I go to the shrink tomorrow. They literallly bust balls to see if you are submissive. Getting your balls busted means they degrade you and see if you fight back. If you do, you get locked-up. Perhaps, they put a legal paper in front of you that says "You have the right to be treated with dignity." Just sign it -- you are completely powerless. They can litterally cut-up your brain or electrocute you. They use chemicals and make you impotent.

Sucks. Understatement.

God says...
C:\TEXT\WALDEN.TXT

there may be as many
different persons in the world as possible; but I would have each
one be very careful to find out and pursue his own way, and not his
father's or his mother's or his neighbor's instead. The youth may
build or plant or sail, only let him not be hindered from doing that
which he tells me he would like to do. It is by a mathematical
point only that we are wise, as the sailor or the fugitive slave
keeps the polestar in his eye; but that is sufficient guidance for
all our life. W

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It's CIA or some shit -- my parents are in league with the shrinks. I must endure skits when I'm in public.

Mom spits in my food. I just ate ice cream and she has no teeth so she sucks the chocolate chips and dumps them back in the ice cream.

I live with parents at age 41. Dad goes through my trash. I put nasty shit in there.

I have no rights, basically. I have the rights of a slave, but don't have to work. I only get emials from FBI on LoseThos. My download numbers are fiction.

Just imagine less playful shrinks than this abusing you:

http://www.noob.us/humor/the-office-dwight-faces-nerd-tortur...

God is just, though. I know their lives suck.

God says...
C:\TEXT\BIBLE.TXT

hich thou hast set by themselves? 21:30 And he said, For these seven
ewe lambs shalt thou take of my hand, that they may be a witness unto
me, that I have digged this well.

21:31 Wherefore he called that place Beersheba; because there they
sware both of them.

21:32 Thus they made a covenant at Beersheba: then Abimelech rose up,
and Phichol the chief captain of his host, and they returned into the
land of the Philistines.

21:33 And Abraham planted a grove in Beersheba, and called there on
th

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The psy-ops fuck with me when I go to stores. maybe, homeless asking for shit, maybe people getting in my way, maybe clerks screwing up, make you wonder if double charged, maybe wonder if ripping you off, people doing cachier line games... every possible way of fucking with you... maybe testing your sexuality...

If a UFO lands, ignore it -- it's the shrinks looking for excuses to lock you up.

God says...
C:\TEXT\DARWIN.TXT

gree? Why, for instance, should the colour of a flower be
more likely to vary in any one species of a genus, if the other species
possess differently coloured flowers, than if all possessed the same
coloured flowers? If species are only well-marked varieties, of which the
characters have become in a high degree permanent, we can understand this
fact; for they have already varied since they branched off from a common
progenitor in certain characters, by which they have come to be
specifically disti

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It might be shrinks and Catholics, prolly CIA. They are scum bringing-up CHUD just now after I confessed to licking the wind shield of a car after hitting someone. God is just, rest assured. You're not gonna be laughing when you finally learn He talks to me.

Been going to dentist. Get root canal with temp filling dentists waits 5 weeks to schedule appointment as the temp errodes... just fucking with me, as I got this gapping hole in my tooth.

During cleaning, kinda scratches my teeth extra long. Dad reports same dentist just found 6 fillings needed. This is shrinks testing me in league with parents and Catholics and CIA. Confusing. I ask if dentist went to Dad's church. Yep. Figures.

I can wickedly laugh at those evil fucks. God talks. Suck on that, motha fuckas.

And Mom trys to seduce me! Evil bitch. Pure evil.

God says...
C:\TEXT\WEALTH.TXT

the highest eulogy which can ever justly be bestowed upon a
regulated company; and all the three companies above mentioned seem, in
their present state, to deserve this eulogy.

The fine for admission into the Turkey company was formerly twenty-five
pounds for all persons under twenty-six years of age, and fifty pounds
for all persons above that age. Nobody but mere merchants could be
admitted; a restriction which excluded all shop-keepers and retailers.
By a bye-law, no British manufactures could

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I normal person when cooking tries to please guests. Mom, demon bitch, has orgasm when she gets us to eat cheep food. Her whole self worth is being clever shopping, by which I mean proudly proclaiming she feeds the family below the poverty line. Pride. Holier than thou. If God gives you shit, don't give it away. She worships a demon God that doesn't want her happy. Actually, she's a selfish demon vile bitch who orgasms when inflicting suffering.

So, she gets orgasm depriving people. She got the notion I want a lap top. I buy a computer couple years ago, so has my brother buy a lap top. In my 20's I had all the money I could ever want and matured. Now, everything is chump change and computers are not a big deal. She lives in a mellowdrama soap opera world with petty family jealosies. Bizzare pathetic cunt bitch. dad bought lap top when I reached a low point in my savings. Uncle boasts "I got an apple... pause pause." What, I'm supposed to be jealous. Mom just hates me and evil bitch gossips. That's okay, I hate all them too. God is just, cunt bitch, enjoy all your pains. Emporer has no cloths.

God says...
C:\TEXT\QUIX.TXT

n the "Rake's Progress,"
"Sir, I have read your play, and it will not doo."

He was more successful in a literary contest at Saragossa in 1595 in
honour of the canonisation of St. Jacinto, when his composition won the
first prize, three silver spoons. The year before this he had been
appointed a collector of revenues for the kingdom of Granada. In order to
remit the money he had collected more conveniently to the treasury, he
entrusted it to a merchant, who failed and absconded; and as the
bankrup

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"As you measure out, so it will be measured unto you." Be generous with stores and restaraunts, enjoy good luck. If you secretly like being poor and stingy, enjoy that holier-than-thou high you get.

God says...
C:\TEXT\DARWIN.TXT

re now commonly admitted to be teleostean; and even some
palaeozoic forms have thus been classed by one high authority. If the
teleosteans had really appeared suddenly in the northern hemisphere at the
commencement of the chalk formation, the fact would have been highly
remarkable; but it would not have formed an insuperable difficulty, unless
it could likewise have been shown that at the same period the species were
suddenly and simultaneously developed in other quarters of the world. It
is almost

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I hate shopping. When I buy shoes, Dad tries to fit me into size 9 shoes, for some reason (dick size?). This has happened like 3 times. He says "try these on", hands me size 9. Last time, go to store and the size 10.5 box had size 9's in it! Just prior we went to another store and guy waved at Dad. Is the Knights of Columbus actually an active organization? Why do they enjoy fucking with me? God is just. I should just be smug. "Blessed are you when they persecute you."

God says...
C:\TEXT\BIBLE.TXT

of the strength of the iron, forasmuch as thou sawest the iron
mixed with miry clay.

2:42 And as the toes of the feet were part of iron, and part of clay,
so the kingdom shall be partly strong, and partly broken.

2:43 And whereas thou sawest iron mixed with miry clay, they shall
mingle themselves with the seed of men: but they shall not cleave one
to another, even as iron is not mixed with clay.

2:44 And in the days of these kings shall the God of heaven set up a
kingdom, which shall never be

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I was on bipolar meds until 8 years ago. I used to get locked-up over and over until I realized I had to get my balls busted and not complain or I get locked up. They no longer give me bipolar meds (Depacote) for 8 years and I haven't been locked up. Now, just resperdol and cogenton... nominally. God only know what docs do with meds in secretly. Wicked shit that makes you like hit by freeze ray if you stop taking... and of course impotence and breasts. Female hormones.

Philosophers are classified into materialists, idealists and dualityists. It's normal for you to ponder the world as it appears being different from how it actually is--crazy delusions. Any smart person is delusional. Heaven is a delusional realm right on top of the Earthly realm. When enlightened all the Bible will make sense. Shrinks go to hell and the persecuted to HEaven.

God says...
C:\TEXT\SWIFT.TXT

pon a scaffold
erected for that purpose, and his head cut off at one blow, with a
sword of about forty feet long. The veins and arteries spouted up
such a prodigious quantity of blood, and so high in the air, that
the great jet d'eau at Versailles was not equal to it for the time
it lasted: and the head, when it fell on the scaffold floor, gave
such a bounce as made me start, although I was at least half an
English mile distant.

The queen, who often used to hear me talk of my sea-voyages, and