Yeah why not just say Latin? In Spanish only the very few most extreme people say words like "latinx" (but never "latinX") mainstream people say "latinos y latinas" or "latinas y latinos" or "latin@s." Some people still just say "latinos" always. But English is not a gendered language, so just drop the X. But then, if you do that, the game is over, you're not signaling how obedient you are to the machine, you're actually thinking for yourself. And you're not allowing it to tell you how to talk, which means you're not allowing it to tell you how to talk in your mind, ie think. Literal thought control. For every 10 times you use a word in your inner monologue, you'll use it in real life. But if you get fired from your sustenance of your life and dignity, literally no matter how much job security you had, you can't use that word in real life ever. So then you have to stop using that word in your mind. And that changes how you think, you start feeling pain when other people use that word, for when people who are entitled to say that word say it, or when they spell the letters out forcing you to create it in your head, pain pain pain.

And I find it wrong that I can't remove slurs from my music. It's basic--if I can get cancelled for using a word, I can't sing it, I don't want to listen to absolutely any music which includes it. So for instance there's a song by an African musician, I think he's from West Africa, his name is Akon. Quite famous I believe. He created a song that was played frequently at dance halls and has a lot of musical merit. The song's name is "Sexy Bitch." I hate that word though, I can't stare at that word, it's so disgusting on so many different levels, for so many different people, in particular in this case because it's talking about women. And the chorus is like...I just can't write it. Instead, I found a sanitized version that is not disgusting and has all the same musical merit, called "Sexy Chick."

Damn, she's a sexy chick, sexy chick,
Damn, she's a sexy chick, damn girl!

Damn, she's a sexy chick, sexy chick,
Damn, she's a sexy chick, damn girl!

But it's incredibly hard to find, only on iTunes, not on my Apple Music, not on my Youtube, super censored. Because Akon apparently has the right and obligation, because he's African, to be misogynistic, like that has more victim points than being a woman, and these media are so mysogynistic in actuality--regardless of their donations to nonprofits and shit--that they don't want people to have even an alternative to listening to this man calling every woman on the dancefloor a bitch. I have trouble figuring out to what degree his being African plays a role, I want to ignore it but the machine is pulling all the stops to make it blatant, but for sure it does, "Blurred Lines" was much milder and got into so much trouble. The song repeats the word "bitch" like thirty times, that word "bitch" is the payload of the beat, if you want to listen to the beat you are under strict orders from the machine to accept women being called bitches. It's disgusting.

I emailed YCombinator about tokenism I think ten years ago, maybe 12, that they needed to throw the machine a bone in a couple of ways--this was before they ever talked about over- or under-representation, percentages of each type of founder, all of that--because the machine is like a bulldozer with a wrecking ball and you can't face it directly, only get it to hit at an angle. And if you do that, it'll cross by you, saying, "you best watch yourself."