我が秘密の生涯
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第1章 サラと再会、交歓、別離*: Chapter I. Sarah returns. ― My love revives. ― Her tour, and poverty. ― My aid. ― Old habits again. ― Sarah jealous. ― Lewed and lushy. ― Her shop and her man. ― A quarrel. ― Yellow-haired Kitty. ― At Cafe de P**v***e. ― Kitty's luck. ― About Bob and Grace. ― Kitty disappears. ― Reconciled to Sarah. ― Sarah with child. ― Who is father? ― Hannah's sister. ― Near it, but not quite. ― Sarah's luck. ― A noble friend. ― The Casino. ― A failure. ― Sarah's home. ― Troubles. ― Her sister's intrigue. ― A hard life. ― Sequel.
第2章 一期一会の誓い*: Chapter II. Louisa reappears. ― Crabs. ― My despair. ― A friend's advice. ― Promiscuous harlotting. ― Fucked out. ― My friend's little woman. ― Lizzie Stanley. ― The hole by the back-bone. ― The little woman's sister. ― Many naked ladies. ― Operations in a four-wheeler. ― A she on the top. ― The cunts in two houses. ― Slandered. ― A sodomitic offer. ― Nonacceptance.
第3章 忘れてきた雨傘*: Chapter III. A sailor, a whore, and a garden-wall. ― The newly-made road. ― Windy and rainy. ― Bargaining overheard. ― Offer to pay. ― Against a garden-wall. ― A feel from behind. ― A wet handful. ― Blind lust. ― Into the sperm. ― The policeman. ― A lost umbrella. ― A new sort of washing-basin. ― Fears of ailment.
第4章 新局面打開*: Chapter IV. Lucy without place. ― Fausse couches. ― Goes home. ― James leaves. ― A confession. ― Lucy's marriage. ― My wedding gift. ― An anonymous letter. ― James' amourous exploits. ― The use of a dining-room table. ― Camille again. ― Erotic literature. ― Erotic anticipations. ― Camille's opinion thereon. ― Ill. ― Memoirs arranged. ― Frail fair ones. ― My gratitude. ― My unhappiness. ― A visit to the manor house. ― Joey a hobble-de-hoy. ― Tomlin the parlour maid. ― Joe and Tomlin. ― Sly looks. ― On the watch. ― The garden grotto. ― A peep hole in the roof. ― The couple there. ― Their amusements. ― An unintended spend. ― An uprighter. ― Joey's cunning.
第5章 トムリンとジョーイ*: Chapter V. The boudoir next day. ― On the sofa. ― A dull dinner. ― Assignations. ― The linendraper's shop with two fronts. ― The house in T***f***d Street with two entrances. ― Consummation. ― A chaste-minded adultress. ― The consequences.
第6章 みそかごと*: Chapter VI. Copulation refused me. ― Unto us a child is born. ― Flight suggested. ― Affection unrequited. ― Her husband dies. ― Narrowed circumstances. ― In a foreign land. ― She marries again. ― Hearsay, fifteen years afterwards.
第7章 田舎なまりの大女*: Chapter VII. A big maid-servant. ― A peep up from below. ― Home late, dusty and stupid. ― Chastity suspected. ― Consequences. ― Dismissed. ― My sympathy. ― The soldier lover. ― Going to supper. ― At the Café de l'E*r**e. ― In the cab returning. ― Wet feet. ― On the seat. ― Mutual grasping and gropings.
第8章 激怒のあとの調教*: Chapter VIII. The next day. ― At the Tower. ― In tears. ― "The wretch is married." ― At T***f***d Street. ― After dinner. ― On the chamber-pot. ― My wishes refused. ― An attack. ― Against the bed. ― A stout resistance. ― I threaten to leave her. ― Tears and supplications. ― On the sofa. ― Reluctant consent. ― A half-virgin.
第9章 生まれてはじめて見た紙幣*: Chapter IX. The big servant's history. ― The soldier at the railway station. ― Courting. ― In the village lane. ― On the grass. ― At the pot-house. ― Broached partially. ― Inspection of her privates refused. ― Lewed abandonment. ― Her first spend. ― A night with her. ― Her form. ― Sudden effects of a looking-glass. ― The baud solicits her. ― Sexual force and enjoyment. ― She gets a situation. ― We cease meeting. ― The butcher's wife. ― An accidental meeting. ― She was Sarah by name.
第10章 海岸の夏宿での出来ごと: Chapter X. Sally at the sea-coast. ― Our lodgings. ― The land-lady and family. ― A quarrel, and change of rooms. ― My top bed-room. ― Advances towards Sally. ― Small liberties. ― On the sands with her. ― Cheap fingerings. ― The sands by day. ― Ladies bathing. ― What the sad sea-waves exposed. ― An incomprehensible lady. ― Enticed by her, and snubbed. ― Wanting fornication. ― Masturbation on the sands. ― Alone in the lodgings. ― A journey to town. ― Baulked. ― From Saturday to Monday. ― My return unexpected. ― Sally alarmed. ― Her cunning. ― My caution. ― Waiting expectant. ― Sally upstairs. ― Hesitation and determination. ― Whisky and water. ― I enter her bed-room.
第11章 サリーとすごした三十時間: Chapter XI. In bed with Sally. ― The children. ― Sally's devices. ― Fears of alarm. ― An hour's siege. ― The citadel taken. ― Thirty hours of delight. ― Fucking under difficulties. ― My devices. ― A cunt inspection in the looking-glass. ― Sally's account of herself. ― The bathing lady again. ― Checked and threatened. ― I give up the chase.
第12章 花の都での蒸発: Chapter XII. Sally's antecedents. ― Her female friend. ― How to get shillings on the sands. ― How her friend lost her virginity. ― Turns gay and goes to London. ― Her invitation to Sally. ― My advice. ― I return to London. ― Sally in London. ― The house in U*p*r N**t*n street. ― Sally's discontent. ― Mrs. Melvelle. ― I sleep with her. ― Confessions of a hotcunted one. ― Sally goes home.
第13章 バイロン夫人の場合: Chapter XIII. Many miscellaneous whorings. ― Mr. McCabe. ― The warehouse in the City ― Tenants paying rent. ― McCabe's jocosity. ― Suggestions for getting bairns. ― Mrs. ***. ― The Scotch wife. ― The four-roomed cottages. ― Repairs needed. ― At her cottage. ― Easy conversation. ― The steep staircase. ― The bed stood upon. ― The hole in the roof. ― The hole in the flesh. ― Carnal wants and weakness. ― Against the bed, and on it. ― Against the dresser. ― An alarm. ― The amour terminates. ― Reflexions, regrets, and weakness. ― On the sin of adultery. ― On the power of lust.
第14章 中欧諸国艶道行脚*: Chapter XIV. A gap in the narrative. ― A mistress. ― A lucky legacy. ― Secret preparations. ― A sudden flight. ― At Paris. ― A dog and a woman. ― At a lake-city. ― A South American lady. ― Mrs. O*b***e. ― Glimpses from a bed-room window. ― Hairy arm-pits. ― Stimulating effects. ― Acquaintance made. - The children. ― "Play with Mamma like Papa." ― A water excursion. ― Lewed effects. ― Contiguous bed-rooms. ― Double doors. ― Nights of nakededness. ― Her form. ― Her sex. ― Carnal confessions. ― Periodicity of lust.
第15章 男の奔流をあびる彼女*: Chapter XV. Frantic coiton. ― A priapus. ― Purging and resting. ― Priapus humbled. ― Carnal exercises resumed. ― The governess. ― A peep through a key-hole. ― Bathing. ― The after-frig. ― My politeness. ― The silk mantle. ― Travelling resumed. ― The new hotel. ― Felt, and all but. ― Unproductive seed. ― A thin partition. ― Scared by a laugh. ― Unsuccessful. ― The mantle given. ― Still no success. ― I leave.
第16章 駅の便所ののぞき穴: Chapter XVI. At the town of A***n*n. ― At the railway. ― The station rebuilding. ― Diarrhoea. ― The closet-attendant. ― The temporary shed. ― Ladies' closets. ― A peep-hole. ― Women on the seat. ― Peasants. ― Piddlers outside. ― At the peep-hole again. ― Onanism. ― A male intruder. ― The letter-box. ― An infantine pudenda. ― An impatient male. ― The soiled seat. ― Sisters. ― A succession of backsides. ― The female attendant. ― Bribed and kissed. ― Her husband's occupation. ― Next day. ― The peep-hole plugged. ― Two young peasants. ― Private inspections.
第17章 手洗所の女管理人の話: Chapter XVII. The lady's drawers. ― Weary of peeping. ― With the closet-keeper. ― She consents. ― The mail-train in. ― A rush for the closets. ― Piddlers in succession. ― The knowing one. ― A mother and daughters. ― The closet-keeper again. ― Connubial habits. ― An ugly backside. ― Two Americans. ― The closet-keeper's anxiety. ― In the woods. ― "C'est une sale putain." ― Punished for peeping. ― Unpleasant reminiscences. ― A young lady recognized.
第18章 いつに変わらぬ臨戦態勢*: Chapter XVIII. A grand-Duchess. ― At the town of C**s*l. ― Travelling with a friend. ― Early morning. ― A peep through a key-hole. ― A big woman and bed. ― Naked. ― Making up her mind. ― Titillation. ― Hesitation. ― Masturbation. ― On the bidet. ― Frigging again. ― Who is she? ― At M****n. ― On outskirts of the town. ― In search of a harlot. ― The beer-garden. ― The peasant woman. ― A drink and a wink. ― A kiss and a feel. ― A talk and a walk. ― The cottage. ― Nein, nein. ― Brown legs and white thighs. ― A flaxen motte. ― Both gratified.
第19章 早春賦組曲*: Chapter XIX. Clapped, and reflexions thereon. ― Change in taste for condition of pudenda. ― Change again. ― Later on in life. ― On bricks in a hail-shower. ― An unknown quarter. ― A little lady. ― "You can't come home." ― The bricks. ― The hail-stone ― A canny policeman ― A servant for a change. ― Sexual charms of servants. ― Catherine. ― A stumble on the stairs. ― A well-timed visit. ― Unchaste questions, and chaste replies ― Preliminaries. ― Con-summation. ― Ugly stockings. ― The dining-room table.
第20章 アーガイル全盛期*: Chapter XX. Catherine at a baudy house. ― My anatomical studies. ― Catherine's hymen wanting. ― Her explanation. ― Servants in bed. ― The sham-cock used. ― Gamahuched. ― Catherine with kid. ― A charming widow. ― The ball. ― The cab home. ― Rapid per-suasion. ― At J***s Street. ― "Don't rumple my dress." ― Cunt in full dress. ― A ginger-coloured motte. ― The tipsy coachman. ― Catherine, and widow alternately. ― The widow enceinte. ― Remedies. ― Catherine goes home. ― The widow marries. ― Indiscriminate womaning.
第21章 麗人カミーユ登場: Chapter XXI. Camille the second. ― Stripping. ― The divan. ― Cock-washing. ― Camille's antecedents. ― Face, form, and cunt. ― Mode of copulating. ― Avaricious. ― Free fucking offered. ― Gabrielle. ― Cunt, form, and face. ― Minette. ― My daily dose of doxies. ― At M**g**e. ― Lodgings at the green-grocer's. ― Louisa the red-haired. ― The lodging-house servant. ― The shop-boy. ― My friend's daughter. ― Piddling, and presents. ― Loo's bum pinched. ― The servant kissed. ― A stroke on the sands. ― With Loo on the beach. ― Chaff, and cunt-tickling. ― A declaration of love. ― The virtuous servant.
第22章 ルウの秘仏開帳: Chapter XXII. Loo on the beach. ― The shop-boy' sattempt. ― Caught at the water-closet. ― A knowing one. ― The gay sister. ― Success despairs of. ― Over the china-shop. ― Virginity slaughtered. ― Alone in the lodgings. ― The bed-room on the stairs. ― Poking like blazes. ― A gamahuche. ― Aunt at market. ― Clever dodges. ― Naked in bed. ― Homage to Priapus. ― Belly to belly. ― Belly to bum. ― She on he. ― The hand-glass. ― Am I with child? ― I leave M**g**e. ― Sequel.