Is It You" You talk down at me You look down on what you think you see But is it really me You claim it has to be Then again you claim I'm one step from insanity You see me through blind eyes with such clarity You forget yourself when you judge my life a tradegy So let's reevaluate this discrepancy Because in my mind one plus one will never equal three So tell me what it is you are afraid to set free In your terms it must be anarchy But is it really me Or is it you Copyright ©2007 Charles H Gaudin This was writtten after I was honest with someone about the fact that I am Wiccan. This person was supposed to be close to me. After that revelation, I realized how judgemental this person was. It was a difficult lesson to learn. It's sad when your trust is broken over personal faith and beliefs. There seems to be a very high price to pay if you decide to follow your heart as far as faith is concerned. I have lost numerous so called friends over my decisions concerni
So my back is screwed up big time and I really need to see a Neurologist! I get an emergency appointment for today because the pain is so bad I want to stick a gun in my mouth! Not seriously though but the pain is pretty bad! I tell them over the phone that I have a rare nerve disease that all but crippled me 4 years ago. I explain to them that I know my own body and that I need to be seen right now. So I get a 1000am appointment. I would use my primary surgeon but I just moved and he is not anywhere close so I am forced to use someone new. Long story short I got there on time. They made me fill out enough paper work that I thought I bought a house and joined the military. They make me sit there for over an hour without saying a word to me. Then Finally the DUMMY at the desk asks me for my CO-Pay. No problem I thought but then I remembered I have no cash on me. I ask the DUMMY if I can use a debit card or credit card for the $60 copay and she says NO! So I have been here all morn
I often wonder if its too much to ask to be happy. Is it too much to ask for once in your life to get something that you want, with the same thing in return? I dont know if people that arent happy just like to make everyone else's life miserable...I'm tired of trying to get what I want because for some unknown reason it always seems to backfire on me. I guess I am not trying hard enough. I guess I wear my feelings on my shoulder, and should just keep them inside. I guess its time to change, time to quit trying...just maybe for once....I will give up...I guess its time for me to be the quiter...I have given myself to much room for mistakes and broken hearts in the past that I am just gonna stop trying....Tired of mind games, tired of the lies, tired of being a pawn is someones game of chance....Its time to make a change and that time is now. :-(
Is it possible to love someone so much, that u accually ache when ur not with them? That to be able to hold them, would make ur life time. Can u love someone so much, that when they hurt, u hurt with them? And go to the ends of the earth just to be with them? I love someone this much, and I am hopein one day soon, I will be with him. Has anyone ever felt this way about someone?
And this evening, after a night of bowling and talking to my friend from NYC on the phone, I spent entirely too much time at the bar and am now home... by myself... and crying. It's stupid. I shouldn't be. But, that's what's happening. I'm lonely, and I can't do anything about it. Worst part about it is, the people on my list will probably remove me for saying so, citing "too much negativity" as a reason. But, when all you can think of is trying to find ways to spend your time off with others than yourself, and you can't, what exactly are you supposed to do? Anyway, I don't expect anyone to read this. It seems like I'm the only one who reads my blogs lately. A person on my list is threatning to kill herself over the same lonliness issues. What's sorry is that I can't even help myself... much less, her.
I want to say this is love I feel My heart feels warm, my faith is strong But how do I know if this is real Will I be able to take it if I am wrong My mind is questioning my heart What if I let him go, and he is the one What will become of the life I was supposed to start He was there for me, but now he is gone If he is the right one, he will come back My heart will overcome the thoughts of my mind Or was this the only chance I had Was I the one love was supposed to find? done by christine.
Is really hard to understand that a guy can just be cool with a woman? There is a woman that I work with who I talk to on a real cool,friendly level.We goof around a lot and talk about things that we have in common and lately have been exchanging music.I see no point in trying to be slick and time my breaks with her's or even go out of my way to hang out with her or when we talk,be low key.I have nothing to hide from other people as far as that goes.I do not hit on her like some of the other guys do nor have I even asked her to hang out....she has asked ME out three times. I get the vibe that some of guys in the kitchen are too curious as to what I'm up to.Past experience has taught me that gossip will start then some player hatin' will kick after that and for what?.....just trying to cool with her.Is it some sort of insecurity with them?Maybe.
I sit here every night, I sit and wish for you. Wish you were mine, Not his; mine, and true. I have been broken, Torn at the seems. I promised, I tried, I would do anything. It is never enough, So helpless, I feel. Have I lost you forever? I don't know how to deal. Things seemed fine, "I love you," you'd say. Was that all a lie? Because you've thrown me away. For another guy, For another face. Do you think he's the one? Can I just be replaced? He'll never love you, As much as I do still. You're my true love, It's unconditional. No matter what happens, The feeling stays. I meant it, when I promised, "Until my dying day." I'm trying to understand, Be a good person to you. I could be selfish, And very cruel. But I can't, My heart is still with you. "If you love someone, Let them go." But will you return? I just don't know. . .
What do you do when something is over? How do you start again? What if you don't want it to end? How do you repair the damage you have caused? How do you help a broken heart to mend? How do you keep from making the same mistakes as you did before? How do you close one chapter in your life and find an open door? How do you prove that you finally see the light? How do show someone that you can actually do things right? How do keep from making the same bad choices? How do you ignore all the negative voices? How can you show that you love someone? How do you change their heart when they say they are done? You can't. You just find a new begining. Every begining has an end. Every end means a new begining. Sometimes you have to take the only door you are given and just walk through it. There is no certainty as to what will be on the other side but if you don't step through you will never know. I am about to walk through a door into what I hope will be the begining of something good. It is
is it worth it to take the time to talk when u know they are not listening? is it worth it to take him into ur heart when u know he doesnt wish to be there? is it worth it to say im sorry when you know you did nothing wrong? is it worth it to walk away when u know u will just turn around? is it worth it to go out with friends when u know there are not true? is it worth it to cry when u know ur tears mean nothing? is it worth it to love when u know it may not last? is it worth it to sing when u know u have a horrible voice? is it worth it to dream when they may not come true? is it worth to believe what science has ruled out? is it worth it to pray if you feel no one is really listening? is it worth it the effort when u know its not going to turn out good anyway? is it worth it to know the truth when all u hear is lies? is it worth it to give someone a chance when u know it will end? is it worth it to even think life can be better? is it worth fighting for? is it worth it to say i love
When a coworker walks in and says it's too quite so I decide to throw in one of my super loud screamo CDs? :D hahahahaha! They're awake now!
I am getting married Sept. 29th and the closer and closer I get, the more scared i get, I love her, theres no question about that, but its scares the hell out of me. Its another life I'm responsible for, am I ready for that. I have asked her if she is sure about marrying me and she automatically thinks im getting "cold feet", i don't know, am I? I feel bad about it, I just don't know how to get rid of that feeling. Or am I just making to big of a deal about the whole damn thing. I don't know, who ever reads this, I would appreciate your comments